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[ominous music building]

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[Marla sobbing]
Tell me what to do.

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I'm so fucking angry.
I'm so fucking mad.

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-[man] Marla--
-I'm so mad. I'm so angry.

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-Give it time.
-[Marla breathing shakily]

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Give it time. Give it time.

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[phone ringing]

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[Marla]
I don't want to pick it up.

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[phone ringing]

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[Marla]
It's not gonna be okay.

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I want to kill her.

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[phone line ringing]

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[Marian, over phone]
I'm worried about you.

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You're my sister.

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I can't find Mom anywhere.

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Marla, you need to go back.

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[woman]
What happened to your mother?

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[gunshot]

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[tense music playing]

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[Marla panting]

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[woman] Where were you
when it happened?

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[radio static]

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[Marla]
I haven't slept for 156 hours.

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I'm not tired, but I am.

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-I have PTSD...
-[Marian] Marla.

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[Marla] ...from something.

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Or I'm schizophrenic
and paranoid.

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At least that's
what my doctor told me,

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or some doctor told me.

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You're schizophrenic
and paranoid.

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That may
or may not be true.

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[Marla] I don't know
if this is now

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or somewhere in between
when it happened.

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Marla. Marla.

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[Marla] In limbo.

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[doctor] Just my expertise.

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[indistinct].

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-You seem to be--
-[echoing] Far gone.

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[Marla]
Perhaps this is the beginning.

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[Blank] Mmm.

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[Blank] You fucked up.

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I told you not to get mixed up
with the wrong crowd,

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and now look at you.

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Fucked!

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Mm-mm. No. No. Stop.

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Resistance!

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Why are you here, man?

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I need my stuff.

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I need to get out of here.
I can't stay here anymore.

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They're coming for me.

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You want to make problems,
blame yourself,

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and get caught for nothing.

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Right? Right?

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Right.

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You better stop
before I ask you to leave.

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[Marla gasping]

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I know you don't have
anywhere else to go.

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[gasping]

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It's in your head.

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[coughing]

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Oh, fuck, dude.

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My mother's dead.

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It's all a blank.

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It's all scrambled,
missing pieces of information.

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It feels like
it's my fault.

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[ominous music building]

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Wanna watch a movie?

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[Marla] This shitbag
right here is my best friend.

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Hard to tell.

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But everything I see lately
is so fucked up...

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I wouldn't be surprised
if this was not true either.

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[static]

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I can't seem to sleep

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and I can't seem
to wake up.

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I'll be out of here
by morning.

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[screaming]

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[mellow R&B music playing]

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[radio host]
We had our winner call in

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and now it's time
for the facts.

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[tires screeching]

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[radio host]
The ancient Egyptians believed

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that mirages are the ghosts
of objects in places

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that once existed in reality

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that have already disappeared.

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[eerie music playing]

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[phone ringing]

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[ringing continues]

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[ringing]

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[eerie music building]

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[ringing]

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[bike bell ringing]

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[Mother]
All right, come back home!

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You're a good girl.

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Don't forget that.

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[phone continues ringing]

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Marla...

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[Mother] Marla.

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Here.

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This will be fun.

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Just like in the movies.

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The Old West.

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See that point
right over there?

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You can get there
without your training wheels.

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Yeah? You gonna show me?

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-Yeah.
-Okay.

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And when you get there...

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shoot 'em up.

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Yeah?

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Okay.

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Go, Marla, go!

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You're almost there!

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Yeah, Marla!

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Shoot 'em up!

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[gunshot firing]

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[Marla] It's possible
and it's not possible

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that it didn't happen
this way.

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[squeaking]

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[Marla]
This looks familiar.

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This was
before my mom died.

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Got water out back.
A range.

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-Why do you need a gun?
-Protection.

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Shitty people.

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You never know
what's gonna happen.

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Hmm. Been there.

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Everybody needs protection.

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This world's
a goddamn hellhole.

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I think
you've had this one before.

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It's more of a classic.

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House price, 70 bucks.

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I think I killed
my mother with this gun.

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Yeah.

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We all feel
that way sometimes.

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[Marla] Paranoia sets in.

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Now.

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[bottles clattering]

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[water sloshing]

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[eerie music building]

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[Marla]
The best way to keep people
away

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is to look hurt or sick.

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No one will approach you.

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They're too afraid of anything
past the normal state of human,

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which is usually neutral.

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And don't smile in public.

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If there's anything
I've learned,

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it's not to share that kind
of weapon with leeches.

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They leap like leopards
only to steal your light.

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[mellow techno beat playing]

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Oh, fuck.

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The moment you walked in...

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I knew it was you.

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Special kind of lady.

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[Marla] I'm alone.

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He probably knew that.

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-I did.
-[dinging]

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♪

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[Marla]
The goal is to escape, to run.

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It hurts more
than it feels better.

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How do I get out of here?

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[man]
You've already disappeared.

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[muffled guitar playing]

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I can't sleep.

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[in Spanish]

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["That's All Right" playing]

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♪ Well, that's all right, mama
♪

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♪ That's all right for you ♪

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♪ That's all right, mama ♪

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[music fading]

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[ominous music playing]

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[Marla] I'm good here.

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Right?

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Alone.

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[knocking on door]

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[housekeeper] Housekeeping.

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No, I'm-- I'm okay.
Thank you.

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Hello?

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["That's All Right" continues]

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No. No.

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[knocking continues]

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[whispers] What the fuck?

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I don't have all day.

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Yes. Yes.

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My God.

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Your eyes.

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Are you tired?
What-- what happened?

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You know, I know you didn't
knock the door down for my eyes.

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What do you want?

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-Maybe some towels?
-No.

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-No, I really don't need--
-Conditioner?

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-I don't need anything.
-Soap?

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You can leave.

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I don't need anything

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and I don't need
any help.

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-So, please go.
-Wow.

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You are so mean, Nena.

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You know my mother
used to tell me that?

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She used to tell me
that I was worthless,

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that I was uneducated,
and that nobody liked me

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and nobody liked it
when I was around.

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And now she's--

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she's dead.

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And, um...

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and I...

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I can't-- I can't--
I can't remember.

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I just...

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I can't remember...

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what I did wrong.

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I'm so sorry.

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I understand.

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Take this.

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You need to take care
of yourself.

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You need to rest.

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[housekeeper speaking Spanish]

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[children playing in background]

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[soft chime melody playing]

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[Mother]
Look what you've done.

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You need to learn
how to talk, Marla.

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Speak up for yourself.

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Here.

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I can't drink milk.

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It's just
one simple thing, Marla.

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I told you
I can't drink milk.

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Makes you upset
to repeat yourself.

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No, it makes me upset
that you can't hear me.

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[sighs]

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That's good.

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Stop looking at me
like that, Marla.

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What do you want?

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You don't even
have a family.

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[scoffs] You're alone.

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Your sister has a family.

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You? What are you?

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Still trying to hang on.

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No one likes it
when you're around.

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You need
to look at your life, Marla.

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Why have you put yourself
in this position?

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There must be a reason.

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When you're alone,
you have no one.

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[glass shattering]

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I don't feel safe here.

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[Mother] Goddamn it!

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I don't feel safe here.

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[Mother]
Look what you just did.

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I don't feel safe here.

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[Mother]
Look at that mess.

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[tense music playing]

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Well, go ahead.
Walk on it.

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Do it.

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I don't feel safe here.

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[young Marla] No, Mom.

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What did you say to me?

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Walk!

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-Walk!
-No!

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Walk! Do it!

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I don't feel safe here.

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I don't feel safe here.

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[music building]

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Wake up.

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Wake up.

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Wake up.

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[phone line ringing]

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[Marla] Right there.

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Mom?

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I just wanted to call...

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to see if you were
doing all right.

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[sighs] And I wanted
to say that I was sorry.

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I'm sorry.

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Will you please forgive me?

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[Sheriff John] Marla?

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-Hello?
-This is the police.

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Marla, your mother is dead.

273
00:16:50.677 --> 00:16:52.178
[Marla sobbing]

274
00:16:55.265 --> 00:16:57.267
[Sheriff John] On the night
it happened, you were there.

275
00:17:00.562 --> 00:17:02.230
I'm sorry, I'm sorry.

276
00:17:02.772 --> 00:17:05.442
[Sheriff John] We have reason
to believe you are at fault.

277
00:17:06.651 --> 00:17:08.153
I couldn't reach it.

278
00:17:09.237 --> 00:17:10.780
[Sheriff John]
You have caused harm.

279
00:17:10.822 --> 00:17:12.157
I didn't do it!

280
00:17:13.575 --> 00:17:15.493
[Sheriff John]
You seem to be the problem.

281
00:17:17.662 --> 00:17:18.830
I didn't do it!

282
00:17:21.291 --> 00:17:23.543
[Sheriff John] You can't keep
deceiving us, Marla.

283
00:17:24.711 --> 00:17:26.546
I wouldn't kill my mother!

284
00:17:26.588 --> 00:17:28.840
[Sheriff John]
It's easier to face the truth.

285
00:17:28.882 --> 00:17:31.009
[daunting music building]

286
00:17:35.054 --> 00:17:36.556
[Marla] I didn't mean it.

287
00:17:37.724 --> 00:17:40.185
[Marla breathing heavily]

288
00:17:40.226 --> 00:17:42.020
[Sheriff John] Marla Dayton,

289
00:17:42.061 --> 00:17:43.897
we have a few questions
for you about your mother.

290
00:17:43.938 --> 00:17:48.443
♪

291
00:18:10.173 --> 00:18:12.884
[siren wailing]

292
00:18:12.926 --> 00:18:14.761
[Marla panting]

293
00:18:18.515 --> 00:18:21.351
[Marla sobbing]

294
00:18:21.392 --> 00:18:23.269
[siren continues wailing]

295
00:18:43.748 --> 00:18:48.795
♪

296
00:19:06.020 --> 00:19:07.814
[sobbing] I'm sorry.

297
00:19:10.275 --> 00:19:11.568
I'm sorry.

