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[sighs]
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[sighs]
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[shaky breathing]
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[in Spanish]
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[dog panting]
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[in Spanish]
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May I help you?
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Please.
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[chattering in Spanish]
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[woman] Sit down. Sit.
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Fifty.
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-Receipt?
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-No.
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Thank you.
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Goodbye. Come on.
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-[door opens]
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-[dog whining]
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[door closes]
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[dog whining]
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[keys jingle]
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[dog whining]
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[whining, sniffing]
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[woman] There was a time,
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four straight years, until three
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days ago,
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when I waited for you
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while I watched a DVD or read.
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And you always came back.
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The night was ours,
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and some entire mornings.
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There were also afternoons
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which,
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as if by magic,
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turned into nights.
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You always came back.
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Until three days ago.
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-[dog barking]
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-[sniffles]
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[whining, sniffing]
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[whining, panting]
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[sniffing]
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[whining]
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[sniffing, whining]
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[popping lips]
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[sighing]
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[inhales sharply]
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-Fuck! [grunting]
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-[dog barking]
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Shut up!
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[whining]
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[ax clatters]
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[sighs]
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[panting]
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[grunts]
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[whining]
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[sighs]
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[sniffing]
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[whines]
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[phone rings]
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-[whining, sniffing]
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-[ringing continues]
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[barking]
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[ringing continues]
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[scoffs]
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[sighs]
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[sighs]
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Shit.
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[whirring]
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[sighs]
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[phone ringing]
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Hello?
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Oh, it's you.
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Oh, you're turning into a robot.
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Yes, that's better. I hear you
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now.
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I-I was in the street.
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I can't hear the phone in the
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street.
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Thank you for calling back.
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Oh, I haven't stopped.
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I went to the theater
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the last two nights with Marta,
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and, uh, I took some drugs.
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And, uh-- Oh, also I saw Fabian,
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my agent.
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Compulsively I've taken to
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eating.
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Well, if there's one thing I
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don't have
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to complain about, it's my
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metabolism.
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It burns everything.
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I, uh-- Vietnamese and Italian.
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I don't know the name.
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Well, to be honest, the last
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three days,
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I haven't stopped.
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I don't know if I'm amused,
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exactly.
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Yeah, you're right.
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My mind is very occupied, yes.
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And I don't stop.
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I'm escaping.
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Well, you told me to go out.
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Escape, go out. What does it
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matter?
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They're the same thing.
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Last night?
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Uh, I-- I went to bed. Very
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early.
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I was very tired,
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and I went to sleep quickly,
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and, um--
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And then Sofia came, and we had
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lunch,
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and then we went shopping.
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Mmm. Silly stuff.
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Things for the apartment.
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Practical things.
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In the future, I'm going to be
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a practical woman for a change.
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And, uh-- And I have to keep
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occupied.
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That's what my therapist said.
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I went to see him too.
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Well, I had to go.
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To save you and to save me.
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I've loved you so much.
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I've been afraid of hurting you.
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Didn't you realize that I'd get
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nervous
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whenever we were in the kitchen
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and I'd see a knife
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and I'd have to put it away
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immediately.
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It scared me to imagine I might
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be sticking a knife in your
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chest.
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Kill you? No, no, no, no, never.
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The opposite.
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It's like, uh...
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It's like Marta with her
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vertigo.
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And-And-And the worse thing
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about heights
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isn't that she becomes
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light-headed
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when faced with the void.
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It's that the void attracts her,
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like a magnet.
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Do you understand?
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It's like her fear of falling
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pushes her to jump.
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And then-then the same thing
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happened to me with the knives.
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The fear of something bad
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happening to you.
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It made me imagine
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my hand was wielding a knife
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and I was sticking it into you.
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I-- I became terrified of
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myself.
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I mean, for a second, I was
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visualizing
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your wounded, bleeding body.
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You can't even imagine how I
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felt.
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I-- I was afraid of myself.
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And I needed expert help.
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So I went to a therapist.
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That I need to invent new
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habits.
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Replace all the ones I acquired
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with you.
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Even though I don't want to do
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anything.
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Even though I do everything
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like an automaton.
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Yes, but don't worry,
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I never mention your name.
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Yes, I'll throw myself into my
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work.
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You won't believe it,
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but Fabian, my agent, says that
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women of my age are fashionable
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again.
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Timeless beauty, he calls it.
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The clients love my pallor.
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That mixture of madness and
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melancholy.
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I think it's a fucking joke.
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I'm a waste.
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I'm a ruin of what I once was.
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But if that's what sells now.
