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[cars and buses passing by]

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[car honking]

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[indistinct chatter]

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[playing cello]

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[woman]
And back one more time.

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And relax.

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This is perfect here.

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Yes, and we have one exercise to do.

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[audience cheering]

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[piano playing]

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♪ You always said
That I'd come back to you again ♪

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♪ 'Cause everybody needs a friend ♪

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♪ It's true ♪

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♪ Someone to quiet the voices in my head ♪

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♪ Make 'em sing to me instead ♪

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♪ It's you ♪

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♪ Hate to say that I love you ♪

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♪ Hate to say that I need you ♪

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♪ Hate to say that I want you, but I do ♪

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♪ Bad habit, I know ♪

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♪ But I'm needin' you right now ♪

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♪ Can you help me out? ♪

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♪ Can I lean on you? ♪

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♪ Been one of those days ♪

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♪ Sun don't wanna come out ♪

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♪ Can you help me out? ♪

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♪ Can I lean on you? ♪

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♪ You make me feel
Like I'm floatin' off the ground ♪

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-♪ Above this little town ♪
-[woman sings along]

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♪ You do ♪

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♪ Look at me smile
With tears in my eyes ♪

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♪ I love the way you lie ♪

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♪ I do ♪

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♪ Hate to say that I'm lonely ♪

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♪ Hate to say that I miss you ♪

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♪ Hate to say that it's dark in here ♪

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♪ But it's true ♪

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[vocalizing]

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♪ Bad habit, I know
But I'm needin' you right now ♪

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♪ Can you help me out? ♪

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♪ Can I lean on you? ♪

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♪ Been one of those days ♪

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♪ Sun don't wanna come out ♪

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♪ Can you help me out? ♪

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♪ Can I lean on you? ♪

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♪ Whoa ♪

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♪ Whoa ♪

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♪ Can I lean on you? ♪

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[vocalizing]

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♪ Can I lean on you? ♪

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♪ Hate to say that I'm lonely ♪

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♪ Hate to say that I miss you ♪

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♪ Hate to say that it's dark in here ♪

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♪ But it's true ♪

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♪ Bad habit, I know
But I'm needin' you right now ♪

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♪ Can you help me out? ♪

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♪ Can I lean on you? ♪

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[vocalizing]

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♪ Can I lean on you? ♪

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[vocalizing]

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[continues vocalizing]

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♪ Can I lean on you? ♪

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♪ Hate to say that I love you ♪

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♪ Hate to say that I need you ♪

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♪ Hate to say that I want you ♪

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♪ But I do ♪

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[audience cheers]

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Hello, Radio City!

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Thank you so much for being here!

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If you happen to know it,
feel free to sing.

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♪ You're afraid to need someone ♪

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♪ 'Cause you've been burned ♪

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♪ You've been burned ♪

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♪ You've been burned ♪

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♪ Love is good until it's gone ♪

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♪ That's what you've learned ♪

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♪ What you've learned ♪

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♪ What you've learned ♪

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♪ You don't have to hide your love away ♪

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♪ And I know that I'm gonna
Make mistakes ♪

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♪ 'Cause leaning on somebody's
Never easy ♪

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♪ I'll do what I can
To make you see that ♪

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♪ This is not a temporary love ♪

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♪ This is not a temporary love ♪

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♪ My heart is in my hands ♪

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♪ I won't give it up ♪

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♪ This is not a temporary love ♪

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♪ You may not think
That I know the difference ♪

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♪ But I do ♪

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♪ But I do ♪

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♪ But I do ♪

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♪ I feel the gravity between us ♪

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♪ And you can too ♪

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♪ You can too ♪

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♪ You can too ♪

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♪ We don't have to hide our love away ♪

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♪ Both of us are gonna make mistakes ♪

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♪ 'Cause leaning on somebody's
Never easy ♪

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♪ But look at me
And tell me you don't see ♪

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♪ That this is not a temporary love ♪

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♪ No, this is not ♪

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♪ A temporary love ♪

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♪ Now your heart is in my hands ♪

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♪ I won't give it up ♪

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♪ This is not a temporary love ♪

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♪ Hey! ♪

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♪ Love ♪

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♪ Love ♪

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♪ Love ♪

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♪ I said ♪

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♪ When the world around is caving in ♪

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♪ And the winds, they keep on changing ♪

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♪ Take my hand and let it spin ♪

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♪ We'll hold still ♪

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♪ This is not ♪

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♪ A temporary love ♪

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♪ This is not a temporary love ♪

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♪ Now my heart is in your hands
Please don't give it up ♪

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♪ This is not a temporary love ♪

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♪ Hey! ♪

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♪ This is not a temporary love ♪

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♪ Oh, this is not a temporary love ♪

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♪ Now your heart is in my hands
Please don't give it up ♪

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♪ This is not a temporary love ♪

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♪ This is not a temporary love ♪

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[applause]

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Well hello, New York City, how are you?

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I feel very overwhelmed
because this is Radio City Music Hall.

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Yes, you've heard as well, I see.

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Um, and this is very crazy.

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Usually when I come up on a stage,

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ever since I was six or seven years old,

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I'm disguised as one thing or another.

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A very nerdy magician perhaps, or...

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Yes.

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Or a very strange Mormon missionary,

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or perhaps a kid with a broken arm.

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Oh, my gosh!

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I'm so glad that you've appreciated
my work in Ricki And The Flash.

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But this year is the first time I've come
on stage as myself, and be myself,

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because you decided
to spend your night with me,

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so I can't thank you enough
for letting me do that.

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It's wonderful.

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I grew up in a very large, very Jewish,
very musical family.

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We were called the Von Platt
Family Singers in our community.

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Many of them are here tonight.

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My brother Henry, and my sister Hannah,

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and my brother Avery,

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and my parents.

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So, when I decided to come out
when I was 12,

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or just figured out I was gay,
I didn't really decide to come out,

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it was really not a thing, no big deal.
Lemme walk you through it.

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I was in eighth grade,
I was on a trip to Israel,

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like you do in eighth grade...

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when you're a Jew.

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And a kid in my class,
on my bus, during the trip

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made a comment to the effect of, like,

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"Oh, Ben is so lucky, because he's gay,
so he gets to hang out with all the girls,

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and they let him in their hotel rooms,
and they don't care..."

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And it was not a derogatory thing at all.
It wasn't bullying, it was just true.

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Like, all my friends were girls,
and they let me hang out with them.

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But the chaperone overheard this
and thought it was a bad bullying incident

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and was gonna tell my parents,
and I was like,

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"Lemme not have this be the first time
that we discuss this.

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I don't want it to come up in this way,
I want to get ahead of it."

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So I went back to my hotel in Tel Aviv,

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called my parents.

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I don't know what time it was for them,
but it was important.

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And I said,

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"I have to tell you something."

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And my mom goes,
"Is this about your sexuality?"

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I was like, "Let me finish!"

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And basically she said,

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"We know, you spent most of your childhood
dressed as Dorothy from Wizard of Oz.

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No one is surprised."

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I was like, "Oh, that's great."

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She said, "I have all these books
on my bedside table, I wanna read them."

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Which I thought was strange.

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And then she handed
the phone to my father,

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who said, "Are you being safe?"

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And I said, "I'm 12,
I don't know what you mean!"

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And that was really it.

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And I really wish
for everyone in the world,

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everyone who's watching at home,
everyone here tonight,

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that it can be that much of a nothing.

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Because it doesn't need to be an event,
or an announcement...

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Thank you.

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Thank you very much.

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I agree. I thought you might,
given that we're in New York City.

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Is there any queer people here tonight,
perchance?

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[cheering]

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When I was 18 years old,
I dated someone who was in the closet,

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which, if you ask your queer neighbors,
is sort of a rite of passage.

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I think we like the challenge,
or something.

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Some of his embarrassment
and discomfort rubbed off on me,

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and I really didn't like that.

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And I looked back on that experience,
many years down the line,

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when I was writing this album,

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and I wrote this next song

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about how I wish I had approached
that person and that experience,

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and how I would have spoken to him

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if I had had all of the knowledge
and confidence

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that I now have as a medium adult,

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and it's called "Honest Man."

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[piano line starts]

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♪ There's something about you
In moonlight ♪

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♪ But your eyes go so well with the day ♪

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♪ You won't let go of your layers ♪

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♪ But your power can strip me away ♪

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♪ It's easier for us to hide ♪

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♪ If you come out, then so will I ♪

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♪ Promise that I'll meet you halfway ♪

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♪ 'Cause I see every part of you ♪

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♪ And I can tell you see me too ♪

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♪ By the way that you say my name ♪

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♪ I am an honest man ♪

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♪ Why can't you take my hand? ♪

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♪ I'm not what you planned ♪

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♪ But I'm a safe place to land ♪

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♪ I am an honest man ♪

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♪ You're so afraid of tomorrow ♪

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♪ So you build your walls up today ♪

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♪ You won't believe that you're ready ♪

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♪ But I'd never lead you astray ♪

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♪ It's easier for us to hide ♪

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♪ If you come out, then so will I ♪

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♪ Promise that I'll meet you halfway ♪

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♪ 'Cause I see every part of you ♪

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♪ And I can tell you see me too ♪

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♪ By the way that you say my name ♪

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♪ I am an honest man ♪

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♪ Why can't you take my hand? ♪

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♪ I'm not what you planned ♪

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♪ But I'm a safe place to land ♪

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♪ I am an honest man ♪

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♪See me as I am ♪

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♪ Show me that I can ♪

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♪ You make me an honest man ♪

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♪ I know I've played with hearts before ♪

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♪ Don't have the heart
To play with yours ♪

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♪ I only swear to do the best I can ♪

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♪ 'Cause when you put your trust in me ♪

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♪ How beautiful our love could be ♪

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♪ If only you would take a chance ♪

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♪ I am an honest man ♪

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♪ Why won't you take my hand? ♪

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♪ I'm not what you planned ♪

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♪ But I'm a safe place to land ♪

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♪ I am an honest man ♪

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♪ I am an honest man ♪

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♪ Why won't you hold my hand? ♪

254
00:15:43.817 --> 00:15:45.819
♪ I'm not what you planned ♪

255
00:15:45.903 --> 00:15:48.572
♪ I'm a safe place to land ♪

256
00:15:48.656 --> 00:15:52.576
♪ I am an honest man ♪

257
00:15:52.993 --> 00:15:55.204
♪ See me as I am ♪

258
00:15:55.454 --> 00:15:57.915
♪ Show me that I can ♪

259
00:15:57.998 --> 00:16:01.669
♪ You make me an honest man ♪

260
00:16:02.753 --> 00:16:04.213
♪ I've said all I can ♪

261
00:16:05.130 --> 00:16:07.007
♪ I am who I am ♪

262
00:16:07.675 --> 00:16:12.262
♪ And I am an honest man ♪

263
00:16:14.014 --> 00:16:16.016
[applause, cheering]

264
00:16:27.194 --> 00:16:29.196
[new melody starts]

265
00:16:40.374 --> 00:16:41.792
You knew there'd be a stool.

266
00:16:46.839 --> 00:16:49.842
♪ I'm sure it was nothing ♪

267
00:16:50.551 --> 00:16:56.181
♪ But you never used to bring
Somebody else along ♪

268
00:16:56.890 --> 00:17:00.310
♪ It used to be our thing ♪

269
00:17:01.145 --> 00:17:06.567
♪ Going to a movie, then we wander home ♪

270
00:17:08.318 --> 00:17:12.197
♪ All these little landmines ♪

271
00:17:12.448 --> 00:17:17.911
♪ All these little things
That one can read two ways ♪

272
00:17:18.245 --> 00:17:22.833
♪ Like when you take every call outside ♪

273
00:17:23.625 --> 00:17:28.922
♪ Seems that I've forgotten
How to read your face ♪

274
00:17:30.424 --> 00:17:33.844
♪ But I know you too well ♪

275
00:17:34.136 --> 00:17:38.015
♪ To get it wrong ♪

276
00:17:39.308 --> 00:17:43.437
♪ If you have to hurt me ♪

277
00:17:44.938 --> 00:17:47.524
♪ Hurt me once ♪

278
00:17:47.608 --> 00:17:51.528
♪ If you have to end it ♪

279
00:17:53.739 --> 00:17:55.407
♪ Get it done ♪

280
00:17:55.991 --> 00:17:59.661
♪ You have all these choices ♪

281
00:18:01.789 --> 00:18:05.542
♪ I have none ♪

282
00:18:06.043 --> 00:18:10.756
♪ You're all that I have to lose ♪

283
00:18:11.340 --> 00:18:16.595
♪ Couldn't hurt you if I wanted to ♪

284
00:18:18.388 --> 00:18:23.602
♪ I've decided on you ♪

285
00:18:30.025 --> 00:18:33.403
♪ If you keep it going ♪

286
00:18:34.029 --> 00:18:39.159
♪ Then one by one
The memories will start to blur ♪

287
00:18:39.618 --> 00:18:43.455
♪ You'll ruin the good ones ♪

288
00:18:43.539 --> 00:18:48.919
♪ But I guess my photo album's
None of your concern ♪