298
00:19:11.609 --> 00:19:13.987
[fireworks exploding]

299
00:19:43.766 --> 00:19:48.813
♪

300
00:20:07.123 --> 00:20:08.750
Mom?

301
00:20:08.791 --> 00:20:10.793
Why do we have
to lock the door?

302
00:20:11.419 --> 00:20:14.172
Sometimes I lock it
because I need to be alone.

303
00:20:15.715 --> 00:20:17.425
It's always right up here.

304
00:20:33.107 --> 00:20:36.819
Please help me.
I don't know how I got here.

305
00:20:36.861 --> 00:20:39.530
I don't know how this happened,
but I don't have any--

306
00:20:39.572 --> 00:20:41.783
[indistinct]

307
00:20:41.824 --> 00:20:44.953
I'm sorry.
Please don't leave me.

308
00:20:44.994 --> 00:20:47.038
You're all I have. [sniffles]

309
00:20:47.080 --> 00:20:48.665
Please help me.

310
00:20:52.210 --> 00:20:53.711
[Marian] Come on, Marla.

311
00:20:53.753 --> 00:20:55.838
[music fades]

312
00:20:55.880 --> 00:20:57.507
[birds chirping]

313
00:21:28.913 --> 00:21:30.581
[Marla sighs]

314
00:21:46.556 --> 00:21:47.932
[Marian]
Don't read that now.

315
00:21:49.267 --> 00:21:52.562
It just says
I'll be with you forever.

316
00:21:54.272 --> 00:21:55.523
Always.

317
00:22:00.903 --> 00:22:02.530
[Marla]
I'm the kind of person...

318
00:22:03.614 --> 00:22:05.116
who doesn't know
when to stop.

319
00:22:06.993 --> 00:22:09.454
But when you don't want
to know who you are...

320
00:22:09.495 --> 00:22:11.247
[engine starts]

321
00:22:11.289 --> 00:22:13.249
...you'll run as far
as you can to disappear.

322
00:22:13.291 --> 00:22:14.709
[engine revs]

323
00:22:25.261 --> 00:22:26.888
[radio host]
Up for a good old time?

324
00:22:26.929 --> 00:22:29.307
Come on down
to Donna's Ranch in Texas.

325
00:22:29.348 --> 00:22:32.810
Our girls are the real deal
and a hoot of a good time.

326
00:22:32.852 --> 00:22:34.103
Come on down.

327
00:22:34.145 --> 00:22:36.189
["Everybody Loves My Baby"
playing]

328
00:22:36.230 --> 00:22:37.982
[woman on TV]
I like this place because...

329
00:22:39.067 --> 00:22:43.362
the connections I share here
with some of the people,
like...

330
00:22:43.404 --> 00:22:45.239
it's special and...

331
00:22:46.282 --> 00:22:47.950
there's love in it, you know?

332
00:22:47.992 --> 00:22:50.620
♪ Come on, birdie,
come on here ♪

333
00:22:50.661 --> 00:22:54.290
♪ I've got something
I want you to hear ♪

334
00:22:54.332 --> 00:22:58.419
♪ About someone
that I hold dear ♪

335
00:22:58.461 --> 00:23:00.755
♪ I've got to let it out ♪

336
00:23:01.506 --> 00:23:04.884
♪ It's my papa,
can't you guess? ♪

337
00:23:04.926 --> 00:23:08.679
♪ Wild about him
I have been ♪

338
00:23:08.721 --> 00:23:10.306
♪ Does he love me? ♪

339
00:23:10.348 --> 00:23:12.100
♪ Oh, my, yes ♪

340
00:23:12.141 --> 00:23:15.520
♪ That's just why I shout ♪

341
00:23:15.561 --> 00:23:19.148
♪ Everybody loves my baby ♪

342
00:23:19.190 --> 00:23:23.027
♪ But my baby
don't love nobody but me ♪

343
00:23:24.529 --> 00:23:26.364
♪ Oh, my, couldn't he ♪

344
00:23:29.617 --> 00:23:33.204
♪ Everybody wants my baby ♪

345
00:23:33.246 --> 00:23:37.208
♪ But my baby
don't want nobody but me ♪

346
00:23:38.876 --> 00:23:40.419
♪ And that's plain to see ♪

347
00:23:44.298 --> 00:23:46.050
-Hello.
-Hi.

348
00:23:46.926 --> 00:23:49.720
You see my boss here?
He's a special client.

349
00:23:50.847 --> 00:23:52.557
He's got specific wants.

350
00:23:53.099 --> 00:23:55.184
Specific needs.

351
00:23:55.893 --> 00:23:58.020
I just want to make sure
his needs can be met here.

352
00:23:59.355 --> 00:24:00.773
Okay.

353
00:24:02.024 --> 00:24:03.317
What do you say, pretty lady?

354
00:24:03.776 --> 00:24:06.487
[daunting music building]

355
00:24:33.764 --> 00:24:36.517
Are you available?

356
00:24:39.395 --> 00:24:40.479
Sure.

357
00:24:41.439 --> 00:24:43.232
[music fades]

358
00:24:55.119 --> 00:24:56.204
Well...

359
00:24:57.455 --> 00:24:59.165
what should we do first?

360
00:25:01.792 --> 00:25:03.961
Anything
you'd like to do, sir.

361
00:25:04.962 --> 00:25:06.047
That's good.

362
00:25:08.591 --> 00:25:10.635
I'd like to

363
00:25:10.676 --> 00:25:12.261
talk to you
a little bit.

364
00:25:14.597 --> 00:25:16.015
Would you lie to me?

365
00:25:18.434 --> 00:25:19.518
Sure.

366
00:25:21.437 --> 00:25:22.688
If you'd like me to.

367
00:25:24.232 --> 00:25:26.317
If it makes it better.

368
00:25:27.109 --> 00:25:28.861
No, no, no. Forget it.
Never mind.

369
00:25:28.903 --> 00:25:30.821
This is not gonna work. Go--
go away. Go away from me.

370
00:25:30.863 --> 00:25:32.573
-What is it?
-Go away!

371
00:25:38.746 --> 00:25:40.790
[Marla] I can do
anything you'd like

372
00:25:40.831 --> 00:25:42.333
if it pleases you.

373
00:25:44.335 --> 00:25:45.544
Are you serious
about that?

374
00:25:46.045 --> 00:25:47.630
About pleasing?

375
00:25:50.967 --> 00:25:52.718
[eerie music building]

376
00:25:56.847 --> 00:25:58.474
Why don't you sit down
on that chair?

377
00:25:58.516 --> 00:26:00.434
[ominous music playing]

378
00:26:08.442 --> 00:26:10.569
Right now, this second...

379
00:26:13.281 --> 00:26:15.032
how is it that you feel?

380
00:26:16.826 --> 00:26:18.244
I don't share that.

381
00:26:20.413 --> 00:26:22.206
I-- I can't share
that with you.

382
00:26:22.832 --> 00:26:24.792
You share your body willingly.

383
00:26:24.834 --> 00:26:27.461
I can't share that with you.
I don't share that.

384
00:26:28.212 --> 00:26:29.630
Listen, I have more money.

385
00:26:29.672 --> 00:26:31.590
I-- I can pay you
more money.

386
00:26:31.632 --> 00:26:33.259
I-- I can't.

387
00:26:34.802 --> 00:26:36.220
Nothing at all?

388
00:26:36.804 --> 00:26:38.431
I don't feel anything.

389
00:26:39.765 --> 00:26:43.436
Whatever is going on inside you,
you feel it there anyway.

390
00:26:43.477 --> 00:26:46.147
You're just--
you're just not aware of it now.

391
00:26:46.188 --> 00:26:47.606
I don't feel anything.

392
00:26:48.566 --> 00:26:49.942
Feel.

393
00:26:51.444 --> 00:26:53.070
-Please.
-Feel.

394
00:26:53.863 --> 00:26:55.740
-Stop.
-Feel, describe it to me.

395
00:26:55.781 --> 00:26:57.158
Feel something.

396
00:26:57.199 --> 00:26:59.702
[sobbing] Please, stop.

397
00:26:59.744 --> 00:27:01.329
Feel everything!

398
00:27:01.370 --> 00:27:03.205
I don't feel anything.

399
00:27:03.247 --> 00:27:04.332
Feel.

400
00:27:04.957 --> 00:27:07.793
[sobs] I feel scared.

401
00:27:08.336 --> 00:27:10.755
-Feel.
-I feel scared.

402
00:27:10.796 --> 00:27:11.881
Feel!

403
00:27:13.299 --> 00:27:14.675
And alone.

404
00:27:17.511 --> 00:27:18.721
You're guilty.

405
00:27:20.890 --> 00:27:22.391
But where...

406
00:27:23.684 --> 00:27:25.061
does it come from?

407
00:27:27.313 --> 00:27:30.900
It's a sadness
deep in my core...

408
00:27:33.486 --> 00:27:36.155
saying I cannot be loved.

409
00:27:36.989 --> 00:27:38.866
Good.

410
00:27:38.908 --> 00:27:40.201
That's so good.

411
00:27:41.327 --> 00:27:42.787
That's so good.

412
00:27:42.828 --> 00:27:44.413
["Everybody Loves My Baby"
speeds up]

413
00:27:44.455 --> 00:27:46.040
♪ Everybody want my baby ♪

414
00:27:46.290 --> 00:27:48.584
♪ But my baby
don't want nobody but me ♪

415
00:27:49.126 --> 00:27:50.878
♪ That's plain to see ♪

416
00:27:51.504 --> 00:27:53.506
♪ [indistinct lyrics] ♪

417
00:27:53.547 --> 00:27:55.007
♪ My baby loves me ♪

418
00:27:55.049 --> 00:27:57.051
♪ One love, one love ♪

419
00:27:57.093 --> 00:28:00.388
♪ For everybody loves my baby ♪

420
00:28:00.429 --> 00:28:02.473
♪ But my baby
don't love nobody but me ♪

421
00:28:02.515 --> 00:28:04.392
[radio host] All right,
now is the time to call in,

422
00:28:04.433 --> 00:28:06.811
WWZ, Name That Tune

423
00:28:06.852 --> 00:28:08.687
and win tickets
to the state county fair.

