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(moans coming from the phone)

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(footsteps)

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(ominous music)

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(water splashing)

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(heavy breathing)

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(wind blowing outside)

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(wind blowing)

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(ominous music)

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It's okay for you to cry,

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you know, if you want to cry.

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No one's gonna blame you

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for not holding it together.

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In fact, I think it'd

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be really therapeutic to,

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ah, no, what's the word?

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It's not therapeutic,

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it's no one's blaming you.

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But it's normal to

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feel that as the partner,

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it's normal to think that

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maybe you could have done

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something about it.

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If you'd done things different,

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then maybe things would

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have gone differently.

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(sighs)

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Partners always to blame, but,

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but no one's blaming you.

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You're not to blame.

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There was,

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there was a lot of shit

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going on, wasn't there?

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(ominous music)

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I was just gonna say it's

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okay to feel what you feel.

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It's okay, whatever you feel.

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Cathartic.

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Cathartic.

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So?

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So...

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This is...

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This is so bad.

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Yes.

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It's so...

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inappropriate.

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I mean...

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What if somebody catches us?

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Catches you?

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How'd you know her?

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Maybe we should do this some other time.

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Are you serious?

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Well...

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you know where to find me.

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(knocking)

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(door closing)

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(water running)

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(water running)

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Who are you texting?

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You.

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Oh, you looked so sad at the funeral.

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Are you sure you're okay?

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Your bed and cock must be so lonely.

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Can I warm them for you?

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Very funny.

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Who did you text?

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You're looking good.

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Seriously though, who did you text?

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Who did you text?

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Okay, whatever, not

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like anybody's gonna enjoy

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coming around here very much anyway.

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So, as the first woman in

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your new life as a widower,

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let me tell you that there's a

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lot of her stuff lying around.

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It is her stuff, right? I mean, I am the first.

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You're the only one.

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Yeah, see, I think you

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should clean this place up.

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There's still a lot of shit lying around.

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I don't think this was a good idea.

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I'm sorry.

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I knew you shouldn't have

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asked me home straight away.

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I think we should do this another time.

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I just wanna make sure

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that there will be another time.

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Lie down.

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(floorboards creak)

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Are you still there?

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(door creaks)

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[ominous sounds]

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Hello?

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It feels so good to fuck someone again.

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Doesn't it?

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Depressed cancer wife never opened her

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legs for you, never sucked you off.

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Never let you feel her tits, the cancer

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between your fingers.

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Ow.

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You're terrible.

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Am I?

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Nothing you hadn't thought of before.

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Did you ever feel it?

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Feel what?

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The tumor.

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Did you ever feel it?

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What does it feel like?

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It's lumpy.

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But with roots underneath.

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Like this noise pattern.

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It's disruptive.

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Did you ever fuck someone else?

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While you were married, I mean.

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No, but I thought about it.

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About opening things up.

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I was kind of hoping that she would

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suggest it and then...

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And then you could

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reluctantly go along with it.

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But your wife was too busy dying,

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she never thought about your dick.

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Poor you.

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Doesn't answer my question, though.

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I didn't fuck anyone else while my wife

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was alone at home dying of cancer.

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Boring.

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There was this one girl, though.

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Like, early twenties.

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I couldn't stop thinking about her.

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She had these full

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lips and big empty eyes.

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And I really wanted to fuck her.

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Every time I touch

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myself, I think about her.

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What was her name?

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Oh.

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I have no idea.

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I only saw it at this cafe a few times.

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Your wife?

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What was her name?

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Look, I'd rather not, I…

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I've got to go anyway.

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I have to go see someone.

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Fuck girl with the empty eyes?

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Real estate.

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Fuck.

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I just wanted to reiterate that

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legally, you don't have to disclose any

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details about the suicide.

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That's good to know.

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You'd be surprised about values

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plummeting after these things.

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But I'm like, come on, man.

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These buildings are so old.

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It's not like nobody ever died in them.

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Like, there wouldn't be a shit-ton of

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ghosts around if ghosts were real.

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Right?

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Gotta love the radio.

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Everyone's just

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streaming, cherry-picking.

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Gotta love the randomness of it all.

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How it just hits you.

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Whatever's coming on is coming on.

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I can turn it on if you like.

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Is it retro or vintage?

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It belonged to my wife.

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It's vintage.

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Just like everything

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else in this apartment, eh?

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Just out of personal

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curiosity, and again,

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this is nothing you have to

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disclose with potential buyers.

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But, uh, where did it happen?

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Excuse me?

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In the bathtub, right?

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Can I see?

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This is some really

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good cleaning work here.

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Can't see shit.

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It’s like it never happened.

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And head here, yeah?

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♪ Moans ♪

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And that's the last thing you see.

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It's really good work.

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I can't spot a thing.

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[file scratches along the glass]

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Well, that concludes my little tour.

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Unless there's something

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else you want me to see.

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Like what?

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Is there something else?

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Anything?

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No.

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I'll let you know if

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there's any potential buyers,

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but in my experience,

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these things can take a while,

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so no need to rush.

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Do you have a new place already?

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I haven't started looking yet.

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Well, if you do,

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you know who to call.

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[scrubbing floor]

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[footsteps]

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Hi.

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Oh.

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I'm sorry.

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I didn't know you were here.

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No problem.

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I was just cleaning.

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Is this a bad time?

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No.

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I didn't think you'd be coming in.

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I thought maybe...

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Still here?

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Yup.

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Isn't your wife?

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No.

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She's not here.

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I can still clean

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everything up if you like,

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and you can just go

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grab a coffee or something,

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and I'll be done in an hour or so.

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You can also just go.

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I mean, I'll pay you.

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You have come all this way after all.

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How much do you normally get?

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Depends.

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How much do you normally get here?

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Depends.

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Well, you make up your

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mind, and I'll go get my money.

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(rummaging)

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No.

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If you pay me, then I

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really have to clean.

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I can't just take your money for nothing.

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I can wait in the other

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room and you do your thing.

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Is that going to be a problem?

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No, it's just...

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My wife was always

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here when you cleaned.

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I'm not making you uncomfortable, am I?

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No, it's just your wife said that.

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What did she say?

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That you'd never be

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around in that she'd...

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What did she say?

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What did she say?

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Nothing, really.

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Here's 50 euros.

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You can take it and leave,

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but you will tell me

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what my wife said about me.

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May I speak with her about this?

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No.

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50 euros.

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What did she say?

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Your wife thought that

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while I was in all fours already,

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rigorously scrubbing the floors,

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you might just want to pull

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my panties down and fuck me.

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Is that what you think she said?

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What did she say?

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What did she say?

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Hello?

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Hi, this is Alyssa, the cleaner.

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I'm just calling to apologise,

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because I feel like I was being silly

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for throwing you out of

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your own flat, so to speak.

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So, just come back, hang out,

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and I'll just clean around you.

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No hard feelings.

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Oh, there you are.

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I don't know what I'm doing here.

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What a weird

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fucking turn of events, eh?

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I mean, you wouldn't be here

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if your wife was still alive?

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Or would you?

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Your place is so quiet.

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00:20:42,599 --> 00:20:44,240
Are you kidding me?

293
00:20:44,519 --> 00:20:47,200
I can hear the tram all night pulsing,

294
00:20:48,759 --> 00:20:51,960
like a wave of screeching steel.

295
00:20:53,880 --> 00:20:56,119
That's not the worst.

296
00:21:01,440 --> 00:21:03,880
(patting on the bed)

297
00:21:21,960 --> 00:21:24,037
I'm sure your dead wife

298
00:21:24,079 --> 00:21:26,480
would want you to fuck again.

299
00:21:31,039 --> 00:21:34,000
We can fuck in her memory if you'd like.

300
00:21:38,279 --> 00:21:43,359
(phone vibrating)

301
00:21:44,640 --> 00:21:46,438
Strange, eh?

302
00:21:46,480 --> 00:21:48,598
At least one of us should be confident,

303
00:21:48,640 --> 00:21:49,997
but we're just sitting here,

304
00:21:50,039 --> 00:21:52,960
not knowing what to do.

305
00:21:53,680 --> 00:21:56,240
(phone vibrating)

306
00:21:57,240 --> 00:21:59,319
Your dead wife calling,

307
00:21:59,480 --> 00:22:01,839
telling you we shouldn't fuck after all.

308
00:22:02,599 --> 00:22:05,240
(phone vibrating)

309
00:22:05,640 --> 00:22:07,237
Hello?

310
00:22:07,279 --> 00:22:09,438
Am I speaking with Jon Holbrooke?

311
00:22:09,480 --> 00:22:10,477
Yes, you are.

312
00:22:10,519 --> 00:22:11,598
Can you hear me?

313
00:22:11,640 --> 00:22:13,400
This is Wolff, Bock & Gams calling.

314
00:22:13,920 --> 00:22:15,077
We tried to reach you

315
00:22:15,119 --> 00:22:16,717
earlier today to no avail.

316
00:22:16,759 --> 00:22:17,678
We need to talk about

317
00:22:17,720 --> 00:22:19,118
your late wife's estate.

318
00:22:19,160 --> 00:22:20,678
Well, there's nothing to

319
00:22:20,720 --> 00:22:22,198
talk about as far as I'm aware.

320
00:22:22,240 --> 00:22:23,997
Mr. Holbrooke, she has left you

321
00:22:24,039 --> 00:22:26,158
with a considerable amount of money.

322
00:22:26,200 --> 00:22:27,398
You surely must have known.

323
00:22:27,440 --> 00:22:28,480
No.

324
00:22:30,200 --> 00:22:31,997
No, there must be some mistake.

325
00:22:32,039 --> 00:22:33,557
Can you come in tomorrow morning?

326
00:22:33,599 --> 00:22:36,200
Sorry, how much money?

327
00:22:36,400 --> 00:22:38,960
Can you come in tomorrow morning?

328
00:22:39,640 --> 00:22:40,599
Yes.

329
00:22:41,519 --> 00:22:42,358
Yes, of course.

330
00:22:42,400 --> 00:22:43,477
Fantastic.

331
00:22:43,519 --> 00:22:44,678
I'm still here for you

332
00:22:44,720 --> 00:22:46,118
if you need anything.

333
00:22:46,160 --> 00:22:49,319
- See you tomorrow.
- So, are you secretly rich now?

334
00:22:51,799 --> 00:22:53,400
I need to go.

335
00:22:53,880 --> 00:22:55,317
You afraid

336
00:22:55,359 --> 00:22:56,839
they're gonna sniff me out?

337
00:22:58,160 --> 00:23:03,240
(tube passing by overhead)

338
00:23:07,640 --> 00:23:09,599
Are you home yet?

339
00:23:09,839 --> 00:23:13,200
See, I have a question for you.

340
00:23:13,640 --> 00:23:16,237
Because I was thinking

341
00:23:16,279 --> 00:23:18,557
about what you would do

342
00:23:18,599 --> 00:23:23,878
and what I would do, and I was wondering,

343
00:23:23,920 --> 00:23:28,400
because you were here so late.

344
00:23:29,480 --> 00:23:31,598
Did you?

345
00:23:31,640 --> 00:23:33,717
Did you, while she was

346
00:23:33,759 --> 00:23:36,077
conveniently on all fours

347
00:23:36,119 --> 00:23:38,559
scrubbing the floor, fuck her?

348
00:23:39,359 --> 00:23:41,119
Your student help?

349
00:23:43,480 --> 00:23:46,519
Because I'm gonna be honest with you.

350
00:23:47,640 --> 00:23:50,559
No one to see, no one to know.

351
00:23:50,960 --> 00:23:53,279
I'd be tempted myself.

