WEBVTT FILE 1 00:00:02.000 --> 00:00:07.000 Downloaded from YTS.MX 2 00:00:08.000 --> 00:00:13.000 Official YIFY movies site: YTS.MX 3 00:00:16.320 --> 00:00:16.668 [water splashing] [birds chirping] 4 00:01:16.511 --> 00:01:19.862 [Billie humming] [water splashing] 5 00:01:47.194 --> 00:01:50.675 [voicemail beeps] 6 00:01:52.373 --> 00:01:53.896 - [Agent] Hey, Billie. 7 00:01:53.896 --> 00:01:55.027 Super stoked to read those first pages. 8 00:01:55.027 --> 00:01:57.595 We're getting a little close, though. 9 00:01:57.595 --> 00:01:58.944 It's been a minute, so let me know 10 00:01:58.944 --> 00:02:00.685 when you have something to share. 11 00:02:00.685 --> 00:02:01.382 [cellphone chiming] 12 00:02:07.257 --> 00:02:11.522 [pills rattling] 13 00:02:11.522 --> 00:02:13.307 [doorbell rings] 14 00:02:13.307 --> 00:02:17.006 [voicemail beeps] 15 00:02:17.006 --> 00:02:18.312 - [Karen] Hey, Bill, gimme a call when you get this. 16 00:02:18.312 --> 00:02:19.922 Just tryin' to see what your weekend looks like. 17 00:02:19.922 --> 00:02:20.575 You could always come here, see Lily for a change. 18 00:02:21.489 --> 00:02:24.361 We'd love to have you. 19 00:02:24.361 --> 00:02:25.406 [birds chirping] 20 00:02:27.190 --> 00:02:28.235 [voicemail beeps] 21 00:02:32.456 --> 00:02:33.631 - [Agent] Hey, Billie, just another friendly reminder 22 00:02:33.631 --> 00:02:36.460 from your agent about that $50,000 23 00:02:36.460 --> 00:02:38.636 you'll have to get back if we don't have pages soon. 24 00:02:38.636 --> 00:02:41.117 - Okay, okay, okay, okay. 25 00:02:41.117 --> 00:02:43.206 Mm hm. 26 00:02:43.206 --> 00:02:44.251 Just... 27 00:02:47.254 --> 00:02:48.168 Just do it. 28 00:02:51.519 --> 00:02:52.389 Just write it. 29 00:02:54.435 --> 00:02:57.960 [doorbell rings] 30 00:03:00.223 --> 00:03:01.137 [pills rattling] 31 00:03:04.662 --> 00:03:06.273 [cellphone chiming] 32 00:03:09.972 --> 00:03:12.975 Piece of shit. 33 00:03:13.976 --> 00:03:15.717 [voicemail beeps] 34 00:03:15.717 --> 00:03:17.240 - [Agent] Billie, if we don't have 35 00:03:17.240 --> 00:03:17.458 a fuckin' book in two weeks we're screwed. 36 00:03:19.677 --> 00:03:20.200 I know how you work, but I need your pages. 37 00:03:20.200 --> 00:03:21.636 Just fuckin' sayin'. 38 00:03:22.332 --> 00:03:23.203 [Billie exhales] 39 00:03:25.248 --> 00:03:26.902 [dramatic music] 40 00:03:29.731 --> 00:03:31.820 - [Narrator] Oh yeah. 41 00:03:31.820 --> 00:03:32.081 [cellphone chiming] [upbeat music] 42 00:03:36.259 --> 00:03:37.173 [TV chattering] 43 00:03:45.486 --> 00:03:49.011 [hip hop music] 44 00:03:53.537 --> 00:03:58.107 ♪ I've been feelin' like I never had before ♪ 45 00:03:58.107 --> 00:04:00.979 ♪ Like I can't take anymore ♪ 46 00:04:00.979 --> 00:04:02.372 ♪ Like I'm takin' back control ♪ 47 00:04:02.372 --> 00:04:04.940 ♪ Oo, oo ♪ 48 00:04:04.940 --> 00:04:05.767 ♪ I've been feelin' like I never have before ♪ 49 00:04:05.767 --> 00:04:08.509 ♪ Like I heard it all before ♪ 50 00:04:08.509 --> 00:04:09.771 ♪ Like I'm gon' lit up the score on you ♪ 51 00:04:09.771 --> 00:04:11.381 ♪ It could happen ♪ 52 00:04:12.382 --> 00:04:13.601 ♪ It could happen ♪ 53 00:04:13.601 --> 00:04:15.124 ♪ I can tell now it could happen ♪ 54 00:04:15.124 --> 00:04:16.517 ♪ We could turn it, we could turn it ♪ 55 00:04:16.517 --> 00:04:17.692 ♪ We could turn it into somethin' good ♪ 56 00:04:17.692 --> 00:04:20.129 ♪ We got the right to be ♪ 57 00:04:20.129 --> 00:04:21.739 ♪ Right to be clear in focus ♪ 58 00:04:21.739 --> 00:04:24.133 ♪ Got the right to be ♪ 59 00:04:24.133 --> 00:04:25.308 ♪ Right to be in the moment ♪ 60 00:04:25.308 --> 00:04:26.962 [birds chirping] 61 00:04:31.140 --> 00:04:34.622 [cellphone chiming] 62 00:05:05.174 --> 00:05:09.352 [cellphone vibrating] 63 00:05:09.352 --> 00:05:12.399 [Billie groans] 64 00:05:13.878 --> 00:05:14.923 [cellphone vibrating] 65 00:05:23.366 --> 00:05:26.891 [pensive music] [cellphone vibrating] 66 00:05:38.294 --> 00:05:41.863 [Billie vomiting] [pensive music] 67 00:05:56.181 --> 00:05:59.707 [cellphone vibrating] [pensive music] 68 00:06:06.061 --> 00:06:09.586 [Billie panting] [cellphone vibrating] 69 00:06:22.294 --> 00:06:25.820 [pensive music] 70 00:06:45.666 --> 00:06:49.060 [pills rattling] [pensive music] 71 00:06:54.805 --> 00:06:58.766 [toilet flushes] 72 00:06:58.766 --> 00:06:59.636 [cork pops] 73 00:07:01.725 --> 00:07:04.946 [Billie coughs] 74 00:07:10.560 --> 00:07:14.912 ♪ I'm not in love ♪ 75 00:07:14.912 --> 00:07:18.263 ♪ Don't have the touch ♪ 76 00:07:18.263 --> 00:07:22.354 ♪ Don't have the time to bend ♪ 77 00:07:22.354 --> 00:07:23.486 ♪ Another little church boy's mind again ♪ 78 00:07:24.574 --> 00:07:28.709 ♪ I'm not an angel ♪ 79 00:07:28.709 --> 00:07:31.059 ♪ Mm hm ♪ 80 00:07:31.059 --> 00:07:32.582 ♪ I'm not a Gabriel ♪ 81 00:07:32.582 --> 00:07:34.932 ♪ Mm hm ♪ 82 00:07:34.932 --> 00:07:35.411 ♪ I'm not a saint, a saint ♪ 83 00:07:37.108 --> 00:07:38.066 ♪ Just someone who'll turn the page for ya ♪ 84 00:07:39.371 --> 00:07:43.593 ♪ Mm hm ♪ 85 00:07:43.593 --> 00:07:47.118 ♪ Mm hm ♪ 86 00:07:47.118 --> 00:07:50.992 ♪ I'm not a trophy ♪ 87 00:07:50.992 --> 00:07:52.863 ♪ I'm not a trophy ♪ 88 00:07:52.863 --> 00:07:54.778 ♪ A little Miss Bo Peep ♪ 89 00:07:54.778 --> 00:07:56.650 ♪ A little Miss Bo Peep ♪ 90 00:07:56.650 --> 00:07:58.652 ♪ I'm not a sweet treat ♪ 91 00:07:58.652 --> 00:08:00.523 ♪ Jumpin' from my feet to my knees for ya ♪ 92 00:08:00.523 --> 00:08:04.135 ♪ Knees for ya ♪ 93 00:08:04.135 --> 00:08:05.441 ♪ I don't like picnics ♪ 94 00:08:05.441 --> 00:08:07.312 ♪ I don't like picnics ♪ 95 00:08:07.312 --> 00:08:09.010 ♪ But I like a little mischief ♪ 96 00:08:09.010 --> 00:08:11.491 ♪ But I like a little mischief ♪ 97 00:08:11.491 --> 00:08:12.796 ♪ I like the kids who give a little ♪ 98 00:08:12.796 --> 00:08:14.755 ♪ Bit of lip to the mistress ♪ 99 00:08:19.324 --> 00:08:22.806 [Patrick knocking] 100 00:08:25.766 --> 00:08:26.593 [door creaks] 101 00:08:29.987 --> 00:08:31.598 - Bill? 102 00:08:40.607 --> 00:08:45.046 Holy shit. 103 00:08:45.046 --> 00:08:45.699 Billie Bob, you home? 104 00:08:51.705 --> 00:08:54.795 It is I, Patrick, here for some sick festivities! 105 00:09:02.454 --> 00:09:05.980 Hello? 106 00:09:13.770 --> 00:09:17.295 Billington! 107 00:09:22.692 --> 00:09:26.174 [gentle music] 108 00:09:28.655 --> 00:09:29.656 Bill? 109 00:09:32.963 --> 00:09:33.790 [gentle music] 110 00:09:38.099 --> 00:09:42.277 Oh my God, Billie! 111 00:09:42.277 --> 00:09:43.626 Billie! 112 00:09:43.626 --> 00:09:44.453 Bill, Bill, Bill! 113 00:09:44.453 --> 00:09:45.367 Oh my, Bill, Bill! 114 00:09:45.367 --> 00:09:46.281 Wake up! [Billie groaning] 115 00:09:46.281 --> 00:09:47.587 - Get off of me! 116 00:09:47.587 --> 00:09:49.458 - Oh, I'm so sorry. - Oh my God! 117 00:09:49.458 --> 00:09:51.416 - I'm so sorry. 118 00:09:51.416 --> 00:09:52.330 I thought... 119 00:09:54.594 --> 00:09:55.856 Oh, I'm sorry. I'm sorry. - Oh my God, 120 00:09:55.856 --> 00:09:56.378 I'm taking a fucking nap. - Yeah. 121 00:09:57.466 --> 00:09:59.773 Yeah, yeah, I know. 122 00:09:59.773 --> 00:10:02.950 I know. 123 00:10:02.950 --> 00:10:03.777 - What are you doing here? 124 00:10:03.777 --> 00:10:04.473 - Surprise [chuckles]. 125 00:10:05.909 --> 00:10:06.823 Surprise. 126 00:10:08.608 --> 00:10:10.261 - [Billie] Wow. 127 00:10:10.261 --> 00:10:11.654 - Yeah, happy birthday. - Oh. 128 00:10:11.654 --> 00:10:12.437 - Happy birthday. 129 00:10:14.526 --> 00:10:14.831 - Yeah, yeah, yeah, okay. - Okay? 130 00:10:15.789 --> 00:10:16.659 [Billie exhales] 131 00:10:20.968 --> 00:10:22.447 - I'm just, I'm just gonna take a couple seconds. 132 00:10:22.447 --> 00:10:22.970 - You take some seconds. - And I'll be back. 133 00:10:28.018 --> 00:10:28.889 [pensive music] 134 00:10:32.632 --> 00:10:34.503 [Patrick exhales] 135 00:10:34.503 --> 00:10:35.417 [pensive music] 136 00:10:36.766 --> 00:10:38.376 [water gurgling] [pensive music] 137 00:10:40.335 --> 00:10:43.425 - Hey, it's me. 138 00:10:45.122 --> 00:10:46.384 Okay, look, I don't know where you are right now 139 00:10:46.384 --> 00:10:47.168 but I don't know what to do, all right? 140 00:10:47.168 --> 00:10:50.258 I don't think it was a good idea 141 00:10:50.258 --> 00:10:50.824 to just show up here without telling her. 142 00:10:50.824 --> 00:10:52.608 This is crazy. 143 00:10:52.608 --> 00:10:53.957 I mean, look, I'm gonna need some help here 144 00:10:53.957 --> 00:10:56.133 because I found her, she's not okay, all right? 145 00:10:58.222 --> 00:11:01.182 And I can't do this. 146 00:11:02.966 --> 00:11:04.446 Look, you better be in a cab. 147 00:11:05.534 --> 00:11:06.927 - Look at what I found! 148 00:11:06.927 --> 00:11:08.755 - Whoa [laughs]! 149 00:11:08.755 --> 00:11:09.799 Awesome. 150 00:11:11.235 --> 00:11:11.932 This room is crazy. 151 00:11:13.411 --> 00:11:15.718 - Hm. - What's all this stuff? 152 00:11:15.718 --> 00:11:16.937 - Oh, just classic dad replacement shit. 153 00:11:16.937 --> 00:11:18.416 - Oh, okay. 154 00:11:21.202 --> 00:11:22.464 - I'm kidding, I'm kidding. - Oh [laughs]. 155 00:11:22.464 --> 00:11:22.899 - No, it came fully furnished, so. 156 00:11:22.899 --> 00:11:24.945 - Okay. 157 00:11:24.945 --> 00:11:27.077 Nice. 158 00:11:27.077 --> 00:11:28.035 - Mm hm [gasps], you want a cigar? 159 00:11:28.035 --> 00:11:28.644 - [Patrick] No, I'm good. 160 00:11:31.734 --> 00:11:33.083 - No? 161 00:11:33.083 --> 00:11:33.867 Suit yourself. 162 00:11:33.867 --> 00:11:34.694 [Billie inhales] 163 00:11:34.694 --> 00:11:36.260 [Patrick sighs] 164 00:11:45.661 --> 00:11:50.013 What's that? 165 00:11:50.013 --> 00:11:52.102 - That is for you. 166 00:11:52.102 --> 00:11:52.973 Happy birthday. 167 00:11:55.149 --> 00:11:55.889 [Billie chuckles] 168 00:11:58.935 --> 00:12:01.242 - Thank you. 169 00:12:01.242 --> 00:12:01.764 - Can I not get another hug? 170 00:12:03.897 --> 00:12:05.855 [Billie scoffs] 171 00:12:05.855 --> 00:12:06.769 - Hug him. 172 00:12:10.555 --> 00:12:14.908 - Okay, fuck it, let's open it. Come on. 173 00:12:14.908 --> 00:12:15.822 - Wait, wait, wait! 174 00:12:17.519 --> 00:12:18.868 Okay, wait, wait. - What? 175 00:12:18.868 --> 00:12:19.390 - Can you get a boom? - Okay. 176 00:12:21.958 --> 00:12:23.525 Um... 177 00:12:25.962 --> 00:12:27.007 - What? 178 00:12:29.400 --> 00:12:30.053 - [Patrick] Nothing, come on, are we ready? 179 00:12:30.053 --> 00:12:31.359 - Okay. - All right. 180 00:12:31.359 --> 00:12:32.316 One, two, three, go! [cork pops] 181 00:12:32.316 --> 00:12:34.362 [Patrick laughs] [Billie laughs] 182 00:12:34.362 --> 00:12:36.712 Awesome. 183 00:12:36.712 --> 00:12:37.887 - Okay, thank you. 184 00:12:37.887 --> 00:12:42.283 - Fuck! 185 00:12:42.283 --> 00:12:43.632 Pat? - Hm? 186 00:12:43.632 --> 00:12:45.373 - My face. 187 00:12:45.373 --> 00:12:45.852 - Tried to tell you [exhales]. 188 00:12:47.636 --> 00:12:49.290 [liquid splashing] 189 00:12:54.121 --> 00:12:57.428 [water splashing] [gentle music] 190 00:13:14.010 --> 00:13:17.579 [doorbell rings] 191 00:13:18.449 --> 00:13:19.711 [Patrick laughs] 192 00:13:19.711 --> 00:13:20.930 Ta da! 193 00:13:21.670 --> 00:13:22.584 [Priya squeals] 194 00:13:22.584 --> 00:13:23.890 - Hi [laughs]! 195 00:13:23.890 --> 00:13:24.891 - We're drowning in here. 196 00:13:24.891 --> 00:13:27.284 - Oh. 197 00:13:27.284 --> 00:13:27.632 My God, what the hell are you wearing? 198 00:13:27.632 --> 00:13:30.548 - What? 199 00:13:30.548 --> 00:13:31.201 - Jesus, what is this place? 200 00:13:31.201 --> 00:13:33.377 - Yeah, yeah. 201 00:13:33.377 --> 00:13:34.074 Yeah. - Ah! 202 00:13:35.815 --> 00:13:37.555 It's so good to see you. - Oh, it is. 203 00:13:37.555 --> 00:13:38.905 - Oh my God, where's, where's Kelly? 204 00:13:38.905 --> 00:13:41.951 Kelly? 205 00:13:41.951 --> 00:13:42.560 - She couldn't make it 'cause of work. 206 00:13:42.560 --> 00:13:44.736 - Oh, bummer. 207 00:13:44.736 --> 00:13:45.781 Well, I will be damned if this weekend is not fun. 208 00:13:45.781 --> 00:13:48.218 I only get like three days off a year. 209 00:13:48.915 --> 00:13:50.438 - Three? 210 00:13:53.397 --> 00:13:55.269 Yeah, that's not legal. 211 00:13:55.269 --> 00:13:56.444 You should know that. - Well, I like to take three. 212 00:13:56.444 --> 00:13:58.098 - Okay. - Where is she? 213 00:13:58.098 --> 00:13:59.186 Hey, hey, hey, hey! 214 00:13:59.186 --> 00:14:01.449 Oh, look at you! 215 00:14:01.449 --> 00:14:02.537 Look at this place [laughs]! 