(gentle music)
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- [Betty Voiceover] Arteries to capillaries,
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to the brain, to the veins, and back to the heart.
To the arteries, to the capillaries,
to the lungs, and to the veins and back to the heart.
To the arteries, to the capillaries,
to the liver and back to the heart.
Arteries, to capillaries, to the brain,
to the veins
and back to the heart.
(gentle music)
(birds chirping)
(car engine revving)
(birds chirping)
- Love sick?
- Yeah.
- Setting phasers to kill.
T minus three days.
Come on, you're gonna love this one.
(birds chirping)
(gentle music)
(birds chirping)
(gentle music)
Home sweet home.
(gentle music)
- Not half bad.
- Yeah, spared no expense.
Though they might slog us with a heck of a cleaning fee.
Hope you brought your togs.
- Why?
(gentle music)
- Did you notice the river out there?
(gentle music)
- But it's winter.
- Yeah, you're right.
- And togs are for kids.
- But I bought new togs.
(Mark laughing)
(birds chirping)
(both speaking indistinctly)
(birds chirping)
(water splashing)
(both laughing)
(gentle music)
(door knocking)
(gentle music)
What's wrong?
- Nothing.
I just needed to warm up.
- Let me help you with that.
Oh, you are cold.
(gentle music)
- I Betty.
take thee Mark to be my wedded husband.
To have and to hold from this day forward.
In my sickness and in your health.
To love and to cherish,
even when you're picking fights with dry walls.
'Till death do us part.
(gentle music)
I pledge myself to you.
(gentle music)
- I am never gonna live that down, am I?
(both laughing)
I Mark take thee Betty to be my wedded wife.
To have and to hold from this day forward.
For better, for worse, for richer,
for candlelit nights when I miss the electricity bills.
In the sick days and the healthy ones.
To love and to cherish until death.
According to God's holy ordinance
thereto, I pledge myself to you.
- [Betty] May I kiss the groom?
- One second.
I now pronounce you husband and wife.
You may kiss.
- Come here you big geek.
(gentle music)
- Come with me.
- What?
- I need to show you something.
- Are you serious?
- Just come on.
(insects chirping)
(gentle music)
(insects chirping)
- Mark, where are you taking me?
- Betty, follow me.
- Stop.
- Betty.
- Mark, wait.
(gentle music)
Mark, where, where are we going?
What?
- Look.
- What are they?
Mark?
What are they?
- I'm sorry, Betty.
- What do you mean you're sorry?
- I can't let go.
- What?
Mark, what do you mean?
I can't let go?
- I don't like this idea.
Stop Mark, stop.
(dramatic music)
(Mark speaking indistinctly)
- I was asleep.
- And now you're not.
Can I please get back into bed?
You crazy person.
It's all good.
- Oh I know.
I know like.
Ouch, did you just pinch me?
- Just double checking.
- Double check yourself, you wank.
- Okay, we'll both awake now.
Thanks.
(Betty gasping)
- It seemed so real.
- What was it?
- I was drowning.
- You were drowning?
- Yeah.
And there were these, these things.
- And you were yelling, "Mark, stop."
- Did I?
- Tell me, how were you drowning?
- In the river.
- I was drowning you, wasn't I?
- You were there.
- It doesn't sound like I was throwing you a rope.
Unbelievable.
- What?
- This wasn't my idea, remember?
- What are you talking about?
- Once we get through those doors, that's it.
- Mark. - Your words.
- Mark.
It was a dream. - I'm not pulling you under.
(Betty speaking indistinctly)
I thought you come to terms with this.
- Honestly, Mark.
- We're supposed to be a couple of ghosts.
- Calm down. - Remember?
- Calm down.
- Ghosts.
(insects chirping)
What the hell are you doing?
- Boo.
- Did you just call me boo?
- No.
(both laughing)
- Just, good 'cause you know my thoughts
on calling each other boo.
(both laughing)
- Get over here
- Taste like fabric softener.
- Very sweet fabric softener.
- Yeah bit of my active plasm.
- Yuck.
Disgusting.
- I'm sorry.
- You will be sorry.
- No, I'm sorry for getting worked up.
- It's okay, you were just.
- We're in this together.
- Yeah.
(insects chirping)
(both laughing)
- Now back to sleep.
- Oh.
(both laughing)
Are you okay?