352
00:23:54,319 --> 00:23:57,037
Or why else would you

353
00:23:57,079 --> 00:24:01,680
be here so very late?

354
00:24:02,680 --> 00:24:04,599
It's not like that.

355
00:24:04,920 --> 00:24:05,678
You have to believe

356
00:24:05,720 --> 00:24:07,279
me, it's not like that.

357
00:24:07,599 --> 00:24:09,599
It wasn't like that.

358
00:24:10,640 --> 00:24:12,678
Ever since...

359
00:24:12,720 --> 00:24:15,559
...things have been a bit of a blur.

360
00:24:34,160 --> 00:24:36,640
Oh good, you're early.

361
00:24:37,519 --> 00:24:39,240
I 'm...

362
00:24:39,480 --> 00:24:41,319
Am I...?

363
00:24:41,799 --> 00:24:45,279
Clocks, eh? Take a seat.

364
00:24:48,240 --> 00:24:49,878
I want to apologise

365
00:24:49,920 --> 00:24:51,839
on behalf of our firm.

366
00:24:52,440 --> 00:24:54,438
I understand that with everything that

367
00:24:54,480 --> 00:24:55,997
you're going through,

368
00:24:56,039 --> 00:25:00,039
there's... it must be quite a lot.

369
00:25:02,160 --> 00:25:04,359
It is quite a lot.

370
00:25:04,559 --> 00:25:07,200
Not just emotionally, but financially.

371
00:25:08,960 --> 00:25:10,598
But your wife, the

372
00:25:10,640 --> 00:25:12,757
deceased, has made sure

373
00:25:12,799 --> 00:25:17,519
that after her tragic passing,

374
00:25:18,200 --> 00:25:19,757
that you, as the only

375
00:25:19,799 --> 00:25:22,680
beneficiary, will be looked after.

376
00:25:23,839 --> 00:25:25,200
How does that sound?

377
00:25:26,759 --> 00:25:28,400
Ah, patronizing.

378
00:25:29,720 --> 00:25:30,960
It sounds patronizing.

379
00:25:31,519 --> 00:25:32,759
No disrespect.

380
00:25:33,279 --> 00:25:34,598
But with the loan on

381
00:25:34,640 --> 00:25:37,039
that flat, and the interest,

382
00:25:37,640 --> 00:25:39,720
I think you can sleep much sounder,

383
00:25:40,000 --> 00:25:42,160
knowing that everything's taken care of.

384
00:25:44,640 --> 00:25:50,839
There's just... there's a, a small thing.

385
00:25:52,240 --> 00:25:53,799
Your account details.

386
00:25:54,480 --> 00:25:55,960
We'll be needing those.

387
00:25:56,759 --> 00:25:57,960
Yes, of course.

388
00:26:04,640 --> 00:26:06,640
And the signature?

389
00:26:08,559 --> 00:26:09,599
Please.

390
00:26:10,880 --> 00:26:12,200
Wait a minute.

391
00:26:14,759 --> 00:26:16,519
There's something,

392
00:26:18,400 --> 00:26:20,680
there's something about you.

393
00:26:22,359 --> 00:26:23,599
It's your scent.

394
00:26:25,240 --> 00:26:26,480
It's good.

395
00:26:28,640 --> 00:26:30,319
I like it.

396
00:26:39,279 --> 00:26:41,000
(knocking on the door)

397
00:26:52,799 --> 00:26:54,960
(ominous music)

398
00:26:55,839 --> 00:26:56,880
Come in.

399
00:27:08,240 --> 00:27:10,200
We have to stop.

400
00:27:10,640 --> 00:27:12,599
Have we started anything?

401
00:27:13,279 --> 00:27:14,797
I'm not feeling it.

402
00:27:14,839 --> 00:27:19,720
Oh honey, I can make you feel it.

403
00:27:20,440 --> 00:27:21,559
I'm serious.

404
00:27:22,720 --> 00:27:23,920
We have to stop.

405
00:27:25,279 --> 00:27:27,200
So, riddle me this.

406
00:27:27,640 --> 00:27:29,918
Do you feel bad because of our thing?

407
00:27:29,960 --> 00:27:31,838
Or do you feel bad because you're

408
00:27:31,880 --> 00:27:33,158
actually doing the healthy thing

409
00:27:33,200 --> 00:27:34,440
and moving on?

410
00:27:34,720 --> 00:27:35,717
And not just now, but

411
00:27:35,759 --> 00:27:37,398
like a long time ago,

412
00:27:37,440 --> 00:27:38,958
and now you're afraid the neighbours might

413
00:27:39,000 --> 00:27:40,279
talk if they catch us?

414
00:27:40,480 --> 00:27:42,000
I don't care what people say.

415
00:27:42,160 --> 00:27:44,400
Well, how can we never go out then?

416
00:27:48,960 --> 00:27:52,720
So, staying in or eating out?

417
00:27:54,039 --> 00:27:55,319
I didn't kill her.

418
00:27:56,640 --> 00:27:58,037
Kill let die?

419
00:27:58,079 --> 00:28:00,039
I didn't let her die either.

420
00:28:02,079 --> 00:28:03,317
She took her own life.

421
00:28:03,359 --> 00:28:05,400
She did that, not me.

422
00:28:10,640 --> 00:28:12,839
Afraid the neighbors might talk?

423
00:28:13,519 --> 00:28:15,440
Afraid the neighbors might talk.

424
00:28:22,640 --> 00:28:30,640
Well, I'm glad you made it in. Today.

425
00:28:33,319 --> 00:28:34,797
I have to.

426
00:28:34,839 --> 00:28:37,638
Well, you don't have to, but it seems to

427
00:28:37,680 --> 00:28:39,480
reflect poorly on you if you don't.

428
00:28:42,160 --> 00:28:43,880
What would you like to talk about?

429
00:28:46,759 --> 00:28:48,960
Well, I can go first then, yes?

430
00:28:52,559 --> 00:28:54,680
You've done really well.

431
00:28:56,480 --> 00:28:57,358
Nobody's told you that,

432
00:28:57,400 --> 00:28:59,519
but you've done really well.

433
00:29:00,519 --> 00:29:02,559
Doing all of this on your own.

434
00:29:04,200 --> 00:29:05,720
No one said that to me.

435
00:29:06,440 --> 00:29:08,359
They were all just waiting for me to fuck up.

436
00:29:10,359 --> 00:29:12,759
At the funeral her parents, her friends.

437
00:29:15,559 --> 00:29:16,918
Waiting for me to forget to

438
00:29:16,960 --> 00:29:18,400
send the invites out on time.

439
00:29:19,640 --> 00:29:21,358
Choose the wrong flowers.

440
00:29:21,400 --> 00:29:22,960
Play a really weird song.

441
00:29:24,880 --> 00:29:26,759
Waiting to pounce on me.

442
00:29:28,279 --> 00:29:29,438
They didn't offer any help?

443
00:29:29,480 --> 00:29:30,200
No.

444
00:29:32,119 --> 00:29:34,519
But my in-laws live very far away, and...

445
00:29:35,440 --> 00:29:37,279
it'd be inappropriate for friends.

446
00:29:40,279 --> 00:29:43,240
And it was her friends, not mine, so...

447
00:29:44,640 --> 00:29:46,480
And how did that feel?

448
00:29:47,240 --> 00:29:48,640
Feel?

449
00:29:50,680 --> 00:29:51,797
How did what feel?

450
00:29:51,839 --> 00:29:53,838
Your wife dying under such...

451
00:29:53,880 --> 00:29:55,799
tragic circumstances.

452
00:29:57,200 --> 00:30:00,918
And then being left alone to grieve and

453
00:30:00,960 --> 00:30:03,599
be responsible for everything.

454
00:30:04,440 --> 00:30:06,920
It didn't.

455
00:30:11,480 --> 00:30:14,039
Is that a terrible thing to say?

456
00:30:16,640 --> 00:30:19,477
I believe that cremation is and remains

457
00:30:19,519 --> 00:30:22,240
a very tasteful option.

458
00:30:25,640 --> 00:30:27,200
Okay.

459
00:30:27,599 --> 00:30:28,997
Is that what your wife

460
00:30:29,039 --> 00:30:31,279
would have wanted, maybe?

461
00:30:34,640 --> 00:30:36,119
I don't know.

462
00:30:37,640 --> 00:30:39,878
We didn't really talk about it.

463
00:30:39,920 --> 00:30:41,440
Hmm.

464
00:30:43,880 --> 00:30:45,158
It wasn't appropriate

465
00:30:45,200 --> 00:30:46,720
because of the cancer.

466
00:30:47,279 --> 00:30:49,200
My apologies, I thought...

467
00:30:50,079 --> 00:30:51,920
I thought it was suicide.

468
00:30:52,680 --> 00:30:54,200
It was.

469
00:30:57,039 --> 00:30:58,960
Cremation is good.

470
00:30:59,559 --> 00:31:01,519
All right.

471
00:31:03,240 --> 00:31:05,717
Bear in mind, however that you're not to

472
00:31:05,759 --> 00:31:07,799
take the remains back home.

473
00:31:08,759 --> 00:31:11,839
The ashes will be laid to rest.

474
00:31:13,640 --> 00:31:15,119
Okay?

475
00:31:15,640 --> 00:31:17,119
Okay.

476
00:31:18,640 --> 00:31:19,839
All right.

477
00:31:20,039 --> 00:31:21,240
(door squeaking)

478
00:31:35,599 --> 00:31:37,480
My cousin died.

479
00:31:42,440 --> 00:31:45,000
My cousin died. Erm...

480
00:31:47,359 --> 00:31:49,200
She died yesterday and...

481
00:31:53,200 --> 00:31:55,680
We don't know what to do, I don't know.

482
00:31:58,400 --> 00:31:59,958
We need your help.

483
00:32:00,000 --> 00:32:04,918
Uhm... I'm with a client right now, but if you

484
00:32:04,960 --> 00:32:08,838
could come back in say, I don't know,

485
00:32:08,880 --> 00:32:11,759
half an hour, maybe.

486
00:32:13,519 --> 00:32:14,920
Yeah?

487
00:32:16,640 --> 00:32:17,240
Yeah.

488
00:32:17,960 --> 00:32:19,440
Okay.

489
00:32:21,640 --> 00:32:23,678
I think that is the moment I knew that

490
00:32:23,720 --> 00:32:25,599
something might be wrong.

491
00:32:26,480 --> 00:32:28,079
Wrong?

492
00:32:28,279 --> 00:32:29,440
- Mh-hmm.

493
00:32:30,000 --> 00:32:32,200
Wrong with me, I mean.

494
00:32:33,880 --> 00:32:35,198
Here's this woman.

495
00:32:35,240 --> 00:32:37,077
In shock, in shambles

496
00:32:37,119 --> 00:32:38,839
because of a cousin.

497
00:32:40,960 --> 00:32:43,037
And I don't even know the last time that

498
00:32:43,079 --> 00:32:45,119
I spoke to any of my cousins.

499
00:32:45,640 --> 00:32:47,759
She's a train wreck and...

500
00:32:49,640 --> 00:32:52,119
...here I am.

501
00:32:53,079 --> 00:32:54,839
Calm as water.

502
00:32:56,240 --> 00:32:58,400
Unmoved, untouched.

503
00:33:01,000 --> 00:33:03,477
Is that how you felt?

504
00:33:03,519 --> 00:33:05,519
I don't know.

505
00:33:10,000 --> 00:33:12,598
I honestly don't know.

506
00:33:12,640 --> 00:33:14,720
That's so fucked up.

