1 00:00:02,000 --> 00:00:07,000 Downloaded from YTS.MX 2 00:00:08,000 --> 00:00:13,000 Official YIFY movies site: YTS.MX 3 00:01:16,125 --> 00:01:17,666 What's wrong with you? 4 00:01:17,750 --> 00:01:20,250 These people have paid to come and watch. 5 00:01:20,875 --> 00:01:23,708 -Where do you think you are going? -Hey, man, we're waiting for you. 6 00:01:23,791 --> 00:01:26,208 -Come on, sing a song. -No please, I'll handle it. 7 00:01:26,291 --> 00:01:28,958 This girl paid to come and listen to a song by Louw… Louw… Louw van Lier. 8 00:01:29,041 --> 00:01:30,750 Keep quiet, please. 9 00:01:30,833 --> 00:01:33,208 I don't give a damn who he thinks he is. 10 00:01:33,291 --> 00:01:35,208 Just give us a song. 11 00:01:35,291 --> 00:01:36,791 No. 12 00:01:41,416 --> 00:01:43,791 I'll send you to your grave! 13 00:01:45,958 --> 00:01:47,250 Who do you think you are? 14 00:01:49,125 --> 00:01:53,458 Everybody told me Louw van Lier is a nobody. 15 00:01:55,041 --> 00:01:59,333 But for Karien's sake, I decided to give you another chance. 16 00:02:01,000 --> 00:02:04,583 Now I see they're right. You are a nobody. 17 00:02:05,708 --> 00:02:08,208 And don't think you can ever come back here! 18 00:02:09,208 --> 00:02:11,833 Nobody… will give you a chance again! 19 00:02:13,708 --> 00:02:17,791 Because nobody will ever remember you! 20 00:04:05,458 --> 00:04:06,916 Matewis! 21 00:04:08,083 --> 00:04:09,208 The boxes. 22 00:04:13,958 --> 00:04:15,250 Matewis! 23 00:04:18,125 --> 00:04:20,375 Sorry, did you… leave it, I will. 24 00:04:20,458 --> 00:04:22,541 Perfect timing, as always! 25 00:04:22,625 --> 00:04:23,708 I'm done. 26 00:04:23,791 --> 00:04:25,708 Why didn't you mention anything about Louw coming? 27 00:04:25,791 --> 00:04:27,375 I only found out this morning. 28 00:04:27,458 --> 00:04:28,458 This morning? 29 00:04:28,541 --> 00:04:30,583 I told him our home will always be open. 30 00:04:30,666 --> 00:04:32,166 He's my brother, Matewis. 31 00:04:32,250 --> 00:04:33,250 He grew up here. 32 00:04:33,333 --> 00:04:35,458 What about our meeting with Wim? 33 00:04:35,541 --> 00:04:37,500 You'll just have to handle it on your own. 34 00:04:37,583 --> 00:04:38,708 Alright? 35 00:05:23,708 --> 00:05:25,333 I have an appointment with the bank. 36 00:05:25,416 --> 00:05:27,250 I'll first have to hear what they say. 37 00:05:27,333 --> 00:05:29,166 You know it's not going to help the situation. 38 00:05:29,250 --> 00:05:32,250 Sell me the place, you won't get another offer like this. 39 00:05:34,708 --> 00:05:36,000 Matewis… 40 00:05:36,083 --> 00:05:39,791 I think the time has come for you to accept that you're not a farmer. 41 00:06:10,750 --> 00:06:12,875 Is everything okay? I was getting worried. 42 00:06:36,583 --> 00:06:40,958 I'm seated in the passage Where the sun can sing 43 00:06:44,375 --> 00:06:48,000 It's quiet in the corner and it's cold 44 00:06:51,958 --> 00:06:56,541 Can you see what the wind And the rain does to me 45 00:06:59,708 --> 00:07:01,083 Sun catcher 46 00:07:01,750 --> 00:07:03,125 I'm asking you nicely 47 00:07:03,708 --> 00:07:05,875 Let it shine for me again 48 00:07:09,416 --> 00:07:10,958 Can I help you carry anything? 49 00:07:11,041 --> 00:07:12,291 Your guitar? 50 00:07:16,416 --> 00:07:18,791 No, it's not necessary, thank you. 51 00:07:21,208 --> 00:07:22,250 Let's go inside. 52 00:07:30,916 --> 00:07:34,250 I thought you might like to be in your old room. 53 00:07:34,333 --> 00:07:36,500 We just use it as a storeroom. 54 00:07:46,416 --> 00:07:48,750 I think there will be a few shocked faces in town 55 00:07:48,833 --> 00:07:50,833 when they see how much you resemble him. 56 00:07:51,500 --> 00:07:54,333 Almost as if his ghost is roaming the streets. 57 00:08:00,791 --> 00:08:02,541 Remember when I took this one? 58 00:08:06,083 --> 00:08:08,416 It was the day I think we all knew. 59 00:08:20,750 --> 00:08:22,583 I don't take photos anymore. 60 00:08:23,416 --> 00:08:25,416 What's more to see? 61 00:08:25,958 --> 00:08:27,250 It's always the same. 62 00:08:28,208 --> 00:08:29,333 Nothing changes. 63 00:08:32,458 --> 00:08:34,916 It would probably help me if I ever go blind. 64 00:08:39,708 --> 00:08:41,791 But luckily my brother is here. 65 00:08:41,875 --> 00:08:44,208 So finally we will have some excitement. 66 00:08:47,791 --> 00:08:50,125 Matewis is somewhere on the farm. 67 00:08:50,208 --> 00:08:51,500 We had to lay off some people. 68 00:08:51,583 --> 00:08:54,916 So he will probably try to convince you to help him with a few things. 69 00:09:01,208 --> 00:09:02,208 Thank you. 70 00:09:05,208 --> 00:09:06,291 That I can stay here. 71 00:09:07,416 --> 00:09:08,416 Of course. 72 00:09:09,000 --> 00:09:11,125 I told you so, anytime. 73 00:09:13,541 --> 00:09:15,000 It's good that you came. 74 00:09:16,458 --> 00:09:17,583 I've missed you. 75 00:09:58,208 --> 00:10:00,041 -You were unbelievable! -Thank you. 76 00:10:01,916 --> 00:10:03,333 There you go. Excuse me. 77 00:10:03,416 --> 00:10:04,875 I'll be back. 78 00:10:06,041 --> 00:10:07,750 Hey, what's wrong? 79 00:10:07,833 --> 00:10:08,833 Aren't you excited? 80 00:10:10,833 --> 00:10:13,166 So now you have everything you've always wanted. 81 00:10:14,250 --> 00:10:15,416 What I wanted? 82 00:10:16,750 --> 00:10:18,708 I thought it was what we wanted? 83 00:10:18,791 --> 00:10:21,208 Hey, hey, hey, what's going on? 84 00:10:22,416 --> 00:10:23,708 You… 85 00:10:24,625 --> 00:10:26,041 should be proud of me. 86 00:10:26,125 --> 00:10:27,750 Of course, I'm proud. 87 00:10:27,833 --> 00:10:29,083 So what then? 88 00:10:29,791 --> 00:10:32,125 Sometimes I think you don't really love me. 89 00:10:38,250 --> 00:10:40,250 Did you have to bring that up now? 90 00:10:40,333 --> 00:10:41,333 Hmm? 91 00:10:42,458 --> 00:10:43,458 Can't you… I… 92 00:10:45,291 --> 00:10:47,666 I've just had the biggest show of my career. 93 00:10:48,208 --> 00:10:49,208 How… 94 00:10:51,166 --> 00:10:52,583 How can you be so selfish? 95 00:10:52,666 --> 00:10:54,916 -Yes, I am selfish. -Yes. 96 00:10:55,000 --> 00:10:58,250 I'm so sorry Louw, you were unbelievable. 97 00:10:58,333 --> 00:11:00,000 I can see you are so happy. 98 00:11:00,083 --> 00:11:02,291 Now you have everything you've always wanted. 99 00:11:05,000 --> 00:11:06,000 Nothing! 100 00:11:06,625 --> 00:11:07,625 Typical! 101 00:11:08,791 --> 00:11:10,291 -You know what? -What? 102 00:11:11,666 --> 00:11:12,875 You will never do it! 103 00:11:12,958 --> 00:11:16,083 I really thought that tonight would be the perfect night. 104 00:11:16,166 --> 00:11:17,958 -So I… -Louw! Louw! 105 00:11:18,041 --> 00:11:20,500 I'll… I'll be there now. Hold on a moment. 106 00:11:21,833 --> 00:11:22,875 Karien. 107 00:12:23,375 --> 00:12:24,375 Hi. 108 00:12:24,916 --> 00:12:28,166 I wanted to wake you but I thought you could do with the rest. 109 00:12:28,250 --> 00:12:29,416 I forgot my phone. 110 00:12:29,500 --> 00:12:31,083 I was afraid you'd try to phone. 111 00:12:41,166 --> 00:12:44,541 Remember Dad never allowed us to ever touch that cup? 112 00:12:44,625 --> 00:12:46,666 I'm still too afraid to touch it. 113 00:12:49,916 --> 00:12:52,041 Have you eaten? I can make you something. 114 00:12:53,291 --> 00:12:56,166 No. Thank you. I… 115 00:12:56,750 --> 00:12:58,041 I'm just going for a walk. 116 00:12:58,125 --> 00:12:59,333 I can go with you. 117 00:13:13,500 --> 00:13:14,916 Come, come, come boys. 118 00:13:15,000 --> 00:13:16,208 Hurry up! Hurry up! 119 00:13:16,291 --> 00:13:17,916 We don't have the whole day. 120 00:13:18,541 --> 00:13:19,625 Can you lift it? 121 00:13:20,458 --> 00:13:21,500 Louw! 122 00:13:22,083 --> 00:13:23,250 Come and help! 123 00:13:24,416 --> 00:13:26,875 Come help, please! We still have a lot of work to do. 124 00:13:26,958 --> 00:13:28,916 The guys don't know what they're doing! 125 00:13:31,958 --> 00:13:34,291 Let's go, let's go. Come on. That's it. 126 00:13:34,375 --> 00:13:35,458 Yes! Yes! Yes! 127 00:13:35,541 --> 00:13:37,000 Yes! 128 00:13:37,083 --> 00:13:38,500 Thank you. 129 00:13:38,583 --> 00:13:40,416 Porridge, huh? Porridge. 130 00:13:40,958 --> 00:13:42,916 Thanks. There's something else I want you to do. 131 00:13:43,000 --> 00:13:44,000 Come. 132 00:14:41,708 --> 00:14:44,291 Sandra, this is a surprise. 133 00:14:44,375 --> 00:14:47,666 -I haven't seen you in a while. -Sorry, I did knock, but I… 134 00:14:47,750 --> 00:14:48,916 Is Louw here? 135 00:14:50,791 --> 00:14:52,250 Oh, I saw him in town yesterday. 136 00:14:52,333 --> 00:14:53,833 Well, he drove past the school. 137 00:14:53,916 --> 00:14:55,541 He went for a walk. 138 00:14:55,625 --> 00:14:59,875 Hopefully, he doesn't run into Matewis, else who knows what time he'll be back. 139 00:15:01,333 --> 00:15:03,000 Oh, I brought him something. 140 00:15:03,083 --> 00:15:05,708 Well it's for all of you but I remember he likes it. 141 00:15:05,791 --> 00:15:06,958 Banana bread. 142 00:15:07,041 --> 00:15:08,708 It was always his favourite. 143 00:15:09,541 --> 00:15:11,708 You are welcome to wait a while. 