- Yeah, no, it's just that I've seen a ghost.
(both laughing)
- Shut up.
(both laughing)
(insects chirping)
(dramatic music)
(film reel spinning)
(birds chirping)
- Fuck, Jesus Christ.
(birds chirping)
Jesus.
Fuck.
- What?
- You startled me.
God.
- What are you doing? - Lend me
one of those skinny arms of yours okay.
- What?
- Well, you know. - What's under that?
- My fat arms, they can't fit.
So I'm actually gonna need.
- Mark, I'm not doing anything
until you tell me what is under that.
- It's a mouse, okay,
it's a mouse. - What?
- Do you know, big ears, long tail.
- I know what a mouse is, dickhead.
- What? - Why are you
freaking out about it?
- Because I don't want it here when you know.
- Why?
(birds chirping)
- I don't want it crawling on me.
(birds chirping)
- You know, you're not gonna be in a state to care.
- It's gonna go straight for my eyes, I know it.
- It really doesn't matter, Mark.
- Oh, it matters.
Hey, don't, don't, just.
- Get off the me.
- Honey.
Betty, I.
Betty.
(birds chirping)
Look, Betty, I.
- Get him?
Pretty sure it was a her.
Only a woman can torment me so bad.
- So that's a no.
- That's a no.
Look.
- You know what the best part about all of this is?
- What's that?
(birds chirping)
- We're gonna have to live with what we've done.
(birds chirping)
- I shouldn't have grabbed you.
I'm sorry, I,
I was in a frenzy and I didn't sleep well.
I'm sorry.
Ah, it's okay, Mark, I forgive you.
It is a honeymoon after all.
You really mean it, Betty?
Oh, really, really, no it's kept you up.
I mean, if you're insisting on it.
Shall I Irish up your tea?
- I think I'll finish it as it is.
- All righty.
(birds chirping)
I hope they find the bad part of me.
Cut it out.
So I can leave it behind.
(birds chirping)
(gentle music)
♪ We don't need our wounds ♪
♪ When we're kissing, when we're making love ♪
♪ No we don't need our wounds ♪
♪ No need the woodwork, we don't need the wealthy curse ♪
♪ And they all marched two by two ♪
♪ Oh, into the mm ♪
♪ Blue they march ♪
♪ They march ♪
♪ Mm, mm, mm, mm, mm ♪
(both laughing)
Oh, I could have been so many things.
So many things, now if you think about it.
- A little drunk?
- Me?
I'm flying.
(both laughing)
- It's a bird, it's a plane.
- Kind of looks like a moose to me.
- Where?
You don't even have your eyes open.
- It's that.
(both laughing)
That's the one.
- That confirms it.
Mark's drunk.
(both laughing)
- Yes.
Yes I am.
- Hmm.
(birds chirping)
- [Mark] Can you feel that?
- [Betty] What?
- [Mark] It's the world moving under you.
(Betty laughing)
- [Betty] I think I need to cut you off.
- [Mark] It's the grass, the bugs.
It's a world growing beneath us.
- [Betty] Mm.
- [Mark] I just want to sink in and let it absorb me.
- But you don't want a mouse nibbling on you.
- Well, I don't want to be chewed up
and shat out on the concrete.
The things only rot.
(Betty laughing)
(gentle music)
Well, what do you think?
- [Betty] Mm.
I try not to think about it.
- [Mark] Why?
- [Betty] It doesn't matter.
- But it's everything.
(birds chirping)
- No, I guess in my situation,
the more that you think about it,
the more it just rules your life.
You just have to accept it.
Becoming nothing.
- Becoming nothing?
You become everything.
Every. - No mark, it's no longer me.
(gentle music)
(birds chirping)
Doesn't matter what happens after.
(gentle music)
At some point, the world will lose its gravity.
(gentle music)
(birds chirping)
(gentle music)
And we all float up into the blue.
Everyone and everything.
(gentle music)
(birds chirping)
Swallowed by the sky.
(gentle music)
(birds chirping)
(gentle music)
(birds chirping)
(gentle music)
(both speaking indistinctly)
Get it out.
It's sitting right there in your belly.
You'll feel better, come on.
(Mark vomiting)
(Mark coughing)
There we go.
Good boy.
That's a good boy. - Just fuck off.
- No, hey, hey keep, keep stroking.