424
00:28:08.729 --> 00:28:10.356
♪ Love my baby ♪

425
00:28:10.606 --> 00:28:12.233
♪ And my baby
don't love nobody but me ♪

426
00:28:12.274 --> 00:28:14.693
[applause]

427
00:28:14.735 --> 00:28:15.945
[radio host]
Third caller gets it.

428
00:28:15.986 --> 00:28:18.572
["A Taste of Honey" playing]

429
00:28:33.796 --> 00:28:35.339
The Boswell Sisters.

430
00:28:36.340 --> 00:28:38.884
[radio host] Yes, that is right.
You are going to the fair.

431
00:28:39.718 --> 00:28:41.595
-You are the winner.
-What?

432
00:28:41.637 --> 00:28:43.806
Let's hear it,
pick up your tickets at WWZ.

433
00:28:43.848 --> 00:28:46.100
-You're kidding me?
-Let's hear it for her, folks.

434
00:28:46.142 --> 00:28:47.518
Thank you. Thank you.

435
00:28:48.227 --> 00:28:50.104
[radio host] Now, here's
a little tune to bring it back.

436
00:28:53.023 --> 00:28:55.234
[rapid knocking on door]

437
00:28:55.276 --> 00:28:57.111
[in Spanish]

438
00:28:57.153 --> 00:28:58.863
[music gets muffled]

439
00:28:58.904 --> 00:29:00.531
[tense music building]

440
00:29:24.847 --> 00:29:26.390
Why don't you
let us help you?

441
00:29:28.184 --> 00:29:30.019
You're going the wrong way.

442
00:29:31.103 --> 00:29:32.396
What are you doing here?

443
00:29:34.190 --> 00:29:35.941
Marla, where are you?

444
00:29:35.983 --> 00:29:38.152
[indistinct, distorted speaking]

445
00:29:39.904 --> 00:29:41.739
We have
a few questions for you.

446
00:29:41.780 --> 00:29:43.991
[radio playing in background]

447
00:29:45.159 --> 00:29:47.953
Stop! Stop now.

448
00:29:51.790 --> 00:29:52.958
I'm stopped.

449
00:29:54.084 --> 00:29:55.544
Now.

450
00:29:56.170 --> 00:29:58.923
We understand
you may be on the loose

451
00:29:58.964 --> 00:30:02.009
and losing your mind.

452
00:30:02.051 --> 00:30:04.803
Sure. Maybe.

453
00:30:04.845 --> 00:30:05.888
I don't know.

454
00:30:07.556 --> 00:30:09.141
That's fine, Marla.

455
00:30:09.183 --> 00:30:11.560
-We've been trying to find you.
-We found you.

456
00:30:13.854 --> 00:30:16.232
Okay.

457
00:30:16.273 --> 00:30:19.527
I don't, um-- uh--
What do you want?

458
00:30:20.110 --> 00:30:21.529
To bring you back.

459
00:30:21.570 --> 00:30:23.614
-Take you.
-Back.

460
00:30:24.990 --> 00:30:26.909
Am I being arrested?

461
00:30:26.951 --> 00:30:31.372
Well, if you want
to be rested...

462
00:30:32.164 --> 00:30:34.416
we can take you in
to get looked at.

463
00:30:35.167 --> 00:30:36.961
-Seen.
-With eyes.

464
00:30:37.002 --> 00:30:42.299
I don't want to go back
anywhere with anyone.

465
00:30:42.341 --> 00:30:45.970
We're here to confuse you.
I mean, question you.

466
00:30:46.011 --> 00:30:47.596
Your prints are everywhere.

467
00:30:47.638 --> 00:30:49.056
[Officer Grey]
You were there.

468
00:30:49.098 --> 00:30:50.140
[Officer Red]
The night it happened.

469
00:30:50.182 --> 00:30:51.767
No, no. I left.

470
00:30:51.809 --> 00:30:53.310
[Sheriff John]
I thought you couldn't remember.

471
00:30:53.352 --> 00:30:54.687
-I can only remember pieces.
-What pieces?

472
00:30:55.896 --> 00:30:57.398
[Officer Red]
Why are you seeing things?

473
00:30:57.439 --> 00:30:59.483
I don't know!
I don't know.

474
00:30:59.525 --> 00:31:01.110
You have the right
to remain quiet.

475
00:31:01.151 --> 00:31:04.780
All you say or do
will be used against you.

476
00:31:05.364 --> 00:31:06.740
[Marla grunts]

477
00:31:07.908 --> 00:31:09.910
[Sheriff John]
You need to come.

478
00:31:09.952 --> 00:31:11.787
[whispers]
I don't feel safe here.

479
00:31:12.663 --> 00:31:14.623
You need
to accept this, Marla.

480
00:31:15.541 --> 00:31:16.625
How it is.

481
00:31:17.585 --> 00:31:18.752
How I am.

482
00:31:21.088 --> 00:31:22.339
Let me go.

483
00:31:22.381 --> 00:31:27.428
♪

484
00:31:34.560 --> 00:31:35.853
What the fuck?

485
00:31:36.729 --> 00:31:38.606
No way.

486
00:31:38.647 --> 00:31:39.815
Can I come in?

487
00:31:39.857 --> 00:31:42.318
[indistinct talking on radio]

488
00:31:43.861 --> 00:31:44.987
It's good to see you.

489
00:31:45.946 --> 00:31:47.031
You okay?

490
00:31:48.741 --> 00:31:50.409
Yeah. Yeah, I'm good.

491
00:31:51.076 --> 00:31:53.370
I'm good, uh,
other than the fact

492
00:31:53.412 --> 00:31:55.831
that I feel like
I'm living in a goddamn limbo

493
00:31:55.873 --> 00:31:58.042
and I can't get out
and I don't know

494
00:31:58.083 --> 00:31:59.793
if there is going to be
a beginning or an end

495
00:31:59.835 --> 00:32:00.961
or if this is even...

496
00:32:01.879 --> 00:32:02.963
real.

497
00:32:05.549 --> 00:32:06.925
I'm groovy.

498
00:32:06.967 --> 00:32:08.177
[timer dings]

499
00:32:08.719 --> 00:32:11.513
Shit. Yes. The cookies.

500
00:32:11.555 --> 00:32:13.390
I made shit special.

501
00:32:26.028 --> 00:32:28.447
You are not real right now.

502
00:32:28.489 --> 00:32:30.824
Does this
look real to you?

503
00:32:30.866 --> 00:32:33.369
Does this
feel real to you?

504
00:32:33.410 --> 00:32:36.163
You are not real
right now.

505
00:32:36.205 --> 00:32:37.498
You are not real
right now.

506
00:32:37.539 --> 00:32:39.541
This is not real right now.
What?

507
00:32:40.292 --> 00:32:41.835
I look like
a damn dream.

508
00:32:44.588 --> 00:32:47.341
[mellow indie music
playing in background]

509
00:32:47.383 --> 00:32:48.467
Thank you.

510
00:32:50.928 --> 00:32:52.721
Seems like someone
is chasing you.

511
00:32:54.973 --> 00:32:56.141
It feels that way.

512
00:32:58.811 --> 00:33:00.437
It's okay
to let that shit go.

513
00:33:01.772 --> 00:33:03.357
When did you become so...

514
00:33:04.441 --> 00:33:05.526
Old?

515
00:33:06.276 --> 00:33:08.153
Yeah.

516
00:33:08.195 --> 00:33:09.530
[Blank sighs]

517
00:33:09.571 --> 00:33:12.241
I just got tired,
you know?

518
00:33:14.201 --> 00:33:15.744
It's like life
is just too fucking long

519
00:33:15.786 --> 00:33:16.995
to be scared of shit.

520
00:33:17.996 --> 00:33:20.207
Yeah.

521
00:33:20.249 --> 00:33:21.583
You don't have
to be afraid.

522
00:33:22.751 --> 00:33:25.921
I just feel so wrong...

523
00:33:29.174 --> 00:33:31.135
for not feeling okay.

524
00:33:33.554 --> 00:33:36.140
You feel weird
for not feeling okay?

525
00:33:37.975 --> 00:33:39.768
Yeah. Yeah, that's normal.

526
00:33:39.810 --> 00:33:44.815
♪

527
00:33:49.069 --> 00:33:50.654
Marla? Marla.

528
00:33:51.655 --> 00:33:53.907
Marla, hey, hey.
Where are we? Where are we?

529
00:33:53.949 --> 00:33:55.367
What are we thinking? Marla?

530
00:33:55.409 --> 00:33:57.453
There she is. Oh!

531
00:33:57.494 --> 00:33:59.288
[laughs] Fuck, yes!

532
00:33:59.329 --> 00:34:01.957
Yeah! There she is!

533
00:34:01.999 --> 00:34:03.375
Fuck yeah.

534
00:34:03.417 --> 00:34:05.294
Do you still have
my childhood tapes?

535
00:34:05.335 --> 00:34:07.463
Yeah, it's all memories though.

536
00:34:09.590 --> 00:34:11.383
Do you wanna
watch a movie?

537
00:34:11.425 --> 00:34:12.718
["When The Whirlwind Fades Out"
by Miriam Elhajli playing]

538
00:34:13.051 --> 00:34:14.511
♪ When the whirlwind fades out
♪

539
00:34:14.553 --> 00:34:16.889
♪ Look around... ♪

540
00:34:16.930 --> 00:34:18.599
[Mother speaks
indistinctly on TV]

541
00:34:23.604 --> 00:34:25.189
Do you have
to keep going away?

542
00:34:27.649 --> 00:34:29.485
It's kind of hard
to love you when you leave.

543
00:34:31.612 --> 00:34:33.322
[whispers]
Give me a break.

544
00:34:33.363 --> 00:34:36.658
♪ Why do you scold? ♪

545
00:34:38.660 --> 00:34:41.705
♪ Figure standing at the end ♪

546
00:34:41.747 --> 00:34:45.501
♪ And which [indistinct]
and crucifies ♪

547
00:34:45.542 --> 00:34:47.669
[ominous music playing]

548
00:34:50.422 --> 00:34:51.965
You were there.