289
00:18:49.419 --> 00:18:52.923
♪ Don't humor me with kindness ♪

290
00:18:53.799 --> 00:18:59.471
♪ There's nothing kind about
A hundred small betrayals ♪

291
00:19:00.806 --> 00:19:04.184
♪ If you love me at all ♪

292
00:19:04.518 --> 00:19:08.397
♪ You'll kill it now ♪

293
00:19:09.606 --> 00:19:13.819
♪ If you have to hurt me ♪

294
00:19:15.279 --> 00:19:17.573
♪ Hurt me once ♪

295
00:19:18.115 --> 00:19:21.577
♪ If you have to end it ♪

296
00:19:23.704 --> 00:19:25.998
♪ Get it done ♪

297
00:19:26.456 --> 00:19:30.544
♪You have all these choices ♪

298
00:19:32.212 --> 00:19:35.132
♪ I have none ♪

299
00:19:36.425 --> 00:19:41.471
♪ You're all that I have to lose ♪

300
00:19:41.680 --> 00:19:47.186
♪ Couldn't hurt you if I wanted to ♪

301
00:19:48.770 --> 00:19:52.357
♪ I've decided on you ♪

302
00:19:54.484 --> 00:19:57.571
♪ I've decided on you ♪

303
00:19:58.280 --> 00:20:01.200
♪ And if I'm disappointed ♪

304
00:20:01.283 --> 00:20:05.996
♪ It's 'cause you're not
The person I knew ♪

305
00:20:06.079 --> 00:20:09.833
♪ If I had it my way ♪

306
00:20:10.584 --> 00:20:15.214
♪ I'd be kinder than you ♪

307
00:20:15.714 --> 00:20:19.843
♪ I'm sure I'll forgive you, and soon ♪

308
00:20:20.886 --> 00:20:25.515
♪ I'm ashamed but I'm proud of it, too ♪

309
00:20:28.352 --> 00:20:33.315
♪ I decided on you ♪

310
00:20:41.281 --> 00:20:42.366
So, listen...

311
00:20:42.866 --> 00:20:43.825
Umm... [chuckles]

312
00:20:44.368 --> 00:20:46.703
Decided to have one Beyoncé, a little...
sort of... not...

313
00:20:47.204 --> 00:20:48.997
I-- As you can tell by the last song,

314
00:20:49.081 --> 00:20:51.625
I really love to be in my feelings,
as it were,

315
00:20:51.708 --> 00:20:54.419
use the music to process those sad things,

316
00:20:54.503 --> 00:20:56.296
which is important,
and we should all do that,

317
00:20:56.380 --> 00:20:58.590
but I also think music is meant
to help us feel ourselves.

318
00:20:58.674 --> 00:21:01.051
Is anyone feeling themselves
this evening at Radio City?

319
00:21:01.134 --> 00:21:03.053
[cheering]

320
00:21:03.595 --> 00:21:04.429
Yes!

321
00:21:05.055 --> 00:21:06.223
Cool, me too!

322
00:21:06.306 --> 00:21:09.226
Given that we're at Radio City--
One time, I dated this fellow,

323
00:21:09.309 --> 00:21:12.062
and he wasn't very nice to me,
didn't treat me with a lot of respect.

324
00:21:12.145 --> 00:21:14.815
So... I wrote this song,
and I felt a lot better.

325
00:21:15.565 --> 00:21:18.068
[energetic melody plays]

326
00:21:20.112 --> 00:21:22.197
♪ Wish that I'd known  ♪

327
00:21:22.281 --> 00:21:24.700
♪ This feeling was coming ♪

328
00:21:24.908 --> 00:21:27.286
♪ When I was crying ♪

329
00:21:27.744 --> 00:21:29.079
♪ Over you ♪

330
00:21:29.454 --> 00:21:31.999
♪ Now that you're gone ♪

331
00:21:32.082 --> 00:21:34.376
♪ I carry nothing ♪

332
00:21:34.459 --> 00:21:36.795
♪ It feels like flying ♪

333
00:21:37.212 --> 00:21:43.760
♪ Boy, I used to throw a party
Over every little thing you'd do ♪

334
00:21:45.304 --> 00:21:47.472
♪ Never going back
Never going back to that ♪

335
00:21:47.556 --> 00:21:53.478
♪ Heartsick little lover boy
Who went and lost himself in you ♪

336
00:21:54.563 --> 00:21:57.107
♪ 'Cause now I'm feeling so brand ♪

337
00:21:57.190 --> 00:21:59.318
[back-up singers] ♪ New ♪

338
00:21:59.943 --> 00:22:02.029
[back-up singers] ♪ New ♪

339
00:22:02.112 --> 00:22:04.406
♪ New ♪

340
00:22:04.489 --> 00:22:06.867
♪ I've never felt so brand ♪

341
00:22:07.200 --> 00:22:08.994
-[back-up singers] ♪ New ♪
-Say what?

342
00:22:09.536 --> 00:22:10.579
[back-up singers] ♪ New ♪

343
00:22:10.662 --> 00:22:11.496
[Ben] Okay.

344
00:22:11.955 --> 00:22:13.915
♪ New ♪

345
00:22:13.999 --> 00:22:16.585
♪ I never felt so brand ♪

346
00:22:17.461 --> 00:22:19.463
♪ I paid a price ♪

347
00:22:20.047 --> 00:22:21.923
♪ Worked and I wallowed ♪

348
00:22:22.299 --> 00:22:24.760
♪ Burned all your letters ♪

349
00:22:25.260 --> 00:22:26.928
♪ Just for fun ♪

350
00:22:27.179 --> 00:22:28.972
♪ All of that time ♪

351
00:22:29.389 --> 00:22:31.850
♪ Is easy to swallow ♪

352
00:22:31.933 --> 00:22:33.810
♪ Now that I'm better ♪

353
00:22:35.312 --> 00:22:37.272
♪ And somewhere in your room ♪

354
00:22:37.356 --> 00:22:41.943
♪ I left my virtue and my favorite shoes ♪

355
00:22:42.986 --> 00:22:45.238
♪ I don't want 'em back,
Never give 'em back to me ♪

356
00:22:45.322 --> 00:22:47.491
♪ You can walk a mile in 'em ♪

357
00:22:47.574 --> 00:22:51.286
♪ Tell me how they feel on you ♪

358
00:22:52.079 --> 00:22:54.998
♪ I'll be busy being so brand ♪

359
00:22:55.082 --> 00:22:56.708
[back-up singers] ♪ New ♪

360
00:22:57.709 --> 00:22:59.294
[back-up singers] ♪ New ♪

361
00:23:00.003 --> 00:23:02.005
♪ New ♪

362
00:23:02.089 --> 00:23:04.549
♪ I've never felt so brand ♪

363
00:23:04.758 --> 00:23:06.009
♪ New ♪

364
00:23:07.427 --> 00:23:08.470
♪ New ♪

365
00:23:09.763 --> 00:23:11.598
♪ New ♪

366
00:23:11.681 --> 00:23:13.934
♪ I've never felt so brand ♪

367
00:23:14.017 --> 00:23:20.941
[back-up singers] ♪ So brand new ♪

368
00:23:21.024 --> 00:23:23.693
♪ I've never felt so brand ♪

369
00:23:23.777 --> 00:23:30.617
[back-up singers] ♪ So brand new ♪

370
00:23:30.700 --> 00:23:33.286
♪ Never felt so brand ♪

371
00:23:34.121 --> 00:23:36.665
♪ So ♪

372
00:23:37.416 --> 00:23:41.086
♪ Brand new ♪

373
00:23:42.879 --> 00:23:47.759
♪ So brand new ♪

374
00:23:49.761 --> 00:23:53.682
♪ I never felt so brand ♪

375
00:23:57.561 --> 00:23:59.563
♪ New ♪

376
00:23:59.646 --> 00:24:01.940
♪ Never felt so brand ♪

377
00:24:02.023 --> 00:24:04.401
-[back-up singers] ♪ New ♪
-Hey!

378
00:24:04.484 --> 00:24:06.445
[back-up singers] ♪ New ♪

379
00:24:07.112 --> 00:24:08.989
[Ben] ♪ New ♪

380
00:24:09.072 --> 00:24:11.616
♪ Never felt so brand ♪

381
00:24:11.700 --> 00:24:18.623
♪ So brand new ♪

382
00:24:18.874 --> 00:24:21.126
♪ Never felt so brand ♪

383
00:24:21.209 --> 00:24:27.382
♪ So brand new ♪

384
00:24:27.466 --> 00:24:32.220
♪ I've never felt so brand new ♪

385
00:24:32.304 --> 00:24:34.306
[applause, cheering]

386
00:24:41.480 --> 00:24:42.731
So, wherever that fellow is now,

387
00:24:42.814 --> 00:24:44.941
I hope that your life is one long line
at the DMV.

388
00:24:46.026 --> 00:24:48.403
Just kidding, I hope you're well...
Forgiveness.

389
00:24:49.988 --> 00:24:50.989
So...

390
00:24:51.531 --> 00:24:53.492
As you can tell by our little sort of...

391
00:24:54.075 --> 00:24:56.745
extraterrestrial living room situation
we have going on,

392
00:24:57.245 --> 00:25:00.081
I really wanted this to feel
as warm and welcoming as possible,

393
00:25:00.165 --> 00:25:02.459
and that you felt comfortable,
and could have a good time,

394
00:25:02.542 --> 00:25:03.835
we could get to know each other,

395
00:25:03.919 --> 00:25:06.213
because I don't get to do that
when I'm playing a character.

396
00:25:06.713 --> 00:25:08.006
Excuse me, water burps.

397
00:25:09.174 --> 00:25:13.261
So I just want to share some facts
with you about myself

398
00:25:13.345 --> 00:25:16.056
that you might not know otherwise,
just while we're here,

399
00:25:16.139 --> 00:25:18.934
so that you can leave feeling like
you got a glimpse of who I am.

400
00:25:19.017 --> 00:25:21.144
Uh, I think that cats
are the devil's children.

401
00:25:21.228 --> 00:25:23.313
[cheering]

402
00:25:25.065 --> 00:25:26.149
Wow!

403
00:25:27.067 --> 00:25:28.276
Wow.

404
00:25:29.528 --> 00:25:30.987
Some cat haters.

405
00:25:32.697 --> 00:25:35.867
Bold. Uh, I just don't get them.
They just sit there and make me sneeze.

406
00:25:35.951 --> 00:25:37.994
I, uh... What else?

407
00:25:38.620 --> 00:25:39.829
One time in eighth grade,

408
00:25:40.288 --> 00:25:42.374
I was at the mall,
at the Discovery Channel store.

409
00:25:42.457 --> 00:25:44.626
I don't know if you know that--
If they had that here.

410
00:25:44.709 --> 00:25:46.461
We used to go
for the massage chairs a lot,

411
00:25:46.545 --> 00:25:49.339
and there was this Halloween
cauldron glass thing,

412
00:25:49.422 --> 00:25:52.217
and I was like, "This is like Wicked."
So I did this Elphaba over it,

413
00:25:52.384 --> 00:25:55.220
and then I knocked it over, shattered it,
and got kicked out of the mall.

414
00:25:57.180 --> 00:25:58.807
One time when I was
at Jewish summer camp--

415
00:25:58.890 --> 00:26:00.559
Anybody go to Jewish summer camp,
perchance?

416
00:26:03.270 --> 00:26:05.939
The Harry Potter books
all usually came out during the summer

417
00:26:06.022 --> 00:26:07.107
and the sixth one came out,

418
00:26:07.232 --> 00:26:09.484
and mine wasn't coming in the mail,
Mom and Dad,

419
00:26:10.986 --> 00:26:12.737
and everybody else's was coming,

420
00:26:13.196 --> 00:26:14.906
and I was hearing about
what was gonna happen

421
00:26:14.990 --> 00:26:16.700
and I was getting really upset,

422
00:26:16.783 --> 00:26:18.410
so in the dead of night,

423
00:26:18.493 --> 00:26:20.787
there was another kid in my bunk
whose name was also Ben--

424
00:26:20.870 --> 00:26:23.039
I stole his copy
and I wrote my last name in it.

425
00:26:24.124 --> 00:26:25.250
And I got away with it.

426
00:26:25.333 --> 00:26:29.754
So... to Ben something-Jewish-last-name,
I'm very sorry.

427
00:26:31.840 --> 00:26:33.049
What else?

428
00:26:33.133 --> 00:26:36.511
One time, I went on a trip
with my best friend Molly,

429
00:26:36.595 --> 00:26:39.806
and we had these weed gummies,

430
00:26:39.889 --> 00:26:41.391
like, the little square weed gummies,

431
00:26:42.058 --> 00:26:43.852
and it's like a square,

432
00:26:43.935 --> 00:26:46.146
but you're supposed to pick off a corner
and eat it,

433
00:26:46.229 --> 00:26:48.815
but I thought it was like,
"I'll pop the whole square." Um...

434
00:26:49.065 --> 00:26:52.902
And given my general Judaism and anxiety,
I don't do well in that situation.

