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- Hi. Hi, all. Hey.
- Hi, Steve.

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Um...

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- Thanks for coming down.
- No problem.

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- Take a seat there.
- Okay.

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Angus is gonna put a mic on you.

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Sorry, I'm just gonna pin this to you.

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- Then I'll stick that in the side pocket.
- Okay.

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- Thank you.
- Okay.

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All right. Sorry about this, Steve.

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- It won't take a sec.
- Yeah.

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- We're rolling.
- I just gotta get rid of this.

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- You okay to do this?
- Mm-hmm.

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I'm probably actually not okay with it.

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Do you mind
if you just stop filming for a sec?

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- Yeah.
- Yeah, sure.

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- We really don't have to do this now.
- No, no, no.

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We should-- We should--
We're here. We should do it.

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- Let's do it.
- Yeah. Sure?

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Yep.

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Okay.

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Um... so just tell us
a bit about Stanton Wood.

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<i>Ayy, ayy-ayy, ayy</i>

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<i>Ayy, ayy-ayy, ayy</i>

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Okay.

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Uh, if Jenny wants
to stick around after her sessions,

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then maybe we can all have a chat.

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Try and get them in a room together.

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Um...

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Riley needs an intervention, Steven.

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Fuck's sake, never called Nabeel's dad.

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Okay, four, call Nabz's dad.

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Basically, Steven,
basically, deal with it.

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Get through the day. You're 48 years old.

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This is what human beings do.

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You're an adult human being.

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<i>There's the big confrontation</i>

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<i>between friends and club teammates.</i>

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<i>An old family argument,
England v. Scotland,</i>

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<i>where the losers
could most certainly be out of Euro '96.</i>

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Fuck! Oh, my God!

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- Morning, Shy.
- Wow!

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Stealthy Steve, you know?

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This isn't great, is it?

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- What?
- Oh, come on, Shy.

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Tell me you know it's not all right
to be out here at breakfast time

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getting fully baked.

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Hold this.

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Yeah.

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- What are you doing?
- No, I...

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Dark, yeah.

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- It's quite hard, isn't it?
- Hard. Yeah, so hard.

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I like-- I prefer when it gets
a bit more-- when it's spacier.

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- Spacey. Love it.
- Synths and all that.

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Eh, I could actually get into that.

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So, how are you doing?

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I've been worried about you.

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I just feel a bit more, like...

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barbed wire than... slippy, you know?

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Yeah.

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I hear you.

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You're at the top of my list today, right?
So, we'll find a time to chat.

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Someone pissed in my glass,
and I drank a load.

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It was probably Jamie.

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What? Was that a laugh?

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- No, that's terrible.
- You want piss in your mouth?

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You have to tell me this stuff, Shy.
It's terrible.

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Hey, Steve.

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Check this.

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Oh, yeah.

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Oh, yeah, that's a beauty, isn't it?

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- Yeah, man.
- Love it.

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No, you keep it.

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I'm gonna sit on the bonnet,
you drive me really slowly into school!

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No, absolutely not. Get off, Shy.

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- The film crew can film us arriving.
- What did you say?

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The film crew can film us arriving
when we go in.

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Fuck, it's Thursday!
Fuck, I'm gonna be late. Get off!

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- I wanna talk more!
- Get off!

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- Come on, Steve. Man, don't be like that.
- Shit. No, Shy.

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- Everyone's acting like twats--
- Get off!

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Get off!

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- Come on, man.
- Shy-- All right.

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All right. Get off, get off!

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All right!

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Now, listen.

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<i>Sittin' on my front step
Thinking of an action</i>

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<i>- Action
- Attraction</i>

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<i>Yeah, I got my traction
With the ladies</i>

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<i>- Ladies
- Like I'm Patrick Swayze</i>

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<i>- Swayze
- I drive the girls crazy</i>

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Wait, wait. Shut up. Hold on.

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<i>I drive 'em all crazy, unlike Jamie
Who's a baby and a dickhead</i>

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You fucking what?

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Hello, Posh Cal's mum.
We got Posh Cal kidnapped.

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He sells 50 grand, 50...

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Hey, 50K, mummy! 50K!

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Angus, won't be a sec...

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- Tarone, you good?
- Mm-hmm.

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- Owen.
- Hey, there he is.

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Ah, brilliant.
You must be the famous Steve.

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- Steve, whenever you're ready, mate.
- Yes. Okay.

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- Um, Steve, Kamila from <i>Points West.</i> Hi.
- Yeah. Hi.

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Boys, boys! Boys, come on.
Take it down, take it down.

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Jamie, give us a sec here.
Come on. Common room now.

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Sorry about Jamie, he just wants--

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Off you get, lads. Sorry. It's all right.

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Um, Steve, this is Geoff,
who's directing the piece.

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- Great to meet you.
- Wow. Directing?

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They said it was just kind of going to be
just about the school and what we do.

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You know, like, five minutes
at the end of the--

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I'll fucking slice you!

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Five minutes at the end
of the news kind of thing?

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Well, yeah, it's <i>Points West,</i>
so it is a segment after the news.

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- Um, but it still needs thinking about.
- Yeah.

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- This is Angus. He's sound.
- Hiya.

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- And Claire is cameras.
- Hiya. Sorry, guys, one second.

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- Uh, hey, Shola.
- Hi.

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Can I have a quick word?

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- Let's go to the staff room.
- Sure.

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Sorry, it's just crazy this morning, um...

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Are you, uh, all good? All good?

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All good, yeah, um...

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Actually, Steve,
can we talk about some stuff?

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- Tarone, you know...
- Yes.

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Hi, Steve. Can I quickly ask, are we good
to wander upstairs and look at some shots?

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- And, um, outside in the garden?
- No, no. Uh, no, no.

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No to the boys' rooms.

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Yes to wander around,
but no to the boys' rooms, if that's okay.

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Shola, yes, yes, 100%. Yes, we'll speak.

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- You're top of my list. Promise.
- Okay.

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Um, sorry, guys. Uh, excuse me.

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Get off of me, you fucking cunt!

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- Boys!
- I'll kill you!

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- Jamie! That's enough!
- I'll kill you!

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Riley, Riley, Riley!

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- What?
- Jamie!

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Get off me!

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- Come here, you pussy!
- Fuck off!

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- Lads, lads. Lads.
- What?

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Stupid fat, fucking cunt!

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- Riley, stop! Enough!
- Fuck off me, Steve!

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- Whoa. Riley.
- Come on then!

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No, no, no.

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No, come on, don't do that.

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- Fucking stupid cunt.
- Jamie. Jamie, come on.

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- You scratched my face, you little bitch.
- Fuck off, you fucking bloody homo!

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- Right.
- You little cunt!

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- I'll fucking stab you!
- Pool table privileges gone. Okay.

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- That's enough.
- Fucking idiot, man.

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Riley, Riley!

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Always fucking...

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Riley, what was that?

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Nah.

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No, man. He's a fucking sicko.

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Okay, let's just take it down, will we?
Use deep breaths.

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He's a fucking psycho, Steve. He's a cunt.

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You all see it,
but we have to live with him!

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- He's always on us every fucking day!
- No, no.

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Come on, you've got to relax now.
Relax, okay?

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You and Jamie are actually friends.
You don't know it, but you're friends.

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You can't keep having these little wars.
It's no use.

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He licked my fucking face, Steve.
He spitted in my mouth.

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That's sexual assault.

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Okay, Riley, I'm going to say something,
and you're going to roll your eyes at me.

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- "You're better than this, Riley."
- Yeah!

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I mean, that's pretty much it.

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But if you raise your fist at me
or another member of staff ever again,

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then-- then you're gone.

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You're out of here.

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Okay? I'm here for you, all right?
I'm here for you. Okay?

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Thanks, Steve.

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Right. Right, let's go.

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More focus, less fighting, yeah?

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Let's go.

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- Some call it a last chance.
- Oh, yeah!

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No, Riley. Riley, Riley!

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- Shit...
- Hang on. No, again.

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- No, I actually really liked it.
- Sorry, sorry.

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If you could start further back
and walk more before you start talking.

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We got plenty of time.

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Some call it a last chance.

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Some call it
a very expensive dumping ground

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for society's waste product.

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A radical progressive
educational intervention

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or a waiting room for borstal?

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Maybe here, at Stanton Wood Manor,

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it's all of the above.

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- Yeah.
- Yeah, that's great.

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Shall we try somewhere else?

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- Are we rolling?
- Yeah.

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Fuck! Shit! Cunt! Bollocks!

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Riley, 17.

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And three-quarters.

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And, uh,
can you describe yourself in three words?

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One, a Cornish legend.

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Two, hardcore.

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And three, cheeky.

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What did Jamie say?

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Jamie, uh, said,

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"Charismatic, uh, sexy, and irresistible."

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- He's such a twat.
- Last question.

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If 1996 Riley could say anything
to 1990 Riley, what do you think he'd say?

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Hello, Riley.

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Don't anyone ever talk down to you.

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Remember who you are,
and keep your fucking head up high.

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'Cause you're Riley, yeah?
You're fucking Riley!

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Fuck's sake.

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<i>...that will put Jamie next to Riley.</i>

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<i>...with Jamie because that will put
Jamie next to Riley.</i>

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<i>Maybe Nabz and Shy swap.</i>

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<i>That won't fucking work.</i>

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Mum, don't bother with that.
I just-- I just lost my temper.

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That's all it was. Like...

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<i>Shy, stop talking and listen.</i>

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<i>That was not okay, Shy.</i>

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<i>I was really, really upset, and we...</i>

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<i>Iain and I, well, we just can't.</i>

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<i>It was the final straw for us.</i>

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<i>So we've decided
that while you're at Stanton Wood, we're...</i>

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<i>done.</i>

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What... what are you talking about?

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<i>No more phone calls or visits.</i>

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What are you saying?

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You can't pause contact with me.
I'm your son.

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<i>Shut up and listen.</i>

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<i>It's over.</i>

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<i>You ringing and screaming at me,</i>

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<i>insulting us, threatening us,
it is ruining our lives, Shy. It's over.</i>

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Ruining your lives?

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Mum, you're insane. What?

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I never threatened you.
That's just what I...

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That's what I get like sometimes,
you know, and...

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<i>Yeah, exactly.</i>

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<i>That's the point I'm making.</i>

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Am... Am I dreaming this?

238
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<i>It's for the best.
All right? For all of us.</i>

239
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W-What if...

240
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What... what if I... I n-- I need you?

241
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Shy. I'm 17.

242
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Is Shy your real name?

243
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It is now.

244
00:12:39.875 --> 00:12:42.875
And if you could
describe yourself in three words?

245
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Uh, depressed.

246
00:12:45.916 --> 00:12:47.457
Angry and bored.

247
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Oh, I'm sorry to hear that.

248
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Peedy Paul, I know you hear me!

249
00:13:07.375 --> 00:13:08.582
- Fucking Peedy Paul!
- Nabz?

250
00:13:08.583 --> 00:13:10.165
I'm gonna come in
and fuckin' kill you!

251
00:13:10.166 --> 00:13:11.082
- Nabz.
- Huh?!

252
00:13:11.083 --> 00:13:14.415
He's been in there for two hours.
I'm not joking. Peedy fucking Paul!

253
00:13:14.416 --> 00:13:17.082
No, don't-- If you're desperate,
use the other one.

254
00:13:17.083 --> 00:13:20.083
Use the other loo. Paul, come on. Out.

255
00:13:21.500 --> 00:13:22.582
Fucking hell.

256
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Rap, jungle, drum and bass,
funky house, fashion.

257
00:13:27.500 --> 00:13:29.165
I'm into the ladies, I can't lie.

258
00:13:29.166 --> 00:13:31.999
I'm into styling.
I wouldn't mind being a model, you know?

259
00:13:32.000 --> 00:13:33.915
People say I can get into modelling, so...

260
00:13:33.916 --> 00:13:36.166 line:5%
I can't really blame them.
I see where they get it from.

261
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Morning, all.

262
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- There you are, Steven. Good.
- You all right out there?

263
00:13:40.750 --> 00:13:42.040
- All right?
- All good.

264
00:13:42.041 --> 00:13:46.040
Today's a total clusterfuck.
There's no other way around it. Okay?

265
00:13:46.041 --> 00:13:48.415
This documentary crew
are going to be filming

266
00:13:48.416 --> 00:13:52.374
until at least the end of lessons now,
which is a massive help. Thanks, Steve.

267
00:13:52.375 --> 00:13:55.874
It's a good thing for the school.
I think it'll be a good ad. You know?

268
00:13:55.875 --> 00:13:57.749
- We should embrace it.
- Sure, sure.

269
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They seem like a nice bunch.
I'm fine with it.

270
00:13:59.916 --> 00:14:02.665
But, um, Steven, physio time.
Get yourself lying down.

271
00:14:02.666 --> 00:14:04.582
- Okay.
- Okay.

272
00:14:04.583 --> 00:14:07.040
I've told them
they've got to be done by 5:00.

273
00:14:07.041 --> 00:14:09.207
- And they can't interfere with lessons.
- Yeah.

274
00:14:09.208 --> 00:14:11.624
- You know, distract the kids. All right?
- Yeah.

275
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- Have you had your pills?
- Yes.

276
00:14:15.333 --> 00:14:16.415
Oh.

277
00:14:16.416 --> 00:14:20.249
Oh, I've just got five minutes, guys.
Then I have to go and deal with Jamie.

278
00:14:20.250 --> 00:14:21.165
Okay.

279
00:14:21.166 --> 00:14:24.915
All right, the main thing is,
11:00 a.m., we've got the trust meeting

280
00:14:24.916 --> 00:14:26.332
with Julian and Charlotte.

281
00:14:26.333 --> 00:14:27.540
Yeah, I know.

282
00:14:27.541 --> 00:14:29.290
Coming in and wanging on,

283
00:14:29.291 --> 00:14:32.665
and telling us we can't have
the heating on next winter? Okay.

284
00:14:32.666 --> 00:14:35.207
I'd like for us to get together
with the boys' folders

285
00:14:35.208 --> 00:14:37.665
and just find some time
to get up to speed, yeah?

286
00:14:37.666 --> 00:14:39.874
And just join the dots
on where everyone is,

287
00:14:39.875 --> 00:14:42.582
where Jenny's at,
and what our plans are for next term.

288
00:14:42.583 --> 00:14:45.041
- Let's just focus on today.
- Yes.

289
00:14:46.125 --> 00:14:47.165
Good speech, boss.

290
00:14:47.166 --> 00:14:48.499
- Woo!
- Yay!

291
00:14:48.500 --> 00:14:49.582
Yeah, thanks.

292
00:14:49.583 --> 00:14:51.750
Go on, tell us what's on the board.
Let's hear it.

293
00:14:52.333 --> 00:14:58.290
Well, firstly, Andy and Owen,
um, I'm sorry, but you're covering.

294
00:14:58.291 --> 00:15:00.332
- Today, defo, tomorrow, likely.
- Yeah.

295
00:15:00.333 --> 00:15:01.707
- Shola.
- Yeah?

296
00:15:01.708 --> 00:15:03.874
Uh, you're all set, no changes.

297
00:15:03.875 --> 00:15:05.957
Tarone is back in class,
back in with Jenny.