507
00:33:15,440 --> 00:33:17,037
I know, right?

508
00:33:17,079 --> 00:33:20,200
I mean, with her, it was sudden.

509
00:33:20,759 --> 00:33:23,880
But with your wife, it was coming, right?

510
00:33:24,240 --> 00:33:26,519
Have we had this conversation before?

511
00:33:27,039 --> 00:33:28,480
I feel like we have.

512
00:33:30,039 --> 00:33:32,079
In your head, maybe.

513
00:33:32,640 --> 00:33:35,237
I sometimes have these crazy, intense

514
00:33:35,279 --> 00:33:37,079
conversations in my head.

515
00:33:37,640 --> 00:33:39,599
And then I realize that's all that is.

516
00:33:43,039 --> 00:33:44,559
How did I get here?

517
00:33:44,759 --> 00:33:46,680
My apologies, where were we?

518
00:33:47,079 --> 00:33:49,319
Isn't that the question of the day?

519
00:33:49,839 --> 00:33:51,438
Would you like to look

520
00:33:51,480 --> 00:33:53,160
at a range of urns now?

521
00:33:54,839 --> 00:33:55,960
The radio?

522
00:33:58,079 --> 00:33:59,799
How long has the radio been here?

523
00:34:03,920 --> 00:34:05,517
I don't know, I guess

524
00:34:05,559 --> 00:34:07,200
it's always been there.

525
00:34:16,639 --> 00:34:17,679
Please.

526
00:34:18,880 --> 00:34:20,519
That woman?

527
00:34:21,400 --> 00:34:23,480
Is this how we meet?

528
00:34:28,639 --> 00:34:30,400
Excuse me?

529
00:34:32,639 --> 00:34:34,519
After you.

530
00:34:36,800 --> 00:34:39,117
I think it's perfectly normal to be in

531
00:34:39,159 --> 00:34:41,599
shock and to not allow yourself to feel.

532
00:34:42,599 --> 00:34:44,758
I think what's important is that you take

533
00:34:44,800 --> 00:34:47,318
time to reflect and to break down those

534
00:34:47,360 --> 00:34:48,838
barriers that are

535
00:34:48,880 --> 00:34:50,117
stopping you from grieving.

536
00:34:50,159 --> 00:34:53,119
See, I don't think that happened.

537
00:34:53,599 --> 00:34:54,480
Why?

538
00:34:54,920 --> 00:34:58,037
So you just found your wife in the

539
00:34:58,079 --> 00:35:00,039
bathtub and then what?

540
00:35:00,719 --> 00:35:02,318
Just left her there?

541
00:35:02,360 --> 00:35:03,918
Went to the fucking funeral home?

542
00:35:03,960 --> 00:35:06,878
I called an ambulance and they asked me

543
00:35:06,920 --> 00:35:08,758
to resuscitate her but I

544
00:35:08,800 --> 00:35:10,077
told them it was too late.

545
00:35:10,119 --> 00:35:11,280
Was it?

546
00:35:11,480 --> 00:35:12,880
Was it too late?

547
00:35:13,880 --> 00:35:14,599
Yes.

548
00:35:15,280 --> 00:35:16,480
Did you try?

549
00:35:17,320 --> 00:35:19,599
I tried.

550
00:35:21,320 --> 00:35:23,119
I fucking tried.

551
00:35:24,400 --> 00:35:26,278
I lifted her out of the

552
00:35:26,320 --> 00:35:28,639
tub even though she was thin.

553
00:35:29,280 --> 00:35:31,238
So thin that I thought I was gonna break

554
00:35:31,280 --> 00:35:33,039
her ribs or her arms.

555
00:35:34,239 --> 00:35:35,958
I lifted her out even though the water

556
00:35:36,000 --> 00:35:36,838
had gone cold, even

557
00:35:36,880 --> 00:35:38,077
though she'd gone cold.

558
00:35:38,119 --> 00:35:40,677
Did you try and resuscitate her first

559
00:35:40,719 --> 00:35:43,517
and then call the ambulance or call the

560
00:35:43,559 --> 00:35:44,838
ambulance first and then

561
00:35:44,880 --> 00:35:46,238
try and bring her back?

562
00:35:46,280 --> 00:35:47,960
I don't remember.

563
00:35:53,119 --> 00:35:55,039
I don't remember.

564
00:35:58,639 --> 00:35:59,997
That's a nice little bit of progress

565
00:36:00,039 --> 00:36:01,599
right there, isn't it?

566
00:36:15,679 --> 00:36:18,280
Hello, this is 911. What's your emergency?

567
00:36:20,480 --> 00:36:23,079
Hello, this is 911. What's your emergency?

568
00:36:26,440 --> 00:36:31,559
(water splashing)

569
00:36:43,559 --> 00:36:46,239
You know what would really turn me on?

570
00:36:47,639 --> 00:36:48,960
What?

571
00:36:51,639 --> 00:36:53,597
I wanna lie in the tub

572
00:36:53,639 --> 00:36:56,039
where it happened and touch myself.

573
00:36:56,639 --> 00:36:58,039
You're sick.

574
00:36:59,199 --> 00:37:00,239
Maybe.

575
00:37:01,400 --> 00:37:04,559
But you're horny and wanna watch me.

576
00:37:05,760 --> 00:37:08,159
You're so fucked up.

577
00:37:12,800 --> 00:37:19,000
So, she was in the tub and just...

578
00:37:19,920 --> 00:37:24,519
...slit her wrists wide open.

579
00:37:25,880 --> 00:37:28,000
All the way?

580
00:37:30,639 --> 00:37:32,320
Like this.

581
00:37:35,679 --> 00:37:37,039
The other cuts,

582
00:37:38,480 --> 00:37:40,440
the baby cuts,

583
00:37:41,519 --> 00:37:43,840
they're just a cry for help.

584
00:37:46,639 --> 00:37:50,637
And then you came home

585
00:37:50,679 --> 00:37:54,000
and she was in the tub?

586
00:37:55,760 --> 00:37:58,077
No warning signs, no

587
00:37:58,119 --> 00:38:01,679
goodbye notes, shit?

588
00:38:03,840 --> 00:38:06,280
She did it before.

589
00:38:09,239 --> 00:38:11,880
Just a few weeks before.

590
00:38:13,840 --> 00:38:17,559
She was... uh, in the tub.

591
00:38:21,320 --> 00:38:22,918
Essentially the same thing,

592
00:38:22,960 --> 00:38:24,960
but I was here.

593
00:38:27,440 --> 00:38:29,438
And I pulled her out

594
00:38:29,480 --> 00:38:32,000
and it wasn't that bad.

595
00:38:36,280 --> 00:38:38,599
She didn't wanna go to the hospital.

596
00:38:40,880 --> 00:38:42,997
She didn't wanna tell anyone,

597
00:38:43,039 --> 00:38:46,559
afraid, but when I found her,

598
00:38:47,719 --> 00:38:49,597
she said the weirdest thing.

599
00:38:49,639 --> 00:38:52,958
She said, "I'm still here".

600
00:38:53,000 --> 00:38:55,400
Again and again.

601
00:38:57,079 --> 00:38:59,480
"I'm still here."

602
00:39:02,360 --> 00:39:04,400
"I'm still here."

603
00:39:06,760 --> 00:39:09,119
"I'm still here."

604
00:39:13,039 --> 00:39:14,798
That sounds pretty

605
00:39:14,840 --> 00:39:16,639
fucking bad, you know?

606
00:39:18,199 --> 00:39:20,880
I mean, for you.

607
00:39:24,519 --> 00:39:26,840
Have you told anyone else?

608
00:39:28,360 --> 00:39:30,000
No.

609
00:39:33,480 --> 00:39:35,679
This is bad.

610
00:39:37,000 --> 00:39:38,239
I mean,

611
00:39:41,440 --> 00:39:45,157
if anybody else finds out, it'll look

612
00:39:45,199 --> 00:39:46,878
like criminal neglect,

613
00:39:46,920 --> 00:39:49,278
or whatever it's called.

614
00:39:49,320 --> 00:39:52,398
Like she was in the tub

615
00:39:52,440 --> 00:39:56,960
and you just stood there

616
00:39:57,679 --> 00:40:00,718
whilst she looked up at

617
00:40:00,760 --> 00:40:05,400
you with her big brown eyes.

618
00:40:15,159 --> 00:40:18,119
She didn't have brown eyes.

619
00:40:19,920 --> 00:40:21,920
Blue eyes, then.

620
00:40:23,199 --> 00:40:24,519
Green?

621
00:40:26,440 --> 00:40:27,800
She had fucking eyes, though, right?

622
00:40:29,199 --> 00:40:30,719
You need to go.

623
00:40:32,800 --> 00:40:34,239
Now.

624
00:40:34,480 --> 00:40:36,760
Fine.

625
00:40:38,000 --> 00:40:41,477
I'll be touching myself in my own tub

626
00:40:41,519 --> 00:40:43,477
where there hasn't been a frigid bitch

627
00:40:43,519 --> 00:40:45,320
suicide as of late.

628
00:41:04,039 --> 00:41:06,079
Wanna make sure.

629
00:41:07,599 --> 00:41:11,079
Just wanna make sure.

630
00:41:14,840 --> 00:41:17,239
I know, I know, I know, I know, I know.

631
00:41:39,440 --> 00:41:40,800
(radio interference)

632
00:42:12,679 --> 00:42:13,719
(metal scratching)

633
00:42:27,119 --> 00:42:29,679
(bird sounds)

634
00:43:17,320 --> 00:43:18,280
(metallic clank)

635
00:43:46,239 --> 00:43:53,719
(heavy breathing)

636
00:44:00,639 --> 00:44:03,639
We buried the dog.

637
00:44:09,280 --> 00:44:11,840
She used to come for walks.

638
00:44:15,079 --> 00:44:17,400
She loved it out here.

639
00:44:27,400 --> 00:44:28,599
(metallic lid closes)

640
00:44:34,639 --> 00:44:35,519
(heavy breathing)

641
00:44:59,119 --> 00:45:01,000
(car engine starts)

642
00:45:02,360 --> 00:45:03,160
(siren wails)

643
00:45:34,840 --> 00:45:37,679
License and registration, please.

644
00:45:49,199 --> 00:45:53,639
One of your tail lights flickers a bit.

645
00:45:55,360 --> 00:45:57,159
You might wanna get that checked out.

646
00:45:58,639 --> 00:45:59,639
Oh, uh...

647
00:46:00,920 --> 00:46:02,679
I didn't know.

648
00:46:03,119 --> 00:46:04,320
Well...

649
00:46:05,000 --> 00:46:06,679
Now you know.

650
00:46:20,400 --> 00:46:22,400
(ominous interference)

651
00:46:36,599 --> 00:46:38,557
You mind opening the boot?

652
00:46:38,599 --> 00:46:39,760
Yes.

653
00:46:39,920 --> 00:46:42,079
Um, of course not.

654
00:47:05,440 --> 00:47:06,599
Hmm.

655
00:47:07,480 --> 00:47:09,159
Very neat.

656
00:47:10,639 --> 00:47:12,400
I like it.

657
00:47:31,280 --> 00:47:33,159
(ominous interference)

658
00:47:44,199 --> 00:47:46,360
Could you open the boot?

659
00:47:48,199 --> 00:47:51,239
I thought I already did.

660
00:47:51,960 --> 00:47:52,597
(ominous music)

661
00:47:52,639 --> 00:47:54,918
Sorry, it does that sometimes.

662
00:47:54,960 --> 00:47:57,800
Could you just open the boot, please?