435
00:26:53.987 --> 00:26:56.197
So it didn't go well. I started to panic.

436
00:26:57.449 --> 00:27:00.160
I was asking her, "How long--
Like, how long has it been?"

437
00:27:00.243 --> 00:27:02.579
She's like, "30 seconds
since you last asked me."

438
00:27:03.747 --> 00:27:05.457
And then... What else happened?

439
00:27:05.540 --> 00:27:08.710
All of a sudden I was like, "I need
crab cakes. have to eat crab cakes."

440
00:27:08.793 --> 00:27:10.629
And so she ordered some to the room.

441
00:27:10.712 --> 00:27:12.922
I was like, "I can't interact
with the man bringing them."

442
00:27:13.006 --> 00:27:14.841
So I hid in the bathroom while they came.

443
00:27:16.259 --> 00:27:17.385
And then they came,

444
00:27:17.469 --> 00:27:19.638
and my mouth was so dry
because of the gummy

445
00:27:19.721 --> 00:27:22.557
that it just fell directly out of
my mouth. I couldn't even swallow it.

446
00:27:22.682 --> 00:27:24.976
Anyway, we're all friends now.

447
00:27:28.813 --> 00:27:31.483
Lastly, I never understood
the stakes of sports, really.

448
00:27:32.275 --> 00:27:33.777
I used to play soccer when I was a kid.

449
00:27:33.860 --> 00:27:36.863
My parents wanted me to be well-rounded.
They encouraged me to try new things.

450
00:27:36.946 --> 00:27:40.033
They would bribe me to go to practice
by giving me a McFlurry every time I went.

451
00:27:41.326 --> 00:27:44.412
But I spent most of the games
throwing the chalk that delineates lines

452
00:27:44.496 --> 00:27:46.247
up in the air as though it was fairy dust.

453
00:27:47.499 --> 00:27:50.126
So... there were some clues.

454
00:27:53.046 --> 00:27:54.798
When I'm in my own living room at home,

455
00:27:54.881 --> 00:27:56.800
I like to sing songs by other artists,

456
00:27:56.883 --> 00:27:58.218
which I'd love to do now.

457
00:27:58.301 --> 00:27:59.469
One of my favorite artists--

458
00:27:59.594 --> 00:28:02.097
Also a queero of mine,
if you will, trademark--

459
00:28:02.180 --> 00:28:04.015
Her name is Brandi Carlile...

460
00:28:04.099 --> 00:28:05.058
[audience cheers]

461
00:28:05.141 --> 00:28:06.810
Yes, I agree.

462
00:28:07.352 --> 00:28:09.354
And she wrote
this wonderful, fantastic song

463
00:28:09.437 --> 00:28:11.481
that I think everyone
has really found themselves in.

464
00:28:11.564 --> 00:28:13.858
It's called "The Joke,"
and I'd love to sing it for you now.

465
00:28:16.986 --> 00:28:18.988
[playing piano]

466
00:28:29.958 --> 00:28:32.711
♪ You're feeling nervous
Aren't you, boy? ♪

467
00:28:33.670 --> 00:28:35.797
♪ With your quiet voice ♪

468
00:28:36.464 --> 00:28:38.800
♪ And your impeccable style ♪

469
00:28:41.594 --> 00:28:44.597
♪ Don't ever let them steal your joy ♪

470
00:28:45.306 --> 00:28:47.642
♪ Or your gentle ways ♪

471
00:28:47.767 --> 00:28:50.562
♪ To keep them from running wild ♪

472
00:28:52.897 --> 00:28:55.400
♪ They can kick dirt in your face ♪

473
00:28:55.817 --> 00:28:59.279
♪ Dress you down and tell you
That your place is in the middle ♪

474
00:28:59.571 --> 00:29:02.615
♪ When they hate the way you shine ♪

475
00:29:05.452 --> 00:29:07.996
♪ I see you tugging on your shirt ♪

476
00:29:08.663 --> 00:29:11.374
♪ Trying to hide inside of it ♪

477
00:29:11.624 --> 00:29:13.918
♪ And hide how much it hurts ♪

478
00:29:15.336 --> 00:29:19.924
♪ Let 'em laugh while they can ♪

479
00:29:21.634 --> 00:29:23.428
♪ Let 'em spin ♪

480
00:29:24.721 --> 00:29:28.933
♪ Let 'em scatter in the wind ♪

481
00:29:29.934 --> 00:29:32.145
♪ I have been to the movies ♪

482
00:29:32.228 --> 00:29:35.607
♪ I've seen how it ends ♪

483
00:29:36.399 --> 00:29:42.530
♪ And the joke's on them ♪

484
00:29:52.791 --> 00:29:55.418
♪ You get discouraged, don't you, girl? ♪

485
00:29:56.628 --> 00:29:59.005
♪ It's your brother's world ♪

486
00:29:59.547 --> 00:30:01.549
♪ For a while longer ♪

487
00:30:03.259 --> 00:30:07.263
♪ You gotta dance with the devil
On a river to beat the stream ♪

488
00:30:08.431 --> 00:30:10.433
♪ Call it living the dream ♪

489
00:30:11.392 --> 00:30:12.685
♪ Call it kicking the ladder ♪

490
00:30:15.063 --> 00:30:18.358
♪ They come to kick dirt in your face ♪

491
00:30:18.817 --> 00:30:21.152
♪ Dress you down and then displace you ♪

492
00:30:21.236 --> 00:30:24.447
♪ After carrying your baby on your back
Across the desert ♪

493
00:30:28.368 --> 00:30:31.079
♪ I saw your eyes behind your hair ♪

494
00:30:32.121 --> 00:30:34.123
♪ And you're looking tired ♪

495
00:30:35.124 --> 00:30:36.835
♪ But you don't look scared ♪

496
00:30:38.253 --> 00:30:42.966
♪ Let 'em laugh while they can ♪

497
00:30:44.634 --> 00:30:46.219
♪ Let 'em spin ♪

498
00:30:47.595 --> 00:30:51.474
♪ Let 'em scatter in the wind ♪

499
00:30:52.767 --> 00:30:55.144
♪ I have been to the movies ♪

500
00:30:55.228 --> 00:30:58.773
♪ I've seen how it ends ♪

501
00:30:59.399 --> 00:31:06.030
♪ And the joke's on them ♪

502
00:31:13.913 --> 00:31:18.459
♪ Let 'em laugh while they can ♪

503
00:31:20.086 --> 00:31:21.796
♪ Let 'em spin ♪

504
00:31:23.089 --> 00:31:27.260
♪ Let 'em scatter on the wind ♪

505
00:31:28.678 --> 00:31:30.680
♪ I have been to the movies ♪

506
00:31:30.763 --> 00:31:34.934
♪ I've seen how it ends ♪

507
00:31:35.018 --> 00:31:40.732
♪ And the joke's on ♪

508
00:31:40.815 --> 00:31:43.651
[continues holding note]

509
00:31:47.363 --> 00:31:53.161
♪ Them ♪

510
00:31:53.244 --> 00:31:54.954
[holds note]

511
00:31:55.038 --> 00:31:56.122
Hey!

512
00:32:11.095 --> 00:32:13.681
[Ben vocalizing]

513
00:32:13.765 --> 00:32:16.476
[continues vocalizing]

514
00:32:17.018 --> 00:32:21.731
[vocalizing]

515
00:32:34.994 --> 00:32:38.373
[audience cheering]

516
00:32:47.340 --> 00:32:49.592
David, could you please give us a chord?

517
00:32:49.676 --> 00:32:51.386
[David plays chord on piano]

518
00:32:54.097 --> 00:33:00.311
[all harmonizing]

519
00:33:02.772 --> 00:33:08.111
♪ Do you know me better? ♪

520
00:33:09.696 --> 00:33:14.867
♪ Do you ♪

521
00:33:14.951 --> 00:33:18.913
♪ Know me ♪

522
00:33:18.997 --> 00:33:24.002
[all continue harmonizing]

523
00:33:25.086 --> 00:33:29.173
[harmonious vocalizing]

524
00:33:29.257 --> 00:33:35.555
[audience cheering]

525
00:33:39.892 --> 00:33:41.978
♪ I don't know if you're listening ♪

526
00:33:42.061 --> 00:33:44.063
♪ Or if you wanted to hear from me ♪

527
00:33:45.356 --> 00:33:49.986
♪ I don't feel like you're supposed to
When somebody sets you free ♪

528
00:33:50.862 --> 00:33:55.074
♪ I'm not good at pretending
That I'm happy to be alone ♪

529
00:33:56.367 --> 00:34:00.580
♪ Part of me is a question
Can't answer it on my own ♪

530
00:34:00.913 --> 00:34:05.376
♪ 'Cause I lost part of me
When I lost all of you, now I'm lost ♪

531
00:34:06.002 --> 00:34:08.755
♪ I don't wanna come crawling, crawling ♪

532
00:34:08.838 --> 00:34:11.257
♪ But I catch myself falling, falling ♪

533
00:34:11.340 --> 00:34:15.636
♪ I could try to stop calling, calling
Just to show myself ♪

534
00:34:16.971 --> 00:34:19.515
♪ Did you keep my sweater, sweater? ♪

535
00:34:19.807 --> 00:34:22.268
♪ Did you read my letter, letter? ♪

536
00:34:22.602 --> 00:34:26.689
♪ Do you know me better, better
Than I know myself? ♪

537
00:34:28.024 --> 00:34:32.028
♪ Do you know me better, better ♪

538
00:34:33.529 --> 00:34:35.198
♪ Than I know myself? ♪

539
00:34:40.453 --> 00:34:42.455
♪ I don't feel like we're done here ♪

540
00:34:42.538 --> 00:34:44.791
♪ You got a lock on the things I want ♪

541
00:34:45.416 --> 00:34:50.171
♪ I'm a lost, lonely one here
Who's addicted to holding on ♪

542
00:34:51.506 --> 00:34:55.760
♪ I don't have you to kiss now
And I'm putting myself to sleep ♪

543
00:34:56.677 --> 00:35:01.140
♪ But it's me that I miss now
There's a me that I didn't keep ♪

544
00:35:01.224 --> 00:35:03.935
♪ I don't wanna come crawling, crawling ♪

545
00:35:04.018 --> 00:35:06.646
♪ But I catch myself falling, falling ♪

546
00:35:06.729 --> 00:35:09.357
♪ I could try to stop calling, calling ♪

547
00:35:09.440 --> 00:35:10.900
♪ Just to show myself ♪

548
00:35:12.110 --> 00:35:14.654
♪ Did you keep my sweater, sweater? ♪

549
00:35:15.196 --> 00:35:17.657
♪ Did you read my letter, letter? ♪

550
00:35:17.740 --> 00:35:20.243
♪ Do you know me better, better ♪

551
00:35:20.451 --> 00:35:22.161
♪ Than I know myself? ♪

552
00:35:23.579 --> 00:35:28.084
♪ Do you know me better, better ♪

553
00:35:28.709 --> 00:35:30.461
♪ Than I know myself? ♪

554
00:35:34.215 --> 00:35:35.842
♪ Than I know myself ♪

555
00:35:40.513 --> 00:35:44.392
♪ 'Cause I lost part of me
When I lost all of you, now I'm lost ♪

556
00:35:45.268 --> 00:35:48.020
♪ I don't wanna come crawling, crawling ♪

557
00:35:48.104 --> 00:35:50.773
♪ But I catch myself falling, falling ♪

558
00:35:50.857 --> 00:35:53.568
♪ I could try to stop calling, calling ♪

559
00:35:53.651 --> 00:35:54.694
♪ Just to show myself ♪

560
00:35:56.154 --> 00:35:58.781
♪ Did you keep my sweater, sweater? ♪

561
00:35:59.157 --> 00:36:01.701
♪ Did you read my letter, letter? ♪

562
00:36:02.076 --> 00:36:04.370
♪ Do you know me better, better? ♪

563
00:36:04.620 --> 00:36:07.081
♪ Do you know me better, better ♪

564
00:36:07.415 --> 00:36:11.711
♪ Than I know myself? ♪

565
00:36:12.920 --> 00:36:16.841
♪ Than I know myself ♪

566
00:36:19.343 --> 00:36:22.430
♪ I don't wanna wait any longer ♪

567
00:36:22.513 --> 00:36:25.099
♪ For the feeling of getting stronger ♪

568
00:36:25.183 --> 00:36:28.728
♪ Maybe that's why
I wrote a song for you ♪

569
00:36:29.437 --> 00:36:33.316
♪ 'Cause you know me better, better ♪

570
00:36:34.984 --> 00:36:36.402
♪ Than I know myself ♪

571
00:36:42.074 --> 00:36:43.534
Thank you.

572
00:36:43.910 --> 00:36:46.913
That was another song
about... a torrid affair.

573
00:36:46.996 --> 00:36:48.497
No, I just...

574
00:36:49.665 --> 00:36:51.459
Just not my favorite situation.

575
00:36:52.376 --> 00:36:55.922
But anyways, in that situation,
like in any relationship situation,

576
00:36:56.172 --> 00:36:58.799
I got back on the horse right away.
I got back on the apps.