216 00:14:02.537 --> 00:14:04.887 Oh my God! 217 00:14:04.887 --> 00:14:05.975 Man, writer's life looks good on you. 218 00:14:05.975 --> 00:14:07.368 Guys, gang is all back together! 219 00:14:08.804 --> 00:14:11.111 Oh, hey. 220 00:14:13.243 --> 00:14:13.983 - Hey. - Oh. 221 00:14:14.897 --> 00:14:17.334 - Hi. - Hey. 222 00:14:17.334 --> 00:14:18.031 - Patrick. - Nice to meet you. 223 00:14:18.031 --> 00:14:19.032 - [Patrick] Yeah. 224 00:14:19.032 --> 00:14:19.902 - What, I thought you guys met? 225 00:14:19.902 --> 00:14:20.424 - [Patrick and River] No. 226 00:14:20.424 --> 00:14:21.425 - No? 227 00:14:21.425 --> 00:14:22.557 - Hey. - What's up? 228 00:14:22.557 --> 00:14:23.166 - Happy birthday, Billie. 229 00:14:23.166 --> 00:14:23.950 Nice to see you. 230 00:14:23.950 --> 00:14:25.603 - Yes! 231 00:14:25.603 --> 00:14:26.735 Okay, welcome to the birthday... 232 00:14:26.735 --> 00:14:28.737 - Weekend. - Surprise weekend! 233 00:14:28.737 --> 00:14:32.436 - Woo! 234 00:14:32.436 --> 00:14:32.741 [gentle music] [water splashing] 235 00:14:41.271 --> 00:14:45.014 [Billie exhales] 236 00:14:46.146 --> 00:14:49.627 Your message was so dramatic. 237 00:14:49.627 --> 00:14:50.846 - Okay, but I mean, this big house aside, though. 238 00:14:50.846 --> 00:14:51.673 Don't you think? - Yeah? 239 00:14:52.413 --> 00:14:53.805 - Yeah. 240 00:14:53.805 --> 00:14:54.937 - So? 241 00:14:54.937 --> 00:14:56.852 - So, so... 242 00:14:56.852 --> 00:14:58.332 - So that's why we're here isn't it? 243 00:14:58.332 --> 00:15:00.247 - Mm hm. - God, just act normal. 244 00:15:00.247 --> 00:15:02.597 You're making me anxious. 245 00:15:02.597 --> 00:15:03.119 What is Kelly feeding you these days? 246 00:15:03.119 --> 00:15:04.686 - What? 247 00:15:05.948 --> 00:15:06.775 I'm normal, you act normal. 248 00:15:06.775 --> 00:15:07.515 - This is so disgusting. 249 00:15:08.995 --> 00:15:10.692 Oh my God. 250 00:15:11.432 --> 00:15:13.303 I can't. 251 00:15:13.303 --> 00:15:14.739 [Billie panting] [pensive music] 252 00:15:14.739 --> 00:15:17.003 [objects rustling] [pensive music] 253 00:15:29.319 --> 00:15:33.758 - Oh, fuck. 254 00:15:33.758 --> 00:15:34.672 [Billie inhales] 255 00:15:36.326 --> 00:15:38.241 [Billie exhales] 256 00:15:38.241 --> 00:15:40.461 [solemn music] 257 00:15:49.035 --> 00:15:52.473 I really, I really appreciate this... 258 00:15:54.866 --> 00:15:56.607 I really, I think this weekend, great idea. 259 00:15:59.784 --> 00:16:03.353 Great, great, great, great, great, yeah. 260 00:16:03.353 --> 00:16:04.528 I really, I think this has been... 261 00:16:06.008 --> 00:16:08.750 I think maybe... 262 00:16:10.317 --> 00:16:11.492 You shit hole. 263 00:16:13.842 --> 00:16:15.757 Just fuck off. 264 00:16:16.714 --> 00:16:18.325 [Billie sighs] 265 00:16:21.458 --> 00:16:24.505 - There's a million condiments in here. 266 00:16:24.505 --> 00:16:27.160 Not a fucking thing to put them on. 267 00:16:27.160 --> 00:16:28.161 You'd think she could afford some fucking food. 268 00:16:28.161 --> 00:16:29.771 - [Patrick] Birthday girl! 269 00:16:31.425 --> 00:16:31.773 - You eat anything other than Chinese food? 270 00:16:33.122 --> 00:16:36.386 - Oh! 271 00:16:36.386 --> 00:16:36.908 Did you drink all this? 272 00:16:36.908 --> 00:16:39.520 - No. 273 00:16:39.520 --> 00:16:40.260 - [Priya] Did you go to the store to buy that one pineapple? 274 00:16:40.260 --> 00:16:42.305 - No, I ordered it. 275 00:16:42.305 --> 00:16:43.567 - What do you mean you ordered it? 276 00:16:43.567 --> 00:16:45.178 - Like on app, I ordered it. 277 00:16:45.178 --> 00:16:45.787 - Just the one pineapple? 278 00:16:47.223 --> 00:16:49.443 - What? 279 00:16:49.443 --> 00:16:49.921 I was craving pineapple. 280 00:16:49.921 --> 00:16:51.010 - Okay. 281 00:16:52.924 --> 00:16:53.751 [engine rumbling] [upbeat music] 282 00:16:53.751 --> 00:16:57.320 ♪ You steppin' on my toes ♪ 283 00:16:57.320 --> 00:17:01.629 ♪ You trippin' at my feet ♪ 284 00:17:01.629 --> 00:17:06.199 ♪ Coordinate with ground control ♪ 285 00:17:06.199 --> 00:17:09.550 ♪ Spill our brains into the streets ♪ 286 00:17:09.550 --> 00:17:12.814 ♪ Anxiety grows ♪ 287 00:17:14.120 --> 00:17:18.472 ♪ This shame was deplete ♪ 288 00:17:18.472 --> 00:17:21.823 ♪ The ski mosquito ♪ 289 00:17:23.564 --> 00:17:26.262 ♪ Keeps you scratchin' for my leave ♪ 290 00:17:29.091 --> 00:17:31.311 ♪ Why'd you have to go and put me out ♪ 291 00:17:34.009 --> 00:17:37.708 ♪ Why'd you have to go and put me out ♪ 292 00:17:37.708 --> 00:17:41.799 ♪ 'Cause we had the magic ♪ 293 00:17:41.799 --> 00:17:44.585 ♪ Then we made a big fuss ♪ 294 00:17:44.585 --> 00:17:46.108 ♪ So we lost the magic ♪ 295 00:17:46.108 --> 00:17:47.849 ♪ Tragic, oh ♪ 296 00:17:49.677 --> 00:17:50.591 Haven't you learned that you can't eat cereal 297 00:17:53.985 --> 00:17:55.683 for every meal yet? 298 00:17:55.683 --> 00:17:56.510 - Haven't you learned that being 299 00:17:58.294 --> 00:17:58.729 a vegan doesn't erase all the party drugs you've done? 300 00:18:00.253 --> 00:18:01.080 [Billie gasps] 301 00:18:04.431 --> 00:18:06.128 Hey, whoa! 302 00:18:06.128 --> 00:18:06.302 You're gonna squish all the chips. 303 00:18:06.302 --> 00:18:08.304 - Good. 304 00:18:10.524 --> 00:18:11.264 [engines rumbling] 305 00:18:13.179 --> 00:18:14.832 - [Billie] Okay, love you, bye. 306 00:18:17.531 --> 00:18:20.534 - Yeah, thanks, Billie. 307 00:18:20.534 --> 00:18:21.274 [engines rumbling] 308 00:18:27.932 --> 00:18:32.154 [cellphone chimes] 309 00:18:32.154 --> 00:18:34.678 [cart rattling] 310 00:18:34.678 --> 00:18:38.856 Pat, what the hell? 311 00:18:38.856 --> 00:18:39.118 You bought enough booze for a small army. 312 00:18:41.511 --> 00:18:43.296 - It's not. [Billie laughs] 313 00:18:43.296 --> 00:18:45.167 What? 314 00:18:45.167 --> 00:18:47.778 - Why did you buy so much booze? 315 00:18:47.778 --> 00:18:48.257 She's not even supposed to be drinking. 316 00:18:48.257 --> 00:18:50.955 - Why not? 317 00:18:50.955 --> 00:18:51.608 You said, you said we were supposed to act normal, 'kay? 318 00:18:51.608 --> 00:18:53.915 This is normal for Billie. 319 00:18:56.309 --> 00:18:57.092 [engine rumbling] 320 00:19:02.967 --> 00:19:03.403 - [Priya] That's like the opposite purpose of a shake. 321 00:19:07.972 --> 00:19:09.844 - You can make the whole meal outta chips, though. 322 00:19:09.844 --> 00:19:11.411 Like if you do to put... - What? 323 00:19:11.411 --> 00:19:13.239 - Like an appetizer chip. 324 00:19:13.239 --> 00:19:14.718 - Yeah, but what about - I eat chips everyday. 325 00:19:14.718 --> 00:19:15.763 - Like the health... - What do you mean? 326 00:19:15.763 --> 00:19:16.590 - Happy birthday! - Holy shit! 327 00:19:16.590 --> 00:19:17.199 - [Priya] Oh my gosh! 328 00:19:17.199 --> 00:19:18.983 - Christ, Karen! 329 00:19:18.983 --> 00:19:20.333 - I thought I would do a little, you know [chuckles]? 330 00:19:20.333 --> 00:19:21.943 - Hi. - Hey [chuckles]. 331 00:19:24.293 --> 00:19:24.946 - A little warning might've been nice. 332 00:19:26.426 --> 00:19:27.296 - Are you okay? - A little warning? 333 00:19:28.384 --> 00:19:29.907 I'm pretty sure that's literally 334 00:19:29.907 --> 00:19:31.170 the opposite of a surprise. 335 00:19:31.170 --> 00:19:33.302 - Double surprise. 336 00:19:33.302 --> 00:19:34.608 - Where's the kid? 337 00:19:34.608 --> 00:19:36.131 - Oh, she's with Mom. 338 00:19:36.131 --> 00:19:36.914 - Oh God, she's not coming is she? 339 00:19:36.914 --> 00:19:39.439 - No. 340 00:19:39.439 --> 00:19:40.396 - Thank fuck for that at least. 341 00:19:40.396 --> 00:19:41.267 [Karen sighs] 342 00:19:43.399 --> 00:19:43.965 - Thanks for getting all these. 343 00:19:45.227 --> 00:19:46.750 - [Priya] Yeah, no problem. 344 00:19:46.750 --> 00:19:48.012 - Sorry [laughs]. - It's okay. 345 00:19:48.012 --> 00:19:50.276 [Priya sighs] 346 00:19:50.276 --> 00:19:53.714 [Priya groans] 347 00:19:53.714 --> 00:19:54.541 I just, I don't even feel like I know who she is anymore. 348 00:20:01.243 --> 00:20:02.157 - I don't know. 349 00:20:07.684 --> 00:20:09.860 Maybe she doesn't really know who she is anymore. 350 00:20:11.949 --> 00:20:12.820 [gentle music] 351 00:20:19.392 --> 00:20:23.613 [Priya sighs] 352 00:20:23.613 --> 00:20:24.484 [Patrick sighs] 353 00:20:28.662 --> 00:20:32.666 [cellphone chiming] [water splashing] 354 00:20:32.666 --> 00:20:34.972 [solemn music] 355 00:20:45.374 --> 00:20:49.639 [Karen sighs] 356 00:20:49.639 --> 00:20:50.466 [solemn music] 357 00:21:11.095 --> 00:21:15.361 [books thuds] 358 00:21:15.361 --> 00:21:16.231 [solemn music] 359 00:21:34.380 --> 00:21:39.341 [Karen sighs] 360 00:21:39.341 --> 00:21:40.864 - Okay, is everyone ready for our walk? 361 00:21:40.864 --> 00:21:42.823 What are we looking at? 362 00:21:42.823 --> 00:21:43.476 - That fucking phone. 363 00:21:44.999 --> 00:21:45.869 You know what? 364 00:21:48.307 --> 00:21:49.917 I'm done. 365 00:21:49.917 --> 00:21:51.092 - [Patrick] What are you doing, Priya? 366 00:21:51.092 --> 00:21:52.180 - [Karen] Oh! Oh, no, no, no, - Hey! 367 00:21:52.180 --> 00:21:53.573 - [Karen] I wouldn't say anything. 368 00:21:53.573 --> 00:21:54.356 - We're gonna go for a walk, you wanna come? 369 00:21:54.356 --> 00:21:55.575 - Yeah, sounds good. 370 00:21:57.881 --> 00:21:58.578 - Okay, great, let's go. 371 00:22:00.362 --> 00:22:00.580 - What are you doing? - Let's go. 372 00:22:02.495 --> 00:22:03.974 Oh, oh, she moves. - Priya! 373 00:22:03.974 --> 00:22:06.020 - Really? - Stop it. 374 00:22:06.020 --> 00:22:07.717 - Look at those blue eyes. 375 00:22:07.717 --> 00:22:08.675 I haven't seen them all day. - Priya, give it back. 376 00:22:08.675 --> 00:22:10.329 - You can't live a second 377 00:22:10.329 --> 00:22:11.939 without this thing? - Give it back. 378 00:22:11.939 --> 00:22:12.809 - Oh, is this what you want? - Give me the phone. 379 00:22:12.809 --> 00:22:13.854 [Billie screams] [Priya screams] 380 00:22:13.854 --> 00:22:15.290 [water splashing] 381 00:22:15.290 --> 00:22:17.379 - Oh my God! 382 00:22:19.425 --> 00:22:20.295 Fucking idiot! 383 00:22:21.514 --> 00:22:22.210 - I got it, I got it! 384 00:22:24.430 --> 00:22:25.126 - You've gotta - My God, 385 00:22:26.954 --> 00:22:27.171 - be fucking kidding me. - You were supposed to... 386 00:22:27.171 --> 00:22:28.999 Billie! 387 00:22:30.697 --> 00:22:31.524 [Priya sighs] 388 00:22:33.961 --> 00:22:34.788 - Smooth move, Sensei. 389 00:22:35.615 --> 00:22:36.529 [water splashing] 390 00:22:37.225 --> 00:22:39.445 - Wait. 391 00:22:41.621 --> 00:22:42.361 So fuckin' stupid. 392 00:22:43.405 --> 00:22:44.188 [water splashing] 393 00:22:48.584 --> 00:22:52.153 [Karen chuckles] 394 00:22:53.372 --> 00:22:53.937 - Wow, that is pretty cool. 395 00:22:53.937 --> 00:22:54.982 Okay, okay, I love you. 396 00:22:57.158 --> 00:22:57.811 I love you so much [kissing]. 397 00:22:58.464 --> 00:22:59.813 Miss you. 398 00:23:00.683 --> 00:23:01.380 Mom, it is so late. 399 00:23:04.557 --> 00:23:05.296 Why is she still up? 400 00:23:07.647 --> 00:23:08.169 Oh no, she's gonna be completely thrown off tomorrow, 401 00:23:08.169 --> 00:23:09.039 just you wait. 402 00:23:11.172 --> 00:23:11.390 I know, I know and I appreciate it, I do. 403 00:23:12.956 --> 00:23:14.523 It's going pretty well I think. 404 00:23:18.048 --> 00:23:20.616 As well as could be expected I guess. 405 00:23:20.616 --> 00:23:21.965 Okay. 406 00:23:24.403 --> 00:23:25.360 Yep, I'll keep you posted. 407 00:23:25.360 --> 00:23:26.840 Love you, too. 408 00:23:27.536 --> 00:23:28.407 [Karen exhales] 409 00:23:31.758 --> 00:23:32.498 [kettle whistling] 410 00:23:35.805 --> 00:23:39.461 - Babe, hot water. 411 00:23:47.338 --> 00:23:51.778 - I've been thinking. 412 00:23:51.778 --> 00:23:53.214 - Oh, have you? - Mm hm. 413 00:23:53.214 --> 00:23:55.129 - So dangerous. - I know. 414 00:23:55.129 --> 00:23:57.305 [Priya chuckles] [River chuckles] 415 00:23:57.305 --> 00:23:59.263 - What have you been thinking about? 416 00:23:59.263 --> 00:23:59.655 - I've been thinking that we should get lost. 417 00:24:04.878 --> 00:24:09.622 - You brought mushrooms? 418 00:24:09.622 --> 00:24:11.406 - Yeah, I thought we could do some bonding. 419 00:24:11.406 --> 00:24:12.581 - Babe, this is extremely inappropriate. 