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[Laughter]
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me
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this
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so
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no no no no no i'm telling you william
friedkin directed it there's no
d-o-u-b-t about it no no no no you are
so full of
s-h-i-t whatever what's he bitching
about this time
he's saying that william friedkin is the
one who directed body double
well did he yes no yes he did
no you did not that's that uh one film
with that one
frankie goes to hollywood yep yeah
[ __ ] i i thought uh paul schrader
director
oh you two are so full of it
come on someone help me out here i can
chime in um
it's actually brian de palma what
brian de palma directed body double who
the [ __ ] is this guy some brian de palma
aficionado
i've seen all of his movies so i kind of
think that should count for something oh
he's seen all of his movies give this
man an oscar whoo
okay shut up and stop him you remember
the scene uh in the bathroom right after
the frankie goes the hollywood team sure
right okay
there's a small cameo right in the
mirror of that scene
it's almost like a brief second remember
who that director was think really hard
that was bryan de palma it
no i can see how you get that confused
though because the whole like weird
sex thing but it was brian de palma
son of a [ __ ] when i first laid eyes on
you at the party
i knew you were the one
the way you looked at me holding that
beer your face lit up by the headlights
of a nearby truck
you look like an angel sent from heaven
i see that now even how things turned
out
i see that
that day the park will go down as one of
the best days of my life
and realized that but i do know
that was the first time in a long time
i've ever felt that genuinely happy
and i feel the same is true for you
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okay ready
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is
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okay what's your favorite movie
better question better question we'll
get to that one
what kind of movies do you like um i
like action movies
okay and and comedies i can get down to
a good comedy okay
so what's your favorite thing
um for movies i would say a full metal
jacket
[ __ ] for my jacket yeah
yeah what
that's a good question um
it was my grandpa's favorite movie
yeah yeah um i would spend summers at
his house
when i was a kid and
we would watch that damn near every day
and it was crazy because i remember him
laughing his head off at
sergeant just shouting guys in their
barracks and he was just
like so confused um
but it kind of brought us together and
even after he passed away
i i will play it and it feels like it's
silly
i can still feel his presence yeah
but he does have solid
i mean top notch
solid solid
yeah yeah i mean stanley kubrick is by
far
one of the best directors around i've
studied him down to a t
down to the last k of his name like i'm
i'm deadly serious
check me out okay you love full metal
jacket you said it was your favorite
okay
doctor strangelove
clockwork orange the shiny
2001 a space odyssey all great films not
a single flop
you know why best director to ever live
hands down hands down
wow okay
sorry i don't want to annoy you with
that though cause
i'm a big film nerd and i can
tend to be long-winded when it comes to
films because
they're my everything i i mean i have
one for every mood
genuinely patient you're not
annoying it was really cute it was
really cute to see you geek out over
movie [ __ ]
thank you everyone has something that
they keep out over
what do you get
what kind of music that's a good
question
um yeah
kind of like you i'm all over the place
um
i can get into my real emo side and i
will just
blare the black parade or often heights
and my favorite band is asking
alexandria
and um i don't know i can get into like
a real gangster rat mood
but um i don't know like at the end of
the day i just like to relax and listen
to
the caves and the bad seeds and the avid
fathers you like the aven brothers
would you believe i've been to their
concert five times
no i'm i mean it they're one of my
favorite bands
i've if i'm not at an ava brothers
concert
then i'm chilling listening to some
childish gambinos and jazz the rob or
something like that
or if i'm really wanting some crazy [ __ ]
to get my blood pumping
russian death metal wow
yeah slaughtered the veil is just
gives you a rush it's good to have
something for every mood
you know i do that with movies i do with
music too
speaking of moods what's your move
full metal jacket [ __ ]
full metal jacket yeah
wait but that's the movie you watched
with your granddad as a
kid yeah i was five years old running
around in the backyard
shouting at the top of my lungs this is
my rifle this is my gun
this is for fighting this is for fun
this is my friend
this is for fighting this is for fun and
did you know what that
meant no of course not
that's incredible that's just gold
wow yeah
okay yeah good times
i want it
okay are we doing your magic trick now
you want magic i got you i got you
completely
okay
put out your palm now ball them up into
a very
tight fist
put my palms over yours open your pops
for a warm ball of
bit energy
now here's where the magic happens but i
need you to promise not to get mad at me
promise me yeah okay no say i promise i
won't get mad
okay i promise
it's a magic trick
that bridge will forever be one of my
favorite spots in the world
i can't believe i had the courage to
kiss you it was
the greatest guess of my life
it's hard to explain but the way your
lips tasted
and the passion behind it i've never
quite had
that feeling before
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me
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so
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my
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we went and looked at dogs you said it
was the next step in our relationship
i didn't argue
i know it was a test to see if we could
keep an animal alive and see if we could
work
as parents and we looked at them all day
but i said i didn't quite like any of
