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Abby.
Please bring me some water.
The power is off.
Abby.
Hurry up.
Wait, Mom.
I was born on June 30th, 2000.
The same year Chandra Wijaya and Toni Gunawan won a gold medal
for badminton men's doubles in the Summer Olympics.
FIRST GOLD IN HAND
Indonesia soared beyond with six medals.
An unbroken record that lasts until this very day.
My mom is very sentimental and tends to be strict with herself.
She was once a public accountant.
She's a hoarder.
Every small thing
has a meaningful memory for her.
My dad is unpredictable.
He has had various jobs,
and for the last five years, he has worked as a mediator
for land acquisition of hotels and tourist areas.
Checkmate.
My parents got married on April 8th, 1994.
On the same day, Kurt Cobain was found dead.
The autopsy showed that he had died three days before.
Almost 12 months later,
the singer Nike Ardilla died in an accident.
On the same day, Indah was born.
Indah Indehoy.
A natural-born cheerleader, T-shirt freak,
and the center of all chaos.
She represents a generation that lives in the era of existence,
microprocessors,
and the Internet.
Abby!
At the age of five,
Indah was diagnosed with attention deficit disorder,
and the worst possible symptoms
of attention-deficit/ hyperactivity disorder,
which was not proven because she just can't stay still.
-Hey, stop it. -Mom!
My phone!
Put the spoons back! Indah! Abby!
I can't imagine
that you choose to work in such a place.
But as long as you know what you want.
The thing you need to worry about
is when someone
doesn't know what they want.
-This is Bing. -Come on.
He's too lazy and old to do extraordinary stuff.
Willing to accept the living
means willing to accept the dead.
Thank you for the memories
you left us.
Bing was hit by a truck.
He had a crush on our neighbor's dog.
Dad buried him in an empty field owned by his friend.
GOAT
Sephia. She has been friends with Indah for five years.
Some of my male friends say that
I naturally grow up with everything a boy needs to have a wet dream.
It just happens effortlessly.
My family is quite fun.
Our days are rhythmic and constant.
-This is my last year in high school. -Happy birthday.
My adolescence is coming to an end.
And this is Kirana. She's been my girlfriend for a year.
So that's the story, By.
Indians deem female cows as sacred beings
since they are perceived as the symbols of all lives.
But that's also one of the main factors of poverty and hunger in India--
Yeah!
-Honey! -Lunchtime!
Here they are!
-You first, Dad. -Thank you.
Right.
Indah, you have something to say, don't you?
What's so serious?
So, two months ago,
this NGO in Singapore opened the opportunity for fresh graduates
to be placed in some regions in Asia and Africa.
Dad used to tell us about the problem of hunger in some places
and that we should not waste the opportunity to help.
So I applied.
Unexpectedly, I passed.
I'm waiting for the interview.
And if I get it, the contract is one to two years.
It's a once-in-a-lifetime opportunity.
I planned to tell you guys later,
but Mom said it's better to tell you now
so everybody can wish me luck and pray for me.
You can help the hungry here too.
You don't have to go that far.
Why are you so late? I've been waiting for you.
We need to buy a lot and go to the supermarket. Have you eaten?
We need to check the clothes stores. We have to hurry. Don't waste time.
Abby!
I know you're not sleeping!
You were watching me just now!
Abby!
What now?
You're angry, huh?
Please don't be.
I really want you to attend my graduation ceremony.
I asked them to postpone the interview.
-But can you? -I'm not sure, but I'm trying.
Don't go back to sleep.
-Let's go to the supermarket. -I don't want to.
-I'll buy you ice cream. -No, thanks.
We'll go with Sephia.
You can ask Kirana out too.
Abby! Wake up!
Okay.
Take a shower.
Give me five minutes.
Clean this up.
Help me with this.
-This one? -Yeah.
This and this.
Where's Kirana?
Is she coming?
I don't know. She didn't say anything.
This one?
Sure.
Here.
For tea time.
Yes.
It's correct.
So I tried to contact them,
but they're kind of slow.
I really need your help
because it's for my family.
All right.
Thank you.
How is it going?
Just be patient. They're taking care of it.
So Kirana's not coming?
She's with her mother.
You should've told us.
It doesn't look good on me.
You look tired.
Are you sick?
I'm fine.
Look at this one!
I'm gonna try it on.
Watch your eyes!
-What the… -Remember, you have a girlfriend.
It looks good on me, right?
Right?
You're gonna pick this one?
It's for his birthday.
I…
I can't give what you want.
I would rather…
lose a guy who wants me…
than lose myself again.
The red one.
-This one? -Yes.
It's good to kill time.
Abby!
They postponed the interview!
You have no reason to be angry!
And my sister Indah…
she always has the best answer.
She's patient
and encouraging.