577
00:36:59.217 --> 00:37:00.259
Hinge...

578
00:37:01.636 --> 00:37:03.012
It's strange to be on the apps now,

579
00:37:03.095 --> 00:37:04.972
because people are like,
"Are you catfishing me?"

580
00:37:05.056 --> 00:37:06.974
And I'm like,
"I'm just trying to find somebody."

581
00:37:08.059 --> 00:37:09.060
But...

582
00:37:09.810 --> 00:37:11.812
I am--
Does anyone watch Sex in the City?

583
00:37:11.896 --> 00:37:13.022
[cheering]

584
00:37:13.105 --> 00:37:15.733
Good, and if you don't,
look at your choices.

585
00:37:16.192 --> 00:37:17.235
I, um...

586
00:37:17.610 --> 00:37:21.322
I'm a Charlotte, which means that
when I go on a good date,

587
00:37:21.405 --> 00:37:23.574
one date, a first date, and it goes well,

588
00:37:23.658 --> 00:37:26.661
I'm picking out china patterns,
children's names...

589
00:37:27.662 --> 00:37:29.121
like, grave plots...

590
00:37:29.205 --> 00:37:31.791
I go all-in very quickly.

591
00:37:31.874 --> 00:37:33.918
It's been referred to before
as "stalking."

592
00:37:34.293 --> 00:37:36.295
Or "deeply uncomfortable."

593
00:37:37.004 --> 00:37:39.590
I like to refer to it as just
a very deep enthusiasm.

594
00:37:40.132 --> 00:37:40.967
Yeah.

595
00:37:43.177 --> 00:37:45.930
♪ Darling you might think it's too soon ♪

596
00:37:46.722 --> 00:37:49.350
♪ But I can't get you out of my head now ♪

597
00:37:50.685 --> 00:37:53.813
♪ Picturing myself in your room ♪

598
00:37:53.896 --> 00:37:57.441
♪ And I wanna be with you
'Til I'm dead now ♪

599
00:37:57.525 --> 00:37:59.318
♪ I want your friends to be my friends ♪

600
00:37:59.402 --> 00:38:01.153
♪ I'll make you breakfast in your bed ♪

601
00:38:01.237 --> 00:38:02.947
♪ I want it all with you ♪

602
00:38:03.030 --> 00:38:04.782
[audience clapping in time to music]

603
00:38:04.865 --> 00:38:06.867
♪ And if I'm coming on too strong ♪

604
00:38:06.951 --> 00:38:08.786
♪ It's 'cause I've waited far too long ♪

605
00:38:08.869 --> 00:38:10.454
♪ For someone just like you ♪

606
00:38:13.624 --> 00:38:15.501
♪ I want a key to your house ♪

607
00:38:15.584 --> 00:38:17.169
♪ I wanna pick up your clothes ♪

608
00:38:17.253 --> 00:38:19.213
♪ I wanna clean up your mess ♪

609
00:38:19.297 --> 00:38:20.131
Hey!

610
00:38:20.840 --> 00:38:23.092
♪ I wanna know where you hide things ♪

611
00:38:23.175 --> 00:38:24.760
♪ Wanna be in your photos ♪

612
00:38:24.844 --> 00:38:26.679
♪ Wanna share your address ♪

613
00:38:26.762 --> 00:38:30.057
♪ I know, I know it's too soon, too fast ♪

614
00:38:30.141 --> 00:38:31.767
♪ But this could last ♪

615
00:38:31.851 --> 00:38:34.186
♪ I wanna share your address ♪

616
00:38:34.520 --> 00:38:37.690
♪ I know, I know
It... it feels like love ♪

617
00:38:37.773 --> 00:38:39.358
♪ So let's shack up ♪

618
00:38:39.859 --> 00:38:41.485
♪ I wanna share your address ♪

619
00:38:43.195 --> 00:38:46.407
♪ I just wanna stare at your face ♪

620
00:38:46.490 --> 00:38:49.785
♪ And spend quality time
With your mother ♪

621
00:38:50.244 --> 00:38:53.247
♪ We can over-drink
At your favorite place ♪

622
00:38:53.748 --> 00:38:57.585
♪ And we can waste
The whole next day to recover ♪

623
00:38:57.668 --> 00:38:59.545
♪ I wanna watch you while you sleep ♪

624
00:38:59.628 --> 00:39:01.297
♪ I know I might sound like a creep ♪

625
00:39:01.380 --> 00:39:03.090
♪ But I can't help myself ♪

626
00:39:04.967 --> 00:39:06.677
♪ And it's so easy to forget ♪

627
00:39:06.761 --> 00:39:08.596
♪ That we have barely even met ♪

628
00:39:08.679 --> 00:39:10.348
♪ But I want no one else ♪

629
00:39:10.431 --> 00:39:12.558
♪ No one else ♪

630
00:39:13.351 --> 00:39:15.353
♪ I want a key to your house ♪

631
00:39:15.436 --> 00:39:17.313
♪ I wanna pick up your clothes ♪

632
00:39:17.396 --> 00:39:19.398
♪ I wanna clean up your mess ♪

633
00:39:20.941 --> 00:39:22.526
♪ I wanna know where you hide things ♪

634
00:39:22.985 --> 00:39:24.695
♪ Wanna be in your photos ♪

635
00:39:24.779 --> 00:39:26.822
♪ Wanna share your address ♪

636
00:39:26.906 --> 00:39:29.909
♪ I know, I know it's too soon, too fast ♪

637
00:39:30.326 --> 00:39:31.869
♪ But this could last ♪

638
00:39:31.952 --> 00:39:34.246
♪ I wanna share your address ♪

639
00:39:34.330 --> 00:39:37.708
♪ I know, I know
It... it feels like love ♪

640
00:39:37.792 --> 00:39:39.752
♪ So let's shack up ♪

641
00:39:39.835 --> 00:39:41.587
♪ I wanna share your address ♪

642
00:39:43.422 --> 00:39:45.674
♪ I wanna be your emergency contact ♪

643
00:39:45.758 --> 00:39:49.095
♪ You can put me down
'Cause you know I know you best ♪

644
00:39:49.553 --> 00:39:50.888
♪ I know you best ♪

645
00:39:50.971 --> 00:39:52.932
♪ It doesn't matter where I go ♪

646
00:39:53.015 --> 00:39:54.683
♪ Without you, I'll never be home ♪

647
00:39:54.767 --> 00:39:56.310
♪ I wanna share your address ♪

648
00:39:58.354 --> 00:40:00.523
♪ I wanna be your emergency contact ♪

649
00:40:00.606 --> 00:40:02.191
♪ You can put me down ♪

650
00:40:02.274 --> 00:40:03.943
♪ 'Cause you know I know you best ♪

651
00:40:04.026 --> 00:40:05.528
♪ I know you best ♪

652
00:40:06.070 --> 00:40:07.905
♪ It doesn't matter where I go ♪

653
00:40:07.988 --> 00:40:09.573
♪ Without you, I'll never be home ♪

654
00:40:09.657 --> 00:40:11.492
♪ I wanna share your address ♪

655
00:40:13.327 --> 00:40:15.162
♪ I want a key to your house ♪

656
00:40:15.246 --> 00:40:17.415
♪ I wanna pick up your clothes ♪

657
00:40:17.498 --> 00:40:19.291
♪ I wanna clean up your mess ♪

658
00:40:20.835 --> 00:40:23.212
♪ I wanna know where you hide things ♪

659
00:40:23.295 --> 00:40:24.755
♪ Wanna be in your photos ♪

660
00:40:24.839 --> 00:40:26.715
♪ Wanna share your address ♪

661
00:40:27.007 --> 00:40:29.969
♪ I know, I know it's too soon, too fast ♪

662
00:40:30.386 --> 00:40:31.971
♪ But this could last ♪

663
00:40:32.054 --> 00:40:33.931
♪ I wanna share your address ♪

664
00:40:34.473 --> 00:40:37.560
♪ I know, I know, this feels like love ♪

665
00:40:37.643 --> 00:40:39.728
♪ So let's shack up ♪

666
00:40:39.812 --> 00:40:41.689
♪ I wanna share your address ♪

667
00:40:46.110 --> 00:40:50.990
[band continues playing
instrumental melody]

668
00:41:17.057 --> 00:41:19.602
♪ I wanna be your emergency contact ♪

669
00:41:19.685 --> 00:41:22.438
♪ You can put me down
'Cause you know I know you best ♪

670
00:41:22.521 --> 00:41:24.523
♪ I know you best ♪

671
00:41:24.607 --> 00:41:26.609
♪ It doesn't matter where I go ♪

672
00:41:26.692 --> 00:41:28.527
♪ Without you, I'll never be home ♪

673
00:41:28.611 --> 00:41:30.196
♪ I wanna share your address ♪

674
00:41:30.279 --> 00:41:32.031
♪ I wanna share your address ♪

675
00:41:32.114 --> 00:41:34.825
♪ I wanna be your emergency contact ♪

676
00:41:34.909 --> 00:41:37.745
♪ You can put me down
'Cause you know I know you best ♪

677
00:41:38.037 --> 00:41:39.663
♪ I know you the best ♪

678
00:41:39.747 --> 00:41:41.832
♪ It doesn't matter where I go ♪

679
00:41:41.916 --> 00:41:43.626
♪ Without you I'll never be home ♪

680
00:41:43.709 --> 00:41:45.461
♪ I wanna share your address ♪

681
00:41:45.544 --> 00:41:46.921
[vocalizing]

682
00:41:47.004 --> 00:41:49.089
♪ I want a key to your house ♪

683
00:41:49.173 --> 00:41:51.008
♪ I wanna pick up your clothes ♪

684
00:41:51.091 --> 00:41:52.551
♪ I wanna clean up your mess ♪

685
00:41:54.595 --> 00:41:57.014
♪ I wanna know where you hide things ♪

686
00:41:57.097 --> 00:41:58.557
♪ Wanna be in your photos ♪

687
00:41:58.641 --> 00:42:00.142
♪ Wanna share your address ♪

688
00:42:01.018 --> 00:42:03.854
♪ I know, I know it's too soon, too fast ♪

689
00:42:03.938 --> 00:42:05.564
♪ But this could last ♪

690
00:42:05.648 --> 00:42:07.858
♪ I wanna share your address ♪

691
00:42:07.942 --> 00:42:11.529
♪ I know, I know
It... it feels like love ♪

692
00:42:11.612 --> 00:42:13.113
♪ So let's shack up ♪

693
00:42:13.197 --> 00:42:15.533
♪ I wanna share your address ♪

694
00:42:20.412 --> 00:42:21.997
♪ I like you ♪

695
00:42:22.081 --> 00:42:24.625
♪ I really, really, like you ♪

696
00:42:28.003 --> 00:42:32.174
♪ I wanna share your address ♪

697
00:42:35.886 --> 00:42:37.596
♪ I wanna share, share ♪

698
00:42:37.805 --> 00:42:41.267
♪ I wanna share ♪

699
00:42:43.394 --> 00:42:45.521
♪ I wanna share your address ♪

700
00:42:46.063 --> 00:42:49.191
[cheering]

701
00:43:03.414 --> 00:43:07.876
[back-up singers vocalizing]

702
00:43:13.007 --> 00:43:14.592
♪ Most days ♪

703
00:43:15.259 --> 00:43:19.638
♪ I wake up with a pit in my chest ♪

704
00:43:20.389 --> 00:43:24.435
♪ There are thoughts
That I can't put to rest ♪

705
00:43:24.810 --> 00:43:30.065
♪ There's a worry that I can't place ♪

706
00:43:32.776 --> 00:43:34.778
♪ Most nights ♪

707
00:43:35.404 --> 00:43:39.617
♪ I am restless, and quiet won't come ♪

708
00:43:40.451 --> 00:43:44.163
♪ So I lay there and wait for the sun ♪

709
00:43:44.830 --> 00:43:50.210
♪ There's a trouble
That won't show its face ♪

710
00:43:54.423 --> 00:43:57.092
♪ You came out of nowhere ♪

711
00:43:58.719 --> 00:44:02.139
♪ And you cut through all the noise ♪

712
00:44:04.099 --> 00:44:07.936
♪ I make sense of the madness ♪

713
00:44:08.520 --> 00:44:13.776
♪ When I listen to your voice ♪

714
00:44:17.946 --> 00:44:24.870
♪ Darling, only you can ease my mind ♪

715
00:44:27.915 --> 00:44:34.630
♪ Help me leave
These lonely thoughts behind ♪

716
00:44:36.590 --> 00:44:38.717
♪ When they pull me under ♪

717
00:44:41.387 --> 00:44:46.058
♪ And I can feel my sanity
Start to unwind ♪

718
00:44:47.851 --> 00:44:54.108
♪ Darling, only you can ease my mind ♪

719
00:44:56.694 --> 00:44:58.904
♪ I'll admit ♪

720
00:44:59.947 --> 00:45:03.826
♪ For a moment, I felt so afraid ♪

721
00:45:04.702 --> 00:45:08.831
♪ Just to show you the mess that I made ♪

722
00:45:09.707 --> 00:45:14.920
♪ There are pieces I usually hide ♪

723
00:45:16.964 --> 00:45:23.637
♪ But when you collect me
With your steady hand ♪

724
00:45:24.722 --> 00:45:28.642
♪ With a language that I understand ♪

725
00:45:29.393 --> 00:45:34.523
♪ I feel put back together inside ♪

726
00:45:38.736 --> 00:45:42.072
♪ You came out of nowhere ♪

727
00:45:42.990 --> 00:45:46.201
♪ And you cut through all the noise ♪

728
00:45:48.662 --> 00:45:52.124
♪ I make sense of the madness ♪

729
00:45:52.708 --> 00:45:56.378
♪ When I listen to your voice ♪

730
00:45:57.212 --> 00:46:03.886
♪ Oh, darling, only you can ease my mind ♪

731
00:46:06.221 --> 00:46:09.099
♪ Oh, help me leave ♪

732
00:46:09.183 --> 00:46:14.021
♪ These lonely thoughts behind ♪

733
00:46:15.814 --> 00:46:18.192
♪ When they pull me under ♪

734
00:46:20.778 --> 00:46:26.366
♪ And I can feel my sanity
Start to unwind ♪

735
00:46:27.242 --> 00:46:33.665
♪ Darling, only you can ease my mind ♪

736
00:46:34.917 --> 00:46:36.168
Sing if you know it.