them and i wasn't ready wasn't part of
my plan
not yet
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so
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um
so where do you see yourself in five
years
um
i don't know hopefully still right here
with you okay
where do you see yourself in five years
who knows i would like to travel the
world though
go places see things
be somebody
but not without you next to me
really really
are you sure i wouldn't ruin you
so what if your roommate
i wouldn't mind it because it's you
only you love are allowed to ruin
well i don't know you would have to fall
in love with me all over again in every
city that we visited
that's fine we'll do it again and again
and again and again and again
oh yeah yeah just don't ruin me too bad
oh oh you want to be ruined is that what
you want you you really want to be real
nice i'm going to ruin you
i'm going to ruin you so bad
you're not getting rid of me that
i'm not trying to get rid of you
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the
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i can only think
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is
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the lucky stars
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crazy
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is
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my lucky
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good morning
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is
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and
now that i caught you does that mean i
get to marry you
you want to marry me well how else are
we going to travel the world together
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thank you
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uh what time was it
it is late o'clock in the a.m
we have to get up what time is it really
you slept almost nine hours we need to
get up
now we have things to do what you saw
and told me what time it is
well if you get up maybe you can check
okay okay five more minutes no
no no no don't make me be yours i'm
gonna beat your ass if you do that
you just say pound my ass no no no no no
no that's really no no no
i'm gonna show you what about no feet
down hey
i show you right now okay
i get it i get it the early bird gets
the worm
yada yada but you know i'm not early
birds at this point
well you know humans have evolved a lot
we can kind of just like order pizzas
stay in cuddle all day [ __ ] all day
you know we we have more options
well now that you say all that well that
makes the decision
really hard to not get up and do all the
things that we
have to do today we were gonna get out
and drive and everything and now we're
like two hours
behind yeah but we can drive anytime
the car is not going anywhere five more
minutes
please i am losing patience three
minutes 2.5 i will give you 2.5
245.
you know you just gave yourself five
seconds less right
okay i'll take that no all right move
over over
but we're gonna be concentrating on
getting up right
yeah concentration mode yeah
heavily concentration mode okay
gonna get up so we can get all the
things done before we go out and drive
patient
no no
asia you're snoring again zombies
oh [ __ ]
do i do i still got my five minutes
it's definitely like one and a half now
okay that's
that's enough i just
i love you patience
you're really [ __ ] with me now aren't
you
i mean if you weren't beating on my
chest
maybe i could actually get back to sleep
okay
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love is complicated i don't know if it's
true to say it's easy to fall in love or
if it's
too complicated
because i think we as people are the
ones that make it complicated
life is a journey
one that i had a plan for but the thing
about life is you can't plan for it
you have to play with the hand you're
dealt as you go
no matter how hard you try to fight it
you can't escape
what we're destined to do
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no i'm just scratching my back
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but
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what are you doing
some say the biggest gesture of love and
relationship is
committing yourselves to each other
so i did it about your commitment
they say you know when it's right but
they also say that love is blind
they say you know when you found the one
but they also say
you have to work to make it work
i think you're ruining me now
what is this a secret plot or something
hey it's okay
it's okay
i don't know what you want
look at me i feel like this isn't really
what you want
i question if i bought it for us for you
but if it keeps me and you on track with
the plan
it was all worth it and your
tears seem to agree
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hey
what you up to not much
so much with me
unsolved mysteries is on again
okay not bad not bad just a little tired
but i'm glad to be home
how's your day been it's good
it's good
i'm gonna go back a little bit you okay
yeah yeah it seems like there's
something on your mind
no i'm just tired just tired of this
long day
okay
what you should do all day
just just um
yeah just i mean there was a lot of
stuff to do today and um
yeah i mean not really let's talk about
i'm just tired
huh do you mean anything
you should
if i had some really there was some like
really big news that would
like change the course of
your life or our life
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just hypothetically you know just i mean
we used to want to do still fight to be
with me
yeah why would i not
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quit stressing whatever you're doing
you're probably just overthinking too
much
okay everything's gonna be okay
right
i love you
make sure you don't talk about it cause
we can talk about it nothing
it's nothing i'm just knowing
come on i know i know i've been avoidant
and i've been distant
i apologize about that
i want to get better so i'm trying to
open
i just want to be together
we'll be together
i'll be together no sorry i just got
scared that we weren't gonna be together
is this something i did no no no i'm