- You're giving me mixed messages here big guy.
- Just, just stop teasing okay.
It is bad enough I ruined our weekend.
- You haven't ruined anything.
- Look, I can, I can usually handle my piss better.
- Mm.
I beg to differ.
- Well, we hardly played any drinking games.
- Mark, they're hardly any fun with two people.
It's just us.
- Well yeah, but you know, we could play,
we could play Categories or,
or I've Never.
- Never have I ever tried to kill myself with alcohol.
- Not myself.
- Okay.
Who did you try to kill?
- Nevermind.
- Never have I ever tried to murder anyone.
- I don't have a drink to, to drink.
- Fuck off.
(Betty laughing)
Who did you try to kill, huh?
- Who?
- Don't worry about it.
- No, now is the time for confessions.
We're in a safe place.
Who did you try to kill?
Come on tell me.
Who, who?
Mark.
- It was you.
(birds chirping)
- What?
- Betty.
Betty.
- Mark, what do you mean?
- [Mark] Betty, I, I.
(insects chirping)
- I'll give you one chance.
- Come on, Betts.
I'm already feeling the hangover.
- Tell me what you did.
- I made a mistake, you know, that's all.
- What the fuck did you do to me?
- I didn't plan it okay.
I made a decision in the moment, a stupid decision.
- I'm glad you put so much thought into it.
- No, no, no, no, that's all I've thought about.
You were suffering,
okay, and I couldn't stand it.
I knew you would never ask it of me, but I could see it.
- See what, hmm?
- You.
You wanted to, you know.
- Die.
- Yeah.
- I can't believe what I'm hearing.
And you just planned to act on your ESP, huh?
- I didn't plan it, okay.
- When didn't you plan it then?
- This last summer.
- The Engagement party.
You son of a bitch.
- I didn't. - You son of a bitch.
- I didn't plan it, okay.
Your glass, it was just there.
And you, you have to understand how horrible I felt.
- Horrible?
- Would you like me to describe the feeling
of a liver resection?
Make you understand the pain, the torture that I,
that I was in for a month.
They thought that I tried to kill myself.
Have you the slightest idea what you have put me through.
Do you have any idea what it's like living
with everyone thinking that I tried to kill myself.
- I understand.
- No you don't.
It's enough that I'm sick and you don't fucking understand,
otherwise you wouldn't have.
I can't believe that you are capable of doing that to me.
I want you to leave now.
Get out.
- You know, I only did it because I love you.
- Fuck off Mark, honestly. - No, I need you.
You've gotta understand. - Get the fuck out.
- Listen to me please.
You were not the first person I love
who'd asked me to end it, okay.
- I didn't ask you.
- You know what I mean?
(Betty crying)
(gentle music)
(insects chirping)
(gentle music)
We'll rise and go now,
go to Innisfree,
in a small cabin made of clay and wattles... (inaudible)
Something about bees.
(gentle music)
For I shall have some peace.
Some peace.
(gentle music)
The peace comes dropping slow.
Midnight's all a glimmer.
Noon a purple glow.
An evening full of the linnet's wings.
I will arise and go now.
For always, night and day, I hear lake water lapping
with low sound by the shore
while I stand on the roadway or on the pavement's gray.
I hear it in the deep heart's core. (gentle music)
(insects chirping)
(gentle music)
(birds chirping)
- So what's on the agenda for this afternoon?
- Ah, well there is a bush walk close by
that I thought we could do, if you're up for it.
- Yeah.
- So you're up for it?
- Yeah, why wouldn't I be?
- No, no, I mean you would be.
It's just, you know, last time I kinda had to
carry you back. - Yeah.
I'm in a much better state, so I'm up for it okay.
- Okay good, good.
In that case, I've got a surprise for you.
- Gosh, what?
- It's something you love.
- What?
- Finish your tea.
Come on, finish your tea.
(birds chirping)
- Tell me.
- Finish your tea, I'll finish mine.
(birds chirping)
Now look in the bottom.
- Didn't you learn your lesson
about spiking your girlfriend?
- You love acid?
- That's not the point, Mark.
What do you mean?
- Okay, look, you're gonna have to relax
if you wanna have a good time.
- Are you actually serious right now?
- For the next 10 to 12 hours.
- You are absolutely unbelievable.
- Betty.
- Fuck.