144 00:15:11,791 --> 00:15:13,000 I'm just clearing up. 145 00:15:13,083 --> 00:15:15,375 No, I must get back. I have a class just now. 146 00:15:16,166 --> 00:15:17,666 I'll tell Louw you were here. 147 00:15:18,708 --> 00:15:19,791 Okay. 148 00:15:21,916 --> 00:15:24,208 Tell him to pop in when he gets a chance. 149 00:15:24,291 --> 00:15:26,166 The children will be so excited 150 00:15:26,250 --> 00:15:28,583 to see a real musician for a change. 151 00:15:29,375 --> 00:15:30,416 Bye. 152 00:15:42,041 --> 00:15:44,250 It looks like it's all coming back to you. 153 00:15:52,875 --> 00:15:54,208 A few years ago… 154 00:15:54,916 --> 00:15:56,958 we almost lost everything. 155 00:16:00,666 --> 00:16:02,833 See those trees over on that side… 156 00:16:04,958 --> 00:16:06,458 that's where the fire started. 157 00:16:10,625 --> 00:16:13,166 I really feel sorry for that little guy. 158 00:16:14,333 --> 00:16:15,625 His father is Wim Cloete. 159 00:16:16,333 --> 00:16:19,208 Wim thinks he can own this whole town. 160 00:16:20,583 --> 00:16:23,875 He owns the farm next to us and he has a few other farms. 161 00:16:27,250 --> 00:16:28,250 We… 162 00:16:28,750 --> 00:16:29,791 Marie… 163 00:16:30,583 --> 00:16:33,833 sold a section of the farm to his father. 164 00:16:35,208 --> 00:16:36,208 Oh. 165 00:16:37,708 --> 00:16:38,875 I didn't know. 166 00:16:38,958 --> 00:16:41,958 Nothing is going on there, just a few dilapidated buildings. 167 00:16:43,083 --> 00:16:47,083 We've been using it for a couple of years to store some broken stuff. 168 00:16:50,250 --> 00:16:51,500 Marie and I 169 00:16:52,250 --> 00:16:54,291 used to go there and shoot my Dad's gun. 170 00:16:56,625 --> 00:16:57,916 How's my sister doing? 171 00:17:00,875 --> 00:17:01,875 You know her. 172 00:17:03,500 --> 00:17:04,791 She has a heart of gold. 173 00:17:05,875 --> 00:17:07,666 She always makes time for everybody. 174 00:17:09,291 --> 00:17:12,041 She is helping out at one of the shops in town. 175 00:17:16,041 --> 00:17:17,041 Are you finished? 176 00:17:17,125 --> 00:17:18,375 -Hmm. -Can we go? 177 00:18:10,500 --> 00:18:11,875 Did you bring my guitar in? 178 00:18:12,583 --> 00:18:13,583 I… 179 00:18:14,375 --> 00:18:15,541 It was outside and I… 180 00:18:15,625 --> 00:18:17,500 Did you go through my clothing? 181 00:18:17,583 --> 00:18:19,333 I just unpacked it. 182 00:18:19,416 --> 00:18:22,208 I thought it might be good if somebody took care of you. 183 00:18:22,291 --> 00:18:25,333 I am not a child! I don't need anybody to take care of me! 184 00:18:28,458 --> 00:18:30,500 Would you like me to take it back outside? 185 00:18:30,583 --> 00:18:32,958 I'll add it to my list of a million things I must do tomorrow. 186 00:18:33,041 --> 00:18:35,375 Is the food ready yet? 187 00:18:36,500 --> 00:18:37,958 It smells amazing. 188 00:18:39,750 --> 00:18:41,541 Yes, you can sit so long. 189 00:18:47,291 --> 00:18:48,625 Leave my stuff alone. 190 00:20:06,708 --> 00:20:08,500 I'm longing for you 191 00:20:09,458 --> 00:20:14,125 For the wind that wraps its arms around me 192 00:20:14,958 --> 00:20:18,500 That's how I'm longing As the sun and the moon and the wind 193 00:20:18,583 --> 00:20:22,333 And the clouds pass me by 194 00:20:23,416 --> 00:20:25,291 Are you longing for me too? 195 00:20:26,750 --> 00:20:31,291 In the distant land where you live 196 00:20:31,375 --> 00:20:35,375 And are you longing As the sun and the moon and the wind 197 00:20:35,458 --> 00:20:38,750 And the clouds pass you by 198 00:20:44,791 --> 00:20:49,916 That's how I'm longing As the sun and the moon and the wind 199 00:20:50,000 --> 00:20:53,416 And the clouds pass me… 200 00:20:53,500 --> 00:20:54,625 Hey! 201 00:20:56,666 --> 00:20:57,958 Sorry, Sir. 202 00:20:58,041 --> 00:21:00,250 I… I didn't know you were there. 203 00:21:00,333 --> 00:21:01,750 No, no, don't worry. I just… 204 00:21:01,833 --> 00:21:03,250 I just got a fright. 205 00:21:07,541 --> 00:21:08,625 I'm Louw. 206 00:21:12,583 --> 00:21:14,833 Was it… Was it you that was singing? 207 00:21:14,916 --> 00:21:16,791 Uh, no… No, Sir. 208 00:21:17,458 --> 00:21:19,500 S… S… Sorry I bothered you. 209 00:21:19,583 --> 00:21:20,666 No, you, you didn't… 210 00:21:53,250 --> 00:21:54,708 Your coach phoned me. 211 00:21:55,583 --> 00:21:57,416 You didn't go to practice again. 212 00:22:01,791 --> 00:22:03,333 Do you want to disappoint me? 213 00:22:04,958 --> 00:22:07,666 Venter, look at your father when he's talking to you. 214 00:22:11,541 --> 00:22:12,541 And that? 215 00:22:13,541 --> 00:22:15,333 Did you get into a fight again? 216 00:22:15,416 --> 00:22:16,916 N… N… No. 217 00:22:17,000 --> 00:22:18,291 No, Dad. 218 00:22:23,625 --> 00:22:25,416 What have I always told you? 219 00:22:27,125 --> 00:22:29,916 There are only two types of people in this world. 220 00:22:30,916 --> 00:22:33,416 The hunters and the prey. 221 00:22:35,125 --> 00:22:36,250 The weak ones. 222 00:22:37,333 --> 00:22:38,666 Those who are left behind. 223 00:22:40,625 --> 00:22:41,708 And we… 224 00:22:43,791 --> 00:22:45,083 We are never the prey. 225 00:23:01,125 --> 00:23:03,291 I'll deliver the package if you like. 226 00:23:03,375 --> 00:23:05,458 If through it all, you get the time 227 00:23:05,541 --> 00:23:07,625 please drop that off as well. 228 00:23:07,708 --> 00:23:08,791 Okay, it's fine. 229 00:23:08,875 --> 00:23:11,458 Excuse me… Do you need help, Sir? 230 00:23:12,000 --> 00:23:13,000 Louw! 231 00:23:15,208 --> 00:23:16,208 Louw. 232 00:23:16,958 --> 00:23:18,916 My word! Please to meet you. 233 00:23:19,000 --> 00:23:20,041 Henk. 234 00:23:20,125 --> 00:23:22,208 Marie has told me so much about you. 235 00:23:24,958 --> 00:23:27,416 It's great that you're back in town. 236 00:23:27,500 --> 00:23:29,875 Hopefully, we'll get a chance to hear you play. 237 00:23:32,083 --> 00:23:33,166 What? 238 00:23:33,750 --> 00:23:35,458 You said he must start playing again. 239 00:23:35,541 --> 00:23:39,416 I… sometimes listen to your music while I'm working. 240 00:23:40,041 --> 00:23:42,125 Really… it's very deep. 241 00:23:43,166 --> 00:23:44,166 Thank you. 242 00:23:44,833 --> 00:23:49,333 Your ability… gift to capture emotion is, 243 00:23:50,125 --> 00:23:52,625 you know, the heart and soul of a song, right? 244 00:23:54,750 --> 00:23:58,291 Well, there's a table back there that needs me, um… 245 00:23:59,291 --> 00:24:01,083 I'll see you tomorrow. 246 00:24:01,166 --> 00:24:02,958 And… Louw. 247 00:24:03,500 --> 00:24:04,583 A pleasure meeting you. 248 00:24:05,916 --> 00:24:06,916 Likewise. 249 00:24:14,916 --> 00:24:16,583 Sometimes I help out at the shop. 250 00:24:17,916 --> 00:24:19,458 Matewis said so, yes. 251 00:24:21,250 --> 00:24:23,750 -Louw, I'm sorry… -Marie, please it's… 252 00:24:25,375 --> 00:24:26,916 Louw! Marie! 253 00:24:27,916 --> 00:24:29,250 Here you are. 254 00:24:31,041 --> 00:24:32,791 I'm not following you, I promise. 255 00:24:34,166 --> 00:24:36,583 So when are visiting my class? Huh? 256 00:24:36,666 --> 00:24:38,041 I… I don't think… 257 00:24:38,125 --> 00:24:42,041 The children were excited when they heard the famous Louw van Lier is in town. 258 00:24:42,875 --> 00:24:44,791 I played them some of your songs. 259 00:24:45,791 --> 00:24:48,416 Well, actually, some of them have already been performed. 260 00:24:48,500 --> 00:24:51,500 I'm sorry. You should know me by now. I get so carried away. 261 00:24:51,583 --> 00:24:53,833 So how does it feel being back in town? 262 00:24:53,916 --> 00:24:55,708 -Yes, I… -It must be quite boring? 263 00:24:55,791 --> 00:24:58,708 -He's helping Matewis on the farm. -Oh, really? 264 00:25:01,125 --> 00:25:03,125 Um… Do you know a… 265 00:25:03,875 --> 00:25:05,375 a child, Wim? 266 00:25:05,458 --> 00:25:07,375 -Wim's son? -Oh, Venter? 267 00:25:07,458 --> 00:25:09,166 Wim Cloete's son. Yes. 268 00:25:09,250 --> 00:25:10,916 He's in our school. 269 00:25:11,000 --> 00:25:13,500 I mean, he attended my class once or twice, but… 270 00:25:13,583 --> 00:25:16,500 He just sat there. I think he was too shy to participate. 271 00:25:16,583 --> 00:25:17,958 Anyways… 272 00:25:18,916 --> 00:25:21,500 Uh, Sandra! I'm late again. 273 00:25:21,583 --> 00:25:25,791 Okay, Louw, it was so good to see you. Come and visit! Please! 274 00:25:26,583 --> 00:25:28,666 Okay, guys. Bye. 275 00:25:31,458 --> 00:25:35,958 Wow! She has lots of energy. She could give some to Eskom. 276 00:25:41,125 --> 00:25:42,625 Um, hey, when… 277 00:25:43,708 --> 00:25:45,333 When last did you see Mom? 278 00:25:46,166 --> 00:25:47,500 I go every week. 279 00:25:48,291 --> 00:25:50,791 I don't think she recognises me anymore. 280 00:25:50,875 --> 00:25:52,791 If you catch her on a good day… 281 00:25:54,625 --> 00:25:57,083 She often asks about Dad. 282 00:25:57,166 --> 00:26:00,333 I just say he's somewhere on the farm. 283 00:26:00,416 --> 00:26:02,458 It seems like it makes her happy. 284 00:26:05,250 --> 00:26:08,500 I'll see you back at the farm? Yes, fine. 285 00:26:13,291 --> 00:26:14,291 Bye. 286 00:26:18,500 --> 00:26:20,500 It's a farm! 287 00:26:20,583 --> 00:26:23,666 There are always good times and bad times. 