737
00:46:37.044 --> 00:46:43.759
[Ben and audience]
♪ Darling, only you can ease my mind ♪

738
00:46:44.593 --> 00:46:45.552
Gorgeous.

739
00:46:46.970 --> 00:46:53.560
♪ Help me leave
These lonely thoughts behind ♪

740
00:46:55.395 --> 00:46:58.524
♪ When they pull me under ♪

741
00:47:00.442 --> 00:47:05.447
♪ And I can feel my sanity
Start to unwind ♪

742
00:47:06.865 --> 00:47:09.993
♪ Darling, only you ♪

743
00:47:10.077 --> 00:47:15.541
♪ Can ease my mind ♪

744
00:47:15.624 --> 00:47:17.459
[Ben holds note]

745
00:47:22.297 --> 00:47:29.263
[vocalizing]

746
00:47:42.442 --> 00:47:44.820
That was one of the best moments
of my whole life.

747
00:47:44.903 --> 00:47:45.863
But moving on...

748
00:47:47.739 --> 00:47:49.908
Thank you for that.
That was so beautiful.

749
00:47:51.201 --> 00:47:52.911
Hi, everyone up there. Hello!

750
00:47:54.580 --> 00:47:55.789
You guys are the best!

751
00:47:59.293 --> 00:48:00.752
Okay, a couple of quick things.

752
00:48:00.836 --> 00:48:03.463
First of all, can we talk
about these singers for one moment?

753
00:48:03.547 --> 00:48:05.632
-[cheering]
-Like...

754
00:48:06.633 --> 00:48:09.511
I will never understand
why they are slumming it with me.

755
00:48:11.805 --> 00:48:15.434
Secondly, it's all about transparency,
honesty, whatever...

756
00:48:15.517 --> 00:48:18.395
Uh, I was peeing while that was happening.
I was indeed peeing.

757
00:48:19.396 --> 00:48:21.273
You've seen all the water,
it doesn't go nowhere.

758
00:48:22.399 --> 00:48:24.985
I just felt like I was being dishonest
if I didn't tell you that.

759
00:48:26.028 --> 00:48:28.280
Thirdly, that last song
is very, very special to me.

760
00:48:28.363 --> 00:48:30.616
As someone who deals with anxiety a lot,

761
00:48:30.699 --> 00:48:33.452
which I'm sure many of us do,
living in New York and being largely Jews,

762
00:48:34.244 --> 00:48:37.497
it's a song that really quells my anxiety.

763
00:48:37.581 --> 00:48:39.458
So I hope it does the same for you. Um...

764
00:48:39.541 --> 00:48:42.753
Now, I would love to sing a song
that is a little bit newer.

765
00:48:46.423 --> 00:48:48.300
Maybe some of you know
what I'm talking about.

766
00:48:48.383 --> 00:48:51.553
I just put it out this summer,
and it brought me a lot of joy...

767
00:48:52.012 --> 00:48:53.931
and a lot of dance,
and I hope it does for you.

768
00:48:54.014 --> 00:48:55.015
It's called "Rain."

769
00:49:01.313 --> 00:49:02.147
That's right.

770
00:49:02.940 --> 00:49:03.982
[clapping in time]

771
00:49:04.066 --> 00:49:05.359
[Ben] You read my mind.

772
00:49:15.410 --> 00:49:18.413
♪ You say you've been
Through this before ♪

773
00:49:18.497 --> 00:49:20.499
♪ You gave away all your secrets ♪

774
00:49:20.582 --> 00:49:23.627
♪ To someone
Who up and left you in pieces ♪

775
00:49:25.253 --> 00:49:27.089
♪ I know the feeling, believe me ♪

776
00:49:31.176 --> 00:49:34.596
♪ I know the prices you've gotta pay ♪

777
00:49:34.680 --> 00:49:36.473
♪ I'm sacrificing my freedom ♪

778
00:49:36.556 --> 00:49:39.267
♪ And all just to get somebody to see me ♪

779
00:49:41.311 --> 00:49:43.105
♪ Nobody said it was easy ♪

780
00:49:45.983 --> 00:49:49.486
♪ My heart's been broken and broken
And broken and broken ♪

781
00:49:49.569 --> 00:49:53.740
♪ But I keep, keep on hoping and hoping
And hoping and hoping ♪

782
00:49:53.824 --> 00:49:56.076
♪ That if it keeps on breaking
And breaking ♪

783
00:49:56.159 --> 00:49:57.494
♪ And breaking and breaking ♪

784
00:49:57.577 --> 00:50:00.914
♪ Then one day it'll open
And open and open ♪

785
00:50:00.998 --> 00:50:03.500
♪ And open and open for you
Hey! ♪

786
00:50:05.168 --> 00:50:07.671
♪ I know we've both been afraid ♪

787
00:50:09.172 --> 00:50:13.135
♪ But we can't run from the wind
And the thunder ♪

788
00:50:13.218 --> 00:50:15.470
♪ When we're dancing under the rain ♪

789
00:50:15.554 --> 00:50:17.639
♪ The rain, the rain ♪

790
00:50:18.849 --> 00:50:19.683
♪ Hey! ♪

791
00:50:21.143 --> 00:50:23.437
♪ I know we got what it takes ♪

792
00:50:25.147 --> 00:50:28.608
♪ Ain't gonna run from the wind
And the thunder ♪

793
00:50:28.692 --> 00:50:31.611
♪ When we're dancing under the rain ♪

794
00:50:31.695 --> 00:50:33.405
♪ The rain, the rain ♪

795
00:50:33.488 --> 00:50:35.490
♪ We're dancing under the rain ♪

796
00:50:35.574 --> 00:50:38.368
♪ Breathe deep, let it wash over you ♪

797
00:50:38.452 --> 00:50:40.412
♪ We're slowly becoming lovers ♪

798
00:50:40.495 --> 00:50:43.415
♪ I promise you
We won't be like the others ♪

799
00:50:45.042 --> 00:50:49.129
♪ We won't go running for cover ♪

800
00:50:50.088 --> 00:50:53.550
♪ My heart is broken
And broken and broken and broken ♪

801
00:50:53.633 --> 00:50:57.220
♪ But I keep, keep on hoping
And hoping and hoping and hoping ♪

802
00:50:57.304 --> 00:50:59.973
♪ That if it keeps on breaking
And breaking ♪

803
00:51:00.057 --> 00:51:01.558
♪ And breaking and breaking ♪

804
00:51:01.641 --> 00:51:04.728
♪ Then one day it'll open
And open and open ♪

805
00:51:04.811 --> 00:51:07.147
♪ And open and open for you
Hey! ♪

806
00:51:09.149 --> 00:51:11.526
♪ I know we've both been afraid ♪

807
00:51:13.403 --> 00:51:17.115
♪ But we can't run from the wind
And the thunder ♪

808
00:51:17.199 --> 00:51:21.286
♪ When we're dancing under the rain
The rain, the rain ♪

809
00:51:22.662 --> 00:51:23.497
♪ Hey! ♪

810
00:51:24.998 --> 00:51:27.125
♪ I know we got what it takes ♪

811
00:51:29.294 --> 00:51:33.048
♪ Ain't gonna run from the wind
And the thunder ♪

812
00:51:33.131 --> 00:51:37.260
♪ We're dancing under the rain
The rain, the rain ♪

813
00:51:37.344 --> 00:51:39.346
♪ We're dancing under the rain ♪

814
00:51:39.429 --> 00:51:41.181
♪ Broken and broken
And broken and broken ♪

815
00:51:41.264 --> 00:51:44.017
♪ We're dancing under the rain ♪

816
00:51:44.101 --> 00:51:45.352
[back-up]
♪ Hoping and hoping ♪

817
00:51:45.435 --> 00:51:47.729
[Ben] ♪ Dancing under the rain ♪

818
00:51:47.813 --> 00:51:49.815
♪ Breaking and breaking and breaking ♪

819
00:51:49.898 --> 00:51:53.318
♪ Then one day it'll open
And open and open ♪

820
00:51:53.401 --> 00:51:54.820
♪ And open and open for you ♪

821
00:51:54.903 --> 00:51:55.737
♪ Hey! ♪

822
00:51:57.155 --> 00:51:59.533
♪ I know we've both been afraid ♪

823
00:52:01.243 --> 00:52:05.122
♪ But we can't run from the wind
And the thunder ♪

824
00:52:05.205 --> 00:52:09.459
♪ We're dancing under the rain
The rain, the rain ♪

825
00:52:10.752 --> 00:52:14.631
[vocalizing]

826
00:52:14.714 --> 00:52:17.843
[back-up] ♪ Hoping and hoping
And hoping and hoping ♪

827
00:52:22.722 --> 00:52:25.100
♪ The rain, the rain, the rain ♪

828
00:52:25.183 --> 00:52:26.893
♪ Dancing under the rain ♪

829
00:52:28.061 --> 00:52:30.063
[cheering]

830
00:52:45.287 --> 00:52:46.705
[Ben] Thank you, you're very sweet.

831
00:52:48.290 --> 00:52:49.791
[audience member] We love you!

832
00:52:50.375 --> 00:52:52.252
[Ben] I love you too,
and that was so well timed.

833
00:52:53.628 --> 00:52:57.174
I'm gonna come down a little bit closer
for this next song, to everyone. Hello.

834
00:52:57.257 --> 00:52:59.009
Hello, everybody.

835
00:52:59.593 --> 00:53:00.510
Good sweatshirt.

836
00:53:02.721 --> 00:53:04.890
This next song... is quite special to me,

837
00:53:04.973 --> 00:53:09.186
and has kind of a multitude of meanings
that kind of crossroad.

838
00:53:09.269 --> 00:53:13.440
The first being I just--
I really love my father very much.

839
00:53:13.523 --> 00:53:14.482
My dad is the greatest.

840
00:53:14.566 --> 00:53:15.734
He's a wonderful person.

841
00:53:16.735 --> 00:53:18.820
And he's taught me many things,
not the least of which

842
00:53:18.904 --> 00:53:22.365
is that being a decent human being
comes far before being a decent artist,

843
00:53:22.449 --> 00:53:24.117
and it's only possible
to be a decent artist

844
00:53:24.201 --> 00:53:25.493
if you are a decent human being.

845
00:53:26.828 --> 00:53:27.662
And I...

846
00:53:28.663 --> 00:53:30.373
I try to act that way in my life,

847
00:53:30.457 --> 00:53:32.792
and he somehow
has magically maintained that

848
00:53:32.876 --> 00:53:33.960
throughout his entire life.

849
00:53:34.169 --> 00:53:37.005
And I really wanted to write about
how much I loved him.

850
00:53:37.088 --> 00:53:39.758
And thankfully he's here tonight,

851
00:53:39.841 --> 00:53:41.635
and he's very wonderful,
and very much--

852
00:53:41.718 --> 00:53:42.552
I'm not gonna...

853
00:53:43.637 --> 00:53:44.638
Anyway...

854
00:53:45.722 --> 00:53:46.723
So that's one idea.

855
00:53:46.806 --> 00:53:48.850
The other idea, which is very separate,

856
00:53:49.226 --> 00:53:52.395
is saying things
before it's too late to say them.

857
00:53:52.479 --> 00:53:53.688
Saying things now while we can.

858
00:53:53.772 --> 00:53:55.815
We don't know what's going on.
The world's very crazy.

859
00:53:55.899 --> 00:53:59.444
Particularly this country, at the moment,
is up in arms and very insane.

860
00:53:59.778 --> 00:54:01.071
And I get very overwhelmed by it,

861
00:54:01.154 --> 00:54:03.657
and I sometimes forget to say
to the people around me how I feel,

862
00:54:03.740 --> 00:54:05.450
because I take it for granted
that they know.