(cupboard banging)
(Betty gasping)
(birds chirping)
- Here.
- I'm okay.
- I didn't say you weren't.
- Just, I'm done with being tired, I'm done.
- You're done?
- I'm done.
- This exactly what I said was gonna happen.
Now I'm gonna have to carry you back down the hill,
just like last time.
- You know what this weather reminds me of?
- The wife and kids you left back in Sydney.
"Dante's Inferno?"
No, no, your rational fear of fire ants.
- There's nothing irrational about fearing fire ants.
- Well?
- No, I'm done talking to you.
- Okay, I wanna know, I wanna know.
No, you're being a sarcastic asshole.
- I know.
Don't you love me for who I am.
- You get enough love from yourself.
(birds chirping)
- Ouch.
Finally comes out,
the truth of how you really feel.
Well, I beg to differ.
- For once we have a European summer, you know.
It's warm, but not too hard.
Like the forest could just open up onto the Mediterranean.
- Yeah, it beautiful.
- Yeah.
Gosh, I'd do anything to go swimming
in that blue, blue water again.
- I mean, the temperature's a bit like it was.
That doesn't exactly look like we're in Mykonos or Positano,
but I'm pretty happy about that.
I mean, don't take offense,
I'd rather be nowhere else in the world.
But now is a good a time as any to tell you,
but I really didn't like that trip.
- You're just bitter about the last week.
- I'm bitter I had to isolate from you, yeah,
but that's not it.
- Mark, you're the one that got sick.
- Oh, we were both sick.
Look, it's not that, it's just, I just don't like Europe.
- It's a pretty big continent to resent.
- Well, it's just so dirty, all right and crowded.
Oh, do you remember Rome, hmm?
Do you remember the day you met up with Lily
and I was left to explore alone?
- Yeah, the day you got sick.
- Yeah, I got heat stroke, okay
'cause the weather was just like this, but hotter.
And we'd seen all the sites,
and so I was just walking around this city,
taking in the concrete and the crowds.
And then I got lost.
- Mark, you were sick 'cause you got blind drunk
the night before.
- What?
No.
Well, yes, but that's not the point okay.
I got lost and I ended up outside the Rome Zoo,
this bio park or something, anyway,
I decided to kill some time to go on in,
maybe it was to get out of the sun.
I don't know. - That was your mistake.
- Yeah, well look, I went in there and that was just awful.
I mean, you'd think places like that
were outlawed 50 years ago.
Okay, the elephant enclosure, it had no shade.
So all of them were just pressed up
against the side of a clay building, clinging to its shadow.
And they had wolves all right,
fucking timber wolves in that heat.
And they were either all passed out or sedated.
I mean, and the hippo, my God, that hippo,
he was in an enclosure the size of our apartment.
The concrete ground of the pool at its sense,
that was barely the hippo's length.
Oh my God that fucking hippo.
- So you are basing your whole judgment of a whole continent
of one trip to a zoo?
- Yeah.
Because Europe made me feel like that hippo.
- Are you honestly incapable of enjoying anything?
(birds chirping)
- I think so.
(birds chirping)
I think I'm feeling it.
- What's that?
- It's hitting me.
- The acid,
I almost forgot.
- Are you feeling anything?
- Yeah, I think a smidge.
- Yeah.
- How broccoli of the trees right now?
- About a six.
(both laughing)
- We're getting there.
Nearly, nearly, nearly.
(gentle music)
(birds chirping)
(gentle music)
(birds chirping)
(gentle music)
That's a lot of green.
(gentle music)
(birds chirping)
(gentle music)
(birds chirping)
Jeez.
Fuck.
A fucking snake.
(gentle music)
(Mark speaking indistinctly)
(birds chirping)
(gentle music)
(people speaking indistinctly)
(gentle music)
(people speaking indistinctly)
(gentle music)
(Mark laughing)
(gentle music)
(birds chirping)
Holy shit.
(gentle music)
(Betty laughing)
- Oh God.
(gentle music)
- Wake up.
- Don't joke.
You know what was the best day of my life.
- It's the day you met me.
- No.
Unfortunately for your ego,
I was about 12 or 13.
Do you remember those, do you remember these comments?
The, the, the chain mail or MySpace?
- Look, I remember MySpace.
I don't remember Yala.
- Yeah.
So it was one of those, you know.