549
00:34:52.007 --> 00:34:54.510
[Marla] I'm so mad.
I'm so angry.

550
00:34:54.551 --> 00:34:56.470
You were there.

551
00:34:56.512 --> 00:34:58.096
I told you I wouldn't tell you
what happened.

552
00:35:02.351 --> 00:35:03.852
I told the cops
you weren't involved.

553
00:35:04.978 --> 00:35:06.104
We have our story.

554
00:35:07.356 --> 00:35:09.441
I don't understand.
You have to tell them.

555
00:35:09.483 --> 00:35:10.984
You have to tell them
what happened.

556
00:35:11.026 --> 00:35:12.361
They think I did it.

557
00:35:12.402 --> 00:35:13.946
You have to tell them
what happened.

558
00:35:15.197 --> 00:35:16.406
Well, I can't.

559
00:35:19.618 --> 00:35:20.786
Why not?

560
00:35:23.163 --> 00:35:24.581
Because I just know
how it ended.

561
00:35:27.251 --> 00:35:29.336
I walked in.

562
00:35:29.378 --> 00:35:30.712
Your mother was on the floor.

563
00:35:34.341 --> 00:35:35.801
And you told me...

564
00:35:38.971 --> 00:35:40.347
"I didn't mean to do it."

565
00:35:46.019 --> 00:35:47.104
No.

566
00:35:48.647 --> 00:35:49.898
No.

567
00:35:49.940 --> 00:35:52.192
Stop, no. Stop.

568
00:35:52.234 --> 00:35:55.237
-[Marla sobbing]
-It's okay. It's okay.

569
00:35:55.863 --> 00:35:58.574
-Okay. It's okay, Marla.
-No, no, no, no, no.

570
00:35:58.615 --> 00:36:01.159
I didn't do anything.
I didn't do anything.

571
00:36:01.201 --> 00:36:04.037
I didn't do it.
I didn't do anything.

572
00:36:09.960 --> 00:36:11.920
I don't understand.

573
00:36:11.962 --> 00:36:13.213
It's not your fault.

574
00:36:15.424 --> 00:36:19.136
[eerie music building]

575
00:36:31.565 --> 00:36:34.943
[scratching]

576
00:36:43.118 --> 00:36:44.953
Police are
on their way, Marla.

577
00:36:48.749 --> 00:36:50.208
They know where you are.

578
00:36:50.876 --> 00:36:52.920
Did you really think
you could get away?

579
00:36:54.755 --> 00:36:56.048
Don't come close to me.

580
00:36:57.633 --> 00:36:59.384
Don't be that way.

581
00:36:59.927 --> 00:37:02.220
Don't run
from your mistakes.

582
00:37:04.723 --> 00:37:08.769
-You're gonna hurt me.
-I wanna talk to you, Marla.

583
00:37:10.854 --> 00:37:13.106
Stop.
Don't come any closer.

584
00:37:13.148 --> 00:37:14.983
I'm sorry!
Don't touch me!

585
00:37:15.025 --> 00:37:18.153
I'm sorry!
I didn't want you to die!

586
00:37:18.195 --> 00:37:20.614
[triangle chiming]

587
00:37:21.573 --> 00:37:23.867
[Marla]
You don't feel safe here.

588
00:37:23.909 --> 00:37:26.078
Thanks for letting me know.

589
00:37:26.119 --> 00:37:27.204
I'm sorry.

590
00:37:28.789 --> 00:37:30.666
What would you
like to do now?

591
00:37:32.000 --> 00:37:35.003
Now that you know this?

592
00:37:35.045 --> 00:37:37.673
Now that you know
you aren't safe?

593
00:37:43.261 --> 00:37:44.888
I'm not sure
what's happening.

594
00:37:46.181 --> 00:37:48.225
We kid ourselves a lot.

595
00:37:48.684 --> 00:37:50.477
It's a way of living,

596
00:37:50.519 --> 00:37:53.188
repeating cycles
of past wounds.

597
00:37:54.064 --> 00:37:58.610
But it says here
you don't seem to like it.

598
00:38:00.153 --> 00:38:01.863
And what would you
like to do now?

599
00:38:02.572 --> 00:38:03.949
Now that you know this?

600
00:38:05.242 --> 00:38:06.451
No one stays.

601
00:38:06.910 --> 00:38:09.287
Uh, it says here,
um, you're running.

602
00:38:09.329 --> 00:38:12.040
You're running away
from something?

603
00:38:12.082 --> 00:38:14.001
You think
you killed your mother.

604
00:38:15.002 --> 00:38:16.211
I did.

605
00:38:16.253 --> 00:38:19.172
What you have is shame.

606
00:38:19.214 --> 00:38:23.176
This blocks everything new
from happening in your life.

607
00:38:23.218 --> 00:38:26.054
Love, especially.

608
00:38:26.096 --> 00:38:30.559
Viewing through shame
stops all forward motions.

609
00:38:31.393 --> 00:38:32.477
Change.

610
00:38:33.603 --> 00:38:34.855
I can't sleep.

611
00:38:35.564 --> 00:38:37.232
You've been asleep.

612
00:38:38.525 --> 00:38:41.194
It's time to wake up.

613
00:38:41.862 --> 00:38:43.488
You're right on time

614
00:38:43.530 --> 00:38:45.407
if you choose
to let it be right.

615
00:38:46.158 --> 00:38:49.244
You have to find out
where it all came from,

616
00:38:49.286 --> 00:38:52.039
then you must
stop it from repeating.

617
00:38:55.208 --> 00:38:57.002
That seems like a lot.

618
00:38:57.044 --> 00:38:59.046
Oh, you--
you've already begun.

619
00:39:00.213 --> 00:39:01.673
It's time to finish it.

620
00:39:03.508 --> 00:39:04.676
Your prescription.

621
00:39:06.428 --> 00:39:09.723
Undo all that's been done.

622
00:39:12.184 --> 00:39:14.061
How the fuck?

623
00:39:15.062 --> 00:39:17.981
Oh, through here.

624
00:39:22.152 --> 00:39:25.280
[daunting instrumental
tone playing]

625
00:39:42.089 --> 00:39:45.008
Marla, your grandmother
passed away

626
00:39:45.050 --> 00:39:46.218
while you were at camp.

627
00:39:46.885 --> 00:39:48.303
I was gonna call her.

628
00:39:50.138 --> 00:39:53.934
[Marla sobbing]

629
00:39:53.975 --> 00:39:57.020
[Mother sighs]
All right, stop it, would you?

630
00:39:57.062 --> 00:39:59.523
-You're upsetting me.
-Sorry.

631
00:40:02.025 --> 00:40:04.569
-Stop it.
-I'm sorry.

632
00:40:07.489 --> 00:40:09.491
Marla, pull yourself together.

633
00:40:17.833 --> 00:40:19.376
Are you okay?

634
00:40:32.931 --> 00:40:35.767
[kettle whistling]

635
00:40:43.441 --> 00:40:45.026
[whistling stops]

636
00:40:50.615 --> 00:40:52.033
What day is it?

637
00:40:59.457 --> 00:41:01.418
Everything's going to be fine.

638
00:41:03.044 --> 00:41:05.172
I'm glad mom is gone.

639
00:41:07.591 --> 00:41:08.675
More tea?

640
00:41:15.891 --> 00:41:18.018
I don't remember it
being this way.

641
00:41:20.020 --> 00:41:21.521
Didn't you want it to?

642
00:41:24.065 --> 00:41:26.359
We will take care
of everything tomorrow.

643
00:41:28.320 --> 00:41:30.071
How are you so calm?

644
00:41:32.449 --> 00:41:34.034
Are you questioning me?

645
00:41:35.827 --> 00:41:37.120
After everything?

646
00:41:39.122 --> 00:41:40.707
I'm trying to talk to you.

647
00:41:40.749 --> 00:41:42.250
I'm trying to...

648
00:41:43.919 --> 00:41:45.128
be here with you.

649
00:41:45.170 --> 00:41:46.338
I don't understand.

650
00:41:47.672 --> 00:41:50.008
Yeah, well, it's really hard
to help you, Marla.

651
00:41:52.469 --> 00:41:53.595
Why?

652
00:41:54.429 --> 00:41:57.682
I'm trying
to talk to you.

653
00:41:57.724 --> 00:41:59.768
You think
you don't belong anywhere,

654
00:41:59.809 --> 00:42:03.313
but I'm right here trying,

655
00:42:03.355 --> 00:42:04.731
but you don't see it.

656
00:42:06.483 --> 00:42:08.610
You don't want
to be let in.

657
00:42:08.652 --> 00:42:09.778
Why?

658
00:42:10.654 --> 00:42:12.781
I don't-- I don't get it.
Why is it so hard to help?

659
00:42:16.868 --> 00:42:18.578
You need to go, Marla.

660
00:42:18.620 --> 00:42:21.539
Stop looking at me
like our mother. I'm not her.

661
00:42:21.998 --> 00:42:23.375
You're not her.

662
00:42:24.209 --> 00:42:26.711
You need to go, Marla.
Your time is up here.

663
00:42:31.299 --> 00:42:34.386
[inaudible chatter]

664
00:42:41.601 --> 00:42:43.061
It's safe here.

665
00:42:43.103 --> 00:42:45.647
-[triangle chiming]
-[water splashing]

666
00:42:50.777 --> 00:42:52.320
Wanna eat, love?

667
00:42:55.573 --> 00:42:58.952
[slurping]

668
00:42:58.994 --> 00:43:00.328
That's fucking gross.

669
00:43:01.037 --> 00:43:02.289
I like coming here, dude.

670
00:43:04.499 --> 00:43:05.667
Dude.

671
00:43:06.167 --> 00:43:08.295
Enjoy one day, yeah?

672
00:43:09.629 --> 00:43:10.755
Okay.

673
00:43:16.428 --> 00:43:17.887
Marla, stop.

674
00:43:18.722 --> 00:43:20.265
Oh, you just
want me to stop?