663
00:48:24,679 --> 00:48:28,199
Hmm, very neat.

664
00:48:29,599 --> 00:48:31,358
Again.

665
00:48:31,400 --> 00:48:34,360
I like it.

666
00:48:41,960 --> 00:48:45,280
(footsteps)

667
00:49:13,079 --> 00:49:14,398
(knocking on door)

668
00:49:14,440 --> 00:49:16,597
I need to talk about last night.

669
00:49:16,639 --> 00:49:18,639
I had a really weird night.

670
00:49:18,880 --> 00:49:20,318
Do you know what time it is?

671
00:49:20,360 --> 00:49:21,440
No.

672
00:49:21,599 --> 00:49:24,119
No, I don't know, is now a bad time?

673
00:49:24,199 --> 00:49:26,320
Yes, it actually might be.

674
00:49:29,239 --> 00:49:32,039
Look, we didn't talk about anything.

675
00:49:32,280 --> 00:49:33,477
We're not exclusive.

676
00:49:33,519 --> 00:49:34,838
I don't have to explain anything.

677
00:49:34,880 --> 00:49:36,880
It's fine, I'm on my way out.

678
00:49:40,320 --> 00:49:43,159
So, what's so fucking important?

679
00:49:43,960 --> 00:49:47,440
So last night, I went into the woods and I...

680
00:49:49,199 --> 00:49:52,000
I think there might be something wrong with me.

681
00:49:52,239 --> 00:49:54,119
Yeah, no shit.

682
00:49:54,199 --> 00:49:55,358
It's just that things

683
00:49:55,400 --> 00:49:56,838
have been falling apart lately...

684
00:49:56,880 --> 00:49:58,159
(items falling)

685
00:50:02,559 --> 00:50:03,798
How do you know her?

686
00:50:03,840 --> 00:50:05,360
What's wrong with you?

687
00:50:09,559 --> 00:50:11,159
Got it.

688
00:50:13,679 --> 00:50:14,639
(violent grab)

689
00:50:16,119 --> 00:50:17,477
Sorry.

690
00:50:17,519 --> 00:50:18,559
Fuck.

691
00:50:18,840 --> 00:50:20,440
What the actual fuck?

692
00:50:20,599 --> 00:50:22,358
I mean, I know you have a lot going on,

693
00:50:22,400 --> 00:50:23,960
but this is next level even for you.

694
00:50:24,239 --> 00:50:25,758
You can't just storm in here

695
00:50:25,800 --> 00:50:26,798
and expect me to

696
00:50:26,840 --> 00:50:28,599
obediently be waiting for you.

697
00:50:28,840 --> 00:50:30,438
I mean, what gives you the right?

698
00:50:30,480 --> 00:50:32,798
I just, I just presumed.

699
00:50:32,840 --> 00:50:34,719
You presumed what?

700
00:50:34,920 --> 00:50:36,077
Because you're not

701
00:50:36,119 --> 00:50:37,880
fucking anybody else, I'm not.

702
00:50:38,559 --> 00:50:39,840
I...

703
00:50:40,000 --> 00:50:41,758
If you're gonna say "I love you",

704
00:50:41,800 --> 00:50:43,519
I'm gonna fucking stab you.

705
00:50:45,679 --> 00:50:47,239
I do.

706
00:50:49,199 --> 00:50:51,039
I do love you.

707
00:50:54,480 --> 00:50:56,480
Are you still there?

708
00:50:58,400 --> 00:51:01,239
I had a really weird dream last night.

709
00:51:02,559 --> 00:51:04,559
I was walking down a street.

710
00:51:05,000 --> 00:51:07,440
Just a normal street, nothing special.

711
00:51:07,719 --> 00:51:09,597
And then the ground turns like

712
00:51:09,639 --> 00:51:12,840
into jelly, like jellily.

713
00:51:13,880 --> 00:51:16,679
And then I can't feel my feet anymore.

714
00:51:17,480 --> 00:51:20,920
And they're just like swimming in midair.

715
00:51:22,039 --> 00:51:24,920
And then I wake up next to you.

716
00:51:25,280 --> 00:51:28,519
And I try to get out of bed,

717
00:51:28,840 --> 00:51:30,798
but I still can't feel my feet.

718
00:51:30,840 --> 00:51:34,719
And then I just fall flat on my belly.

719
00:51:37,039 --> 00:51:37,760
(door creaks)

720
00:51:38,639 --> 00:51:40,719
Didn't wake you, did I?

721
00:51:42,119 --> 00:51:44,000
Who are you talking to?

722
00:51:44,239 --> 00:51:45,920
What's it to you?

723
00:51:46,119 --> 00:51:48,199
I'm just curious, that's all.

724
00:51:48,519 --> 00:51:49,958
Didn't know you were so

725
00:51:50,000 --> 00:51:51,519
desperate to meet my parents.

726
00:51:51,679 --> 00:51:53,679
You weren't talking to your parents.

727
00:51:54,039 --> 00:51:56,320
Never claimed I was.

728
00:51:57,719 --> 00:52:00,519
So, you're gonna leave?

729
00:52:01,039 --> 00:52:02,360
I need to rush off.

730
00:52:02,719 --> 00:52:04,278
I just thought that.

731
00:52:04,320 --> 00:52:05,718
You thought that what?

732
00:52:05,760 --> 00:52:08,199
We'd have breakfast or we'd fuck?

733
00:52:09,400 --> 00:52:10,677
I don't know what I thought.

734
00:52:10,719 --> 00:52:12,559
Well, come on.

735
00:52:13,039 --> 00:52:14,398
I mean, I told you last night

736
00:52:14,440 --> 00:52:16,199
that I had an early start, so...

737
00:52:18,119 --> 00:52:19,480
Do you mind?

738
00:52:32,840 --> 00:52:35,960
I thought you always take the same thing.

739
00:52:36,519 --> 00:52:39,320
I'm just feeling a little off today.

740
00:52:40,199 --> 00:52:42,079
Have we ever spoken before?

741
00:52:42,800 --> 00:52:44,800
I don't think I've heard your voice.

742
00:52:45,039 --> 00:52:46,958
Well, was it everything you ever

743
00:52:47,000 --> 00:52:48,400
thought it would be?

744
00:52:49,480 --> 00:52:51,559
One oatmeal cappuccino, please?

745
00:52:52,039 --> 00:52:53,519
No.

746
00:52:55,159 --> 00:52:56,360
(car radio interference)

747
00:52:56,800 --> 00:52:58,199
Yes.

748
00:52:59,320 --> 00:53:01,880
Your voice, it suits you very well.

749
00:53:02,679 --> 00:53:04,718
Do you maybe wanna...

750
00:53:04,760 --> 00:53:06,760
do something sometime?

751
00:53:07,639 --> 00:53:09,119
Excuse me?

752
00:53:09,280 --> 00:53:10,477
Well, I just always

753
00:53:10,519 --> 00:53:12,280
figured you'd be interested.

754
00:53:13,079 --> 00:53:14,119
Why?

755
00:53:15,559 --> 00:53:16,918
The ring?

756
00:53:16,960 --> 00:53:18,719
You had a wedding ring.

757
00:53:19,320 --> 00:53:20,440
I saw.

758
00:53:20,599 --> 00:53:21,477
And whenever I walked in

759
00:53:21,519 --> 00:53:22,718
or you walked in,

760
00:53:22,760 --> 00:53:23,997
you tried to hide your hand from me

761
00:53:24,039 --> 00:53:25,760
and you thought I wouldn't notice.

762
00:53:26,119 --> 00:53:27,639
It wasn't like that.

763
00:53:28,239 --> 00:53:29,960
Never is.

764
00:53:35,079 --> 00:53:36,679
Is that her?

765
00:53:37,559 --> 00:53:39,077
What are you doing here?

766
00:53:39,119 --> 00:53:40,440
What do you mean?

767
00:53:40,519 --> 00:53:41,517
You took me.

768
00:53:41,559 --> 00:53:43,079
I haven't seen you in a week.

769
00:53:44,239 --> 00:53:46,760
Well, not fully dressed, you haven't.

770
00:53:48,880 --> 00:53:50,800
You are joking, right?

771
00:53:53,920 --> 00:53:55,997
Is this because of the

772
00:53:56,039 --> 00:53:59,239
empty-eyed fantasy girl?

773
00:54:01,079 --> 00:54:03,637
Oh, my God.

774
00:54:03,679 --> 00:54:05,480
It is.

775
00:54:05,559 --> 00:54:06,838
No, it's not.

776
00:54:06,880 --> 00:54:08,557
And you weren't here.

777
00:54:08,599 --> 00:54:10,238
Are you okay?

778
00:54:10,280 --> 00:54:13,000
I mean, I know you want to fuck her.

779
00:54:13,679 --> 00:54:15,199
I get it.

780
00:54:16,599 --> 00:54:19,599
Don't feel like explaining us?

781
00:54:38,480 --> 00:54:40,199
I like her.

782
00:54:45,599 --> 00:54:50,079
(inaudible chatter under eerie sound)

783
00:55:00,519 --> 00:55:02,599
Let's play a game.

784
00:55:03,199 --> 00:55:05,117
What if I don't want to play?

785
00:55:05,159 --> 00:55:05,918
Oh, come on.

786
00:55:05,960 --> 00:55:07,358
When have my games ever

787
00:55:07,400 --> 00:55:09,000
not been wholesome and fun?

788
00:55:10,559 --> 00:55:12,278
I get to ask you a question

789
00:55:12,320 --> 00:55:14,800
and you have to give me an honest answer.

790
00:55:15,599 --> 00:55:17,239
That's not a game.

791
00:55:17,599 --> 00:55:18,997
Maybe there's a

792
00:55:19,039 --> 00:55:21,239
special prize if you win.

793
00:55:25,400 --> 00:55:29,878
Okay, so what do you tell

794
00:55:29,920 --> 00:55:32,039
others when we're hanging out?

795
00:55:32,360 --> 00:55:34,039
Tell whom?

796
00:55:34,559 --> 00:55:37,197
Others, like family,

797
00:55:37,239 --> 00:55:39,280
friends, people I never meet.

798
00:55:39,880 --> 00:55:41,238
I'm not really in touch

799
00:55:41,280 --> 00:55:42,997
with anyone asking questions.

800
00:55:43,039 --> 00:55:45,878
Well, then jump in the water with me,

801
00:55:45,920 --> 00:55:47,719
your dirty little secret.

802
00:55:48,360 --> 00:55:49,838
Let's get naked and

803
00:55:49,880 --> 00:55:51,559
fuck in the moonlight.

804
00:55:52,280 --> 00:55:54,238
That's not a question.

805
00:55:54,280 --> 00:55:55,480
Clever.

806
00:55:59,079 --> 00:56:01,079
And also dumb.

807
00:56:01,920 --> 00:56:04,079
The water is like five degrees.

808
00:56:04,519 --> 00:56:06,719
Just the way I like it.

809
00:56:07,679 --> 00:56:11,077
I go slightly numb and cold

810
00:56:11,119 --> 00:56:15,438
and every ripple in the water feels like

811
00:56:15,480 --> 00:56:18,719
something's reaching out.

812
00:56:19,280 --> 00:56:23,719
Tendrils, fingers, roots.

813
00:56:27,440 --> 00:56:29,920
Do you think that's how she felt?

814
00:56:32,199 --> 00:56:33,800
When she was in the tub.

815
00:56:34,280 --> 00:56:35,920
Question for you.

816
00:56:36,679 --> 00:56:38,239
How would you do it?

817
00:56:38,559 --> 00:56:40,159
Jump off a building.