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And it'll be good to work on
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something.
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Yes, your cases are packed.
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They have been for three days.
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They're here, fed up of waiting
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for you.
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Sense of humor?
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Well, I never really managed
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to use it with you.
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When I'm crazy about someone,
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I lose my sense of humor.
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It's very inconvenient,
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not being able to be funny
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with the one person
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you'd most like to be funny
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with.
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No, I wasn't funny with you.
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I was... special.
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Daring.
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Submissive.
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Thin. [scoffs]
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Passionate.
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And fortunate.
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I came into your life at a time
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when
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you wanted to try new things,
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new feelings.
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As if desiring someone wasn't
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the oldest feeling in the world.
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And I was a different woman.
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So different that at times, I
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think
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you forgot that I was also a
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woman.
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Yes, and I accepted the
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situation.
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I'm not saying that I enjoyed
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sharing you,
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but given the circumstances,
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I accepted the humiliation.
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Even though I suffered like an
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animal.
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No, I know it wasn't your
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intention.
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I'm not reproaching you.
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I was aware of it, but
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I didn't enjoy any the less
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because of it.
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I suffered like an animal,
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but I enjoyed like an animal.
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I was so drunk, so intoxicated.
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I forgot about reality and time.
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But reality always prevails.
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Our love was going against
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a lot of things,
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and I accepted the risks.
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And what I got in exchange
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was four years of happiness with
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you.
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I never thought
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life would adapt to my desires.
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I paid a very high price.
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But what I got in exchange is
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beyond measure.
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I'm not accusing you, my love,
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and I'm not fooling myself.
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These are the rules of the game,
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the law of desire.
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And four years of happiness with
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you...
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it's priceless.
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I accept everything.
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You can blame me for being an
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adventuress
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but I always pay my price.
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[sighs]
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No, you're right, it's not good
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taste
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to talk about price. I'm sorry.
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-[whining]
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-Ah, here comes the dog.
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He always knows
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when it's you on the phone.
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You have to take him.
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He's like a lost soul.
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He-He spends his whole day
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looking for you around the
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apartment,
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and when we go out,
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through the whole neighborhood.
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And when I was packing your
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things,
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he was hitting me with his paws.
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I mean, he knows what's going on
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but he does not understand it.
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How can he understand it?
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No, you must take him.
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He's going to be miserable.
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He already is miserable.
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He misses you so much.
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He's not interested in me.
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He's your dog.
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No, you--
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He-- You're the one he wants.
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Your letters? How could I burn
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them?
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No, I put them in a little
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Chanel case.
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You burn them if you want to.
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I'm sending you everything.
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Your letters and mine and... all
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notes.
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I kept all the notes.
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The notes are beautiful.
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You know, every word you ever
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wrote me.
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You have them there,
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so you don't need to worry
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that I'll try to blackmail you
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or sell them to a tabloid.
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Well, no, I would never do it,
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but this way, you can be even
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surer.
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The only words I'm keeping
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are...
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the ones you spoke to me in
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person.
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They're engraved on my heart.
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I'm doing my best to erase them
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since I can't send them
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with the correspondence.
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So, anyway, your, um, suitcases
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are packed, and your leather
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shoe bags,
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so you can come and get them
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whenever you want.
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The black suit?
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Yes. I collected it from the
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cleaners.
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I put it in a suit carrier.
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Separate.
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[inhales]
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José?
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No! You have to come.
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That's what we agreed on.
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That you would come.
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You don't say goodbye to a woman
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you've loved for more than four
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years
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with a telephone call!
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I've been waiting for you for
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three days,
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practically tied to the leg of
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the bed,
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waiting for you,
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without going anywhere.
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The theater?
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How could I go to the theater
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in this state?
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I didn't go out with Marta!
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I haven't eaten with her or
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anyone.
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I haven't eaten a bite in three
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days!
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I haven't just come in from the
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street.
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I haven't left the house.
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You said you would come.
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Well, it's true that Marta has
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vertigo.
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It is not true that
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I went to the therapist.
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I told you that to reassure you.
368
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It is true about the knives.
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And don't complain. I never
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attacked you.
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And it is also true that my
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agent, Fabian,
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called, and one or two ads have
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come up,
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and at my age and in my current
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state,
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some clients like me.
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No, I went out once to buy
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something.
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But don't ask me what,
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because I'm not gonna tell you.
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Am I all right?
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Are you really asking me that?
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No, I am not all right!
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These last three days,
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I've lost control more than
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once!
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When you didn't come and you
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didn't call,
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I attacked the bed with an ax!