288 00:26:26,166 --> 00:26:27,666 I need your help. 289 00:26:29,083 --> 00:26:30,875 I've always paid! 290 00:26:33,375 --> 00:26:35,791 How long have I been one of your clients? 291 00:26:46,041 --> 00:26:47,666 P… P… Piggy! 292 00:27:03,666 --> 00:27:06,458 Nice! 293 00:27:29,500 --> 00:27:31,875 Please listen to me, Mrs. Malan. 294 00:28:23,041 --> 00:28:24,916 The world has become green. 295 00:28:27,416 --> 00:28:28,416 Yes. 296 00:28:30,000 --> 00:28:35,083 My dad has pushed the workers hard the last few years. 297 00:28:37,208 --> 00:28:39,291 He sounds as if he can be quite strict. 298 00:28:43,875 --> 00:28:45,041 D… D… 299 00:28:47,250 --> 00:28:48,458 D… Do… 300 00:28:49,166 --> 00:28:50,875 Do you know… 301 00:28:50,958 --> 00:28:52,500 M… M… 302 00:28:52,583 --> 00:28:54,750 Miss… Naude? 303 00:28:56,166 --> 00:28:59,541 We were friends in high school. 304 00:29:02,291 --> 00:29:04,208 A… A… Are… 305 00:29:04,916 --> 00:29:07,458 Are you going to help in her class? 306 00:29:10,416 --> 00:29:11,416 No. 307 00:29:12,500 --> 00:29:13,583 I don't think so. 308 00:29:17,708 --> 00:29:19,125 H… Her… 309 00:29:22,416 --> 00:29:24,583 Her class… 310 00:29:24,666 --> 00:29:31,416 performed your version of "I Miss You" last year. 311 00:29:33,666 --> 00:29:38,333 It seems like she really likes that one. 312 00:29:47,916 --> 00:29:49,041 That was unbelievable. 313 00:29:49,666 --> 00:29:51,208 I just needed to tell you that. 314 00:29:53,916 --> 00:29:55,125 Uh.… I um… 315 00:29:55,208 --> 00:29:57,958 I love the way you interpret the songs. 316 00:29:58,541 --> 00:30:00,375 I've never heard "I Miss You" sound like that. 317 00:30:00,458 --> 00:30:03,000 With so much passion. 318 00:30:03,083 --> 00:30:04,958 The whole audience was enchanted. 319 00:30:06,791 --> 00:30:08,541 -Thank you. -Karien. 320 00:30:09,375 --> 00:30:10,375 Louw. 321 00:30:11,333 --> 00:30:12,791 I think I have a card here somewhere. 322 00:30:17,000 --> 00:30:19,375 I know most of the club owners. 323 00:30:19,958 --> 00:30:22,666 Give me a call. I'll arrange something for you. 324 00:30:25,583 --> 00:30:27,083 -Thank you. -Pleasure. 325 00:30:28,125 --> 00:30:29,666 Karien… Yes. 326 00:30:37,708 --> 00:30:39,250 I… 327 00:30:39,333 --> 00:30:41,791 often listen to your… 328 00:30:43,958 --> 00:30:44,958 music. 329 00:30:46,166 --> 00:30:47,541 I'm sorry to hear that. 330 00:30:50,458 --> 00:30:53,750 So you like heartbreak songs? 331 00:30:55,625 --> 00:30:56,666 I… 332 00:30:57,875 --> 00:31:00,916 I… I like… 333 00:31:02,166 --> 00:31:03,666 to know that I… 334 00:31:05,541 --> 00:31:08,541 to know that I'm not alone. 335 00:31:09,250 --> 00:31:10,250 That… 336 00:31:11,125 --> 00:31:14,916 That there are other people who… 337 00:31:15,000 --> 00:31:16,416 I always thought… 338 00:31:17,750 --> 00:31:20,041 feeling that way would make me more creative. 339 00:31:21,958 --> 00:31:23,833 But there comes a point where… 340 00:31:24,541 --> 00:31:26,916 where things get too bad to write about them. 341 00:31:29,250 --> 00:31:30,958 I understand. 342 00:31:35,583 --> 00:31:39,166 Uh, uh, that's m… m… m… my dad. 343 00:31:39,250 --> 00:31:42,208 -I… I have to go… -It's okay. It's okay. 344 00:31:44,208 --> 00:31:46,750 If you ever need anything, come and look for me at the farm. 345 00:31:46,833 --> 00:31:48,166 T… Thank you. 346 00:31:54,625 --> 00:31:56,458 Where have you been? Huh? 347 00:31:57,500 --> 00:31:59,416 I told you to wait in the car. Huh? 348 00:32:00,125 --> 00:32:01,125 Get in. 349 00:32:12,583 --> 00:32:15,041 I know you don't think I'm good enough for you. 350 00:32:15,125 --> 00:32:17,250 But I don't know what more I can do! 351 00:32:17,333 --> 00:32:19,291 I did not want to be a farmer. 352 00:32:19,375 --> 00:32:21,625 I did it for your father… for you! 353 00:32:21,708 --> 00:32:23,625 I… Your whole family! 354 00:32:24,250 --> 00:32:27,458 But everything I do, it's not good enough for you. 355 00:32:28,166 --> 00:32:30,458 What do you expect when I find out from the bank 356 00:32:30,541 --> 00:32:32,125 that we might lose our home? 357 00:32:32,208 --> 00:32:34,750 I can't live with so much uncertainty every day… 358 00:32:34,833 --> 00:32:36,416 What do you want from me? 359 00:32:36,500 --> 00:32:38,666 Don't always run away to the farm every time 360 00:32:38,750 --> 00:32:42,416 when things get tough or dark or unhappy. 361 00:32:43,041 --> 00:32:44,375 I can't talk to you about this. 362 00:32:44,458 --> 00:32:46,458 -I want to talk to you. -Leave me alone! 363 00:32:58,833 --> 00:33:01,041 Louw, I didn't realise you'd be back already. 364 00:33:03,916 --> 00:33:05,708 I only do it when I need to relax. 365 00:33:12,291 --> 00:33:15,208 And don't be worried, it's only farm issues. 366 00:33:15,291 --> 00:33:16,958 Nothing for you to stress about. 367 00:33:17,541 --> 00:33:19,666 You left this place behind a long time ago. 368 00:33:27,250 --> 00:33:28,958 Aren't you going to say something? 369 00:33:30,125 --> 00:33:31,583 You're just like Matewis. 370 00:33:32,375 --> 00:33:33,708 Why do you do this? 371 00:33:34,291 --> 00:33:37,541 Even when we were kids, you'd lock yourself in the room 372 00:33:37,625 --> 00:33:39,500 and I had to get along on my own! 373 00:33:40,291 --> 00:33:43,291 And when you came out you'd make as if nothing was wrong! 374 00:33:43,375 --> 00:33:45,666 I don't know how Karien survived with you! 375 00:33:51,833 --> 00:33:53,125 And you two? 376 00:33:55,375 --> 00:33:58,458 It seems the only thing that can keep this farm alive is anger! 377 00:34:27,000 --> 00:34:28,916 The dancer was gone 378 00:34:29,000 --> 00:34:32,500 By midnight the moon was sad and beautiful 379 00:34:32,583 --> 00:34:35,125 And when the new morning Arose from the mountain 380 00:34:35,208 --> 00:34:37,875 Grey birds were watching us 381 00:34:41,833 --> 00:34:46,291 Forty days and forty nights 382 00:34:46,375 --> 00:34:49,291 We're looking for the mystical farmer 383 00:34:50,125 --> 00:34:55,083 Like the black horses of midnight thoughts 384 00:34:55,166 --> 00:34:57,916 He keeps on his guard and watches 385 00:34:58,958 --> 00:35:02,500 Over his shoulder with a strange grin 386 00:35:02,583 --> 00:35:04,458 And danced in the night 387 00:35:04,541 --> 00:35:06,625 With the moon over his shoulder 388 00:35:06,708 --> 00:35:09,750 With an eye which bravely came closer 389 00:35:09,833 --> 00:35:12,541 To ask me my name 390 00:35:33,000 --> 00:35:35,500 P… P… P… Piggy. 391 00:35:35,583 --> 00:35:37,541 P… P… P… Piggy! 392 00:35:37,625 --> 00:35:40,708 Wow, Piggy, but you've got some pair of tits. 393 00:35:40,791 --> 00:35:43,250 They're almost bigger than Miss Naude's. 394 00:35:43,333 --> 00:35:44,666 P… P… Piggy. 395 00:35:44,750 --> 00:35:47,500 Should I get you one of my sisters br….br…. bras? 396 00:35:47,583 --> 00:35:50,083 P… P… Piggy. I'm talking to you. 397 00:35:50,166 --> 00:35:51,958 P… P… Piggy. 398 00:35:53,708 --> 00:35:55,416 Leave me! 399 00:35:55,500 --> 00:35:57,458 -Leave me… -Geez! 400 00:35:57,541 --> 00:36:00,333 Piggy got himself a nice pair of balls this holiday. 401 00:36:01,166 --> 00:36:03,291 Hey, hey! 402 00:36:03,375 --> 00:36:04,916 Hey, what's going on? 403 00:36:05,000 --> 00:36:06,083 Hey! 404 00:36:06,791 --> 00:36:08,083 Venter, Venter! 405 00:36:08,166 --> 00:36:09,125 Stop. 406 00:36:09,208 --> 00:36:10,458 Boys. 407 00:36:10,541 --> 00:36:11,708 Out. 408 00:36:11,791 --> 00:36:13,500 Hey! I'm warning you! 409 00:36:18,250 --> 00:36:19,250 Venter? 410 00:36:24,500 --> 00:36:26,000 S… Sorry, Sir… 411 00:36:26,083 --> 00:36:28,500 Pl… Please don't phone my parents. 412 00:36:28,583 --> 00:36:31,208 -P… P… Please… -Okay, okay, okay. 413 00:36:32,166 --> 00:36:33,208 Who can I call then? 414 00:36:40,750 --> 00:36:42,458 Do you want to talk about it? 415 00:36:42,541 --> 00:36:43,958 Uh… no. 416 00:36:44,750 --> 00:36:47,708 S… S… Sorry that I bothered you. 417 00:36:47,791 --> 00:36:48,791 Not at all. 418 00:36:49,916 --> 00:36:50,916 I'm glad you did. 419 00:36:54,666 --> 00:36:58,791 Did you take music lessons when you were at school? 420 00:36:58,875 --> 00:37:00,500 -Louw… -No… 421 00:37:02,333 --> 00:37:04,875 So kind of you to come and visit me. 422 00:37:04,958 --> 00:37:06,791 Well… us. 423 00:37:06,875 --> 00:37:08,791 Hello Venter, it's good to see you again. 424 00:37:08,875 --> 00:37:10,166 Hello, Miss Naude. 425 00:37:11,041 --> 00:37:13,833 Okay, so I told my children you were going to pop in. 426 00:37:13,916 --> 00:37:15,750 They're so excited to see you. 427 00:37:15,833 --> 00:37:17,000 Yes, bu… uh… 428 00:37:22,166 --> 00:37:26,166 Look if you can bring me the sun 429 00:37:30,375 --> 00:37:35,708 There's a song that the sun can sing 430 00:37:38,666 --> 00:37:43,041 It's quiet in the corner In the cold season 431 00:37:46,333 --> 00:37:51,250 Can you see what the wind And the rain does to me 432 00:38:02,166 --> 00:38:04,458 I'm asking you nicely 433 00:38:04,541 --> 00:38:09,500 Let it shine for me again 434 00:38:12,333 --> 00:38:14,125 Well done, guys. Okay. 435 00:38:14,208 --> 00:38:16,583 Continue so long with what we started working on yesterday 436 00:38:16,666 --> 00:38:18,958 and next time we can ask Louw a few questions. Okay? 437 00:38:20,083 --> 00:38:21,208 Quiet. 