Thank you
for being by my side
and supporting me.
This graduation is for you, Indah.
And I'm bound to wait for her
And I'm bound to long for her
And I'm bound to miss every part of her
Because she
She's so magnificent
So magnificent
Let's get him to the water.
For Kirana and Abby.
I wish you two
a smooth path to get to college.
Amen.
For my beautiful daughter.
I wish you the very best for the interview, dear.
Amen.
Am I allowed
not to wish anything for you?
Sure.
A wish is very personal.
It must come from your heart.
No one can force it.
Come on.
Don't be upset.
Actually,
it's not like
I only want to have an extraordinary work experience.
I want to know how it feels to be far from home.
I don't have any specific reason.
Or that anything's wrong.
It's just because I want to.
I want to miss home.
I want to miss you.
People say…
we will miss home, even more, when we're far away.
Thank you…
for keeping your promise.
You even postponed the interview for me.
That was my promise anyway.
It's not a big deal.
But I won't wish anything for you.
Because I don't want you to go far away from home.
Sure thing, fusspot.
Stop it. Don't act like adults. I miss you.
-Ready? -I've checked in.
Boarding is in 15 minutes.
Where's Mom and Dad?
In the parking lot. They forgot something.
-Oh, right. -This is your View-Master.
-Don't forget your jacket. -I can use this, Mom.
-Is that enough? -Yeah.
I want to change the reel as well.
Don't get off in a hurry or too slowly.
Don't forget your baggage.
Okay, Mom.
Watch what you eat.
I will.
Please pray for me.
Dad.
-Please pray for me. -Sure.
Phi.
Good luck.
Abby.
Don't mess up my room.
I'll be back in two days. You better watch out.
Why would I?
Bye. I'm off.
Tell us once you get there.
Bye.
It's raining. Be careful. You'll catch a cold.
It's been a while since the last time we ate here.
And it's raining.
You can go first.
Welcome.
Can I help you?
What do you want?
Tongseng.
One tongseng. What do you want?
-Goat satay. -Goat satay.
Breaking News is back with the latest update.
The Eyebird plane AB013Q
from Jakarta to Singapore has crashed.
AB013Q LOST CONTACT
The aircraft was reported missing from the radar right after takeoff.
This news adds to the long list of air transportation accidents
in the last ten years.
The team from the National Search and Rescue Agency has been deployed
to search the crash site.
LAST POSITION
And at the moment,
the cause of the accident has not been established.
Sir…
I want to know…
Sir, can you give me any information?
-Sir, please. -We need information…
We are waiting for the information from the site.
So please be patient.
-Please… -Do you have any information?
Sir…
How come…
They asked us to come tomorrow…
to complete the postmortem data.
AIRPORT INFORMATION
Let's go home, ma'am.
There has been a report that the plane
ran into technical problems at the airport.
A minute after taking off, the pilot lost control of the plane.
HIGH SCHOOL CERTIFICATE
GRADUATED
Do you think Indah is alive?
She's okay, right?
My daughter had this in her bag.
This evening, officers have received body bags,
but the number doesn't represent the actual body count
since they found limbs that will need further identification.
The investigation is ongoing…
-We are asking for your patience. -Can we see them?
We have a special team for the mediation.
The victims' families can come to the hospital.
The victims' families can go to the hospital
to get further information.
-Please be patient. -They found a suitcase.
-Hold on. -Let me see…
-Body bags! -My God!
SEARCH AND RESCUE
Attention, everyone.
If you recognize anything,
please report it to us.
Sir, that's…
That belongs to my daughter!
It belongs to Emi!
-That's Emil's! -Don't lose hope. Indah is okay.
Ma'am.
If you have something to say…
you can tell me.
Five victims have been identified.
Four men…
and one elderly person.
Maybe it's not the right time for you.
It's not the ideal situation, and I don't mind…
but you can't keep avoiding me.
What is wrong with you?
Are you sick?
No.
What makes you so blind to the situation?
-It's not like that. -Then what?
Do you think it's the right time?
Maybe it is for you,
but it's not for me.
I like you,
but it was long ago,
that you were with Indah.
But don't you see the circumstances?
-What makes you think I can do it? -You can do it.
-No, I can't. -You can, Phi.
-You better leave before I scream. -Listen.
You can do it. You're not the only one grieving.
I am too.
-Help! -Hey.
Don't you ever look for me again…
or I'll report you to the police.
By the seventh day, 68 body bags have been received
out of 168 passengers.
Twenty-five bodies have been identified.
The identification process is continuing,
and officials say there are no survivors.
If it's possible, we will deploy divers
to search for the second black box.
The search for the missing cockpit voice recorder was unsuccessful
due to bad weather.
You
ran from home to get here?
Abby, please stop!
