WEBVTT FILE 1 00:00:02.000 --> 00:00:07.000 Downloaded from YTS.MX 2 00:00:08.000 --> 00:00:13.000 Official YIFY movies site: YTS.MX 3 00:01:23.383 --> 00:01:24.784 Where's my primer? 4 00:01:28.922 --> 00:01:30.590 Vada, we're late! 5 00:01:31.458 --> 00:01:33.493 -Vada. -Mmm. 6 00:01:38.798 --> 00:01:41.601 -God... 7 00:02:04.591 --> 00:02:05.758 Dude, we are so fucking late! 8 00:02:05.825 --> 00:02:07.760 Are the cake pops different flavors 9 00:02:07.827 --> 00:02:09.696 or are they just different colors? 10 00:02:09.796 --> 00:02:11.131 Different flavors. 11 00:02:11.197 --> 00:02:12.699 What are the flavor differences? 12 00:02:24.177 --> 00:02:26.546 Honestly, it is a miracle that we made it on time. 13 00:02:26.646 --> 00:02:28.348 Dude, we are killing it! 14 00:02:28.448 --> 00:02:29.549 Per ushe, yes. 15 00:02:29.649 --> 00:02:31.151 Also, is it just me or does coffee 16 00:02:31.217 --> 00:02:33.219 immediately make you have to shit? 17 00:02:33.319 --> 00:02:35.288 -Oh, immediately, yeah. -Like I smell coffee and I'm shitting my pants. 18 00:02:35.355 --> 00:02:37.790 Pause the shit-talking till Justin Dragonas passes. 19 00:02:41.728 --> 00:02:43.062 Oh, my God, I want him. 20 00:02:43.163 --> 00:02:44.564 We need to come up with a code for shitting. 21 00:02:45.465 --> 00:02:46.399 You're right! 22 00:02:46.499 --> 00:02:48.067 Alright, let's think. 23 00:02:48.168 --> 00:02:50.069 -Okay, like-- -We can say like I need to talk to my boss. 24 00:02:50.170 --> 00:02:52.238 -What are you talking about? -Are you picking what I'm putting down? 25 00:02:52.338 --> 00:02:55.008 It's like, "Okay, I need to have a long call with my boss 26 00:02:55.074 --> 00:02:56.342 and he's mad." 27 00:02:56.409 --> 00:02:58.077 Oh my God, my boss is so mad at me 28 00:02:58.178 --> 00:02:59.312 that I got a penis call this morning. 29 00:02:59.379 --> 00:03:00.680 Oh, and then when you... 30 00:03:00.747 --> 00:03:02.649 It could be like you're texting your boss. 31 00:03:02.715 --> 00:03:04.684 You're texting your boss. I love it. 32 00:03:04.751 --> 00:03:06.386 -We love that. -You have to keep it fancy. 33 00:03:06.486 --> 00:03:08.421 We love to keep it fancy, that's what we do. 34 00:03:08.521 --> 00:03:11.391 Now that's also a concern because most of that water is paleo water. 35 00:03:11.491 --> 00:03:13.860 Dating back to the most rec... Yes, Vada? 36 00:03:13.927 --> 00:03:16.563 Does the kind of rock affect how long the aquifer last 37 00:03:16.663 --> 00:03:18.331 or how quickly it recharges? 38 00:03:18.398 --> 00:03:20.200 Oh, that's a great question, 39 00:03:20.266 --> 00:03:22.101 but that depends on many factors. 40 00:03:22.202 --> 00:03:23.703 Anybody wanna guess 41 00:03:23.770 --> 00:03:26.172 what the next biggest aquifer is? 42 00:03:26.239 --> 00:03:27.440 So we have to think about what we know 43 00:03:27.540 --> 00:03:29.008 about the aquifers, right? 44 00:03:29.075 --> 00:03:32.111 So the Ogallala Aquifer is one of the largest eight 45 00:03:32.212 --> 00:03:34.113 in the world, not to... Yes? 46 00:03:34.214 --> 00:03:35.548 I'm sorry, can I use the restroom? 47 00:03:35.615 --> 00:03:36.749 Yes. 48 00:03:36.849 --> 00:03:39.118 It dates back to the recent ice age. 49 00:03:39.219 --> 00:03:40.787 So when we think about that we have to say, "Wow, 50 00:03:40.887 --> 00:03:42.689 this is one of the largest in the world." 51 00:03:43.957 --> 00:03:45.191 Are you okay? 52 00:03:45.258 --> 00:03:46.793 -No. -What happened? 53 00:03:49.729 --> 00:03:51.297 I don't want anyone to hear me. 54 00:03:51.397 --> 00:03:54.033 Dude, literally just tell me, you're freaking me out. 55 00:03:56.402 --> 00:03:57.637 I got my... 56 00:03:58.938 --> 00:04:01.541 What? I can't hear you. 57 00:04:01.608 --> 00:04:03.076 I'll just text it to you. 58 00:04:10.817 --> 00:04:12.118 Jesus, Amelia! 59 00:04:12.218 --> 00:04:17.457 You don't text 911 when you get your period! 60 00:04:17.557 --> 00:04:20.226 You scared the shit out of me. Oh my God! 61 00:04:21.427 --> 00:04:22.462 I'm sorry. 62 00:04:26.432 --> 00:04:27.467 It's okay. 63 00:04:29.636 --> 00:04:32.005 Wait, haven't you been dyin' to get your period for like a year? 64 00:04:32.105 --> 00:04:33.306 I thought you'd be stoked. 65 00:04:34.607 --> 00:04:36.075 It's different than I thought. 66 00:04:36.142 --> 00:04:38.011 Oh, you mean shitty as hell? Yeah, I know. 67 00:04:38.111 --> 00:04:40.146 You're the worst. I'm hanging up now. 68 00:04:40.246 --> 00:04:42.582 I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I'm sorry. 69 00:04:42.649 --> 00:04:44.083 Do you, um... 70 00:04:46.452 --> 00:04:48.688 have everything you need? 71 00:04:48.788 --> 00:04:52.692 Yeah, I stole it from your room a few months ago. 72 00:04:52.792 --> 00:04:54.327 It's in my backpack. 73 00:04:55.128 --> 00:04:57.030 Just in case. 74 00:04:57.130 --> 00:04:58.665 I was just gonna tell you to stuff a bunch of toilet paper 75 00:04:58.765 --> 00:05:00.133 in your pants till you get home, 76 00:05:00.199 --> 00:05:03.836 but that... That's some pro-level shit. 77 00:05:04.804 --> 00:05:06.039 Nice move! 78 00:05:06.139 --> 00:05:07.307 Oh, my God. 79 00:05:08.641 --> 00:05:10.209 How about this? 80 00:05:10.310 --> 00:05:12.045 Let's go to dinner tonight, just you and I, okay? 81 00:05:12.145 --> 00:05:13.546 And I will fill you in 82 00:05:13.646 --> 00:05:18.951 on all the bloody, chunky, gooey, goopy details. 83 00:05:19.018 --> 00:05:20.553 Ew, shut up. 84 00:05:20.653 --> 00:05:21.654 I love ya. 85 00:05:22.522 --> 00:05:23.956 Congratulations. 86 00:05:24.023 --> 00:05:26.025 Don't say congrats, you freak. 87 00:05:30.863 --> 00:05:31.898 I love you, too. 88 00:05:50.683 --> 00:05:51.651 Photo day. 89 00:05:52.685 --> 00:05:54.487 Better get my shit together. 90 00:06:51.944 --> 00:06:53.746 You don't even need to wear makeup. 91 00:06:54.781 --> 00:06:55.948 Sorry, what? 92 00:06:57.417 --> 00:06:59.619 I just said, "You don't even need to wear makeup." 93 00:07:01.220 --> 00:07:02.622 -I... 94 00:07:02.722 --> 00:07:05.825 -What was that? 95 00:07:05.925 --> 00:07:07.427 -Come on, come on! 96 00:07:07.493 --> 00:07:09.295 -Was that a gun? -Get down! 97 00:07:13.399 --> 00:07:14.267 Take 'em off! 98 00:07:15.468 --> 00:07:16.469 No! Oh! 99 00:07:32.618 --> 00:07:33.853 We're gonna die. 100 00:07:33.953 --> 00:07:36.289 Go, go, go, go, go! 101 00:07:50.336 --> 00:07:53.139 Oh my God. Oh my God. 102 00:07:54.774 --> 00:07:56.342 Is it over? 103 00:07:57.143 --> 00:07:58.377 Is it over? 104 00:08:07.720 --> 00:08:08.721 Who's in there? 105 00:08:10.156 --> 00:08:12.225 I'm not the shooter. It's Matt Corgan, I saw him. 106 00:08:13.626 --> 00:08:16.395 Do you know where he is now? 107 00:08:16.496 --> 00:08:17.997 I don't know, I don't know. 108 00:08:20.166 --> 00:08:21.834 My brother. 109 00:08:21.901 --> 00:08:23.503 Come, come under. Just... 110 00:08:33.646 --> 00:08:35.348 Oh, fuck, are you shot? 111 00:08:36.716 --> 00:08:39.018 My brother. 112 00:09:03.209 --> 00:09:05.778 You! Drop your weapon! 113 00:09:05.878 --> 00:09:07.513 Drop your weapon now! 114 00:09:10.883 --> 00:09:13.019 Down on the ground! 115 00:09:47.587 --> 00:09:49.655 Maybe we should wake her up. 116 00:09:49.755 --> 00:09:51.557 She needs to rest. 117 00:09:51.624 --> 00:09:53.225 I just wanna talk to her. 118 00:10:29.028 --> 00:10:30.196 Did you know him? 119 00:10:32.531 --> 00:10:34.667 He follows you on Instagram, so he knew you. 120 00:10:37.436 --> 00:10:38.838 It's like on every channel. 121 00:10:38.938 --> 00:10:41.307 Like CNN was interviewing your friend Melody. 122 00:10:41.874 --> 00:10:42.975 So crazy. 123 00:10:44.644 --> 00:10:46.012 Did you know anyone who died? 124 00:10:46.112 --> 00:10:47.613 -Amelia. -What? 125 00:10:48.881 --> 00:10:50.349 Is there like a list or something? 126 00:10:56.689 --> 00:11:00.226 Sometimes, I'm just like, "What year are we living in?" 127 00:11:00.326 --> 00:11:03.062 I'm literally gonna Amazon a bulletproof backpack. 128 00:11:03.162 --> 00:11:04.563 Amelia! 129 00:11:04.664 --> 00:11:05.665 What? 130 00:11:10.970 --> 00:11:12.571 Please don't cry, Mom. 131 00:11:13.739 --> 00:11:14.974 I'm so sorry. I'm sorry. 132 00:11:33.192 --> 00:11:34.593 Do you need something? 133 00:11:36.696 --> 00:11:38.264 Was just gonna take a bath. 134 00:11:39.665 --> 00:11:40.566 Okay 135 00:11:44.370 --> 00:11:45.271 Okay. 136 00:14:16.488 --> 00:14:17.656 Fuck. 137 00:15:55.454 --> 00:15:57.489 I'm glad you're going to see Nick. 138 00:15:58.290 --> 00:15:59.758 How's he holding up? 139 00:16:00.826 --> 00:16:01.760 I think okay. 140 00:16:02.695 --> 00:16:03.662 Good! 141 00:16:04.763 --> 00:16:05.664 Good. 142 00:16:11.470 --> 00:16:14.173 What about you? How... How are you feeling? 143 00:16:23.816 --> 00:16:24.683 Better. 144 00:16:26.051 --> 00:16:28.053 That's good, so good. 145 00:16:28.153 --> 00:16:30.155 I'm really so glad to hear that. 146 00:16:38.030 --> 00:16:39.798 I literally thought it was a drill 147 00:16:39.865 --> 00:16:41.567 'cause Cambie had us locked in, 148 00:16:41.667 --> 00:16:43.068 shades over the window in like two seconds, 149 00:16:43.168 --> 00:16:45.237 so I was like, "Okay, clearly, this is a drill." 