438 00:38:26,250 --> 00:38:28,291 Hey, are you okay? 439 00:38:30,833 --> 00:38:31,916 I can't do this. 440 00:38:33,750 --> 00:38:35,125 Don't stress, they don't bite. 441 00:38:35,208 --> 00:38:37,041 I told you I can't do this! 442 00:38:37,958 --> 00:38:39,041 We need to go. 443 00:38:41,166 --> 00:38:42,208 Louw? 444 00:38:42,958 --> 00:38:44,000 Louw. 445 00:38:44,083 --> 00:38:45,708 Can't you see I'm not ready for this? 446 00:38:53,708 --> 00:38:55,916 Sorry, when I saw you I thought you… 447 00:38:56,000 --> 00:38:57,250 What? Hmm? 448 00:38:58,333 --> 00:39:00,041 What did you think? I was here to see you? 449 00:39:01,000 --> 00:39:02,791 -No, I… -Don't! 450 00:39:04,833 --> 00:39:06,416 You were always like this. 451 00:39:09,166 --> 00:39:10,416 Leave me alone. 452 00:39:22,083 --> 00:39:24,041 I told you not this one! 453 00:39:24,125 --> 00:39:26,041 Mrs. Malan, let's find the right one. 454 00:39:26,125 --> 00:39:29,083 Philip, tell her to get away from me. 455 00:39:29,166 --> 00:39:30,958 Let's go and sit, Mrs. Malan. Come. 456 00:39:31,625 --> 00:39:33,291 We're just going to sit for a bit. 457 00:39:34,916 --> 00:39:36,041 There you go. 458 00:39:36,125 --> 00:39:38,500 Can you give me the beige jersey, please? 459 00:39:43,166 --> 00:39:44,791 -There you go. -Thank you. 460 00:39:49,625 --> 00:39:51,250 She never listens to me. 461 00:39:52,041 --> 00:39:56,791 I've told her, this one is my favourite. 462 00:40:05,708 --> 00:40:06,833 Hey. 463 00:40:06,916 --> 00:40:08,041 Hey, Mom. 464 00:40:08,916 --> 00:40:10,375 Hey, Mommy, it's me. 465 00:40:10,458 --> 00:40:11,833 I'm here. 466 00:40:22,666 --> 00:40:25,833 I love looking at this photo of the two of you. 467 00:40:27,083 --> 00:40:28,750 You look so happy. 468 00:40:29,375 --> 00:40:30,791 Did you bring her with you? 469 00:40:30,875 --> 00:40:33,083 I would love to meet her. 470 00:40:33,166 --> 00:40:34,166 Your dad as well. 471 00:40:35,125 --> 00:40:36,791 Mom, she um… 472 00:40:40,708 --> 00:40:42,500 She really wanted to be here, Mom. 473 00:40:43,250 --> 00:40:45,750 Marie got those CDs for your dad. 474 00:40:48,541 --> 00:40:49,708 What CDs? 475 00:40:49,791 --> 00:40:51,375 I couldn't believe it myself. 476 00:40:52,958 --> 00:40:55,916 I always tell them how famous my son is 477 00:40:56,000 --> 00:40:58,250 but I don't think they believe me. 478 00:40:59,416 --> 00:41:01,250 But I always knew. 479 00:41:01,333 --> 00:41:05,083 You have this inner strength within you. 480 00:41:06,833 --> 00:41:10,291 You always made me so proud. 481 00:41:14,708 --> 00:41:16,958 Mrs. Malan, it's time for your medication. 482 00:41:26,833 --> 00:41:28,125 Thank you very much. 483 00:41:38,083 --> 00:41:39,833 Thank you very much, my dear. 484 00:41:43,750 --> 00:41:46,458 Don't you want to play something for me? 485 00:42:17,791 --> 00:42:20,458 It's nice to just feel normal again for a change. 486 00:42:23,333 --> 00:42:26,250 All I get these days are pitiful looks. As if… 487 00:42:27,583 --> 00:42:29,750 I'm suffering from some terminal illness. 488 00:42:31,333 --> 00:42:32,791 Except Matewis. 489 00:42:34,041 --> 00:42:36,583 I guess he just doesn't know any better. 490 00:42:41,791 --> 00:42:43,041 Karien is dead. 491 00:42:43,916 --> 00:42:46,875 And… I cannot change it. 492 00:42:48,500 --> 00:42:49,541 Nobody can. 493 00:42:53,583 --> 00:42:54,583 And… 494 00:42:55,333 --> 00:42:57,541 I know you blame me for leaving. 495 00:42:58,208 --> 00:42:59,250 And that's okay. 496 00:43:00,250 --> 00:43:02,250 I know you didn't have a choice. 497 00:43:04,291 --> 00:43:05,625 You also had dreams. 498 00:43:08,291 --> 00:43:10,125 Mom needs me here. 499 00:43:10,208 --> 00:43:13,750 I think she would've been in a much worse condition if I also left. 500 00:43:17,166 --> 00:43:18,208 I went to see her. 501 00:43:20,041 --> 00:43:22,041 I tried not to tell you. 502 00:43:26,583 --> 00:43:28,875 She thought I was Dad. 503 00:43:32,333 --> 00:43:33,666 -What? -I'm sorry. 504 00:43:34,208 --> 00:43:35,500 -I'm sorry. -What? 505 00:43:36,166 --> 00:43:38,458 I told you, you look alike. 506 00:43:44,208 --> 00:43:45,791 What did she say? 507 00:43:48,541 --> 00:43:50,041 Something about CD's, 508 00:43:51,208 --> 00:43:52,708 that you supposedly bought. 509 00:43:53,416 --> 00:43:54,458 Oh. 510 00:43:57,750 --> 00:43:58,833 Wait here. 511 00:44:21,666 --> 00:44:25,291 Dad asked me to get these when I came to see you in Pretoria. 512 00:44:26,875 --> 00:44:30,416 He also didn't have a CD player, so I had to get him that too. 513 00:44:36,291 --> 00:44:39,041 I don't think he ever listened to it. 514 00:44:39,958 --> 00:44:41,375 But just to have it… 515 00:44:42,541 --> 00:44:44,291 meant so much to him. 516 00:44:47,166 --> 00:44:50,250 He wasn't very impressed that you used Mom's surname. 517 00:44:51,250 --> 00:44:52,833 But I think he understood. 518 00:44:55,208 --> 00:44:57,166 I remember when you came to get them. 519 00:44:58,250 --> 00:45:01,500 I even drew a heart because I thought it was for you. 520 00:45:05,541 --> 00:45:07,250 If I knew it was for… 521 00:45:07,333 --> 00:45:08,333 What? 522 00:45:08,875 --> 00:45:10,541 That it was for Dad? 523 00:45:11,916 --> 00:45:14,041 You probably wouldn't have given it to me. 524 00:45:15,375 --> 00:45:16,625 No… 525 00:45:16,708 --> 00:45:18,208 probably not. 526 00:45:22,291 --> 00:45:23,291 Marie. 527 00:45:26,208 --> 00:45:29,625 Thank you that you were always the one who tried to keep us together. 528 00:46:05,500 --> 00:46:07,583 I thought you'd still be at school? 529 00:46:07,666 --> 00:46:12,375 I bunked one of my c… c… classes. 530 00:46:15,166 --> 00:46:16,833 Were you just playing now? 531 00:46:18,250 --> 00:46:19,291 No. 532 00:46:20,041 --> 00:46:21,208 I… 533 00:46:21,291 --> 00:46:22,500 I'm just thinking. 534 00:46:27,625 --> 00:46:28,875 I um… 535 00:46:30,166 --> 00:46:32,166 I know people don't listen to CDs anymore but… 536 00:46:38,625 --> 00:46:42,375 Miss Naude said you attended her class a few times? 537 00:46:48,375 --> 00:46:50,250 My dad did not want me to do music. 538 00:46:52,583 --> 00:46:55,708 He never even attended one of my shows. 539 00:46:57,458 --> 00:47:00,458 And I always thought it was because he was ashamed of me. 540 00:47:02,000 --> 00:47:04,958 And I used it… to drive me. 541 00:47:06,416 --> 00:47:08,083 To prove him wrong. 542 00:47:10,125 --> 00:47:14,500 C… C… Can you play something for me? 543 00:47:16,958 --> 00:47:19,541 I tell you what, I'll play you something if… 544 00:47:20,375 --> 00:47:21,625 If you sing with me. 545 00:47:22,958 --> 00:47:24,291 No, no. 546 00:47:24,375 --> 00:47:26,125 I understand you're afraid, Venter. 547 00:47:26,833 --> 00:47:29,000 I am also afraid. Always. 548 00:47:30,125 --> 00:47:31,791 My throat becomes dry and… 549 00:47:32,583 --> 00:47:35,916 my heart beats so fast, it feels like it's going to jump out. 550 00:47:37,291 --> 00:47:39,625 But I've learnt that it's perhaps a good thing. 551 00:47:40,708 --> 00:47:43,208 It means I'm at the point of… 552 00:47:44,041 --> 00:47:45,458 doing something important. 553 00:47:49,416 --> 00:47:51,333 Do what makes you happy, Venter. 554 00:47:52,541 --> 00:47:54,416 Not what other people want you to do. 555 00:48:08,125 --> 00:48:10,166 I'm longing for you 556 00:48:11,250 --> 00:48:15,083 For the wind that wraps its arms around me 557 00:48:16,208 --> 00:48:21,041 That's how I'm longing As the sun and the moon and the wind 558 00:48:21,125 --> 00:48:24,166 And the clouds pass me by 559 00:48:28,083 --> 00:48:30,166 Are you longing for me too? 560 00:48:31,166 --> 00:48:35,916 In the distant land where you live now 561 00:48:36,000 --> 00:48:41,166 And are you longing As the sun and the moon and the wind 562 00:48:41,250 --> 00:48:44,625 And the clouds pass you by 563 00:48:48,000 --> 00:48:49,583 I'm longing for you 564 00:48:51,041 --> 00:48:55,083 I long because I really like you 565 00:48:56,083 --> 00:49:01,041 I am longing as the sun And the moon and the wind 566 00:49:01,125 --> 00:49:04,958 And the clouds pass you by 567 00:49:07,708 --> 00:49:12,041 Blow wind 568 00:49:12,833 --> 00:49:16,000 Bring him back to me 569 00:49:18,125 --> 00:49:22,708 -Blow wind -And the clouds pass me by 570 00:49:22,791 --> 00:49:25,583 Bring him back to me 571 00:49:28,000 --> 00:49:30,041 I'm longing for you 572 00:49:31,208 --> 00:49:34,625 For the wind that wraps its arms around… 573 00:49:35,833 --> 00:49:37,250 Are you okay? 574 00:49:41,750 --> 00:49:45,541 Venter, I know how difficult it is to love somebody who hurts you. 575 00:49:47,416 --> 00:49:50,166 It feels as if you shouldn't love them. 576 00:49:52,875 --> 00:49:54,458 And sometimes we mustn't. 577 00:50:04,708 --> 00:50:06,750 Come in… Hey, come in. 578 00:50:06,833 --> 00:50:08,500 -Hi. Do you have a moment? -Yes. 579 00:50:10,416 --> 00:50:12,041 I'm just marking. 