298
00:15:05.958 --> 00:15:07.457
If it's all right with you,

299
00:15:07.458 --> 00:15:09.790
he's going to be back
playing football today.

300
00:15:09.791 --> 00:15:11.999
Um... That's-- that's all good.

301
00:15:12.000 --> 00:15:15.499
If... I'll let Owen know
if there's any hassle during football.

302
00:15:15.500 --> 00:15:18.165
But to be honest,
once them boys see me play...

303
00:15:18.166 --> 00:15:19.957
Who's that? Can we help you?

304
00:15:19.958 --> 00:15:23.374
Yeah, just going to grab that power,
if that's okay, for my battery packs.

305
00:15:23.375 --> 00:15:25.499
- Uh...
- Sure.

306
00:15:25.500 --> 00:15:29.749
Oh, Shola, how are you, uh,
how are you getting on with your, um,

307
00:15:29.750 --> 00:15:32.249
Surround Sound Steve audiobooks?

308
00:15:32.250 --> 00:15:33.582
Has he done his tapes?

309
00:15:33.583 --> 00:15:35.540
Yeah. Very helpful, Steve.

310
00:15:35.541 --> 00:15:37.499 line:5%
So, my name's Shola Marshall.

311
00:15:37.500 --> 00:15:39.666 line:5%
I'm 28 years old.

312
00:15:40.166 --> 00:15:44.249
And yeah, I've been at Stanton Wood
for a little over a month now.

313
00:15:44.250 --> 00:15:48.791
We're asking people
to describe themselves in three words.

314
00:15:50.166 --> 00:15:51.707
Oh.

315
00:15:51.708 --> 00:15:53.540
Uh...

316
00:15:53.541 --> 00:15:55.708
I'd say I'm focused.

317
00:15:56.541 --> 00:15:58.291
Dedicated.

318
00:15:59.208 --> 00:16:00.040
Flexible.

319
00:16:00.041 --> 00:16:03.624
Now listen, remember when
they tried to get the local MP

320
00:16:03.625 --> 00:16:05.749
to come do a "meet the yobbos" photo call?

321
00:16:05.750 --> 00:16:06.832
What's his name?

322
00:16:06.833 --> 00:16:11.165
Uh, uh, Right Honorable Farquhar
Puts His Penis in Farmyard Animals.

323
00:16:11.166 --> 00:16:12.540
- Hey.
- Fuck's sake.

324
00:16:12.541 --> 00:16:14.499
Oh, fuck, Jamie! I got a fucking...

325
00:16:14.500 --> 00:16:19.124
His name, Steven, is Hugh Montague-Powell.

326
00:16:19.125 --> 00:16:21.040
- Mm-hmm.
- Pronounced "Pole."

327
00:16:21.041 --> 00:16:22.374
- I see.
- All right. Ya.

328
00:16:22.375 --> 00:16:24.374
Now, he's... he's coming at 12:00 p.m. today

329
00:16:24.375 --> 00:16:26.499
to be filmed as part
of the <i>Points West</i> thing.

330
00:16:26.500 --> 00:16:27.415
- Okay?
- Okay, fine.

331
00:16:27.416 --> 00:16:30.957
He's been in touch with the crew,
he's asked to be shown round the school,

332
00:16:30.958 --> 00:16:33.374
and we've all got to be on camera
shaking his hand,

333
00:16:33.375 --> 00:16:35.374
and thank him
for fucking our country in half.

334
00:16:35.375 --> 00:16:39.915 line:5%
If 1996 Jamie could say anything
to 1990 Jamie, what would he say?

335
00:16:39.916 --> 00:16:42.875
Shit, we did this in English. Right.

336
00:16:44.750 --> 00:16:45.666
Cool.

337
00:16:46.333 --> 00:16:49.999
Jamie, you sexy little bastard,
give your nan a hug.

338
00:16:50.000 --> 00:16:52.874
Watch out for the little traitor fuckwads
and bitches in this place.

339
00:16:52.875 --> 00:16:54.332
Can't trust any of them.

340
00:16:54.333 --> 00:16:55.707
Carry a blade.

341
00:16:55.708 --> 00:16:58.540
You know what? Fuck the police,
you can't trust them either.

342
00:16:58.541 --> 00:16:59.874
Um...

343
00:16:59.875 --> 00:17:01.999
Don't lend Paul Howarth
your <i>Mr. Scarface</i> tape!

344
00:17:02.000 --> 00:17:04.374
- That's brilliant.
- Hold on a minute, I ain't done.

345
00:17:04.375 --> 00:17:08.290
Jamie, don't go to Freya's house party.
Don't do coke. You're an ecstasy man.

346
00:17:08.291 --> 00:17:11.707
I could write a book. Don't smoke
the squalids Nathan's brother give you.

347
00:17:11.708 --> 00:17:13.833
- Don't headbutt the ginger girl--
- And cut.

348
00:17:14.416 --> 00:17:17.749
Detractors of schools like this
will often point to the costs.

349
00:17:17.750 --> 00:17:24.290
After all, £30,000 per child per year
straight out of the taxpayer's pocket.

350
00:17:24.291 --> 00:17:29.665
Are we paying for badly behaved young men
to attend a luxury private school?

351
00:17:29.666 --> 00:17:34.249
Or are we investing
in radical societal surgery,

352
00:17:34.250 --> 00:17:37.291
turning rotten apples into valuable fruit?

353
00:17:37.791 --> 00:17:42.415
Critics of a place like this
will say it's too expensive,

354
00:17:42.416 --> 00:17:45.207
too hard to staff, too dangerous.

355
00:17:45.208 --> 00:17:49.082
The police are here so often,
they have a specially-assigned officer.

356
00:17:49.083 --> 00:17:52.999
It's always so shocking to me,
Jamie, that a man of your taste,

357
00:17:53.000 --> 00:17:57.207
a man of your expertise
in the field of good music,

358
00:17:57.208 --> 00:18:00.041
would consider Tupac a decent rapper.

359
00:18:01.416 --> 00:18:02.458
As if.

360
00:18:03.458 --> 00:18:08.290
Well, Cal-- Cal agrees with me,
Ash agrees with me, Shy agrees--

361
00:18:08.291 --> 00:18:11.499
Now I know you're fucking winding me up.
All right?

362
00:18:11.500 --> 00:18:13.832
Posh Cal knows nothing about anything.

363
00:18:13.833 --> 00:18:16.957
All right? Asking Ash,
that's like asking a fucking...

364
00:18:16.958 --> 00:18:20.082
You know? And Shy wouldn't know Tupac
from Gary fucking Barlow.

365
00:18:20.083 --> 00:18:23.625
- He just does whatever Benny says!
- Jamie, I'm winding you up.

366
00:18:24.333 --> 00:18:26.791
I get it. I agree with you.

367
00:18:27.500 --> 00:18:29.332
Steve, you dick.

368
00:18:29.333 --> 00:18:31.832
You know, Jamie, you can't--
This is the thing.

369
00:18:31.833 --> 00:18:35.249
You can't just casually call me
a dick and a poof all the time.

370
00:18:35.250 --> 00:18:37.083
You just... You can't.

371
00:18:40.083 --> 00:18:41.125
Fine.

372
00:18:42.375 --> 00:18:45.458
Fuck's sake, you win. All right?

373
00:18:46.000 --> 00:18:49.125
And I'm sorry for spitting
in Riley's ugly mouth.

374
00:18:51.125 --> 00:18:52.416
Go on.

375
00:18:54.625 --> 00:18:56.707
I know it's not helpful to wind Riley up,

376
00:18:56.708 --> 00:18:59.540
especially when I said
to you and Jenny that I wouldn't.

377
00:18:59.541 --> 00:19:01.040
I know you've got a busy day today,

378
00:19:01.041 --> 00:19:03.415
and I pick the worst moments
to start stuff.

379
00:19:03.416 --> 00:19:05.290
I also know I'm on my last warning,

380
00:19:05.291 --> 00:19:08.374
and you can't protect me
from criminal charges if it happens again.

381
00:19:08.375 --> 00:19:09.999
- That's it.
- Yeah.

382
00:19:10.000 --> 00:19:12.915
That's actually it.
And, Jamie, it's really simple.

383
00:19:12.916 --> 00:19:16.165
Stop fucking with Shy, okay?
'Cause you're going to break him.

384
00:19:16.166 --> 00:19:19.457
Stop trying to murder Riley all the time
'cause one day you'll succeed.

385
00:19:19.458 --> 00:19:21.499
He calls me "chubba" though, Steve.

386
00:19:21.500 --> 00:19:24.000
Yeah, I know. I hear you.

387
00:19:24.958 --> 00:19:27.624
But listen, I know a little bit
about the insult ratios in this house,

388
00:19:27.625 --> 00:19:29.665
and you, my friend, are top of the charts.

389
00:19:29.666 --> 00:19:33.582
If you give it out all the time,
sometimes you get some in return, right?

390
00:19:33.583 --> 00:19:34.666
It's fair enough.

391
00:19:35.791 --> 00:19:37.540
- Whatever.
- Whatever.

392
00:19:37.541 --> 00:19:41.958
Just-- just surprise us
by not always taking the bait.

393
00:19:42.458 --> 00:19:44.708
As if.

394
00:19:46.291 --> 00:19:49.666
Wow, great teaching, Steve.
You're really fucking wise, aren't you?

395
00:19:51.500 --> 00:19:55.290
I won't give up on you, Jamie.
I'll never give up on you.

396
00:19:55.291 --> 00:19:57.165
Come on. Off to English now.

397
00:19:57.166 --> 00:20:00.249
Come on. Enough bollocks.
Let's go, let's go, let's go.

398
00:20:00.250 --> 00:20:04.832 line:5%
Right. It's, like, called the body.

399
00:20:04.833 --> 00:20:06.957
And it's fucking beautiful.

400
00:20:06.958 --> 00:20:10.832
So, we've got this. It's called the bicep.
There's two parts of it, long and short.

401
00:20:10.833 --> 00:20:13.540
On the back, got the triceps there.

402
00:20:13.541 --> 00:20:16.165
You want to see
something really fucking good?

403
00:20:16.166 --> 00:20:17.665
Okay.

404
00:20:17.666 --> 00:20:21.999
- This... is called a work of fucking art.
- Bro, why are you taking your top off?

405
00:20:22.000 --> 00:20:24.915 line:5%
I'd taken mad, mad whizz.

406
00:20:24.916 --> 00:20:28.082 line:5%
I was really into whizz at the time,
especially with Captain Morgan.

407
00:20:28.083 --> 00:20:31.374
You know, innit? You know! Good times.

408
00:20:31.375 --> 00:20:33.249
Anyway, to cut a long story short,

409
00:20:33.250 --> 00:20:36.832
um, I drove into the ticket office
of a tube station

410
00:20:36.833 --> 00:20:39.749
and very nearly killed
a fucking load of people, but I didn't!

411
00:20:39.750 --> 00:20:40.999
Original glazing.

412
00:20:41.000 --> 00:20:42.540
- No, they're not.
- They are.

413
00:20:42.541 --> 00:20:45.124
- Must be hundreds of years old.
- Yeah. Grade I listed.

414
00:20:45.125 --> 00:20:47.540
What does the choice
given to the knight symbolize,

415
00:20:47.541 --> 00:20:53.249
and how does Chaucer use irony
to develop his characters and themes?

416
00:20:53.250 --> 00:20:55.790
- Okay, so where were we in the prologue?
- Ash!

417
00:20:55.791 --> 00:20:56.915
- And who is--
- What?

418
00:20:56.916 --> 00:20:59.249
Riley, Ash, what's going on?

419
00:20:59.250 --> 00:21:01.125
- Holy shit!
- Guys.

420
00:21:02.916 --> 00:21:04.540
Hey!

421
00:21:04.541 --> 00:21:06.415
- Way too much money.
- Hang on.

422
00:21:06.416 --> 00:21:07.999
God, don't break them windows, mate.

423
00:21:08.000 --> 00:21:09.332
I'm gonna get it!

424
00:21:09.333 --> 00:21:11.582
- What? Oh, brilliant idea.
- They're not gonna let...

425
00:21:11.583 --> 00:21:13.666
- I'm getting it.
- We won't get permission.

426
00:21:17.583 --> 00:21:20.249
- He's fine. We can blur faces.
- It's perfect!

427
00:21:20.250 --> 00:21:22.000
- Bloody hell.
- Look at him.

428
00:21:23.458 --> 00:21:25.749
Guys. Guys!

429
00:21:25.750 --> 00:21:26.957
Exactly what we want.

430
00:21:26.958 --> 00:21:29.332
Are you actually shooting this?
They're not gonna use this.

431
00:21:29.333 --> 00:21:31.582
I hope this is directed at you and not me.

432
00:21:31.583 --> 00:21:34.707
Why do you hope
it's directed at me? That's off, Geoff.

433
00:21:34.708 --> 00:21:35.790
Well...

434
00:21:35.791 --> 00:21:37.915
You're acting like a bunch
of animals in the zoo.

435
00:21:37.916 --> 00:21:41.624
- Animals in a bloody zoo, innit?
- Tarone, nice to have you back.

436
00:21:41.625 --> 00:21:44.166
- The fuck was that for?
- Shall we get on with it?

437
00:21:47.666 --> 00:21:50.208
Okay, very good. Off you go. Right, Shy.

438
00:21:52.041 --> 00:21:53.582
- Can you hear?
- Oi, fuck off.

439
00:21:53.583 --> 00:21:55.125
All good here, mate?

440
00:21:57.250 --> 00:21:59.999
Just give me a shout
if you want to chat, okay?

441
00:22:00.000 --> 00:22:02.374
Okay, everybody,
ten more minutes, and then--

442
00:22:02.375 --> 00:22:04.333
You fucking slag!

443
00:22:18.500 --> 00:22:21.333
- Hey, it's them.
- Don't bite your nails.

444
00:22:21.833 --> 00:22:23.249
I mean, it's...

445
00:22:23.250 --> 00:22:26.583
What I love about this place every time,
it's like a time capsule.

446
00:22:28.000 --> 00:22:31.290
There they are. "Three lions on a shirt.
Jules Rimet still gleaming."

447
00:22:31.291 --> 00:22:32.874
Hi, Owen. How you doing?

448
00:22:32.875 --> 00:22:35.499
Don't worry about tea,
coffee, biscuits, no poncy stuff.

449
00:22:35.500 --> 00:22:36.749
No, there isn't anything.

450
00:22:36.750 --> 00:22:39.707
Although a glass of champagne
wouldn't go amiss. You know?

451
00:22:39.708 --> 00:22:42.457
Anyway, it's just...
The vibe is just terrific.

452
00:22:42.458 --> 00:22:44.582
Every time I come here,
it just feels like...

453
00:22:44.583 --> 00:22:47.207
Bosh, you know?
This is where the real action happens.

454
00:22:47.208 --> 00:22:50.374
Yeah. Welcome. Good to see you, Charlotte.
Julian, thanks for coming.

455
00:22:50.375 --> 00:22:51.915
- Of course.
- Yes.

456
00:22:51.916 --> 00:22:52.832
Any time.

457
00:22:52.833 --> 00:22:54.707
- Yeah. Julian, this meeting--
- Yes?