150 00:16:45.337 --> 00:16:46.505 -Right? -Yeah. 151 00:16:46.572 --> 00:16:47.906 And Olivia Metis is like talking, 152 00:16:48.007 --> 00:16:49.908 you know, being annoying, and Cambie goes 153 00:16:50.009 --> 00:16:53.245 -"Olivia, be fucking quiet." -No. 154 00:16:53.345 --> 00:16:55.247 And we're all like, "Oh shit. 155 00:16:55.347 --> 00:16:57.149 Like this is real deal, no joke." 156 00:16:57.216 --> 00:17:00.085 It's just so... It's so fucked. 157 00:17:00.185 --> 00:17:02.254 I can't stop hearing the sound of it. 158 00:17:07.526 --> 00:17:09.428 So last night, I was like, "Okay, 159 00:17:09.528 --> 00:17:11.230 why did I survive? 160 00:17:11.330 --> 00:17:13.499 Like out of everyone, like why me? 161 00:17:13.565 --> 00:17:16.168 Is it so that I can do something 162 00:17:16.235 --> 00:17:18.904 to like make this never happen again?" 163 00:17:19.538 --> 00:17:20.672 Hmm. 164 00:17:20.739 --> 00:17:22.508 So, I set up this Zoom with Everytown 165 00:17:22.574 --> 00:17:24.276 and we're gonna talk about like 166 00:17:24.376 --> 00:17:26.278 how to be more reactive, how to start a movement, 167 00:17:26.378 --> 00:17:27.746 how to get a fuckin' bill passed. 168 00:17:27.846 --> 00:17:28.914 Like something. 169 00:17:35.721 --> 00:17:36.922 Why do you think he did it? 170 00:17:39.558 --> 00:17:41.960 I don't know, is there like ever a reason? 171 00:17:46.565 --> 00:17:48.367 After initial reports of a shooter, 172 00:17:48.434 --> 00:17:49.902 officers surrounded the campus, 173 00:17:49.968 --> 00:17:51.737 directing the evacuation of hundreds 174 00:17:51.804 --> 00:17:53.372 of students from the scene. 175 00:17:53.439 --> 00:17:54.606 This tragedy is. 176 00:17:54.706 --> 00:17:56.742 I think Anderson Cooper is cute. 177 00:17:56.809 --> 00:17:57.976 We've been on the scene. 178 00:17:58.077 --> 00:17:59.945 He is. Don't get too attached. 179 00:18:34.813 --> 00:18:36.515 Disturbing videos from the students' cellphones 180 00:18:41.587 --> 00:18:44.523 In the video, gunshots can be heard in the hall, 181 00:18:44.623 --> 00:18:47.593 answered by children screaming in their classrooms... 182 00:18:47.659 --> 00:18:49.294 I'm gonna go to Nick's. 183 00:18:49.361 --> 00:18:50.863 Uh, okay. 184 00:18:50.963 --> 00:18:52.464 ...during the escape, children fled the building. 185 00:19:29.001 --> 00:19:30.068 Hey. 186 00:19:30.169 --> 00:19:31.170 Hey. 187 00:19:32.671 --> 00:19:33.839 Wanna come in? 188 00:19:39.011 --> 00:19:39.912 Thank you. 189 00:19:44.016 --> 00:19:45.484 Want some water or somethin'? 190 00:19:47.085 --> 00:19:48.353 Okay. 191 00:19:53.892 --> 00:19:56.762 You have a really nice house. 192 00:19:56.862 --> 00:19:58.330 Thanks. 193 00:19:58.397 --> 00:20:01.500 Really nice, it's a cool vibe, with the wood and uh... 194 00:20:01.567 --> 00:20:04.269 You have a lot of cool art here, too. 195 00:20:04.369 --> 00:20:07.172 Yeah, uh, my dads are artists, so... 196 00:20:07.239 --> 00:20:09.875 -Your parents are artists? -Yeah. 197 00:20:11.510 --> 00:20:12.878 That is so cool. 198 00:20:14.446 --> 00:20:15.781 It all makes sense now. 199 00:20:15.881 --> 00:20:17.683 Do you know when they'll be back? 200 00:20:18.750 --> 00:20:21.019 I'm actually not really sure. 201 00:20:21.086 --> 00:20:23.088 Yeah, they're gone like all the time. 202 00:20:27.192 --> 00:20:30.462 Uh, I have to be honest with you, 203 00:20:30.562 --> 00:20:32.097 'cause if I'm not then 204 00:20:32.197 --> 00:20:34.233 I'll probably feel really bad about it. 205 00:20:34.299 --> 00:20:36.568 But I watched some of... Thank you. 206 00:20:36.635 --> 00:20:40.105 Some of your dance videos on Instagram. 207 00:20:40.205 --> 00:20:43.609 In the videos, you come off like, so like hard. 208 00:20:43.709 --> 00:20:45.410 And whatever. 209 00:20:45.477 --> 00:20:47.546 What I'm tryin' to say is you're a completely different person 210 00:20:47.613 --> 00:20:49.982 when you're dancing and in real life, 211 00:20:50.082 --> 00:20:51.283 you're like so different. 212 00:20:51.383 --> 00:20:53.385 Yeah, I don't know why I'm like that. 213 00:20:53.452 --> 00:20:55.487 It's like... Yeah. 214 00:20:55.587 --> 00:20:58.924 It's cool though that you're able to like just switch into 215 00:20:58.991 --> 00:21:00.259 a different mode. 216 00:21:00.325 --> 00:21:01.493 Like I could never do something like that. 217 00:21:01.593 --> 00:21:02.761 It's dope. 218 00:21:06.331 --> 00:21:07.499 Thank you. 219 00:21:09.101 --> 00:21:10.435 Yeah. 220 00:21:14.139 --> 00:21:16.408 Is that... Is that wine okay for you? 221 00:21:16.475 --> 00:21:18.010 Oh, yeah, no, it's so good. 222 00:21:18.110 --> 00:21:19.678 Are you sure? I have like a couple of others-- 223 00:21:19.778 --> 00:21:20.979 No, it's... Yeah... 224 00:21:21.079 --> 00:21:23.849 That's like the best one I've ever had, so. 225 00:21:23.949 --> 00:21:24.983 Okay. 226 00:21:31.089 --> 00:21:32.858 -I'm sorry, I'm gonna-- -Oh. 227 00:21:32.958 --> 00:21:35.327 I'll turn this off, my mom keeps checking in on me. 228 00:21:36.194 --> 00:21:37.129 Okay. 229 00:21:38.630 --> 00:21:40.365 Nick told me that 230 00:21:40.465 --> 00:21:43.502 Quinton's brother's service is tomorrow. 231 00:21:43.602 --> 00:21:45.304 Already? That's-- 232 00:21:45.370 --> 00:21:46.972 -Yeah, I-- -That's great. 233 00:21:47.039 --> 00:21:51.109 I guess some religions do them fast. 234 00:21:51.176 --> 00:21:52.377 I was thinkin' about going. 235 00:21:52.477 --> 00:21:53.645 Do you think that would be weird? 236 00:21:53.712 --> 00:21:56.048 No. No, I don't... I don't think so. 237 00:21:57.482 --> 00:21:59.518 Okay. 238 00:21:59.618 --> 00:22:03.121 I mean, I can, like, come with you if you want. 239 00:22:03.188 --> 00:22:04.656 Yeah, no, I-- 240 00:22:04.723 --> 00:22:07.392 -Yeah, I want... Yeah. -Yeah, if you... 241 00:22:07.492 --> 00:22:10.295 Um, yeah. If that's cool with you, so... 242 00:22:11.563 --> 00:22:14.032 -Yeah, let's do it. -Cool. 243 00:22:18.370 --> 00:22:19.971 Can I ask you a question? 244 00:22:20.038 --> 00:22:21.006 Mmm-hmm. 245 00:22:25.644 --> 00:22:27.412 Did you have like 246 00:22:27.512 --> 00:22:29.481 the craziest nightmares last night? 247 00:22:31.550 --> 00:22:34.219 You have to be able to sleep to have nightmares. 248 00:22:54.172 --> 00:22:55.273 Hey. 249 00:22:55.374 --> 00:22:56.441 -Hey. -Hey. 250 00:22:57.542 --> 00:22:59.211 Uh, thank you for coming. 251 00:23:00.445 --> 00:23:01.413 Of course. 252 00:24:46.718 --> 00:24:48.553 Do you wanna go to Starbucks? 253 00:24:48.653 --> 00:24:49.621 No. 254 00:24:50.388 --> 00:24:52.057 Do you want a Starbucks? 255 00:24:52.791 --> 00:24:54.292 Mmm, no. 256 00:24:55.894 --> 00:24:56.828 Okay. 257 00:25:05.737 --> 00:25:08.907 I'm literally gonna make Mom get me something with caffeine . 258 00:25:27.526 --> 00:25:30.695 I only do that when I play with my little dinosaur. 259 00:25:32.197 --> 00:25:34.266 Do the cat pitch. 260 00:25:34.366 --> 00:25:36.401 Never again. 261 00:25:39.437 --> 00:25:41.773 I only do that when I play with my little dinosaur. 262 00:25:43.775 --> 00:25:45.277 Do the cat pitch. 263 00:25:46.611 --> 00:25:47.779 Never again. 264 00:25:52.684 --> 00:25:54.219 Are you hungry? 265 00:26:00.458 --> 00:26:02.761 -That's really good. -Mmm. 266 00:26:02.861 --> 00:26:04.462 I'm spilling it everywhere. 267 00:26:06.064 --> 00:26:07.365 It is really good. 268 00:26:10.068 --> 00:26:11.636 Are your dads really chill? 269 00:26:16.241 --> 00:26:18.109 They travel a lot though, huh? 270 00:26:18.209 --> 00:26:19.444 Mostly, Europe. 271 00:26:20.145 --> 00:26:21.413 For like fun? 272 00:26:22.647 --> 00:26:24.149 Work. 273 00:26:24.249 --> 00:26:25.784 Do they send people to spy on you 274 00:26:25.884 --> 00:26:29.087 or they trust you just to not throw a bunch of ragers. 275 00:26:30.922 --> 00:26:35.927 I mean, they know I'm not like a rager person, so. 276 00:26:37.395 --> 00:26:38.797 Who do you hang out with at school? 277 00:26:39.931 --> 00:26:40.899 Like... 278 00:26:42.267 --> 00:26:44.302 Like different people. 279 00:26:45.470 --> 00:26:47.172 Like a bunch of different people, so. 280 00:26:49.240 --> 00:26:50.809 I'm gone a lot with dance. 281 00:26:51.643 --> 00:26:52.978 How often do you dance? 282 00:26:53.778 --> 00:26:55.480 Every day. 283 00:26:55.580 --> 00:26:56.815 Like classes? 284 00:26:56.915 --> 00:26:58.083 Mmm-hmm. 285 00:26:59.351 --> 00:27:02.320 But I haven't gone 286 00:27:02.420 --> 00:27:05.156 since the thing. 287 00:27:12.297 --> 00:27:13.832 Are your parents chill? 288 00:27:16.334 --> 00:27:19.037 My dad more than my mom, for sure. 289 00:27:19.137 --> 00:27:22.474 -My mom's like very white and anxious. 290 00:27:24.209 --> 00:27:26.344 I don't really tell 'em anything though, 'cause like 291 00:27:27.012 --> 00:27:28.113 they worry. 292 00:27:30.982 --> 00:27:33.818 I feel kinda bad for it. They're actually really good parents. 293 00:27:39.157 --> 00:27:40.659 I see you're packing for a trip. 294 00:27:40.725 --> 00:27:41.993 What's your favorite country to visit? 295 00:27:42.060 --> 00:27:43.294 Paris. 296 00:27:43.361 --> 00:27:45.063 What's the last country you visited? 297 00:27:45.163 --> 00:27:46.498 Europe. 298 00:27:46.564 --> 00:27:48.066 What country do you wish to visit? 