863
00:54:06.451 --> 00:54:08.787
And this song has now become
very irrevocably linked

864
00:54:08.870 --> 00:54:11.122
to my Grandma Sue,
who passed away in the spring,

865
00:54:12.207 --> 00:54:13.041
and...

866
00:54:13.792 --> 00:54:17.504
She was the greatest grandmother,
just everything you could ever wish for.

867
00:54:17.921 --> 00:54:20.006
The most wonderful human,
world-class back tickler...

868
00:54:21.091 --> 00:54:23.260
She peed her pants once playing Twister.

869
00:54:23.343 --> 00:54:27.347
She's just the most wonderful person
you could possibly imagine.

870
00:54:27.430 --> 00:54:30.016
And so, naturally, the fact that this tour
came right after...

871
00:54:30.100 --> 00:54:32.978
I know she would've wanted to be here.
She encouraged me to do what I love.

872
00:54:33.061 --> 00:54:34.688
She always reminded me
to try to enjoy it.

873
00:54:34.771 --> 00:54:36.731
She knows that I live
very much in my head.

874
00:54:36.815 --> 00:54:39.025
She would always say to me
to enjoy what you're doing,

875
00:54:39.109 --> 00:54:40.318
because that's the whole point.

876
00:54:40.402 --> 00:54:42.279
So I'd just love to dedicate this to her.

877
00:54:45.615 --> 00:54:47.617
[emotional piano melody]

878
00:54:59.546 --> 00:55:03.758
♪ You put all your faith in my dreams ♪

879
00:55:04.509 --> 00:55:07.304
♪ You gave me the world that I wanted ♪

880
00:55:08.013 --> 00:55:10.432
♪ What did I do to deserve you? ♪

881
00:55:13.184 --> 00:55:17.605
♪ I follow your steps with my feet ♪

882
00:55:18.189 --> 00:55:21.359
♪ I walk on the road that you started ♪

883
00:55:21.693 --> 00:55:24.029
♪ I need you to know that I heard you ♪

884
00:55:24.487 --> 00:55:25.864
♪ Every word ♪

885
00:55:26.239 --> 00:55:31.202
♪ I've waited way too long to say ♪

886
00:55:32.996 --> 00:55:38.376
♪ Everything you mean to me ♪

887
00:55:39.377 --> 00:55:45.925
♪ In case you don't live forever
Let me tell you now ♪

888
00:55:46.301 --> 00:55:52.432
♪ I love you more than you'll ever
Wrap your head around ♪

889
00:55:53.266 --> 00:55:57.187
♪ In case you don't live forever ♪

890
00:55:57.270 --> 00:56:00.815
♪ Let me tell you the truth ♪

891
00:56:00.899 --> 00:56:05.820
♪ I'm everything that I am
Because of you ♪

892
00:56:11.451 --> 00:56:15.538
♪ I, I've carried this song in my mind ♪

893
00:56:16.581 --> 00:56:18.541
♪ Listen, it's echoing in me ♪

894
00:56:19.918 --> 00:56:22.629
♪ But I haven't helped you to hear it ♪

895
00:56:25.131 --> 00:56:30.345
♪ We, we've only got so much time ♪

896
00:56:30.428 --> 00:56:32.722
♪ I'm pretty sure it would kill me ♪

897
00:56:32.806 --> 00:56:37.769
♪ If you didn't know the pieces of me
Are pieces of you ♪

898
00:56:38.186 --> 00:56:44.442
♪ I've waited way too long to say ♪

899
00:56:45.318 --> 00:56:50.698
♪ Everything you mean to me ♪

900
00:56:51.408 --> 00:56:54.994
♪ In case you don't live forever ♪

901
00:56:55.078 --> 00:56:57.414
♪ Let me tell you now ♪

902
00:56:58.289 --> 00:57:05.088
♪ I love you more than you'll ever
Wrap your head around ♪

903
00:57:05.171 --> 00:57:08.883
♪ In case you don't live forever ♪

904
00:57:08.967 --> 00:57:12.637
♪ Let me tell you the truth ♪

905
00:57:12.971 --> 00:57:16.766
♪ I'm everything that I am
Because of you ♪

906
00:57:16.850 --> 00:57:19.811
♪ I have a hero whenever I need one ♪

907
00:57:20.437 --> 00:57:23.398
♪ I just look up to you and I see one ♪

908
00:57:23.940 --> 00:57:28.403
♪ I'm a man
'Cause you taught me to be one ♪

909
00:57:30.864 --> 00:57:34.701
♪ In case you don't live forever ♪

910
00:57:34.784 --> 00:57:37.078
♪ Let me tell you now ♪

911
00:57:37.745 --> 00:57:44.002
♪ I love you more than you'll ever
Wrap your head around ♪

912
00:57:44.669 --> 00:57:48.339
♪ In case you don't live forever ♪

913
00:57:48.423 --> 00:57:51.885
♪ Let me tell you the truth ♪

914
00:57:52.594 --> 00:57:55.054
♪ I'm everything that I am ♪

915
00:57:55.138 --> 00:57:55.972
♪ Oh ♪

916
00:57:56.055 --> 00:58:01.978
[vocalizes]

917
00:58:02.061 --> 00:58:08.359
[continues vocalizing]

918
00:58:08.443 --> 00:58:12.447
♪ In case you don't live forever ♪

919
00:58:12.530 --> 00:58:16.451
♪ Let me tell you the truth ♪

920
00:58:16.993 --> 00:58:22.499
♪ As long as I'm here as I am ♪

921
00:58:23.374 --> 00:58:25.585
♪ So are you ♪

922
00:58:26.169 --> 00:58:29.464
[cheering]

923
00:58:37.597 --> 00:58:39.265
[jaunty melody starts]

924
00:58:43.102 --> 00:58:46.064
♪ If you feel that it's real ♪

925
00:58:46.147 --> 00:58:47.690
♪ I'm on trial ♪

926
00:58:47.774 --> 00:58:51.069
♪ And I'm here in your prison ♪

927
00:58:52.403 --> 00:58:55.114
♪ Like a coin in your mint ♪

928
00:58:55.198 --> 00:58:58.451
♪ I've been dented and I'm spent ♪

929
00:58:58.535 --> 00:59:00.328
♪ With high treason ♪

930
00:59:02.622 --> 00:59:05.583
♪ Through a glass eye your throne ♪

931
00:59:06.042 --> 00:59:08.253
♪ Is the one danger zone ♪

932
00:59:08.336 --> 00:59:13.841
♪ Take me to the pilot for control ♪

933
00:59:14.759 --> 00:59:19.430
♪ Take me to the pilot of your soul ♪

934
00:59:19.514 --> 00:59:21.432
♪ Take me to the pilot ♪

935
00:59:21.516 --> 00:59:23.268
♪ Lead me through the chamber ♪

936
00:59:23.351 --> 00:59:24.477
♪ Take me to the pilot ♪

937
00:59:24.561 --> 00:59:25.979
♪ I am but a stranger ♪

938
00:59:26.062 --> 00:59:27.063
♪ Take me to the pilot ♪

939
00:59:27.146 --> 00:59:28.982
♪ Lead me through the chamber ♪

940
00:59:29.065 --> 00:59:30.191
♪ Take me to the pilot ♪

941
00:59:30.275 --> 00:59:31.985
♪ I am but a stranger ♪

942
00:59:32.068 --> 00:59:32.902
♪ Na, na, na ♪

943
00:59:33.611 --> 00:59:34.988
♪ Na, na, na ♪

944
00:59:35.071 --> 00:59:37.323
♪ Na, na, na
Na, na, na ♪

945
00:59:37.407 --> 00:59:39.075
Come on!
♪ Na, na, na ♪

946
00:59:39.701 --> 00:59:40.535
♪ Na, na, na ♪

947
00:59:41.452 --> 00:59:43.663
♪ Na, na, na
Na, na, na, na ♪

948
00:59:51.963 --> 00:59:52.797
Whoo!

949
00:59:53.506 --> 00:59:56.509
♪ Well I know he's not old ♪

950
00:59:56.593 --> 00:59:58.720
♪ And I'm told ♪

951
00:59:58.803 --> 01:00:01.556
♪ Told that he's a virgin ♪

952
01:00:02.724 --> 01:00:05.310
♪ Well he, maybe she ♪

953
01:00:05.560 --> 01:00:06.978
♪ So I'm told ♪

954
01:00:07.061 --> 01:00:10.607
♪ But I'm never, never certain ♪

955
01:00:12.400 --> 01:00:15.320
♪ Through a glass eye your throne ♪

956
01:00:15.820 --> 01:00:18.031
♪ Is the one danger zone ♪

957
01:00:18.114 --> 01:00:21.576
♪ Take me to the pilot for control ♪

958
01:00:24.120 --> 01:00:28.875
♪ Take me to the pilot of your soul ♪

959
01:00:28.958 --> 01:00:30.835
♪ Take me to the pilot ♪

960
01:00:30.918 --> 01:00:32.587
♪ Lead me through the chamber ♪

961
01:00:32.670 --> 01:00:33.755
♪ Take me to the pilot ♪

962
01:00:33.838 --> 01:00:35.173
♪ I am but a stranger ♪

963
01:00:35.423 --> 01:00:36.883
♪ Take me to the pilot ♪

964
01:00:36.966 --> 01:00:38.343
♪ Lead me through the chamber ♪

965
01:00:38.426 --> 01:00:39.719
♪ Take me to the pilot ♪

966
01:00:39.802 --> 01:00:41.596
♪ I am but a stranger ♪

967
01:00:41.679 --> 01:00:44.223
♪ Na, na, na, na, na, na ♪

968
01:00:44.307 --> 01:00:46.851
♪ Na, na, na, na, na, na, na, na ♪

969
01:00:47.477 --> 01:00:52.690
♪ Na na na, na na na
Na na na na na na na na ♪

970
01:01:01.032 --> 01:01:02.241
Whoo! Come on.

971
01:01:21.678 --> 01:01:24.555
♪ Through a glass eye your throne ♪

972
01:01:24.639 --> 01:01:26.641
♪ Is the one danger zone ♪

973
01:01:27.475 --> 01:01:31.771
♪ Take me to the pilot for control ♪

974
01:01:33.106 --> 01:01:37.527
♪ Take me to the pilot of your soul ♪

975
01:01:38.194 --> 01:01:39.612
♪ Take me to the pilot ♪

976
01:01:39.696 --> 01:01:41.489
♪ Lead me through the chamber ♪

977
01:01:41.572 --> 01:01:42.573
♪ Take me to the pilot ♪

978
01:01:42.657 --> 01:01:44.617
♪ I am but a stranger ♪

979
01:01:44.701 --> 01:01:45.910
♪ Take me to the pilot ♪

980
01:01:45.993 --> 01:01:47.245
♪ Lead me through the chamber ♪

981
01:01:47.328 --> 01:01:48.913
♪ Take me to the pilot ♪

982
01:01:48.996 --> 01:01:50.748
♪ I am but a stranger ♪

983
01:01:51.374 --> 01:01:53.751
♪ Hey, hey ♪

984
01:01:53.835 --> 01:01:56.212
[vocalizing]

985
01:01:57.463 --> 01:01:59.173
[continues vocalizing]

986
01:02:00.383 --> 01:02:01.926
Come on! Your turn now.

987
01:02:02.385 --> 01:02:07.515
♪ Na na na, na na na
Na na na na na na na na ♪

988
01:02:07.598 --> 01:02:08.433
♪ Hey! ♪

989
01:02:08.516 --> 01:02:13.312
♪ Na na na, na na na
Na na na na na na na na ♪

990
01:02:13.396 --> 01:02:14.230
Yeah! Come on!

991
01:02:14.313 --> 01:02:19.861
♪ Na na na, na na na
Na na na na na na na na ♪

992
01:02:21.195 --> 01:02:24.073
[vocalizing]

993
01:02:24.532 --> 01:02:26.617
[sings high note]

994
01:02:26.701 --> 01:02:28.953
[holds note]

995
01:02:33.374 --> 01:02:35.877
♪ Yeah! ♪

996
01:02:46.554 --> 01:02:52.226
♪ Yeah ♪

997
01:02:52.810 --> 01:02:54.729
[applause, cheering]

998
01:03:21.547 --> 01:03:22.548
[exhales]

999
01:03:28.387 --> 01:03:30.181
Do you like my sweat, Netflix?

1000
01:03:32.558 --> 01:03:34.894
That was fun. If anyone didn't know,
it's an Elton John tune.

1001
01:03:34.977 --> 01:03:36.312
The great, great, Elton John.

1002
01:03:36.813 --> 01:03:37.772
The man.

1003
01:03:38.856 --> 01:03:39.816
Cool.

1004
01:03:40.149 --> 01:03:42.985
This is so fun, I wanna slow down,
but let's keep going.

1005
01:03:43.528 --> 01:03:46.864
So, this song is one of my favorite songs.

1006
01:03:46.948 --> 01:03:48.407
I saw it on a sign earlier.