420 00:24:13.190 --> 00:24:15.236 - Why? 421 00:24:16.019 --> 00:24:16.542 What? 422 00:24:16.542 --> 00:24:17.673 Hey. 423 00:24:17.673 --> 00:24:18.979 - Hey. 424 00:24:18.979 --> 00:24:19.719 You want some tea? 425 00:24:21.416 --> 00:24:22.461 Or milk? 426 00:24:25.464 --> 00:24:27.378 Water? 427 00:24:27.378 --> 00:24:28.118 Bill, listen, I'm... 428 00:24:29.859 --> 00:24:31.034 - I believe the word you're looking for is sorry. 429 00:24:33.776 --> 00:24:34.864 - Put that shit away. 430 00:24:38.172 --> 00:24:39.652 [River gasps] 431 00:24:39.652 --> 00:24:41.175 [gentle music] 432 00:24:48.574 --> 00:24:52.839 [Billie sighs] 433 00:24:52.839 --> 00:24:53.666 [gentle music] 434 00:25:13.555 --> 00:25:17.124 [birds chirping] 435 00:25:21.824 --> 00:25:25.306 [Billie groans] 436 00:25:26.263 --> 00:25:28.309 [upbeat music] 437 00:25:34.837 --> 00:25:38.319 [Karen sighs] 438 00:25:39.712 --> 00:25:40.582 - Hey. - Eggs, I'm makin' eggs. 439 00:25:40.582 --> 00:25:42.018 Everyone likes eggs, right? 440 00:25:42.018 --> 00:25:43.846 - [Patrick] I do. 441 00:25:43.846 --> 00:25:44.891 - Okay. - How'd you sleep? 442 00:25:44.891 --> 00:25:46.501 - How should I make them? 443 00:25:46.501 --> 00:25:47.850 Poached, scrambled, sunny side up, frittata? 444 00:25:47.850 --> 00:25:49.330 - Poached easy? - Not really. 445 00:25:50.374 --> 00:25:52.855 - Whatever's easy. 446 00:25:52.855 --> 00:25:54.204 - No, whatever's special. 447 00:25:54.204 --> 00:25:54.901 Whatever makes her feel special today. 448 00:25:54.901 --> 00:25:57.947 Okay, I'm doin' poached. 449 00:25:57.947 --> 00:25:58.644 Let's just hope she doesn't sleep in and miss all the eggs. 450 00:25:58.644 --> 00:26:01.690 [Priya exhales] 451 00:26:01.690 --> 00:26:02.473 - Hey. 452 00:26:02.473 --> 00:26:03.779 Bellini? 453 00:26:03.779 --> 00:26:04.650 Anyone, Bellini? - Hey. 454 00:26:04.650 --> 00:26:05.433 - I'm gonna make one 'cause I... 455 00:26:05.433 --> 00:26:07.478 - Good morning. 456 00:26:07.478 --> 00:26:08.262 - Oo, early. 457 00:26:08.262 --> 00:26:09.480 - Morning! 458 00:26:09.480 --> 00:26:10.786 - I'm makin' eggs! 459 00:26:10.786 --> 00:26:12.048 - Thrilling. 460 00:26:12.048 --> 00:26:12.788 [water splashing] 461 00:26:14.921 --> 00:26:16.270 - Oh, I'm vegan. 462 00:26:19.621 --> 00:26:20.927 Just for future reference. 463 00:26:20.927 --> 00:26:22.102 [Billie chuckles] 464 00:26:24.626 --> 00:26:28.108 - I love eggs. 465 00:26:28.108 --> 00:26:29.196 [water splashing] 466 00:26:31.807 --> 00:26:33.853 [Priya screaming] 467 00:26:33.853 --> 00:26:35.594 - Are you kidding me? - There's some snacks 468 00:26:35.594 --> 00:26:37.726 over here. 469 00:26:37.726 --> 00:26:39.510 - I can't reach. - Kelly doesn't mind that? 470 00:26:39.510 --> 00:26:40.033 - [Patrick] This is a totally normal amount of chest pecs. 471 00:26:41.251 --> 00:26:43.427 [all chuckling] 472 00:26:43.427 --> 00:26:44.037 [Karen speaking in foreign language] 473 00:26:45.125 --> 00:26:49.303 - Oh, Mom says hi by the way. 474 00:26:49.303 --> 00:26:49.825 - Mm, yeah, I bet she does. 475 00:26:52.959 --> 00:26:53.699 - So, how are you? 476 00:26:58.791 --> 00:27:01.576 - I mean, yeah, I can't complain can I? 477 00:27:01.576 --> 00:27:02.708 - Livin' the dream out here. - Hm. 478 00:27:03.839 --> 00:27:04.971 - And your writing's going well? 479 00:27:08.365 --> 00:27:09.236 - [Billie] Fuck yeah, yeah. 480 00:27:12.587 --> 00:27:13.066 - And you're like takin' your meds and all that? 481 00:27:16.504 --> 00:27:17.461 Oh my God. 482 00:27:20.943 --> 00:27:23.119 You are so disgusting. 483 00:27:23.119 --> 00:27:24.730 - It's good when you put the whole thing in your mouth. 484 00:27:24.730 --> 00:27:26.688 - Was it good? 485 00:27:26.688 --> 00:27:27.689 - Yeah. 486 00:27:27.689 --> 00:27:28.690 - Mm. 487 00:27:31.998 --> 00:27:33.173 That's pretty good. - Oh, 488 00:27:33.173 --> 00:27:33.695 you're full of yourself aren't ya? 489 00:27:33.695 --> 00:27:35.741 [Karen chuckles] 490 00:27:35.741 --> 00:27:37.656 - [Karen] I made eggs. 491 00:27:37.656 --> 00:27:38.831 [crickets chirping] 492 00:27:38.831 --> 00:27:39.353 ♪ You can buy my company ♪ 493 00:27:44.837 --> 00:27:47.753 - [Patrick] Cocktail of the hour is going to be a martini, 494 00:27:48.884 --> 00:27:50.756 dry. 495 00:27:53.106 --> 00:27:55.151 Extra olives. 496 00:27:55.151 --> 00:27:55.630 ♪ First thing, I let you down ♪ 497 00:27:58.154 --> 00:28:00.940 ♪ When you bad that I got you ♪ 498 00:28:00.940 --> 00:28:03.986 - [Priya] I like these [laughs]. 499 00:28:03.986 --> 00:28:06.859 ♪ Can you not make a sound ♪ 500 00:28:06.859 --> 00:28:08.730 - Oh my God, you have to see [speaking faintly]. 501 00:28:08.730 --> 00:28:10.906 - [Karen] It's so good. 502 00:28:10.906 --> 00:28:12.908 - Damn girl! - Right? 503 00:28:12.908 --> 00:28:14.127 - [Priya] Woo! 504 00:28:14.127 --> 00:28:15.041 ♪ But I get so jealous of ♪ 505 00:28:15.041 --> 00:28:17.957 ♪ The way that they look ♪ 506 00:28:17.957 --> 00:28:19.349 ♪ The way that they walk ♪ 507 00:28:19.349 --> 00:28:21.874 ♪ And not what I have ♪ 508 00:28:21.874 --> 00:28:23.353 - Hey, you good? ♪ And I can force you to allow ♪ 509 00:28:23.353 --> 00:28:24.485 ♪ What I promise you ♪ 510 00:28:25.355 --> 00:28:27.053 Bill, you good? 511 00:28:27.053 --> 00:28:28.445 - Yeah, oh yeah. 512 00:28:28.445 --> 00:28:31.144 Yeah. 513 00:28:31.144 --> 00:28:32.493 - Genuinely, can you imagine being raided on that shit? 514 00:28:32.493 --> 00:28:33.494 - They are not raiding, they're citizens. 515 00:28:34.974 --> 00:28:36.323 - You guys need me to do anything? 516 00:28:36.323 --> 00:28:38.847 - Yeah, you can chop that. 517 00:28:38.847 --> 00:28:39.718 - Do you mind? 518 00:28:42.111 --> 00:28:43.809 - They are? 519 00:28:43.809 --> 00:28:44.418 It's literally called a social credit system. 520 00:28:44.418 --> 00:28:46.725 - Oh, yeah. 521 00:28:46.725 --> 00:28:48.291 Karen, you should totally move to China. 522 00:28:48.291 --> 00:28:48.944 I think single mom would rank really high in that system. 523 00:28:48.944 --> 00:28:52.687 - Ha ha, Billie. 524 00:28:52.687 --> 00:28:54.123 Very funny tonight. 525 00:28:54.123 --> 00:28:57.518 [gentle guitar music] [steak sizzling] 526 00:29:08.834 --> 00:29:13.316 - When Priya asked me to come 527 00:29:13.316 --> 00:29:14.796 to this surprise birthday party 528 00:29:14.796 --> 00:29:15.623 this wasn't exactly what I was expecting. 529 00:29:15.623 --> 00:29:17.146 [steak sizzling] 530 00:29:20.062 --> 00:29:20.497 - I won't lie to you. I have no idea what we're doing. 531 00:29:24.719 --> 00:29:25.981 I wish we could go back, you know? 532 00:29:29.028 --> 00:29:30.899 Or rewind or restart. 533 00:29:32.988 --> 00:29:34.990 - Yeah. 534 00:29:36.949 --> 00:29:37.688 We all have our toolbox. 535 00:29:38.777 --> 00:29:40.343 - I don't know what that means. 536 00:29:40.343 --> 00:29:42.302 - We all have our coping mechanisms. 537 00:29:42.302 --> 00:29:45.044 To fight the depression. 538 00:29:45.044 --> 00:29:45.609 - You think she's depressed? 539 00:29:49.048 --> 00:29:51.833 - Don't you? 540 00:29:51.833 --> 00:29:52.747 [steak sizzling] 541 00:29:54.749 --> 00:29:55.358 - So, so, what's my tool? 542 00:30:00.886 --> 00:30:02.409 - I don't know. 543 00:30:05.499 --> 00:30:06.543 I don't know you that well. 544 00:30:06.543 --> 00:30:07.414 - What's your first impression? 545 00:30:07.414 --> 00:30:08.545 - Okay. 546 00:30:12.680 --> 00:30:16.510 Well, I think you're really nice, 547 00:30:16.510 --> 00:30:18.425 and I think you make Billie feel really safe. 548 00:30:20.209 --> 00:30:22.429 Maybe you enable her a little bit. 549 00:30:24.431 --> 00:30:25.432 - Enable. 550 00:30:28.000 --> 00:30:28.739 That's kinda shitty. 551 00:30:33.614 --> 00:30:37.400 - And it is like a continuing ongoing cycle. 552 00:30:37.400 --> 00:30:41.013 Like, can we not find a way 553 00:30:41.013 --> 00:30:42.841 to sustain ourselves without eating meat? 554 00:30:42.841 --> 00:30:44.277 - Priya, stop tryin' to recruit my sister to the dark side. 555 00:30:44.277 --> 00:30:45.626 - You good with those veggies or? 556 00:30:46.627 --> 00:30:47.628 - Yeah. - Good. 557 00:30:48.716 --> 00:30:49.456 Killin' it [laughs]. 558 00:30:50.936 --> 00:30:53.460 Great. 559 00:30:53.460 --> 00:30:54.200 - [Patrick] And what's yours? 560 00:30:54.200 --> 00:30:54.940 - [River] My tool? 561 00:30:55.941 --> 00:30:57.986 - [Patrick] Mm hm. 562 00:30:57.986 --> 00:30:59.248 - I use psychedelics to get to the core 563 00:30:59.248 --> 00:31:01.381 of what's really going on. 564 00:31:01.381 --> 00:31:02.643 I like to face my demons. 565 00:31:02.643 --> 00:31:03.122 Look 'em straight in the eye. 566 00:31:06.255 --> 00:31:07.430 [Patrick chuckles] 567 00:31:07.430 --> 00:31:08.649 - Okay. 568 00:31:08.649 --> 00:31:09.737 Why? 569 00:31:11.304 --> 00:31:12.131 - Because I was depressed. 570 00:31:12.131 --> 00:31:13.132 - Wow. 571 00:31:16.700 --> 00:31:17.397 - Yeah, I was completely different person 572 00:31:17.397 --> 00:31:18.877 from who I am now. 573 00:31:18.877 --> 00:31:21.053 I was paranoid, frightened, delusional. 574 00:31:21.053 --> 00:31:25.622 I locked myself away in my house for months, 575 00:31:25.622 --> 00:31:28.843 and my mom got so scared she came 576 00:31:28.843 --> 00:31:29.975 to check on me and I was cruel to her. 577 00:31:32.803 --> 00:31:34.457 It was like I completely dissociated 578 00:31:37.591 --> 00:31:37.939 from anything or anyone that loved me. 579 00:31:42.726 --> 00:31:46.992 - So, you went and you took drugs to try to get past that? 580 00:31:46.992 --> 00:31:50.821 - No, I went and I took psychedelics 581 00:31:50.821 --> 00:31:52.998 to try and dislodge that idea from 582 00:31:52.998 --> 00:31:54.042 my head that the world was out to get me 583 00:31:55.130 --> 00:31:55.696 and that there was no hope. 584 00:31:57.654 --> 00:32:02.790 The first time I did mushrooms, 585 00:32:02.790 --> 00:32:05.053 I was staring at this spider in its web 586 00:32:05.053 --> 00:32:07.099 and it was like I understood the universe 587 00:32:07.099 --> 00:32:10.189 in its entirety in that moment, you know? 588 00:32:10.189 --> 00:32:13.583 It's hard to explain [laughs]. 589 00:32:13.583 --> 00:32:13.975 - [Karen] Hey, are those steaks almost ready? 590 00:32:16.412 --> 00:32:17.936 - [Patrick] Yep, comin' right up. 591 00:32:17.936 --> 00:32:19.807 - Perfect. 592 00:32:19.807 --> 00:32:20.590 [steaks sizzling] 593 00:32:23.985 --> 00:32:28.729 Okay, are you good with those veggies? 594 00:32:28.729 --> 00:32:29.773 I could just do the rest really quick 595 00:32:29.773 --> 00:32:30.861 if you want? - Jesus, Karen. 596 00:32:30.861 --> 00:32:33.255 You know what? 597 00:32:33.255 --> 00:32:34.822 I'm gonna go set the table and you can come redo 598 00:32:34.822 --> 00:32:35.779 it in five minutes, okay? [fingers snapping] 599 00:32:35.779 --> 00:32:36.867 How's that sound? 600 00:32:36.867 --> 00:32:37.912 Great. 601 00:32:39.566 --> 00:32:40.045 - Yeah, these are kind of a thick, messed up cut. 602 00:32:40.784 --> 00:32:45.093 - Right? 603 00:32:45.093 --> 00:32:45.964 [Karen sighs] 604 00:32:49.315 --> 00:32:49.750 [gentle music] [all chattering] 605 00:32:57.714 --> 00:32:58.237 - [Priya] Just don't crazy. 606 00:33:03.590 --> 00:33:06.027 - [Karen] Oh, you have a match, great. 607 00:33:06.027 --> 00:33:07.159 - [Billie] Do you want these on the table? 608 00:33:07.159 --> 00:33:08.377 ♪ Whole other world ♪ 609 00:33:08.377 --> 00:33:10.118 - [Karen] Do you want some peppers? 610 00:33:12.077 --> 00:33:14.905 ♪ Dream of sky ♪ 611 00:33:14.905 --> 00:33:19.258 ♪ Drink a lot ♪ 612 00:33:19.258 --> 00:33:20.520 And I'll take some of the [speaking faintly] as well. 613 00:33:20.520 --> 00:33:21.434 - Salad? - Yes, please. 614 00:33:22.913 --> 00:33:24.306 ♪ Fallen like divine intervention ♪ 615 00:33:24.306 --> 00:33:25.786 - Would you like some salad? - Bill, could you 616 00:33:26.700 --> 00:33:28.832 get a corkscrew? 617 00:33:28.832 --> 00:33:29.920 - Yeah, are you sure you trust me with one of those? 618 00:33:29.920 --> 00:33:31.705 - Do you want some salad? - Yeah. 619 00:33:34.055 --> 00:33:35.448 - Do you want some rice? - Yes, thank you. 620 00:33:35.448 --> 00:33:37.537 ♪ It's our favorite, baby ♪ 621 00:33:41.323 --> 00:33:44.065 ♪ It's our favorite, baby ♪ 622 00:33:47.373 --> 00:33:49.462 ♪ Grab hold, it's so easy ♪ - I just don't see the point. 