818
00:56:40,559 --> 00:56:42,398
I'd be on this super tall

819
00:56:42,440 --> 00:56:44,318
building and climb the fencing

820
00:56:44,360 --> 00:56:47,117
and feel the wind rush through my hair

821
00:56:47,159 --> 00:56:50,039
as I seriously fucked someone's day up.

822
00:56:50,320 --> 00:56:52,597
But like, how would you like to land?

823
00:56:52,639 --> 00:56:54,079
Like on your feet?

824
00:56:54,360 --> 00:56:56,398
And then your ankles would snap

825
00:56:56,440 --> 00:56:59,719
and your thighs would break and,

826
00:57:00,239 --> 00:57:02,199
oh, the pain.

827
00:57:05,480 --> 00:57:07,517
I'd hang myself.

828
00:57:07,559 --> 00:57:09,278
No, you wouldn't.

829
00:57:09,320 --> 00:57:10,517
Everybody says that, but

830
00:57:10,559 --> 00:57:12,037
you'd just be dangling there

831
00:57:12,079 --> 00:57:13,358
and slowly asphyxiating

832
00:57:13,400 --> 00:57:15,758
and your neck wouldn't snap

833
00:57:15,800 --> 00:57:17,318
and you'd free yourself

834
00:57:17,360 --> 00:57:19,400
because your body's struggling.

835
00:57:19,800 --> 00:57:21,199
You know, that's the thing.

836
00:57:21,920 --> 00:57:23,758
Your body really wants

837
00:57:23,800 --> 00:57:26,238
to live no matter what.

838
00:57:26,280 --> 00:57:27,117
Okay, fine.

839
00:57:27,159 --> 00:57:28,517
I'd throw myself in front of a train.

840
00:57:28,559 --> 00:57:29,798
Now that's more like it.

841
00:57:29,840 --> 00:57:31,920
Once it hits you, it hits you.

842
00:57:32,679 --> 00:57:34,077
Actually, people don't

843
00:57:34,119 --> 00:57:35,318
die from it that easily

844
00:57:35,360 --> 00:57:37,918
because they just do it wrong.

845
00:57:37,960 --> 00:57:39,398
You know when the

846
00:57:39,440 --> 00:57:41,197
tube enters the platform,

847
00:57:41,239 --> 00:57:42,918
it's actually too slow.

848
00:57:42,960 --> 00:57:45,997
So it's more like being cut up

849
00:57:46,039 --> 00:57:48,758
into a million different pieces

850
00:57:48,800 --> 00:57:50,878
with a knife that's

851
00:57:50,920 --> 00:57:52,997
not particularly sharp.

852
00:57:53,039 --> 00:57:54,597
Not now.

853
00:57:54,639 --> 00:57:56,599
Yes, now.

854
00:57:56,920 --> 00:57:59,157
Yes, any time I feel like it,

855
00:57:59,199 --> 00:58:01,800
that's how this goes.

856
00:58:02,280 --> 00:58:04,719
Do you know why the tube's a good idea?

857
00:58:05,639 --> 00:58:08,119
It's because it wants it.

858
00:58:09,079 --> 00:58:10,878
Even on your best day, you want to stand

859
00:58:10,920 --> 00:58:13,398
slightly too close to the platform

860
00:58:13,440 --> 00:58:15,637
and you want to do it.

861
00:58:15,679 --> 00:58:17,840
Did you want it?

862
00:58:18,320 --> 00:58:20,440
With her, I mean.

863
00:58:23,480 --> 00:58:25,679
Did you want it to be over?

864
00:58:26,000 --> 00:58:27,440
That was different.

865
00:58:28,159 --> 00:58:30,557
I'm just curious, that's all.

866
00:58:30,599 --> 00:58:31,637
There's a difference

867
00:58:31,679 --> 00:58:33,677
between wanting someone dead

868
00:58:33,719 --> 00:58:35,679
and wanting them gone.

869
00:58:35,800 --> 00:58:38,320
I'm the fucking affair.

870
00:58:38,599 --> 00:58:41,039
You don't get to lie to me.

871
00:58:41,840 --> 00:58:44,077
You lie to everybody else,

872
00:58:44,119 --> 00:58:46,840
but don't lie to me. Ever.

873
00:58:47,440 --> 00:58:49,679
Let go.

874
00:58:50,000 --> 00:58:52,039
Make me.

875
00:58:53,119 --> 00:58:54,719
Choke me.

876
00:58:56,400 --> 00:58:58,519
You've done it before.

877
00:58:59,320 --> 00:59:01,639
Not with me, but with her.

878
00:59:06,559 --> 00:59:07,920
Never.

879
00:59:09,599 --> 00:59:12,039
No, no, it was a work thing.

880
00:59:12,320 --> 00:59:14,997
Some guy met or something, I'm sure.

881
00:59:15,039 --> 00:59:18,639
So it's late or is it just too late?

882
00:59:19,320 --> 00:59:20,637
It's not late.

883
00:59:20,679 --> 00:59:22,318
And it's not like her life

884
00:59:22,360 --> 00:59:24,519
was an immediate danger or anything.

885
00:59:25,800 --> 00:59:30,238
So you come home and

886
00:59:30,280 --> 00:59:32,637
the bathroom light's on

887
00:59:32,679 --> 00:59:36,639
and it spews out all across the flat.

888
00:59:37,599 --> 00:59:39,358
The radio's on.

889
00:59:39,400 --> 00:59:40,838
The radio?

890
00:59:40,880 --> 00:59:43,000
When was this? 1998?

891
00:59:47,119 --> 00:59:48,718
What's playing?

892
00:59:48,760 --> 00:59:50,358
I don't know, some

893
00:59:50,400 --> 00:59:52,480
radio shit or something.

894
00:59:53,360 --> 00:59:57,960
So what's behind door number two then?

895
01:00:03,599 --> 01:00:07,480
You know, you know that.

896
01:00:08,440 --> 01:00:10,960
Don't mind me, I'm still here.

897
01:00:11,679 --> 01:00:13,920
But there was nothing left this time.

898
01:00:14,360 --> 01:00:16,758
So you called the

899
01:00:16,800 --> 01:00:18,517
ambulance first thing?

900
01:00:18,559 --> 01:00:20,477
Didn't matter.

901
01:00:20,519 --> 01:00:23,159
The water had gone all pink and cold.

902
01:00:24,239 --> 01:00:26,199
Wanna join me?

903
01:00:27,000 --> 01:00:28,997
You shouldn't be here.

904
01:00:29,039 --> 01:00:31,239
Are you throwing me out?

905
01:00:31,719 --> 01:00:33,639
I'm just having a bath.

906
01:00:34,000 --> 01:00:41,400
(ominous pounding)

907
01:00:53,360 --> 01:00:56,119
(dramatic music)

908
01:01:14,840 --> 01:01:16,719
(door squeaking)

909
01:01:23,360 --> 01:01:26,119
(dramatic music)

910
01:01:26,800 --> 01:01:28,679
(head hitting tiles)

911
01:01:54,000 --> 01:01:56,440
Are you okay?

912
01:02:15,320 --> 01:02:17,517
How was it?

913
01:02:17,559 --> 01:02:18,517
Thank you very much for asking,

914
01:02:18,559 --> 01:02:20,238
it's been difficult.

915
01:02:20,280 --> 01:02:22,157
No, the service, how was the service?

916
01:02:22,199 --> 01:02:23,679
We weren't invited.

917
01:02:23,920 --> 01:02:25,117
It was for friends and

918
01:02:25,159 --> 01:02:27,077
family only, it was intimate.

919
01:02:27,119 --> 01:02:29,519
We're like a family here, you know?

920
01:02:33,440 --> 01:02:35,758
Her place must be so hard to fill.

921
01:02:35,800 --> 01:02:36,718
I mean, we have

922
01:02:36,760 --> 01:02:38,037
trouble replacing her here,

923
01:02:38,079 --> 01:02:39,718
and it's just here.

924
01:02:39,760 --> 01:02:41,280
(phone vibrating)

925
01:02:41,440 --> 01:02:43,119
Sorry.

926
01:02:46,280 --> 01:02:48,079
It's work.

927
01:02:49,559 --> 01:02:51,760
What is it that you do exactly?

928
01:02:52,360 --> 01:02:53,637
Freelance.

929
01:02:53,679 --> 01:02:55,679
Yeah, but what do you do?

930
01:02:57,280 --> 01:02:59,119
What did my wife do?

931
01:03:00,039 --> 01:03:02,360
- She went part-time and remote when...

932
01:03:03,400 --> 01:03:05,159
...cancer, you know?

933
01:03:07,519 --> 01:03:10,719
But what exactly did she do?

934
01:03:11,159 --> 01:03:13,039
(phone vibrating)

935
01:03:13,800 --> 01:03:15,719
I'm gonna quickly answer this.

936
01:03:16,079 --> 01:03:18,157
We've just always

937
01:03:18,199 --> 01:03:20,199
been wondering, that's all.

938
01:03:21,320 --> 01:03:22,440
You?

939
01:03:22,719 --> 01:03:23,997
I don't...

940
01:03:24,039 --> 01:03:25,358
The coffee machine in the

941
01:03:25,400 --> 01:03:27,280
break room is no good.

942
01:03:27,599 --> 01:03:30,758
So... this here isn't what I do,

943
01:03:30,800 --> 01:03:32,157
this is just a place

944
01:03:32,199 --> 01:03:33,477
that I like to go to.

945
01:03:33,519 --> 01:03:34,760
Excuse me?

946
01:03:35,559 --> 01:03:38,079
We were just wondering what you did.

947
01:03:39,039 --> 01:03:41,400
I think we had a game, didn't we?

948
01:03:43,000 --> 01:03:44,760
Does she work here?

949
01:03:45,719 --> 01:03:47,480
What is it that you do?

950
01:03:48,920 --> 01:03:49,838
For the game.

951
01:03:49,880 --> 01:03:51,440
We have our theories, you know?

952
01:03:52,239 --> 01:03:54,677
My money was on...

953
01:03:54,719 --> 01:03:56,039
affair.

954
01:03:56,679 --> 01:03:58,599
While your wife was in here, you know?

955
01:03:59,719 --> 01:04:00,997
We don't blame you.

956
01:04:01,039 --> 01:04:02,477
We're not here to judge you for

957
01:04:02,519 --> 01:04:04,077
marital digressions.

958
01:04:04,119 --> 01:04:05,117
We'd just like to know.

959
01:04:05,159 --> 01:04:07,039
Yeah, for the game.

960
01:04:07,599 --> 01:04:09,438
And like, we really miss her,

961
01:04:09,480 --> 01:04:11,960
we're just curious, I guess.

962
01:04:12,400 --> 01:04:14,599
Are you sure you work here?

963
01:04:17,639 --> 01:04:19,519
(phone vibrating)

964
01:04:25,039 --> 01:04:27,878
Sorry, it's work,

965
01:04:27,920 --> 01:04:29,719
I'm sure you can relate.

966
01:04:30,360 --> 01:04:32,079
It was just so sudden.

967
01:04:36,039 --> 01:04:37,117
If you'll excuse me,

968
01:04:37,159 --> 01:04:38,758
I just need you to go to the bathroom.

969
01:04:38,800 --> 01:04:40,880
I don't, but you can go.

970
01:04:41,400 --> 01:04:43,838
I know you hate voice messages,

971
01:04:43,880 --> 01:04:46,320
but I had to send you on anyway.

972
01:04:46,840 --> 01:04:50,039
You know, holding the phone in one hand and...