1007
01:03:48.991 --> 01:03:50.159
And I wrote it at a time

1008
01:03:50.243 --> 01:03:51.953
when I was at a crossroads
in a relationship,

1009
01:03:52.245 --> 01:03:54.247
when the person I was with said to me,

1010
01:03:54.330 --> 01:03:56.499
"I need to go and be on my own,

1011
01:03:56.958 --> 01:03:59.085
'cause I need to grow and become
who I'm going to be.

1012
01:03:59.168 --> 01:04:00.419
I need space to do that."

1013
01:04:01.629 --> 01:04:03.005
Shouldn't have said "grow."

1014
01:04:04.841 --> 01:04:08.219
And in our case that was very valid,
and it was the right thing to do.

1015
01:04:08.302 --> 01:04:10.429
We were great friends,
and it was the right move.

1016
01:04:11.138 --> 01:04:13.140
But I think a lot of times,
that's sort of a cop-out

1017
01:04:13.224 --> 01:04:16.143
that gets used in relationships,
whether they be platonic or romantic,

1018
01:04:16.227 --> 01:04:18.354
of, like, "I need to get some space
from someone,

1019
01:04:18.437 --> 01:04:20.398
in order to become who I am."

1020
01:04:20.523 --> 01:04:22.358
Hopefully,
if you're in the right relationship,

1021
01:04:22.942 --> 01:04:25.069
you can both find room to grow
and become who you are

1022
01:04:25.152 --> 01:04:27.655
and ebb and flow, and give each other
space when necessary, and...

1023
01:04:29.365 --> 01:04:31.617
So, if you're in that relationship now,

1024
01:04:31.701 --> 01:04:33.244
or you're with that person tonight,

1025
01:04:33.327 --> 01:04:35.496
I'm very happy for you,
and that's wonderful,

1026
01:04:35.580 --> 01:04:36.747
and this song is for you.

1027
01:04:36.831 --> 01:04:39.333
And if you're like me,
and you haven't found that person yet,

1028
01:04:39.417 --> 01:04:40.835
this song is also for you too.

1029
01:04:41.335 --> 01:04:42.879
Feel free to sing it, if you know it.

1030
01:04:46.591 --> 01:04:48.593
[emotional melody plays]

1031
01:04:48.676 --> 01:04:52.930
[Ben vocalizing]

1032
01:04:58.519 --> 01:05:01.689
♪ You say there's so much you don't know ♪

1033
01:05:04.442 --> 01:05:08.112
♪ You need to go and find yourself ♪

1034
01:05:10.031 --> 01:05:13.326
♪ You say you'd rather be alone ♪

1035
01:05:15.995 --> 01:05:20.249
♪ 'Cause you think you won't find it
Tied to someone else ♪

1036
01:05:23.544 --> 01:05:25.922
♪ Who said it's true ♪

1037
01:05:26.672 --> 01:05:30.551
♪ That the growing only happens
On your own? ♪

1038
01:05:32.428 --> 01:05:37.642
♪ They don't know me and you ♪

1039
01:05:39.226 --> 01:05:41.854
♪ I don't think you have to leave ♪

1040
01:05:42.313 --> 01:05:44.941
♪ If to change is what you need ♪

1041
01:05:45.024 --> 01:05:50.196
♪ You can change right next to me ♪

1042
01:05:50.863 --> 01:05:53.741
♪ When you're high, I'll take the lows ♪

1043
01:05:53.824 --> 01:05:56.827
♪ You can ebb and I can flow ♪

1044
01:05:56.911 --> 01:05:59.372
♪ And we'll take it slow ♪

1045
01:05:59.872 --> 01:06:05.544
♪ And grow as we go ♪

1046
01:06:06.003 --> 01:06:09.215
♪ Grow as we go ♪

1047
01:06:09.799 --> 01:06:12.677
[vocalizing]

1048
01:06:13.970 --> 01:06:17.098
♪ You won't be the only one ♪

1049
01:06:19.684 --> 01:06:24.438
♪ I am unfinished
I've got so much left to learn ♪

1050
01:06:25.231 --> 01:06:28.693
♪ I don't know how this river runs ♪

1051
01:06:30.861 --> 01:06:35.658
♪ But I'd like the company
Through every twist and turn ♪

1052
01:06:38.869 --> 01:06:41.205
♪ Who said it's true ♪

1053
01:06:41.831 --> 01:06:45.960
♪ That the growing only happens
On your own? ♪

1054
01:06:47.628 --> 01:06:53.259
♪ They don't know me and you ♪

1055
01:06:54.510 --> 01:06:57.304
♪ You don't ever have to leave ♪

1056
01:06:57.471 --> 01:07:00.307
♪ If to change is what you need ♪

1057
01:07:00.391 --> 01:07:05.062
♪ You can change right next to me ♪

1058
01:07:06.022 --> 01:07:08.941
♪ When you're high, I'll take the lows ♪

1059
01:07:09.025 --> 01:07:11.736
♪ You can ebb and I can flow ♪

1060
01:07:12.028 --> 01:07:14.280
♪ And we'll take it slow ♪

1061
01:07:15.031 --> 01:07:18.743
♪ And grow as we go ♪

1062
01:07:21.245 --> 01:07:24.165
♪ Grow as we go ♪

1063
01:07:27.043 --> 01:07:29.879
♪ Grow as we go ♪

1064
01:07:32.798 --> 01:07:35.301
♪ Grow as we go ♪

1065
01:07:36.635 --> 01:07:39.221
[vocalizing]

1066
01:07:40.639 --> 01:07:43.768
♪ I don't know who we'll become ♪

1067
01:07:46.312 --> 01:07:51.692
♪ I can't promise
It's not written in the stars ♪

1068
01:07:52.151 --> 01:07:56.155
♪ But I believe that when it's done ♪

1069
01:07:56.614 --> 01:07:59.784
♪ We're gonna see that it was better ♪

1070
01:08:00.117 --> 01:08:02.661
♪ That we grew up together ♪

1071
01:08:03.871 --> 01:08:06.832
♪ Tell me you don't wanna leave ♪

1072
01:08:06.916 --> 01:08:09.460
♪ 'Cause if change is what you need ♪

1073
01:08:09.877 --> 01:08:14.381
♪ You can change right next to me ♪

1074
01:08:15.508 --> 01:08:18.219
♪ When you're high, I'll take the lows ♪

1075
01:08:18.636 --> 01:08:21.097
♪ You can ebb and I can flow ♪

1076
01:08:21.555 --> 01:08:23.849
♪ We'll take it slow ♪

1077
01:08:24.433 --> 01:08:29.647
♪ And grow as we go ♪

1078
01:08:30.648 --> 01:08:36.112
♪ Grow as we go ♪

1079
01:08:36.403 --> 01:08:41.659
♪ Grow as we go ♪

1080
01:08:42.243 --> 01:08:48.582
♪ Grow as we go ♪

1081
01:08:49.917 --> 01:08:50.751
Thank you.

1082
01:08:50.835 --> 01:08:54.880
[cheering]

1083
01:09:03.389 --> 01:09:05.933
Sad news to report,
I have one more number for you.

1084
01:09:06.016 --> 01:09:07.601
-[audience] Aw!
-I know, I'd love to stay.

1085
01:09:07.685 --> 01:09:11.897
This has been like... I don't wanna
talk about it, 'cause I don't wanna cry,

1086
01:09:11.981 --> 01:09:14.066
and I have to sing another song,
but it's just like...

1087
01:09:14.900 --> 01:09:16.819
I look out at everybody,

1088
01:09:16.902 --> 01:09:18.779
and think about
what's happening right now,

1089
01:09:18.863 --> 01:09:20.990
and I can't believe it's my life.

1090
01:09:21.699 --> 01:09:23.826
Thank you so much for coming.

1091
01:09:27.538 --> 01:09:28.497
Thank you.

1092
01:09:29.623 --> 01:09:30.708
So...

1093
01:09:30.791 --> 01:09:32.293
[audience member] We love you!

1094
01:09:32.376 --> 01:09:34.670
Oh, my god. Careful, nodes! Careful!

1095
01:09:35.421 --> 01:09:36.672
Thank you so much, though.

1096
01:09:37.631 --> 01:09:39.800
So, before I tell you about the last song,

1097
01:09:39.884 --> 01:09:41.719
I wanna thank the people with me
one more time.

1098
01:09:41.802 --> 01:09:43.596
This is an incredibly scary thing to do.

1099
01:09:43.679 --> 01:09:45.639
And to have these people holding me

1100
01:09:45.723 --> 01:09:47.641
musically, emotionally,
physically, everything,

1101
01:09:47.725 --> 01:09:49.393
has been an absolute dream come true.

1102
01:09:49.476 --> 01:09:52.021
and I'll never be able to repay you
for doing this journey with me

1103
01:09:52.104 --> 01:09:54.190
-and playing here with me, it's amazing.
-[cheering]

1104
01:09:58.861 --> 01:10:00.571
So, I started working
when I was very young,

1105
01:10:00.654 --> 01:10:01.989
when I was about nine years old,

1106
01:10:02.281 --> 01:10:04.116
and I was in a real rush to grow up.

1107
01:10:04.200 --> 01:10:06.160
I had a lot of older siblings
who were super cool,

1108
01:10:06.243 --> 01:10:09.246
and I was always working
with adult cast members,

1109
01:10:09.330 --> 01:10:11.916
and I just always wanted to be older,

1110
01:10:12.333 --> 01:10:13.417
very quickly.

1111
01:10:13.709 --> 01:10:16.212
And I got that-- Oh, I said older,

1112
01:10:16.795 --> 01:10:18.839
and I got my wish.

1113
01:10:18.923 --> 01:10:20.549
I grew up very quickly, I started working,

1114
01:10:20.633 --> 01:10:23.302
as soon as I got out of high school
I started living on my own,

1115
01:10:23.844 --> 01:10:26.931
and the last couple years, looked back,
and was, like, a little frustrated,

1116
01:10:27.014 --> 01:10:29.433
'cause I was like,
"I wish I had taken a bit more time,

1117
01:10:29.808 --> 01:10:31.644
to be reckless,
and a little more youthful,

1118
01:10:31.727 --> 01:10:35.773
and not looked ahead
quite so determinedly, if that's a word."

1119
01:10:36.273 --> 01:10:37.983
And then I got doubly frustrated,

1120
01:10:38.067 --> 01:10:41.028
because I looked at all the points
in my life in which I was looking forward,

1121
01:10:41.111 --> 01:10:43.072
looking backward,
looking anywhere but where I was.

1122
01:10:43.155 --> 01:10:47.409
And as I've said a bajillion times,
I'm a very anxious person,

1123
01:10:47.493 --> 01:10:48.827
so I live very much in my head,

1124
01:10:48.911 --> 01:10:51.413
and I have a really hard time
being present where I am.

1125
01:10:51.497 --> 01:10:54.124
And one of the number one ways,
most special ways, for me to do that

1126
01:10:54.208 --> 01:10:55.584
is to sing music and play music.

1127
01:10:55.668 --> 01:10:58.712
So you've given me a gift by coming here
and letting me do that for you tonight.

1128
01:10:58.796 --> 01:10:59.964
[audience cheering]

1129
01:11:03.092 --> 01:11:07.096
And I hope, if anything else,
this hour and a half or whatever it's been

1130
01:11:07.179 --> 01:11:09.306
has helped you forget
your worries and troubles

1131
01:11:09.390 --> 01:11:10.391
and just be here with me.

1132
01:11:10.474 --> 01:11:12.601
And I hope this song does the same.
It's called "Older."