Abby.
I don't know exactly how you feel…
but if you think you have lost…
the anchor of your life…
then we feel the same way.
I want to be the replacement for Indah.
If it…
will make you feel any better.
I brought lunch.
Let's eat.
Abby.
Blow out the candles.
It's my fault.
If my graduation and her interview weren't on the same day…
maybe Indah would still be here.
If I didn't make her feel guilty by postponing her interview,
maybe she would've been here.
Enough.
It's not your fault.
It's my fault!
I made her leave that day!
I made her get on the plane.
-I didn't want her to leave! -Abby.
This is not your fault.
Indah loves you.
She wanted to be there.
She wanted to give you the loudest applause.
Listen to me.
We love Indah.
We want her to be okay.
For now, we can only accept the reality.
Indah was on that plane, and we don't know where she is now.
Continuously…
blaming yourself
won't bring her back.
Abby.
Merry is having a birthday party next week.
It's a farewell party, too, since she's going to college.
Right.
Mom bought me a dress in case I want to attend the party.
You want to go?
Do you?
I understand if you don't want to. It's not like I really want to go.
The point is,
if you're not going, then I'm not going either.
You really don't want to go?
I'll take you there later.
Will you come in?
Then what's the point?
I heard nothing from you,
so I asked Dad to take me.
But it's okay.
I'm just worried.
I understand that you're still sad,
but it's hard for me.
So I'm here.
We passed the early selection.
The registration will start next month.
Do you want to play?
What do you want me to do?
I don't know!
I'm…
sorry.
I feel like you're so distant now.
You don't respond to anything.
I'm so confused about what to do.
Shall we play?
I'll crash here tonight.
I HAVE ARRIVED HOME, AND I THINK IM GOING TO SLEEP NOW.
OKAY, SLEEP WELL.
From Sephia.
She said…
that Abby will stay at her place.
Are you okay?
Abby?
This is an airplane seat.
I was in a plane crash.
Well, that was the plan.
I came here to ask him out,
but he's not here.
Can you tell him that I stopped by?
This is my car.
Did you tell your mother you drove here?
No, I didn't.
If I did, she wouldn't have allowed me.
Okay, I'll head home now.
-Be careful. -Okay.
Is it really okay if you go home alone?
Sure.
Be careful.
I'm crumbling
In the last piece of this night
Empty
And watered-down
Romantic poetry
Dripping
From my lips
To be melancholic is beautiful
Slowing the blood in my veins
Just sink in this anxiety
And all the beats tearing down the silence
I want this lethargy to stay
I dive into the hopelessness
Just sink in this anxiety
And all the beats tearing down the silence
I want this lethargy to stay
I dive
Into the hopelessness
Do you mind…
being Indah one more time?
I mean…
I want you…
to wear that dress one more time.
She won't forgive me for this.
Abby.
We both lost the person we loved.
Where is everybody?
My dad is at the office, and Mom went along with him.
I made it just for you.
Abby.
I know you're still sad,
but you need to know
I'm going to be with you until you feel better.
Until you're not sad anymore.
I don't know exactly how to do it,
but I'm willing to try.
Here, mine is still plenty.
Thanks
for understanding.
You're so kind.
When did Indah start smoking?
Is there any progress on the advocacy?
Don't be sad anymore, okay?
-Hi, Aunty. -Hi.
You're here?
I asked Abby to take me to school.
Let me help.
Let's have dinner before you go home.
Okay.
That's my dad.
I'll see you out.
Bye.
First of all, we would like to express our deepest condolences
for the incident.
We came here
to assist you in completing the paperwork.
Like signing these documents.
I will not sign them.
The release clause is detrimental for us.
Ma'am, if you don't want to sign, what about the compensation?
I will not sign them!
If she doesn't want to sign them,
maybe you want to do it on her behalf?
Yes.
We only need a signature here and here, sir.
That's all.
You heard my wife, right?
She has refused.
It's best if you leave.
Honey.
Enough.
This is not an easy thing to do.
But Indah wouldn't want to see us like this.
She wouldn't want to.
The lawyer said…
if we don't sign
the documents,
we can still file a lawsuit.
I will do anything.
So she can have justice.
Honey.
Please, listen to me.
Enough is enough.
What happened to us,
we must accept it.
Let it go!
Our daughter
was a victim
because of operational negligence.
And you want me to let it go?
No.
I won't!
If you can let it go, that's on you!
Don't make me do the same thing!
You don't understand
how it feels, the child you conceived,
gave birth to,
and raised,
gone just like that!
You don't understand how it feels like to be me.
You will never understand!
You took care of the documents again?
Kirana is pretty, right?
She's kind
and sweet.
She suits you.
I want to break up with Kirana.
I want to be with you.
So, it's her brother's turn.