299 00:27:48.166 --> 00:27:49.300 Persia. 300 00:27:51.136 --> 00:27:53.571 What's the weirdest word in the English language? 301 00:27:53.672 --> 00:27:55.974 Moist. Yuck. 302 00:27:56.041 --> 00:27:57.409 When was the last time you cried? 303 00:28:01.146 --> 00:28:02.414 Can you stay? 304 00:28:05.517 --> 00:28:06.718 It's late. 305 00:28:07.852 --> 00:28:09.354 Just till I fall asleep. 306 00:28:13.858 --> 00:28:14.859 Okay. 307 00:28:15.860 --> 00:28:16.928 Thanks. 308 00:28:23.034 --> 00:28:24.069 What's your favorite movie? 309 00:28:24.169 --> 00:28:25.103 Mmm, Pizza. 310 00:28:25.203 --> 00:28:27.038 Favorite TV show? 311 00:28:27.105 --> 00:28:29.240 Um, I would have to say my pilot with Kate Berlant 312 00:28:29.340 --> 00:28:31.209 that was passed on by every major network and streaming platform. 313 00:28:31.276 --> 00:28:33.378 Meanwhile, rapists everywhere continue to freely make up 10. 314 00:28:33.445 --> 00:28:34.713 What up, bitch? 315 00:28:34.779 --> 00:28:36.948 Dude, I'm so sorry I missed the march. 316 00:28:37.048 --> 00:28:40.218 I mean, it's fine. I was just, like, legit worried about you. 317 00:28:40.285 --> 00:28:42.087 It was cool, though. They let me speak. 318 00:28:42.187 --> 00:28:44.956 I wish you'd been there, but it's fine, I'll send you a link. 319 00:28:45.056 --> 00:28:47.592 I know, I'm sorry. I just... 320 00:28:47.692 --> 00:28:50.295 It's a long story, but I ended up goin' to Mia's house and-- 321 00:28:50.395 --> 00:28:52.263 Wait, lol, Mia Reed? 322 00:28:52.797 --> 00:28:54.265 What? 323 00:28:54.365 --> 00:28:55.700 Yeah. 324 00:28:55.767 --> 00:29:00.071 She... She's just been alone and I feel bad. 325 00:29:00.138 --> 00:29:04.109 -So I just-- -No, no, no, I mean, it's fine. It's just like random. 326 00:29:04.209 --> 00:29:05.376 Is she okay? 327 00:29:05.443 --> 00:29:06.911 I mean, she will be. 328 00:29:08.580 --> 00:29:10.115 Are you okay? 329 00:29:10.215 --> 00:29:11.149 Yeah. 330 00:29:11.950 --> 00:29:13.218 Just tired. 331 00:29:16.087 --> 00:29:18.923 We wanna know how a 16-year-old can have access 332 00:29:18.990 --> 00:29:22.327 to a military assault rifle and that's considered okay? 333 00:29:22.427 --> 00:29:24.329 -It's not okay! 334 00:29:24.429 --> 00:29:26.231 We want change. 335 00:29:26.297 --> 00:29:29.400 We deserve to feel safe going to our own school every day... 336 00:29:52.924 --> 00:29:55.860 It feels like so soon. It's been like two weeks. 337 00:29:55.960 --> 00:29:57.295 No, I hear you. 338 00:29:57.362 --> 00:29:58.997 It's... It's intense, but I just... 339 00:29:59.097 --> 00:30:01.766 I don't want us to be ruled by fear, you know? 340 00:30:01.833 --> 00:30:03.668 I feel like it'll be less scary if we were together. 341 00:30:03.768 --> 00:30:04.936 I gotta go. 342 00:30:05.003 --> 00:30:06.004 Okay, love you. Call me later. 343 00:30:06.104 --> 00:30:07.539 Hey! Honey, can I come in? 344 00:30:07.639 --> 00:30:09.841 You don't have to ask to come in, Mom. 345 00:30:09.941 --> 00:30:12.377 Okay. 346 00:30:12.477 --> 00:30:16.481 So it sounds like Nick's going back today, huh? 347 00:30:16.548 --> 00:30:19.717 Yup. He is. 348 00:30:19.818 --> 00:30:21.719 Well... 349 00:30:21.820 --> 00:30:23.688 Well, as long as you wanna stay home, 350 00:30:23.788 --> 00:30:28.059 you know, your dad and I support that. 351 00:30:28.159 --> 00:30:29.127 Thank you. 352 00:30:33.498 --> 00:30:35.733 There's just one thing. 353 00:30:42.307 --> 00:30:44.209 Were you tired a lot before the incident? 354 00:30:47.078 --> 00:30:48.580 LOL. 355 00:30:50.682 --> 00:30:52.350 You called it "the incident". 356 00:30:52.417 --> 00:30:54.686 Um... 357 00:30:54.752 --> 00:30:57.388 No, I guess I'm just always tired. 358 00:30:57.488 --> 00:30:59.657 I mean, I guess, that's what caffeine is for. 359 00:30:59.724 --> 00:31:00.925 Right? 360 00:31:02.193 --> 00:31:04.929 What do you do when you get tired? 361 00:31:05.029 --> 00:31:07.498 Sleep for like 14 hours straight. 362 00:31:07.565 --> 00:31:09.868 Ooh, I really like watching early seasons 363 00:31:09.934 --> 00:31:11.002 of the Kardashians. 364 00:31:11.069 --> 00:31:12.837 The OG Hidden Hills shit. 365 00:31:14.239 --> 00:31:15.940 That is my vibe! 366 00:31:23.214 --> 00:31:26.284 What's this, you're just gonna fax that to my mom or... 367 00:31:26.384 --> 00:31:28.720 -Fax? -Yes. Fax. 368 00:31:28.786 --> 00:31:31.256 What are you, a time traveler from the '80s? 369 00:31:32.924 --> 00:31:36.394 I mean, I had my suspicions when I saw those sneakers, 370 00:31:36.461 --> 00:31:38.963 but now I'm pretty convinced. 371 00:31:39.063 --> 00:31:40.865 Touche. 372 00:31:40.932 --> 00:31:42.901 Touche. 373 00:31:42.967 --> 00:31:46.571 Look, I know this whole therapy thing is weird 374 00:31:46.638 --> 00:31:48.072 and can be uncomfortable. 375 00:31:48.139 --> 00:31:50.208 But everything that you say in here is confidential. 376 00:31:50.275 --> 00:31:53.211 And, side note, I actually do really like your shoes. 377 00:31:53.278 --> 00:31:55.113 They're very cool. 378 00:31:55.213 --> 00:31:57.782 No, I know. Thank you. 379 00:31:59.484 --> 00:32:01.386 Are there things that you don't feel comfortable talking 380 00:32:01.452 --> 00:32:05.123 to your parents about that maybe you wanna share with me? 381 00:32:10.929 --> 00:32:12.163 Yeah. 382 00:32:14.465 --> 00:32:16.167 My porn addiction. 383 00:32:16.267 --> 00:32:18.102 Okay. 384 00:32:20.338 --> 00:32:21.639 I'm so sorry. I'm... 385 00:32:21.739 --> 00:32:23.241 When I get nervous, 386 00:32:23.308 --> 00:32:25.510 I make really inappropriate jokes, so, my bad. 387 00:32:25.610 --> 00:32:27.645 You don't have to be sorry. 388 00:32:27.745 --> 00:32:29.414 And you don't have to be nervous. 389 00:32:30.982 --> 00:32:34.419 Well, I know that my parents are worried about me 390 00:32:34.485 --> 00:32:36.754 and they think I need help. 391 00:32:36.821 --> 00:32:39.624 But I get it, and that's fine, 392 00:32:39.691 --> 00:32:42.193 but I personally am fine. 393 00:32:42.293 --> 00:32:45.930 Like I feel like I'm really good at managing my emotions. 394 00:32:45.997 --> 00:32:47.031 It's... 395 00:32:48.299 --> 00:32:49.834 What do you mean by that? 396 00:32:51.502 --> 00:32:53.705 I'm just very chill. 397 00:32:53.805 --> 00:32:55.873 Like a very low-key person. 398 00:32:55.974 --> 00:32:59.644 So when it comes to emotional stuff or drama I'm like 399 00:32:59.711 --> 00:33:03.014 "Okay, is this really productive?" 400 00:33:04.482 --> 00:33:06.617 Yeah. I get it. 401 00:33:06.684 --> 00:33:08.820 But you know, just because-- 402 00:33:08.886 --> 00:33:12.323 It doesn't necessarily mean that someone's being dramatic 403 00:33:12.390 --> 00:33:14.726 because they're emotional. 404 00:33:14.826 --> 00:33:16.194 You know, for a lot of people, 405 00:33:16.294 --> 00:33:17.795 they need to fully experience their emotions, 406 00:33:17.862 --> 00:33:20.131 in order to process what they've been through, 407 00:33:20.198 --> 00:33:22.400 so that they can begin to heal. 408 00:33:22.500 --> 00:33:25.169 It's actually really healthy to show your emotion. 409 00:33:33.411 --> 00:33:34.746 I know most people come in here crying 410 00:33:34.846 --> 00:33:36.414 about their cheating husbands. 411 00:33:36.514 --> 00:33:38.483 Vada, I wanna talk about you. 412 00:33:40.018 --> 00:33:42.086 I wanna know how that shooting at your school 413 00:33:42.186 --> 00:33:43.554 has made you feel. 414 00:33:47.925 --> 00:33:49.727 I feel... 415 00:33:55.700 --> 00:33:57.769 It's okay. 416 00:33:57.869 --> 00:33:59.203 I mean, it makes sense. 417 00:34:02.774 --> 00:34:05.076 I want you to track how you're feeling 418 00:34:05.176 --> 00:34:07.378 using this worksheet. 419 00:34:07.445 --> 00:34:09.280 So there's questions on there that'll guide you. 420 00:34:09.380 --> 00:34:10.782 You don't have to overthink it, 421 00:34:10.882 --> 00:34:12.683 it's just basically there to hold space for you to... 422 00:34:12.750 --> 00:34:16.220 To understand whatever emotions may come up. 423 00:34:17.388 --> 00:34:19.524 All you have to do is try and feel. 424 00:34:19.590 --> 00:34:20.725 That's it. 425 00:34:20.792 --> 00:34:22.860 No matter what those feelings are. 426 00:34:22.927 --> 00:34:26.197 Then you can bring it back next session and we'll go through it. 427 00:34:26.264 --> 00:34:28.065 Or you know, you can fax it to me! 428 00:34:28.132 --> 00:34:29.300 If that's easier for you. 429 00:34:33.071 --> 00:34:37.575 She said you were incredibly bright, and smart, and funny. 430 00:34:37.642 --> 00:34:39.944 Wait, is she in love with me? 431 00:34:40.044 --> 00:34:41.813 Oh, what's the point of goin' to therapy, 432 00:34:41.913 --> 00:34:43.981 if they're just gonna tell their parents everything they said after? 433 00:34:44.081 --> 00:34:45.716 Honey, she didn't tell me anything. 434 00:34:45.783 --> 00:34:47.985 She gave me a general assessment of how the session went. 435 00:34:48.085 --> 00:34:50.054 -That's all. -She thought you were doing really well, 436 00:34:50.121 --> 00:34:51.489 considering what you went through. 437 00:34:51.589 --> 00:34:53.324 -Excuse me? -Amelia! 438 00:34:53.424 --> 00:34:56.727 She was on speakerphone. It's not like I was trying to listen. 