623 00:33:52.117 --> 00:33:55.903 They say the Earth is gonna be gone, 624 00:33:55.903 --> 00:33:57.905 like explode in 50 years. - Not explode, 625 00:33:57.905 --> 00:33:59.428 more like be swallowed by the sun. 626 00:33:59.428 --> 00:34:01.822 - So uplifting. 627 00:34:01.822 --> 00:34:04.085 - That is no reason to not have kids. 628 00:34:04.085 --> 00:34:06.218 I can tell you one thing with absolute certainty 629 00:34:06.218 --> 00:34:07.784 that having kids is the most in love you will ever be. 630 00:34:07.784 --> 00:34:10.222 - Oh, yeah sometimes you're so in love 631 00:34:10.222 --> 00:34:10.744 you just walk out in the middle of the night. 632 00:34:10.744 --> 00:34:12.920 It's great. 633 00:34:12.920 --> 00:34:14.052 - Billie... - Wait, are you telling 634 00:34:14.052 --> 00:34:15.575 me that Kelly doesn't wanna have kids? 635 00:34:15.575 --> 00:34:17.620 'Cause that is not a thing. 636 00:34:17.620 --> 00:34:18.708 - We've yet to talk about that. 637 00:34:18.708 --> 00:34:22.147 - Thank you. 638 00:34:22.147 --> 00:34:22.756 Well, it's not easy I'll tell ya that. 639 00:34:22.756 --> 00:34:25.585 I did not think I would be 640 00:34:25.585 --> 00:34:25.933 a single mother with a toddler but somehow it's worth it. 641 00:34:25.933 --> 00:34:29.676 - Yeah. 642 00:34:29.676 --> 00:34:30.764 You're really takin' that becomin' 643 00:34:30.764 --> 00:34:31.591 a mom thing to the next level, hey? 644 00:34:31.591 --> 00:34:33.419 The whole sans dad life. 645 00:34:33.419 --> 00:34:35.769 - Sans dad? 646 00:34:35.769 --> 00:34:36.335 Is that French? - Mm. 647 00:34:36.335 --> 00:34:37.727 - Mm, okay. 648 00:34:37.727 --> 00:34:38.511 Just to be like super clear, 649 00:34:40.078 --> 00:34:41.209 how long are we gonna harp on my love life? 650 00:34:41.209 --> 00:34:42.428 - Mm, until it's not fun to harp on anymore. 651 00:34:42.428 --> 00:34:45.692 - Oh, okay. 652 00:34:45.692 --> 00:34:47.302 - How many kids do you have? 653 00:34:47.302 --> 00:34:49.565 - One, Lily. 654 00:34:49.565 --> 00:34:50.088 - Oh my gosh, that's such a beautiful name. 655 00:34:50.088 --> 00:34:52.525 I love that name. 656 00:34:52.525 --> 00:34:53.917 - Whoa, slow your ovaries babe. 657 00:34:53.917 --> 00:34:56.311 [all chuckling] 658 00:34:56.311 --> 00:34:57.007 - How old is she now? 659 00:35:00.054 --> 00:35:00.663 - Maybe you would know if you sent her a birthday card, 660 00:35:00.663 --> 00:35:03.057 and then added them all up. 661 00:35:03.057 --> 00:35:04.580 Or if you came and visited us [chuckles] ever. 662 00:35:04.580 --> 00:35:06.713 [Billie chuckles] [Karen laughing] 663 00:35:06.713 --> 00:35:09.890 Mm, what's up with you, Priya? 664 00:35:10.804 --> 00:35:13.633 Or both of you. 665 00:35:13.633 --> 00:35:14.808 How's... - Santa Fe? 666 00:35:14.808 --> 00:35:17.289 - Santa Fe. - Yeah, soon. 667 00:35:17.289 --> 00:35:18.028 We're going on a spiritual tour in my home van. 668 00:35:18.028 --> 00:35:20.727 - Oh, are we? 669 00:35:20.727 --> 00:35:23.033 - Well, I mean, I'm going. 670 00:35:23.033 --> 00:35:24.687 I'm trying to convince Priya to take 671 00:35:24.687 --> 00:35:25.862 some time off and join me but... 672 00:35:25.862 --> 00:35:27.342 [Patrick laughs] [River chuckles] 673 00:35:27.342 --> 00:35:28.909 - Good luck. 674 00:35:28.909 --> 00:35:30.650 - [River] It's a daily grind. 675 00:35:30.650 --> 00:35:31.390 - It is hard to find time to take time off. 676 00:35:31.390 --> 00:35:36.264 - Very. - So hard when 677 00:35:36.264 --> 00:35:37.178 - Mm hm, tell me about it. - You work for yourself 678 00:35:37.178 --> 00:35:37.831 and make your own schedule. 679 00:35:37.831 --> 00:35:38.919 It's so hard. 680 00:35:38.919 --> 00:35:39.789 It's so hard. 681 00:35:42.444 --> 00:35:42.705 - It's really nice to see you unwind, though, this weekend. 682 00:35:42.705 --> 00:35:45.404 - What? 683 00:35:45.404 --> 00:35:46.231 I'm not wound. 684 00:35:48.058 --> 00:35:48.363 - Oh, no? - No. 685 00:35:48.363 --> 00:35:50.670 - Okay. 686 00:35:50.670 --> 00:35:51.497 - [Patrick] What's that thing you used to do? 687 00:35:51.497 --> 00:35:52.280 - The what? - With the coke? 688 00:35:52.280 --> 00:35:54.064 - Oh my God! - What? 689 00:35:54.064 --> 00:35:55.153 - The coke in the abs. - No! 690 00:35:55.153 --> 00:35:57.155 - What? - Yes. 691 00:35:57.155 --> 00:35:59.200 - What? - No. 692 00:35:59.200 --> 00:35:59.983 - Yes, okay. - Yeah, what was it called? 693 00:35:59.983 --> 00:36:01.115 What's it called? - No. 694 00:36:01.115 --> 00:36:02.203 - Say it. - What's the name of it? 695 00:36:02.203 --> 00:36:03.117 - No one cares. - What was it called? 696 00:36:03.117 --> 00:36:03.509 What was it called? 697 00:36:03.509 --> 00:36:04.901 - Say it. 698 00:36:04.901 --> 00:36:05.989 - Donatella. 699 00:36:05.989 --> 00:36:07.730 [all laughing] 700 00:36:07.730 --> 00:36:08.427 - Oh my God, babe. - Ew, why is it called that? 701 00:36:08.427 --> 00:36:10.690 - So that the models, 702 00:36:10.690 --> 00:36:11.343 their noses wouldn't run on the runway. 703 00:36:11.343 --> 00:36:13.519 - What? - Yes. 704 00:36:13.519 --> 00:36:14.824 - Classy. - Oh my God. 705 00:36:14.824 --> 00:36:16.565 - Wow, that is so gross. - Babe, so classy. 706 00:36:16.565 --> 00:36:19.351 - Oh my God, you were such a mess. 707 00:36:19.351 --> 00:36:20.439 - Yeah, well it was another time, another life. 708 00:36:20.439 --> 00:36:24.660 - Oh, yeah. 709 00:36:24.660 --> 00:36:26.880 God, look at you now. 710 00:36:26.880 --> 00:36:27.185 Rubbin' knots outta athletes asses all day. 711 00:36:28.795 --> 00:36:31.319 Tell us, is the massage therapy, 712 00:36:32.973 --> 00:36:34.583 like clean living life as fulfilling as it sounds? 713 00:36:36.411 --> 00:36:37.804 - You know, I read your book. 714 00:36:44.245 --> 00:36:48.945 - Oh, really? 715 00:36:48.945 --> 00:36:51.252 - Yeah, front to back. - Oh. 716 00:36:51.252 --> 00:36:51.644 - [Patrick] I thought it was really good. 717 00:36:52.384 --> 00:36:53.211 - You read it? 718 00:36:54.995 --> 00:36:56.083 - Yeah. 719 00:36:57.606 --> 00:36:58.216 - Why didn't you tell me? 720 00:37:00.348 --> 00:37:00.870 - How's the second one coming? 721 00:37:02.655 --> 00:37:03.525 - Did you read my book? 722 00:37:06.441 --> 00:37:08.922 - Of course I read your book. 723 00:37:08.922 --> 00:37:09.183 - How come nobody told me they read my book? 724 00:37:12.230 --> 00:37:14.449 - I didn't read your book. 725 00:37:14.449 --> 00:37:15.276 - That's okay. 726 00:37:17.670 --> 00:37:18.192 - It must be really hard, hey? 727 00:37:19.889 --> 00:37:20.412 Trying to follow up that fucking thing. 728 00:37:20.412 --> 00:37:22.196 - Yeah. 729 00:37:22.196 --> 00:37:24.198 - [Karen] Yeah. 730 00:37:24.198 --> 00:37:24.677 - [Priya] You know what you should write is a mystery novel. 731 00:37:24.677 --> 00:37:26.026 - Yeah, a mystery. 732 00:37:27.636 --> 00:37:29.159 - It was kind of a mystery wasn't it? 733 00:37:29.159 --> 00:37:30.639 - Oh, my friend is married to a detective. 734 00:37:30.639 --> 00:37:32.337 - Yeah, and those things are always 735 00:37:35.035 --> 00:37:35.514 like high on the best sellers lists, right? 736 00:37:35.514 --> 00:37:37.603 - So was mine. 737 00:37:37.603 --> 00:37:39.257 - I think all she's saying is 738 00:37:39.257 --> 00:37:40.127 you could take a break from writing about your own life. 739 00:37:40.127 --> 00:37:41.694 - I mean, it was a fictional book. 740 00:37:42.434 --> 00:37:46.220 [Karen laughs] 741 00:37:46.220 --> 00:37:47.961 - Okay [laughs]. 742 00:37:49.963 --> 00:37:50.920 I'm sorry. 743 00:37:52.879 --> 00:37:53.575 - I'm sorry, is that what you got from the book? 744 00:37:53.575 --> 00:37:56.491 - You call it a fiction? 745 00:37:56.491 --> 00:37:57.579 - Yes. 746 00:37:59.842 --> 00:38:01.322 - Okay, well I guess that's one way 747 00:38:01.322 --> 00:38:02.454 of getting away with slandering your own family. 748 00:38:02.454 --> 00:38:04.064 - I'm just saying, it was just 749 00:38:05.631 --> 00:38:06.936 a little close to home. - Slandering? 750 00:38:06.936 --> 00:38:07.241 - Yeah, you kinda made us all sound terrible. 751 00:38:08.938 --> 00:38:10.505 - Well, it wasn't you, so. 752 00:38:10.505 --> 00:38:14.553 - Oh, right. 753 00:38:14.553 --> 00:38:15.554 I always, fiction, non fiction, fiction, not. 754 00:38:15.554 --> 00:38:17.556 It's like, which one's which? 755 00:38:17.556 --> 00:38:17.947 - Did you think I was slandering my family? 756 00:38:17.947 --> 00:38:19.427 - Me? 757 00:38:20.515 --> 00:38:21.734 Why is this directed at me? 758 00:38:21.734 --> 00:38:22.691 I'm sorry, I didn't think it was, 759 00:38:22.691 --> 00:38:23.170 I mean, it's not a secret, right? 760 00:38:25.781 --> 00:38:29.089 The book is about your dad? 761 00:38:30.133 --> 00:38:30.960 - Right [laughs]? 762 00:38:32.832 --> 00:38:33.485 - What did you think? 763 00:38:36.792 --> 00:38:37.140 - Well, wasn't it about your dad? 764 00:38:41.014 --> 00:38:41.928 - Wow, cool. 765 00:38:45.453 --> 00:38:47.194 Yeah, I mean, come on. 766 00:38:47.194 --> 00:38:47.847 Go on, tell me. - Well, it was a good book. 767 00:38:49.588 --> 00:38:51.720 - Well, now you can focus 768 00:38:54.419 --> 00:38:56.464 on new things with this second book. 769 00:38:56.464 --> 00:38:58.814 - Yeah, and I'm not saying that it was bad. 770 00:38:58.814 --> 00:39:00.381 - No, right of course. 771 00:39:00.381 --> 00:39:01.469 Yeah, you know what? 772 00:39:04.516 --> 00:39:05.778 This has been really great. 773 00:39:05.778 --> 00:39:07.170 Maybe tomorrow at lunch we can talk 774 00:39:07.170 --> 00:39:08.258 about Priya's failed career as an athlete 775 00:39:08.258 --> 00:39:08.607 or Patrick's titillating life in finance. 776 00:39:13.481 --> 00:39:18.094 [Karen sighs] 777 00:39:18.094 --> 00:39:18.573 - Classic, classic [chuckles]. 778 00:39:22.664 --> 00:39:27.277 - I read that 80% of women cannot reach orgasm 779 00:39:27.277 --> 00:39:30.890 through vaginal penetration alone. 780 00:39:30.890 --> 00:39:32.152 Isn't that tragic? 781 00:39:33.240 --> 00:39:33.936 - I'll be right back. 782 00:39:35.982 --> 00:39:37.113 [water gurgling] [pensive music] 783 00:39:47.689 --> 00:39:51.171 Hey, are you okay? 784 00:39:52.825 --> 00:39:54.827 - Yeah, I was just goin' to the bathroom. 785 00:39:54.827 --> 00:39:55.523 - Okay, well you know that that was super harsh out there? 786 00:39:56.263 --> 00:40:00.572 [Billie scoffs] 787 00:40:00.572 --> 00:40:01.094 Hey, Bill, it wasn't easy for any of us. 788 00:40:01.094 --> 00:40:04.489 [Billie smirks] 789 00:40:04.489 --> 00:40:05.272 - What wasn't? 790 00:40:05.272 --> 00:40:07.230 - The book. 791 00:40:07.230 --> 00:40:08.580 What you wrote about us in the book. 792 00:40:08.580 --> 00:40:10.756 It wasn't just you. 793 00:40:10.756 --> 00:40:11.452 You made us all sound like we didn't care about you. 794 00:40:11.452 --> 00:40:13.846 - Maybe you didn't. 795 00:40:13.846 --> 00:40:14.847 [Karen laughs] 796 00:40:17.284 --> 00:40:19.547 - Please just tell me what to do, 797 00:40:19.547 --> 00:40:20.156 just tell me what to do and I'll do it. I wanna help you. 798 00:40:20.156 --> 00:40:23.116 - Don't you think if I knew what 799 00:40:23.116 --> 00:40:24.770 to do I would've fucking done it by now, Karen? 800 00:40:24.770 --> 00:40:27.468 If it was that easy I wouldn't fucking be here. 801 00:40:27.468 --> 00:40:28.208 - [Karen] I just want you to be happy. 802 00:40:29.078 --> 00:40:30.645 - Wow. 803 00:40:33.300 --> 00:40:34.867 [Billie laughs] 804 00:40:34.867 --> 00:40:37.435 You know what? 805 00:40:37.435 --> 00:40:37.696 I really do see it now, the similarities. 806 00:40:37.696 --> 00:40:39.001 I do. 807 00:40:39.001 --> 00:40:39.698 - What similarities? 808 00:40:41.526 --> 00:40:43.484 - The sister in the book. 809 00:40:43.484 --> 00:40:44.224 So fuckin' judging. 810 00:40:46.792 --> 00:40:47.532 You and Mom both. 811 00:40:48.707 --> 00:40:50.796 You know what? 812 00:40:50.796 --> 00:40:52.188 Maybe if you hadn't been so shitty, 813 00:40:52.188 --> 00:40:53.451 Dad wouldn't have felt the need to leave. 814 00:40:53.451 --> 00:40:55.409 - That's what you think happened [exhales]. 