580 00:50:14,875 --> 00:50:16,416 And I'm done! 581 00:50:18,000 --> 00:50:20,875 Don't worry, it's just a short exercise. 582 00:50:20,958 --> 00:50:23,583 It doesn't count towards their final mark. 583 00:50:24,541 --> 00:50:25,708 I… 584 00:50:28,708 --> 00:50:30,458 I came to apologise for the other day. 585 00:50:32,250 --> 00:50:34,833 -Louw, it's… -I know you're trying to be friendly. 586 00:50:34,916 --> 00:50:36,041 So I'm… 587 00:50:37,333 --> 00:50:38,958 I'm sorry. 588 00:50:39,041 --> 00:50:43,166 I know I can sometimes come across a bit too strong. 589 00:50:43,250 --> 00:50:46,125 I think that's why you broke up with me in the first place. 590 00:50:46,208 --> 00:50:48,250 N… No. It… 591 00:50:48,833 --> 00:50:50,458 It wasn't that, I… 592 00:50:53,541 --> 00:50:54,958 I don't know. At that stage… 593 00:50:56,625 --> 00:50:58,750 I thought I wasn't good enough. 594 00:50:59,916 --> 00:51:02,208 I needed to find my own feet, you know. 595 00:51:04,375 --> 00:51:06,458 And it… 596 00:51:06,541 --> 00:51:10,458 didn't feel fair to drag somebody with me into the unknown. 597 00:51:13,416 --> 00:51:16,583 -And look where I ended up! -Hmm. 598 00:51:23,958 --> 00:51:26,500 I see you're still fascinated by France. 599 00:51:27,291 --> 00:51:29,041 And Asia. 600 00:51:30,166 --> 00:51:31,750 Did you ever go? 601 00:51:31,833 --> 00:51:35,125 No, no. Those are just gifts. 602 00:51:35,916 --> 00:51:38,666 I'm lucky if I get the chance to leave the province. 603 00:51:41,750 --> 00:51:43,625 -I was there a few years ago. -Paris? 604 00:51:43,708 --> 00:51:46,250 -To perform? -No. No. I… 605 00:51:47,166 --> 00:51:49,041 Karien and I went. 606 00:51:50,541 --> 00:51:54,375 France, Germany, Holland. 607 00:51:54,458 --> 00:51:55,500 Wow. 608 00:51:58,291 --> 00:51:59,458 I think you'd love it. 609 00:52:06,416 --> 00:52:10,166 Was it easy for you to leave here at the time? 610 00:52:12,583 --> 00:52:15,791 No, it's never easy to leave everything behind. 611 00:52:17,208 --> 00:52:20,333 Family, friends and you know how my father was. 612 00:52:23,500 --> 00:52:24,791 I don't know, I… 613 00:52:26,916 --> 00:52:28,291 My dreams weren't here. 614 00:52:29,750 --> 00:52:30,958 I had this… 615 00:52:31,791 --> 00:52:34,333 unbelievable desire to… 616 00:52:36,958 --> 00:52:38,000 I don't know? 617 00:52:38,083 --> 00:52:41,291 I think I would have gone crazy if I had to stay here a moment longer. 618 00:52:43,000 --> 00:52:44,000 Yes. 619 00:52:47,541 --> 00:52:50,333 A few years ago I bought a backpack. 620 00:52:52,166 --> 00:52:53,958 Way too big for me. 621 00:52:54,041 --> 00:52:58,083 A place for everything, secret pockets. You know, the whole nine yards. 622 00:52:58,166 --> 00:53:02,041 I had to make sure that there was enough space in case I needed it. 623 00:53:03,500 --> 00:53:05,875 And then I put it next to my front door 624 00:53:05,958 --> 00:53:08,375 so it would always remind me that 625 00:53:08,458 --> 00:53:10,583 one day I would see the world. 626 00:53:10,666 --> 00:53:14,291 The children kept asking me: "Ma'am, when are you going on your trip?" 627 00:53:15,208 --> 00:53:17,583 And I always had an excuse. 628 00:53:19,041 --> 00:53:21,625 I had to organise a school function or 629 00:53:21,708 --> 00:53:23,458 there was a sick family member. 630 00:53:26,375 --> 00:53:30,625 I eventually became so tired of it, I hid it in the back of my cupboard. 631 00:53:42,166 --> 00:53:45,416 Well, if your offer still stands… 632 00:53:46,625 --> 00:53:48,083 I'd like to help in the class. 633 00:53:49,208 --> 00:53:52,333 But let's first give it a try and see how it goes. 634 00:53:52,416 --> 00:53:53,416 Of course. 635 00:53:54,250 --> 00:53:56,375 The children are crazy about you. 636 00:53:56,458 --> 00:53:58,708 They keep asking me when you're coming back. 637 00:53:58,791 --> 00:54:01,041 I want, I want to see if Venter doesn't maybe… 638 00:54:03,166 --> 00:54:04,833 We can go and see if you want to. 639 00:54:08,083 --> 00:54:09,166 Oh, wow! 640 00:54:10,041 --> 00:54:11,750 And that unbelievable music. 641 00:54:11,833 --> 00:54:13,750 Have they done productions of them? 642 00:54:13,833 --> 00:54:15,458 Haven't gone that big yet. 643 00:54:15,541 --> 00:54:17,666 -Hi, Venter. -Did you play well? 644 00:54:18,333 --> 00:54:19,375 Yes. 645 00:54:23,166 --> 00:54:26,250 I take it he wasn't very happy with some of the decisions. 646 00:54:26,333 --> 00:54:27,708 No. 647 00:54:27,791 --> 00:54:29,166 So, Louw's coming to help us with the music class-- 648 00:54:29,250 --> 00:54:30,958 Come, Venter, we're leaving. 649 00:54:31,041 --> 00:54:32,250 Yes, Dad. 650 00:54:33,791 --> 00:54:35,958 -See you on the farm. -Bye. 651 00:54:37,791 --> 00:54:38,958 Hi, I'm Louw. 652 00:54:39,541 --> 00:54:40,833 That's right. The singer? 653 00:54:41,625 --> 00:54:44,333 My wife says you were quite famous, in your day. 654 00:54:45,375 --> 00:54:47,333 Louw's going to help out in the music class. 655 00:54:47,416 --> 00:54:48,791 Maybe Venter can join us? 656 00:54:49,458 --> 00:54:50,625 How do you know my son? 657 00:54:51,125 --> 00:54:52,166 Oh, from the farm. 658 00:54:52,250 --> 00:54:54,750 We chatted a bit while you were talking to my brother-in-law. 659 00:54:54,833 --> 00:54:58,333 Yes, well maybe you can talk some sense into him to accept my offer. 660 00:55:02,416 --> 00:55:03,541 Venter, we're leaving. 661 00:55:04,166 --> 00:55:05,166 Yes Dad. 662 00:55:05,958 --> 00:55:07,583 Not the most pleasant man, is he? 663 00:55:07,666 --> 00:55:08,708 No. 664 00:55:15,041 --> 00:55:16,333 I'm late! 665 00:55:21,458 --> 00:55:22,541 Morning. 666 00:55:22,625 --> 00:55:23,708 Hey. 667 00:55:25,750 --> 00:55:27,333 What a handsome brother I have. 668 00:55:28,458 --> 00:55:31,791 I thought I'd try to make a good first impression in front of the children. 669 00:55:31,875 --> 00:55:33,750 Well, um, second impression. 670 00:55:34,625 --> 00:55:36,291 We can drive together if you'd like. 671 00:55:36,375 --> 00:55:37,791 I'm working at the shop today 672 00:55:37,875 --> 00:55:40,208 and I'm sure Sandra won't mind dropping you off. 673 00:55:40,291 --> 00:55:41,625 No, it's fine, thank you. 674 00:55:42,375 --> 00:55:43,916 Oh, damn, I must go. 675 00:55:44,000 --> 00:55:46,458 Not that Henk minds if I'm late but still. 676 00:55:47,875 --> 00:55:49,000 -See you tonight. -Yes. 677 00:55:49,083 --> 00:55:50,125 -Bye. -Bye. 678 00:55:50,708 --> 00:55:51,958 Bye, Matewis. 679 00:55:54,208 --> 00:55:55,541 Matewis. 680 00:57:47,666 --> 00:57:49,291 Welcome to voicemail. 681 00:57:49,375 --> 00:57:52,958 You have one new message. 682 00:57:53,041 --> 00:57:54,875 Hi Marie. 683 00:57:54,958 --> 00:57:57,791 I'm just making sure you're still coming in today. 684 00:57:58,708 --> 00:58:01,166 I'm waiting with bated breath. 685 00:58:01,250 --> 00:58:02,750 I'll see you shortly. 686 00:58:04,125 --> 00:58:05,916 To repeat this message, press one. 687 00:58:08,166 --> 00:58:10,875 Blow wind 688 00:58:10,958 --> 00:58:12,291 Nice. 689 00:58:13,000 --> 00:58:15,791 Bring him back to me 690 00:58:18,041 --> 00:58:21,375 Blow wind 691 00:58:22,958 --> 00:58:26,208 Bring him back to me 692 00:58:35,791 --> 00:58:37,375 That was… 693 00:58:37,458 --> 00:58:38,750 beautiful. 694 00:58:39,750 --> 00:58:41,791 I couldn't have done it better myself. 695 00:58:41,875 --> 00:58:43,041 Fantastic. 696 00:58:43,125 --> 00:58:45,500 You see, coming from a real musician. 697 00:58:46,250 --> 00:58:50,125 Okay. Let's show him what we've practised for the festival. 698 00:58:51,416 --> 00:58:53,666 -Be good. See you. -Bye. 699 00:58:54,291 --> 00:58:56,250 There you go. Bye. 700 00:59:00,166 --> 00:59:01,166 Bye. 701 00:59:03,666 --> 00:59:05,916 You've always had such beautiful hands. 702 00:59:07,500 --> 00:59:08,791 So, um… 703 00:59:09,458 --> 00:59:11,375 What are you still planning for the festival? 704 00:59:11,458 --> 00:59:13,208 Oh, still a few songs. 705 00:59:13,291 --> 00:59:14,625 We must open with the National Anthem. 706 00:59:14,708 --> 00:59:16,125 After that, I thought we could do "Sun Catcher". 707 00:59:16,208 --> 00:59:19,291 And then we must decide which other songs we are going to do. 708 00:59:20,291 --> 00:59:23,416 I was wondering if Venter doesn't want to sing something. 709 00:59:23,500 --> 00:59:24,833 If it's okay with you? 710 00:59:24,916 --> 00:59:26,083 Yes, of course. 711 00:59:26,666 --> 00:59:28,458 Yes, I think he, he needs it. 712 00:59:28,541 --> 00:59:30,041 You know, if my dad… 713 00:59:30,666 --> 00:59:31,833 Excuse me. 714 00:59:32,541 --> 00:59:33,916 Venter, can I have a quick word with you? 715 00:59:34,000 --> 00:59:35,125 Hey, P…P…P…Piggy! 716 00:59:43,375 --> 00:59:44,500 Venter, at the festival, 717 00:59:44,583 --> 00:59:49,958 I thought it would be a great opportunity for you to show your talent. 718 00:59:50,625 --> 00:59:52,500 Miss Naude said you can take part. 719 00:59:52,583 --> 00:59:57,416 My d… dad said I'm not supposed to speak to you. 720 00:59:57,500 --> 00:59:59,750 Venter, your voice, it's… 721 01:00:01,291 --> 01:00:03,250 It's really something special. 