just
i'm really tired i'm really tired i i
shouldn't be talking right now i just
wanted to bless something
okay yeah we can drop it that's fine i'm
sorry
come on i'm sorry you had a long day
come here
sorry i'm being really stupid i know i
know
okay
we'll figure it out okay no don't
i'm fine i'm fine i'm fine
i'm being really stupid okay okay
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yes
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all hey it's okay
whatever it is we'll we'll figure it out
it's okay
whenever you're ready to talk okay
i won't be mad at you
i think you probably we might get
through it it might be something really
good
it can be really good it doesn't have to
help you but
we'll fix it we'll make it go right okay
i just want it i just love you and i
want to be with you
i don't want anything to take us away
i don't want to take you away from me
i'm sorry sorry sorry i don't know what
i'm saying
okay it's okay it's okay
just turn this up a little bit
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i love you love i felt
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it
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i i i can't i can't yet
not not yet
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please
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so
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okay i'm going to run to the store is
there anything you need before i go
no you sure
okay right back
can you what
can you take out the trash please
i guess you know when i get back you
never
this see this is the problem it is over
full like it is overflowing with trash
and there's another one there like you
couldn't take the one trash that's right
there
like why do i have to be the responsible
adult all the time here
i feel like i'm the only one taking care
of everything and it's just
like just trash everywhere just what is
this
you feel better that make you feel
better now
you want me to take out the [ __ ]
trash is the trash the [ __ ] problem
there took out the [ __ ] trash
just believe oh lee
oh you want me to leave now
cause i remember you saying for days on
end
oh just promise me you'll never leave
promise me you won't regret this
i feel like right now you're the one
starting to regret this or there's
something else going on you're like
pmsing some [ __ ] like just
just talk to me because you haven't such
an [ __ ] okay
this has nothing to do with all of this
and you just made a huge
mess everywhere that i'm gonna have to
clean up now like i don't have
so much other [ __ ] to deal with right
now what do you have to deal with
show me cause i haven't seen [ __ ]
go
huh what
leave me alone anytime
you want to talk i stop what i doing to
have a conversation with you even when i
don't want to
i stop why because i care but the moment
that i ask what's going on with you
you want to walk away what the [ __ ] up
with that
hmm this is the problem with us
okay like you you just don't understand
anything you
did even bother to listen to me no
you just get completely riled up and you
don't even ask what's
wrong except to throw that i'm pmsing
and then just make
all the stupid trash everywhere because
i have to keep guessing with you
because every time i ask what's wrong
you don't give me answers
you want to walk away you want to go be
by yourself no it's not true oh it isn't
then what were you [ __ ] doing just
now you walked away from me i that's not
okay all right i don't always do that
and i
i just are you totally i don't want to
talk right now okay just
just go and just leave all this mess
everywhere
no just talk to me
just no no
this is how we're gonna be this is how
it's always going to get whenever
we have a slight problem
then just talk to me all i want to know
is what's going on with you
nothing it's not your business [ __ ]
it is my business
this is an us thing we said we wanted to
keep this moment alive well i haven't
felt this moment
since the day we [ __ ] met
what happened what changed
[ __ ] this i'm going to the grocery store
i'm going to get some milk i'll get
whatever the [ __ ] you need to calm down
i'll get you some chamomile tea or some
[ __ ]
i'll be back in maybe an hour maybe i
[ __ ] feel like coming back
it's [ __ ] oh you [ __ ] [ __ ]
you [ __ ] finished
oh
i don't know what to do
how can two people who are so deeply in
love
descend into chaos so quickly
the selfishness of love can be deadly
uh-huh
i am
is
i feel like you're not there
me
i don't want to do that
i want to do this to it
please make it go away
so
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ready back of the road only got about
six more hours till we hit colorado
i don't think i can
look it's just it's just once in the
procedure
once that's all done we can get back on
the road
patient it's not just one simple
procedure okay
we've done some pretty [ __ ] up [ __ ] in
our lives but this is
something else
don't you want to get back to normal
get back to our plans
hitting every dive bar going to every
waterfall
seeing the world you and i right
if we go through with this i don't i
don't think we're gonna be the same
people
anymore i don't think i'll be the same
person ever again
how can you go back to something after
that
what do you want me to do what do you
want me to do love
i'm not ready to deal with something
like that
i'm not ready to ruin our plans
but we have so much more time left
right we can worry about that later
do you remember where you took me
our first date
yeah i remember
take us up on that little trail
i saw the most beautiful waterfall i've
ever seen in my life
i remember like it was yesterday
it was a good time it was almost as
beautiful
i'm not ready for this i'm not ready for
that
i need to think about that
what do you mean
i mean that wasn't a part of the plan
the plan was supposed to be you and i
keeping that moment alive no matter
where we went
what happened to that
don't you still want that
patient i'm gonna go through with this
with or without you
i want to do it with you
so i hope you come with me
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our love was serendipitous a downfall
was completely orchestrated by my own
self-sabotage