458
00:22:54.708 --> 00:22:57.832
If you could just get on with it.
I think she really wants you...

459
00:22:57.833 --> 00:23:01.165
- If we could-- That was rude of me.
- Yeah, sure. No, no.

460
00:23:01.166 --> 00:23:02.874
It's cool. No problemo. Um...

461
00:23:02.875 --> 00:23:07.875
Well, okay, let me just start
by saying, as always...

462
00:23:08.541 --> 00:23:09.915
Go, you.

463
00:23:09.916 --> 00:23:12.249
Steve, you know, and all you guys.

464
00:23:12.250 --> 00:23:16.999
What-- what you have achieved here, um...

465
00:23:17.000 --> 00:23:18.250
Well, the...

466
00:23:18.833 --> 00:23:21.332
I was just saying
to Charlotte in the car over...

467
00:23:21.333 --> 00:23:24.833
...what these guys have achieved is, um...

468
00:23:26.208 --> 00:23:28.416
I'm rambling. Charlotte, please.

469
00:23:28.958 --> 00:23:31.416
Yeah, um... Okay.

470
00:23:32.958 --> 00:23:38.957
So, we had previously talked
about two distinct phases,

471
00:23:38.958 --> 00:23:40.375
um, last time we met.

472
00:23:41.500 --> 00:23:46.291
And actually,
it seems like, for various reasons,

473
00:23:46.791 --> 00:23:49.790
those two phases can become one.

474
00:23:49.791 --> 00:23:52.999
So, Stanton Wood being on the market

475
00:23:53.000 --> 00:23:54.708
has meant that...

476
00:23:55.583 --> 00:23:56.416
Um...

477
00:23:57.000 --> 00:23:58.874
So we vacate the site in December.

478
00:23:58.875 --> 00:24:01.374
Sorry, can I just stop you there
for a second? Um...

479
00:24:01.375 --> 00:24:04.082
- What are you... What are you saying?
- What?

480
00:24:04.083 --> 00:24:07.457
- Are you-- What are you saying?
- "Vacate the site"?

481
00:24:07.458 --> 00:24:10.333
Are you talking about the trust
selling the school?

482
00:24:10.916 --> 00:24:12.041
Um...

483
00:24:13.041 --> 00:24:13.875
Yes.

484
00:24:15.958 --> 00:24:18.832
What's happened is
that we've been able to--

485
00:24:18.833 --> 00:24:20.249
Wait. No, wait a second.

486
00:24:20.250 --> 00:24:22.875
I can't really believe
what I'm hearing here, so...

487
00:24:23.541 --> 00:24:25.540
Wait a second. We have--

488
00:24:25.541 --> 00:24:27.707
You guys have, on various occasions,

489
00:24:27.708 --> 00:24:31.499
speculatively discussed
how a-- a-- a closure

490
00:24:31.500 --> 00:24:33.874
might be approached
long-term, logistically.

491
00:24:33.875 --> 00:24:35.458
That's it. Yeah?

492
00:24:36.083 --> 00:24:37.207
- Is that true?
- Yeah.

493
00:24:37.208 --> 00:24:39.540
- Yeah.
- Right? Now you say, all of a sudden...

494
00:24:39.541 --> 00:24:42.124
What?
You're just saying you're just doing it?

495
00:24:42.125 --> 00:24:43.790
Am I...?

496
00:24:43.791 --> 00:24:48.999
Charlotte, you said... you said, uh,
um, vacate the site in... in December.

497
00:24:49.000 --> 00:24:50.750
So, are you... are you...

498
00:24:51.875 --> 00:24:54.832
are you talking about closing the school
in... in less than 18 months' time?

499
00:24:54.833 --> 00:24:56.374
- Is that what you're saying?
- My God.

500
00:24:56.375 --> 00:25:00.000
Um... Steve...

501
00:25:00.541 --> 00:25:04.332
We're talking about December 1996.

502
00:25:04.333 --> 00:25:06.332
- We're going to be, um...
- What six months' time?

503
00:25:06.333 --> 00:25:09.540
- In the middle of the school year?
- Okay! Okay, okay, guys.

504
00:25:09.541 --> 00:25:11.624
- You're kidding me!
- If you could just let me speak.

505
00:25:11.625 --> 00:25:13.290
If you could just let me speak.

506
00:25:13.291 --> 00:25:15.832 line:5%
Tell us a bit about Stanton Wood.

507
00:25:15.833 --> 00:25:17.790 line:5%
It's sort of like a prototype, you know?

508
00:25:17.791 --> 00:25:20.457
To bring kind of more
of a rehabilitative approach to...

509
00:25:20.458 --> 00:25:23.749
to residential schooling, you know?
It's based off a Finnish model, actually.

510
00:25:23.750 --> 00:25:26.332
Sorry, Steve. Sorry. Can we just go again?

511
00:25:26.333 --> 00:25:28.499
You still look quite emotional and...

512
00:25:28.500 --> 00:25:30.749
No, no. Do I? I'm fine.

513
00:25:30.750 --> 00:25:33.582
Spectacularly unsustainable
in today's climate.

514
00:25:33.583 --> 00:25:35.208
Shut up, man.

515
00:25:36.083 --> 00:25:37.665
- Sorry?
- Just shut up.

516
00:25:37.666 --> 00:25:40.707
Steve, come on, buddy.
We knew this day was coming--

517
00:25:40.708 --> 00:25:43.499
Stop talking. Just stop talking.

518
00:25:43.500 --> 00:25:44.999
Stop talking!

519
00:25:45.000 --> 00:25:49.207
Or I'll climb over this table,
and I'll strangle you with my bare hands!

520
00:25:49.208 --> 00:25:52.915
- How would you like that, Julian?
- Death threats are a little much!

521
00:25:52.916 --> 00:25:54.165
Shut up!

522
00:25:54.166 --> 00:25:57.500
- Shut up! Shut up!
- Whoa! Steve! Steve!

523
00:25:58.083 --> 00:26:00.083
Shut up!

524
00:26:01.166 --> 00:26:02.500
Wow.

525
00:26:04.000 --> 00:26:07.041
- Oh, my God.
- God... Steve...

526
00:26:08.791 --> 00:26:09.916
Got ya.

527
00:26:13.750 --> 00:26:19.500
Th... Th... These are extraordinarily complex,
uh, young people, these lads.

528
00:26:20.083 --> 00:26:22.040
Extraordinarily complex.

529
00:26:22.041 --> 00:26:26.207
And as you know, we have
zero legal jurisdiction to keep them here.

530
00:26:26.208 --> 00:26:32.457
So, on top of every moral, and...
and logistical, and emotional, and...

531
00:26:32.458 --> 00:26:37.457
and... and educational catastrophe
you're about to visit on them,

532
00:26:37.458 --> 00:26:38.915
I think that if... if...

533
00:26:38.916 --> 00:26:42.249
if you say the school is closing
in the middle of the school term,

534
00:26:42.250 --> 00:26:43.250
then they're gone.

535
00:26:44.416 --> 00:26:46.749
We <i>have</i> to care for these kids.

536
00:26:46.750 --> 00:26:48.124
This is their <i>home</i>.

537
00:26:48.125 --> 00:26:52.207
This is a place that's in the process
of saving their lives.

538
00:26:52.208 --> 00:26:53.332
You know?

539
00:26:53.333 --> 00:27:00.374
There is busy, messy, wildly complex shit
going on here, there, and everywhere.

540
00:27:00.375 --> 00:27:01.999
Each day, every day.

541
00:27:02.000 --> 00:27:03.540
I mean, you...

542
00:27:03.541 --> 00:27:04.916
You cannot

543
00:27:05.666 --> 00:27:07.082
just stop.

544
00:27:07.083 --> 00:27:09.915
You can't press a button
and say, "No more."

545
00:27:09.916 --> 00:27:13.000
You know? I mean,
we need much, much more time.

546
00:27:17.125 --> 00:27:18.208
Okay.

547
00:27:19.791 --> 00:27:21.125
Charlotte, go on.

548
00:27:24.875 --> 00:27:26.291
It's...

549
00:27:26.791 --> 00:27:28.125
it's too late.

550
00:27:28.916 --> 00:27:31.708
It's happening. We've sold Stanton Wood.

551
00:27:35.666 --> 00:27:37.457
- God...
- I'm sorry.

552
00:27:37.458 --> 00:27:40.333
- Give me a second. I can't deal with it.
- Yeah.

553
00:27:49.833 --> 00:27:52.874
<i>Why don't we start summarizing
your relationship with the boys?</i>

554
00:27:52.875 --> 00:27:54.125
<i>What do you think of them?</i>

555
00:27:54.708 --> 00:27:56.375 line:5%
Official answer.

556
00:27:58.000 --> 00:28:01.915 line:5%
They are hugely complicated,
intricate human beings

557
00:28:01.916 --> 00:28:06.749
who require enormous amounts of what
we'd now call special educational care.

558
00:28:06.750 --> 00:28:11.457
<i>It's exhausting, complicated,
demanding work, and it's destroying us.</i>

559
00:28:11.458 --> 00:28:14.874
<i>We are underpaid, we're understaffed,</i>

560
00:28:14.875 --> 00:28:17.540
<i>we're chronically under-resourced.</i>

561
00:28:17.541 --> 00:28:21.624
<i>I am part prison guard, I'm part nurse,</i>

562
00:28:21.625 --> 00:28:25.332
<i>I'm part battleaxe, I'm part mummy.</i>

563
00:28:25.333 --> 00:28:27.915
<i>I'm part... You know, you get me.</i>

564
00:28:27.916 --> 00:28:30.041
- <i>Yeah, I hear you.</i>
- <i>Um...</i>

565
00:28:31.666 --> 00:28:33.625
<i>- Unofficial answer?</i>
- <i>Go on.</i>

566
00:28:35.458 --> 00:28:37.166
I fucking adore them.

567
00:28:51.041 --> 00:28:52.083
Fuck.

568
00:28:56.666 --> 00:29:00.208
What the fuck do you mean?
They were asking me...

569
00:29:20.541 --> 00:29:21.708
Hey, Steve.

570
00:29:25.708 --> 00:29:28.250 line:5%
- I'm so, so angry right now.
- I know.

571
00:29:29.291 --> 00:29:30.416 line:5%
I know.

572
00:29:31.916 --> 00:29:33.207 line:5%
I've got ya.

573
00:29:33.208 --> 00:29:35.625
I'm so angry. I don't know what to do.

574
00:29:37.458 --> 00:29:38.958
Oh, God.

575
00:29:42.541 --> 00:29:46.415
Our beautiful,
fucking terrible boys, Steve.

576
00:29:46.416 --> 00:29:47.750
I know.

577
00:29:48.958 --> 00:29:51.457
- Our boys.
- I know. I know.

578
00:29:51.458 --> 00:29:52.958
I know...

579
00:29:53.750 --> 00:29:55.915
We'll carry them through this, and we'll...

580
00:29:55.916 --> 00:29:58.833
One by one, yeah? Like we always have.

581
00:30:00.166 --> 00:30:02.125
- Like we always have.
- Yeah.

582
00:30:04.500 --> 00:30:07.582
You know, they...
they won't let us anywhere near 'em.

583
00:30:07.583 --> 00:30:09.290
You know?

584
00:30:09.291 --> 00:30:15.124
Steve, in a minute... in a minute,
we're going to be out on our arses,

585
00:30:15.125 --> 00:30:17.624
unemployed fucking strangers, you know?

586
00:30:17.625 --> 00:30:19.624
- I know, but we're here now.
- And then...

587
00:30:19.625 --> 00:30:21.249
We've got 'til like Christmas...

588
00:30:21.250 --> 00:30:22.374
We're here now, Amanda.

589
00:30:22.375 --> 00:30:24.875
- We'll probably never see them again.
- Here you are.

590
00:30:25.583 --> 00:30:28.041
Give me a shout if you need help.

591
00:30:31.125 --> 00:30:35.082
So, uh, Shy and Benny, yeah?
The drum and bass nerve center, I'm told.

592
00:30:35.083 --> 00:30:36.540
Nah, listen, listen, innit?

593
00:30:36.541 --> 00:30:40.374
Atomic Bass Recordings, yeah, will be
bigger than anything you've ever seen.

594
00:30:40.375 --> 00:30:43.540
You see Shy? He's the CEO.
He'll run, like, the label side of stuff.

595
00:30:43.541 --> 00:30:45.499
See me?
I'm the day-to-day boss of the club.

596
00:30:45.500 --> 00:30:48.249
- Nightclub?
- Yeah, it's all in one huge building.

597
00:30:48.250 --> 00:30:52.124
Offices upstairs, shop and studio,
and then there's a club in the basement.

598
00:30:52.125 --> 00:30:54.665
Fucking polytunnels on the roof
growing the crops.

599
00:30:54.666 --> 00:30:56.624
- Yeah, of course.
- This is in London, yeah?

600
00:30:56.625 --> 00:30:58.790
- Yeah, yeah, yeah. 100%.
- Yeah, listen.

601
00:30:58.791 --> 00:31:01.457
Also, we have to build it
like a fortress, because, see, Shy,

602
00:31:01.458 --> 00:31:04.582
he's kind of a wanted man where he's from.
So, we have to protect the governor,

603
00:31:04.583 --> 00:31:06.165
the Shy One, the jungle bunny.

604
00:31:06.166 --> 00:31:08.415
Why is that? Sorry, do you mind me asking?

605
00:31:08.416 --> 00:31:11.124
Shy's a wanted man.
He cut a lad's face open with a bottle.

606
00:31:11.125 --> 00:31:12.707
- Shh!
- Nabeel, stop talking.

607
00:31:12.708 --> 00:31:14.874
Stop talking. This is not... not okay.

608
00:31:14.875 --> 00:31:16.124
- Steve.
- Stop filming.

609
00:31:16.125 --> 00:31:18.749
Please. Like, we-- we-- You said...

610
00:31:18.750 --> 00:31:21.540
Even if you blur out their faces,
legally, you can't have them talking...

611
00:31:21.541 --> 00:31:23.207
- He's here!
- It's not appropriate.

612
00:31:23.208 --> 00:31:24.749
- I understand.
- I thought we--

613
00:31:24.750 --> 00:31:27.165
- They're waiting for you in the hallway.
- Thanks. I'm coming.

614
00:31:27.166 --> 00:31:28.790
Guys, can you please stop filming?

615
00:31:28.791 --> 00:31:30.749
- Look, I... I can't...
- I'm not happy with this.

616
00:31:30.750 --> 00:31:31.832
None of that's staying in.

617
00:31:31.833 --> 00:31:33.874
- I'm not happy. It's not staying in.
- I understand.

618
00:31:33.875 --> 00:31:36.790
Steve, Steve, I'm... I'm so sorry.
Well, it's cool...

619
00:31:36.791 --> 00:31:38.665
I'm very sorry. It's not cool, actually.

620
00:31:38.666 --> 00:31:41.290
- You have our absolute assurance...
- Steve, he's waitin'!

621
00:31:41.291 --> 00:31:44.790
No, no. This guy is coming now.
He's only here because you guys are here.

622
00:31:44.791 --> 00:31:46.999
So, film him, and then we're done!

623
00:31:47.000 --> 00:31:48.291
Fuck's sake.