675
00:43:21.057 --> 00:43:23.059
We all have to live
in the real world, right?

676
00:43:23.101 --> 00:43:25.603
We all have to bounce back
and go to work,

677
00:43:25.645 --> 00:43:27.105
do the same shit
we do every day.

678
00:43:27.147 --> 00:43:29.399
But not you.
No, right?

679
00:43:29.441 --> 00:43:32.736
Just throw
your little fucking tantrum.

680
00:43:32.777 --> 00:43:33.945
Like, what do you
want right now?

681
00:43:33.987 --> 00:43:35.113
Just fuck you.

682
00:43:35.155 --> 00:43:36.740
[Blank scoffs] Are you done?

683
00:43:37.282 --> 00:43:39.993
You've been dealing with
this same shit your entire life.

684
00:43:40.035 --> 00:43:43.038
-Can you stop? Please?
-Fuck you.

685
00:43:44.873 --> 00:43:47.375
Do you think
that this just stops?

686
00:43:47.417 --> 00:43:51.171
That everything just
goes back to the way it was...

687
00:43:51.212 --> 00:43:52.839
and that nothing is wrong?

688
00:43:56.051 --> 00:43:58.136
You know
what happens here in this one?

689
00:43:59.929 --> 00:44:02.223
You get mad
and you leave.

690
00:44:03.850 --> 00:44:07.062
So, why
don't you change it?

691
00:44:11.816 --> 00:44:14.319
Now that
I'm still here, Marla...

692
00:44:16.446 --> 00:44:17.572
now what?

693
00:44:20.116 --> 00:44:22.535
It doesn't really fit
the old story, does it?

694
00:44:25.914 --> 00:44:27.832
Feels a little bit worse
than the worst shit ever.

695
00:44:30.210 --> 00:44:32.295
It's 'cause
you're not used to love, Marla.

696
00:44:34.672 --> 00:44:36.049
We're trying to help you.

697
00:44:37.384 --> 00:44:40.053
And the only way
you're gonna get through this

698
00:44:40.095 --> 00:44:41.513
is if you see that.

699
00:44:44.391 --> 00:44:45.767
I really wish
you could see it.

700
00:44:48.103 --> 00:44:49.521
I just want to go home.

701
00:44:51.398 --> 00:44:52.732
Where is home to you?

702
00:44:54.150 --> 00:44:57.904
Shh.
I got the key.

703
00:44:57.946 --> 00:44:59.322
Now we can lock it...

704
00:45:00.407 --> 00:45:03.159
so she can't get in.

705
00:45:03.201 --> 00:45:06.454
[ominous instrumental building]

706
00:45:24.556 --> 00:45:27.517
[Marla] And what does
home look like to you?

707
00:45:29.018 --> 00:45:30.270
Create it.

708
00:45:33.064 --> 00:45:35.358
Create a place

709
00:45:35.400 --> 00:45:36.985
that you can go...

710
00:45:37.819 --> 00:45:40.989
for only you
and no one else to know.

711
00:45:41.448 --> 00:45:44.659
[indistinct
background conversations]

712
00:46:24.616 --> 00:46:27.660
[soothing theremin
melody playing]

713
00:47:24.217 --> 00:47:31.140
♪

714
00:48:22.734 --> 00:48:29.699
♪

715
00:49:04.192 --> 00:49:05.985
[clanging]

716
00:49:10.114 --> 00:49:12.075
[clanging]

717
00:49:13.451 --> 00:49:16.162
[water splashing]

718
00:49:31.219 --> 00:49:32.887
[thudding]

719
00:49:52.365 --> 00:49:53.908
[thudding]

720
00:50:30.611 --> 00:50:32.071
Don't ever leave me.

721
00:50:39.871 --> 00:50:41.497
Don't ever leave me.

722
00:50:42.999 --> 00:50:46.169
[hopeful piano melody playing]

723
00:50:46.210 --> 00:50:47.879
[Marla] I'll never forget
my mother's face

724
00:50:47.920 --> 00:50:50.214
when she got released
from the hospital.

725
00:50:51.883 --> 00:50:53.217
She was smiling.

726
00:50:54.260 --> 00:50:55.386
She was calm.

727
00:50:57.180 --> 00:50:59.640
She had this aura around her...

728
00:51:01.434 --> 00:51:03.352
like she was finally free.

729
00:51:06.147 --> 00:51:08.691
And again!
And again!

730
00:51:08.733 --> 00:51:10.693
[both giggling]

731
00:51:10.735 --> 00:51:17.533
♪

732
00:51:36.344 --> 00:51:37.970
I'm proud of you, Marla.

733
00:51:40.056 --> 00:51:41.724
Proud of everything
you've done.

734
00:51:43.559 --> 00:51:44.769
You're a good girl.

735
00:51:47.980 --> 00:51:49.232
Don't forget that.

736
00:51:50.316 --> 00:51:51.400
Okay?

737
00:51:59.909 --> 00:52:01.577
[Marla]
What has happened before.

738
00:52:03.955 --> 00:52:06.040
Where are we going?

739
00:52:06.082 --> 00:52:07.333
[Marla] Um...

740
00:52:08.751 --> 00:52:11.295
[sighs] I don't know.

741
00:52:12.922 --> 00:52:16.342
Hmm, so you're
some kind of nihilist.

742
00:52:16.384 --> 00:52:19.262
No, I'm not
some kind of nihilist.

743
00:52:19.303 --> 00:52:20.805
I'm not a nihilist.

744
00:52:21.305 --> 00:52:26.143
I'm not a nihilist.
I'm-- I'm-- I just-- I don't--

745
00:52:26.185 --> 00:52:29.021
Where are you going?

746
00:52:29.063 --> 00:52:33.484
Well, I'm a nihilist,
so I have no idea.

747
00:52:34.652 --> 00:52:35.778
Really?

748
00:52:36.946 --> 00:52:39.282
-You're a nihilist? Okay.
-That's right.

749
00:52:40.074 --> 00:52:42.034
-Guilty as charged.
-[radio host] ...oldies but...

750
00:52:42.076 --> 00:52:43.327
You like this?

751
00:52:43.995 --> 00:52:45.621
[radio host] Keep on
listening for a chance to win

752
00:52:45.663 --> 00:52:47.915
-tickets to your county fair.
-The radio?

753
00:52:50.251 --> 00:52:51.919
It's just a station announcer.

754
00:52:52.628 --> 00:52:55.339
[chuckles]
I know. I like him.

755
00:52:57.842 --> 00:52:59.260
[Blank]
You can have this if you want.

756
00:53:01.095 --> 00:53:02.471
-Really?
-Yeah.

757
00:53:04.265 --> 00:53:06.142
-What is it?
-I don't know.

758
00:53:06.559 --> 00:53:07.852
Never know
when you'll need it.

759
00:53:09.312 --> 00:53:10.646
You're just gonna
give it to me?

760
00:53:11.606 --> 00:53:12.690
Yeah, why not?

761
00:53:15.610 --> 00:53:17.069
You deserve something nice.

762
00:53:22.074 --> 00:53:23.868
I'm so happy right now.

763
00:53:26.829 --> 00:53:28.122
I need to go back.

764
00:53:28.706 --> 00:53:30.333
I need to go back,
I need to go back

765
00:53:30.374 --> 00:53:32.877
so I can tell him
that I can see it clearly now.

766
00:53:33.961 --> 00:53:35.963
If you could
take it all back...

767
00:53:37.006 --> 00:53:39.467
you wouldn't know
what you know now.

768
00:53:40.551 --> 00:53:44.805
♪

769
00:53:44.847 --> 00:53:48.684
[no audio]

770
00:54:29.642 --> 00:54:32.895
Come back! Come back!
Don't go.

771
00:54:32.937 --> 00:54:35.856
Don't go. Don't.

772
00:54:35.898 --> 00:54:38.275
♪

773
00:55:20.359 --> 00:55:23.779
[crying]

774
00:55:23.821 --> 00:55:25.406
I'm all alone.

775
00:55:27.491 --> 00:55:29.076
Help me. [cries]

776
00:55:31.037 --> 00:55:32.204
Help me.

777
00:55:32.246 --> 00:55:34.999
♪

778
00:55:46.594 --> 00:55:48.596
-Wake up.
-Sleep.

779
00:55:49.055 --> 00:55:51.265
You would need
to go to sleep to wake up.

780
00:55:51.974 --> 00:55:55.102
What are you protecting
by being this way?

781
00:55:55.144 --> 00:55:56.979
I couldn't save her.

782
00:55:57.396 --> 00:55:59.940
Are you not worth
saving yourself?

783
00:56:02.401 --> 00:56:04.904
I just want to understand.

784
00:56:04.945 --> 00:56:06.697
She forgot we needed her.

785
00:56:07.698 --> 00:56:10.701
[mellow jazz
instrumental playing]

786
00:56:32.139 --> 00:56:33.682
Figure, why eat alone?

787
00:56:40.606 --> 00:56:43.150
Is it good? [chuckling]

788
00:56:44.110 --> 00:56:45.820
-In a rush?
-I don't have to go.

789
00:56:45.861 --> 00:56:48.739
I-- I just didn't really know
what this was.

790
00:56:50.491 --> 00:56:53.410
Why would you?
It just started.

791
00:56:54.286 --> 00:56:56.247
I'm happy
to see you, Marian.

792
00:56:58.541 --> 00:57:00.209
We're not really
here right now.

793
00:57:02.670 --> 00:57:04.463
I was gonna say.

794
00:57:06.048 --> 00:57:07.508
It's funny, it's...

795
00:57:09.927 --> 00:57:12.555
it's like
you want it to be the same.

796
00:57:20.563 --> 00:57:21.730
You want a lift?

797
00:57:23.232 --> 00:57:26.694
[engine revving]

798
00:57:26.735 --> 00:57:29.363
[whimsical instrumental
melody playing]

799
00:57:44.128 --> 00:57:45.421
Come on, Marla!

800
00:58:04.023 --> 00:58:07.526
[chimes dinging]

801
00:58:24.418 --> 00:58:26.128
Sorry about our mother.