815 00:40:55.409 --> 00:40:56.062 You've got it so wrong and you don't even know it. 816 00:40:59.282 --> 00:41:00.196 [Billie scoffs] 817 00:41:03.548 --> 00:41:04.592 [upbeat music] 818 00:41:05.637 --> 00:41:06.507 ♪ Now you're walkin' ♪ 819 00:41:06.507 --> 00:41:08.727 ♪ You're walkin' over ♪ 820 00:41:08.727 --> 00:41:09.597 ♪ And I can hardly breathe ♪ 821 00:41:10.642 --> 00:41:14.950 ♪ My heart is racin' ♪ 822 00:41:14.950 --> 00:41:17.213 ♪ As if I'm pacin' ♪ 823 00:41:17.213 --> 00:41:19.389 ♪ But I can't hardly speak ♪ 824 00:41:19.389 --> 00:41:23.916 ♪ And now you're feelin' all right ♪ 825 00:41:23.916 --> 00:41:24.220 ♪ 'Cause I just got so dizzy, dizzy, dizzy, dizzy ♪ 826 00:41:26.701 --> 00:41:29.269 ♪ Oh ♪ 827 00:41:31.576 --> 00:41:33.012 ♪ And now you're feelin' all right ♪ 828 00:41:33.012 --> 00:41:33.708 ♪ 'Cause my head got so heavy, heavy ♪ 829 00:41:33.708 --> 00:41:38.191 - Baby, I want a pizza. 830 00:41:38.191 --> 00:41:38.583 - What? ♪ And I can't even see straight ♪ 831 00:41:41.411 --> 00:41:42.543 ♪ When you look at me like this ♪ 832 00:41:42.543 --> 00:41:44.676 ♪ Me like this ♪ 833 00:41:44.676 --> 00:41:45.938 ♪ Oh ♪ 834 00:41:47.330 --> 00:41:48.854 ♪ And now you're feelin' all right ♪ 835 00:41:48.854 --> 00:41:49.768 ♪ 'Cause I just got so dizzy, dizzy, dizzy ♪ 836 00:41:51.987 --> 00:41:54.860 ♪ I can't explain ♪ 837 00:41:57.166 --> 00:41:57.340 ♪ You walked out of a scene from a memory ♪ 838 00:41:58.341 --> 00:42:01.127 ♪ Oh ♪ 839 00:42:03.390 --> 00:42:04.260 ♪ Now every face is only fillin' space ♪ 840 00:42:04.260 --> 00:42:07.699 ♪ And pulling you to me ♪ 841 00:42:07.699 --> 00:42:11.224 ♪ Oh ♪ 842 00:42:11.224 --> 00:42:14.270 ♪ And now your hands are coming closer ♪ 843 00:42:14.270 --> 00:42:18.536 ♪ And I can hardly breathe ♪ 844 00:42:18.536 --> 00:42:22.191 ♪ And though your lips are movin' slower ♪ 845 00:42:22.191 --> 00:42:26.326 ♪ Say my name to me ♪ 846 00:42:26.326 --> 00:42:30.460 ♪ Oh ♪ 847 00:42:30.460 --> 00:42:31.984 ♪ And now you're feelin' all right ♪ 848 00:42:31.984 --> 00:42:32.245 ♪ 'Cause I just got so dizzy, dizzy, dizzy, dizzy ♪ 849 00:42:33.725 --> 00:42:36.989 ♪ Oh ♪ 850 00:42:38.643 --> 00:42:40.166 ♪ And now you're feelin' all right ♪ 851 00:42:40.166 --> 00:42:41.602 ♪ 'Cause my head got so heavy, heavy ♪ 852 00:42:41.602 --> 00:42:45.084 - [River] Just follow your impulses. 853 00:42:45.084 --> 00:42:46.346 - My impulse is audience, remember? 854 00:42:47.652 --> 00:42:49.305 - [River] Come on. 855 00:42:51.873 --> 00:42:53.614 Come with me. 856 00:42:53.614 --> 00:42:55.181 ♪ Oh ♪ 857 00:42:55.181 --> 00:42:56.878 ♪ And now you're feelin' all right ♪ 858 00:42:56.878 --> 00:42:57.183 ♪ 'Cause I just got so dizzy, dizzy, dizzy, dizzy ♪ 859 00:42:59.620 --> 00:43:02.231 ♪ No ♪ 860 00:43:03.885 --> 00:43:05.583 ♪ Nothin' more ♪ 861 00:43:05.583 --> 00:43:06.366 ♪ Before your touch ♪ 862 00:43:08.063 --> 00:43:08.716 ♪ The world stood still without your love ♪ 863 00:43:09.674 --> 00:43:14.069 ♪ A simple look ♪ 864 00:43:14.069 --> 00:43:15.767 ♪ It's such a rush ♪ 865 00:43:15.767 --> 00:43:17.029 ♪ Such a rush ♪ 866 00:43:18.421 --> 00:43:22.034 ♪ And now you're feelin' all right ♪ 867 00:43:22.034 --> 00:43:22.295 ♪ 'Cause I just got so dizzy, dizzy, dizzy, dizzy ♪ 868 00:43:24.645 --> 00:43:27.343 ♪ Oh ♪ 869 00:43:29.519 --> 00:43:30.390 ♪ And now you're feelin' all right ♪ 870 00:43:30.390 --> 00:43:31.783 ♪ 'Cause my head got so heavy ♪ 871 00:43:31.783 --> 00:43:32.392 - [River] Oh, is she okay? 872 00:43:34.524 --> 00:43:35.395 Oo yeah, baby. 873 00:43:39.834 --> 00:43:40.095 ♪ 'Cause I just got so dizzy, dizzy, dizzy, dizzy ♪ 874 00:43:40.966 --> 00:43:44.404 ♪ Oh ♪ 875 00:43:46.014 --> 00:43:47.581 ♪ And now you're feelin' all right ♪ 876 00:43:47.581 --> 00:43:47.973 ♪ 'Cause my head got so heavy, heavy, heavy, heavy ♪ 877 00:43:50.540 --> 00:43:52.804 ♪ And I can't even see straight ♪ 878 00:43:55.284 --> 00:43:56.634 ♪ When you look at me like this ♪ 879 00:43:56.634 --> 00:43:59.332 ♪ Oh, me like this ♪ 880 00:43:59.332 --> 00:44:02.074 ♪ Oh ♪ 881 00:44:02.074 --> 00:44:03.858 ♪ And are you feelin' all right ♪ 882 00:44:03.858 --> 00:44:04.859 ♪ 'Cause I just got so dizzy, dizzy, dizzy ♪ 883 00:44:04.859 --> 00:44:08.733 - Oh! 884 00:44:08.733 --> 00:44:09.995 Oh. 885 00:44:09.995 --> 00:44:10.909 ♪ Oh ♪ 886 00:44:10.909 --> 00:44:11.953 Woo [laughs]. 887 00:44:11.953 --> 00:44:15.043 [Billie sighs] 888 00:44:15.043 --> 00:44:17.524 [Billie laughs] 889 00:44:17.524 --> 00:44:20.092 [singer vocalizing] [gentle music] 890 00:44:20.092 --> 00:44:20.527 - May I have this dance? - Oh. 891 00:44:21.484 --> 00:44:25.184 Oh, Madame [laughs]. 892 00:44:25.184 --> 00:44:25.445 [singer vocalizing] [gentle music] 893 00:44:38.719 --> 00:44:43.071 I used to love dancing. 894 00:44:43.071 --> 00:44:44.203 - [River] Used to? 895 00:44:47.685 --> 00:44:48.294 - Yeah, I mean [chuckles], 896 00:44:50.470 --> 00:44:53.865 you dance in your own mirror. 897 00:44:56.041 --> 00:44:56.389 ♪ Hopin' I'd learn somethin' new ♪ 898 00:45:03.352 --> 00:45:04.484 ♪ I give it my all ♪ 899 00:45:07.966 --> 00:45:10.751 ♪ I offer my best ♪ 900 00:45:10.751 --> 00:45:12.666 - [Patrick] Yo. 901 00:45:12.666 --> 00:45:13.885 - Hey. 902 00:45:13.885 --> 00:45:15.190 I don't usually smoke. 903 00:45:15.190 --> 00:45:17.192 I stole this one. 904 00:45:17.192 --> 00:45:18.367 - I'm judging you. - Hm. 905 00:45:18.367 --> 00:45:20.152 Good, smoking is bad [chuckles]. 906 00:45:20.152 --> 00:45:21.153 - Can I join you? 907 00:45:23.808 --> 00:45:25.070 - Sure. 908 00:45:27.594 --> 00:45:31.163 God, I'm sorry. 909 00:45:32.207 --> 00:45:32.730 I'm not usually so [sighs]. 910 00:45:35.471 --> 00:45:40.389 - Yeah, I don't think any of us are. 911 00:45:40.389 --> 00:45:41.695 - I'm usually kinda fun actually. 912 00:45:41.695 --> 00:45:42.522 It's just that she is so [groans]. 913 00:45:43.610 --> 00:45:45.133 [Patrick chuckles] 914 00:45:47.788 --> 00:45:50.138 She's great. 915 00:45:50.138 --> 00:45:51.009 Billie is great. 916 00:45:52.924 --> 00:45:54.534 I mean, how did she go through her life not realizing 917 00:45:54.534 --> 00:45:55.622 how many times she puts herself first? 918 00:45:55.622 --> 00:45:58.103 It's crazy. 919 00:45:58.103 --> 00:45:59.495 She just says what she wants, 920 00:45:59.495 --> 00:46:00.453 does what she wants, no thought [chuckles]. 921 00:46:00.453 --> 00:46:01.367 It's always been the Billie show. 922 00:46:03.586 --> 00:46:06.067 Seriously, she just goes to jump off 923 00:46:06.067 --> 00:46:06.894 a bridge and I am right there to grab for her shirt. 924 00:46:06.894 --> 00:46:11.116 Fuck. 925 00:46:11.116 --> 00:46:11.638 Just keep fuckin' falling in every fuckin' time. 926 00:46:11.638 --> 00:46:13.901 It's so stupid. 927 00:46:14.641 --> 00:46:15.555 - You're trying. 928 00:46:16.817 --> 00:46:18.166 That's what matters. 929 00:46:18.166 --> 00:46:19.037 - Is it [chuckles]? 930 00:46:21.082 --> 00:46:23.911 Look at me, bein' the cool sister. 931 00:46:23.911 --> 00:46:27.567 Tryin' to make her happy, get all you guys down here, 932 00:46:27.567 --> 00:46:28.568 have a little chat, play some boardgames [laughs]. 933 00:46:29.264 --> 00:46:31.571 - Yeah. 934 00:46:32.790 --> 00:46:33.007 - [Karen] Then she'll be happy. 935 00:46:33.007 --> 00:46:34.879 Stupid. 936 00:46:34.879 --> 00:46:35.401 - Hey, it's not stupid, okay? 937 00:46:36.228 --> 00:46:39.579 [Karen sighs] 938 00:46:39.579 --> 00:46:40.188 It's not stupid to be there for someone. 939 00:46:40.188 --> 00:46:41.581 - My God, I'm sorry. 940 00:46:42.887 --> 00:46:43.844 I'm sorry I keep complaining. 941 00:46:43.844 --> 00:46:45.933 It's so boring. 942 00:46:45.933 --> 00:46:47.413 - I don't mind. - Mm. 943 00:46:47.413 --> 00:46:48.283 - I don't mind at all. 944 00:46:49.894 --> 00:46:50.938 - What? 945 00:46:57.075 --> 00:47:01.644 - I think you're so beautiful. 946 00:47:01.644 --> 00:47:02.384 - Oh my God. [Patrick laughs] 947 00:47:04.909 --> 00:47:08.695 - Oh man. 948 00:47:08.695 --> 00:47:10.392 I'm sorry. 949 00:47:10.392 --> 00:47:11.045 I, I, it's inappropriate. - Yeah. 950 00:47:11.045 --> 00:47:13.221 - Yeah, awkward. 951 00:47:13.221 --> 00:47:15.484 - Yes, yeah. 952 00:47:15.484 --> 00:47:16.007 Okay, just stop talking about it. 953 00:47:18.400 --> 00:47:18.618 - I used to think you were so cool. 954 00:47:22.535 --> 00:47:25.233 - Used to? 955 00:47:25.233 --> 00:47:26.452 [Patrick chuckles] 956 00:47:26.452 --> 00:47:28.280 - I mean, when I met you. 957 00:47:29.803 --> 00:47:31.109 I was so young and you were always 958 00:47:34.416 --> 00:47:35.940 so sure of yourself and... 959 00:47:37.942 --> 00:47:39.291 And so cool and intelligent. 960 00:47:43.034 --> 00:47:44.426 Like the beautiful senior. 961 00:47:47.342 --> 00:47:48.474 - That's very sweet. 962 00:47:50.824 --> 00:47:52.130 - Oh, oh, ow. 963 00:47:52.130 --> 00:47:56.221 That hurts. 964 00:47:56.221 --> 00:47:57.439 [Karen chuckles] 965 00:47:57.439 --> 00:47:59.746 - That's what people say when 966 00:47:59.746 --> 00:48:00.355 you offer them a drink and then they're like, 967 00:48:00.355 --> 00:48:02.227 "I'm so not interested 968 00:48:02.227 --> 00:48:03.663 "but I'll take the drink. - No, no! 969 00:48:03.663 --> 00:48:05.534 - "I'll still take the drink." 970 00:48:05.534 --> 00:48:06.709 - That is not what I meant. 971 00:48:06.709 --> 00:48:08.668 - Okay. 972 00:48:11.932 --> 00:48:14.935 - So why didn't Kelly come down with you? 973 00:48:14.935 --> 00:48:15.501 [crickets chirping] [Patrick sighing] 974 00:48:22.029 --> 00:48:26.338 - We're getting a divorce. 975 00:48:26.338 --> 00:48:27.339 [crickets chirping] 976 00:48:39.177 --> 00:48:44.095 - And then that security guard? 977 00:48:44.095 --> 00:48:45.966 I was the one that was like, "Excuse me, 978 00:48:45.966 --> 00:48:49.578 "can you turn around so I can grab 979 00:48:49.578 --> 00:48:51.624 "my clothes?" - No! 980 00:48:51.624 --> 00:48:53.191 Oh my God. 981 00:48:53.191 --> 00:48:54.235 - Isn't that the worst? 982 00:48:54.235 --> 00:48:56.107 - Oh my God. 983 00:48:56.107 --> 00:48:56.977 - Terrible. 984 00:48:58.413 --> 00:48:59.501 Fuckin' terrible. - Oh! 985 00:48:59.501 --> 00:49:00.415 That, fuck, that summer was good. 986 00:49:04.158 --> 00:49:05.203 - Fuck. 987 00:49:08.467 --> 00:49:09.337 - What? 988 00:49:09.337 --> 00:49:10.208 - I'm drunk. 989 00:49:12.775 --> 00:49:13.080 [Priya laughs] [Billie laughs] 990 00:49:13.080 --> 00:49:17.128 Oh man. 991 00:49:17.128 --> 00:49:17.476 - That like, I feel like that was forever ago. 992 00:49:17.476 --> 00:49:21.480 Was it? 993 00:49:21.480 --> 00:49:22.133 - Things change so fast. 994 00:49:22.133 --> 00:49:25.223 - Yeah. 995 00:49:25.223 --> 00:49:26.224 Yeah. 996 00:49:27.965 --> 00:49:28.878 - I'm sorry. 997 00:49:30.315 --> 00:49:31.142 - [Billie] Hm? 998 00:49:35.320 --> 00:49:36.060 - I mean, I'm sorry about a lotta things but... 999 00:49:36.060 --> 00:49:36.712 - I'm sorry, you're what? 1000 00:49:36.712 --> 00:49:37.626 - I'm sorry. 1001 00:49:39.237 --> 00:49:40.238 - Oh. 1002 00:49:41.587 --> 00:49:42.892 - I mean... - That's okay. 1003 00:49:42.892 --> 00:49:44.111 It's not your fault I can't write. 1004 00:49:44.111 --> 00:49:45.417 - Oh, I was talking about your phone. 1005 00:49:46.505 --> 00:49:48.681 - Yeah, you did fuck that up. 1006 00:49:48.681 --> 00:49:50.204 - Bill, look around you, man. 1007 00:49:50.204 --> 00:49:51.423 There are so many people who love you so much. 1008 00:49:52.902 --> 00:49:57.255 That is what matters. 1009 00:49:57.255 --> 00:49:59.344 [Billie blows raspberry] 1010 00:49:59.344 --> 00:50:00.606 - [Billie] Mm hm. 1011 00:50:00.606 --> 00:50:01.085 - Fuck your book. - Mm. 1012 00:50:01.085 --> 00:50:02.086 Yeah. 1013 00:50:04.566 --> 00:50:05.306 - Yeah. - Yeah, I really wish 1014 00:50:05.306 --> 00:50:06.394 it was that simple. 1015 00:50:06.394 --> 00:50:07.134 - I mean, come on. 1016 00:50:09.310 --> 00:50:11.051 Not only do you have like a gross amount of fans, 1017 00:50:11.051 --> 00:50:13.445 but you clearly have a very strong support system. 1018 00:50:15.099 --> 00:50:16.622 River, was the only person who was there for me, 1019 00:50:19.190 --> 00:50:20.278 and that is what is important, you know? 1020 00:50:23.020 --> 00:50:26.936 Who cares about everything else. 1021 00:50:26.936 --> 00:50:28.155 - What if the only person who I want 1022 00:50:28.155 --> 00:50:29.069 to show up is never coming? 