722 01:00:04,625 --> 01:00:05,875 I, I… 723 01:00:05,958 --> 01:00:08,125 I must g… go. 724 01:00:08,708 --> 01:00:09,708 Leave me alone. 725 01:00:09,791 --> 01:00:11,458 You have a talent, Venter. 726 01:00:13,583 --> 01:00:15,583 And it would be a shame if you allow your dad to… 727 01:00:15,666 --> 01:00:17,875 And what about you? Huh? 728 01:00:17,958 --> 01:00:20,416 You say I mustn't waste my talent. 729 01:00:20,500 --> 01:00:21,875 But what about yours? 730 01:00:22,500 --> 01:00:24,208 My dad says you only came back 731 01:00:24,291 --> 01:00:27,291 because you made an ass of yourself in Pretoria. 732 01:00:33,958 --> 01:00:35,791 -I'm sorry. -Your dad is right. 733 01:00:37,000 --> 01:00:38,625 I did make an idiot of myself. 734 01:00:39,750 --> 01:00:41,791 But it's no excuse for what he's doing. 735 01:00:43,333 --> 01:00:46,250 You deserve better, Venter. 736 01:00:46,333 --> 01:00:47,916 You must believe it. 737 01:00:49,041 --> 01:00:50,041 I… 738 01:00:50,958 --> 01:00:52,125 I must go. 739 01:00:54,541 --> 01:00:55,541 Venter. 740 01:01:32,875 --> 01:01:34,791 Sorry, where did you say Matewis is? 741 01:01:34,875 --> 01:01:36,875 A meeting with our accountant. 742 01:01:36,958 --> 01:01:38,333 He didn't tell me why. 743 01:01:41,458 --> 01:01:44,250 So, how's it going at the school? 744 01:01:44,333 --> 01:01:47,208 I'm sure the children love it. 745 01:01:47,291 --> 01:01:51,541 And Sandra probably hasn't felt this good in a while. 746 01:01:53,416 --> 01:01:54,750 It went well. 747 01:01:54,833 --> 01:01:56,458 Stressful, but good. 748 01:01:58,083 --> 01:01:59,500 I… 749 01:02:00,125 --> 01:02:01,791 spoke to Venter, but he… 750 01:02:02,791 --> 01:02:05,041 Well his, his dad is… 751 01:02:12,208 --> 01:02:16,458 Remember the time when you entered the school's talent festival? 752 01:02:17,458 --> 01:02:21,791 You knew you'd win but you only wanted to see how upset Dad would be. 753 01:02:22,625 --> 01:02:23,666 Yes. 754 01:02:25,916 --> 01:02:29,666 It's not easy for everybody to leave the known behind. 755 01:02:30,250 --> 01:02:32,166 Especially not the people around here. 756 01:02:33,000 --> 01:02:34,250 But you're different. 757 01:02:36,375 --> 01:02:39,041 You'll never be someone who fits in a box. 758 01:02:44,208 --> 01:02:45,291 And 759 01:02:45,375 --> 01:02:48,083 as much as I enjoy having you here. 760 01:02:49,625 --> 01:02:51,625 It breaks my heart to see you like this. 761 01:02:58,875 --> 01:03:00,625 I saw your lyrics. 762 01:03:01,708 --> 01:03:04,750 Not on purpose. It fell. 763 01:03:08,083 --> 01:03:09,791 You wrote her a song. 764 01:03:12,500 --> 01:03:14,791 I was busy writing it but I… 765 01:03:16,041 --> 01:03:17,250 I couldn't finish it. 766 01:03:19,750 --> 01:03:20,833 I… 767 01:03:21,416 --> 01:03:22,625 I never knew why. 768 01:03:23,250 --> 01:03:24,583 But… 769 01:03:24,666 --> 01:03:25,958 today when… 770 01:03:27,416 --> 01:03:29,041 when I saw the children sing. 771 01:03:30,041 --> 01:03:32,583 The innocent joy on their faces. 772 01:03:33,625 --> 01:03:34,958 There was no guard. 773 01:03:35,750 --> 01:03:38,375 They didn't pretend to be something else. 774 01:03:40,666 --> 01:03:41,791 Then I realised… 775 01:03:46,041 --> 01:03:47,791 what a liar I am. 776 01:03:51,416 --> 01:03:52,625 I loved Karien. 777 01:03:55,458 --> 01:03:57,208 She made me feel it was… 778 01:03:58,500 --> 01:04:02,791 worthwhile leaving everything behind, my friends and my family. 779 01:04:05,583 --> 01:04:07,166 But there was always something. 780 01:04:09,291 --> 01:04:11,500 Something that stopped me from telling her. 781 01:04:13,291 --> 01:04:15,666 As if it would make me weak… 782 01:04:17,041 --> 01:04:19,541 or give her too much power over me. 783 01:04:23,208 --> 01:04:25,625 And I slowly began pushing her away. 784 01:04:27,541 --> 01:04:29,166 I focused all my 785 01:04:29,250 --> 01:04:32,166 energy on my music and… 786 01:04:33,875 --> 01:04:35,916 to prove Dad wrong. 787 01:04:42,125 --> 01:04:44,541 I never told her how much I loved her. 788 01:05:04,750 --> 01:05:07,208 She never got the opportunity to give this to me. 789 01:05:10,291 --> 01:05:13,791 She got so tired of waiting for me that… 790 01:05:16,875 --> 01:05:18,666 that she wanted to do it herself. 791 01:05:23,333 --> 01:05:24,333 Louw… 792 01:05:25,333 --> 01:05:27,833 You must stop blaming yourself. 793 01:05:29,416 --> 01:05:31,708 She knew that you loved her. 794 01:05:34,125 --> 01:05:35,833 Not the way I wanted her to know. 795 01:05:37,708 --> 01:05:39,750 And do you know how it feels to… 796 01:05:41,833 --> 01:05:45,583 always think that people must lower their expectations to be with you. 797 01:05:48,416 --> 01:05:50,291 Every day of my life. 798 01:05:58,333 --> 01:06:01,375 Matewis always wanted a big family. 799 01:06:01,458 --> 01:06:02,500 Me too. 800 01:06:04,208 --> 01:06:06,750 But when we found out that I couldn't have children… 801 01:06:09,250 --> 01:06:11,666 I could see how disappointed he was. 802 01:06:13,041 --> 01:06:14,958 He said he feels sorry for me but… 803 01:06:17,250 --> 01:06:19,458 I know he wishes I was somebody else. 804 01:06:24,416 --> 01:06:28,625 I think he even blames me for the farm's barren land. 805 01:06:28,708 --> 01:06:30,125 The drought. 806 01:06:32,291 --> 01:06:34,375 As if I contaminated the entire farm. 807 01:06:36,791 --> 01:06:38,541 I am so sorry, Marie. 808 01:06:39,750 --> 01:06:41,541 I can see it on his face. 809 01:06:43,750 --> 01:06:45,083 How he thinks… 810 01:06:45,166 --> 01:06:47,166 about what his life could have been. 811 01:06:49,666 --> 01:06:51,750 It's easy to think about… 812 01:06:52,791 --> 01:06:56,250 what could have happened if you made other choices in your life. 813 01:07:03,375 --> 01:07:05,583 I see what you're like when you're with Henk. 814 01:07:08,583 --> 01:07:10,791 No, no it's beautiful. You… 815 01:07:12,833 --> 01:07:14,333 You even look different. 816 01:07:15,958 --> 01:07:17,625 Like the sister I knew. 817 01:07:19,500 --> 01:07:20,500 Happy. 818 01:07:23,125 --> 01:07:24,416 Do you think um… 819 01:07:25,583 --> 01:07:27,625 Do you think Matewis suspects anything? 820 01:07:28,291 --> 01:07:29,666 I don't think so. 821 01:07:30,666 --> 01:07:32,375 Henk said… 822 01:07:34,000 --> 01:07:35,875 It's probably nothing. 823 01:07:36,625 --> 01:07:39,791 But I forgot my phone here today and Henk left a message 824 01:07:39,875 --> 01:07:41,583 and I didn't get it. 825 01:07:42,083 --> 01:07:45,666 -But you don't think he, he would… -No. 826 01:07:46,916 --> 01:07:50,541 No, in any case, Henk only asked where I was and, 827 01:07:50,625 --> 01:07:52,791 and there's nothing to tell, it's… 828 01:07:53,416 --> 01:07:56,625 We didn't do anything. It's just innocent. 829 01:07:59,666 --> 01:08:01,708 It's just nice to feel like… 830 01:08:03,458 --> 01:08:06,041 somebody is treating me like something new. 831 01:08:09,625 --> 01:08:13,166 I think Matewis thinks I am a broken piece of equipment. 832 01:08:16,375 --> 01:08:20,208 Probably means I belong with the rest of the broken things on this farm. 833 01:08:27,000 --> 01:08:28,625 Can we have a word, please? 834 01:08:35,791 --> 01:08:37,708 I better go and check if he is okay. 835 01:08:38,541 --> 01:08:39,583 It's okay. 836 01:09:18,833 --> 01:09:25,166 I haven't h… heard this s… song before. 837 01:09:25,875 --> 01:09:27,541 I'm still trying to finish it. 838 01:09:27,625 --> 01:09:29,250 It's still very rough. 839 01:09:31,083 --> 01:09:32,791 I didn't think I'd see you again. 840 01:09:35,291 --> 01:09:41,083 I… wanted to c… come and a… apologise, Sir. 841 01:09:41,166 --> 01:09:43,125 You've got nothing to apologise for. 842 01:09:43,708 --> 01:09:45,750 You sounded like the voice in my head. 843 01:09:46,833 --> 01:09:48,916 And it's good that you spoke for yourself. 844 01:09:58,958 --> 01:10:02,750 I… I don't care. 845 01:10:02,833 --> 01:10:04,250 I was wrong. 846 01:10:09,083 --> 01:10:11,750 I wish I was a better man 847 01:10:13,125 --> 01:10:15,333 One that you deserved 848 01:10:16,916 --> 01:10:19,000 Now I'm standing in shame 849 01:10:19,083 --> 01:10:21,291 This is my burden 850 01:10:30,875 --> 01:10:32,500 Do you want to sing it with me? 851 01:10:32,583 --> 01:10:34,958 I… can't. 852 01:10:37,666 --> 01:10:40,625 I wish I was a better man 853 01:10:40,708 --> 01:10:43,000 One that you deserved 854 01:10:43,875 --> 01:10:46,125 So I'm standing in shame 855 01:10:46,208 --> 01:10:48,500 This is my burden 856 01:10:50,250 --> 01:10:53,208 I wish I was a better man 857 01:10:54,416 --> 01:10:57,333 One that you deserved 858 01:10:57,416 --> 01:11:02,458 I keep stumbling again and again 859 01:11:03,541 --> 01:11:07,375 With prayers at night 860 01:11:08,875 --> 01:11:12,958 I wish I was a better man 861 01:11:13,041 --> 01:11:16,125 One that you deserved 862 01:11:17,166 --> 01:11:19,708 So I'm standing in shame 863 01:11:19,791 --> 01:11:22,250 This is my burden 864 01:11:22,333 --> 01:11:25,708 I wish I was a better man 865 01:11:25,791 --> 01:11:28,791 Like you deserved 866 01:11:28,875 --> 01:11:33,583 I'm stumbling again and again. 