439 00:34:56.794 --> 00:34:57.895 I'm sorry. 440 00:34:57.962 --> 00:34:59.764 Whatever. Do I need to go again? 441 00:34:59.831 --> 00:35:01.933 Because it sounds like she thinks everything is fine. 442 00:35:01.999 --> 00:35:03.634 Well, I don't know, honey. 443 00:35:03.734 --> 00:35:06.304 I mean, do you think you're ready to go back to school? 444 00:35:10.108 --> 00:35:11.576 -Aren't you coming with us? -No. 445 00:35:11.642 --> 00:35:13.010 Well, I don't know what you want. 446 00:35:13.111 --> 00:35:14.846 -I don't know, turkey. -Toasted? 447 00:35:14.946 --> 00:35:16.647 I don't care, Mom! 448 00:37:10.361 --> 00:37:12.863 We won't live our lives scared to go to school every day. 449 00:37:12.930 --> 00:37:15.299 We can't accept a world in which the federal government 450 00:37:15.399 --> 00:37:17.535 thinks American high school students getting gunned down 451 00:37:17.602 --> 00:37:19.904 in their classrooms isn't a priority. 452 00:37:19.971 --> 00:37:23.140 We won't accept that our leaders have NRA money in their pockets 453 00:37:23.241 --> 00:37:25.443 and our blood on their hands. 454 00:37:25.543 --> 00:37:27.111 We want real change. 455 00:37:27.211 --> 00:37:29.280 We want real leadership, honest politics that make 456 00:37:29.380 --> 00:37:32.950 our schools a safe place for us to learn and grow. 457 00:37:33.050 --> 00:37:34.485 And we want it before it's too late. 458 00:37:34.585 --> 00:37:35.820 Can I have some wine? 459 00:37:35.920 --> 00:37:37.388 That was Nick Feinstein, 460 00:37:37.455 --> 00:37:38.756 one of the several surviving students. 461 00:38:03.447 --> 00:38:05.082 Does it get stuck on your fingers? 462 00:38:06.017 --> 00:38:07.652 Yeah. 463 00:38:07.752 --> 00:38:10.588 I don't know, it's gonna be good, you know? 464 00:38:13.357 --> 00:38:15.626 -You just gotta get in it, you know? -Yeah, like that? 465 00:38:19.263 --> 00:38:21.098 -It's the shoulders. -It's all in the shoulders. 466 00:38:21.165 --> 00:38:23.334 -Like you can't do it without the shoulders. -Okay, my bad. 467 00:38:26.103 --> 00:38:27.371 I feel like that felt right. 468 00:38:27.471 --> 00:38:29.307 -Yeah. Yeah, I think so. -Like now it feels ready. 469 00:38:29.373 --> 00:38:31.275 -I think if you did it anymore, it'd be overkill. -Okay. Okay. 470 00:38:38.983 --> 00:38:40.151 Oh, where did it go? 471 00:38:41.686 --> 00:38:42.987 It wasn't enough. 472 00:38:43.054 --> 00:38:45.356 No, you definitely have to grind it way more. 473 00:38:45.456 --> 00:38:46.824 I need more? 474 00:38:46.891 --> 00:38:48.959 Little more. 475 00:38:49.026 --> 00:38:52.496 Ooh, yeah. Stoner vibes. 476 00:38:52.563 --> 00:38:53.731 It's gonna be good. 477 00:38:53.831 --> 00:38:55.166 -So good? -So good. 478 00:38:55.232 --> 00:38:56.400 Can't wait? 479 00:38:56.500 --> 00:38:57.335 Can't wait. Are you getting pumped? 480 00:38:57.401 --> 00:38:59.737 Go! Go! Go! Go! 481 00:38:59.837 --> 00:39:01.238 This is it. 482 00:39:02.740 --> 00:39:05.643 -Ooh. -Look at us. 483 00:39:05.710 --> 00:39:07.878 -Who'd have thought? -Who'd have thought? 484 00:39:07.978 --> 00:39:09.980 That is fat. 485 00:39:10.047 --> 00:39:11.816 Why do you trust me? 486 00:39:11.882 --> 00:39:14.985 'Cause you've smoked before. 487 00:39:15.052 --> 00:39:18.255 -Okay. Not like too much. -It's so thick. 488 00:39:20.057 --> 00:39:22.393 Is it ever too much? 489 00:39:22.493 --> 00:39:25.396 -We'll find out. -Stoner thoughts. 490 00:39:25.496 --> 00:39:27.865 -Hey, did you just say "stoner thoughts"? -Yes, I did! 491 00:39:32.002 --> 00:39:33.070 Oh! 492 00:39:34.905 --> 00:39:36.273 It's kinda thick. 493 00:39:36.374 --> 00:39:39.677 -Curvy queen. So beautiful! -She has curves. 494 00:39:39.744 --> 00:39:41.078 -Holy, how do I?-- -Do the honors. 495 00:39:41.178 --> 00:39:42.947 -No, just... Just... No. -Do I-- 496 00:39:43.047 --> 00:39:44.682 Is this cigarette or is it like this? 497 00:39:44.749 --> 00:39:46.117 -Cigarette? Weed? -You choose. 498 00:39:46.217 --> 00:39:47.752 -Weed? Cigarette? Weed? -You choose. You choose. 499 00:39:48.886 --> 00:39:50.955 Wait, other-- 500 00:39:51.055 --> 00:39:52.923 Oh! 501 00:39:54.759 --> 00:39:57.094 Okay. This is it. 502 00:40:00.731 --> 00:40:03.601 Yo, it has gotten so bad though, like so bad, 503 00:40:03.701 --> 00:40:06.237 to the point where they're cutting the elephant tusks off 504 00:40:06.303 --> 00:40:07.471 before they release them, 505 00:40:07.571 --> 00:40:08.939 so like the poachers can't kill them. 506 00:40:09.039 --> 00:40:10.741 So, it's like, "Okay, they don't have tusks, 507 00:40:10.808 --> 00:40:12.877 but like at least, they're alive." You know? 508 00:40:12.943 --> 00:40:15.045 It's so messed up! 509 00:40:15.112 --> 00:40:17.448 No, and then it makes me think about the uh, what's his name? 510 00:40:17.548 --> 00:40:19.316 The Jimmy John's founder? 511 00:40:19.417 --> 00:40:21.285 Apparently, he's like some trophy hunter. 512 00:40:21.385 --> 00:40:23.120 But the thing about that one is like I don't know 513 00:40:23.220 --> 00:40:24.922 if I have the right to be mad about that, 514 00:40:24.989 --> 00:40:26.457 'cause I don't know if it's true or not. 515 00:40:26.557 --> 00:40:29.126 So every time I see it, I'm like, "Is this real? 516 00:40:29.226 --> 00:40:30.461 Or is it like this fake news?" 517 00:40:30.561 --> 00:40:35.232 Like, "Can I trust this meme?" 518 00:40:35.299 --> 00:40:38.436 Can you be honest with me for like 2.5 seconds? 519 00:40:38.502 --> 00:40:41.672 -Am I being annoying? 520 00:40:41.772 --> 00:40:43.174 Because personally for me, I feel like this weed 521 00:40:43.274 --> 00:40:44.942 is making me a little bit chatty. 522 00:40:45.009 --> 00:40:48.145 Like I don't even feel sad at this point, I'm just chatty. 523 00:40:48.245 --> 00:40:50.481 I don't know, is that bad? What about you, what do you feel? 524 00:40:52.149 --> 00:40:53.984 I feel chill. 525 00:40:55.653 --> 00:40:57.521 You always feel chill. 526 00:41:05.963 --> 00:41:07.364 I feel nothing. 527 00:41:09.633 --> 00:41:12.036 -Fuck! 528 00:41:22.279 --> 00:41:24.782 -I hate weed. 529 00:41:31.856 --> 00:41:33.457 I hope that's not your dinner. 530 00:41:33.524 --> 00:41:34.892 Yup. 531 00:41:34.992 --> 00:41:36.293 Ew, Vada. 532 00:41:37.361 --> 00:41:39.063 Where's your sister? 533 00:41:39.163 --> 00:41:43.067 Um, filming a nighttime routine for her YouTube channel. 534 00:41:43.167 --> 00:41:44.568 Don't ask. 535 00:41:44.668 --> 00:41:46.971 Do you think we should take her phone away? 536 00:41:47.037 --> 00:41:50.374 No, but you should probably get that app where you can see everything she does online. 537 00:41:50.474 --> 00:41:52.510 That exists? Who knew! 538 00:41:52.576 --> 00:41:55.746 Wow, where we'd be without you? 539 00:42:00.017 --> 00:42:04.755 So Vada, honey, I was um... 540 00:42:04.855 --> 00:42:06.490 I wanted to talk to you about school. 541 00:42:10.394 --> 00:42:11.896 What's up? 542 00:42:11.996 --> 00:42:13.831 Well, I don't want you to fall too far behind. 543 00:42:13.898 --> 00:42:15.099 I won't. 544 00:42:15.199 --> 00:42:16.600 Well, you can't stay home forever. 545 00:42:16.700 --> 00:42:19.537 Why not? 546 00:42:19.603 --> 00:42:22.006 Sure, I just think that the longer you stay home, 547 00:42:22.072 --> 00:42:26.210 the harder it's gonna be for you to go back. 548 00:42:26.744 --> 00:42:28.712 All... 549 00:42:28.779 --> 00:42:31.515 All I want is what's best for you. 550 00:42:31.582 --> 00:42:34.184 I wanna see that sparkle back. 551 00:42:39.557 --> 00:42:41.592 You know, Amelia got her period. 552 00:42:42.293 --> 00:42:43.394 What? 553 00:42:45.229 --> 00:42:47.064 -When? -Forever ago. 554 00:42:47.131 --> 00:42:49.366 Guess she just didn't want you to know. 555 00:42:59.777 --> 00:43:02.313 My mom's tryin' to make me go back to school. 556 00:43:03.414 --> 00:43:05.649 Fuck. 557 00:43:05.749 --> 00:43:07.084 When are you gonna go back? 558 00:43:09.053 --> 00:43:10.588 I don't know. 559 00:43:10.654 --> 00:43:12.623 My dads said I could do homeschooling as long as I want. 560 00:43:14.758 --> 00:43:16.226 Lucky you. 561 00:43:20.264 --> 00:43:22.132 I'm gonna try and get some sleep. 562 00:43:22.232 --> 00:43:23.434 Goodnight. 563 00:43:25.402 --> 00:43:26.337 Night! 564 00:43:45.522 --> 00:43:48.826 Get out of the building and far away from it as you can. 565 00:43:48.926 --> 00:43:50.828 Next, you need to find... 566 00:44:01.672 --> 00:44:03.474 Always remember these three things. 567 00:44:34.672 --> 00:44:36.874 That should be enough for today. 568 00:44:36.974 --> 00:44:39.643 You can basically just review your notes for the test. 569 00:44:39.710 --> 00:44:42.980 Again, if I've talked about it, it'll be on the test. 570 00:44:43.047 --> 00:44:44.415 And guys, remember, I said, 571 00:44:44.515 --> 00:44:45.916 "No phones during classes, please." 572 00:45:12.042 --> 00:45:13.110 Shit. 573 00:45:14.111 --> 00:45:17.081 Oh, you bitch. 574 00:45:18.615 --> 00:45:21.118 You dumb fucking bitch. 575 00:45:24.555 --> 00:45:26.256 It was a fucking soda can! 576 00:45:29.259 --> 00:45:30.928 Dumb fucking stupid-- 577 00:45:31.028 --> 00:45:33.697 So today at PE, Jack Booth was whopping the beanbag 578 00:45:33.764 --> 00:45:36.066 and one hit me in the forearm, and the PE teacher saw it, 579 00:45:36.133 --> 00:45:37.735 and didn't say one word. 580 00:45:37.801 --> 00:45:39.436 And I was like, "Okay, you're terrible at about your job." 581 00:45:39.536 --> 00:45:41.805 I'm sure he's not terrible at his job, Amelia. 