391
00:21:48.417 --> 00:21:50.500
And then I took a load of pills.
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When you called, I was
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unconscious!
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Thirteen pills. I counted them.
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Thirteen's my lucky number.
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No, don't shout. I'm sorry I
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shouted.
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Just-- I-- I just--
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Let me tell you everything then.
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I wasn't going to, but as you
401
00:22:04.750 --> 00:22:07.000
can see,
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I'm incapable of keeping
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anything from you.
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00:22:09.708 --> 00:22:15.042
The pills. I--
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I knew that the combination
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wasn't lethal.
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I know all about drugs. They've
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been
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my only friend for some time
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now.
411
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No, my love, I staged it.
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I was hoping someone would find
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me,
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and at that moment, you called,
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00:22:27.167 --> 00:22:28.833
and it woke me up.
416
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I'm not trying to blackmail you.
417
00:22:32.792 --> 00:22:35.458
I just want to finish
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what I was telling you.
419
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I know this is your last call,
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that you'll never call again.
421
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I've been like a wreck
422
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these last three days.
423
00:22:43.292 --> 00:22:46.042
Today I got dressed for the
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first time.
425
00:22:46.125 --> 00:22:48.583
I had to put on a lot of makeup.
426
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I looked so terrible.
427
00:22:49.833 --> 00:22:52.333
And I wanted you to find me
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looking pretty.
429
00:22:53.417 --> 00:22:54.750
Dead but pretty.
430
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Darling, I didn't to it. I'm
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00:22:55.875 --> 00:23:00.458
here,
432
00:22:55.875 --> 00:23:00.458
I'm alive, I'm talking to you.
433
00:23:00.542 --> 00:23:03.375
I-- I-- No, it was just an idea.
434
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I-- I've done nothing these days
435
00:23:03.458 --> 00:23:06.208
but wait.
436
00:23:06.292 --> 00:23:08.833
You're allowed to think while
437
00:23:06.292 --> 00:23:08.833
you wait,
438
00:23:06.292 --> 00:23:08.833
aren't you?
439
00:23:09.500 --> 00:23:12.292
No, I-I'm-- I don't want to
440
00:23:09.500 --> 00:23:12.292
shout.
441
00:23:12.375 --> 00:23:13.958
I'm-- Forgive me.
442
00:23:17.417 --> 00:23:20.917
I admit I did consider
443
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throwing myself off the terrace.
444
00:23:21.917 --> 00:23:26.667
But you don't like gory
445
00:23:21.917 --> 00:23:26.667
spectacles.
446
00:23:21.917 --> 00:23:26.667
You're opposed to blood.
447
00:23:27.667 --> 00:23:31.667
You can be violent, but you
448
00:23:27.667 --> 00:23:31.667
don't
449
00:23:27.667 --> 00:23:31.667
like blood, wherever it comes
450
00:23:27.667 --> 00:23:31.667
from.
451
00:23:33.417 --> 00:23:36.583
No, pills were... the best.
452
00:23:37.667 --> 00:23:41.875
A sweet death. Disappearing into
453
00:23:37.667 --> 00:23:41.875
a dream.
454
00:23:44.500 --> 00:23:46.292
Well, that wasn't my dream.
455
00:23:47.708 --> 00:23:50.875
No, my dream was to disappear
456
00:23:47.708 --> 00:23:50.875
with you.
457
00:23:51.958 --> 00:23:53.792
I didn't mind where.
458
00:23:56.625 --> 00:23:59.333
Yes. That was my dream, not
459
00:23:56.625 --> 00:23:59.333
yours.
460
00:24:01.500 --> 00:24:03.000
But admit...
461
00:24:04.708 --> 00:24:06.750
at one time, we dreamed the
462
00:24:04.708 --> 00:24:06.750
same.
463
00:24:08.375 --> 00:24:09.708
Hello?
464
00:24:10.458 --> 00:24:12.500
H-- Are-- Are we cut off?
465
00:24:13.417 --> 00:24:14.792
Or did you hang up?
466
00:24:18.083 --> 00:24:19.000
Coward!
467
00:25:28.708 --> 00:25:30.667
[clattering]
468
00:25:32.417 --> 00:25:33.792
[phone rings]
469
00:25:35.792 --> 00:25:36.958
Hello?
470
00:25:37.750 --> 00:25:39.125
Oh, it's you.
471
00:25:39.667 --> 00:25:43.875
Yes, we got cut off. It happens
472
00:25:39.667 --> 00:25:43.875
sometimes.
473
00:25:39.667 --> 00:25:43.875
Thank you for calling back.