I think it was like,
"If you pass this on in 10 days,
"then in a week, you'll have the best day of your life
"and in two weeks you'll meet the love of your life."
Or something like that.
- Yeah, yeah and if you don't, you'll die
or the chick from the ring will get you.
- Yeah.
(both laughing)
- So I passed on one of those.
- Oh, you are what's wrong with this world.
- Shut up, Mark.
I passed on one of those
and the next week I actually had the best day of my life.
I don't know, nothing happened or changed
because of the chain mail, but,
I don't know, I just took everything in.
I'd never been so present.
(birds chirping)
Things I'd done a million times suddenly became wonderful.
I don't know, it's hard to explain.
It wasn't even sunny.
It was raining, but it was beautiful.
- No, I get it.
Have you had a day like that since?
- I think so.
Nowhere as good, but I have.
I think it happens when I have a recurrence.
I think I'm feeling it.
(both laughing)
- Yeah.
I swear I only feel that way on drugs.
Well, some drugs.
Most kinda just push you away from it,
from the present.
Now that's the problem.
It's not being present.
I was a bit of a depressed kid.
I think I watched too much TV.
I just, I always wanted to be somewhere else,
somewhere green.
- Hmm.
- You know, in some fantasy world full of magic
where I was the chosen one in a great story.
You know, and I had friends.
God, I was always in my head, you know,
and I, I never looked around
'cause it just made me sad
'cause it wasn't where I wanted to be.
Yeah, there's nothing fantastical about the suburbs.
So I would live in a daydream.
And that way of thinking, you know, at least for so long,
I think it built pathways in my brain.
I can't be present and it kills me.
(gentle music)
It's like I'm drifting.
(gentle music)
Holding my breath as the waves crash above me.
I wanted that feeling that you're talking about,
so damn much.
And this weekend I'm starting to feel it.
(gentle music)
It's like what you said,
it happens after a recurrence.
(gentle music)
It's when you've accepted it, isn't it?
(gentle music)
I've accepted it.
- I've.
- We're free from our future so we can finally be present.
We're free.
(gentle music)
(Betty crying)
(gentle music)
(Betty crying)
(gentle music)
(insects chirping)
(gentle music)
(insects chirping)
(gentle music)
(insects chirping)
- Shh, shh, shh.
Shh, shh.
- What?
- Shh.
(dramatic music)
- Come on, go, go, go.
(dramatic music)
- Hey wait.
- Ow.
- No, get off me.
- Shush, shush, do you want him to find us?
- Don't, don't.
- What?
Don't what?
- Stop. - What?
- Don't touch me.
- Okay.
Can you please hide with me?
- Where the fuck have you.
- Shh.
- Where have you been?
- Where have I been?
- I don't know, hey.
It's been a long couple of hours.
I think the acid turned on me.
Hey, why'd you run away?
Betty?
- I.
Things Mark, I.
- You wanna take a seat and tell me about these things, hmm?
I'll tell you about my stuff.
(insects chirping)
- Fuck.
- What the fuck was that guy doing?
- I don't know, he sounded like.
- Well he sounded like he was gonna put us in that hole.
- No, he sounded like familiar.
- [Mark] I need a big stick.
- Mark, are we sure that even happened?
- Well, it's acid all right, it's not fucking DMT.
- I know that.
- Nevermind.
- What?
(insects chirping)
- Has this got to do with why you ran away?
(insects chirping)
May I?
(insects chirping)
- Yeah.
(insects chirping)
- Well then,
what do we do now?
- I don't think I have it in me to move, so.
(insects chirping)
- Do you think a cheeky fuck would be too noisy?
- Yeah, let's just fuck right in front of the hooded man.
No, Mark.
- Okay.
It was a joke.
What?
- Stop thinking about it.
(both laughing)
(insects chirping)
Do you think as we,
do you think as we get closer to death,
I don't know, as we ride the line, we,
we start to see things on the other side.
- I think I'm still a little too high
to be talking about ghosts, but.
- Not necessarily ghosts, just,
I dunno, it's like getting your feet wet on a sinking ship.
- Look at this staunch atheist now.
- It's less about believing.
It's like a feeling.
(gentle music)
(insects chirping)
- No, I,
I get it.
(gentle music)
(insects chirping)
You know, when my mom died, I,
I swear I kept seeing her,
you know, her face,
everywhere, I mean.