582 00:45:41.905 --> 00:45:44.074 Dad, he's protected by union and tenure. 583 00:45:44.141 --> 00:45:46.810 That's the only reason he's still there. 584 00:45:46.910 --> 00:45:48.312 How about you, Vada? How was... 585 00:45:48.412 --> 00:45:49.613 How was your first day back? 586 00:45:53.217 --> 00:45:55.586 Just low-key. 587 00:45:55.652 --> 00:45:58.255 So, is everyone settling in okay? 588 00:45:58.322 --> 00:46:01.892 I don't know, it's... It's heavy, but I think everybody's 589 00:46:01.959 --> 00:46:03.727 just tryin' to move on. 590 00:46:03.794 --> 00:46:07.431 Good. That's good. I'm so glad. 591 00:46:07.498 --> 00:46:10.167 Yeah, it's amazing. 592 00:46:10.267 --> 00:46:11.802 Ugh, I'm so full. 593 00:46:11.902 --> 00:46:12.836 Finish your salad. 594 00:46:14.238 --> 00:46:15.472 It's wilted. 595 00:46:15.572 --> 00:46:17.274 It's good for you. Finish it. 596 00:46:17.341 --> 00:46:20.577 I just can't do arugula, Dad. It's the texture! 597 00:46:32.322 --> 00:46:33.290 Hey. 598 00:46:35.192 --> 00:46:37.027 Uh, hey. 599 00:46:38.462 --> 00:46:40.197 Do you have any E? 600 00:46:40.964 --> 00:46:43.200 Uh, what? 601 00:46:47.871 --> 00:46:49.273 How much do you want? 602 00:48:10.721 --> 00:48:12.222 There's gonna be a quiz, okay? Um... 603 00:48:14.424 --> 00:48:16.927 May I go to the restroom? 604 00:48:17.027 --> 00:48:18.061 Sure. 605 00:48:20.264 --> 00:48:22.232 Okay, so make sure that you are studying. 606 00:48:22.299 --> 00:48:23.800 You have to know the difference 607 00:48:23.901 --> 00:48:26.637 I'm not gonna help you on this when you have a pop... 608 00:48:26.737 --> 00:48:29.907 quiz for this on Friday. 609 00:48:53.130 --> 00:48:54.765 -Nick. 610 00:49:42.012 --> 00:49:43.613 Vada, Vada! 611 00:49:43.680 --> 00:49:44.881 Oh my God, Vada! Hey! 612 00:49:44.982 --> 00:49:46.883 Hey, hey, hey! Vada, what'd you take? 613 00:49:46.984 --> 00:49:49.052 I hate it here. 614 00:49:49.152 --> 00:49:51.655 Vada, what're you doing? Hey, what'd you take? 615 00:49:51.722 --> 00:49:53.290 Hey, what's on your face? Vada, come on! 616 00:49:53.357 --> 00:49:54.524 Spaghetti. 617 00:49:54.624 --> 00:49:55.726 No. 618 00:49:55.826 --> 00:49:56.893 Hey, you need to get your shit together 619 00:49:56.994 --> 00:49:58.161 before someone sees you. Come on! 620 00:49:58.228 --> 00:50:00.530 Ready? We're going. We're going! 621 00:50:00.630 --> 00:50:02.733 We're going, okay. 622 00:50:05.669 --> 00:50:07.537 Is it at least a good high? 623 00:50:11.375 --> 00:50:13.744 Is that an elbow? 624 00:50:18.515 --> 00:50:20.183 Why's your mouth all blue? 625 00:50:20.250 --> 00:50:22.652 Jesus, Millie, what do you want? 626 00:50:24.421 --> 00:50:26.156 A pen exploded in my mouth. 627 00:50:26.223 --> 00:50:27.824 Oh, that happened to me once, too, 628 00:50:27.891 --> 00:50:28.992 but like it was a marker. 629 00:50:29.059 --> 00:50:30.260 Good story, what do you want? 630 00:50:31.695 --> 00:50:33.196 Nothing. 631 00:50:52.749 --> 00:50:54.117 Mmm. 632 00:50:59.856 --> 00:51:01.858 Ugh. 633 00:51:09.766 --> 00:51:11.568 Motherfucker. 634 00:51:12.869 --> 00:51:13.970 Shit. 635 00:51:18.875 --> 00:51:22.279 Oh, okay, so I guess you weren't playing. 636 00:51:22.379 --> 00:51:23.780 What does that mean? 637 00:51:23.880 --> 00:51:25.782 Let me read you this text. 638 00:51:25.882 --> 00:51:29.152 "Uh, Q, I did drugs," with a Z, by the way. 639 00:51:29.252 --> 00:51:31.555 That was the Z on the drugs. 640 00:51:31.621 --> 00:51:34.724 Uh, "And I'm YOLOing hard. Hit me up, honey. 641 00:51:34.791 --> 00:51:36.326 Let's party." 642 00:51:36.426 --> 00:51:40.664 And then you did this emoji, and then this emoji, 643 00:51:40.764 --> 00:51:42.265 and then a hockey stick. 644 00:51:42.332 --> 00:51:44.734 You just spammed, uh, spammed emojis. 645 00:51:44.801 --> 00:51:46.269 No, I did not. 646 00:51:46.336 --> 00:51:48.171 Yeah, yeah, you did. 647 00:51:48.271 --> 00:51:50.474 But uh, now why'd you do the drugs, uh, with the Z? 648 00:51:50.574 --> 00:51:55.812 Dude, I literally don't know, so what had happened was... 649 00:51:55.912 --> 00:51:58.014 Is, um... 650 00:51:58.115 --> 00:52:02.652 I was walking past Dan Bonavure, and I was like, "Okay, 651 00:52:02.752 --> 00:52:05.655 I know he's a dealer. I know he has E. 652 00:52:05.755 --> 00:52:07.524 I'm gonna take some like right now." 653 00:52:07.624 --> 00:52:09.426 Oh shit, okay. Uh, and how're... 654 00:52:09.493 --> 00:52:11.595 How're you feelin' now? 655 00:52:11.661 --> 00:52:13.330 To be determined. 656 00:52:13.430 --> 00:52:16.099 Well, I'm here if you need me. 657 00:52:16.166 --> 00:52:17.334 Um... 658 00:52:18.869 --> 00:52:21.171 What are you doing later? 659 00:52:21.271 --> 00:52:23.507 'Cause I was just gonna be low-key 660 00:52:23.607 --> 00:52:24.608 and like watch a movie or something. 661 00:52:24.674 --> 00:52:25.775 You should come by. 662 00:52:25.842 --> 00:52:28.145 Okay. And I'll bring the acid. 663 00:52:28.211 --> 00:52:29.112 Goodbye. 664 00:52:34.818 --> 00:52:36.786 So is he your boyfriend? 665 00:52:36.853 --> 00:52:38.121 What are you making? 666 00:52:38.188 --> 00:52:40.657 Slime. And don't avoid the question. 667 00:52:40.724 --> 00:52:42.192 This is way too juicy. 668 00:52:42.292 --> 00:52:43.994 You've literally never had a boy over 669 00:52:44.060 --> 00:52:45.462 that was straight before. 670 00:52:45.529 --> 00:52:46.963 Oh, sorry, sorry. 671 00:52:47.030 --> 00:52:48.665 I shouldn't assume his sexual orientation. 672 00:52:48.732 --> 00:52:50.400 So like how does he identify? 673 00:52:50.500 --> 00:52:52.302 You're asking way too many questions. 674 00:52:52.369 --> 00:52:55.405 Vada, you are gonna stay in the living room, right? 675 00:52:55.505 --> 00:52:57.741 No, I was thinking we're gonna snuggle in the dark in my room. 676 00:52:57.841 --> 00:52:58.909 Yes, Mom! 677 00:52:59.009 --> 00:53:00.744 I was just asking. 678 00:53:02.412 --> 00:53:04.247 Please don't embarrass me. 679 00:53:04.347 --> 00:53:07.384 I'm serious, Amelia. Oh my God. 680 00:53:09.920 --> 00:53:11.821 No! No, no, no, don't go in the river! 681 00:53:11.888 --> 00:53:13.657 -Why is he going in the river? -I don't know. 682 00:53:13.723 --> 00:53:16.193 This is the saddest shit I have ever seen in my life. 683 00:53:16.259 --> 00:53:17.761 This is terrible! 684 00:53:17.861 --> 00:53:20.430 This is so bad! Why would they let kids watch this? 685 00:53:20.530 --> 00:53:22.199 Yeah, you said you wanted to watch this. 686 00:53:22.265 --> 00:53:23.767 -I cannot... You picked this. -You said this was your fa-- 687 00:53:23.867 --> 00:53:25.669 I gave you options. I gave you options-- 688 00:53:25.735 --> 00:53:27.037 -Come on. -And you chose this one. 689 00:53:27.103 --> 00:53:27.737 What are you guys laughing at? 690 00:53:30.874 --> 00:53:31.675 Amelia! 691 00:53:31.741 --> 00:53:33.510 Sorry, sorry! 692 00:53:33.577 --> 00:53:35.779 I just wanted to let you guys know that the slime is almost ready. 693 00:53:35.879 --> 00:53:37.280 If you wanna try it, I'll allow it. 694 00:53:37.380 --> 00:53:38.848 I love slime. I wanna try. 695 00:53:38.915 --> 00:53:40.417 Okay! Do you want blue or red? 696 00:53:40.517 --> 00:53:41.618 Blue, please. 697 00:53:41.718 --> 00:53:43.286 Vada? 698 00:53:43.386 --> 00:53:46.189 I don't... Red. I don't care. 699 00:53:46.256 --> 00:53:47.591 Coming right up! 700 00:53:50.093 --> 00:53:51.528 I am so sorry. 701 00:53:51.595 --> 00:53:53.363 She's so cute. 702 00:53:53.430 --> 00:53:55.065 Do you wanna watch The Staircase? 703 00:53:55.131 --> 00:53:56.800 -Do you know what that is? -No, what's The Staircase? 704 00:53:56.900 --> 00:53:58.768 It's this white guy, who murders his second wife, 705 00:53:58.868 --> 00:54:01.404 and probably his first wife, and gets away with both. 706 00:54:01.471 --> 00:54:03.473 Oh, a tale as old as time. 707 00:54:03.573 --> 00:54:04.808 Tale as old as time, really? 708 00:54:04.908 --> 00:54:06.309 Yeah. 709 00:54:06.409 --> 00:54:08.144 Wait, no, have you seen the memes of like you know, 710 00:54:08.245 --> 00:54:10.080 all these women are obsessed with these murder docs, 711 00:54:10.146 --> 00:54:12.449 people have like taken these photos of the Stepford Wives 712 00:54:12.549 --> 00:54:14.150 you know, with the smile, with the knife? 713 00:54:14.251 --> 00:54:15.585 -It's like-- -Nah, I haven't seen-- 714 00:54:15.652 --> 00:54:17.621 Uh, and it says, "Murder me, Daddy." 715 00:54:17.721 --> 00:54:18.722 Nah, I haven't seen that. 716 00:54:18.788 --> 00:54:20.090 You've never seen that? 717 00:54:20.156 --> 00:54:22.926 It's everywhere. Check your timeline, dude. 718 00:54:24.794 --> 00:54:26.263 It's really funny. 719 00:54:30.967 --> 00:54:32.269 Everything okay? 720 00:54:34.738 --> 00:54:36.239 Is everything alright? 721 00:54:36.306 --> 00:54:38.441 Yeah, uh, I'm sorry. 722 00:54:38.508 --> 00:54:40.443 I just have to go home right now. 723 00:54:42.112 --> 00:54:44.314 I'm sorry, but you know, uh, family stuff. 