1023 00:50:29.069 --> 00:50:29.809 - You don't get it! 1024 00:50:31.376 --> 00:50:33.595 You don't get it. 1025 00:50:33.595 --> 00:50:36.076 This is what matters, okay? 1026 00:50:36.076 --> 00:50:38.470 There are so many people who love you so much. 1027 00:50:39.949 --> 00:50:41.647 Your sister, your sister loves you so much, okay? 1028 00:50:44.041 --> 00:50:46.695 When she called us and she said 1029 00:50:49.394 --> 00:50:50.177 that we have to come down here because you needed our help, 1030 00:50:50.177 --> 00:50:54.225 we were all there in an instant. 1031 00:50:54.225 --> 00:50:57.532 We're gonna go... - Wait, Karen called you? 1032 00:50:57.532 --> 00:51:01.058 - Yes, she called us and she said 1033 00:51:01.058 --> 00:51:02.929 that it was your birthday and that we should come here. 1034 00:51:02.929 --> 00:51:04.496 - [Billie] She said that I needed help? 1035 00:51:06.498 --> 00:51:09.066 - Yeah, no, fuck. 1036 00:51:09.066 --> 00:51:09.588 Patrick and I were... - Karen called you 1037 00:51:09.588 --> 00:51:11.198 and said I needed help? 1038 00:51:12.765 --> 00:51:14.288 - No, she didn't say that you needed help. 1039 00:51:14.288 --> 00:51:17.204 She just said that we should 1040 00:51:17.204 --> 00:51:18.031 be here for you because it's your birthday 1041 00:51:18.031 --> 00:51:18.858 and I said, "Of course." 1042 00:51:20.425 --> 00:51:21.382 I mean, she said that... - Okay, yeah. 1043 00:51:21.382 --> 00:51:23.515 I'm just gonna go and smoke. 1044 00:51:24.690 --> 00:51:25.865 - That shit's gonna kill you. 1045 00:51:28.998 --> 00:51:31.262 [gentle music] 1046 00:51:31.262 --> 00:51:33.525 Oh fuck, the cake. 1047 00:51:33.525 --> 00:51:34.221 [crickets chirping] 1048 00:51:40.967 --> 00:51:44.536 [Karen moaning] [Patrick moaning] 1049 00:51:46.059 --> 00:51:49.802 - Oh, you've gotta be fucking kidding me. 1050 00:51:49.802 --> 00:51:53.371 - No. - No, no, no, no. 1051 00:51:53.371 --> 00:51:54.328 - It's just birthday candles. - Just go with five. Oh! 1052 00:51:54.328 --> 00:51:54.894 ♪ Happy birthday to you ♪ 1053 00:51:55.895 --> 00:52:00.291 - Now make a wish. 1054 00:52:00.291 --> 00:52:00.726 - I wish this whole fucking weekend would go away. 1055 00:52:00.726 --> 00:52:02.510 - Billie. 1056 00:52:02.510 --> 00:52:04.686 - Hey, I'll cut it. 1057 00:52:04.686 --> 00:52:05.209 - Billie, can we please just talk about this? 1058 00:52:05.209 --> 00:52:07.167 - You know what? 1059 00:52:07.167 --> 00:52:08.386 I always like cake after a good fuck. 1060 00:52:08.386 --> 00:52:09.778 - Billie, can we please - What? 1061 00:52:09.778 --> 00:52:10.605 - Just talk about - Ew. 1062 00:52:10.605 --> 00:52:11.345 - this in private? 1063 00:52:11.345 --> 00:52:11.954 - In private? 1064 00:52:11.954 --> 00:52:14.783 Oh, why? 1065 00:52:14.783 --> 00:52:16.481 So you can preserve your perfectly fucking crafted facade? 1066 00:52:16.481 --> 00:52:17.612 This like, I give a fuck, superhero, fucking sister vibe 1067 00:52:17.612 --> 00:52:21.747 you've got goin' on. - What? 1068 00:52:21.747 --> 00:52:23.618 - God, Billie! - Okay. 1069 00:52:23.618 --> 00:52:24.924 That's a little... 1070 00:52:24.924 --> 00:52:26.317 - A little what? 1071 00:52:26.317 --> 00:52:27.579 Did, I'm, I'm sorry. Did you come here to help me 1072 00:52:27.579 --> 00:52:28.928 because you did you think fucking 1073 00:52:30.495 --> 00:52:31.322 my sister was gonna do the trick? 1074 00:52:31.322 --> 00:52:33.889 Or is that why you came? 1075 00:52:33.889 --> 00:52:35.108 Because it sure seems like nobody actually wants to be here. 1076 00:52:35.108 --> 00:52:37.066 - Actually, we all came here to help, so. 1077 00:52:37.066 --> 00:52:38.285 - Kelly left me, okay? - Oh! 1078 00:52:38.285 --> 00:52:39.286 What? - Yeah. 1079 00:52:41.767 --> 00:52:43.725 - Where are you fucking going? 1080 00:52:43.725 --> 00:52:44.030 - Home. - Do you think I'm a child? 1081 00:52:46.119 --> 00:52:48.643 [Karen laughs] 1082 00:52:48.643 --> 00:52:49.992 Because you sure do treat me like one. 1083 00:52:49.992 --> 00:52:51.559 - Okay, what if everyone just took a step back? 1084 00:52:51.559 --> 00:52:53.300 Just took... - Oh! 1085 00:52:53.300 --> 00:52:54.432 You know what? 1086 00:52:54.432 --> 00:52:55.433 Maybe, maybe I am [laughs]! 1087 00:52:55.433 --> 00:52:57.086 - Billie, calm the fuck down. 1088 00:52:57.086 --> 00:52:59.828 Billie, oh my! 1089 00:52:59.828 --> 00:53:00.481 Will you just calm down? - Oh, yeah. 1090 00:53:00.481 --> 00:53:01.613 Oh my God, 1091 00:53:02.962 --> 00:53:04.442 is this what you want? - You're gross. 1092 00:53:04.442 --> 00:53:05.007 You look like you've got everything super under control. 1093 00:53:05.007 --> 00:53:07.445 - Oh and you do? 1094 00:53:07.445 --> 00:53:09.186 Living in your two bedroom fucking apartment 1095 00:53:09.186 --> 00:53:10.404 at your dead end job taking care of your oopsie baby 1096 00:53:10.404 --> 00:53:13.146 that you didn't even fucking want? 1097 00:53:13.146 --> 00:53:13.799 Isn't this what you wanted, Karen? 1098 00:53:16.802 --> 00:53:17.803 Get everyone together? 1099 00:53:17.803 --> 00:53:19.500 Oh, rally the troops! 1100 00:53:19.500 --> 00:53:21.546 Oh my God! 1101 00:53:21.546 --> 00:53:22.721 Get to be the hero again? 1102 00:53:22.721 --> 00:53:23.635 You know, you're fucking stifling. 1103 00:53:23.635 --> 00:53:27.943 You know that? 1104 00:53:27.943 --> 00:53:30.032 How you gonna fix me, huh, Karen, 1105 00:53:30.032 --> 00:53:30.511 when you can't even be happy in your own fucking sad life? 1106 00:53:30.511 --> 00:53:34.646 - You know what? 1107 00:53:34.646 --> 00:53:35.473 I'm gonna stop trying 'cause clearly 1108 00:53:35.473 --> 00:53:35.995 you have got it all together. 1109 00:53:35.995 --> 00:53:38.302 - Oh yeah? 1110 00:53:38.302 --> 00:53:38.911 Okay, yep, you can go. 1111 00:53:38.911 --> 00:53:39.607 Everyone can go. 1112 00:53:39.607 --> 00:53:40.434 That's fine. 1113 00:53:40.434 --> 00:53:42.175 We good. 1114 00:53:42.175 --> 00:53:44.395 We're fine, yep. 1115 00:53:44.395 --> 00:53:45.091 Because the last thing I wanted was this fucking pity party. 1116 00:53:45.091 --> 00:53:47.354 - Pity party? 1117 00:53:47.354 --> 00:53:48.486 Wow! 1118 00:53:48.486 --> 00:53:50.444 Okay. 1119 00:53:50.444 --> 00:53:52.185 Okay, Bill, you want the truth? 1120 00:53:52.185 --> 00:53:53.273 You wanna be treated like a big old adult? 1121 00:53:53.273 --> 00:53:56.276 [Karen chuckles] 1122 00:53:56.276 --> 00:53:57.408 Then stop living in this fucking fantasy 1123 00:53:57.408 --> 00:54:00.106 you've created for yourself. 1124 00:54:00.106 --> 00:54:00.976 These stories you have written about Dad, 1125 00:54:00.976 --> 00:54:03.588 it's all a fucking lie, okay? 1126 00:54:03.588 --> 00:54:06.243 It was a lie I told you as a kid 1127 00:54:06.243 --> 00:54:07.374 so that you wouldn't get sad, okay? 1128 00:54:08.288 --> 00:54:10.638 I tried to protect you. 1129 00:54:10.638 --> 00:54:12.161 Sad Billie, she gets so sad. 1130 00:54:12.161 --> 00:54:12.640 He hurt me, Bill, and he hurt Mom, too, 1131 00:54:16.775 --> 00:54:20.344 and he's not coming back, thank fucking God, and guess what? 1132 00:54:20.344 --> 00:54:23.042 He's not gonna read your stupid book, okay? 1133 00:54:23.042 --> 00:54:25.392 - Fuck you. 1134 00:54:26.175 --> 00:54:27.829 - Who are you? 1135 00:54:27.829 --> 00:54:29.614 Who is this person? 1136 00:54:29.614 --> 00:54:30.528 This cruel fuckin' person? 1137 00:54:30.528 --> 00:54:31.398 I miss my sister. 1138 00:54:32.747 --> 00:54:34.314 I need help too, sometimes, you know? 1139 00:54:34.314 --> 00:54:35.881 I need someone to call when I'm having 1140 00:54:35.881 --> 00:54:39.450 a bad day or I have a bad date 1141 00:54:39.450 --> 00:54:42.366 or my kid is crying so hard 1142 00:54:42.366 --> 00:54:43.367 and I don't wanna drop her off at preschool. 1143 00:54:43.367 --> 00:54:45.891 [Karen laughs] 1144 00:54:45.891 --> 00:54:47.980 I wanna shove cake in my face 1145 00:54:47.980 --> 00:54:49.851 when I'm feeling sad but that's 1146 00:54:49.851 --> 00:54:51.679 not how it works for me, okay? 1147 00:54:51.679 --> 00:54:53.507 - Why is this about me? 1148 00:54:53.507 --> 00:54:54.639 This is ridiculous! 1149 00:54:54.639 --> 00:54:56.423 You are all hypocrites. 1150 00:54:57.946 --> 00:54:58.382 - None of us are threatening suicide online. 1151 00:55:00.166 --> 00:55:01.428 - Oh. 1152 00:55:04.213 --> 00:55:05.302 Mm. 1153 00:55:05.911 --> 00:55:07.391 Okay. 1154 00:55:07.391 --> 00:55:08.392 Okay. 1155 00:55:11.438 --> 00:55:12.744 Hm, you think I'm fucked up? 1156 00:55:14.049 --> 00:55:14.572 You think I'm so fucked up don't you? 1157 00:55:18.880 --> 00:55:19.925 You want me to be fucked up. 1158 00:55:23.885 --> 00:55:24.103 Everyone can just rest easy tonight. 1159 00:55:25.931 --> 00:55:27.062 I got just the thing, okay? 1160 00:55:27.062 --> 00:55:29.761 Right here. 1161 00:55:30.457 --> 00:55:31.502 Yep, right here. 1162 00:55:31.502 --> 00:55:34.200 Okay? 1163 00:55:34.200 --> 00:55:35.549 Let's go. - That's really not 1164 00:55:35.549 --> 00:55:36.898 how it works. 1165 00:55:36.898 --> 00:55:38.552 - There she goes. - That's a lot. 1166 00:55:38.552 --> 00:55:38.857 - You are so fucking selfish! - You know what, hm? 1167 00:55:38.857 --> 00:55:42.643 You are. 1168 00:55:42.643 --> 00:55:43.209 Because this whole fucking thing, it was for you. 1169 00:55:43.209 --> 00:55:45.864 Mm hm. 1170 00:55:45.864 --> 00:55:47.474 Yeah, just so that you could say 1171 00:55:47.474 --> 00:55:48.214 that you tried one more time, you know? 1172 00:55:48.214 --> 00:55:52.218 - Stop! 1173 00:55:52.218 --> 00:55:54.873 Stop, Bill. 1174 00:55:54.873 --> 00:55:55.395 - Would you have even come here if she hadn't asked you to? 1175 00:55:58.137 --> 00:56:01.532 Would you? 1176 00:56:01.532 --> 00:56:02.576 Hm? 1177 00:56:04.143 --> 00:56:05.318 Would anybody have come here? 1178 00:56:05.318 --> 00:56:05.579 Because here I am, just thinkin', 1179 00:56:09.627 --> 00:56:11.803 "Wow, maybe I do have people." 1180 00:56:13.805 --> 00:56:17.156 And then fuck! 1181 00:56:18.810 --> 00:56:22.204 Why don't you try fixing your own shit 1182 00:56:22.204 --> 00:56:23.380 before you swoop in on mine, huh? 1183 00:56:23.380 --> 00:56:24.685 - [Patrick] Okay. 1184 00:56:26.513 --> 00:56:29.821 - What? - Oh, Jesus. 1185 00:56:31.605 --> 00:56:32.258 Okay, it's really not good to do when you're this mad. 1186 00:56:32.258 --> 00:56:35.392 - I'm here for you. 1187 00:56:35.392 --> 00:56:36.480 - Do you have any idea - Oh my God! 1188 00:56:36.480 --> 00:56:37.306 - What you guys are doing? - You see? 1189 00:56:37.306 --> 00:56:38.046 - [River] Oh! 1190 00:56:38.046 --> 00:56:38.656 - Priya! - Oh my God. 1191 00:56:41.746 --> 00:56:43.269 - [Billie] Oh. 1192 00:56:43.269 --> 00:56:44.052 [River laughs] 1193 00:56:44.052 --> 00:56:45.532 - Oh my God. 1194 00:56:45.532 --> 00:56:45.837 - None of you guys come cryin' to me tonight. 1195 00:56:47.273 --> 00:56:48.187 [door slams] 1196 00:56:51.277 --> 00:56:53.018 - Fuck. 1197 00:56:55.542 --> 00:57:00.460 - Okay, that was a lot. 1198 00:57:00.460 --> 00:57:00.982 You guys just did like heroic doses. 1199 00:57:05.857 --> 00:57:11.036 - What the fuck is that? 1200 00:57:11.036 --> 00:57:11.210 - This is sage, it's an energy cleanser. 1201 00:57:13.125 --> 00:57:13.517 Billie, as much as I love your impromptu rage eating 1202 00:57:16.128 --> 00:57:18.870 of mushrooms this definitely calls 1203 00:57:18.870 --> 00:57:19.697 for some positive space so I'm just clearing your aura, 1204 00:57:19.697 --> 00:57:23.614 clearing your energy. 1205 00:57:23.614 --> 00:57:23.962 - Yeah, I thought we were just gettin' high. 1206 00:57:25.790 --> 00:57:28.140 [River chuckles] 1207 00:57:28.140 --> 00:57:29.837 Did you bring that here with you? 1208 00:57:29.837 --> 00:57:32.231 - [River] Yeah. 1209 00:57:32.231 --> 00:57:32.753 I travel with all my sage and crystals. 1210 00:57:32.753 --> 00:57:34.233 - Mm, great. 1211 00:57:35.408 --> 00:57:36.017 - [River] For protection. 1212 00:57:38.759 --> 00:57:39.891 So, I think we have a lot to explore on this journey. 1213 00:57:39.891 --> 00:57:42.676 - [Billie] Journey? 1214 00:57:42.676 --> 00:57:45.244 - Mm hm. 1215 00:57:45.244 --> 00:57:46.898 And a lot will come up and I just wanna let 1216 00:57:46.898 --> 00:57:49.727 you know what we're doing here now is creating a safe space. 