i don't know if we were ever in love
with each other or
just in love with the idea of being in
love with each other
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i'm such i'm such an awful person
i feel like a fraud
i feel like a [ __ ] piece of [ __ ]
i i didn't want it to be like this
i pushed you away i pushed everyone away
i lost you
love of my life
i'm so sorry
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i lost you forever
and now i can't even apologize
and i have to live with that
i know i do
but [ __ ]
living just seems too hard
you deserve to be here more than i do
you deserve so much better
love if you can hear me i'm sorry
i'm so goddamn sorry
it was supposed to be like this
we're gonna travel to work
but i ruined it
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you always said that you wanted to ruin
me
and for a while i thought you did
now i realize i ruined myself
do you feel better he asked
i feel fine she said
there's nothing wrong with me i
feel fine
the thing about human nature is that
we're all programmed to love and care
but we are selfish and self-destructive
the hypocrisy is
programmed into our nature
rolling stones saying you can't always
get what you want
but if you try you'll find
you get what you need well i got what i
needed
and then i pissed it away
[ __ ] man no no
no [ __ ] you dude this is your [ __ ]
fault i didn't do [ __ ] [ __ ]
i didn't do [ __ ] [ __ ] wrong
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[ __ ] phone pick up the [ __ ] phone
you get it yet are you [ __ ] kidding
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you well why the [ __ ] not i'm not ready
to have a [ __ ] child
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you know what you're [ __ ] selfish
you're a selfish [ __ ] [ __ ]
you know i bet that [ __ ] ain't even
sniping my kid i bet you
[ __ ] [ __ ] you don't [ __ ] hang up on
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me
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show me show me how tough you are
you talking to utah
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[ __ ] love
i lost love
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wiggle wiggle
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i don't need a single thing holding
back i got too many things riding on
all my dreams to have [ __ ]
and i'm the one that's childish
[ __ ] [ __ ]
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it's how you won't do it all right
ah
i wonder why i didn't kill myself in
those dark times
was i too selfish for suicide or did i
just
lack the constitution for it
it'll be this time overdose
this girl never said a chance
should we try to resuscitate what's the
use
she's already gone what's the use
what do you mean what's the use this is
a person
she had ambitions dreams
she had love dude what the [ __ ] going
on
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i'm you sorry this
what
you're the reason for this patient what
do you mean i'm the reason
how can i
i'm sorry i'm so sorry
i didn't want it to be like this
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i never thought you'd let your hair get
that long
what would love say all about this
love's gone forever
she's not coming back yeah yeah listen
i know it's saturday night and i know
you're in your mom's garage doing bong
hits talking about all the hollywood
blah blah blah
all while you were wishing someone would
just wake you
up wake you up from this
nightmare but
this is a nightmare that you won't wake
up from
a trap door that you won't come back
from
love is gone your dreams of love and
grace are now over
and you're just sitting there graceless
you know i woke up sucking on a lemon
the other day
remember when you used to play baseball
all you wanted to do was make dad proud
but in the end you always [ __ ] it up
striking out letting the ball hit
between your legs
you've let that happen too many times
you've struck
out too much
all i see is her face
all i smell is her scented candles
sprouting plants her innocence
stop being so dramatic she's
on to bigger and
better things you know
you have this bad tendency of making up
these grand ideas these
grand dreams
but in the real world you know that
would never
ever happened
your dreams of love and grace
they will never happen
over my dead body
you're not dead yet brother you're still
alive and well
which begs the question
what do you look like when you're nude
i'm so sorry
i don't know what [ __ ] happened i i
don't know
things were supposed to be like this
awesome
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my patient hey
hate love
it's okay
all things must come to an end
that's the cycle of life
you're safe now
can be with
what's next
it's entirely up to you mother
what would you like to have happen next
oh no
part of me wants to live
and keep going
part of me just wants to die
well there you have it those are your
options
come be with me again
die and release your soul
or you can keep on living
and raise our child
live the life that you were supposed to
meet
but ultimately the choice is yours
child
shhh
love is a drug it gets you high when you
have it and you keep going back for more
hits like an addict but that being said
the detox is
worse than any substance you can smoke
or ingest
broken hearts and broken dreams
sometimes
never get mended i'm not afraid to keep
on living and i'm not afraid to walk
this world alone
life has a weird way of second chances
who gets them
who doesn't but when whatever you call
it
god universe whatever
when it gives you a second chance you
can't waste it
you can't waste it
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what brings you here i was just
wondering if he was here yeah yeah he's
here
um would it be cool if i came in for a
little bit
of course i know now what it means to
care
about someone other than myself
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they say committing yourselves to each
other is the biggest gesture of love
i say it's creating new life to love
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is
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is
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and i need you more than
you