802
00:58:32.551 --> 00:58:33.802
She was sick.

803
00:58:36.013 --> 00:58:37.848
How did you feel about her?

804
00:58:40.976 --> 00:58:44.897
I feel like she was a woman
who was never heard in her pain.

805
00:58:47.274 --> 00:58:48.484
It happens.

806
00:58:50.069 --> 00:58:53.948
No one deserves it,
it's just...

807
00:58:53.989 --> 00:58:56.075
we don't know what to do
with all that weight.

808
00:58:56.951 --> 00:58:59.703
[chimes dinging]

809
00:58:59.745 --> 00:59:01.330
[Marian]
Don't read that now.

810
00:59:02.998 --> 00:59:06.502
It just says
"I'll be with you forever.

811
00:59:08.045 --> 00:59:09.171
Always."

812
00:59:09.213 --> 00:59:12.341
[sincere melody playing]

813
00:59:12.383 --> 00:59:15.386
[chimes dinging]

814
00:59:22.726 --> 00:59:24.103
[Marla]
I don't want you to go.

815
00:59:28.274 --> 00:59:29.525
You left.

816
00:59:31.110 --> 00:59:32.403
[Marla] I had to go.

817
00:59:34.238 --> 00:59:36.365
[sobs] It hurts too much.

818
00:59:37.283 --> 00:59:38.993
[Marian]
I share your pain.

819
00:59:40.494 --> 00:59:42.079
We have the same mother.

820
00:59:43.831 --> 00:59:46.166
Tell me what I did wrong

821
00:59:46.208 --> 00:59:47.960
so I can change.

822
00:59:48.460 --> 00:59:51.880
Those people
that want you to change,

823
00:59:51.922 --> 00:59:53.424
they're not around anymore.

824
00:59:58.429 --> 01:00:00.306
[doctor]
This was you then.

825
01:00:00.347 --> 01:00:02.099
[Marla] I believed myself.

826
01:00:02.141 --> 01:00:05.019
I wanted connection.

827
01:00:05.060 --> 01:00:08.564
-What kind of connection?
-The kind a mother gives.

828
01:00:09.815 --> 01:00:12.693
And now?

829
01:00:12.735 --> 01:00:16.196
I realize I never learned
what that looked like.

830
01:00:17.448 --> 01:00:18.907
Do you now?

831
01:00:21.160 --> 01:00:24.246
Please don't go.
Don't go. Please.

832
01:00:24.288 --> 01:00:26.081
It's time, Marla.

833
01:00:26.915 --> 01:00:31.045
And what if everything
could be different now?

834
01:00:31.086 --> 01:00:32.880
Everything is different now.

835
01:00:33.380 --> 01:00:35.049
Everything is different.

836
01:00:35.090 --> 01:00:36.383
[Marla sobs]

837
01:00:36.425 --> 01:00:37.718
Now.

838
01:00:37.760 --> 01:00:40.846
[triangle chimes]

839
01:00:40.888 --> 01:00:42.139
It's safe here.

840
01:00:44.600 --> 01:00:46.143
I'm just so sad.

841
01:00:46.643 --> 01:00:49.271
What's wrong?

842
01:00:49.313 --> 01:00:51.357
I don't know
what to do anymore.

843
01:00:52.941 --> 01:00:54.068
It's okay.

844
01:00:54.651 --> 01:00:56.403
Are you okay?

845
01:00:58.030 --> 01:00:59.239
I'm okay.

846
01:01:00.199 --> 01:01:02.743
Where can we go?

847
01:01:02.785 --> 01:01:04.328
Can we go anywhere?

848
01:01:05.579 --> 01:01:08.624
[seagulls calling]

849
01:01:10.334 --> 01:01:13.545
[waves crashing]

850
01:01:15.422 --> 01:01:16.507
What do you like?

851
01:01:18.675 --> 01:01:19.802
I don't know.

852
01:01:20.969 --> 01:01:22.054
What do you like?

853
01:01:24.390 --> 01:01:25.516
I don't know.

854
01:01:26.225 --> 01:01:29.686
It's nice to just relax.

855
01:01:33.148 --> 01:01:34.900
I like you.

856
01:01:34.942 --> 01:01:36.026
You're cool.

857
01:01:39.530 --> 01:01:40.656
I like you, too.

858
01:01:42.533 --> 01:01:44.451
What did you have
for dinner last night?

859
01:01:45.494 --> 01:01:46.620
Nothing.

860
01:01:47.538 --> 01:01:49.832
-What did you have?
-Nothing.

861
01:01:51.917 --> 01:01:53.127
Why not?

862
01:01:56.630 --> 01:01:58.382
I just--
when I'm scared...

863
01:02:00.092 --> 01:02:01.760
I don't feel hungry anymore.

864
01:02:01.802 --> 01:02:03.137
I forget to eat.

865
01:02:05.514 --> 01:02:07.975
How about from now on...

866
01:02:08.934 --> 01:02:10.853
you get to do
whatever you want?

867
01:02:13.021 --> 01:02:16.692
You deserve great things.
Okay?

868
01:02:17.443 --> 01:02:19.486
Don't listen
to anybody else.

869
01:02:20.487 --> 01:02:24.408
And you deserve
to smile and to laugh

870
01:02:24.450 --> 01:02:26.118
and be unafraid.

871
01:02:28.162 --> 01:02:30.164
No one's
ever gonna stop you.

872
01:02:31.707 --> 01:02:32.791
Okay?

873
01:02:34.042 --> 01:02:35.544
Anything?

874
01:02:35.586 --> 01:02:36.879
Anything I want?

875
01:02:37.754 --> 01:02:38.839
Anything.

876
01:02:44.178 --> 01:02:45.596
You know what I like?

877
01:02:46.472 --> 01:02:48.515
What?

878
01:02:48.557 --> 01:02:50.142
I like to dream.

879
01:02:50.893 --> 01:02:54.855
[sincere piano melody playing]

880
01:03:56.083 --> 01:04:00.045
♪

881
01:04:21.066 --> 01:04:22.484
[Young Marla]
Why does it hurt?

882
01:04:24.278 --> 01:04:26.989
[Marla] I don't want
to feel unlovable anymore.

883
01:04:29.074 --> 01:04:33.120
I want to feel like
I'm able to be loved.

884
01:04:34.913 --> 01:04:37.332
[Young Marla] I love you.
You're more than this.

885
01:04:37.374 --> 01:04:39.376
I see the real you.

886
01:04:39.418 --> 01:04:41.461
What did you need
someone to say?

887
01:04:41.503 --> 01:04:44.131
It's not your fault!
It's not your fault!

888
01:04:44.172 --> 01:04:45.799
It's not your fault.

889
01:04:48.719 --> 01:04:50.804
-[crying]
-What will you tell me?

890
01:04:57.853 --> 01:04:59.187
[Marla sniffling]

891
01:05:00.689 --> 01:05:01.857
[Delores]
Are you okay, honey?

892
01:05:05.360 --> 01:05:06.445
What happened?

893
01:05:07.821 --> 01:05:09.281
Is there anything you need?

894
01:05:09.323 --> 01:05:11.491
Anything? Anything at all?

895
01:05:14.161 --> 01:05:15.829
I need to call my friend.

896
01:05:18.498 --> 01:05:20.250
Everything's gonna be all right.

897
01:05:21.460 --> 01:05:23.128
You're gonna be fine, love.

898
01:05:23.170 --> 01:05:24.921
[Marla cries]

899
01:05:24.963 --> 01:05:29.343
[piano melody continues]

900
01:05:42.648 --> 01:05:46.318
Marla! [chuckles]

901
01:05:47.069 --> 01:05:48.862
Are you real right now?

902
01:05:48.904 --> 01:05:50.447
Yeah, I'm motherfucking real.

903
01:05:50.489 --> 01:05:52.741
You're real?
This is real?

904
01:05:52.783 --> 01:05:54.284
-Yes.
-No.

905
01:05:54.326 --> 01:05:57.537
-Please believe it. [laughs]
-[Marla screams]

906
01:06:03.669 --> 01:06:06.588
-I'm sorry.
-It's okay. It's okay.

907
01:06:07.297 --> 01:06:10.842
Like a rapper with no chain,
like an April with no rain.

908
01:06:10.884 --> 01:06:11.968
It just works.

909
01:06:12.552 --> 01:06:14.137
We're friends.

910
01:06:14.179 --> 01:06:15.263
Yeah.

911
01:06:17.683 --> 01:06:18.892
Wanna talk?

912
01:06:19.851 --> 01:06:21.895
[radio host] Now here's
a little tune to bring you
back.

913
01:06:23.021 --> 01:06:24.356
Yeah.

914
01:06:24.398 --> 01:06:27.275
["Toyland"
by Doris Day playing]

915
01:06:39.705 --> 01:06:43.417
♪ Toyland ♪

916
01:06:43.458 --> 01:06:47.254
♪ Toyland ♪

917
01:06:47.295 --> 01:06:50.882
♪ Little girl ♪

918
01:06:50.924 --> 01:06:55.887
♪ And boy land ♪

919
01:06:55.929 --> 01:07:02.394
♪ While you dwell within it ♪

920
01:07:02.853 --> 01:07:09.609
♪ You are ever happy there ♪

921
01:07:11.027 --> 01:07:16.283
♪ Again ♪

922
01:07:23.749 --> 01:07:27.502
[wind whooshing]

923
01:07:38.430 --> 01:07:42.309
[thunder rumbling in distance]

924
01:07:47.773 --> 01:07:49.608
Uh, Marla?

925
01:07:52.944 --> 01:07:54.571
I think
we're supposed to go to there.

926
01:07:56.948 --> 01:08:00.410
[phone ringing]

927
01:08:00.452 --> 01:08:02.037
You know what?

928
01:08:02.078 --> 01:08:03.663
That is what I'm seeing.
That is what it is.

929
01:08:03.705 --> 01:08:05.999
That's a phone booth
in the middle of the road.

930
01:08:06.041 --> 01:08:08.210
Right?
That is what I'm seeing.

931
01:08:08.251 --> 01:08:09.586
That's messed up, right?