1217 00:57:49.727 --> 00:57:52.033 We're creating a safe container for anything 1218 00:57:52.033 --> 00:57:54.514 that comes up to come up. 1219 00:57:54.514 --> 00:57:55.559 It's allowed. 1220 00:57:57.430 --> 00:57:58.475 Anything you feel is allowed here. 1221 00:57:58.475 --> 00:57:59.214 There's no judgment. 1222 00:58:01.129 --> 00:58:03.392 This isn't exactly the mood that I would 1223 00:58:03.392 --> 00:58:05.699 want to regularly do a journey in but that's okay 1224 00:58:05.699 --> 00:58:09.529 because we're gonna roll with the punches. 1225 00:58:09.529 --> 00:58:11.575 We're gonna roll with whatever happens. 1226 00:58:11.575 --> 00:58:12.271 So I want everyone to take a deep breath in. 1227 00:58:14.578 --> 00:58:16.275 [all inhaling] 1228 00:58:17.189 --> 00:58:18.886 Good and out. 1229 00:58:18.886 --> 00:58:20.192 [all exhaling] 1230 00:58:20.192 --> 00:58:21.933 Good. 1231 00:58:21.933 --> 00:58:24.239 This is about opening the doors 1232 00:58:24.239 --> 00:58:26.198 to your subconscious and letting 1233 00:58:26.198 --> 00:58:27.721 the deepest and most wise parts 1234 00:58:27.721 --> 00:58:30.594 of you bubble up to the surface. 1235 00:58:30.594 --> 00:58:31.290 The medicine will not give you anything 1236 00:58:33.161 --> 00:58:35.381 more than you can handle. 1237 00:58:35.381 --> 00:58:36.948 You are the co-creator of your experience 1238 00:58:36.948 --> 00:58:39.864 hand in hand with the sacred mushroom. 1239 00:58:39.864 --> 00:58:42.562 I'll be here as your guide should you go too far. 1240 00:58:42.562 --> 00:58:45.565 I'll bring you right back to Earth. 1241 00:58:45.565 --> 00:58:47.872 And the last thing I wanna say to you 1242 00:58:47.872 --> 00:58:50.091 is that your biggest fear has already happened, 1243 00:58:50.091 --> 00:58:52.311 and you've survived. 1244 00:58:55.009 --> 00:58:59.492 - That's intense. 1245 00:58:59.492 --> 00:59:01.146 - It's the expansion of your mind. 1246 00:59:01.146 --> 00:59:01.842 If that's intense then yes, it is. 1247 00:59:01.842 --> 00:59:02.713 - What now? 1248 00:59:05.716 --> 00:59:06.760 - [River] Now we wait. 1249 00:59:06.760 --> 00:59:08.632 [fire crackling] 1250 00:59:08.632 --> 00:59:10.329 [River singing in foreign language] 1251 00:59:37.835 --> 00:59:41.229 - Mm, I don't think I get this timing thing. 1252 00:59:42.927 --> 00:59:44.842 I feel like it's been an hour. 1253 00:59:47.061 --> 00:59:49.020 - Yeah. 1254 00:59:49.020 --> 00:59:50.369 I wanna see some shit, you know? 1255 00:59:50.369 --> 00:59:52.414 - Patience. 1256 00:59:52.414 --> 00:59:52.632 It's about the journey not the destination. 1257 00:59:57.768 --> 01:00:01.206 - I guess the light does look really cool. 1258 01:00:02.773 --> 01:00:03.991 I don't know, maybe it always looks like that. 1259 01:00:06.951 --> 01:00:08.213 [all laughing] 1260 01:00:12.478 --> 01:00:13.218 - Last time I did mushrooms I shat my pants for 30 minutes. 1261 01:00:18.310 --> 01:00:22.488 I should change my pants. 1262 01:00:22.488 --> 01:00:23.881 - Oh, wow. 1263 01:00:23.881 --> 01:00:24.577 - It's like a filter. 1264 01:00:28.929 --> 01:00:29.495 - Why don't we all close our eyes and listen to this music? 1265 01:00:32.106 --> 01:00:33.238 - Okay. 1266 01:00:36.415 --> 01:00:37.285 [gentle music] 1267 01:00:43.552 --> 01:00:47.078 [Karen sighs] 1268 01:00:47.818 --> 01:00:48.645 [gentle music] 1269 01:00:56.783 --> 01:01:01.222 [air whooshing] 1270 01:01:01.222 --> 01:01:02.920 [psychedelic music] 1271 01:01:04.748 --> 01:01:05.923 - Okay. 1272 01:01:10.492 --> 01:01:14.018 [Patrick gasps] 1273 01:01:15.846 --> 01:01:16.455 - I'm gonna take a shower. 1274 01:01:20.372 --> 01:01:21.895 - Is that code for take a shit? 1275 01:01:21.895 --> 01:01:23.897 - We'll see. 1276 01:01:23.897 --> 01:01:24.637 [psychedelic music] 1277 01:01:57.191 --> 01:02:01.630 - Wait. 1278 01:02:01.630 --> 01:02:03.241 I think I need you. 1279 01:02:03.241 --> 01:02:03.937 [psychedelic music] 1280 01:02:14.034 --> 01:02:17.516 - [Patrick] What are you doing? 1281 01:02:18.822 --> 01:02:19.953 - What are you wearing? - What? 1282 01:02:19.953 --> 01:02:20.649 - [Billie] The diaper. 1283 01:02:22.173 --> 01:02:23.000 [all laughing] 1284 01:02:26.046 --> 01:02:26.786 - [Patrick] I'm gonna shower inside your shower, yours. 1285 01:02:30.398 --> 01:02:32.879 - Cool. 1286 01:02:34.794 --> 01:02:35.577 - [Patrick] Okay. 1287 01:02:37.536 --> 01:02:41.932 [Billie gasps] 1288 01:02:41.932 --> 01:02:42.976 - That's a good shower. 1289 01:02:42.976 --> 01:02:44.195 [Priya coughing] 1290 01:02:46.675 --> 01:02:48.199 [psychedelic music] 1291 01:03:16.314 --> 01:03:20.709 [water splashing] 1292 01:03:20.709 --> 01:03:23.147 [Patrick groans] 1293 01:03:23.147 --> 01:03:24.670 - [Kelly] Patrick? 1294 01:03:24.670 --> 01:03:26.150 - Fuck! 1295 01:03:26.150 --> 01:03:27.847 [gentle music] 1296 01:03:27.847 --> 01:03:28.935 What are you doing here? 1297 01:03:33.026 --> 01:03:33.679 - [Kelly] What are you doing here [voice echoing]? 1298 01:03:33.679 --> 01:03:34.854 [Patrick gasps] 1299 01:03:36.377 --> 01:03:40.512 - What? 1300 01:03:40.512 --> 01:03:41.034 - You're always pussy footing around. 1301 01:03:41.034 --> 01:03:43.167 - Pussy footing? 1302 01:03:43.167 --> 01:03:43.907 - So many couches. 1303 01:03:45.299 --> 01:03:46.039 That makes sense. 1304 01:03:49.826 --> 01:03:50.565 [psychedelic music] 1305 01:03:54.091 --> 01:03:58.399 Why do we need these? 1306 01:03:58.399 --> 01:03:59.096 [psychedelic music] 1307 01:04:08.888 --> 01:04:13.371 - [Karen] I just want you to be happy. 1308 01:04:13.371 --> 01:04:14.938 [psychedelic music] 1309 01:04:19.072 --> 01:04:22.554 - I'm okay. 1310 01:04:24.034 --> 01:04:28.603 Fuck! 1311 01:04:28.603 --> 01:04:30.649 I don't know what to say to you. 1312 01:04:31.519 --> 01:04:32.738 - What about me? 1313 01:04:32.738 --> 01:04:33.652 - What do I say? 1314 01:04:35.784 --> 01:04:36.698 I'm sorry, okay? 1315 01:04:39.571 --> 01:04:41.486 I'm sorry. 1316 01:04:41.486 --> 01:04:42.443 I, I don't wanna hurt anybody. 1317 01:04:42.443 --> 01:04:44.663 I just miss doing things for me. 1318 01:04:46.665 --> 01:04:48.145 - What is this? 1319 01:04:50.060 --> 01:04:50.582 - These aren't yours to open. 1320 01:04:53.802 --> 01:04:55.456 - What is this? 1321 01:04:55.456 --> 01:04:57.676 - Oh, it's someone else, hey? 1322 01:04:57.676 --> 01:04:58.111 - That is not true because I did everything for you. 1323 01:04:58.111 --> 01:05:02.681 Okay? 1324 01:05:02.681 --> 01:05:03.856 I put you first all the time. 1325 01:05:03.856 --> 01:05:05.640 - [Billie] You're the worst friend 1326 01:05:05.640 --> 01:05:06.554 in the whole fucking world. 1327 01:05:06.554 --> 01:05:08.165 - You drove me to cheat on you. 1328 01:05:08.165 --> 01:05:08.905 - You just slept with me to feel something. 1329 01:05:08.905 --> 01:05:11.646 - No, no. 1330 01:05:11.646 --> 01:05:12.691 Stop! 1331 01:05:14.127 --> 01:05:15.172 Get out! 1332 01:05:17.043 --> 01:05:17.914 - [Karen] That was super hard out there. 1333 01:05:17.914 --> 01:05:18.871 - Why do we need all this stuff? 1334 01:05:18.871 --> 01:05:20.525 [objects clattering] 1335 01:05:20.525 --> 01:05:21.526 - Okay. - Oh God, 1336 01:05:21.526 --> 01:05:23.093 my heart is pounding. 1337 01:05:23.093 --> 01:05:24.921 Oh my God. 1338 01:05:24.921 --> 01:05:26.487 Oh my God. 1339 01:05:26.487 --> 01:05:28.011 No, I'm having a heart attack. 1340 01:05:28.011 --> 01:05:28.359 - [Karen] That's what you think happened. 1341 01:05:29.969 --> 01:05:31.318 You've got it so wrong and you don't even know it. 1342 01:05:31.318 --> 01:05:33.799 [Priya screaming] 1343 01:05:33.799 --> 01:05:35.888 [Priya gasping] 1344 01:05:35.888 --> 01:05:37.020 - Hey, come and sit, come and sit. 1345 01:05:40.023 --> 01:05:42.373 Shh. 1346 01:05:43.852 --> 01:05:47.378 Good. 1347 01:05:47.944 --> 01:05:48.945 Look. 1348 01:05:50.163 --> 01:05:52.470 Look up. 1349 01:05:52.470 --> 01:05:52.905 [gentle music] [Priya laughing] 1350 01:05:59.999 --> 01:06:03.437 [singer vocalizing] 1351 01:06:05.178 --> 01:06:06.527 We're all just star dust. 1352 01:06:09.704 --> 01:06:12.098 - You're fucking star dust. 1353 01:06:12.098 --> 01:06:12.359 [water splashing] [singer vocalizing] 1354 01:06:33.424 --> 01:06:36.731 [cellphone chiming] [water splashing] 1355 01:06:44.043 --> 01:06:48.221 - [Karen] He's not coming back, thank fucking God. 1356 01:06:48.221 --> 01:06:51.529 And guess what? 1357 01:06:51.529 --> 01:06:53.009 He's not gonna read your stupid book, okay? 1358 01:06:53.009 --> 01:06:53.400 Stop living in this fucking fantasy 1359 01:06:57.578 --> 01:06:59.406 you've created for yourself. 1360 01:06:59.406 --> 01:07:00.277 [pensive music] 1361 01:07:06.239 --> 01:07:10.374 Sad Billie, she gets so sad. 1362 01:07:10.374 --> 01:07:14.465 [dramatic music] 1363 01:07:14.465 --> 01:07:14.813 [Billie gasping] [water splashing] 1364 01:07:34.789 --> 01:07:38.315 [gentle music] [birds chirping] 1365 01:08:22.446 --> 01:08:25.710 [singer vocalizing] [mellow music] 1366 01:08:51.083 --> 01:08:54.608 [birds chirping] 1367 01:08:58.873 --> 01:09:02.399 [Priya panting] 1368 01:09:11.364 --> 01:09:14.846 [gentle music] 1369 01:09:45.355 --> 01:09:48.706 - I thought we were going for a walk not peaking a mountain. 1370 01:09:49.533 --> 01:09:51.535 - Summit. 1371 01:09:53.754 --> 01:09:54.842 - What? 1372 01:09:56.148 --> 01:09:57.280 - Summing a mountain. 1373 01:09:57.280 --> 01:09:58.150 - Good, nice. 1374 01:10:03.938 --> 01:10:08.247 Hey, I got a promotion at work. 1375 01:10:08.247 --> 01:10:09.988 - Awesome. 1376 01:10:14.253 --> 01:10:19.345 - Can I get some water? 1377 01:10:19.345 --> 01:10:20.216 - Yeah, we're really close to the next lookout. 1378 01:10:20.216 --> 01:10:22.174 I'll just bust it out then. 1379 01:10:22.174 --> 01:10:22.522 - Yeah, I can see that the thought 1380 01:10:25.308 --> 01:10:26.091 of me perishing in the desert really bothers you. 1381 01:10:26.091 --> 01:10:28.441 - My God, so dramatic. 1382 01:10:28.441 --> 01:10:30.356 - Yeah, you're really having a lot of fun 1383 01:10:30.356 --> 01:10:30.487 on this walk with us, huh? - Oh my God. 1384 01:10:32.619 --> 01:10:36.014 [bottle clattering] 1385 01:10:37.668 --> 01:10:39.626 - When did you get so fucking callous? 1386 01:10:39.626 --> 01:10:41.846 - Excuse me? 1387 01:10:41.846 --> 01:10:42.890 - Look, can't we like, walk together? 1388 01:10:42.890 --> 01:10:44.544 And like, talk, you know? 1389 01:10:47.112 --> 01:10:50.681 Bill, Bill, look, I'm sorry, okay? 1390 01:10:51.595 --> 01:10:55.294 I'm sorry. 1391 01:10:57.383 --> 01:10:58.993 I've had a really fucked up few months 1392 01:10:58.993 --> 01:11:01.822 and I just needed some time 1393 01:11:01.822 --> 01:11:03.302 to like find myself to be good with myself. 1394 01:11:03.302 --> 01:11:06.566 - You know what? 1395 01:11:06.566 --> 01:11:08.742 You're forgiven. 1396 01:11:08.742 --> 01:11:09.917 - Oh, come on, why'd you come if you didn't wanna talk? 1397 01:11:09.917 --> 01:11:10.744 - No, I thought we were comin' out here 1398 01:11:10.744 --> 01:11:11.615 for the fucking view, Patrick. 1399 01:11:11.615 --> 01:11:15.793 - Want some? 1400 01:11:15.793 --> 01:11:16.533 [water splashing] 1401 01:11:18.056 --> 01:11:19.710 - You've gotta be kidding me. 1402 01:11:19.710 --> 01:11:22.756 That was for everybody. 1403 01:11:22.756 --> 01:11:24.280 - What the fuck is going on with you? 1404 01:11:24.280 --> 01:11:26.238 Seriously, I thought we were having fun this weekend. 1405 01:11:26.238 --> 01:11:28.327 I thought you came here because you wanted to be here. 1406 01:11:28.327 --> 01:11:30.677 - Why does everybody keep saying that to me? 1407 01:11:30.677 --> 01:11:31.722 I am right here. - What's the matter? 1408 01:11:31.722 --> 01:11:34.290 - This is not you, okay? 1409 01:11:34.290 --> 01:11:35.203 I don't know what the fuck is going on with you. 1410 01:11:35.203 --> 01:11:36.553 You used to care about what was going 1411 01:11:36.553 --> 01:11:38.424 on with me more than anyone else. 1412 01:11:38.424 --> 01:11:40.296 You said that I was lucky to have a friend, 1413 01:11:40.296 --> 01:11:41.079 a best friend who was a girl because men 1414 01:11:42.559 --> 01:11:44.038 can't talk through their feelings. 1415 01:11:44.038 --> 01:11:46.214 - Yeah, well that's problematic. 