624
00:31:53.416 --> 00:31:56.749
- Hello there. Hi there. I'm... I'm Steven.
- Hello, hello, Steven.

625
00:31:56.750 --> 00:31:58.999
Hello, nice to meet you.
Come on this way.

626
00:31:59.000 --> 00:32:00.125
That's enough!

627
00:32:01.125 --> 00:32:03.457
- This is Amanda.
- Welcome to Stanton Wood.

628
00:32:03.458 --> 00:32:04.999
- Amanda.
- I'm Amanda, deputy head.

629
00:32:05.000 --> 00:32:05.957
Henry Harvey.

630
00:32:05.958 --> 00:32:08.874
Uh, this is Sarah.
She's part of our wonderful team.

631
00:32:08.875 --> 00:32:09.875
Sarah.

632
00:32:10.666 --> 00:32:11.833
Let's go this way.

633
00:32:12.541 --> 00:32:14.499
This is, um... quite something.

634
00:32:14.500 --> 00:32:20.124
So, uh, I suppose this is
a kind of a social area, recreation area.

635
00:32:20.125 --> 00:32:21.957
Look, he's there. He's coming.

636
00:32:21.958 --> 00:32:24.582
And... everyone's waiting! Here we are.

637
00:32:24.583 --> 00:32:28.374
Right, everybody, take a seat.
There should be enough seats.

638
00:32:28.375 --> 00:32:29.416
Great.

639
00:32:30.416 --> 00:32:34.540
Uh, so, everyone, this is Hugh Montague...

640
00:32:34.541 --> 00:32:37.332 line:5%
- Sorry, I'm not sure the correct...
- Sir Hugh Montague--

641
00:32:37.333 --> 00:32:39.416 line:5%
Powell. Montague-Powell.

642
00:32:40.125 --> 00:32:42.040
Spelled "Powell," pronounced "Pole."

643
00:32:42.041 --> 00:32:44.374
- Like Anthony.
- "Pole."

644
00:32:44.375 --> 00:32:46.208
Eh... But who cares, eh?

645
00:32:47.583 --> 00:32:50.666
- Well, welcome to Stanton Wood.
- Thank you.

646
00:32:52.166 --> 00:32:56.416
Well, Mr. "Pole",
Sir Benjamin Griffith here.

647
00:32:57.083 --> 00:32:59.583
Very good. Well met, Benjamin.

648
00:33:01.125 --> 00:33:06.499
Now, boys, you'll know this
because you're all bright, young chaps,

649
00:33:06.500 --> 00:33:10.374
but I'm your local
parliamentary representative,

650
00:33:10.375 --> 00:33:12.040
your MP.

651
00:33:12.041 --> 00:33:15.790
So, uh, I toil away
in Westminster making decisions

652
00:33:15.791 --> 00:33:18.957
about everything from foreign wars

653
00:33:18.958 --> 00:33:20.749
to the price of beans,

654
00:33:20.750 --> 00:33:23.083
to teachers' pay.

655
00:33:25.875 --> 00:33:29.291
And very soon, uh,
you'll be getting a vote,

656
00:33:30.208 --> 00:33:32.499
provided you stay out of prison,

657
00:33:32.500 --> 00:33:35.207
and you'll want
to use that vote very wisely.

658
00:33:35.208 --> 00:33:38.374
You'll want to think
about who will protect your money,

659
00:33:38.375 --> 00:33:41.832
your possessions, your freedoms.

660
00:33:41.833 --> 00:33:43.749
But we ain't got none of them.

661
00:33:43.750 --> 00:33:45.290
Sorry, say again?

662
00:33:45.291 --> 00:33:46.583
Don't matter.

663
00:33:47.333 --> 00:33:51.458
Uh, the lads have been doing,
uh, democracy.

664
00:33:52.958 --> 00:33:59.165
You know, just, uh,
discussing d... democracy, uh...

665
00:33:59.166 --> 00:34:02.124
unpacking it
in their Russia and Communism course.

666
00:34:02.125 --> 00:34:03.499
Well, there you have it.

667
00:34:03.500 --> 00:34:04.749
I've been working--

668
00:34:04.750 --> 00:34:08.124
When I'm not whizzing around
meeting people like you,

669
00:34:08.125 --> 00:34:12.790
I'm working hard to make sure
we don't go down that route.

670
00:34:12.791 --> 00:34:16.332
Communist Britain would not be
the green and pleasant land

671
00:34:16.333 --> 00:34:18.874
we currently all so enjoy.

672
00:34:18.875 --> 00:34:20.166
Brilliant.

673
00:34:21.208 --> 00:34:23.582
Okay, brilliant. That was great.

674
00:34:23.583 --> 00:34:26.082
Inspiring for the lads.
Um... Take a few photographs--

675
00:34:26.083 --> 00:34:29.750
Any questions about what goes on
up in the smoke?

676
00:34:33.416 --> 00:34:36.541
Come on, lads, you're not
usually backwards in coming forward.

677
00:34:37.166 --> 00:34:39.374 line:5%
Princess Di gossip? State secrets?

678
00:34:39.375 --> 00:34:41.666
Come on, gents, ask away.

679
00:34:42.958 --> 00:34:44.041
Yes, young man?

680
00:34:45.416 --> 00:34:47.957
I wondered if, sir,

681
00:34:47.958 --> 00:34:51.499
is it a part of the training
for, like, becoming an MP,

682
00:34:51.500 --> 00:34:54.166
or have you always been a cunt?

683
00:34:56.583 --> 00:34:57.582
- What--
- Shy!

684
00:34:57.583 --> 00:34:59.415
He'll just fucking say anything.

685
00:34:59.416 --> 00:35:00.832
What the fuck?

686
00:35:00.833 --> 00:35:01.749
Sir.

687
00:35:01.750 --> 00:35:03.624
That's what I was wondering, though.

688
00:35:03.625 --> 00:35:05.249
You won't be using that.

689
00:35:05.250 --> 00:35:07.624
I wanted to-- to ask my question.

690
00:35:07.625 --> 00:35:10.415
We can ask questions though.
You said he could ask questions.

691
00:35:10.416 --> 00:35:12.165
- Can I ask you a question?
- "Pole"!

692
00:35:12.166 --> 00:35:13.582
You said that I could ask...

693
00:35:13.583 --> 00:35:15.249
Okay, everyone.

694
00:35:15.250 --> 00:35:16.165
"Pole"!

695
00:35:16.166 --> 00:35:18.541
Please answer the question, Mr. Powell.

696
00:35:31.041 --> 00:35:32.832
It's bullshit. It's fucking racist.

697
00:35:32.833 --> 00:35:36.415
That's interesting, Tarone.
Why do you think it's racist?

698
00:35:36.416 --> 00:35:38.082
I don't know. You tell me.

699
00:35:38.083 --> 00:35:41.499
Okay, if that's what you want to do, fine.

700
00:35:41.500 --> 00:35:43.916
Maybe that's a good idea, um...

701
00:35:45.083 --> 00:35:46.374
Perhaps you feel

702
00:35:46.375 --> 00:35:49.165
that if one of the other boys
had spoken to Shola

703
00:35:49.166 --> 00:35:52.165
in the way that you spoke to her,
said those things to her,

704
00:35:52.166 --> 00:35:54.707
they would be punished in a different way.

705
00:35:54.708 --> 00:35:55.708
You get me.

706
00:35:57.375 --> 00:36:01.207
'Cause I'm Black, and she's Black,
and they don't know what the fuck to do,

707
00:36:01.208 --> 00:36:03.374
and they think I'm some weirdo, a rapist...

708
00:36:03.375 --> 00:36:07.165
Okay, I'm going to stop you there.
I quite strongly disagree.

709
00:36:07.166 --> 00:36:11.332
Of course you do, Jenny.
'Cause you're all the exact fucking same.

710
00:36:11.333 --> 00:36:12.375
Careful, Tarone.

711
00:36:16.000 --> 00:36:18.124
I'll say how it looks from here. May I?

712
00:36:18.125 --> 00:36:19.415
Go on, tell me.

713
00:36:19.416 --> 00:36:22.957
One month special detention
and extra sessions with me

714
00:36:22.958 --> 00:36:27.540
for repeated instances
of sexual innuendo, abuse,

715
00:36:27.541 --> 00:36:33.125
and one instance of severely inappropriate
physical behavior towards Shola.

716
00:36:36.583 --> 00:36:39.707
You know, if you'd been hauled out of here
and the police had been called...

717
00:36:39.708 --> 00:36:40.707
Yeah.

718
00:36:40.708 --> 00:36:43.749
...I might wonder
if they were being even-handed.

719
00:36:43.750 --> 00:36:45.458
But look at Riley.

720
00:36:46.125 --> 00:36:47.915
Look at Jamie earlier this year.

721
00:36:47.916 --> 00:36:51.790
I think the punishments
are extremely even-handed.

722
00:36:51.791 --> 00:36:54.457
Thoughtful. Mild, even.

723
00:36:54.458 --> 00:36:56.249
In a normal school,

724
00:36:56.250 --> 00:37:00.874
if you'd said those things to Shola,
you would have been expelled, no question.

725
00:37:00.875 --> 00:37:03.333
And Shola could have pressed charges.

726
00:37:09.583 --> 00:37:11.374
Oh, Sarah, this looks lovely.

727
00:37:11.375 --> 00:37:13.082
- Thank you, Sarah.
- Looks lovely.

728
00:37:13.083 --> 00:37:15.082
- Thank you.
- Thank you.

729
00:37:15.083 --> 00:37:17.665
- Took mine as well.
- Come on, leave it now.

730
00:37:17.666 --> 00:37:19.790
You're not Alan Shearer.
You scored one goal.

731
00:37:19.791 --> 00:37:20.999
- It's mine.
- No.

732
00:37:21.000 --> 00:37:22.625
You didn't. What the fuck?

733
00:37:24.291 --> 00:37:26.707
He just stole that off you like a baby.

734
00:37:26.708 --> 00:37:28.166
Nah, bruv. I'll take it.

735
00:37:29.166 --> 00:37:31.291
- Don't start.
- Fuck, man!

736
00:37:33.708 --> 00:37:34.749
Yeah, listen.

737
00:37:34.750 --> 00:37:37.374
Well done for not getting rapey
with Shola again today.

738
00:37:37.375 --> 00:37:38.707
What?

739
00:37:38.708 --> 00:37:41.833
Yeah. Though she does look fit,
innit, doesn't she?

740
00:37:44.833 --> 00:37:45.916
Ooh...

741
00:37:46.791 --> 00:37:48.790
- Oh, my fuck!
- Shit, yeah?

742
00:37:48.791 --> 00:37:49.915
Pack it in!

743
00:37:49.916 --> 00:37:52.665
Fucking hell. Come on, what?
What, pussy? What?

744
00:37:52.666 --> 00:37:54.790
Get out of the kitchen!

745
00:37:54.791 --> 00:37:55.999
Give it to him!

746
00:37:56.000 --> 00:37:57.707
- Stop it!
- Fucking have it!

747
00:37:57.708 --> 00:37:59.416
How many times have I told you?

748
00:38:03.333 --> 00:38:04.583
Oh, fucking hell.

749
00:38:06.250 --> 00:38:09.624
Tell me. Why are you running, man?
Why are you running, Jamie? Huh?!

750
00:38:09.625 --> 00:38:11.124
Ooh!

751
00:38:11.125 --> 00:38:12.541
Fucking prick!

752
00:38:15.208 --> 00:38:16.250
Ah, fuck!

753
00:38:20.583 --> 00:38:21.416
Come on!

754
00:38:27.833 --> 00:38:30.375
- Move!
- Oi, smack him up!

755
00:38:30.958 --> 00:38:34.083
No! Stop!

756
00:38:40.000 --> 00:38:42.416
Everyone, just calm the fuck down!

757
00:38:50.625 --> 00:38:52.625
- Fucking little shit!
- Oh, shit!

758
00:38:53.125 --> 00:38:54.291
Fuck.

759
00:38:55.291 --> 00:38:57.790
Why do you have to be
such a prick all the time?

760
00:38:57.791 --> 00:38:58.832
What?

761
00:38:58.833 --> 00:39:00.874
Why do you have to be
a prick all the time?

762
00:39:00.875 --> 00:39:02.665
- I'll fucking murder you, Shy!
- No!

763
00:39:02.666 --> 00:39:04.832
- I'll fucking murder you!
- Enough! Enough!

764
00:39:04.833 --> 00:39:10.916
If 1996 Shy could say anything
to 1990 Shy, what would he say?

765
00:39:14.250 --> 00:39:16.249
Honestly, I just can't be arsed for it.

766
00:39:16.250 --> 00:39:17.790
Okay, let's stop.

767
00:39:17.791 --> 00:39:21.165
No, I want to do the thing.
I just meant with myself. I just hate <i>it</i>.

768
00:39:21.166 --> 00:39:24.207
My-- Myself, sometimes.

769
00:39:24.208 --> 00:39:27.165
<i>Ah, well, okay. Let's stop then.</i>

770
00:39:27.166 --> 00:39:28.790
<i>I want to do it.</i>

771
00:39:28.791 --> 00:39:29.916
<i>Okay.</i>

772
00:39:30.666 --> 00:39:33.499
<i>I was so obsessed
with getting weed, and fags,</i>

773
00:39:33.500 --> 00:39:36.375
<i>and lemon Hooch, and...</i>

774
00:39:37.666 --> 00:39:38.833
<i>and rum.</i>

775
00:39:41.041 --> 00:39:43.582
<i>I wanted to get wasted all the time</i>

776
00:39:43.583 --> 00:39:46.541
<i>and be agg to my mum and stepdad.</i>

777
00:39:48.125 --> 00:39:51.500
I hurt a kid really badly.

778
00:39:53.625 --> 00:39:55.874
And I stabbed my stepdad.

779
00:39:55.875 --> 00:39:56.915
Oh, shit.

780
00:39:56.916 --> 00:39:59.582
Only in the finger. He's fine.

781
00:39:59.583 --> 00:40:00.957
It actually...

782
00:40:00.958 --> 00:40:02.333
It ended up...

783
00:40:04.208 --> 00:40:07.624
It ended up being a bonding thing with us.

784
00:40:07.625 --> 00:40:09.665
And he's got chubby fingers, anyway.

785
00:40:09.666 --> 00:40:12.208
Yeah, he's a prick.

786
00:40:15.000 --> 00:40:17.707
Steve told us specifically not to do this.

787
00:40:17.708 --> 00:40:20.207
I think he meant
when there are boys in the room.

788
00:40:20.208 --> 00:40:22.999
- I'm not okay with this.
- It's fine, the rooms are empty.

789
00:40:23.000 --> 00:40:25.749
Come in here, Claire.
Get some of this artwork.

790
00:40:25.750 --> 00:40:27.915
- Claire, don't film this!
- It's okay.

791
00:40:27.916 --> 00:40:32.332
He doesn't like to talk about it,
but Steve was in a serious car accident

792
00:40:32.333 --> 00:40:33.832
about two...

793
00:40:33.833 --> 00:40:37.040
Actually, it's like,
more than three years ago now,

794
00:40:37.041 --> 00:40:38.290
and it was not good.

795
00:40:38.291 --> 00:40:42.249
I mean, literally, you know, cutting him
out of the car on a roundabout.