When I closed my eyes,
in the dark.
You know, I don't know if it was my brain dealing with death
or it was just a part of mourning or.
- Mark, when you want something so badly,
your brain can just make it up.
- I know but this,
this felt stranger than that.
(gentle music)
I mean, it was so painful.
You know, I started to try and make myself forget her face.
(gentle music)
My own mother's.
(gentle music)
Just so I wouldn't feel the dagger in my heart
every time I realized she wasn't really there.
(gentle music)
- Did it work?
- I think it goes deeper than memory.
(gentle music)
(insects chirping)
(gentle music)
- Like light from a dead star.
- Yeah.
(gentle music)
(insects chirping)
(birds chirping)
(gentle music)
- Just tell him.
This is my fault.
Mark, I came here because I love you.
(gentle music)
(birds chirping)
Mark, we are our own rivers.
(birds chirping)
(gentle music)
I am my own vessel.
(gentle music)
I am my own vessel.
(gentle music)
(birds chirping)
I am my own vessel.
(gentle music)
(Betty crying)
(birds chirping)
(gentle music)
Ooh, I am my own vessel.
(gentle music)
I am my own vessel.
(gentle music)
I am my own vessel.
(gentle music)
(birds chirping)
(gentle music)
(birds chirping)
(gentle music)
(insects chirping)
- Why didn't you wake me for sunset, Betty?
- It takes effort to sleep 12 hours.
- What?
- If you wanted to wake for sunset, you would have.
- Well, I wanted to and I didn't.
Nothing I haven't seen before.
Not hungry?
- Nothing I haven't tasted before.
- I'm sorry for getting antsy, I just,
just wanted this weekend to be perfect.
It's typical, isn't it?
- What is?
- Life, not going the way you expect.
- How did you want this weekend to go?
- I dunno.
Better.
I think my expectations were too high.
Too much pressure maybe.
Maybe we should have just buttoned the curtains,
stayed in the bedroom the whole time.
- Maybe.
Do you wish that,
do you wish that we had more time?
- No.
- We've had more than enough time.
Is there something wrong?
I mean, besides you being hangry and not eating,
- I'm not hangry.
- Yeah, I've heard that before.
You don't think I've been going crazy nervous over all this?
I've been going as crazy as you have all weekend.
But now it's just time for us to relax.
Savor what we have left.
Right, it might not be perfect
so just make the best of what we've got.
- I don't want to die.
- Unfortunately, you don't have a choice in it.
- I have a choice in time. - This is your choice in time.
- Yes. - This weekend
is the only time you'll get a choice.
- Yes, and it's my choice.
- And you made it.
When you came here, you made it.
The decision was final when you walked through that door.
- It is my decision, Mark.
- Do you think those machines that keep you alive
will give you a second chance to end it?
What about the doctors, nurses,
I mean, you think they'll give you a second chance?
Surely when you are rotting from the inside out,
surely when you're begging to die,
I mean, you think they'll show you mercy?
- No, they fucking won't.
(Betty crying)
You can't run from this.
No you can't.
(door slamming)
(door banging)
- [Mark] Betty,
Betty, what have you done with 'em?
Betty, let me in.
- Not until you calm down.
- [Mark] I don't sound calm.
- No.
- [Mark] Well, maybe it's because
you're trying to ruin my life.
- You are being dramatic.
- Dramatic?
You talked about choice before.
You're taking away my choice, my choice, Betty.
Open the door.
Open the door or I'll break it down.
Please, please I,
I don't wanna live,
not without you, I,
I don't wanna be alone again.
I don't want you to be alone.
(gentle music)
I can't stand it, the thought of you somewhere else alone.
- There's nowhere else.
(gentle music)
I am not gonna be used as your excuse.
(gentle music)
My fucking cancer is not your excuse.
- An excuse?
Yeah.
You know what?
I need an excuse okay,
because I can't live outside our bubble.
Every second out there with those,
those fake fucking drones,
being another fake fucking drone
and listening to myself talk like a fake fucking drone.
(gentle music)
It's unbearable.
(gentle music)
- It's like I'm in a cage and it's,
it's growing smaller and smaller.
And if I escaped, I'd tear the limbs
of every snide-face phony out there, I would.
(gentle music)
I'd tear it all fucking down.