1416 01:11:46.214 --> 01:11:47.259 - Can you stop making fucking jokes? 1417 01:11:47.259 --> 01:11:50.001 - Okay, you, we talk, you got married. 1418 01:11:50.001 --> 01:11:53.744 I don't know. - Yeah, I got married 1419 01:11:53.744 --> 01:11:55.398 and then I got divorced 1420 01:11:55.398 --> 01:11:55.528 and you didn't even know about it, Bill. 1421 01:11:58.357 --> 01:12:02.579 Why did you post that photo? 1422 01:12:02.579 --> 01:12:03.406 - What photo? 1423 01:12:06.583 --> 01:12:07.497 - You know what photo. - Pat. 1424 01:12:07.497 --> 01:12:09.020 - I don't know. - Please, 1425 01:12:09.020 --> 01:12:10.064 be fuckin' real for once. 1426 01:12:10.064 --> 01:12:11.805 Why did you post that photo? 1427 01:12:11.805 --> 01:12:13.154 - [Billie] What do you want me to say? 1428 01:12:13.154 --> 01:12:13.677 - The truth! - Why'd you fuck my sister? 1429 01:12:13.677 --> 01:12:15.331 Why don't we 1430 01:12:15.331 --> 01:12:16.723 just skirt around that? - That is not 1431 01:12:16.723 --> 01:12:17.376 what we're talking about here. - I don't remember! 1432 01:12:17.376 --> 01:12:18.116 I don't remember, okay? 1433 01:12:18.116 --> 01:12:19.944 I blacked out, I blacked out. 1434 01:12:19.944 --> 01:12:20.118 I've just been, I've been blackin' out 1435 01:12:22.555 --> 01:12:24.731 a lot lately and it's just like, 1436 01:12:24.731 --> 01:12:25.079 it's just like really, it's really hazy, you know? 1437 01:12:27.517 --> 01:12:30.520 And I don't know what's happening in my head. 1438 01:12:30.520 --> 01:12:32.783 I just, I don't know. 1439 01:12:34.524 --> 01:12:34.915 I just like, I just, I can't, I can't figure it out. 1440 01:12:38.571 --> 01:12:40.138 I'm just like in there and I, 1441 01:12:43.707 --> 01:12:45.099 you didn't call and you didn't call and nobody called. 1442 01:12:48.189 --> 01:12:50.409 Nobody picked up the phone and I didn't pick up 1443 01:12:50.409 --> 01:12:53.107 the phone because, because I don't know how, 1444 01:12:53.107 --> 01:12:57.808 and I just think I have no idea 1445 01:12:57.808 --> 01:12:59.810 what I'm doing with my fucking life. 1446 01:13:01.638 --> 01:13:02.160 I don't know and I'm just like, I'm just, I don't know. 1447 01:13:05.032 --> 01:13:07.165 I'm like in my head all the time just like, 1448 01:13:09.559 --> 01:13:11.691 doing fucking circles you know? 1449 01:13:11.691 --> 01:13:13.563 And I don't, I don't think I've 1450 01:13:13.563 --> 01:13:15.347 ever been this lonely in my whole life. 1451 01:13:15.347 --> 01:13:18.176 Ah, that fucking book. 1452 01:13:19.830 --> 01:13:21.397 I haven't written a fucking word of it. 1453 01:13:21.397 --> 01:13:22.267 Not one word. 1454 01:13:23.224 --> 01:13:25.009 Not a single word. 1455 01:13:25.009 --> 01:13:26.097 It's like I'm living in this nightmare 1456 01:13:26.097 --> 01:13:28.186 I used to have where I would dive 1457 01:13:28.186 --> 01:13:29.405 into a pool and then when I'd try 1458 01:13:29.405 --> 01:13:31.711 to swim to the surface I'd just like, 1459 01:13:31.711 --> 01:13:32.625 it doesn't matter how hard I swim, I can't make it. 1460 01:13:32.625 --> 01:13:36.455 I just can't. 1461 01:13:36.455 --> 01:13:37.325 I just can't. 1462 01:13:39.763 --> 01:13:40.198 And it just feels like not even my best friends care. 1463 01:13:41.765 --> 01:13:44.202 That's what it feels like. 1464 01:13:46.378 --> 01:13:48.162 That's what it feels like. 1465 01:13:48.162 --> 01:13:49.120 - What? No, that's not... - And you, 1466 01:13:49.120 --> 01:13:51.252 you have been judging me since 1467 01:13:51.252 --> 01:13:52.471 the second you walked in through that door. 1468 01:13:52.471 --> 01:13:54.952 - You know what? - What? 1469 01:13:54.952 --> 01:13:56.606 - I wish for a second that 1470 01:13:56.606 --> 01:13:56.867 you could see yourself through our eyes. 1471 01:14:01.654 --> 01:14:05.092 I didn't know you were so sad, man, I'm sorry. 1472 01:14:07.573 --> 01:14:08.182 - Yeah, and neither did I. 1473 01:14:14.711 --> 01:14:18.541 - Did you pour out all the water? 1474 01:14:18.541 --> 01:14:21.326 - Yeah. 1475 01:14:21.326 --> 01:14:23.110 [all laughing] 1476 01:14:23.110 --> 01:14:24.808 - [Priya] You fucking asshole. 1477 01:14:24.808 --> 01:14:25.722 - Stupid. 1478 01:14:27.027 --> 01:14:30.770 - [Priya] You fucking idiot. 1479 01:14:30.770 --> 01:14:32.250 [Billie sobbing] 1480 01:14:34.687 --> 01:14:38.517 Hey. 1481 01:14:38.517 --> 01:14:39.431 [Billie sobbing] 1482 01:14:43.740 --> 01:14:48.266 - I'm so sorry. - I am too. 1483 01:14:48.266 --> 01:14:49.093 - I'm sorry. - Hey, me too. 1484 01:14:51.138 --> 01:14:52.792 [Billie sobbing] 1485 01:14:54.185 --> 01:14:55.621 [mellow music] 1486 01:15:04.891 --> 01:15:08.286 - [Billie] I'm gonna start lookin' for a new place to live. 1487 01:15:09.287 --> 01:15:11.942 - Need a roommate? 1488 01:15:12.986 --> 01:15:15.685 - Oh my God, could you imagine? 1489 01:15:15.685 --> 01:15:16.207 Is it too soon for me to say that I really didn't like her? 1490 01:15:19.819 --> 01:15:23.040 - Nope. - Okay. 1491 01:15:23.040 --> 01:15:24.389 We'll wait like a few months 1492 01:15:24.389 --> 01:15:25.869 before we start trash talking my wife. 1493 01:15:25.869 --> 01:15:27.523 - Facts are facts. 1494 01:15:27.523 --> 01:15:29.873 - Excuse me? 1495 01:15:29.873 --> 01:15:30.700 [mellow music] 1496 01:15:36.314 --> 01:15:40.927 I can literally feel you silent shit talking. 1497 01:15:40.927 --> 01:15:42.886 [Billie laughs] [Priya laughs] 1498 01:15:42.886 --> 01:15:47.020 ♪ Silent ♪ 1499 01:15:47.020 --> 01:15:47.934 - Okay, this thing is just like... 1500 01:15:51.155 --> 01:15:53.026 - Oh my God. - Yes! 1501 01:15:54.985 --> 01:15:56.203 Wait, let me try these on. 1502 01:15:56.203 --> 01:15:57.901 - Nice. 1503 01:15:59.946 --> 01:16:00.686 Thank you so much. 1504 01:16:02.253 --> 01:16:02.732 - Well deserved. - Oh yeah. 1505 01:16:05.386 --> 01:16:06.823 ♪ Oo, whoa ♪ 1506 01:16:09.477 --> 01:16:13.873 ♪ Not gonna give it up ♪ 1507 01:16:13.873 --> 01:16:16.702 ♪ This will drift off ♪ 1508 01:16:19.705 --> 01:16:21.794 ♪ Let your life take hold ♪ 1509 01:16:27.365 --> 01:16:28.192 ♪ 'Cause we'll wait and see how far it goes ♪ 1510 01:16:33.763 --> 01:16:35.852 ♪ Oo ♪ 1511 01:16:37.941 --> 01:16:40.378 ♪ Oo ♪ 1512 01:16:41.422 --> 01:16:45.601 ♪ Oo ♪ 1513 01:16:45.601 --> 01:16:48.952 ♪ Oo ♪ 1514 01:16:49.779 --> 01:16:53.957 ♪ Oo ♪ 1515 01:16:53.957 --> 01:16:55.045 - Look at this. 1516 01:16:58.178 --> 01:16:59.049 Hey, you guys remember when we 1517 01:17:00.311 --> 01:17:01.268 all did mushrooms and trip balls. 1518 01:17:01.268 --> 01:17:02.052 - Oh my God. - Yeah. 1519 01:17:02.052 --> 01:17:03.444 [all laughing] 1520 01:17:03.444 --> 01:17:05.359 - There's still a bit. - No! 1521 01:17:05.359 --> 01:17:06.404 - No. 1522 01:17:09.450 --> 01:17:10.364 - Yeah, none of you guys have shared about your journeys. 1523 01:17:10.364 --> 01:17:12.149 - Oh, I'm good. - Yeah, I'm takin' 1524 01:17:12.149 --> 01:17:13.716 that to the grave. 1525 01:17:15.892 --> 01:17:16.588 - [Priya] I feel like I'm 19 again. 1526 01:17:16.588 --> 01:17:19.373 No thank you. 1527 01:17:19.373 --> 01:17:21.593 - Well, now you know how not 1528 01:17:21.593 --> 01:17:22.986 to do coke off every toilet you see, 1529 01:17:22.986 --> 01:17:24.770 at every establishment you go too. 1530 01:17:26.554 --> 01:17:27.686 - Will you stop pretending like I had a coke problem? 1531 01:17:27.686 --> 01:17:29.993 I was the only one who did coke in college. 1532 01:17:29.993 --> 01:17:32.473 - But you did a lot of coke. 1533 01:17:32.473 --> 01:17:33.779 - You did so much coke. - I did not. 1534 01:17:33.779 --> 01:17:36.434 It's fine. 1535 01:17:36.434 --> 01:17:37.435 [gentle music] 1536 01:17:37.435 --> 01:17:39.219 - Oh shit! - Oh, sorry. 1537 01:17:41.482 --> 01:17:42.353 - What's that? 1538 01:17:46.836 --> 01:17:47.575 - I didn't get a chance to give it to you yesterday, so. 1539 01:17:47.575 --> 01:17:49.447 - [Billie] Right. 1540 01:17:52.319 --> 01:17:53.059 - You look like you're having fun. 1541 01:17:53.059 --> 01:17:54.278 - [Billie] Sure. 1542 01:17:56.193 --> 01:17:56.889 - Well, I gotta go. 1543 01:17:59.892 --> 01:18:00.458 I gotta pick up Lily and a bunch of stuff. 1544 01:18:00.458 --> 01:18:02.068 - Of course. 1545 01:18:02.068 --> 01:18:02.939 - All right. 1546 01:18:05.419 --> 01:18:09.815 She reminds me a lot of you, actually. 1547 01:18:09.815 --> 01:18:12.992 The way you used to put on those wacky shows. 1548 01:18:12.992 --> 01:18:16.039 She will dance in front of whoever will watch her. 1549 01:18:16.039 --> 01:18:17.475 It's pretty amazing, she doesn't care what anyone thinks. 1550 01:18:18.563 --> 01:18:20.304 - I was never like that. 1551 01:18:22.872 --> 01:18:23.655 - Yeah, you were. 1552 01:18:26.745 --> 01:18:27.790 - Wait. 1553 01:18:33.273 --> 01:18:36.494 I've been holding onto these for awhile. 1554 01:18:42.282 --> 01:18:47.548 Can you open them later? 1555 01:18:47.548 --> 01:18:49.028 - We're gonna be fine, you know that, right? 1556 01:18:51.074 --> 01:18:52.075 - You can stay, really. 1557 01:18:55.295 --> 01:18:55.818 I mean, we could talk and... 1558 01:18:58.603 --> 01:18:59.038 - I gotta go, but I'll call and you'll answer your phone. 1559 01:19:01.737 --> 01:19:03.390 - I don't have a phone. 1560 01:19:06.306 --> 01:19:06.829 - Right, well, when you get one. 1561 01:19:13.487 --> 01:19:18.101 [Karen sighs] 1562 01:19:18.101 --> 01:19:19.363 You're soaking wet [chuckles]. 1563 01:19:21.582 --> 01:19:22.366 - Sorry [laughs]. 1564 01:19:24.411 --> 01:19:25.325 I love you. 1565 01:19:28.589 --> 01:19:29.547 - I know. 1566 01:19:31.854 --> 01:19:32.550 I love you too, Bill. 1567 01:19:36.684 --> 01:19:40.210 [gentle music] 1568 01:19:53.701 --> 01:19:58.532 - [Billie] "Dear Lily, 1569 01:19:58.532 --> 01:20:00.012 "Firstly I promise I'm not as shitty 1570 01:20:00.012 --> 01:20:03.624 "as my silence may suggest. 1571 01:20:03.624 --> 01:20:04.234 "I've spent a long time feeling selfish 1572 01:20:06.845 --> 01:20:09.369 "for wanting to be held and, 1573 01:20:09.369 --> 01:20:09.630 "I want you to know that's fucked. 1574 01:20:13.243 --> 01:20:14.940 "Bad, that's bad. 1575 01:20:16.246 --> 01:20:16.594 "I'd really like you to know, well, 1576 01:20:21.120 --> 01:20:23.949 "I guess there's a lotta things I'd like you to know. 1577 01:20:27.039 --> 01:20:27.692 "It's hard to know when growing up really sets in, you know? 1578 01:20:32.088 --> 01:20:33.916 "Hard to know what kinda person 1579 01:20:36.570 --> 01:20:37.136 "you will be or could be or are. 1580 01:20:40.226 --> 01:20:41.619 "It's hard to know if that squeeze 1581 01:20:44.840 --> 01:20:45.623 "you feel around your heart 1582 01:20:47.320 --> 01:20:47.843 "is something that's meant to be endured, 1583 01:20:47.843 --> 01:20:49.061 "or soothed. 1584 01:20:53.544 --> 01:20:55.981 "Letting the right people touch the places 1585 01:20:55.981 --> 01:20:56.634 "you've kept so far from the sunlight. 1586 01:20:58.157 --> 01:20:59.245 "Good love, bad love. 1587 01:21:05.773 --> 01:21:10.039 "That's not the point. 1588 01:21:10.039 --> 01:21:11.083 "What's the point? 1589 01:21:13.433 --> 01:21:13.912 "The point is, I have no idea what the point is, 1590 01:21:16.088 --> 01:21:17.655 "and neither does your mom and neither will you 1591 01:21:20.832 --> 01:21:22.399 "and neither does anybody really. 1592 01:21:24.096 --> 01:21:24.662 "But not knowing, I promise, 1593 01:21:32.409 --> 01:21:35.673 "it can be pretty fucking exciting." 1594 01:21:37.327 --> 01:21:39.590 [crickets chirping] [water splashing] 1595 01:21:44.160 --> 01:21:44.987 [gentle music] 1596 01:21:57.216 --> 01:22:01.351 ♪ Remember when you were younger ♪ 1597 01:22:01.351 --> 01:22:04.702 ♪ Younger ♪ 1598 01:22:04.702 --> 01:22:05.703 ♪ Everything was a dream ♪ 1599 01:22:06.704 --> 01:22:09.533 ♪ Was a dream ♪ 1600 01:22:09.533 --> 01:22:10.708 ♪ Sit and play Game Boy colors ♪ 1601 01:22:13.972 --> 01:22:15.974 ♪ Drinkin' pink lemonade on the patio ♪ 1602 01:22:20.152 --> 01:22:22.589 ♪ Ice cold in the summer ♪ 1603 01:22:24.591 --> 01:22:28.073 ♪ Mm ♪ 1604 01:22:29.901 --> 01:22:31.294 ♪ There's a young soul destined to set you free ♪ 1605 01:22:36.429 --> 01:22:37.213 ♪ So large ♪ 1606 01:22:41.347 --> 01:22:45.003 ♪ Through life ♪ 1607 01:22:47.136 --> 01:22:50.052 ♪ And I got one thing ♪