724 00:54:44.414 --> 00:54:47.817 Yeah, don't even apologize. That's totally fine. 725 00:54:49.819 --> 00:54:52.689 Yeah, um, honestly, I just can't believe that 726 00:54:52.789 --> 00:54:56.192 you're gonna leave alone to watch this cat flow down the river all by myself. 727 00:54:56.293 --> 00:54:57.627 Oh, you're actually gonna finish it? 728 00:54:57.694 --> 00:54:59.262 I have to! I have to see what happens! 729 00:54:59.329 --> 00:55:03.633 Okay, well, uh, text me and let me know, 730 00:55:03.700 --> 00:55:04.634 you know, what happens. 731 00:55:08.038 --> 00:55:10.440 I hope everything's okay at home. 732 00:55:10.507 --> 00:55:12.175 You know how it is. 733 00:55:12.709 --> 00:55:13.943 Yeah. 734 00:55:14.944 --> 00:55:16.713 I'll see you. 735 00:55:35.198 --> 00:55:37.567 No, no, no, no, no 736 00:55:37.667 --> 00:55:39.202 -You don't trust me? -No! 737 00:55:39.302 --> 00:55:40.904 -You don't trust me? -No, mom! 738 00:55:41.004 --> 00:55:42.639 -You don't trust me? -Oh my God. 739 00:55:42.706 --> 00:55:44.074 -You don't trust me? -Stop! Stop! 740 00:55:44.174 --> 00:55:45.342 No, now let me see which one you have. 741 00:55:45.408 --> 00:55:46.543 -No, no, no, no, no, no. -Stop! 742 00:55:47.177 --> 00:55:49.079 Stop. 743 00:55:49.179 --> 00:55:50.380 -But this one, I heard this would be better. -That smells like strawberries. 744 00:55:50.480 --> 00:55:51.848 No, that's too-- 745 00:55:51.915 --> 00:55:53.416 No, smell, smell. Smell, smell. Smell. 746 00:55:53.516 --> 00:55:55.151 Oh! Ew! 747 00:55:55.218 --> 00:55:57.587 -Disgusting, I know. Oh God! -You're so bad. 748 00:56:00.523 --> 00:56:01.725 This one does smell good, though. 749 00:56:01.825 --> 00:56:04.527 Just take a little sniff. Come on. 750 00:56:09.032 --> 00:56:12.602 -Ow, Jesus! 751 00:56:13.536 --> 00:56:15.004 -V! -What? 752 00:56:15.071 --> 00:56:17.173 -Let me in! -No. 753 00:56:17.240 --> 00:56:19.209 You never lock the door. What are you doing in there? 754 00:56:19.275 --> 00:56:20.510 None of your business! 755 00:56:46.202 --> 00:56:48.271 Are you wearing my lipstick? 756 00:56:48.371 --> 00:56:49.973 What? No. 757 00:56:50.073 --> 00:56:52.275 Can you tell Mom I don't need a ride? Nick's gonna take me. 758 00:56:52.375 --> 00:56:54.911 Only if you tell me why you're wearing my lipstick. 759 00:56:54.978 --> 00:56:58.415 I think those fake glasses are messing with your vision, dude. 760 00:56:58.481 --> 00:57:00.750 Well, you know, everyone wears fake glasses now. 761 00:57:00.817 --> 00:57:02.419 It's socially acceptable! 762 00:57:04.120 --> 00:57:06.089 Okay, wait, serious question. 763 00:57:06.156 --> 00:57:07.323 Okay. 764 00:57:07.424 --> 00:57:10.593 Now Drake? Degrassi Drake? Choose. 765 00:57:11.494 --> 00:57:12.429 I like wheelchair Drake. 766 00:57:12.495 --> 00:57:14.731 Wheelchair Jimmy! 767 00:57:14.798 --> 00:57:16.833 -Jimmy! -Jimmy! 768 00:57:18.067 --> 00:57:18.968 Jimmy! 769 00:57:25.275 --> 00:57:27.110 You're, like, yodeling. 770 00:57:27.177 --> 00:57:28.912 You probably didn't know this about me, 771 00:57:28.978 --> 00:57:30.680 but I'm the best yodeler in my family. 772 00:57:30.780 --> 00:57:31.915 Prove it! 773 00:57:31.981 --> 00:57:34.350 You can't put me on the spot like that, 774 00:57:34.451 --> 00:57:35.685 'cause then that's just like, you know... 775 00:57:35.785 --> 00:57:37.153 This is like a little preview. 776 00:57:37.253 --> 00:57:38.955 -Yeah, this is like warm-up. -Okay. 777 00:57:39.022 --> 00:57:41.324 You know, but I'm gonna get you when you're not even ready. 778 00:57:41.424 --> 00:57:44.127 And you're gonna be like... 779 00:57:46.262 --> 00:57:48.765 Hey, you know, this might sound weird, 780 00:57:48.832 --> 00:57:52.101 'cause like I haven't known you for that long, 781 00:57:52.168 --> 00:57:54.003 but, like, I feel so comfortable with you. 782 00:57:54.103 --> 00:57:55.839 Like we're bonded or something. 783 00:57:58.775 --> 00:57:59.776 Same. 784 00:58:05.215 --> 00:58:07.016 When'd you lose your virginity? 785 00:58:09.219 --> 00:58:10.620 I haven't. 786 00:58:10.687 --> 00:58:11.821 You haven't had sex? 787 00:58:11.888 --> 00:58:12.989 No. 788 00:58:13.056 --> 00:58:14.657 Do you mean you haven't had today? 789 00:58:14.724 --> 00:58:18.228 -What? -You dance like such a fuck princess! 790 00:58:18.328 --> 00:58:19.662 What? No, I do not! 791 00:58:19.729 --> 00:58:21.331 -Yes, you do! -What does that even mean? 792 00:58:21.397 --> 00:58:23.233 It means exactly what it sounds like it means! 793 00:58:23.333 --> 00:58:24.400 You know, th... The fuck princess! 794 00:58:24.501 --> 00:58:26.135 -Nah. no. -Okay, I get... 795 00:58:26.202 --> 00:58:27.370 Okay, that's on me. 796 00:58:27.470 --> 00:58:29.305 -Never assume. -You never... 797 00:58:29.372 --> 00:58:31.207 Wait, like, have you? 798 00:58:34.677 --> 00:58:35.845 What? 799 00:58:35.912 --> 00:58:37.714 Obviously not! 800 00:58:38.414 --> 00:58:42.752 I am so awkward 801 00:58:42.852 --> 00:58:44.487 and like embarra... Like, no! 802 00:58:45.188 --> 00:58:47.357 Like, oh my God! 803 00:58:47.423 --> 00:58:48.691 I will say this. 804 00:58:48.758 --> 00:58:51.227 I feel like high school sex is very '90s. 805 00:58:51.327 --> 00:58:52.428 Okay. 806 00:58:52.529 --> 00:58:56.900 And waiting until college is more now. 807 00:58:57.000 --> 00:58:59.936 I mean, I feel like I'm probably gonna wait until I'm like in love. 808 00:59:02.505 --> 00:59:03.940 Oh. 809 00:59:04.941 --> 00:59:07.944 Oh, that's really sweet. 810 00:59:08.044 --> 00:59:11.848 Or when you go on tour with Drake one day. 811 00:59:13.283 --> 00:59:14.350 You just let him have it. 812 00:59:16.586 --> 00:59:18.588 What's wheelchair Jimmy like in bed? 813 01:00:25.788 --> 01:00:27.757 What are you thinkin' about? 814 01:00:28.424 --> 01:00:29.859 Hmm? 815 01:00:44.374 --> 01:00:47.644 Okay, I know you're a woman of very little words, 816 01:00:49.145 --> 01:00:52.649 but I know you got some deep shit happening 817 01:00:52.715 --> 01:00:56.152 -in this nice little head of yours. 818 01:00:57.487 --> 01:00:59.689 Beep. 819 01:01:00.390 --> 01:01:02.859 God. 820 01:01:02.959 --> 01:01:04.293 Anything? 821 01:01:06.129 --> 01:01:08.498 Okay. 822 01:01:08.564 --> 01:01:13.069 Let's say this. Let's say you die tomorrow. 823 01:01:13.169 --> 01:01:15.038 Okay? 824 01:01:15.138 --> 01:01:18.408 And what if you die sad, 'cause you regret not saying what you wanted to say? 825 01:01:20.843 --> 01:01:22.078 Then what? 826 01:01:31.421 --> 01:01:33.056 I can't say it. 827 01:01:33.156 --> 01:01:34.590 Why? 828 01:02:08.925 --> 01:02:11.027 Is this okay? 829 01:03:35.478 --> 01:03:36.712 Where have you been? 830 01:03:36.813 --> 01:03:38.681 We've been freaking out! 831 01:03:38.781 --> 01:03:40.216 I was at Nick's. 832 01:03:40.316 --> 01:03:43.286 Nick's been calling all morning wondering where you are. 833 01:03:46.222 --> 01:03:47.890 Vada, your phone was dead. 834 01:03:47.990 --> 01:03:49.325 We didn't know if something terrible had happened to you or-- 835 01:03:49.392 --> 01:03:52.962 I'm sorry. I'm fine. 836 01:03:53.029 --> 01:03:55.298 The perfect child tells a fat one. 837 01:03:55.364 --> 01:03:57.233 She better lose screen time for that one, Dad. 838 01:03:57.333 --> 01:03:59.001 Vada, come back here! 839 01:03:59.902 --> 01:04:01.170 Vada! 840 01:04:02.905 --> 01:04:04.707 I told you, you don't have to know! 841 01:04:04.807 --> 01:04:06.509 -Vada -Vada, don't be rude. 842 01:04:06.576 --> 01:04:08.744 Vada, what were you doing last night? 843 01:04:08.845 --> 01:04:11.214 Nothing, Jesus! 844 01:04:11.314 --> 01:04:12.915 Are you... Are you seeing someone? 845 01:04:13.015 --> 01:04:15.384 LOL, seeing someone. No! 846 01:04:15.484 --> 01:04:17.587 Uh, I'll do it... I'll do it. 847 01:04:21.824 --> 01:04:23.693 If you're gonna be spending the night 848 01:04:23.759 --> 01:04:24.894 at someone's house, Vada-- 849 01:04:24.994 --> 01:04:28.064 I'm not having sex, Mom! 850 01:04:28.164 --> 01:04:30.333 -Okay. -Oh, my God! 851 01:04:30.399 --> 01:04:31.868 What are you doing? 852 01:04:38.040 --> 01:04:40.443 Last night, I slept over at my friend Mia's house 853 01:04:40.543 --> 01:04:42.678 -and I got drunk. -You got drunk? 854 01:04:42.745 --> 01:04:45.348 Yeah, Mom, I got drunk. 855 01:04:45.414 --> 01:04:48.251 I am 16 years old and I drink alcohol, 856 01:04:48.351 --> 01:04:50.686 and here's the thing, I don't even like drinking. 857 01:04:50.753 --> 01:04:52.955 I was just tryin' to live in the moment, 858 01:04:53.055 --> 01:04:56.259 and feel shit, and YOLO or something, okay? 859 01:05:03.933 --> 01:05:07.870 Now if you excuse me, I am hungover as shit 860 01:05:07.937 --> 01:05:09.805 and I'm gonna go barf in the shower. 861 01:05:12.942 --> 01:05:14.410 Who's Mia? 862 01:05:14.477 --> 01:05:15.945 Who's Mia? 863 01:05:29.592 --> 01:05:31.127 I'm not even tryin' to be rude, I'm just-- 864 01:05:31.227 --> 01:05:33.129 I'm super busy and I don't have the time. 865 01:05:33.229 --> 01:05:34.597 So. 866 01:05:35.598 --> 01:05:36.933 Okay. 867 01:05:40.903 --> 01:05:42.338 I'm sorry I never called you back, 868 01:05:42.438 --> 01:05:45.074 but you didn't have to get me in trouble, dude. 869 01:05:45.141 --> 01:05:47.076 Vada, I was just worried about you. 870 01:05:47.143 --> 01:05:48.311 When I didn't hear back from you, 871 01:05:48.411 --> 01:05:49.745 I felt like I had to call your mom, 872 01:05:49.812 --> 01:05:51.147 'cause the last time I had seen you, 873 01:05:51.247 --> 01:05:53.616 you had literally done drugs at school. 