474
00:25:44.875 --> 00:25:46.792
To say goodbye, yes.
475
00:25:46.875 --> 00:25:50.000
I'm-- I'm so sorry that I lost
476
00:25:46.875 --> 00:25:50.000
my temper.
477
00:25:50.083 --> 00:25:51.708
And send José whenever you like.
478
00:25:51.792 --> 00:25:54.708
I'll leave your things with the
479
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doorman.
480
00:25:57.000 --> 00:26:01.333
It's just such a pity that
481
00:25:57.000 --> 00:26:01.333
we're...
482
00:25:57.000 --> 00:26:01.333
saying goodbye like two
483
00:25:57.000 --> 00:26:01.333
strangers.
484
00:26:04.250 --> 00:26:08.875
Well, I can't think of any other
485
00:26:04.250 --> 00:26:08.875
way of
486
00:26:04.250 --> 00:26:08.875
stringing this goodbye out.
487
00:26:08.958 --> 00:26:13.083
I-- I just want to ask you
488
00:26:08.958 --> 00:26:13.083
one little thing.
489
00:26:13.167 --> 00:26:16.417
I'm on the terrace.
490
00:26:13.167 --> 00:26:16.417
I came out to water the plants.
491
00:26:16.500 --> 00:26:19.208
Go out onto the terrace where
492
00:26:16.500 --> 00:26:19.208
you are.
493
00:26:16.500 --> 00:26:19.208
Oh, you're not at home?
494
00:26:19.292 --> 00:26:24.250
Well, wherever you are, go to
495
00:26:19.292 --> 00:26:24.250
the window
496
00:26:19.292 --> 00:26:24.250
and look towards our attic.
497
00:26:24.333 --> 00:26:26.458
I'm not asking you where you
498
00:26:24.333 --> 00:26:26.458
are,
499
00:26:24.333 --> 00:26:26.458
who you're with,
500
00:26:26.542 --> 00:26:28.208
whether you made love last
501
00:26:26.542 --> 00:26:28.208
night.
502
00:26:28.292 --> 00:26:31.833
I'm just asking you to go to the
503
00:26:28.292 --> 00:26:31.833
window
504
00:26:31.917 --> 00:26:35.500
and turn to where we lived
505
00:26:31.917 --> 00:26:35.500
together.
506
00:26:56.125 --> 00:26:57.875
I know you don't see me.
507
00:26:57.958 --> 00:26:59.958
I'm on the terrace too, saying
508
00:26:57.958 --> 00:26:59.958
goodbye.
509
00:27:01.500 --> 00:27:03.333
It doesn't matter that you don't
510
00:27:01.500 --> 00:27:03.333
see me.
511
00:27:04.250 --> 00:27:08.125
Just look towards here and
512
00:27:04.250 --> 00:27:08.125
imagine me.
513
00:27:10.417 --> 00:27:12.292
Yeah. Some smoke.
514
00:27:13.417 --> 00:27:15.750
Yes. Some flames.
515
00:27:16.958 --> 00:27:19.333
I'm what's burning, my love.
516
00:27:20.708 --> 00:27:22.125
I'm gonna hang up now.
517
00:27:24.083 --> 00:27:26.292
I have to learn to
518
00:27:24.083 --> 00:27:26.292
hang up on you, darling.
519
00:27:27.250 --> 00:27:28.750
Goodbye.
520
00:27:30.917 --> 00:27:32.417
[siren wailing]
521
00:27:34.125 --> 00:27:36.125
[barking]
522
00:27:39.083 --> 00:27:39.958
Dash.
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00:27:41.542 --> 00:27:42.958
Come on. Come.
524
00:27:44.375 --> 00:27:46.375
[in Spanish]
525
00:27:47.625 --> 00:27:49.875
Come on. Good boy.
526
00:27:49.958 --> 00:27:52.583
Dash, I want to talk to you.
527
00:27:53.667 --> 00:27:56.458
So I'm your master now. All
528
00:27:53.667 --> 00:27:56.458
right?
529
00:27:56.542 --> 00:28:00.500
And you're gonna have to
530
00:27:56.542 --> 00:28:00.500
get used to the idea
531
00:28:00.583 --> 00:28:03.333
that you and I,
532
00:28:00.583 --> 00:28:03.333
we're going to mourn him
533
00:28:00.583 --> 00:28:03.333
together.
534
00:28:03.417 --> 00:28:05.042
All right?
535
00:28:05.125 --> 00:28:08.208
What do you think about that?
536
00:28:05.125 --> 00:28:08.208
Can we have a pact?