(gentle music)
I couldn't even breathe.
It's toxic.
The exhausts, the perfume,
artificial to the fucking molecule.
I despise that world.
I hate it.
(gentle music)
I hate myself.
(gentle music)
And then I look up and the sky is blue.
I thought the world is getting smaller.
It stays so vast.
So vast.
(gentle music)
Mark?
Give them to me.
I said give them to me. - Here.
[inaudible muttering]
I emptied them this morning.
(gentle music)
(insects chirping)
(gentle music)
(Betty exhaling)
(insects chirping)
(Betty moaning)
No.
(Betty crying)
Mark, stop please.
Mark, stop, stop.
- Fuck, fuck.
- Stop.
- This could have been easier, Betty.
This could have been so much easier.
- Please.
(gentle music)
- I won't let you make this mistake, okay.
Betty.
- I said fucking stop.
- What are you gonna do with that?
- Listen to me, Mark.
- [Mark] Are you gonna kill me?
- I shouldn't have indulged in this.
- It's too late. - You are sick.
You are sick and I made you worse.
- Once we walked through those days,
it's too late. - I'm sorry.
I'm sorry. - I have to do this.
- I'm sorry.
Don't.
(both moaning)
(Betty gasping)
(gentle music)
(Mark moaning)
(gentle music)
(Mark moaning)
(gentle music)
(birds chirping)
- [Mark Voiceover] Betty.
(Mark gasping)
(birds chirping)
(Betty gasping)
(birds chirping)
(gentle music)
Sorry.
I'm okay.
(both crying)
- I thought I felt your heart
with my hands.
(both crying)
- Promise.
- Okay.
Okay.
(both crying)
(waves crashing)
- [Mark Voiceover] Should we?
- [Betty Voiceover] Jump?
(waves crashing)
- [Mark Voiceover] Should we?
- [Betty Voiceover] Maybe.
(fire crackling)
(Betty moaning)
- Take me home.
(car engine revving)
- Nothing can be perfect.
I guess.
(car engine revving)
- [Betty Voiceover] No, it can't.
No perfect end to the imperfect mind,
imperfect body, imperfect life.
Makes sense.
The heart to the arteries, to capillaries to the brain,
to the soul, to veins and back to the heart.
To arteries, to the capillaries, to the lungs to.
(dramatic music)
(Mark crying)
(dramatic music)
(Mark crying)
(dramatic music)
- Damn it.
(Mark crying)
(dramatic music)
(Mark crying)
(gentle music)
(Mark crying)
(gentle music)
(Mark crying)
(wind gushing)
(gentle music)
(Mark crying)
(gentle music)
(Mark crying)
(gentle music)
(Mark crying)
(gentle music)
(Mark crying)
(gentle music)
(Mark crying)
(gentle music)
(Mark crying)
(gentle music)
(Mark crying)
(gentle music)
Please.
I'm not supposed to be here.
(Mark crying)
- Live with it.
(gentle music)
(gentle music continues)
♪ I live off love, I feed off love, I breathe off love ♪
(gentle music)
♪ I think of love, I drink of love, I sink in love ♪
♪ And in the middle night I need my love ♪
(gentle music)
♪ I need to grieve, and need to need and be in love ♪
♪ My love is gonna come to me ♪
♪ Tonight ♪
(gentle music)
♪ I give my love and all my love to you, my love ♪
(gentle music)
♪ I feast on love, a beast for love, release my love ♪
♪ You're scared and unprepared for love, don't care my love ♪
♪ 'Cause you're the only woman I've been dreaming of ♪
♪ I swear to God, I'm loving you for life ♪
♪ I swear to God, I'm making you my wife ♪
♪ And if you ever leave me ♪
(gentle music)
♪ I never will be so ♪
♪ I love you 'til you're lonely ♪
♪ Then I'll love you some more ♪
♪ Just before ♪
♪ Oh ♪
♪ Beauty, beauty, beauty ♪
♪ There's nobody near me, there never was ♪
(gentle music)
♪ Beauty, beauty, beauty ♪
♪ There's nobody near me, there never was ♪
(gentle music)
♪ Beauty, beauty, beauty ♪
♪ There's nobody near me, there never was ♪
(gentle music)
♪ Beauty, beauty, beauty ♪
♪ There's nobody near me, there never was ♪
(gentle music)