796
00:40:42.250 --> 00:40:44.082
Oh.

797
00:40:44.083 --> 00:40:46.290
- Right, shall we go now?
- Oh, my God.

798
00:40:46.291 --> 00:40:47.915
Um...

799
00:40:47.916 --> 00:40:49.125
God.

800
00:40:50.375 --> 00:40:52.416
- "Shy."
- Shy.

801
00:40:53.500 --> 00:40:55.707
- Just looks like a nice kid.
- Yeah.

802
00:40:55.708 --> 00:40:57.749
- Geoff, can you clear the frame?
- I'm--

803
00:40:57.750 --> 00:40:59.832
I'm not sure about going
through the drawers.

804
00:40:59.833 --> 00:41:02.499
- Maybe just what's on the shelf.
- It's breaking.

805
00:41:02.500 --> 00:41:05.790
- Fucking hell! What's in here?
- "Atomic Bass Recordings."

806
00:41:05.791 --> 00:41:07.458
Have you seen how heavy this is?

807
00:41:09.291 --> 00:41:10.875
Go on, have a look.

808
00:41:13.791 --> 00:41:15.166
Um...

809
00:41:16.208 --> 00:41:19.000
Literally a bag of rocks.

810
00:41:48.458 --> 00:41:50.041
Thank you.

811
00:41:50.583 --> 00:41:53.791
Please respect me enough
to listen to what I have to say.

812
00:41:58.666 --> 00:42:00.499
You know, actually, I'm thinking,

813
00:42:00.500 --> 00:42:04.333
if we're looking for a reason
you're not getting REM sleep,

814
00:42:05.541 --> 00:42:08.250
we need look no further
than this music, right?

815
00:42:09.416 --> 00:42:12.165
It's very fast and choppy and metallic.

816
00:42:12.166 --> 00:42:14.375
It's very "on".

817
00:42:14.958 --> 00:42:16.125
Isn't it, Shy?

818
00:42:26.000 --> 00:42:28.500 line:5%
We've been making
such good progress recently.

819
00:42:32.916 --> 00:42:34.708
Oh, dear. Okay.

820
00:42:39.250 --> 00:42:41.124
Has something happened
with your mum and Iain?

821
00:42:41.125 --> 00:42:44.375
Has there been some kind of trouble
I've not been made aware of?

822
00:42:46.666 --> 00:42:49.375
Everything all right with Benny?
Plans for the label?

823
00:42:55.500 --> 00:42:57.500 line:5%
You still enjoying science?

824
00:42:58.958 --> 00:43:00.125 line:5%
Geology?

825
00:43:01.708 --> 00:43:05.041
Why don't we get out one of your charts?

826
00:43:13.375 --> 00:43:17.291
Stop pretending you know me!

827
00:43:18.083 --> 00:43:21.000
You don't know me!

828
00:43:22.083 --> 00:43:24.082
You only know what I tell you!

829
00:43:24.083 --> 00:43:25.000
Okay, Shy.

830
00:44:00.291 --> 00:44:03.040
- Cal, you're finished, by the way.
- Smashed through it.

831
00:44:03.041 --> 00:44:04.624
Punch the gay boy already!

832
00:44:04.625 --> 00:44:05.875
- Like, boom!
- Ow!

833
00:44:06.875 --> 00:44:08.749
Stop being a girl. Go on, Cal.

834
00:44:08.750 --> 00:44:10.415
Get him back.

835
00:44:10.416 --> 00:44:13.332
Shy. Shy, can I...

836
00:44:13.333 --> 00:44:14.249
Huh?

837
00:44:14.250 --> 00:44:17.582
- Can I take you for two minutes?
- I know what you're gonna say, though.

838
00:44:17.583 --> 00:44:20.125
Come on, just out in the corridor.
Two seconds.

839
00:44:23.250 --> 00:44:27.000
Said I'm such a girl, bro.
I'm fucking missing that shit.

840
00:44:33.333 --> 00:44:34.915
Um...

841
00:44:34.916 --> 00:44:36.833
So...

842
00:44:37.750 --> 00:44:39.708
I heard about what happened with Jenny.

843
00:44:42.666 --> 00:44:45.041
Good news is,
the chair isn't pressing charges.

844
00:44:47.625 --> 00:44:49.291
So funny, man.

845
00:44:50.708 --> 00:44:51.625
Shy...

846
00:44:52.541 --> 00:44:54.165
Okay, that was a bad gag.

847
00:44:54.166 --> 00:44:56.458
Right? It was a-- It was naff.

848
00:45:00.833 --> 00:45:04.207
Listen, I think we've always
been honest with each other.

849
00:45:04.208 --> 00:45:06.707
I can tell there's something up with you,

850
00:45:06.708 --> 00:45:11.665
and all I want for you to do
is to just use us.

851
00:45:11.666 --> 00:45:14.416
You know, use the people here
that care for you.

852
00:45:15.125 --> 00:45:16.124
Speak to us.

853
00:45:16.125 --> 00:45:20.000
Just me, or Amanda,
or even the lads. Whoever.

854
00:45:20.708 --> 00:45:24.583
'Cause you're not alone, Shy.
That's the whole point.

855
00:45:28.500 --> 00:45:29.500
Come on.

856
00:45:32.250 --> 00:45:34.957
Or call your mum,
and then she can come with Iain,

857
00:45:34.958 --> 00:45:36.540
and we can all have a discussion.

858
00:45:36.541 --> 00:45:37.915
- Oh, my God.
- Talk it out.

859
00:45:37.916 --> 00:45:40.915
Just actually fuck off, Steve!

860
00:45:40.916 --> 00:45:44.249
Dude, I don't want to talk.
I am sick of talking.

861
00:45:44.250 --> 00:45:46.082
I am sick of Jenny.

862
00:45:46.083 --> 00:45:47.749
And I'm sick of you.

863
00:45:47.750 --> 00:45:49.332
Yeah, I get that. I get that.

864
00:45:49.333 --> 00:45:51.125
- I understand.
- What about you, Steve?

865
00:45:52.333 --> 00:45:54.000
Let's talk about you.

866
00:45:55.708 --> 00:45:57.666
Why do you fucking give a shit?

867
00:45:59.125 --> 00:46:00.124
You weirdo.

868
00:46:00.125 --> 00:46:01.790
- Shy.
- What are you anyway?

869
00:46:01.791 --> 00:46:04.083
Are you a fucking alky or something?

870
00:46:12.666 --> 00:46:14.790
So, what we're doing
is we're asking everyone

871
00:46:14.791 --> 00:46:16.999
to describe themselves in three words.

872
00:46:17.000 --> 00:46:18.125
Oh, okay.

873
00:46:19.500 --> 00:46:20.666
Um...

874
00:46:22.708 --> 00:46:24.791
Very, very tired.

875
00:46:28.583 --> 00:46:32.291
<i>And, um, what about the boys?</i>

876
00:46:33.041 --> 00:46:34.749
<i>What do they think of you?</i>

877
00:46:34.750 --> 00:46:38.208
Cal, fucking do something!
Punch him in the fucking fanny!

878
00:46:39.250 --> 00:46:42.082
All right, gents. Sit down.
Boys, sit down, please.

879
00:46:42.083 --> 00:46:43.082
Um--

880
00:46:43.083 --> 00:46:46.874
Okay, so today has slipped
out of shape for various reasons...

881
00:46:46.875 --> 00:46:48.582
<i>I think they think I'm all right.</i>

882
00:46:48.583 --> 00:46:50.624
Ash, are you good? Riley?

883
00:46:50.625 --> 00:46:54.082
I mean, I'm a dickhead, and a wanker,
and a tosser, and a knobhead, and...

884
00:46:54.083 --> 00:46:58.165
I could get 'em all arrested
for verbal abuse.

885
00:46:58.166 --> 00:47:00.332
And anti-Irish bigotry.

886
00:47:00.333 --> 00:47:04.832
<i>But I think that they maybe...
I hope that they trust me.</i>

887
00:47:04.833 --> 00:47:07.207
Remember I was talking
about the age of the planet?

888
00:47:07.208 --> 00:47:10.290
So, this line that I drew here, lads,
okay, so this,

889
00:47:10.291 --> 00:47:13.665
all the way is like the age of the planet,
all the way round, round, round.

890
00:47:13.666 --> 00:47:19.665
Right, all the way, all the way.
Way, way, way, way, way into town, yeah?

891
00:47:19.666 --> 00:47:22.874 line:5%
You know, you get involved
in some explosive situations

892
00:47:22.875 --> 00:47:25.290 line:5%
because the kids are angry
with each other,

893
00:47:25.291 --> 00:47:27.124 line:5%
or they're angry with authority, or...

894
00:47:27.125 --> 00:47:28.165
<i>Over here...</i>

895
00:47:28.166 --> 00:47:29.290
...their mum and dad.

896
00:47:29.291 --> 00:47:31.957
- This is humanity. Do you get it?
- Holy shit.

897
00:47:31.958 --> 00:47:33.540
So, that's what I'm trying to...

898
00:47:33.541 --> 00:47:35.957
<i>People have bailed on them
for various reasons.</i>

899
00:47:35.958 --> 00:47:39.249
<i>So, all my staff are here
because they want to be here.</i>

900
00:47:39.250 --> 00:47:41.416
You know? That's what I'm trying to...

901
00:47:42.000 --> 00:47:44.165 line:5%
And I think that that means something.

902
00:47:44.166 --> 00:47:46.500
- How old do we think these rocks are?
- Uh, wank.

903
00:47:47.666 --> 00:47:51.374
No, chalk, Jamie, chalk.
Just re-- re-- regular old chalk.

904
00:47:51.375 --> 00:47:52.540
- Anyone?
- Fifty mil!

905
00:47:52.541 --> 00:47:53.832
- No.
- Yeah, Benny. Yeah.

906
00:47:53.833 --> 00:47:55.125
- What?
- And, um...

907
00:47:56.833 --> 00:47:58.124
Um...

908
00:47:58.125 --> 00:48:01.625
Can anyone...
Does anyone know what chalk is made of?

909
00:48:02.666 --> 00:48:04.415
- Anyone?
- You're fucking stupid.

910
00:48:04.416 --> 00:48:05.999
- Shut up, man.
- Shut up.

911
00:48:06.000 --> 00:48:08.624
Billions of little crushed up, like...

912
00:48:08.625 --> 00:48:11.832
- What, Shy?
- Billions of little crushed up...

913
00:48:11.833 --> 00:48:14.374
- Yes, that's it.
- No, I don't know.

914
00:48:14.375 --> 00:48:15.415
No, you got it.

915
00:48:15.416 --> 00:48:16.832
No, I don't know.

916
00:48:16.833 --> 00:48:17.958
You got it.

917
00:48:23.625 --> 00:48:27.415
So, it's like millions and billions
of crushed up little fossils, basically.

918
00:48:27.416 --> 00:48:30.249
Like, uh, like little seashells...

919
00:48:30.250 --> 00:48:32.915
If your teachers
could describe you in three words,

920
00:48:32.916 --> 00:48:34.708
what do you think they'd say?

921
00:48:35.875 --> 00:48:39.082
That's what I'm saying. One day
to the next would be mad different.

922
00:48:39.083 --> 00:48:45.207
Like, some days,
they'd say chatty, clever, chilled.

923
00:48:45.208 --> 00:48:48.500
And then, the next day, say...

924
00:48:50.083 --> 00:48:54.333
miserable and disruptive, pissy.

925
00:48:55.375 --> 00:48:58.165
<i>You seem like someone
very emotionally intelligent,</i>

926
00:48:58.166 --> 00:48:59.791
<i>if you don't mind me saying.</i>

927
00:49:00.541 --> 00:49:04.999
I know. It's like looking at the night sky
and trying to hold it all in your head.

928
00:49:05.000 --> 00:49:07.999
- All right, don't cry, Steve.
- What?

929
00:49:08.000 --> 00:49:10.833
<i>You've seen it.
I mean, it's chaotic, right?</i>

930
00:49:11.791 --> 00:49:13.707
But we... we think it's working.

931
00:49:13.708 --> 00:49:16.041
You can lock these kids up
and throw away the key,

932
00:49:17.125 --> 00:49:19.165
but we feel we're doing something.

933
00:49:19.166 --> 00:49:20.750
There's an alternative.

934
00:49:26.958 --> 00:49:29.750
- Fuck off!
- Prick! Come here, you dickhead.

935
00:49:51.166 --> 00:49:52.665
Fire!

936
00:49:52.666 --> 00:49:55.415
Steve! Steve!

937
00:49:55.416 --> 00:49:56.500
Fire!

938
00:50:19.041 --> 00:50:20.458
Steve, who pulled it?

939
00:50:21.541 --> 00:50:22.708
It was pulled.

940
00:50:46.166 --> 00:50:49.541
Uh, can you describe
your colleagues in three words?

941
00:50:51.250 --> 00:50:54.040
Love it. Um... Off the record?

942
00:50:54.041 --> 00:50:57.915
Yeah, yeah, totally.
It's just for fun and therapy.

943
00:50:57.916 --> 00:50:59.000
Okay.

944
00:50:59.625 --> 00:51:01.541
<i>Steve...</i>

945
00:51:02.458 --> 00:51:04.833
<i>Steve is...</i>

946
00:51:06.541 --> 00:51:07.875
proper.

947
00:51:15.125 --> 00:51:17.250
<i>He's one of the good guys, you know?</i>

948
00:51:19.250 --> 00:51:20.708
<i>He's authentic.</i>

949
00:51:24.875 --> 00:51:26.875
Yeah. He's the boss.

950
00:51:42.291 --> 00:51:43.250
I get it.

951
00:51:44.541 --> 00:51:45.416
Okay?

952
00:51:46.875 --> 00:51:48.915
I hate class, yeah?

953
00:51:48.916 --> 00:51:50.790
I've been mad stressed out.

954
00:51:50.791 --> 00:51:54.207
Missing out on pool table privileges
basically ruined my fucking life!

955
00:51:54.208 --> 00:51:55.624
I miss drugs. I miss pussy.

956
00:51:55.625 --> 00:51:58.041
- I wish I was out of fucking school!
- Okay, thank you.

957
00:52:02.583 --> 00:52:03.416
Oi.

958
00:52:04.875 --> 00:52:08.125
You know,
you might actually like this, Jenny.

959
00:52:10.041 --> 00:52:12.124
I was chatting to Jungle Bunny.

960
00:52:12.125 --> 00:52:14.208
- Shy.
- Yeah.

961
00:52:16.791 --> 00:52:21.000
And he was saying how our mums
always used to be up in our shit.

962
00:52:21.916 --> 00:52:22.875
You know?

963
00:52:24.000 --> 00:52:25.333
Hassling us.

964
00:52:26.500 --> 00:52:29.000
"Stop this. Stop that."

965
00:52:29.541 --> 00:52:31.458
"Don't do this. Don't do that."

966
00:52:32.541 --> 00:52:34.208
"You've ruined this family."

967
00:52:41.000 --> 00:52:44.083
And he said to me, "Bro, I miss that."

968
00:52:48.875 --> 00:52:50.375
I told him, "Look, I'm..."

969
00:52:52.666 --> 00:52:55.875
"I miss that too, innit. I miss her."

970
00:53:00.875 --> 00:53:03.416
Ah, my mum.