932
01:08:11.755 --> 01:08:13.799
I don't know
who I am anymore.

933
01:08:15.342 --> 01:08:16.760
I don't really know either,

934
01:08:16.802 --> 01:08:18.303
but I think
I'm starting to get it.

935
01:08:18.345 --> 01:08:19.846
Yeah.

936
01:08:19.888 --> 01:08:22.224
We always have been
sort of, like, nuts,

937
01:08:22.265 --> 01:08:24.226
so, what's fun?

938
01:08:24.267 --> 01:08:29.064
[phone ringing]

939
01:08:29.105 --> 01:08:31.733
You gotta go, Marla.
You gotta go.

940
01:08:31.775 --> 01:08:34.444
It's, like, the only way
to deal with all of this.

941
01:08:35.445 --> 01:08:36.863
And what if
I don't come back?

942
01:08:37.280 --> 01:08:38.406
I'll come get you.

943
01:08:39.658 --> 01:08:42.911
[phone ringing]

944
01:08:43.370 --> 01:08:44.621
You're not alone, Marla.

945
01:08:47.249 --> 01:08:48.834
We're all
made of dark parts.

946
01:08:50.335 --> 01:08:51.711
Just gotta try
and face them.

947
01:09:01.346 --> 01:09:02.514
You got this.

948
01:09:05.016 --> 01:09:06.142
Go.

949
01:09:08.728 --> 01:09:12.023
[tense music building]

950
01:09:31.167 --> 01:09:33.461
-Nice of you to show up.
-[door closes]

951
01:09:37.215 --> 01:09:38.300
Hey.

952
01:09:39.426 --> 01:09:40.677
[Mother] Open your gift.

953
01:09:43.513 --> 01:09:44.681
Happy birthday.

954
01:09:46.433 --> 01:09:47.559
Hi, Mom.

955
01:09:50.145 --> 01:09:51.396
This is for you.

956
01:10:08.955 --> 01:10:10.081
Thanks, Mom.

957
01:10:12.417 --> 01:10:15.170
I had one just like it
when I was a kid.

958
01:10:18.882 --> 01:10:19.966
It's beautiful.

959
01:10:25.764 --> 01:10:26.932
Mm-hmm.

960
01:10:28.308 --> 01:10:29.601
I thought you would like it.

961
01:10:32.771 --> 01:10:33.855
Let me see it.

962
01:10:37.734 --> 01:10:39.110
Marla, put it down.

963
01:10:40.278 --> 01:10:43.573
Mom, it's-- it's okay.
She can hold it.

964
01:10:43.615 --> 01:10:45.367
Put that down.
It's your sister's.

965
01:10:48.119 --> 01:10:49.371
[glass shattering]

966
01:10:49.412 --> 01:10:51.790
-Goddamn it!
-I-- I--

967
01:10:51.831 --> 01:10:53.667
-Look what you just fucking did?
-Mom!

968
01:10:54.459 --> 01:10:56.169
Try to have one nice night.

969
01:10:56.211 --> 01:10:58.672
-I'll pick it up. I'm sorry.
-Yeah. Pick it up.

970
01:10:59.339 --> 01:11:01.549
Pick it up right now. Do it.

971
01:11:02.425 --> 01:11:04.010
-Pick it up!
-Stop it.

972
01:11:04.052 --> 01:11:05.720
-Pick it up!
-Stop it! Stop it!

973
01:11:05.762 --> 01:11:07.097
Mom! You're hurting her!

974
01:11:07.138 --> 01:11:08.598
I don't care about hurting her.

975
01:11:08.640 --> 01:11:10.600
She should see
how it feels for once.

976
01:11:15.855 --> 01:11:17.440
What the fuck is wrong with you?

977
01:11:19.401 --> 01:11:21.069
What's wrong with you?

978
01:11:22.278 --> 01:11:23.446
[Mother scoffs]

979
01:11:24.823 --> 01:11:26.491
[chuckles scornfully]

980
01:11:26.533 --> 01:11:28.410
Jesus Christ.

981
01:11:30.370 --> 01:11:32.038
I'm not coming back here.

982
01:11:32.080 --> 01:11:34.124
Well, no one
wants you here anyway, so...

983
01:11:39.671 --> 01:11:41.881
You're not fit
to be a fucking mother.

984
01:11:48.388 --> 01:11:50.181
[panting]

985
01:12:01.735 --> 01:12:03.069
[shrill chord plays]

986
01:12:03.111 --> 01:12:04.654
Tell me what to do.

987
01:12:05.321 --> 01:12:08.783
I don't know what to do.
I'm so fucking angry.

988
01:12:08.825 --> 01:12:10.952
-I'm so fucking mad.
-[Blank] Marla.

989
01:12:10.994 --> 01:12:12.954
I'm so mad. I'm so angry.

990
01:12:12.996 --> 01:12:15.373
She's not gonna be okay.
I need to go back there.

991
01:12:17.375 --> 01:12:19.044
Please give it time. Please?

992
01:12:20.837 --> 01:12:22.172
I told her I hated her.

993
01:12:23.423 --> 01:12:26.092
Give it time. Give it time.

994
01:12:26.134 --> 01:12:28.219
-[phone ringing]
-Give it time.

995
01:12:28.261 --> 01:12:29.429
Okay?

996
01:12:30.263 --> 01:12:31.347
Okay?

997
01:12:32.057 --> 01:12:34.642
[phone continues ringing]

998
01:12:37.353 --> 01:12:38.730
I don't want to pick it up.

999
01:12:39.439 --> 01:12:40.982
Rest. Come on, come on.

1000
01:12:41.024 --> 01:12:43.276
Come on, come on.
Come on, come on, come on.

1001
01:12:44.861 --> 01:12:47.864
[phone ringing]

1002
01:12:47.906 --> 01:12:50.200
[Marla sobbing]

1003
01:12:52.243 --> 01:12:54.287
I want to kill her.

1004
01:12:57.916 --> 01:13:00.543
[sniffling]

1005
01:13:00.585 --> 01:13:02.962
-Rest.
-I have to go back there.

1006
01:13:03.004 --> 01:13:04.172
Rest.

1007
01:13:04.214 --> 01:13:05.423
I have to go back.

1008
01:13:09.302 --> 01:13:10.929
[inhales sharply]
I have to go back there.

1009
01:13:10.970 --> 01:13:12.180
[answer machine clicks]

1010
01:13:12.972 --> 01:13:14.599
[Marian]
I can't find Mom anywhere.

1011
01:13:15.350 --> 01:13:16.684
I'm worried about you.

1012
01:13:17.185 --> 01:13:18.269
You're my sister.

1013
01:13:19.062 --> 01:13:20.772
Marla,
you need to go back there.

1014
01:13:23.817 --> 01:13:25.985
[birds chirping in distance]

1015
01:13:39.707 --> 01:13:41.251
[water splashing]

1016
01:13:58.226 --> 01:14:01.729
[mellow ambient music]

1017
01:14:27.088 --> 01:14:30.717
♪

1018
01:15:16.346 --> 01:15:19.098
[Mother breathing shakily]

1019
01:15:26.272 --> 01:15:30.443
I don't feel safe here.
I don't feel safe here.

1020
01:15:30.485 --> 01:15:33.696
♪

1021
01:15:49.087 --> 01:15:51.589
[Mother sniffling]

1022
01:15:55.385 --> 01:15:56.761
I'll be right back.

1023
01:15:58.638 --> 01:16:03.184
[oppressive music playing]

1024
01:16:24.872 --> 01:16:27.375
♪

1025
01:16:30.086 --> 01:16:31.296
Mom!

1026
01:16:32.088 --> 01:16:33.381
Mom!

1027
01:16:33.423 --> 01:16:35.216
Mom, Mom, please, stop.

1028
01:16:35.258 --> 01:16:36.718
-Marla!
-Mom, stop!

1029
01:16:36.759 --> 01:16:38.177
Marla! Stop it.

1030
01:16:38.720 --> 01:16:40.555
Mom, please.

1031
01:16:40.596 --> 01:16:42.265
What are you doing? Let me go.

1032
01:16:42.307 --> 01:16:45.226
I want you to hear me.
I want you to hear me.

1033
01:16:45.685 --> 01:16:47.854
Leave it alone. Stop trying.

1034
01:16:47.895 --> 01:16:49.772
I need you to hear me.
I need you to hear me.

1035
01:16:50.315 --> 01:16:52.317
I love you.
I need you to hear that.

1036
01:16:53.026 --> 01:16:54.610
Please. Can you hear me?

1037
01:16:55.194 --> 01:16:57.071
Mom, please.
I don't want you to go.

1038
01:16:57.905 --> 01:16:59.157
I really don't want you to go.

1039
01:17:00.742 --> 01:17:02.160
Will you accept this?

1040
01:17:04.620 --> 01:17:05.872
How it is...

1041
01:17:08.458 --> 01:17:10.585
how it was, how I am.

1042
01:17:14.130 --> 01:17:17.550
This has nothing to do with you.

1043
01:17:19.677 --> 01:17:21.095
Nothing to do with you.

1044
01:17:22.430 --> 01:17:23.514
Do you hear me?

1045
01:17:26.267 --> 01:17:28.478
[music distorts]

1046
01:17:31.064 --> 01:17:32.565
Let me go.

1047
01:17:34.359 --> 01:17:38.363
[daunting instrumental building]

1048
01:17:47.663 --> 01:17:49.415
[music stops abruptly]

1049
01:18:00.718 --> 01:18:01.886
Mom?

1050
01:18:22.573 --> 01:18:23.658
Mom?

1051
01:18:50.643 --> 01:18:51.811
Mom?

1052
01:18:57.275 --> 01:18:59.819
[floor creaking]

1053
01:19:08.911 --> 01:19:12.373
[eerie, indiscernible
whispering]

1054
01:19:15.668 --> 01:19:17.128
Open the door, Mom.

1055
01:19:17.170 --> 01:19:19.255
[whispering intensifies]

1056
01:19:27.889 --> 01:19:29.307
[whispering stops]

1057
01:19:30.266 --> 01:19:31.934
[door creaking]

1058
01:19:45.823 --> 01:19:46.991
Mom?