973
01:04:50,480 --> 01:04:52,400
(knocking)

974
01:04:53,559 --> 01:04:55,077
Hey, we didn't mean to

975
01:04:55,119 --> 01:04:56,077
be indiscreet or anything,

976
01:04:56,119 --> 01:04:57,358
we're just curious on

977
01:04:57,400 --> 01:04:59,440
how she actually died.

978
01:05:01,199 --> 01:05:02,838
Now's not a good time.

979
01:05:02,880 --> 01:05:04,278
You hear the stories.

980
01:05:04,320 --> 01:05:07,157
We had a pool, we just gotta know.

981
01:05:07,199 --> 01:05:08,159
(fiddling with the stall lock)

982
01:05:14,239 --> 01:05:15,920
Her wrists.

983
01:05:17,400 --> 01:05:19,239
She slit her wrists.

984
01:05:20,360 --> 01:05:23,077
I thought it would have been cancer,

985
01:05:23,119 --> 01:05:25,639
because you know, cancer.

986
01:05:26,840 --> 01:05:28,159
No.

987
01:05:28,960 --> 01:05:30,637
It was razor blades?

988
01:05:30,679 --> 01:05:32,037
Did she still shave

989
01:05:32,079 --> 01:05:33,398
her legs till the end?

990
01:05:33,440 --> 01:05:35,239
And, like, in between her legs?

991
01:05:35,880 --> 01:05:38,037
I'm just wondering what a razor blade

992
01:05:38,079 --> 01:05:39,719
is doing at your place.

993
01:05:40,199 --> 01:05:41,477
Can you hear that?

994
01:05:41,519 --> 01:05:43,398
It's so weird.

995
01:05:43,440 --> 01:05:44,758
Did you leave them there?

996
01:05:44,800 --> 01:05:46,517
You don't look like a clean shave kinda guy,

997
01:05:46,559 --> 01:05:47,718
so I'm wondering what a razor

998
01:05:47,760 --> 01:05:49,157
is doing at your place.

999
01:05:49,199 --> 01:05:50,238
Can you not hear that?

1000
01:05:50,280 --> 01:05:52,320
- Some radio interference. - Can you not hear that?

1001
01:05:52,800 --> 01:05:55,117
It's just all left us in

1002
01:05:55,159 --> 01:05:58,679
such a disarray, you know?

1003
01:06:01,639 --> 01:06:04,000
But surely you must understand.

1004
01:06:05,360 --> 01:06:07,960
I mean, how do you even eat?

1005
01:06:08,960 --> 01:06:10,157
All the food in the

1006
01:06:10,199 --> 01:06:12,119
fridge that she bought?

1007
01:06:12,400 --> 01:06:14,360
Do you still eat that after?

1008
01:06:17,679 --> 01:06:19,360
You know?

1009
01:06:20,840 --> 01:06:22,960
But then again, why not eat it?

1010
01:06:24,079 --> 01:06:26,039
Or do you just leave it out to rot?

1011
01:06:30,159 --> 01:06:31,920
You have to eat.

1012
01:06:33,239 --> 01:06:35,840
Yeah, you do.

1013
01:06:38,079 --> 01:06:39,477
They never tell you how

1014
01:06:39,519 --> 01:06:41,239
much that sucks, do they?

1015
01:06:42,719 --> 01:06:44,238
Your head wants to die,

1016
01:06:44,280 --> 01:06:46,360
but your body wants to live.

1017
01:06:47,599 --> 01:06:51,679
So you get hungry, and you eat.

1018
01:06:57,239 --> 01:07:00,079
Do you want to do something sometime?

1019
01:07:02,360 --> 01:07:05,157
Well, I'd still love to chat,

1020
01:07:05,199 --> 01:07:06,718
and you can always come here

1021
01:07:06,760 --> 01:07:08,760
if you need anything.

1022
01:07:09,400 --> 01:07:11,037
This is more than a workplace.

1023
01:07:11,079 --> 01:07:12,920
We're like a family here.

1024
01:07:13,760 --> 01:07:15,157
But I'm afraid we have someone else

1025
01:07:15,199 --> 01:07:17,079
coming in for a job interview.

1026
01:07:18,840 --> 01:07:20,440
Whose job?

1027
01:07:21,840 --> 01:07:23,199
You know.

1028
01:07:24,519 --> 01:07:26,559
So I really have to ask you to leave now.

1029
01:07:28,239 --> 01:07:30,280
How well did you know her?

1030
01:07:30,719 --> 01:07:32,398
It's nothing personal.

1031
01:07:32,440 --> 01:07:33,117
We just need to find

1032
01:07:33,159 --> 01:07:34,238
someone else for the job.

1033
01:07:34,280 --> 01:07:36,440
How well did you know her?

1034
01:07:37,679 --> 01:07:39,559
Have you been working together for long?

1035
01:07:41,079 --> 01:07:44,840
(somber music)

1036
01:07:46,519 --> 01:07:48,679
I'll leave.

1037
01:07:50,079 --> 01:07:51,480
It's okay.

1038
01:07:52,599 --> 01:07:54,000
I'll leave.

1039
01:07:55,559 --> 01:07:57,157
And there's our

1040
01:07:57,199 --> 01:07:58,838
candidate to fill the void

1041
01:07:58,880 --> 01:08:01,280
left behind by your wife.

1042
01:08:13,320 --> 01:08:14,077
(phone beeping)

1043
01:08:14,119 --> 01:08:16,800
You have zero new messages.

1044
01:08:17,560 --> 01:08:20,159
You have zero new messages.

1045
01:08:26,279 --> 01:08:30,159
(water splashing)

1046
01:08:54,119 --> 01:08:56,880
I'm still here.

1047
01:09:02,960 --> 01:09:04,760
I'm still here.

1048
01:09:05,800 --> 01:09:08,479
(ominous music)

1049
01:09:15,560 --> 01:09:17,439
(phone vibrating)

1050
01:09:24,680 --> 01:09:26,560
(knocking on door)

1051
01:09:28,199 --> 01:09:30,079
(key turning in lock)

1052
01:09:34,560 --> 01:09:42,560
(soggy footsteps approaching)

1053
01:09:46,159 --> 01:09:52,159
(dramatic music)

1054
01:10:05,399 --> 01:10:07,479
Is anyone there?

1055
01:10:07,840 --> 01:10:13,359
(somber music)

1056
01:10:24,319 --> 01:10:26,279
Something relaxing?

1057
01:10:26,600 --> 01:10:28,960
Not exactly, no.

1058
01:10:30,399 --> 01:10:32,920
What are you doing here today?

1059
01:10:33,079 --> 01:10:34,600
Our appointment.

1060
01:10:35,479 --> 01:10:37,958
You missed your last appointment.

1061
01:10:38,000 --> 01:10:39,758
You've missed your last few appointments

1062
01:10:39,800 --> 01:10:41,197
to be perfectly honest,

1063
01:10:41,239 --> 01:10:43,277
including this one.

1064
01:10:43,319 --> 01:10:45,399
What makes today any different?

1065
01:10:47,720 --> 01:10:49,199
So.

1066
01:10:49,560 --> 01:10:52,520
How are we coping with your wife's death?

1067
01:10:54,439 --> 01:10:56,560
It's hard to tell really.

1068
01:10:57,039 --> 01:10:58,840
- How's the day-to-day going?

1069
01:10:59,239 --> 01:11:01,399
Have you ever met her?

1070
01:11:02,439 --> 01:11:04,359
Your wife or this...

1071
01:11:04,640 --> 01:11:06,239
...other woman you told me about.

1072
01:11:06,600 --> 01:11:07,800
Both.

1073
01:11:08,600 --> 01:11:10,840
I've met neither.

1074
01:11:12,079 --> 01:11:13,878
I've been wondering,

1075
01:11:13,920 --> 01:11:15,840
it's a theoretical question.

1076
01:11:16,800 --> 01:11:18,640
Do they even exist for you?

1077
01:11:19,800 --> 01:11:21,317
Are they real, I mean?

1078
01:11:21,359 --> 01:11:23,197
Are you suggesting that they're not?

1079
01:11:23,239 --> 01:11:25,640
I'm suggesting it doesn't matter.

1080
01:11:27,079 --> 01:11:29,437
One woman is dead and the other's...

1081
01:11:29,479 --> 01:11:30,838
How are things going

1082
01:11:30,880 --> 01:11:32,399
with this ominous woman?

1083
01:11:33,279 --> 01:11:35,479
Do you see her often?

1084
01:11:36,520 --> 01:11:38,760
Have you met her friends, her family even?

1085
01:11:39,159 --> 01:11:42,439
No one knows, except you maybe.

1086
01:11:43,039 --> 01:11:44,680
But she's still there.

1087
01:11:44,920 --> 01:11:46,319
Yes.

1088
01:11:47,880 --> 01:11:49,880
She writes me messages,

1089
01:11:50,680 --> 01:11:52,960
weird messages sometimes.

1090
01:11:55,760 --> 01:11:57,197
And I found her underwear

1091
01:11:57,239 --> 01:11:59,159
underneath my bed the other day.

1092
01:12:00,279 --> 01:12:01,680
Not your wife's?

1093
01:12:02,079 --> 01:12:03,520
Are you sure?

1094
01:12:04,840 --> 01:12:06,720
Yes, it's...

1095
01:12:08,039 --> 01:12:09,279
...different.

1096
01:12:10,199 --> 01:12:12,159
So reasonably sure, yes.

1097
01:12:14,960 --> 01:12:17,600
Well that's good then.

1098
01:12:17,760 --> 01:12:19,800
You should keep an eye on that.

1099
01:12:20,319 --> 01:12:22,077
Sometimes it takes time

1100
01:12:22,119 --> 01:12:24,758
for things to grow, to fester.

1101
01:12:24,800 --> 01:12:25,838
Like a...

1102
01:12:25,880 --> 01:12:26,960
Like a plant.

1103
01:12:28,319 --> 01:12:30,159
Spreading its roots so that it can grow.

1104
01:12:32,600 --> 01:12:34,199
What a beautiful metaphor.

1105
01:12:43,359 --> 01:12:45,558
They're not all meant for it.

1106
01:12:45,600 --> 01:12:48,000
(radio interference)

1107
01:12:58,239 --> 01:13:00,317
I just wanted to know

1108
01:13:00,359 --> 01:13:02,560
what it was like, you know?

1109
01:13:02,960 --> 01:13:04,720
Just wanted to know what it was like.

1110
01:13:04,920 --> 01:13:05,838
No.

1111
01:13:05,880 --> 01:13:07,317
Can you help me?

1112
01:13:07,359 --> 01:13:08,680
No.

1113
01:13:09,119 --> 01:13:10,598
I just wanted to

1114
01:13:10,640 --> 01:13:12,800
get a peek, just a peek.

1115
01:13:13,920 --> 01:13:16,119
Can you stay with me in the tub?

1116
01:13:16,319 --> 01:13:18,720
I'm gonna go get some bandages, okay?

1117
01:13:19,399 --> 01:13:21,600
No, stay.

1118
01:13:31,960 --> 01:13:33,197
Do you want one?

1119
01:13:33,239 --> 01:13:35,039
No, I'm good.

1120
01:13:35,800 --> 01:13:37,878
You certainly don't look good.

1121
01:13:37,920 --> 01:13:39,037
Why, you need to

1122
01:13:39,079 --> 01:13:40,558
relax a little bit more.

1123
01:13:40,600 --> 01:13:44,239
Relax. - People keep telling me that.

1124
01:13:44,439 --> 01:13:45,960
Got it.

1125
01:13:46,680 --> 01:13:49,997
No, no, no, no, no, no. No.