971
00:53:09.125 --> 00:53:10.666
I ruined her life, innit?

972
00:53:13.750 --> 00:53:16.500
But there it is, Jenny.

973
00:53:17.166 --> 00:53:18.250
There you go.

974
00:53:20.708 --> 00:53:23.457
Jenny. Jenny penny menny.

975
00:53:23.458 --> 00:53:27.083
Take that, put it in your pipe,
and fucking smoke it.

976
00:53:31.250 --> 00:53:35.290
It's pretty much exactly
what I said to Tarone this afternoon.

977
00:53:35.291 --> 00:53:36.832
In a normal school...

978
00:53:36.833 --> 00:53:38.790
He'd be arrested, sorry to be blunt.

979
00:53:38.791 --> 00:53:41.541
Well, quite.
It's what I've been trying to say to you.

980
00:53:43.083 --> 00:53:44.874
But from Shola's point of view, we've--

981
00:53:44.875 --> 00:53:46.957
When I say "we," I mean you,

982
00:53:46.958 --> 00:53:51.290
the school, have been remiss
to the point of negligence in not...

983
00:53:51.291 --> 00:53:53.125
Sorry. Sorry, Jenny.

984
00:53:53.666 --> 00:53:56.374
Is the bloody film crew hiding in here?

985
00:53:56.375 --> 00:53:57.915
I think they're done.

986
00:53:57.916 --> 00:54:00.624
- God, they've been everywhere.
- Hope so.

987
00:54:00.625 --> 00:54:03.165
Hello, Steve.
Quite the day you've all been having.

988
00:54:03.166 --> 00:54:04.374
Yes. Yeah.

989
00:54:04.375 --> 00:54:07.540
Shy narrowly escaped getting carted off
to the Tower of London

990
00:54:07.541 --> 00:54:09.957
for verbally assaulting a lord, or a sir.

991
00:54:09.958 --> 00:54:11.707
Is he a sir? He's a sir.

992
00:54:11.708 --> 00:54:14.040
- Ugh. Yeah, Amanda was telling me.
- Fucking hell.

993
00:54:14.041 --> 00:54:17.249
I've never disliked a person
as much in my entire life.

994
00:54:17.250 --> 00:54:18.999
And the timing, you know.

995
00:54:19.000 --> 00:54:22.665
Poor old Shy. He's up, he's down,
and then bam, he's a comedy genius.

996
00:54:22.666 --> 00:54:24.666
Yeah, I really want to discuss that.

997
00:54:25.666 --> 00:54:27.625
Or, Steve, do you want to, um...

998
00:54:28.916 --> 00:54:30.041
No, you go. You go.

999
00:54:31.875 --> 00:54:34.916
All right. Um, well, I had...

1000
00:54:35.791 --> 00:54:39.707
I had a disastrous session with him
this afternoon. A...

1001
00:54:39.708 --> 00:54:44.540
He attacked a chair, but I think
I need to go back further than that

1002
00:54:44.541 --> 00:54:48.332
to last Thursday,
or even the Thursday before.

1003
00:54:48.333 --> 00:54:53.457
I have noticed a distinct change
in his receptiveness

1004
00:54:53.458 --> 00:54:56.749
to the things that we do here
week in, week out.

1005
00:54:56.750 --> 00:54:59.957
He's completely stopped his diary.

1006
00:54:59.958 --> 00:55:03.665
He's completely stopped
his morning sentences, his breathing.

1007
00:55:03.666 --> 00:55:06.124
He says it's all pointless.

1008
00:55:06.125 --> 00:55:09.832
And he's previously been so eloquent
about his night terrors

1009
00:55:09.833 --> 00:55:11.083
and his...

1010
00:55:12.083 --> 00:55:13.582
his barbed wire feeling.

1011
00:55:13.583 --> 00:55:15.082
And just in the last month--

1012
00:55:15.083 --> 00:55:18.082
Yeah, it feels
like he's backed out of the room.

1013
00:55:18.083 --> 00:55:19.832
Yeah, Steve, he has.

1014
00:55:19.833 --> 00:55:21.457
- And I'm worried.
- Yeah.

1015
00:55:21.458 --> 00:55:24.165
I mean, I think things
are okay within the group.

1016
00:55:24.166 --> 00:55:27.249
- You know, the drum and bass crew. Yeah?
- Yeah, they seem to be.

1017
00:55:27.250 --> 00:55:28.832
Oh, no.

1018
00:55:28.833 --> 00:55:31.124
It's pissing down, look at that. Oh!

1019
00:55:31.125 --> 00:55:34.749
Yeah, he's...
He takes things to heart, but he's...

1020
00:55:34.750 --> 00:55:37.582
I mean, him and Benny are fine,
him and Cal are fine.

1021
00:55:37.583 --> 00:55:40.499
You know, I mean, he's been quiet.

1022
00:55:40.500 --> 00:55:42.500
Yeah, um... he, um...

1023
00:55:43.375 --> 00:55:44.415
He, um...

1024
00:55:44.416 --> 00:55:47.874
I asked if his folks would want
to come up for the weekend,

1025
00:55:47.875 --> 00:55:49.749
and he reacted very badly to that.

1026
00:55:49.750 --> 00:55:53.249
But he's been very, very quiet, mostly.
Up until Cuntgate.

1027
00:55:53.250 --> 00:55:54.499
Ooh.

1028
00:55:54.500 --> 00:55:57.707
You know, I know you adopt
an out-of-sight policy here.

1029
00:55:57.708 --> 00:55:59.082
I'm talking about marijuana.

1030
00:55:59.083 --> 00:56:01.624
Bloody hell,
I wouldn't go that far. We do our best.

1031
00:56:01.625 --> 00:56:04.707
- Most boys are social users.
- We've got to pick our battles.

1032
00:56:04.708 --> 00:56:07.124
But I think Shy would rather smoke alone.

1033
00:56:07.125 --> 00:56:10.040
We can confirm on the weed.
Me and Owen can do better.

1034
00:56:10.041 --> 00:56:14.958
We're on it, um... But it's always been
a tricky aspect of this site.

1035
00:56:18.250 --> 00:56:20.957
Yeah, he has a genuine desire.

1036
00:56:20.958 --> 00:56:23.624
You know,
and I really fucking feel for him.

1037
00:56:23.625 --> 00:56:26.874
He has a genuine desire
to clamber out of himself.

1038
00:56:26.875 --> 00:56:29.041
Owen, a fucking handball!

1039
00:56:29.625 --> 00:56:30.583
Look, I'm...

1040
00:56:32.083 --> 00:56:35.208
I promise I'm not criticizing
anybody personally here, but...

1041
00:56:36.166 --> 00:56:38.875
I've never felt like this
at Stanton Wood before.

1042
00:56:40.458 --> 00:56:44.749
I asked to speak to you
about Shy two weeks ago,

1043
00:56:44.750 --> 00:56:47.666
and I asked you again twice this week.

1044
00:56:52.041 --> 00:56:55.249
That is your basic, basic duty of care.

1045
00:56:55.250 --> 00:56:56.999
Jenny, it's been a bit mental.

1046
00:56:57.000 --> 00:57:00.999
<i>You know that I adore coming here,
and I respect what you all do so much,</i>

1047
00:57:01.000 --> 00:57:03.040
<i>but Steve, you can't do it all.</i>

1048
00:57:03.041 --> 00:57:05.290
<i>And with someone like Shy...</i>

1049
00:57:05.291 --> 00:57:08.249
<i>Why don't you just
magic up some more staff, Jenny?</i>

1050
00:57:08.250 --> 00:57:11.291
Look,
I'm not casting aspersions, but Steve...

1051
00:57:14.375 --> 00:57:15.999
<i>perhaps there's a limit to what you--</i>

1052
00:57:16.000 --> 00:57:18.250
<i>I'll stop you there
before you offend anyone.</i>

1053
00:57:20.083 --> 00:57:21.708 line:5%
It's over anyway.

1054
00:57:22.291 --> 00:57:24.915 line:5%
What do you mean, "It's over," Amanda?

1055
00:57:24.916 --> 00:57:26.875 line:5%
They're closing the school.

1056
00:57:41.583 --> 00:57:43.915
<i>I want to be here, like, at Stanton Wood,</i>

1057
00:57:43.916 --> 00:57:46.166
<i>but sometimes I just want
to be four years old, and...</i>

1058
00:57:48.250 --> 00:57:50.041
start again and not fuck it up.

1059
00:57:51.541 --> 00:57:53.875
Have another run at it,
but not in my head.

1060
00:57:55.333 --> 00:57:56.832
Not fuck so much stuff up,

1061
00:57:56.833 --> 00:57:59.708
not feel like all the things I fuck up
are on me.

1062
00:58:00.750 --> 00:58:02.625
<i>Like, stuck to me.</i>

1063
00:58:09.583 --> 00:58:10.749
<i>What about you, Steve?</i>

1064
00:58:10.750 --> 00:58:13.415
<i>Let's talk about you.
Why do you fucking give a shit?</i>

1065
00:58:13.416 --> 00:58:15.124
- <i>Shy.</i>
- <i>What are you anyway?</i>

1066
00:58:15.125 --> 00:58:17.458
<i>Are you a fucking alky or something?</i>

1067
00:58:19.958 --> 00:58:22.583
<i>It's over. No more phone calls or visits.</i>

1068
00:58:23.291 --> 00:58:25.665
<i>You can't pause contact with me.
I'm your son.</i>

1069
00:58:25.666 --> 00:58:27.500
<i>Shut up and listen.</i>

1070
00:58:41.166 --> 00:58:42.958
<i>This is your fault, Steve.</i>

1071
00:58:44.041 --> 00:58:45.333
<i>This is your fault.</i>

1072
00:59:10.583 --> 00:59:14.625
I've gotta get on with stuff.
I'll see you soon, Jenny, all right?

1073
00:59:38.000 --> 00:59:39.041
Steve.

1074
00:59:46.000 --> 00:59:47.083
I'm sorry.

1075
01:00:01.791 --> 01:00:03.000
It's okay.

1076
01:00:07.750 --> 01:00:09.166
- You okay?
- Yeah.

1077
01:00:10.208 --> 01:00:12.291
Yeah, it's good. It's good.

1078
01:00:14.375 --> 01:00:15.666
- Bye.
- Okay.

1079
01:01:04.291 --> 01:01:08.000
Fuck off!

1080
01:01:11.083 --> 01:01:14.040
You're all good? You're okay, Shola?

1081
01:01:14.041 --> 01:01:16.957
Yeah. Yeah, I'm all good.

1082
01:01:16.958 --> 01:01:20.832
Okay. Um, Amanda,
can you undersign this, please?

1083
01:01:20.833 --> 01:01:23.500
Okay. Yep.

1084
01:01:27.666 --> 01:01:30.249
There wasn't any shit during the football?

1085
01:01:30.250 --> 01:01:31.208
No.

1086
01:01:32.416 --> 01:01:35.166
Yeah, I think I kinda schooled them,
to be honest.

1087
01:01:36.083 --> 01:01:37.415
Unless I'm being naive,

1088
01:01:37.416 --> 01:01:41.624
but everyone was pretty well-behaved,
and Tarone hasn't uttered a word to me.

1089
01:01:41.625 --> 01:01:45.290
All right, I'm gonna go
and do the rounds and smoke a roll-up.

1090
01:01:45.291 --> 01:01:46.500
Right. Yep.

1091
01:01:47.708 --> 01:01:49.790
Yeah.

1092
01:01:49.791 --> 01:01:51.749
As a great poet said,

1093
01:01:51.750 --> 01:01:55.416
"We must smoke
while we still have mouths to puff with."

1094
01:01:56.333 --> 01:01:57.540
Oh, Shola. Shola?

1095
01:01:57.541 --> 01:02:00.708
Can you just hang on for a minute?
Maybe we can have that chat?

1096
01:02:01.958 --> 01:02:02.915
Right now?

1097
01:02:02.916 --> 01:02:04.666
If that's okay, yeah.

1098
01:02:06.541 --> 01:02:07.374
'Course.

1099
01:02:07.375 --> 01:02:09.666
Yeah, come into my office.

1100
01:02:16.000 --> 01:02:17.708
What a fucking day.

1101
01:02:19.166 --> 01:02:24.082
Yeah, well,
up until that whole chicken Kiev war zone,

1102
01:02:24.083 --> 01:02:27.500
it was all going so well.
It was a pretty chill day, I think.

1103
01:02:30.916 --> 01:02:33.749
Um, right, so... first things first.

1104
01:02:33.750 --> 01:02:38.624
Yeah. So, these... uh, stupid tapes,
I know they're really silly,

1105
01:02:38.625 --> 01:02:42.541
but we didn't have time for a briefing,
so that's why I'm doing them.

1106
01:02:44.083 --> 01:02:45.665
They're... They're great, Steve.

1107
01:02:45.666 --> 01:02:47.290
- Really?
- Yeah.

1108
01:02:47.291 --> 01:02:51.375 line:5%
Shola says she actually likes
the tapes, Steve.

1109
01:02:53.458 --> 01:02:56.666
<i>Shola says
she actually likes the tapes, Steve.</i>

1110
01:02:58.166 --> 01:03:02.082
Good, and the rota-- the rota--
Is your-- is your rota better?

1111
01:03:02.083 --> 01:03:05.916
Yeah. I'm loving the new days,
so thank you.

1112
01:03:09.875 --> 01:03:11.208
I know...

1113
01:03:13.375 --> 01:03:16.250
I know Amanda doesn't think I'm...

1114
01:03:17.458 --> 01:03:19.790
up for this, or ready, or--

1115
01:03:19.791 --> 01:03:21.416
What do you mean, "up for it"?

1116
01:03:22.791 --> 01:03:26.290
Uh, this, the teaching, this place.

1117
01:03:26.291 --> 01:03:29.125
No, that's not it. That's not it.

1118
01:03:30.375 --> 01:03:32.540
I mean, she literally said that.

1119
01:03:32.541 --> 01:03:33.915
No, Amanda...

1120
01:03:33.916 --> 01:03:37.082
Amanda, she'll say shit
if she's stressed, you know.

1121
01:03:37.083 --> 01:03:39.249
Like, none of us are fucking...

1122
01:03:39.250 --> 01:03:43.082 line:5%
None of us are, like, paid enough
or trained enough or good enough.

1123
01:03:43.083 --> 01:03:45.624 line:5%
None of us are. So, don't...

1124
01:03:45.625 --> 01:03:48.125 line:5%
That's not enough--
That's, like, not reason to...

1125
01:03:50.291 --> 01:03:52.332
- You can't just jack it in.
- Mm.

1126
01:03:52.333 --> 01:03:53.750
It's all fucked.

1127
01:03:58.875 --> 01:04:00.375
Yeah, it's just, I'm...

1128
01:04:01.291 --> 01:04:04.333
I really want to be here, Steve. I'm...

1129
01:04:04.875 --> 01:04:07.290
I'm really good at this.

1130
01:04:07.291 --> 01:04:08.707
You really are, Shola.

1131
01:04:08.708 --> 01:04:12.624 line:5%
Just the whole Tarone situation,
it was just bad timing.