867 01:12:28,750 --> 01:12:30,666 There you go. Here. 868 01:12:31,416 --> 01:12:33,208 -If you want to practise. -Thank you. 869 01:12:43,041 --> 01:12:45,416 Don't worry, I'll explain. 870 01:12:48,583 --> 01:12:49,666 It's okay. 871 01:12:51,958 --> 01:12:54,125 -Venter, get in the car. -Wim, relax, please. 872 01:12:54,208 --> 01:12:57,416 This is what you enjoy. To be alone with young boys. 873 01:12:57,500 --> 01:12:58,833 Dad! 874 01:12:58,916 --> 01:13:01,666 You're such a wuss. No wonder you admire him. 875 01:13:01,750 --> 01:13:04,541 Wim please, we were just writing music. 876 01:13:04,625 --> 01:13:05,958 Is this what you want? 877 01:13:06,041 --> 01:13:08,166 To come from a family that everybody laughs at. 878 01:13:08,250 --> 01:13:10,375 -On a farm where nothing grows? -Yes. 879 01:13:11,250 --> 01:13:12,666 My family is not perfect. 880 01:13:13,500 --> 01:13:14,833 And we don't pretend to be. 881 01:13:14,916 --> 01:13:17,125 That's all I've seen since I've been here. 882 01:13:17,208 --> 01:13:19,458 People who run away from the truth. 883 01:13:19,541 --> 01:13:22,333 You should've heard how your father spoke about you. 884 01:13:22,416 --> 01:13:23,833 How ashamed he was of you. 885 01:13:23,916 --> 01:13:25,000 And me of him. 886 01:13:25,083 --> 01:13:27,083 I didn't even want his name. 887 01:13:27,166 --> 01:13:29,666 Well fortunately for him he had two children like you. 888 01:13:29,750 --> 01:13:31,708 Because between you and your infertile sister 889 01:13:31,791 --> 01:13:33,416 there'll be nothing left of his name. 890 01:13:34,666 --> 01:13:35,666 No! 891 01:13:41,833 --> 01:13:43,458 -Louw! -Don't touch him! 892 01:13:43,541 --> 01:13:44,541 Venter! 893 01:13:48,833 --> 01:13:50,125 No. No! 894 01:13:54,625 --> 01:13:56,916 Venter, get in the car! 895 01:15:50,666 --> 01:15:52,916 I'm sorry I wasn't here when… 896 01:15:58,333 --> 01:16:02,583 I… don't think you wanted me here in any way. 897 01:16:03,333 --> 01:16:05,500 It probably worked out best for both of us. 898 01:16:12,208 --> 01:16:13,916 You've always been with me. 899 01:16:15,500 --> 01:16:17,041 In the back of my mind. 900 01:16:19,375 --> 01:16:21,750 Busy telling me that I'm not going to make it. 901 01:16:25,500 --> 01:16:28,916 The… anger that it provoked in me. 902 01:16:30,083 --> 01:16:31,333 I used it… 903 01:16:32,833 --> 01:16:34,458 to drive myself. 904 01:16:35,791 --> 01:16:39,166 So that I could come back one day and show you what I have achieved. 905 01:16:44,125 --> 01:16:45,333 And now… 906 01:16:48,250 --> 01:16:51,333 Now I am exactly what you said I'd be. 907 01:16:54,750 --> 01:16:55,916 A failure. 908 01:16:59,583 --> 01:17:01,666 Not worthy of the Malan name. 909 01:17:03,666 --> 01:17:04,791 My mother's son. 910 01:17:06,541 --> 01:17:07,625 Not yours. 911 01:17:10,875 --> 01:17:12,458 Marie is struggling, Dad. 912 01:17:13,583 --> 01:17:15,416 She hides it well but I can see it. 913 01:17:19,875 --> 01:17:21,875 I always thought she was the strong one. 914 01:17:24,750 --> 01:17:25,791 Like you. 915 01:17:28,375 --> 01:17:30,666 She was the only one who could stand up to you. 916 01:17:33,541 --> 01:17:36,791 She showed me the CDs she got for you. 917 01:17:40,000 --> 01:17:43,333 Hell, Dad, why couldn't you just once say something positive? 918 01:17:45,166 --> 01:17:46,250 Just once. 919 01:17:47,833 --> 01:17:52,458 Mom did it so many, so many times that it started feeling normal. 920 01:17:53,958 --> 01:17:56,416 But if something like that could've come from you. 921 01:17:58,541 --> 01:18:00,625 Do you know what it would've meant to me? 922 01:18:05,583 --> 01:18:07,166 I wish you could have met Karien. 923 01:18:10,916 --> 01:18:12,208 Maybe then… 924 01:18:13,458 --> 01:18:15,541 you would've understood what I was doing. 925 01:18:18,166 --> 01:18:20,333 That I made the right choice back then. 926 01:18:23,458 --> 01:18:25,375 She always said what she was thinking. 927 01:18:26,000 --> 01:18:27,208 Not like us. 928 01:18:30,708 --> 01:18:31,916 Maybe then I would've 929 01:18:32,000 --> 01:18:34,375 been able to tell you everything while you could still hear me. 930 01:18:36,250 --> 01:18:38,708 Before you became just another voice in the wind. 931 01:18:43,333 --> 01:18:45,166 But I think it's time I realise that… 932 01:18:46,416 --> 01:18:49,583 me being here is not good for anybody. 933 01:18:50,500 --> 01:18:52,083 It only serves as a… 934 01:18:53,416 --> 01:18:55,416 memory that you cannot run away from yourself, 935 01:18:55,500 --> 01:18:57,416 no matter how hard you try. 936 01:19:00,416 --> 01:19:01,416 But um… 937 01:19:03,083 --> 01:19:04,750 There's this boy. 938 01:19:07,166 --> 01:19:08,708 He reminds me a lot of myself. 939 01:19:11,666 --> 01:19:13,250 I want to tell him to run. 940 01:19:15,083 --> 01:19:16,958 To run and never turn back. 941 01:19:20,458 --> 01:19:21,833 What example am I for him? 942 01:19:23,291 --> 01:19:24,375 And his dad is… 943 01:19:27,583 --> 01:19:30,958 Let's just say, it makes me think you were never that bad. 944 01:19:37,208 --> 01:19:39,083 Things could've been worse. 945 01:20:10,291 --> 01:20:11,458 Marie. 946 01:20:13,166 --> 01:20:14,208 Hey. 947 01:20:14,833 --> 01:20:16,083 It's Matewis. 948 01:20:17,291 --> 01:20:18,333 Hey. 949 01:20:18,875 --> 01:20:20,166 It's okay. 950 01:20:20,958 --> 01:20:22,291 What happened? 951 01:20:23,625 --> 01:20:24,875 You're bleeding… 952 01:20:24,958 --> 01:20:26,750 Let it go. It doesn't matter. What happened? 953 01:20:27,916 --> 01:20:29,583 It's all my fault. 954 01:20:32,375 --> 01:20:33,375 Hey. 955 01:20:35,500 --> 01:20:36,625 Hey. 956 01:20:38,166 --> 01:20:39,250 Hey. 957 01:20:54,750 --> 01:20:57,125 I'm going to tell Matewis about Henk. 958 01:21:00,166 --> 01:21:02,291 I'm sure he already knows but… 959 01:21:03,500 --> 01:21:05,625 I just feel everything must just come out. 960 01:21:08,625 --> 01:21:10,500 I don't want any more secrets. 961 01:21:20,375 --> 01:21:22,125 It was just nice to… 962 01:21:23,666 --> 01:21:25,416 to feel loved again. 963 01:21:28,583 --> 01:21:30,666 That's something one should never turn away. 964 01:21:40,458 --> 01:21:42,291 I'm going to try and get some sleep. 965 01:21:51,458 --> 01:21:53,250 I can't believe he hit you. 966 01:21:54,250 --> 01:21:57,750 -And now, this thing with Matewis. -Yes. 967 01:21:57,833 --> 01:21:59,958 Marie is going to visit him again tomorrow. 968 01:22:00,041 --> 01:22:01,666 See if he can come home. 969 01:22:06,291 --> 01:22:08,166 Is there anything else I can get you? 970 01:22:11,458 --> 01:22:13,208 Tell me about your trip. 971 01:22:14,916 --> 01:22:16,416 Where did you want to go to? 972 01:22:20,291 --> 01:22:26,083 Well, a few years ago I saw a photo of a temple. 973 01:22:27,250 --> 01:22:29,041 The Tiger's Nest in Bhutan. 974 01:22:30,333 --> 01:22:32,166 It's built on the edge of a mountain. 975 01:22:33,041 --> 01:22:34,875 Almost as if it was there first and 976 01:22:34,958 --> 01:22:37,125 the mountain appeared around it later. 977 01:22:39,791 --> 01:22:40,958 Come sit here. 978 01:22:56,500 --> 01:22:57,875 Anyway, um… 979 01:22:58,541 --> 01:22:59,666 so… 980 01:23:00,333 --> 01:23:02,750 I remember just staring at the photo and 981 01:23:02,833 --> 01:23:06,375 I wondered how it must feel to stand in such a holy place 982 01:23:06,458 --> 01:23:07,666 and peek over the edge. 983 01:23:09,333 --> 01:23:12,416 You know, just to feel the foundation that you are standing on 984 01:23:13,166 --> 01:23:15,208 which has been there for centuries and 985 01:23:15,291 --> 01:23:17,500 it could slip away at any time. 986 01:23:35,083 --> 01:23:36,375 I suspected something. 987 01:23:41,125 --> 01:23:42,791 When I heard his voice message… 988 01:23:47,583 --> 01:23:49,125 it clarified everything. 989 01:23:53,458 --> 01:23:55,041 I wanted to confront him. 990 01:23:58,916 --> 01:24:00,666 I even thought of… 991 01:24:08,541 --> 01:24:10,291 But then I remembered your face. 992 01:24:12,708 --> 01:24:14,958 Joyful. Happy. 993 01:24:17,416 --> 01:24:19,500 Something you're not when you're with me. 994 01:24:20,500 --> 01:24:23,458 I've never really felt that I make you happy. 995 01:24:27,208 --> 01:24:30,625 And I think your dad also didn't think I could. 996 01:24:32,791 --> 01:24:34,625 That's how I always feel around you. 997 01:24:35,583 --> 01:24:38,250 As if you blame me because I can't… 998 01:24:38,333 --> 01:24:41,208 You're everything in my life. 999 01:24:45,750 --> 01:24:48,125 And just the idea of losing you. 1000 01:24:55,416 --> 01:24:56,458 Can I come in? 1001 01:25:02,375 --> 01:25:04,791 -Hi. -Hi. 1002 01:25:09,958 --> 01:25:11,208 How did you handle it… 1003 01:25:13,291 --> 01:25:14,416 when you lost Karien? 1004 01:25:27,958 --> 01:25:32,083 First, I decided that my life had ended right there. 1005 01:25:35,583 --> 01:25:36,750 That I also died. 1006 01:25:38,583 --> 01:25:42,416 I didn't go to Heaven or, or Hell, I was just there. 