1126
01:13:50,039 --> 01:13:50,798
Are you okay?

1127
01:13:50,840 --> 01:13:52,478
Are you, are you okay?

1128
01:13:52,520 --> 01:13:54,199
Your hands!

1129
01:13:55,800 --> 01:13:57,199
Stop, stop!

1130
01:13:57,720 --> 01:13:58,878
Talk to me, you can't

1131
01:13:58,920 --> 01:13:59,638
just stomp out of here

1132
01:13:59,680 --> 01:14:00,918
like I'm air to you.

1133
01:14:00,960 --> 01:14:02,119
Like I'm not even...

1134
01:14:03,880 --> 01:14:05,357
I'll fix it.

1135
01:14:05,399 --> 01:14:06,800
I'll fix it?

1136
01:14:07,079 --> 01:14:09,319
You care to join me?

1137
01:14:10,840 --> 01:14:12,478
Fool me twice.

1138
01:14:12,520 --> 01:14:19,880
(dramatic music)

1139
01:14:22,880 --> 01:14:24,800
It's really good.

1140
01:14:34,159 --> 01:14:35,997
Do you want me to

1141
01:14:36,039 --> 01:14:37,838
scrub the floors for you?

1142
01:14:37,880 --> 01:14:39,560
Give you therapy?

1143
01:14:40,359 --> 01:14:42,319
Cut my eyes out.

1144
01:14:42,479 --> 01:14:45,397
No, no, no, no, no, no.

1145
01:14:45,439 --> 01:14:47,357
It's okay, I'll wait for you.

1146
01:14:47,399 --> 01:14:49,279
(cutting and squishing)

1147
01:14:58,920 --> 01:15:00,840
What are you doing in here?

1148
01:15:01,640 --> 01:15:02,798
I'm here because

1149
01:15:02,840 --> 01:15:03,918
you want me to be here.

1150
01:15:03,960 --> 01:15:07,359
No, you were just in the bathroom.

1151
01:15:07,640 --> 01:15:09,237
You were just in the bathroom

1152
01:15:09,279 --> 01:15:10,157
and you cut yourself

1153
01:15:10,199 --> 01:15:11,197
and you were bleeding.

1154
01:15:11,239 --> 01:15:13,199
No, no, I wasn't.

1155
01:15:13,800 --> 01:15:15,399
I really wasn't.

1156
01:15:15,800 --> 01:15:17,159
I was here.

1157
01:15:17,560 --> 01:15:19,960
I was here the entire time.

1158
01:15:22,159 --> 01:15:23,760
It's okay.

1159
01:15:24,560 --> 01:15:26,760
It's okay, it's just me, okay?

1160
01:15:27,319 --> 01:15:28,920
It's just me.

1161
01:15:30,760 --> 01:15:31,800
Okay?

1162
01:15:33,520 --> 01:15:34,678
Okay.

1163
01:15:34,720 --> 01:15:36,800
Okay, okay.

1164
01:15:37,640 --> 01:15:39,279
Why are you holding a knife?

1165
01:15:39,359 --> 01:15:40,880
I'm not.

1166
01:15:41,239 --> 01:15:44,520
(dramatic music)

1167
01:15:45,800 --> 01:15:48,638
I wasn't holding a knife.

1168
01:15:48,680 --> 01:15:50,159
I swear.

1169
01:15:55,119 --> 01:15:57,840
You wanted to tell me something.

1170
01:15:59,720 --> 01:16:02,478
Is this what happened to your wife?

1171
01:16:02,520 --> 01:16:03,520
No.

1172
01:16:04,760 --> 01:16:06,479
No, no, no, she killed herself.

1173
01:16:06,560 --> 01:16:08,039
I didn't...

1174
01:16:08,359 --> 01:16:10,119
You have to believe me.

1175
01:16:11,239 --> 01:16:12,439
It's okay.

1176
01:16:13,800 --> 01:16:15,000
It's okay.

1177
01:16:15,920 --> 01:16:17,840
This isn't me.

1178
01:16:19,000 --> 01:16:20,880
This isn't you either.

1179
01:16:21,239 --> 01:16:24,039
This isn't... this is...

1180
01:16:26,600 --> 01:16:28,960
(radio interference)

1181
01:16:41,720 --> 01:16:44,079
(radio interference)

1182
01:16:54,159 --> 01:16:56,520
(radio interference)

1183
01:17:11,239 --> 01:17:13,880
(ominous music)

1184
01:17:22,119 --> 01:17:24,479
(radio interference)

1185
01:17:41,239 --> 01:17:45,920
(ominous music)

1186
01:17:46,279 --> 01:17:47,798
Hey.

1187
01:17:47,840 --> 01:17:48,718
(radio interference)

1188
01:17:48,760 --> 01:17:51,680
Hey, what the fuck are you doing?

1189
01:17:51,960 --> 01:17:53,359
Hey!

1190
01:17:54,079 --> 01:17:55,880
Hey, snap out of it.

1191
01:17:56,000 --> 01:17:57,479
Snap out of it!

1192
01:17:57,840 --> 01:17:59,678
Hey, do you know what this is doing?

1193
01:17:59,720 --> 01:18:02,119
You know what this is doing to me?

1194
01:18:02,920 --> 01:18:05,000
Answer me.

1195
01:18:05,640 --> 01:18:07,359
Answer me!

1196
01:18:08,399 --> 01:18:10,960
I can't take this shit anymore.

1197
01:18:11,239 --> 01:18:12,520
(coat being grabbed)

1198
01:18:21,319 --> 01:18:23,680
(radio interference)

1199
01:18:25,800 --> 01:18:28,239
Look, it's me calling.

1200
01:18:28,600 --> 01:18:29,798
I'm really sorry about

1201
01:18:29,840 --> 01:18:31,037
the way things turned out

1202
01:18:31,079 --> 01:18:32,798
the other night, but

1203
01:18:32,840 --> 01:18:34,077
you're still in my life...

1204
01:18:34,119 --> 01:18:35,560
I know you.

1205
01:18:39,600 --> 01:18:41,478
I haven't seen you in a while.

1206
01:18:41,520 --> 01:18:43,319
How is the mess doing?

1207
01:18:45,279 --> 01:18:47,159
I'm dealing with it.

1208
01:18:47,560 --> 01:18:50,397
I just, I meant the

1209
01:18:50,439 --> 01:18:53,079
flat, not everything else.

1210
01:18:53,840 --> 01:18:55,359
I'm sorry.

1211
01:18:56,039 --> 01:18:57,920
Can I ask you a question?

1212
01:18:58,479 --> 01:19:00,359
Have you ever met her?

1213
01:19:00,840 --> 01:19:02,319
Of course.

1214
01:19:02,640 --> 01:19:04,159
My wife...

1215
01:19:04,960 --> 01:19:06,239
Yes, uhh...

1216
01:19:06,840 --> 01:19:08,640
Do you remember my wife?

1217
01:19:09,800 --> 01:19:11,037
I do.

1218
01:19:11,079 --> 01:19:12,439
Very well.

1219
01:19:13,119 --> 01:19:14,800
Better than you probably.

1220
01:19:15,079 --> 01:19:16,478
What does that mean?

1221
01:19:16,520 --> 01:19:18,439
Which wife do you remember exactly?

1222
01:19:18,880 --> 01:19:20,520
The one you met at a cafe?

1223
01:19:20,960 --> 01:19:22,560
The one you took to a lake one night?

1224
01:19:22,720 --> 01:19:24,119
The one you married?

1225
01:19:24,840 --> 01:19:26,357
The one who would stare at the walls for hours

1226
01:19:26,399 --> 01:19:28,640
and let the silence drive her insane?

1227
01:19:30,560 --> 01:19:32,520
Maybe that's all that's left.

1228
01:19:33,079 --> 01:19:35,800
Pictures and messages on my phone.

1229
01:19:36,640 --> 01:19:38,197
Are you okay?

1230
01:19:38,239 --> 01:19:39,720
You feel off?

1231
01:19:41,119 --> 01:19:43,479
I just don't want to look at you.

1232
01:19:45,119 --> 01:19:47,119
Why is that?

1233
01:19:48,840 --> 01:19:50,319
I think you know.

1234
01:19:51,840 --> 01:19:53,880
You have a tendency to always know.

1235
01:19:56,079 --> 01:19:58,558
Look, if you wanna talk,

1236
01:19:58,600 --> 01:20:00,960
like if you have no one to talk to...

1237
01:20:03,079 --> 01:20:04,479
I don't know.

1238
01:20:05,399 --> 01:20:06,720
Do you want my number?

1239
01:20:06,960 --> 01:20:08,439
Your number?

1240
01:20:09,000 --> 01:20:10,640
My real one, by the way.

1241
01:20:10,920 --> 01:20:12,560
Not the house cleaning one.

1242
01:20:12,920 --> 01:20:14,640
I do other things as well, you know.

1243
01:20:15,960 --> 01:20:17,279
Other things?

1244
01:20:18,159 --> 01:20:19,720
What kind of things?

1245
01:20:20,960 --> 01:20:22,399
I don't know.

1246
01:20:22,920 --> 01:20:24,720
Think about it.

1247
01:20:33,960 --> 01:20:35,878
But you're still in my life,

1248
01:20:35,920 --> 01:20:38,117
and I'm still in yours,

1249
01:20:38,159 --> 01:20:41,079
and that's not nothing, right?

1250
01:20:42,119 --> 01:20:44,079
It has to mean something.

1251
01:20:45,399 --> 01:20:46,997
Well, I guess if you

1252
01:20:47,039 --> 01:20:48,838
wanna chat or whatever.

1253
01:20:48,880 --> 01:20:50,279
I know you.

1254
01:20:50,600 --> 01:20:51,319
I'm still here.

1255
01:20:52,039 --> 01:20:54,520
(ominous rumbling)

1256
01:21:02,119 --> 01:21:04,600
(tense music)

1257
01:21:14,079 --> 01:21:16,439
(dial tone)

1258
01:21:32,119 --> 01:21:39,159
(heavy breathing)

1259
01:21:54,039 --> 01:21:56,199
Were we fighting?

1260
01:21:57,159 --> 01:21:59,319
You tell me.

1261
01:22:02,119 --> 01:22:05,000
Maybe that's how it goes.

1262
01:22:06,039 --> 01:22:08,077
In the beginning, it's

1263
01:22:08,119 --> 01:22:10,437
just indistinct stutter,

1264
01:22:10,479 --> 01:22:12,159
white noise.

1265
01:22:12,720 --> 01:22:15,918
It's everything and everywhere, yet

1266
01:22:15,960 --> 01:22:17,439
nothing.

1267
01:22:18,199 --> 01:22:20,037
Insubstantial.

1268
01:22:20,079 --> 01:22:21,800
Shapeless,

1269
01:22:23,520 --> 01:22:26,399
Resting beneath the waves.

1270
01:22:29,760 --> 01:22:34,598
Until it springs and strikes roots,

1271
01:22:34,640 --> 01:22:38,117
contaminates its host,

1272
01:22:38,159 --> 01:22:40,159
and then...

1273
01:22:41,279 --> 01:22:44,239
...it takes shape.

1274
01:22:45,840 --> 01:22:50,079
And you can filter through the noise,

1275
01:22:50,640 --> 01:22:55,880
or what you thought was noise all along.

1276
01:22:57,439 --> 01:22:59,399
And then,

1277
01:23:01,119 --> 01:23:04,119
you start to feel it,

1278
01:23:04,680 --> 01:23:06,319
festering.

1279
01:23:07,199 --> 01:23:09,000
And then,

1280
01:23:10,119 --> 01:23:12,720
you hear it.