1132
01:04:12.625 --> 01:04:16.165 line:5%
And I feel like if I was here
maybe a year ago,

1133
01:04:16.166 --> 01:04:17.749 line:5%
I'd have handled it differently.

1134
01:04:17.750 --> 01:04:19.290 line:5%
And look, if I...

1135
01:04:19.291 --> 01:04:22.165 line:5%
I feel like I wasn't on that quick enough.

1136
01:04:22.166 --> 01:04:26.707 line:5%
And I-- And if you felt unsupported
or... alone at any point,

1137
01:04:26.708 --> 01:04:29.833 line:5%
I truly, truly am sorry.

1138
01:04:31.083 --> 01:04:33.875
Damn it, Steve, gonna make me cry.

1139
01:04:36.458 --> 01:04:40.249
It's all good.
It's a massive learning curve.

1140
01:04:40.250 --> 01:04:44.040
Well, we're really lucky
to have you. I mean that.

1141
01:04:44.041 --> 01:04:44.958
Thank you.

1142
01:04:48.708 --> 01:04:50.332 line:5%
Uh...

1143
01:04:50.333 --> 01:04:53.749 line:5%
Something else I'd like to ask,
if that's okay.

1144
01:04:53.750 --> 01:04:55.916 line:5%
Oh, maybe you don't know or...

1145
01:04:57.625 --> 01:04:59.166 line:5%
What the fuck?

1146
01:05:00.000 --> 01:05:01.124 line:5%
December?

1147
01:05:01.125 --> 01:05:02.082 line:5%
Yeah.

1148
01:05:02.083 --> 01:05:05.165 line:5%
Like, what does...
what does that mean exactly?

1149
01:05:05.166 --> 01:05:09.791 line:5%
- Do we have to start looking for jobs or...?
- I don't know. I don't know, Shola.

1150
01:05:14.083 --> 01:05:15.125 line:5%
I don't...

1151
01:05:17.833 --> 01:05:19.250 line:5%
I dunno, I dunno.

1152
01:05:26.916 --> 01:05:28.208
Um...

1153
01:05:29.458 --> 01:05:32.000
Well, at least...

1154
01:05:33.708 --> 01:05:35.458
At least we met an MP.

1155
01:05:36.583 --> 01:05:38.790 line:5%
- A real-life MP.
- Yeah.

1156
01:05:38.791 --> 01:05:42.207 line:5%
That was, um, a true honor.

1157
01:05:42.208 --> 01:05:43.833 line:5%
A real-life MP.

1158
01:05:51.291 --> 01:05:54.416 line:5%
W-- Was there anything else you...

1159
01:05:55.458 --> 01:05:57.583 line:5%
- No.
- No, okay. Um...

1160
01:05:58.375 --> 01:05:59.832 line:5%
- Cool. Well...
- Cool.

1161
01:05:59.833 --> 01:06:01.999 line:5%
I'm off. I'll see you bright and early?

1162
01:06:02.000 --> 01:06:03.165 line:5%
Yeah. See you.

1163
01:06:03.166 --> 01:06:04.165 line:5%
You overnight?

1164
01:06:04.166 --> 01:06:06.540 line:5%
Yeah, me and Amanda and Owen. Yeah.

1165
01:06:06.541 --> 01:06:09.500 line:5%
- Cool. Okay, get some rest. I'll see you.
- All good, yep.

1166
01:06:17.583 --> 01:06:21.999 line:5%
Okay. Um, call, um, Shy's mum and stepdad,

1167
01:06:22.000 --> 01:06:25.707 line:5%
and, uh... note to file, full disclosure

1168
01:06:25.708 --> 01:06:29.624 line:5%
on his behavior... ...and our concerns.

1169
01:06:29.625 --> 01:06:30.750 line:5%
Um...

1170
01:06:31.375 --> 01:06:36.291 line:5%
A full written report from Jenny
and full mea culpa from me, um...

1171
01:06:37.375 --> 01:06:39.916 line:5%
Reset on the meds with the GP.

1172
01:06:40.708 --> 01:06:45.499 line:5%
T-t-try and sort out
the fucking rooms with, uh...

1173
01:06:45.500 --> 01:06:48.000 line:5%
And just fucking deal with it, Steven.

1174
01:06:51.166 --> 01:06:53.207 line:5%
You're fucking, fucking heading

1175
01:06:53.208 --> 01:06:56.250 line:5%
on this fucking stupid,
fucking roundabout of doom.

1176
01:06:56.833 --> 01:06:57.666 line:5%
You f...

1177
01:07:00.041 --> 01:07:02.125 line:5%
They're closing your school, Steven.

1178
01:07:04.333 --> 01:07:06.125
<i>...Steven.</i>

1179
01:07:07.250 --> 01:07:10.708
<i>...fucking heading on this fucking stupid,
fucking roundabout of doom.</i>

1180
01:07:12.208 --> 01:07:14.333
<i>They're closing your school, Steven.</i>

1181
01:07:16.791 --> 01:07:18.458
<i>They're closing your school, Steven.</i>

1182
01:07:20.375 --> 01:07:21.291
<i>...Steven.</i>

1183
01:08:11.083 --> 01:08:12.457
You working hard?

1184
01:08:12.458 --> 01:08:14.416
Ha.

1185
01:08:16.583 --> 01:08:18.624
- You-- You're drinking?
- Yep.

1186
01:08:18.625 --> 01:08:20.374
- You're drinking?
- Yep.

1187
01:08:20.375 --> 01:08:22.250
Just having a glass of wine.

1188
01:08:23.000 --> 01:08:25.582
It's not a big deal. Having a--
There's loads over there.

1189
01:08:25.583 --> 01:08:28.416
It's the Christmas red.
You should have a glass, Amanda.

1190
01:08:35.000 --> 01:08:36.749
- Have you taken something?
- No!

1191
01:08:36.750 --> 01:08:40.041
- Ha!
- No, Amanda. Come on. Just leave me...

1192
01:08:41.041 --> 01:08:43.583
Like, I'm just having a glass of wine.

1193
01:08:44.375 --> 01:08:47.416
Really. I'm just having a glass of wine.
You should have a glass.

1194
01:08:54.916 --> 01:08:57.083
You know, none of this is your fault.

1195
01:09:01.291 --> 01:09:02.875
- Mm.
- Steve.

1196
01:09:05.583 --> 01:09:06.665
Yeah, but it is.

1197
01:09:06.666 --> 01:09:07.915
No, it's not.

1198
01:09:07.916 --> 01:09:09.958
- But it is.
- No, it's not!

1199
01:09:12.000 --> 01:09:15.666
Steven, it's not your fault.

1200
01:09:16.333 --> 01:09:19.416
The school closing, not your fault.

1201
01:09:23.708 --> 01:09:25.083
The car crash.

1202
01:09:26.666 --> 01:09:28.999
- The little girl dying.
- Oh, please, please, please.

1203
01:09:29.000 --> 01:09:30.790
- No. I mean, look, I'm...
- Please.

1204
01:09:30.791 --> 01:09:33.999
- Why don't you talk about it?
- No, no, Amanda, I'm not doing this now.

1205
01:09:34.000 --> 01:09:36.915
- Somebody died, and if you're numbing...
- I'm not doing this now.

1206
01:09:36.916 --> 01:09:38.915
- Here's to you too. Come on.
- No, no.

1207
01:09:38.916 --> 01:09:40.707
- Take your gla--
- No, no.

1208
01:09:40.708 --> 01:09:42.499
I want you to talk about it.

1209
01:09:42.500 --> 01:09:46.082
I want you to say it's not your fault.
I want you to acknowledge it.

1210
01:09:46.083 --> 01:09:49.250
I want you to look at me
and acknowledge it!

1211
01:09:51.791 --> 01:09:55.290
'Cause you're in agony, mate.
You're in fucking agony!

1212
01:09:55.291 --> 01:09:57.874
You really are, and you can't numb it,

1213
01:09:57.875 --> 01:09:59.374
and you can't stop it

1214
01:09:59.375 --> 01:10:02.582
'cause you don't fucking deal
with it, Steve!

1215
01:10:02.583 --> 01:10:05.416
You don't fucking deal with it!

1216
01:10:11.166 --> 01:10:14.916
Me and Steve, you know, we expected
something quite different here.

1217
01:10:15.875 --> 01:10:18.374
Two full year groups,
you know, 60-odd kids,

1218
01:10:18.375 --> 01:10:19.915
and almost as many teachers.

1219
01:10:19.916 --> 01:10:23.708
<i>And it was supposed to be
this center of excellence.</i>

1220
01:10:24.583 --> 01:10:27.874
<i>And cut after cut,
and we are down to the bare bones,</i>

1221
01:10:27.875 --> 01:10:30.040
<i>and we're just limping along</i>

1222
01:10:30.041 --> 01:10:33.582
<i>in a sort of permanent crisis mode.</i>

1223
01:10:33.583 --> 01:10:34.583
<i>And...</i>

1224
01:10:36.250 --> 01:10:39.665
<i>Steve feels bad about it,
and he shouldn't, you know?</i>

1225
01:10:39.666 --> 01:10:40.707
<i>Um...</i>

1226
01:10:40.708 --> 01:10:43.582
<i>And I get it 'cause I feel bad about it,
and I shouldn't,</i>

1227
01:10:43.583 --> 01:10:46.540
<i>but I think that's why we work,
because both of us, you know,</i>

1228
01:10:46.541 --> 01:10:49.999
we're really locked into this place
for better or worse,

1229
01:10:50.000 --> 01:10:52.166
and it's almost always worse.

1230
01:11:05.333 --> 01:11:11.458
<i>I see</i>

1231
01:11:12.041 --> 01:11:17.957
<i>Unseen</i>

1232
01:11:17.958 --> 01:11:24.166
<i>I feel</i>

1233
01:11:24.833 --> 01:11:30.875
<i>Unseen</i>

1234
01:14:43.166 --> 01:14:44.583
Fucking...

1235
01:15:44.500 --> 01:15:47.625
<i>Just actually fuck off, Steve.</i>

1236
01:15:48.708 --> 01:15:52.250
<i>Dude, I don't want to talk.
I am sick of talking.</i>

1237
01:15:54.916 --> 01:15:56.541
<i>I'm sick of Jenny.</i>

1238
01:16:00.333 --> 01:16:02.291
<i>What about you, Steve?</i>

1239
01:16:04.583 --> 01:16:06.708
<i>Why do you fucking give a shit?</i>

1240
01:16:41.166 --> 01:16:42.708
Oh, no, no.

1241
01:16:45.083 --> 01:16:45.958
No, no.

1242
01:16:46.875 --> 01:16:47.916
Oh, no!

1243
01:16:48.541 --> 01:16:49.750
No, no, no.

1244
01:16:50.375 --> 01:16:52.749
- Amanda. Amanda!
- What?

1245
01:16:52.750 --> 01:16:54.124
- Amanda, Shy's gone.
- What's that?

1246
01:16:54.125 --> 01:16:55.207
- Shy's gone.
- What?

1247
01:16:55.208 --> 01:16:56.415
Shy's gone. He left a note.

1248
01:16:56.416 --> 01:16:57.999
- What?
- Don't wake up the boys.

1249
01:16:58.000 --> 01:17:00.290
- He's not there, he's gone!
- What are we gonna--

1250
01:17:00.291 --> 01:17:02.916
- Come on, we gotta go find him. But he's--
- It's okay.

1251
01:17:03.458 --> 01:17:06.707
What the fuck have you done?
You've taken something, haven't you?

1252
01:17:06.708 --> 01:17:09.415
- What have you taken?
- I just had a few glasses of wine.

1253
01:17:09.416 --> 01:17:12.749
You lied to me.
You lied to me, you weak, stupid...

1254
01:17:12.750 --> 01:17:15.249
Fucking lied to me. You fucking find him.

1255
01:17:15.250 --> 01:17:16.166
You fucking lied.

1256
01:17:20.291 --> 01:17:21.625
Shy!

1257
01:17:25.750 --> 01:17:26.875
Shy!

1258
01:17:32.291 --> 01:17:33.375
Shy!

1259
01:17:36.333 --> 01:17:37.291
Shy?

1260
01:17:37.791 --> 01:17:39.375
- Shy!
- Shy.

1261
01:17:40.416 --> 01:17:41.625
Shy!

1262
01:17:44.375 --> 01:17:45.541
Shy?

1263
01:17:51.583 --> 01:17:52.458
Shy!

1264
01:17:54.666 --> 01:17:55.875
Shy!

1265
01:17:57.041 --> 01:17:58.207
Shy.

1266
01:17:58.208 --> 01:17:59.375
Shy!

1267
01:18:02.208 --> 01:18:03.208
Shy!

1268
01:18:09.791 --> 01:18:11.749
- I'm going to call the police.
- No, no, no.

1269
01:18:11.750 --> 01:18:15.000
Check the attic, check the cellar.
I'm gonna look around here.

1270
01:18:17.333 --> 01:18:18.166
Shy!

1271
01:18:21.000 --> 01:18:21.958
Shy!

1272
01:18:28.333 --> 01:18:29.458
Shy!

1273
01:18:32.875 --> 01:18:34.125
Shy!

1274
01:18:37.875 --> 01:18:38.958
Shy!

1275
01:18:42.000 --> 01:18:43.541
Shy!

1276
01:19:27.416 --> 01:19:28.875
<i>If I could go back...</i>

1277
01:19:29.791 --> 01:19:31.166
Uh...

1278
01:19:32.541 --> 01:19:34.249
I'd just...

1279
01:19:34.250 --> 01:19:39.000
I would go to my nana's house
and just... spend time.

1280
01:19:42.375 --> 01:19:43.916
I would sit...

1281
01:19:45.541 --> 01:19:47.416
in my nana's house.

1282
01:19:51.208 --> 01:19:54.000
And just listen to her...

1283
01:19:55.291 --> 01:19:56.458
chatting.

1284
01:19:56.958 --> 01:19:59.666
Just smell her house.

1285
01:20:02.708 --> 01:20:05.040
Eat her soft, manky Bourbon biscuits.

1286
01:20:05.041 --> 01:20:06.083
Just...

1287
01:20:18.833 --> 01:20:21.416
I would just maybe pack it all up and...

1288
01:20:23.166 --> 01:20:26.582 line:5%
Pack it into a caravan,
take it out on the road. You know?

1289
01:20:26.583 --> 01:20:29.000 line:5%
<i>Thelma and Louise-</i> style geography class.

1290
01:20:29.958 --> 01:20:32.083
Full speed into the abyss.

1291
01:21:07.541 --> 01:21:09.040
Dad! Daddy!

1292
01:21:09.041 --> 01:21:10.582
- Hi, there! Hi, there!
- Daddy!

1293
01:21:10.583 --> 01:21:11.582
- Dad!
- Daddy!

1294
01:21:11.583 --> 01:21:13.290
How are we? How is everyone?

1295
01:21:13.291 --> 01:21:14.540
Daddy.

1296
01:21:14.541 --> 01:21:15.832
- Dad.
- Yeah.

1297
01:21:15.833 --> 01:21:17.082
- Dad!
- You're so muddy.

1298
01:21:17.083 --> 01:21:19.040
- I know. So muddy.
- Why are you muddy?

1299
01:21:19.041 --> 01:21:20.457
It looks quite yucky.