874 01:05:53.683 --> 01:05:55.151 So I was like, "Okay, cool. 875 01:05:55.251 --> 01:05:58.187 Maybe she's like having a serotonin drop from hell 876 01:05:58.287 --> 01:06:02.458 and she's like suicidal on a bridge somewhere and... 877 01:06:02.525 --> 01:06:04.694 Then to hear like how freaked your family was all night, 878 01:06:04.794 --> 01:06:06.162 I just... 879 01:06:06.262 --> 01:06:08.030 I don't know, I hoped that 880 01:06:08.130 --> 01:06:10.199 whatever you went and did was worth everything you put them through. 881 01:06:10.299 --> 01:06:12.034 But, you know what? 882 01:06:12.134 --> 01:06:13.869 I'm guessing uh, it's more likely you were with Mia Reed somewhere, 883 01:06:13.970 --> 01:06:15.871 acting like nothing happened. 884 01:06:15.972 --> 01:06:18.874 Why're you being like this? 885 01:06:18.975 --> 01:06:21.510 Because I've waited for you, Vada. 886 01:06:21.610 --> 01:06:26.449 For a month, I've given you space and love to heal. 887 01:06:26.515 --> 01:06:28.384 But I've been dealing with this my own way! 888 01:06:28.484 --> 01:06:31.554 You haven't dealt with anything, that's the problem! 889 01:06:31.654 --> 01:06:33.823 All I wanna do is try my hardest to stop this 890 01:06:33.889 --> 01:06:35.224 from ever happening again. 891 01:06:35.324 --> 01:06:39.462 Like why is that so hard for you to understand? 892 01:06:39.528 --> 01:06:41.731 That's not fucking fair, Nick. 893 01:06:41.831 --> 01:06:44.066 None of this is fair, Vada. 894 01:06:47.837 --> 01:06:50.473 Yeah, yeah. Mmm-hmm, go be with Mia. 895 01:06:50.539 --> 01:06:52.875 She's gonna save the world with her hot ass. 896 01:06:52.975 --> 01:06:54.243 Fuck you, Nick. 897 01:06:54.343 --> 01:06:55.244 Wow. 898 01:06:56.846 --> 01:06:58.080 Nice. 899 01:07:02.251 --> 01:07:04.253 He's just hurtin', I think we all are. 900 01:07:04.353 --> 01:07:08.557 He was so cruel about it! 901 01:07:08.657 --> 01:07:11.427 Yeah, but you know, he's under a lot of pressure. 902 01:07:11.527 --> 01:07:12.895 He has to be the face of this, 903 01:07:12.995 --> 01:07:17.433 just act brave, but, well, he's scared, too. 904 01:07:17.533 --> 01:07:19.268 You know, fear makes people act crazy. 905 01:07:21.704 --> 01:07:23.572 Okay, I... 906 01:07:23.672 --> 01:07:25.541 Like I'm sorry for like 907 01:07:25.608 --> 01:07:28.010 calling you and dumping all of this on you, 908 01:07:28.077 --> 01:07:32.048 especially, because it's been the hardest on you. 909 01:07:32.114 --> 01:07:33.682 It's hard on everyone. 910 01:07:37.353 --> 01:07:40.389 I think for me, you know, when it hurts too much, 911 01:07:40.456 --> 01:07:44.560 I think about how this can't be for nothing. 912 01:07:44.627 --> 01:07:46.695 Like, oh, we won't even let this be for not... Like, it... 913 01:07:46.762 --> 01:07:48.397 It can't be for nothing, you know? 914 01:07:48.464 --> 01:07:50.699 Fuck. Yeah. 915 01:07:56.906 --> 01:07:58.274 Tell me about your brother. 916 01:08:03.279 --> 01:08:04.980 I just wanna know more about him. 917 01:08:09.485 --> 01:08:12.888 He was, uh, real quiet 918 01:08:12.955 --> 01:08:14.290 when you first met him. 919 01:08:15.758 --> 01:08:18.394 He watched everything now, you know. 920 01:08:18.461 --> 01:08:19.829 Like, he'd be like, 921 01:08:19.929 --> 01:08:21.497 "Oh, that girl is gonna go home with that guy 922 01:08:21.597 --> 01:08:23.632 and that guy is gonna go home with that girl and..." 923 01:08:23.732 --> 01:08:26.735 Like, he was always right. 924 01:08:26.802 --> 01:08:28.804 He was funny. 925 01:08:28.904 --> 01:08:31.640 Like always making me laugh. 926 01:08:36.278 --> 01:08:37.580 He, uh... 927 01:08:39.682 --> 01:08:41.317 He sounds dope. 928 01:08:47.423 --> 01:08:49.692 I feel him. 929 01:08:49.792 --> 01:08:53.696 Now I know this sounds crazy to say like... 930 01:08:53.796 --> 01:08:57.133 I just... I know he's still with me. 931 01:08:57.199 --> 01:08:59.201 He's not gonna let me go back and be sad, 932 01:08:59.301 --> 01:09:02.538 he's not gonna let me go forward and freak out. 933 01:09:02.638 --> 01:09:05.474 He keeps me here. 934 01:09:05.541 --> 01:09:07.476 He keeps me calm. 935 01:09:10.346 --> 01:09:12.648 I think he's definitely still here. 936 01:09:14.450 --> 01:09:16.619 Lot of people don't ask me about him. 937 01:09:16.685 --> 01:09:20.789 They think I'mma like cry or somethin'. 938 01:09:20.856 --> 01:09:24.226 Um, well, thank you. 939 01:09:29.365 --> 01:09:32.034 You can always talk about him around me. 940 01:09:49.185 --> 01:09:51.420 Wait, wait. I'm sorry, I... 941 01:09:51.520 --> 01:09:53.756 What's wrong? 942 01:09:53.856 --> 01:09:57.026 I'm just going through a lot right now, it's just... 943 01:09:57.092 --> 01:09:59.762 I just don't know if I'm in the right headspace right now. 944 01:10:02.264 --> 01:10:04.333 -I'm sorry. -Oh, my God. 945 01:10:04.400 --> 01:10:06.368 -I am so sorry! -No, you're okay. 946 01:10:06.435 --> 01:10:08.170 I'm... No, of course, you are. I'm so sorry. 947 01:10:08.237 --> 01:10:10.039 You're perfect, I like you, it's just... 948 01:10:10.105 --> 01:10:11.373 -I'm so sorry. -V, I swear, you didn't do anything wrong. 949 01:10:11.440 --> 01:10:12.875 I am so sorry, okay? 950 01:10:12.942 --> 01:10:14.610 No, don't be sorry, it's... It's not like that. 951 01:10:14.710 --> 01:10:15.911 I am so sorry. I am so sorry. 952 01:10:48.711 --> 01:10:50.212 I can't sleep. 953 01:11:01.624 --> 01:11:04.793 You know, I can always see where you are on Find A Friend 954 01:11:04.893 --> 01:11:06.795 when your phone isn't dead. 955 01:11:06.895 --> 01:11:09.231 You better delete me off of that. 956 01:11:09.298 --> 01:11:10.599 Like tomorrow, 957 01:11:10.666 --> 01:11:12.501 so I don't tell Mom about your Finsta. 958 01:11:12.601 --> 01:11:13.802 Fine! 959 01:11:15.604 --> 01:11:17.172 Why do you care where I am? 960 01:11:17.273 --> 01:11:18.440 I don't. 961 01:11:21.477 --> 01:11:24.246 You're always at a house in North Bay. 962 01:11:24.313 --> 01:11:25.414 Why? 963 01:11:25.481 --> 01:11:27.650 It's where my friend Mia lives. 964 01:11:27.750 --> 01:11:28.917 Hmm. 965 01:11:37.259 --> 01:11:40.696 V, I'm scared. 966 01:11:40.796 --> 01:11:42.331 Of what? 967 01:11:45.034 --> 01:11:47.670 What if... 968 01:11:53.142 --> 01:11:56.478 What if a shooter comes to my school next? 969 01:11:58.113 --> 01:11:59.882 It won't happen. 970 01:11:59.982 --> 01:12:01.483 How do you know? 971 01:12:11.360 --> 01:12:13.796 Sorry, I almost got you killed in a shooting. 972 01:12:20.235 --> 01:12:21.970 What're you talking about? 973 01:12:22.037 --> 01:12:24.373 If I hadn't texted you about my stupid period, 974 01:12:24.473 --> 01:12:26.675 you wouldn't have left the classroom. 975 01:12:26.742 --> 01:12:29.311 You would've been safe. 976 01:12:29.378 --> 01:12:31.814 -You could've died. -That's not true. 977 01:12:31.880 --> 01:12:33.215 Yes, it is! 978 01:12:33.315 --> 01:12:34.483 Quinton's brother died, 'cause he was walking 979 01:12:34.550 --> 01:12:36.218 in the same hallway. 980 01:12:39.822 --> 01:12:42.257 It wasn't safe anywhere 981 01:12:42.358 --> 01:12:44.093 Definitely wasn't your fault. 982 01:12:44.193 --> 01:12:48.530 Then why have you been so mad at me? 983 01:12:48.597 --> 01:12:51.200 I haven't been mad at you. 984 01:12:51.266 --> 01:12:52.868 Why do you keep thinking that? 985 01:12:52.935 --> 01:12:54.770 Because... 986 01:12:55.871 --> 01:12:58.507 You're never home anymore. 987 01:12:58.574 --> 01:13:00.409 You never talk to me. 988 01:13:01.844 --> 01:13:05.180 We never went to dinner to talk about... 989 01:13:05.714 --> 01:13:07.082 periods. 990 01:13:12.254 --> 01:13:14.289 I'm sorry, but I'm definitely not mad at you. 991 01:13:20.195 --> 01:13:23.065 Can I tell you something that I've not told anybody before? 992 01:13:28.904 --> 01:13:30.773 We were in the bathroom. 993 01:13:32.241 --> 01:13:34.042 And the stall where we hid, 994 01:13:35.878 --> 01:13:37.913 there was a moment where I... 995 01:13:37.980 --> 01:13:39.648 really thought I was gonna die. 996 01:13:41.817 --> 01:13:44.052 And it was the scariest moment of my life. 997 01:13:47.089 --> 01:13:52.060 And the only person I could think of was you. 998 01:13:52.127 --> 01:13:54.763 Do you remember when I sent you that "I love you, too"? 999 01:13:56.432 --> 01:13:58.400 I thought I only had time to text one person, 1000 01:13:58.467 --> 01:13:59.568 so I texted you. 1001 01:14:02.504 --> 01:14:04.173 I didn't know that. 1002 01:14:07.743 --> 01:14:10.512 You're my favorite person on Earth, Millie. 1003 01:14:15.451 --> 01:14:17.085 Even if you get married one day? 1004 01:14:17.152 --> 01:14:19.154 No, fuck a husband. 1005 01:14:21.023 --> 01:14:22.624 You're my number one. 1006 01:14:29.765 --> 01:14:31.834 Don't let go. 1007 01:15:25.854 --> 01:15:27.589 I don't know what's wrong with me. 1008 01:15:28.690 --> 01:15:30.559 Nothing is wrong with you. 1009 01:15:30.659 --> 01:15:33.495 Oh, Dad, I... 1010 01:15:33.562 --> 01:15:35.063 I feel so... 1011 01:15:36.698 --> 01:15:38.033 empty. 