1007 01:25:43,666 --> 01:25:46,291 As if something from outside was controlling my body. 1008 01:25:48,833 --> 01:25:49,833 And… 1009 01:25:52,541 --> 01:25:54,833 it took me a long time… 1010 01:25:55,958 --> 01:25:57,250 to… 1011 01:25:59,041 --> 01:26:01,916 remember what it felt like to be happy. 1012 01:26:04,208 --> 01:26:05,250 And… 1013 01:26:05,833 --> 01:26:08,916 when I sit amongst all the rubble on the farm… 1014 01:26:11,583 --> 01:26:13,708 and I look at all the broken and 1015 01:26:13,791 --> 01:26:16,166 rusted things that people have thrown away. 1016 01:26:18,541 --> 01:26:21,541 Then I realised that everything, once upon a time, was loved. 1017 01:26:23,375 --> 01:26:25,666 Or at least useful. 1018 01:26:27,958 --> 01:26:30,166 And I could see myself there. 1019 01:26:31,958 --> 01:26:33,208 And it made me think… 1020 01:26:35,166 --> 01:26:36,333 why I'm still here. 1021 01:26:36,416 --> 01:26:38,666 If I can't make people laugh or… 1022 01:26:39,791 --> 01:26:40,958 cry or 1023 01:26:41,625 --> 01:26:42,666 even feel? 1024 01:26:45,500 --> 01:26:46,541 Matewis… 1025 01:26:48,416 --> 01:26:50,000 there is only the present. 1026 01:26:53,375 --> 01:26:54,875 There's only the pain and… 1027 01:26:56,208 --> 01:26:59,750 the joy and the sorrow of the past that must be left behind. 1028 01:27:01,291 --> 01:27:04,750 What we do now means something. 1029 01:27:07,458 --> 01:27:09,416 This is how we change our world. 1030 01:27:11,416 --> 01:27:13,250 I want to make your sister happy. 1031 01:27:17,291 --> 01:27:19,750 I know I'm the reason you are so unhappy. 1032 01:27:29,791 --> 01:27:31,958 I think it's time to sell the farm. 1033 01:27:36,250 --> 01:27:38,125 It's not making any of us happy. 1034 01:27:39,708 --> 01:27:41,083 It's the best thing to do. 1035 01:28:04,583 --> 01:28:10,625 Long afloat on shipless oceans 1036 01:28:11,833 --> 01:28:17,458 Gave everything just to smile 1037 01:28:19,291 --> 01:28:24,541 Until your seeing eyes and fingers 1038 01:28:26,541 --> 01:28:31,333 Drew me to your island 1039 01:28:31,416 --> 01:28:32,458 Stop. Stop. Stop. 1040 01:28:34,041 --> 01:28:36,000 And you sang 1041 01:28:36,083 --> 01:28:37,291 It's perfect. 1042 01:28:37,375 --> 01:28:39,416 Sail to me 1043 01:28:41,041 --> 01:28:46,750 Sail to me, let my arms enfold you 1044 01:28:48,625 --> 01:28:50,000 Here I am 1045 01:28:52,333 --> 01:28:53,708 Here I am 1046 01:28:56,166 --> 01:28:59,250 I'm waiting to hold you 1047 01:29:02,500 --> 01:29:08,708 I'm so confused like the newly born child 1048 01:29:10,333 --> 01:29:15,583 So plagued like the tide 1049 01:29:17,500 --> 01:29:22,958 Must I stand in the middle of the waves 1050 01:29:24,208 --> 01:29:29,708 Or will I go and lie next to the dead My bride 1051 01:29:31,333 --> 01:29:35,958 I'm waiting to hold you 1052 01:29:39,875 --> 01:29:41,750 Sail to me 1053 01:29:47,291 --> 01:29:48,791 Sail to me 1054 01:29:50,041 --> 01:29:54,833 I'm waiting to hold you 1055 01:30:34,458 --> 01:30:36,458 Look, I think we'll take Witteberg this year. 1056 01:30:36,541 --> 01:30:38,041 -Absolutely. -For sure. 1057 01:30:38,125 --> 01:30:39,166 Good afternoon gents. 1058 01:30:39,250 --> 01:30:41,000 -Good afternoon. -How are you doing? 1059 01:30:41,083 --> 01:30:43,791 -Good. -Ah, that's good. 1060 01:30:43,875 --> 01:30:45,541 We have a good team this year. 1061 01:30:45,625 --> 01:30:47,333 Yes, yes, yes. 1062 01:30:47,416 --> 01:30:49,000 Pity that Venter couldn't play. 1063 01:30:49,083 --> 01:30:50,041 Yes. 1064 01:30:50,125 --> 01:30:51,541 Freak accident, you say? 1065 01:30:51,625 --> 01:30:54,833 Yes. The child has a habit of hurting himself. 1066 01:31:01,916 --> 01:31:02,916 Mr. Cloete. 1067 01:31:05,041 --> 01:31:06,458 Venter is a good boy. 1068 01:31:06,541 --> 01:31:08,875 He just needs the right kind of encouragement. 1069 01:31:09,833 --> 01:31:12,041 You'll see. He's stronger than he looks. 1070 01:31:13,000 --> 01:31:14,000 Well… 1071 01:31:14,583 --> 01:31:16,833 I'll see you guys at the concert, right? 1072 01:31:16,916 --> 01:31:18,166 -Yeah. -Yes, yes. 1073 01:31:20,041 --> 01:31:21,916 Listen can you tell me why he is our coach. 1074 01:31:22,000 --> 01:31:23,625 Because he looks much more eager 1075 01:31:23,708 --> 01:31:25,958 to hear songs being sung than to win the game. 1076 01:31:31,333 --> 01:31:33,041 -How you feeling? -Okay. 1077 01:31:35,000 --> 01:31:36,125 I'm nervous. 1078 01:31:37,875 --> 01:31:39,250 It's going to be wonderful. 1079 01:31:40,791 --> 01:31:42,708 Have you seen Venter? 1080 01:31:42,791 --> 01:31:43,833 No. 1081 01:31:43,916 --> 01:31:45,500 Not since the whole… 1082 01:31:46,583 --> 01:31:47,666 Yeah. 1083 01:31:48,375 --> 01:31:49,833 I'm sure he is okay. 1084 01:32:02,416 --> 01:32:05,416 Just children of the wind 1085 01:32:18,666 --> 01:32:22,208 The next song is one that I wrote 1086 01:32:24,708 --> 01:32:27,375 as a tribute to somebody very special. 1087 01:32:34,250 --> 01:32:36,958 And I wish I could have said it before it was too late. 1088 01:32:39,541 --> 01:32:45,125 So I hope it helps somebody here to not make the same mistake. 1089 01:33:11,250 --> 01:33:13,083 The fucking man can't sing. 1090 01:33:16,041 --> 01:33:17,625 His being is crushed. 1091 01:33:21,875 --> 01:33:23,375 Watch him. He thinks he's big. 1092 01:33:32,166 --> 01:33:33,166 Listen. 1093 01:33:33,958 --> 01:33:36,500 Let's show them who's the better man. 1094 01:33:47,333 --> 01:33:49,750 This is my confession 1095 01:33:49,833 --> 01:33:52,833 My soul laid bare 1096 01:33:52,916 --> 01:33:55,958 A call to those who left me 1097 01:33:56,041 --> 01:33:59,083 Before I could say my say 1098 01:33:59,166 --> 01:34:02,041 I wish I was a better man 1099 01:34:02,125 --> 01:34:04,750 One that you deserved 1100 01:34:04,833 --> 01:34:07,708 So I'm standing in shame 1101 01:34:07,791 --> 01:34:09,791 This is my burden 1102 01:34:10,625 --> 01:34:13,333 I wish I was a better man 1103 01:34:13,416 --> 01:34:16,125 Which you deserved 1104 01:34:16,208 --> 01:34:20,791 I stumble again and again 1105 01:34:22,291 --> 01:34:26,541 With prayers in the wind 1106 01:34:27,500 --> 01:34:30,083 But my road is not finished yet 1107 01:34:30,166 --> 01:34:32,958 My time is not yet over 1108 01:34:33,041 --> 01:34:35,666 And before I go to the depths 1109 01:34:35,750 --> 01:34:38,583 There are still thoughts in my head 1110 01:34:38,666 --> 01:34:41,083 That I would meet you again 1111 01:34:41,166 --> 01:34:43,875 And my life has purpose 1112 01:34:43,958 --> 01:34:46,583 I promise you, my love 1113 01:34:46,666 --> 01:34:49,375 All of it that I still have 1114 01:34:49,458 --> 01:34:51,958 I wish I was a better man 1115 01:34:52,041 --> 01:34:55,166 One that you deserved 1116 01:34:55,250 --> 01:34:57,458 So I'm standing in shame 1117 01:34:57,541 --> 01:35:00,166 This is my burden 1118 01:35:00,250 --> 01:35:03,125 I wish I was a better man 1119 01:35:03,208 --> 01:35:05,458 Like you deserved 1120 01:35:05,541 --> 01:35:09,083 I stumble again and again 1121 01:35:10,291 --> 01:35:14,208 Prayers in the wind 1122 01:35:50,375 --> 01:35:52,375 -That was wonderful. -Thank you. 1123 01:35:52,458 --> 01:35:55,208 -That song was wonderful. -Thank you. 1124 01:35:57,541 --> 01:36:00,708 -Matewis. -Congrats your show was unbelievable. 1125 01:36:00,791 --> 01:36:03,041 I didn't think that you could sing like that. 1126 01:36:10,291 --> 01:36:11,791 So. 1127 01:36:11,875 --> 01:36:14,541 It looks like you two were the heroes tonight. 1128 01:36:15,916 --> 01:36:16,958 W… w…w…w… 1129 01:36:18,000 --> 01:36:19,041 Wh… w… 1130 01:36:24,958 --> 01:36:30,083 When I stood on that stage and saw you standing there alone, 1131 01:36:30,166 --> 01:36:34,708 angry at the whole world, while everybody was so happy. 1132 01:36:35,625 --> 01:36:39,041 For the first time I realised that I am better than you, Dad. 1133 01:36:39,875 --> 01:36:42,625 And I am also better off than you, Dad. 1134 01:36:44,708 --> 01:36:47,125 I just feel sorry for you, Dad. 1135 01:36:48,166 --> 01:36:51,333 That you lost so much in life. 1136 01:36:59,208 --> 01:37:00,791 Yes, drive safely. 1137 01:37:00,875 --> 01:37:02,041 Go well. 1138 01:37:05,083 --> 01:37:07,500 And, what did they say? 1139 01:37:07,583 --> 01:37:10,000 Well, they are not going to bully me anymore. 1140 01:37:10,083 --> 01:37:11,250 Hopefully. 1141 01:37:12,166 --> 01:37:13,166 That's good. 1142 01:37:14,166 --> 01:37:15,208 So…. 1143 01:37:15,958 --> 01:37:19,541 -I see you have a new guitar. -Yes… 1144 01:37:19,625 --> 01:37:21,583 Not as nice as the other one. 1145 01:37:35,833 --> 01:37:38,000 -I'm on my way. See you tomorrow. -Bye. 1146 01:37:38,083 --> 01:37:39,333 Have a good evening. 1147 01:37:41,708 --> 01:37:44,500 -What did he have to say? -Oh, nothing. 1148 01:37:50,833 --> 01:37:51,875 Thank you. 1149 01:37:52,541 --> 01:37:53,583 For what? 1150 01:37:56,208 --> 01:37:58,250 That you… 1151 01:38:01,833 --> 01:38:04,583 helped me find what I thought… 1152 01:38:05,375 --> 01:38:06,958 was lost forever. 1153 01:38:09,458 --> 01:38:10,666 Of course. 1154 01:38:21,166 --> 01:38:22,083 Come.