1059
01:19:47.617 --> 01:19:48.826
I'm really sorry.

1060
01:19:50.536 --> 01:19:52.872
[Marla breathing shakily]
I'm--

1061
01:19:52.914 --> 01:19:54.165
I'm really sorry.

1062
01:19:59.587 --> 01:20:00.880
Are you okay?

1063
01:20:08.221 --> 01:20:09.472
I'm really sorry...

1064
01:20:10.848 --> 01:20:13.142
for-- for everything I said.

1065
01:20:13.184 --> 01:20:14.268
I didn't mean it.

1066
01:20:17.480 --> 01:20:18.898
I just want
to tell you something.

1067
01:20:18.940 --> 01:20:20.441
-I don't--
-Shh.

1068
01:20:23.653 --> 01:20:24.820
Shh.

1069
01:20:28.366 --> 01:20:30.743
This has nothing to do with you.

1070
01:20:34.372 --> 01:20:35.706
Let go.

1071
01:20:37.166 --> 01:20:39.168
[Marla inhales deeply]

1072
01:20:39.210 --> 01:20:41.337
Shh, shh.

1073
01:20:41.379 --> 01:20:44.173
[rhythmic whooshing]

1074
01:20:46.175 --> 01:20:48.427
This has nothing to do with you.

1075
01:20:51.013 --> 01:20:52.181
Let go.

1076
01:20:54.016 --> 01:20:56.435
[sighs deeply]

1077
01:20:58.896 --> 01:21:00.231
Mom?

1078
01:21:00.273 --> 01:21:02.233
-[gunshot]
-Mom!

1079
01:21:04.694 --> 01:21:07.238
[Marla screaming] Mom!

1080
01:21:07.280 --> 01:21:08.698
[sobbing]

1081
01:21:09.657 --> 01:21:11.367
Mom? Mom!

1082
01:21:12.326 --> 01:21:13.536
Mom! Mom!

1083
01:21:14.245 --> 01:21:15.538
[Marla sobbing] Mom.

1084
01:21:17.248 --> 01:21:18.332
Mom.

1085
01:21:20.835 --> 01:21:23.546
[sobbing]

1086
01:21:26.007 --> 01:21:27.174
Mom.

1087
01:21:31.804 --> 01:21:34.432
Mom. Mom.

1088
01:21:34.473 --> 01:21:37.643
[lullaby creeps in]

1089
01:21:40.855 --> 01:21:42.231
Mom. Mom.

1090
01:21:43.190 --> 01:21:44.275
Mom.

1091
01:21:45.651 --> 01:21:46.944
Marla?

1092
01:21:50.615 --> 01:21:51.866
You don't belong here.

1093
01:21:53.326 --> 01:21:54.744
Come on.

1094
01:21:54.785 --> 01:21:57.663
[lullaby continues]

1095
01:21:57.705 --> 01:22:00.958
[distorted heartbeat pounding]

1096
01:22:04.670 --> 01:22:06.130
[Marla, echoing]
Can we go home now?

1097
01:22:06.172 --> 01:22:08.049
[melodious piano music]

1098
01:22:08.090 --> 01:22:09.925
When I was little

1099
01:22:09.967 --> 01:22:12.970
I used to hide
when I was scared.

1100
01:22:13.012 --> 01:22:14.347
I would close my eyes...

1101
01:22:16.098 --> 01:22:17.516
and I'd be safe.

1102
01:22:19.977 --> 01:22:21.062
I used to imagine...

1103
01:22:22.355 --> 01:22:24.398
going to watch
the moon tap dance.

1104
01:22:24.440 --> 01:22:26.400
♪

1105
01:22:28.486 --> 01:22:30.321
I would sit there and be safe.

1106
01:22:31.781 --> 01:22:34.909
There is no wrong place to be.

1107
01:22:34.950 --> 01:22:38.496
♪

1108
01:22:38.537 --> 01:22:40.331
I think I wanna choose living.

1109
01:22:42.625 --> 01:22:43.793
Is that me?

1110
01:22:45.002 --> 01:22:47.713
Facing it all. Trying.

1111
01:22:49.799 --> 01:22:50.925
It'll be worth it.

1112
01:22:52.218 --> 01:22:54.053
I'm sorry
I didn't know sooner.

1113
01:22:57.765 --> 01:22:59.308
In life,

1114
01:22:59.350 --> 01:23:02.228
there are so many memories

1115
01:23:02.269 --> 01:23:03.604
to choose from.

1116
01:23:06.399 --> 01:23:07.566
Bad and good.

1117
01:23:07.608 --> 01:23:10.277
[piano music continues]

1118
01:23:11.445 --> 01:23:12.863
I'll never forget this.

1119
01:23:16.242 --> 01:23:17.410
I promise you.

1120
01:23:18.786 --> 01:23:20.705
I will always take you with me.

1121
01:23:20.746 --> 01:23:23.124
[piano music ends]

1122
01:23:23.165 --> 01:23:26.252
["House of the Rising Sun"
playing]

1123
01:23:42.643 --> 01:23:47.815
♪ There is a house ♪

1124
01:23:47.857 --> 01:23:53.070
♪ In New Orleans ♪

1125
01:23:53.863 --> 01:23:56.782
♪ They call ♪

1126
01:23:56.824 --> 01:24:01.871
♪ The Rising Sun ♪

1127
01:24:04.331 --> 01:24:09.128
♪ And it's been the ruin ♪

1128
01:24:09.170 --> 01:24:14.300
♪ Of many a poor girl ♪

1129
01:24:15.301 --> 01:24:21.265
♪ And me, O God, for one ♪

1130
01:24:25.561 --> 01:24:30.399
♪ If I had listened ♪

1131
01:24:30.441 --> 01:24:35.696
♪ To what my mother said ♪

1132
01:24:35.738 --> 01:24:43.496
♪ I'd be at home today ♪

1133
01:24:45.998 --> 01:24:50.711
♪ But I was young ♪

1134
01:24:51.295 --> 01:24:55.966
♪ And foolish, O God ♪

1135
01:24:56.592 --> 01:25:03.432
♪ Let a rambler
lead me astray ♪

1136
01:25:06.977 --> 01:25:14.443
♪ Go tell my baby sister ♪

1137
01:25:16.862 --> 01:25:23.911
♪ Never do
what I have done ♪

1138
01:25:26.872 --> 01:25:31.877
♪ But shun the house ♪

1139
01:25:31.919 --> 01:25:36.799
♪ In New Orleans ♪

1140
01:25:37.633 --> 01:25:45.432
♪♪ They call the Rising Sun ♪

1141
01:25:48.978 --> 01:25:53.858
♪ I'm going back ♪

1142
01:25:54.608 --> 01:26:00.072
♪ To New Orleans ♪

1143
01:26:01.532 --> 01:26:08.998
♪ My race is almost run ♪

1144
01:26:11.458 --> 01:26:15.838
♪ Yeah, I'm going back ♪

1145
01:26:16.630 --> 01:26:23.679
♪ To spend my life ♪

1146
01:26:25.222 --> 01:26:28.851
♪ Beneath ♪

1147
01:26:28.893 --> 01:26:34.732
♪ The Rising Sun ♪

1148
01:26:36.191 --> 01:26:37.776
[music fades]

1149
01:26:38.444 --> 01:26:41.405
["I Will Die Alone"
by Jessie Payo]

1150
01:26:42.907 --> 01:26:45.242
♪ Little girl in saddle shoes ♪

1151
01:26:45.284 --> 01:26:47.494
♪ Dancing in my mama's room ♪

1152
01:26:47.536 --> 01:26:50.706
♪ I still hear her
singing to me ♪

1153
01:26:51.707 --> 01:26:54.251
♪ She sang of life,
she sang of love ♪

1154
01:26:54.293 --> 01:26:56.462
♪ And everything
I would become ♪

1155
01:26:56.503 --> 01:27:00.549
♪ And how I'd meet
the man of my dreams ♪

1156
01:27:01.175 --> 01:27:03.719
♪ But I was born
of desert fire ♪

1157
01:27:03.761 --> 01:27:06.013
♪ Driven by my one desire ♪

1158
01:27:06.055 --> 01:27:10.267
♪ Traded all I had
for the great unknown ♪

1159
01:27:10.309 --> 01:27:12.603
♪ A bleeding heart
I don't possess ♪

1160
01:27:12.645 --> 01:27:15.230
♪ And when I'm finally
laid to rest ♪

1161
01:27:15.272 --> 01:27:18.984
♪ I will die alone ♪

1162
01:27:19.485 --> 01:27:23.697
♪ Yes, I will die alone ♪

1163
01:27:26.450 --> 01:27:28.786
♪ I left the church,
I left the man ♪

1164
01:27:28.827 --> 01:27:31.080
♪ I left behind
the life we planned ♪

1165
01:27:31.121 --> 01:27:34.875
♪ I heard the devil
call out to me ♪

1166
01:27:35.668 --> 01:27:38.003
♪ No diamond ring,
no wedding band ♪

1167
01:27:38.045 --> 01:27:40.339
♪ The love I had
slipped through my hands ♪

1168
01:27:40.381 --> 01:27:44.218
♪ And I will never be free ♪

1169
01:27:44.969 --> 01:27:47.471
♪ 'Cause I was born
of desert fire ♪

1170
01:27:47.513 --> 01:27:49.807
♪ Driven by my one desire ♪

1171
01:27:49.848 --> 01:27:54.061
♪ Traded all I had
for the great unknown ♪

1172
01:27:54.103 --> 01:27:56.563
♪ A bleeding heart
I don't possess ♪

1173
01:27:56.605 --> 01:27:58.983
♪ And when I'm finally
laid to rest ♪

1174
01:27:59.024 --> 01:28:03.487
♪ I will die alone ♪

1175
01:28:03.529 --> 01:28:07.074
♪ I will die alone ♪

1176
01:28:07.116 --> 01:28:13.706
♪

1177
01:28:33.350 --> 01:28:35.686
[music fades]