1012 01:15:38.100 --> 01:15:41.603 Vada, you went through something 1013 01:15:41.703 --> 01:15:44.239 no one should ever have to go through. 1014 01:15:47.409 --> 01:15:49.444 I can't imagine how scared you feel. 1015 01:15:56.552 --> 01:15:58.453 Life's fuckin' hard. 1016 01:15:58.554 --> 01:16:01.523 I'm sorry for saying "fucking". 1017 01:16:01.590 --> 01:16:03.892 No, you're right. 1018 01:16:03.959 --> 01:16:06.094 Life's fucking hard! 1019 01:16:06.194 --> 01:16:07.296 Dad. 1020 01:16:07.396 --> 01:16:09.197 What? No one's around. 1021 01:16:09.264 --> 01:16:12.100 Try it, it feels good. 1022 01:16:12.200 --> 01:16:14.803 Life is fucking crazy! 1023 01:16:18.707 --> 01:16:20.108 Yeah! 1024 01:16:21.043 --> 01:16:22.144 Fuck! 1025 01:16:24.046 --> 01:16:26.715 Life's fucking confusing! 1026 01:16:35.924 --> 01:16:38.327 I can't fucking feel anything! 1027 01:16:38.427 --> 01:16:39.394 Good one. 1028 01:16:40.662 --> 01:16:42.631 Fuck you, Matt Corgan! 1029 01:16:42.731 --> 01:16:45.167 Yeah, fuck you! 1030 01:16:46.802 --> 01:16:50.472 I'm scared to go to school every day! 1031 01:16:50.572 --> 01:16:53.842 I'm scared to take my children to school! 1032 01:16:55.143 --> 01:16:56.612 I'm scared to sleep! 1033 01:16:57.913 --> 01:17:00.282 I'm scared of... 1034 01:17:00.349 --> 01:17:02.117 time! 1035 01:17:03.318 --> 01:17:05.354 We're not even swearing anymore, Dad. 1036 01:17:05.454 --> 01:17:06.788 Still feels good. 1037 01:17:09.691 --> 01:17:12.294 I'm incredibly proud 1038 01:17:12.361 --> 01:17:15.697 of how smart and amazing 1039 01:17:15.797 --> 01:17:17.032 my daughter is! 1040 01:17:17.132 --> 01:17:20.535 Dad, don't be fucking cheesy! 1041 01:17:20.636 --> 01:17:22.638 -Please! 1042 01:17:23.872 --> 01:17:26.041 Never again. 1043 01:17:28.443 --> 01:17:30.012 Ah! 1044 01:18:17.159 --> 01:18:18.226 Mia? 1045 01:18:36.845 --> 01:18:38.346 Mia? 1046 01:18:51.426 --> 01:18:53.061 Oh, my god! 1047 01:18:54.096 --> 01:18:55.697 Mia? 1048 01:18:57.466 --> 01:18:59.101 -Mia? 1049 01:19:00.736 --> 01:19:02.204 My God. 1050 01:19:03.605 --> 01:19:05.107 I'm just sweating out. 1051 01:19:05.207 --> 01:19:06.742 I thought you were fucking dead, dude. 1052 01:19:06.808 --> 01:19:08.410 Don't scare me like that. 1053 01:19:08.477 --> 01:19:09.745 Ah... 1054 01:19:09.811 --> 01:19:10.912 Come on. 1055 01:19:10.979 --> 01:19:12.280 Come on. 1056 01:19:24.760 --> 01:19:26.228 Do you hate me? 1057 01:19:28.497 --> 01:19:31.733 No. Why would I hate you? 1058 01:19:36.438 --> 01:19:38.173 Just scared the shit out of me. 1059 01:19:45.347 --> 01:19:46.915 And I don't regret it. 1060 01:19:49.951 --> 01:19:53.121 Just scared it was gonna like ruin our friendship or something. 1061 01:19:57.526 --> 01:19:59.928 Yeah, I was scared of that, too. 1062 01:20:06.134 --> 01:20:08.370 Then let's not ruin anything? 1063 01:20:11.106 --> 01:20:12.641 Okay. 1064 01:20:33.862 --> 01:20:37.365 I think I'm gonna go back to dance tomorrow. 1065 01:20:37.465 --> 01:20:40.335 Even though, I'm like literally scared to leave my house, 1066 01:20:40.402 --> 01:20:42.204 I know I need to do it. 1067 01:20:42.304 --> 01:20:44.239 That's amazing. You totally should. 1068 01:20:49.211 --> 01:20:50.378 Well, what are you gonna do? 1069 01:20:50.478 --> 01:20:52.547 I'm gonna go with you. 1070 01:20:52.647 --> 01:20:54.482 No, you're not. We never discussed this. 1071 01:20:54.549 --> 01:20:57.352 Stop trying to get rid of me! 1072 01:20:59.588 --> 01:21:01.523 I am Postmate-ing us frozen yogurt. 1073 01:21:05.727 --> 01:21:07.229 I think I actually want some. 1074 01:21:07.329 --> 01:21:09.164 Okay, then push. 1075 01:21:12.400 --> 01:21:14.269 I like the doodles. 1076 01:21:14.369 --> 01:21:17.172 Who's that guy? Is that Harry Potter? 1077 01:21:17.239 --> 01:21:18.607 That's Paul Dano. 1078 01:21:18.707 --> 01:21:20.075 He's my celebrity crush. 1079 01:21:25.080 --> 01:21:26.448 How was this? 1080 01:21:26.548 --> 01:21:29.384 Processing through all these emotions? 1081 01:21:29.451 --> 01:21:30.452 Good. 1082 01:21:32.287 --> 01:21:36.024 I had a lot of ups and downs, 1083 01:21:36.091 --> 01:21:39.728 but I feel like I felt everything. 1084 01:21:39.794 --> 01:21:41.630 So that's... 1085 01:21:41.730 --> 01:21:43.431 It's good, I guess. 1086 01:21:43.531 --> 01:21:47.135 I noticed that you used the word "scared" a few times. 1087 01:21:47.235 --> 01:21:48.737 When did you feel the most scared? 1088 01:21:53.708 --> 01:21:55.277 Being at school. 1089 01:21:57.746 --> 01:22:00.315 I don't feel comfortable being back there. 1090 01:22:00.415 --> 01:22:04.219 Can you tell me more about that? 1091 01:22:04.286 --> 01:22:05.654 You know, all these kids from my school, 1092 01:22:05.754 --> 01:22:09.324 specifically one of my closest friends, Nick, 1093 01:22:09.424 --> 01:22:12.394 who I love so much, um... 1094 01:22:13.595 --> 01:22:16.264 they've been able to take 1095 01:22:16.331 --> 01:22:18.400 what happened, and... 1096 01:22:20.402 --> 01:22:25.507 are literally using it to change the world. 1097 01:22:25.607 --> 01:22:28.410 Like, they're doing so much amazing stuff and... 1098 01:22:32.914 --> 01:22:36.251 For some reason, I feel like I'm unable to do that. 1099 01:22:40.188 --> 01:22:44.092 I feel like it has kind of ended our friendship. 1100 01:22:48.363 --> 01:22:49.864 Sucks. 1101 01:22:51.533 --> 01:22:53.468 'Cause I really, really miss him. 1102 01:22:55.337 --> 01:22:57.005 What are you feeling right now? 1103 01:23:00.175 --> 01:23:02.010 I don't know. 1104 01:23:02.110 --> 01:23:03.445 Yes, you do. 1105 01:23:13.321 --> 01:23:14.889 I feel... 1106 01:23:19.027 --> 01:23:20.662 mad. 1107 01:23:23.298 --> 01:23:24.466 Mad about what? 1108 01:23:24.532 --> 01:23:28.136 I feel mad, because I had no idea 1109 01:23:28.203 --> 01:23:29.337 one guy with a gun 1110 01:23:29.404 --> 01:23:31.906 could fuck up my life so hard 1111 01:23:32.007 --> 01:23:34.342 in six minutes. 1112 01:23:34.409 --> 01:23:37.078 Fuck up so many lives! 1113 01:23:37.178 --> 01:23:40.248 Then I think I should be grateful to be alive. 1114 01:23:42.050 --> 01:23:44.252 I feel like, I don't know, maybe there's some 1115 01:23:44.352 --> 01:23:46.321 weird fucked up reason why 1116 01:23:46.388 --> 01:23:50.025 I made it and other people didn't. 1117 01:23:50.091 --> 01:23:53.528 Um, but then when you sit back 1118 01:23:53.595 --> 01:23:58.233 and you think about it, you realize, "No! 1119 01:23:58.333 --> 01:23:59.701 There isn't. 1120 01:24:02.337 --> 01:24:03.605 There's no fucking reason." 1121 01:24:05.373 --> 01:24:07.375 None of us should've died. 1122 01:24:26.728 --> 01:24:29.697 I'm having a really hard time moving on. 1123 01:24:51.319 --> 01:24:53.721 Oh, hi. 1124 01:24:53.788 --> 01:24:55.323 I'm sorry. 1125 01:24:57.392 --> 01:24:59.461 I love you. 1126 01:24:59.561 --> 01:25:02.730 Sweetheart, I love you, too. 1127 01:25:02.797 --> 01:25:06.000 I'm gonna try to be more honest with you about my life. 1128 01:25:07.335 --> 01:25:08.403 You know what? 1129 01:25:08.470 --> 01:25:12.774 I would really, really like that. 1130 01:25:17.112 --> 01:25:19.013 I've been really struggling. 1131 01:25:19.114 --> 01:25:20.515 Mmm-hmm. 1132 01:25:20.615 --> 01:25:22.684 And I don't know why it's been so hard to tell you like, 1133 01:25:22.784 --> 01:25:24.486 'cause I just didn't want you to worry. 1134 01:25:24.586 --> 01:25:28.089 And you're right, I was acting funny that time I was drunk, 1135 01:25:28.156 --> 01:25:31.259 because I did have sex with someone. 1136 01:25:31.326 --> 01:25:33.928 And I was a little bit stoned, but not as stoned 1137 01:25:33.995 --> 01:25:36.464 as I was when I was on E. 1138 01:25:36.531 --> 01:25:38.032 Jesus, that was rough. 1139 01:25:38.133 --> 01:25:40.201 And the person I was having sex with wasn't the person 1140 01:25:40.301 --> 01:25:42.337 that I thought I was maybe gonna be having sex with, 1141 01:25:42.437 --> 01:25:44.339 but I'm... I'm telling you all of this, 1142 01:25:44.439 --> 01:25:47.041 because I want you to know that I'm... 1143 01:25:47.142 --> 01:25:50.278 I'm never gonna do any of that stuff ever again. 1144 01:25:50.345 --> 01:25:52.313 You know, the bad... The bad stuff. 1145 01:25:53.982 --> 01:25:55.717 Mmm-hmm. 1146 01:25:57.152 --> 01:25:58.486 Mmm-hmm. 1147 01:26:00.688 --> 01:26:03.958 Okay. Well, thank you for uh... 1148 01:26:05.326 --> 01:26:06.528 For trusting me. 1149 01:26:07.328 --> 01:26:08.696 With this information. 1150 01:26:15.136 --> 01:26:16.304 Was that too much? 1151 01:26:16.371 --> 01:26:18.406 No! I am... 1152 01:26:20.175 --> 01:26:21.676 I'm processing. 1153 01:26:24.179 --> 01:26:25.547 Don't worry, it was with a girl. 1154 01:26:25.647 --> 01:26:26.681 Hmm? 1155 01:26:26.748 --> 01:26:28.149 The sex stuff. 1156 01:26:28.216 --> 01:26:30.552 It was with a girl, 1157 01:26:30.652 --> 01:26:32.353 so it's not like I'm gonna get pregnant. 1158 01:26:32.420 --> 01:26:34.589 That's a bonus, right? 1159 01:26:34.689 --> 01:26:36.591 Yeah. 1160 01:26:36.691 --> 01:26:38.660 Bonus. 1161 01:26:48.369 --> 01:26:50.572 Okay. 1162 01:26:50.672 --> 01:26:52.941 I'm... I'm ready to talk about it more now.