1300
01:21:20.458 --> 01:21:21.416
Yuck.

1301
01:21:22.166 --> 01:21:23.624
- Come on, girls.
- Thanks, Mum.

1302
01:21:23.625 --> 01:21:24.832
We've got muffins today!

1303
01:21:24.833 --> 01:21:27.082
- Christ, Dad looks fresh.
- We've got muffins.

1304
01:21:27.083 --> 01:21:29.582
- Morning.
- Late one? Tricky one? Fire? Murder?

1305
01:21:29.583 --> 01:21:31.290
- Everyone okay?
- All good.

1306
01:21:31.291 --> 01:21:32.832
How come you're muddy?

1307
01:21:32.833 --> 01:21:35.249
Oh, it's just... It's fine.

1308
01:21:35.250 --> 01:21:36.915
- Everyone okay?
- Yeah.

1309
01:21:36.916 --> 01:21:38.874
- One of those?
- Yeah, one of those.

1310
01:21:38.875 --> 01:21:41.624
- Come on. We're gonna be late.
- Come on, girls. Let's go.

1311
01:21:41.625 --> 01:21:45.457
Remember, be good, be kind, be clever,
be brilliant at everything, especially...

1312
01:21:45.458 --> 01:21:46.832
- Running.
- No, especially...

1313
01:21:46.833 --> 01:21:47.915
Very special painting.

1314
01:21:47.916 --> 01:21:51.083
No, especially science, yeah?
And inventions.

1315
01:21:51.750 --> 01:21:53.415
Sleep. Sleep all day. Do nothing.

1316
01:21:53.416 --> 01:21:55.332
- Then cook for us, okay?
- I will. Okay.

1317
01:21:55.333 --> 01:21:56.332
- Love you.
- Love you.

1318
01:21:56.333 --> 01:21:59.665
Now, let's go. Come on, girls.
We're gonna be late. Let's go!

1319
01:21:59.666 --> 01:22:01.457
- Let's go.
- Bye, Daddy!

1320
01:22:01.458 --> 01:22:04.166
- We haven't got science.
- Chop-chop. Your rucksack strap.

1321
01:22:44.291 --> 01:22:46.707
<i>All right, so, Shola, it's Steve.</i>

1322
01:22:46.708 --> 01:22:49.249
<i>You already know that,
so blah, blah, blah.</i>

1323
01:22:49.250 --> 01:22:52.624
<i>Um, look, ignore this
or listen to it as you please.</i>

1324
01:22:52.625 --> 01:22:57.499
<i>There's absolutely no pressure from me.
So, Ash. Right, you'll-- you'll love Ash.</i>

1325
01:22:57.500 --> 01:23:00.082
<i>He's one of those kids
who's all chip and grift,</i>

1326
01:23:00.083 --> 01:23:02.624
<i>and he'd, like,
nick the shirt off your back.</i>

1327
01:23:02.625 --> 01:23:07.791
<i>He's a proper fucking scally,
but he's so smart and funny.</i>

1328
01:23:08.500 --> 01:23:10.166
<i>And he's just great craic.</i>

1329
01:23:11.041 --> 01:23:14.374
<i>Benny. Benny's got a big presence
in the house.</i>

1330
01:23:14.375 --> 01:23:17.999
<i>Sometimes he's more... kind of more
like the staff than a student.</i>

1331
01:23:18.000 --> 01:23:20.624
<i>And you need Benny
on your side in a crisis</i>

1332
01:23:20.625 --> 01:23:22.582
<i>'cause he can sort stuff, you know?</i>

1333
01:23:22.583 --> 01:23:26.207
<i>He lost his dad a while ago,
and he never got to say goodbye.</i>

1334
01:23:26.208 --> 01:23:27.582
<i>I think his dad was inside.</i>

1335
01:23:27.583 --> 01:23:31.540
<i>So, in there,
there's just a grieving kid, you know?</i>

1336
01:23:31.541 --> 01:23:35.290
<i>Riley, oh, man, this kid. This kid.</i>

1337
01:23:35.291 --> 01:23:39.540
<i>Riley is powered by a different kind
of engine than the rest of us.</i>

1338
01:23:39.541 --> 01:23:44.207
<i>He is a fascinating, beautiful kid,
and he's... he's relentless.</i>

1339
01:23:44.208 --> 01:23:47.582
<i>He's fighting all the time
with himself or with the others.</i>

1340
01:23:47.583 --> 01:23:49.790
<i>He's got this kind of mad momentum.</i>

1341
01:23:49.791 --> 01:23:52.832
<i>It's attack, attack, attack all the time.
He's always on.</i>

1342
01:23:52.833 --> 01:23:54.415
<i>He's like the wild boy, you know?</i>

1343
01:23:54.416 --> 01:23:57.499
<i>Encyclopedic knowledge.
Cornish and proud. So clever.</i>

1344
01:23:57.500 --> 01:24:01.040
<i>Nabeel. You're gonna love Nabeel, Shola.</i>

1345
01:24:01.041 --> 01:24:03.832
<i>He's Mr. Cool, Mr. Smooth.</i>

1346
01:24:03.833 --> 01:24:06.541
<i>And he's very strong academically
when he tries.</i>

1347
01:24:07.250 --> 01:24:10.457
<i>Jamie. I earn my fucking salary
on Jamie alone.</i>

1348
01:24:10.458 --> 01:24:12.165
<i>If there's a fight, he started it.</i>

1349
01:24:12.166 --> 01:24:15.374
<i>If there's a weakness, he'll find it.
But I adore him.</i>

1350
01:24:15.375 --> 01:24:18.124
<i>He's very insightful and wise,
and he can read people.</i>

1351
01:24:18.125 --> 01:24:19.957
<i>That's how he pushes their buttons.</i>

1352
01:24:19.958 --> 01:24:23.499
<i>I'd like him to knuckle down, obviously.
He could get very good results.</i>

1353
01:24:23.500 --> 01:24:26.082
<i>He talks about business studies
or something like that.</i>

1354
01:24:26.083 --> 01:24:30.125
<i>He can remember insane details.
Ask him anything about hip-hop. Anything.</i>

1355
01:24:33.375 --> 01:24:34.541
<i>All right, Shy.</i>

1356
01:24:35.666 --> 01:24:39.041
<i>It seems like I've known Shy forever.</i>

1357
01:24:42.500 --> 01:24:43.540
<i>Where to start?</i>

1358
01:24:43.541 --> 01:24:46.040
- What's that? Oh, fuck! Guys!
<i>- Oh, boy.</i>

1359
01:24:46.041 --> 01:24:47.040
Holy shit!

1360
01:24:47.041 --> 01:24:49.457
- Who the fuck's throwing that?
- Oh, shit.

1361
01:24:49.458 --> 01:24:51.791
- What the fuck?
- There's glass everywhere!

1362
01:24:58.833 --> 01:25:00.582
Oh, shit! Oh, shit, it's Shy!

1363
01:25:00.583 --> 01:25:01.832
Shy! Shy!

1364
01:25:01.833 --> 01:25:03.833
Shy, what the fuck?

1365
01:25:08.166 --> 01:25:10.999
<i>There's like this
reserve of sadness in Shy.</i>

1366
01:25:11.000 --> 01:25:16.707
<i>Like he's seen the whole, bleak,
terrible truth of the universe.</i>

1367
01:25:16.708 --> 01:25:17.749
<i>And he's right.</i>

1368
01:25:17.750 --> 01:25:20.749
<i>Like, when Shy tells you
why things are fucked,</i>

1369
01:25:20.750 --> 01:25:24.166
<i>it's... it's hard to argue with him.</i>

1370
01:25:29.083 --> 01:25:31.083
Shy!

1371
01:25:38.000 --> 01:25:41.457
<i>But he's so sharp and insightful
when he wants to be.</i>

1372
01:25:41.458 --> 01:25:43.957
<i>And he's got, like... I don't know.</i>

1373
01:25:43.958 --> 01:25:47.082
<i>Just, he's got, like, a... a generous pain,</i>

1374
01:25:47.083 --> 01:25:48.415
<i>if that makes sense.</i>

1375
01:25:48.416 --> 01:25:52.374
<i>And I just pray
for the weather in his head to be kind.</i>

1376
01:25:52.375 --> 01:25:53.957
<i>To clear for a bit, you know?</i>

1377
01:25:53.958 --> 01:25:56.499
<i>For luck. Because when Shy's upset,</i>

1378
01:25:56.500 --> 01:25:59.291
<i>it's like having a bomb
go off in the house.</i>

1379
01:26:10.541 --> 01:26:15.499
<i>And he has these horrifying night terrors,
and they sort of bleach into his days,</i>

1380
01:26:15.500 --> 01:26:17.374
<i>and you'll see it.</i>

1381
01:26:17.375 --> 01:26:19.540
<i>But the thing is, I get it, you know?</i>

1382
01:26:19.541 --> 01:26:22.208
<i>I really get it,
and I just want to say to him,</i>

1383
01:26:22.958 --> 01:26:26.665
<i>"There's so much,
and it's a lot, but hold tight,</i>

1384
01:26:26.666 --> 01:26:29.040
<i>because you won't always feel like this."</i>

1385
01:26:29.041 --> 01:26:31.458
<i>You know, and I'm lying to him, of course.</i>

1386
01:26:48.250 --> 01:26:50.582
<i>You know what I'm saying,
I want all these lads,</i>

1387
01:26:50.583 --> 01:26:53.582
<i>and my own kids, my little girls,
you know, it's the same,</i>

1388
01:26:53.583 --> 01:26:56.208
<i>I want them to know
that there's something else.</i>

1389
01:27:15.125 --> 01:27:17.499
<i>That there's, like, infinite things,</i>

1390
01:27:17.500 --> 01:27:20.707
<i>music you can't even imagine
in other places,</i>

1391
01:27:20.708 --> 01:27:25.165
<i>and the weather, and love,
and maybe nothing but ruin, but who knows?</i>

1392
01:27:25.166 --> 01:27:26.207
<i>Who knows?</i>

1393
01:27:26.208 --> 01:27:30.415
<i>The disaster changes shape,
and it becomes tomorrow's joy or whatever.</i>

1394
01:27:30.416 --> 01:27:33.333
<i>And there's-- there's someone
you haven't met, and it's...</i>

1395
01:27:34.708 --> 01:27:37.415
<i>It's, you know... You know what I'm saying.</i>

1396
01:27:37.416 --> 01:27:39.207
<i>Anyway, I'm rambling.</i>

1397
01:27:39.208 --> 01:27:42.291
<i>But it's enough, isn't it?</i>

1398
01:28:30.000 --> 01:28:33.541
<i>Out of sight, out of mind
Out of time, out of love</i>

1399
01:28:34.541 --> 01:28:36.832
<i>Out of breath
Out of body, out of friends</i>

1400
01:28:36.833 --> 01:28:39.541
<i>I can tell
That you don't get out as much</i>

1401
01:28:40.541 --> 01:28:42.915
<i>With these rocks on your back
Weighing you down</i>

1402
01:28:42.916 --> 01:28:45.750
<i>'Cause you feel
All of you is not enough</i>

1403
01:28:46.583 --> 01:28:52.041
<i>You're out of touch and out of sight
Out of mind, out of time, out of love</i>

1404
01:28:52.791 --> 01:28:55.915
<i>Less is more unless you feel
That you're lesser than the rest</i>

1405
01:28:55.916 --> 01:28:58.166
<i>You think that you're out of clutch</i>

1406
01:28:59.041 --> 01:29:00.499
<i>Out of money in your pocket</i>

1407
01:29:00.500 --> 01:29:04.041
<i>Raging doesn't stop
Until you let the demons out your closet</i>

1408
01:29:04.958 --> 01:29:07.374
<i>They out to get you
'Cause you putting out a message</i>

1409
01:29:07.375 --> 01:29:10.291
<i>Like say the response won't affect you</i>

1410
01:29:11.000 --> 01:29:13.540
<i>Out of respect
You say you're out of sight</i>

1411
01:29:13.541 --> 01:29:16.208
<i>Out of mind, out of time, out of love</i>

1412
01:29:20.583 --> 01:29:23.041
<i>Hold on</i>

1413
01:29:23.541 --> 01:29:27.833
<i>Don't leave too soon</i>

1414
01:29:32.666 --> 01:29:35.749
<i>Your pain</i>

1415
01:29:35.750 --> 01:29:41.625
<i>I feel it too</i>

1416
01:29:43.375 --> 01:29:46.916
<i>Out of line, out of fight
Out of shrooms, out of wine</i>

1417
01:29:47.916 --> 01:29:50.874
<i>All these feelings in your pocket
Weighing you down through this tunnel</i>

1418
01:29:50.875 --> 01:29:53.915
- <i>Hope you make it out in time</i>
- <i>Hope you make it out in time</i>

1419
01:29:53.916 --> 01:29:56.874
<i>In this concrete jungle
Patience isn't kind</i>

1420
01:29:56.875 --> 01:29:59.832
- <i>I hope you make it out alive</i>
- <i>I hope you make it out alive</i>

1421
01:29:59.833 --> 01:30:01.624
<i>It's like they left you out to dry</i>

1422
01:30:01.625 --> 01:30:05.083
<i>Is it you? Is it I?
Is it both of us combined?</i>

1423
01:30:06.500 --> 01:30:07.749
<i>When you was down and out</i>

1424
01:30:07.750 --> 01:30:11.375
<i>Couldn't be without
The darkest thoughts chasing you around</i>

1425
01:30:12.125 --> 01:30:13.790
<i>I see the pressure on your face</i>

1426
01:30:13.791 --> 01:30:17.375
<i>While you vet the crowd
Don't know if you should be in or out</i>

1427
01:30:18.458 --> 01:30:19.999
<i>Asking to be shown a sign</i>

1428
01:30:20.000 --> 01:30:23.708
<i>But it'll never be revealed
If you do not know your why</i>

1429
01:30:25.625 --> 01:30:29.750
<i>So you're out of reach
Tryna find what you want out of life</i>

1430
01:30:30.708 --> 01:30:32.625
<i>Out of sight, out of mind</i>

1431
01:30:34.041 --> 01:30:36.874
<i>Hold on</i>

1432
01:30:36.875 --> 01:30:41.000
<i>Don't leave too soon</i>

1433
01:30:46.083 --> 01:30:49.207
<i>Your pain</i>

1434
01:30:49.208 --> 01:30:53.750
<i>I feel it too</i>

1435
01:30:58.250 --> 01:31:00.791
<i>Hold on</i>

1436
01:31:01.291 --> 01:31:05.625
<i>Don't leave too soon</i>

1437
01:31:10.625 --> 01:31:13.415
<i>Your pain</i>

1438
01:31:13.416 --> 01:31:18.000
<i>I feel it too</i>

1439
01:31:21.208 --> 01:31:24.583
<i>Out of sight, out of mind
Out of time, out of love</i>

1440
01:31:31.875 --> 01:31:34.082
<i>With these rocks on your back
Weighing you down</i>

1441
01:31:34.083 --> 01:31:36.750
<i>'Cause you feel
All of you is not enough</i>

1442
01:31:37.708 --> 01:31:39.457
<i>You're out of touch</i>

1443
01:31:39.458 --> 01:31:43.041
<i>Out of sight, out of mind
Out of time, out of love</i>