Stop it.
No wonder you're avoiding me.
Shut up.
You're with him now?
-Just go home. -You're not the same as Indah.
Cheap slut!
Shut up!
Abby, stop!
Stop!
-I can't believe you. -Stop it!
-Enough! -Abby!
-Hey, stop! -Abby!
Abby, stop!
What happened between you and Bayu?
-It's better if you don't know. -What's the matter with him?
I introduced Bayu to Indah.
But Bayu and I…
go back a long way.
I liked Bayu.
But I couldn't
express my feelings to him.
Indah was pregnant,
and Bayu blamed her.
Bayu said he would choose me over Indah.
So I promised I'd stop wanting anything from him.
Bayu was Indah's boyfriend.
And Indah…
she was everything.
She was a friend.
A best friend
and a sister.
I just had an abortion.
What an idiot!
But when they broke up
a year ago,
Bayu often came to me.
I couldn't resist him.
I wanted to tell Indah everything.
But I didn't have the guts.
Abby.
I didn't mean to hide anything from her.
I was looking for the right time,
but I didn't get to do it.
Abby.
Hey, Sephia
I won't come tonight
I'm trying to look away
From your love
Hey, Sephia
I won't go home tonight
Don't look for me
Your love is on the line
Just face it
There is no forever for us
Good night, my secret lover
I hope I vanish from your memory
Only a true lover remembers
The memories remain the same
Goodbye, unrevealed love
I hope I disappear from your memory
Only a true lover stays
She said I'm stupid.
Their presence prevails
-Gosh. -Try again.
Hey, Sephia
Don't you ever call my name
If we meet again
On another day
Just face it
-Kirana? -I'm off, Auntie.
Kirana.
Good night, my secret lover
I hope I disappear from your memory
Only a true lover remembers
The memories remain the same
Goodbye, unrevealed love
I hope I disappear from your memory
Only a true lover stays
Their presence prevails
Hey, Sephia
Just face it
There is no forever for us
Good night, my secret lover
I hope I vanish from your memory
Only a true lover remembers
The memories remain the same
Goodbye, unrevealed love
I hope I disappear from your memory
Only a true lover stays
Their presence prevails
Hey, Sephia
Don't you ever call my name
If we meet again
On another day
I want to be here.
I don't want you to have anything to do with Bayu.
You've been helping me
let her go.
So,
I want to stay here.
Abby.
This is wrong.
And I…
can never be her.
I might be able to help you
let her go…
but not to replace her in your life.
I didn't say you could replace her.
I said
I want to stay here…
and I don't want you to keep in touch with Bayu.
She stopped by earlier.
But she was in a hurry.
I don't know where she's heading.
It's time to accept
The screaming inside your heart
The weariness to keep trying
To conquer
All the feelings within
Please stay for a while
We can forget time
Just witness my tears
Dripping in pain
Mom, help!
Weaving hopes
Threading dreams
Casting down the silence
Love will bring you
Back here
Healing all the longing
Washing away the pain
And it'll carry you
The way you used to be
Who used to love me
The way I am
A few days ago,
a fisherman
sent us this.
Just like in this picture.
When lies flow
Be honest to your heart
Fill your inner soul
Fill it with love
Like it used to be
When we're together
There is no doubt
Love will bring you
Back here
Healing all the longing
Washing away the pain
And it'll carry you
The way you used to be
Who used to love me…
One,
two,
three.
Do it again.
Come on. One, two…
You're great. Our daughter is great.
It's your turn.
Here. One, two, three.
Dad had bruises on his face at the age of 23.
He was late compared to his peers.
One day he wanted to help a lady who was pickpocketed,
but he got beaten up instead.
He said I'd be stronger than him.
I wasn't
prepared for this.
I lost my child so suddenly.
And we still can't find her body.
But this is life.
We have to deal with it and keep going on.
Mom never asked anything about Sephia.
Like Indah,
Sephia is also gone just like that.
An officer came here today…
and handed me this thing.
He said a fisherman found it.
It's broken.
But it's okay.
At least we found something.
Abby.
I'm sorry…
if…
we…
seemed like we were absent from your life these last few months.
I believe you,
you know,
and understand…
that we are confused…
about how to cope with this.
Letting go…
is not an easy thing to learn.
We will continue to learn.
You.
Dad.
Me.
All of us.
Love will bring you
Back here
Healing all the longing
Washing away the pain
And it'll carry you
The way you used to be
Who used to love me
The way I am
Today is exactly six months since the plane crash.
Families of victims who are still fighting for the advocacy process
gathered for a commemoration.
They are still waiting for the legal process that continues.
Mom decided to go back to work.
Abby.
She put the unused things in a warehouse.
Dad quit his job.
And this is the last time we saw the sea.