1281
01:23:13,520 --> 01:23:15,880
I'm still here.

1282
01:23:16,479 --> 01:23:18,680
I'm still here.

1283
01:23:19,800 --> 01:23:22,000
I'm still here.

1284
01:23:24,880 --> 01:23:26,039
No.

1285
01:23:27,359 --> 01:23:29,439
You're lying.

1286
01:23:33,239 --> 01:23:36,279
You should see your face.

1287
01:23:37,359 --> 01:23:40,520
But you could feel it, couldn't you?

1288
01:23:41,920 --> 01:23:43,598
Like you did with her.

1289
01:23:43,640 --> 01:23:44,920
No.

1290
01:23:45,319 --> 01:23:47,239
You don't know what it's like.

1291
01:23:47,920 --> 01:23:50,279
You don't know what it was like for me.

1292
01:23:51,920 --> 01:23:53,359
Do you?

1293
01:23:56,000 --> 01:23:58,560
I'm going to have a bath now.

1294
01:23:59,439 --> 01:24:02,000
Don't suppose you would like to join?

1295
01:24:04,439 --> 01:24:06,600
I'm leaving.

1296
01:24:10,319 --> 01:24:11,920
I said I'm leaving.

1297
01:24:12,560 --> 01:24:13,760
Yes.

1298
01:24:14,680 --> 01:24:16,560
I heard you the first time.

1299
01:24:33,800 --> 01:24:36,159
(radio interference)

1300
01:24:51,680 --> 01:24:53,000
Yes?

1301
01:24:57,800 --> 01:24:59,157
If you want to tell me something,

1302
01:24:59,199 --> 01:25:00,960
then tell me.

1303
01:25:03,760 --> 01:25:05,520
I do, actually.

1304
01:25:12,000 --> 01:25:15,000
Most of my patients find this relaxing.

1305
01:25:15,520 --> 01:25:16,720
Do you mind?

1306
01:25:20,760 --> 01:25:22,399
I do, actually.

1307
01:25:26,760 --> 01:25:28,039
She.

1308
01:25:28,960 --> 01:25:30,640
That woman,

1309
01:25:30,840 --> 01:25:32,920
sounds toxic to me.

1310
01:25:33,720 --> 01:25:35,199
Do you know what I mean?

1311
01:25:35,600 --> 01:25:36,760
Yes.

1312
01:25:37,399 --> 01:25:38,800
Venomous even.

1313
01:25:39,159 --> 01:25:41,239
Cancerous, one might say.

1314
01:25:42,159 --> 01:25:44,037
You may want to, in the

1315
01:25:44,079 --> 01:25:46,640
interest of your healing process,

1316
01:25:47,279 --> 01:25:49,239
remove her from your life.

1317
01:25:51,079 --> 01:25:52,399
But how?

1318
01:25:53,079 --> 01:25:54,479
How do I do that?

1319
01:25:56,000 --> 01:25:57,237
It's quite difficult

1320
01:25:57,279 --> 01:25:58,718
to cut people completely

1321
01:25:58,760 --> 01:26:01,560
to exorcise them from our lives, but...

1322
01:26:02,800 --> 01:26:04,760
What was her name again?

1323
01:26:09,560 --> 01:26:11,237
It doesn't matter.

1324
01:26:11,279 --> 01:26:13,237
In ancient, less civilized times,

1325
01:26:13,279 --> 01:26:14,478
people believed that

1326
01:26:14,520 --> 01:26:16,878
demons and other evil entities

1327
01:26:16,920 --> 01:26:19,239
could be summoned by uttering their name.

1328
01:26:19,920 --> 01:26:21,397
Could be exorcised by

1329
01:26:21,439 --> 01:26:23,119
knowing who they were.

1330
01:26:24,199 --> 01:26:26,558
But I understand that your

1331
01:26:26,600 --> 01:26:28,197
relationship was quite intense,

1332
01:26:28,239 --> 01:26:29,680
quite physical,

1333
01:26:30,760 --> 01:26:32,840
quite carnal.

1334
01:26:33,119 --> 01:26:34,520
Is.

1335
01:26:36,399 --> 01:26:37,840
It is

1336
01:26:39,359 --> 01:26:40,920
Not just physical.

1337
01:26:41,920 --> 01:26:43,600
We're entangled.

1338
01:26:44,000 --> 01:26:45,479
I see.

1339
01:26:47,079 --> 01:26:49,039
But this woman,

1340
01:26:49,399 --> 01:26:52,039
you do know her name.

1341
01:26:53,319 --> 01:26:55,520
You have been to her place, no?

1342
01:26:56,520 --> 01:26:58,397
You have fucked her in her bed,

1343
01:26:58,439 --> 01:26:59,958
you have rung her doorbell,

1344
01:27:00,000 --> 01:27:02,117
you know where she lives.

1345
01:27:02,159 --> 01:27:03,319
I do.

1346
01:27:03,840 --> 01:27:05,279
Well,

1347
01:27:06,359 --> 01:27:08,640
the solution seems obvious.

1348
01:27:09,800 --> 01:27:11,277
I'm just not sure you're

1349
01:27:11,319 --> 01:27:13,039
willing to go through with it.

1350
01:27:15,319 --> 01:27:16,479
Cut her out.

1351
01:27:17,960 --> 01:27:19,878
Remove her from your life

1352
01:27:19,920 --> 01:27:22,279
and start the healing process.

1353
01:27:25,039 --> 01:27:27,800
Cut her out completely like a tumor

1354
01:27:28,680 --> 01:27:30,357
and maybe some healthy cells

1355
01:27:30,399 --> 01:27:32,159
just to make sure.

1356
01:27:35,560 --> 01:27:36,960
But

1357
01:27:37,640 --> 01:27:39,960
that's just my professional advice.

1358
01:27:40,239 --> 01:27:41,798
And I'm afraid that that's

1359
01:27:41,840 --> 01:27:43,840
all we have time for today.

1360
01:27:45,720 --> 01:27:51,600
(dramatic music)

1361
01:27:54,359 --> 01:27:57,598
(underwater creaking)

1362
01:27:57,640 --> 01:28:01,640
(dramatic music)

1363
01:28:06,159 --> 01:28:08,520
(heavy breathing)

1364
01:28:15,720 --> 01:28:18,479
(dramatic music)

1365
01:28:45,720 --> 01:28:53,720
(dramatic music)

1366
01:29:05,800 --> 01:29:08,439
You look like a thousand paper cuts.

1367
01:29:10,760 --> 01:29:12,678
Light's not working?

1368
01:29:12,720 --> 01:29:14,560
(dramatic music)

1369
01:29:15,239 --> 01:29:17,239
Come in then.

1370
01:29:22,039 --> 01:29:24,199
Can I get you anything?

1371
01:29:25,960 --> 01:29:27,560
Cigarette?

1372
01:29:28,720 --> 01:29:30,199
Tea?

1373
01:29:33,399 --> 01:29:35,359
Kettle's just boiling.

1374
01:29:36,279 --> 01:29:38,279
I'm good.

1375
01:29:40,800 --> 01:29:43,279
You don't look good.

1376
01:29:44,119 --> 01:29:45,357
You look like the

1377
01:29:45,399 --> 01:29:47,520
opposite of someone who's good.

1378
01:29:47,960 --> 01:29:49,640
I don't...

1379
01:29:51,319 --> 01:29:53,119
I don't feel so good.

1380
01:29:54,359 --> 01:29:55,598
I think it's all been

1381
01:29:55,640 --> 01:29:57,359
catching up with me.

1382
01:29:58,720 --> 01:30:00,319
The suicide?

1383
01:30:02,319 --> 01:30:03,680
The cancer?

1384
01:30:04,039 --> 01:30:06,000
The life.

1385
01:30:08,319 --> 01:30:10,277
Eating away, gnawing,

1386
01:30:10,319 --> 01:30:13,119
noisy, everyday life.

1387
01:30:15,640 --> 01:30:17,800
And that's all I have left.

1388
01:30:19,560 --> 01:30:21,479
Every day.

1389
01:30:22,399 --> 01:30:24,359
Every fucking day.

1390
01:30:25,159 --> 01:30:30,159
(eerie music)

1391
01:30:32,039 --> 01:30:33,838
There's that noise.

1392
01:30:33,880 --> 01:30:35,279
(eerie music)

1393
01:30:36,479 --> 01:30:38,920
What is it with this fucking noise?

1394
01:30:39,720 --> 01:30:41,760
What is it?

1395
01:30:42,319 --> 01:30:44,560
Let me get that real quick.

1396
01:30:46,479 --> 01:30:47,878
Is it you?

1397
01:30:47,920 --> 01:30:48,520
Stop.

1398
01:30:49,479 --> 01:30:51,560
- Stop.
- Are you the noise?

1399
01:30:51,840 --> 01:30:52,960
Stop it.

1400
01:30:54,039 --> 01:30:56,079
What the fuck is wrong with you?

1401
01:30:56,359 --> 01:30:57,800
I need to know.

1402
01:30:58,079 --> 01:30:59,199
Stop it.

1403
01:30:59,560 --> 01:31:00,478
Stop it.

1404
01:31:00,520 --> 01:31:02,279
You're hurting me.

1405
01:31:02,560 --> 01:31:04,199
What is this?

1406
01:31:04,600 --> 01:31:06,319
What do you think this is?

1407
01:31:06,760 --> 01:31:07,997
Who do you think I am?

1408
01:31:08,039 --> 01:31:09,157
What do you think I am?

1409
01:31:09,199 --> 01:31:11,279
You think I'm some fucking demon?

1410
01:31:11,600 --> 01:31:13,037
I'm just me.

1411
01:31:13,079 --> 01:31:15,159
I'm just fucking me.

1412
01:31:15,479 --> 01:31:16,758
I mean, we've been

1413
01:31:16,800 --> 01:31:18,397
fucking for weeks now and you...

1414
01:31:18,439 --> 01:31:19,397
Haven't even asked my name.

1415
01:31:19,439 --> 01:31:21,918
Like what does it say on your phone

1416
01:31:21,960 --> 01:31:24,000
when I'm texting you?

1417
01:31:27,359 --> 01:31:29,239
Oh, you're so full of shit.

1418
01:31:30,279 --> 01:31:33,000
I need to get this.

1419
01:31:34,119 --> 01:31:35,680
(radio interference)

1420
01:31:40,479 --> 01:31:42,680
You've done it before.

1421
01:31:43,359 --> 01:31:44,920
(radio interference)

1422
01:31:45,560 --> 01:31:47,680
You can do it again.

1423
01:31:48,560 --> 01:31:52,960
(radio interference)

1424
01:31:55,319 --> 01:31:56,880
(knife piercing flesh)

1425
01:32:01,520 --> 01:32:09,520
(dramatic music)

1426
01:32:27,760 --> 01:32:30,159
You don't kill me.

1427
01:32:30,800 --> 01:32:31,720
(radio interference)

1428
01:32:33,399 --> 01:32:36,840
You don't get to kill me.

1429
01:32:37,640 --> 01:32:39,840
You'd better go now.

1430
01:32:40,399 --> 01:32:42,399
You'll be late.

1431
01:32:43,359 --> 01:32:44,760
It's okay.

1432
01:32:46,000 --> 01:32:47,760
You won't die today.

1433
01:32:48,079 --> 01:32:50,560
You never die today.

1434
01:32:50,880 --> 01:32:53,678
You die a little bit every day

1435
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and it's been going on for a long while.

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(heavy breathing)

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(electronic music)

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(dramatic music)

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(dramatic music continues)

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(dramatic music continues)