1133
01:11:15.646 --> 01:11:18.565
♪ I was walking down 57th Street
Towards Park ♪

1134
01:11:18.649 --> 01:11:21.443
♪ With the same old song
In my same old heart ♪

1135
01:11:21.694 --> 01:11:23.696
♪ Making plans I'm gonna do ♪

1136
01:11:23.988 --> 01:11:27.116
♪ When I get older ♪

1137
01:11:27.616 --> 01:11:30.411
♪ Passed a gray-haired man
And I found his eyes ♪

1138
01:11:30.494 --> 01:11:33.289
♪ It's like he knew my thoughts
And read my mind ♪

1139
01:11:33.372 --> 01:11:35.916
♪ Saying life is gonna find you ♪

1140
01:11:36.250 --> 01:11:38.794
♪ When it's supposed to ♪

1141
01:11:39.420 --> 01:11:42.339
♪ Felt my feet stop short
And I turned my head ♪

1142
01:11:42.423 --> 01:11:46.051
♪ Tried to lean into every word he said ♪

1143
01:11:47.553 --> 01:11:49.555
♪ Then he said ♪

1144
01:11:50.389 --> 01:11:53.017
♪ When you are younger ♪

1145
01:11:53.434 --> 01:11:56.020
♪ You'll wish you're older ♪

1146
01:11:56.437 --> 01:11:58.897
♪ Then when you're older ♪

1147
01:11:59.565 --> 01:12:02.318
♪ You'll wish for time to turn around ♪

1148
01:12:02.401 --> 01:12:04.695
♪ Don't let your wonder ♪

1149
01:12:05.279 --> 01:12:07.614
♪ Turn into closure ♪

1150
01:12:08.198 --> 01:12:10.659
♪ When you get older ♪

1151
01:12:11.160 --> 01:12:15.331
♪ When you get older ♪

1152
01:12:16.749 --> 01:12:19.001
[vocalizing]

1153
01:12:38.479 --> 01:12:41.398
♪ Have I killed my thoughts
Right before their prime? ♪

1154
01:12:41.482 --> 01:12:44.109
♪ Have I bit my tongue
One too many times? ♪

1155
01:12:44.193 --> 01:12:50.074
♪ Have I said it all
The way I really meant to? ♪

1156
01:12:50.157 --> 01:12:53.285
♪ If I wait till my tomorrow comes ♪

1157
01:12:53.369 --> 01:12:58.123
♪ Is the waiting all I've ever done? ♪

1158
01:12:58.707 --> 01:13:01.919
♪ And will I get to ♪

1159
01:13:02.544 --> 01:13:05.339
♪ Get to know myself in the place I am ♪

1160
01:13:05.422 --> 01:13:10.010
♪ Get to fall in love with another man ♪

1161
01:13:10.344 --> 01:13:12.846
♪ And understand ♪

1162
01:13:13.430 --> 01:13:15.891
♪ When you are younger ♪

1163
01:13:16.392 --> 01:13:18.852
♪ You wish you're older ♪

1164
01:13:19.395 --> 01:13:21.814
♪ Then when you're older ♪

1165
01:13:22.356 --> 01:13:25.234
♪ You'll wish for time to turn around ♪

1166
01:13:25.317 --> 01:13:27.528
♪ Don't let your wonder ♪

1167
01:13:28.237 --> 01:13:30.656
♪ Turn into closure ♪

1168
01:13:31.281 --> 01:13:33.617
♪ When you get older ♪

1169
01:13:34.201 --> 01:13:38.372
♪ When you get older ♪

1170
01:13:39.748 --> 01:13:41.750
[vocalizing]

1171
01:13:51.593 --> 01:13:53.846
[vocalizing]

1172
01:14:00.936 --> 01:14:03.397
♪ When you are younger ♪

1173
01:14:03.856 --> 01:14:06.233
♪ You wish you're older ♪

1174
01:14:06.775 --> 01:14:09.319
♪ When you get older ♪

1175
01:14:09.736 --> 01:14:12.698
♪ You'll wish for time to turn around ♪

1176
01:14:12.781 --> 01:14:15.159
♪ Don't let your wonder ♪

1177
01:14:15.659 --> 01:14:18.245
♪ Turn into closure ♪

1178
01:14:18.662 --> 01:14:21.081
♪ When you get older ♪

1179
01:14:21.582 --> 01:14:25.961
♪ When you get older ♪

1180
01:14:27.171 --> 01:14:29.339
[vocalizing]

1181
01:14:41.935 --> 01:14:43.937
-[harmonizing]
-[audience clapping along]

1182
01:14:48.442 --> 01:14:49.568
Before we leave,

1183
01:14:49.651 --> 01:14:50.903
I just wanna do one more chorus,

1184
01:14:51.612 --> 01:14:53.989
'cause I just don't wanna
leave this building with all of you.

1185
01:14:54.615 --> 01:14:56.700
And if you happen to know it,
please sing along.

1186
01:14:56.783 --> 01:14:58.118
If you don't, that's fine too.

1187
01:14:58.202 --> 01:15:00.871
We can just all have
one last little moment

1188
01:15:00.954 --> 01:15:04.166
together here before we go back
to our troubles and our lives.

1189
01:15:05.000 --> 01:15:07.753
I can't tell you how special and magical
this has been.

1190
01:15:09.546 --> 01:15:10.547
Let's sing.

1191
01:15:11.965 --> 01:15:14.468
♪ When you are younger ♪

1192
01:15:15.135 --> 01:15:17.429
[audience] ♪ You'll wish you're older ♪

1193
01:15:17.888 --> 01:15:20.390
♪ And when you're older ♪

1194
01:15:20.849 --> 01:15:23.977
♪ You'll wish for time to turn around ♪

1195
01:15:24.061 --> 01:15:25.979
♪ Don't let your wonder ♪

1196
01:15:26.897 --> 01:15:29.066
♪ Turn into closure ♪

1197
01:15:29.775 --> 01:15:32.236
♪ When you get older ♪

1198
01:15:32.694 --> 01:15:34.905
♪ When you get older ♪

1199
01:15:34.988 --> 01:15:37.783
[holding high note]

1200
01:15:42.621 --> 01:15:46.124
[continues holding note]

1201
01:15:47.042 --> 01:15:49.753
[vocalizing]

1202
01:15:59.263 --> 01:16:01.807
♪ When you are younger ♪

1203
01:16:02.266 --> 01:16:04.935
♪ You'll wish you're older ♪

1204
01:16:05.227 --> 01:16:07.896
♪ When you get older ♪

1205
01:16:08.313 --> 01:16:11.108
♪ You'll wish for time to turn around ♪

1206
01:16:11.191 --> 01:16:13.402
♪ Don't let your wonder ♪

1207
01:16:14.152 --> 01:16:17.030
♪ Turn into closure ♪

1208
01:16:17.114 --> 01:16:19.616
♪ When you get older ♪

1209
01:16:20.242 --> 01:16:25.038
♪ When you get older ♪

1210
01:16:25.664 --> 01:16:28.208
[vocalizes]

1211
01:16:37.551 --> 01:16:41.763
[audience cheering, applauding]

1212
01:17:24.681 --> 01:17:26.099
Oh, my god!

1213
01:17:31.396 --> 01:17:32.648
[man] I love you, Ben!

1214
01:17:35.317 --> 01:17:36.485
Okay, ladies?

1215
01:17:36.568 --> 01:17:38.403
[man] Yeah, stand by...

1216
01:17:42.741 --> 01:17:44.743
[indistinct chatter]

1217
01:17:50.999 --> 01:17:54.086
He's going, he's gone, I lost him,
he's gone. All right, go.

1218
01:18:07.641 --> 01:18:08.892
Okay, we'll do one more song.

1219
01:18:12.521 --> 01:18:13.438
Okay.

1220
01:18:13.689 --> 01:18:14.523
So...

1221
01:18:15.732 --> 01:18:18.568
I love you too, but please,
drink some Throat Coat.

1222
01:18:20.987 --> 01:18:22.698
Thank you guys so much
for all of your love

1223
01:18:22.781 --> 01:18:24.783
and for standing,
and all of that beautiful stuff.

1224
01:18:24.866 --> 01:18:26.952
It was... it's insane.

1225
01:18:29.121 --> 01:18:32.082
This one more song we'll play for you
is the last song on my record,

1226
01:18:32.165 --> 01:18:34.459
and it's the first song
I ever wrote in earnest,

1227
01:18:34.543 --> 01:18:36.628
from my own perspective,
and by myself,

1228
01:18:36.712 --> 01:18:39.589
and naturally, the first thing
that I thought to write about

1229
01:18:39.673 --> 01:18:40.590
was my parents.

1230
01:18:40.674 --> 01:18:42.217
Who, as I've said, are here.

1231
01:18:42.300 --> 01:18:44.845
And I'm not going to point again,
but I'm sure it's been ruined.

1232
01:18:45.470 --> 01:18:47.389
They are incredibly beautiful people,

1233
01:18:47.472 --> 01:18:50.892
and everything that I have,
I have them to thank for it.

1234
01:18:51.268 --> 01:18:53.437
They named me Baruch Shirah in Hebrew,

1235
01:18:53.562 --> 01:18:54.980
which means "blessed song."

1236
01:18:55.230 --> 01:18:56.815
So, well done.

1237
01:18:57.607 --> 01:18:58.692
It went well.

1238
01:18:59.443 --> 01:19:00.736
And I think it's very emblematic,

1239
01:19:00.819 --> 01:19:03.405
the gift of that name,
of everything that they've given me,

1240
01:19:03.655 --> 01:19:05.157
not least of which is an understanding

1241
01:19:05.240 --> 01:19:07.617
that music is something
that really can bring people together,

1242
01:19:07.701 --> 01:19:11.121
and can help you see someone
in a way that you don't expect to,

1243
01:19:11.204 --> 01:19:12.456
and see somebody's perspective.

1244
01:19:12.748 --> 01:19:15.333
We grew up with musical theater
in the house all the time,

1245
01:19:15.417 --> 01:19:18.295
and I think the greatest gift
of them giving us that

1246
01:19:18.378 --> 01:19:20.839
is when a character sings,
you get to see inside of them.

1247
01:19:20.922 --> 01:19:22.215
You get to see their soul. And...

1248
01:19:22.883 --> 01:19:26.303
I think I don't know what I would be like
if I didn't grow up with that knowledge,

1249
01:19:26.386 --> 01:19:27.471
and with their love.

1250
01:19:28.138 --> 01:19:29.514
So, this is inspired by them.

1251
01:19:30.390 --> 01:19:31.725
Thank you again for having me.

1252
01:19:31.808 --> 01:19:33.018
This has been so wonderful.

1253
01:19:33.727 --> 01:19:35.187
And this song's called "Run Away."

1254
01:19:46.990 --> 01:19:49.493
♪ They met at school, that's how it goes ♪

1255
01:19:49.826 --> 01:19:52.037
♪ Some drinks and then a rose ♪

1256
01:19:52.162 --> 01:19:55.207
♪ Then plans to meet again ♪

1257
01:19:56.875 --> 01:19:59.669
♪ He wrote her poems, songs, and prose ♪

1258
01:19:59.795 --> 01:20:02.214
♪ She knew that he'd propose ♪

1259
01:20:02.297 --> 01:20:04.633
♪ She only wondered when ♪

1260
01:20:06.510 --> 01:20:09.221
♪ One night, before they went to bed ♪

1261
01:20:09.638 --> 01:20:11.848
♪ He kneeled on both knees ♪

1262
01:20:12.057 --> 01:20:15.310
♪ And this is what he said ♪

1263
01:20:15.977 --> 01:20:19.481
♪ I may not be wise ♪

1264
01:20:20.774 --> 01:20:24.861
♪ And I won't save the day ♪

1265
01:20:25.195 --> 01:20:28.990
♪ But look in my eyes ♪

1266
01:20:30.075 --> 01:20:34.538
♪ And know I'll always stay ♪

1267
01:20:34.788 --> 01:20:37.582
♪ And I won't run away ♪

1268
01:20:39.793 --> 01:20:44.005
♪ I won't run away ♪

1269
01:20:52.556 --> 01:20:55.267
♪ Some years went by, they had a child ♪

1270
01:20:55.392 --> 01:20:57.894
♪ He was funny, strange, and mild ♪

1271
01:20:57.978 --> 01:21:00.230
♪ Their love for him ran deep ♪

1272
01:21:02.357 --> 01:21:05.277
♪ Some nights
His dreams would drive him wild ♪

1273
01:21:05.360 --> 01:21:07.612
♪ So into bed, she piled ♪

1274
01:21:07.821 --> 01:21:10.031
♪ To help him fall asleep ♪

1275
01:21:12.200 --> 01:21:14.786
♪ One night, he couldn't get to bed ♪

1276
01:21:15.161 --> 01:21:17.581
♪ So she kneeled on both knees ♪

1277
01:21:17.998 --> 01:21:20.667
♪ And this is what she said ♪

1278
01:21:21.835 --> 01:21:25.046
♪ I may not be wise ♪

1279
01:21:26.840 --> 01:21:31.261
♪ And I won't save the day ♪

1280
01:21:31.344 --> 01:21:34.723
♪ But look in my eyes ♪

1281
01:21:36.057 --> 01:21:40.437
♪ And know I'll always stay ♪

1282
01:21:40.770 --> 01:21:43.773
♪ And I won't run away ♪

1283
01:21:45.692 --> 01:21:49.821
♪ I won't run away ♪

1284
01:21:59.664 --> 01:22:02.375
♪ You say it's safer on your own ♪

1285
01:22:02.751 --> 01:22:05.253
♪ You'd rather sleep alone ♪

1286
01:22:05.337 --> 01:22:07.547
♪ Than grow to need me there ♪

1287
01:22:11.343 --> 01:22:13.762
♪ But I hope now you can see ♪

1288
01:22:13.845 --> 01:22:16.389
♪ What my mom and dad showed me ♪

1289
01:22:16.598 --> 01:22:19.309
♪ I'm not going anywhere ♪

1290
01:22:20.727 --> 01:22:23.855
♪ I love you more and more each day ♪

1291
01:22:24.189 --> 01:22:26.524
♪ To love is not to leave ♪

1292
01:22:26.608 --> 01:22:29.778
♪ So hear me when I say ♪

1293
01:22:30.362 --> 01:22:33.782
♪ I may not be wise ♪

1294
01:22:35.033 --> 01:22:39.287
♪ And I won't save the day ♪

1295
01:22:39.371 --> 01:22:42.874
♪ But look in my eyes ♪

1296
01:22:44.167 --> 01:22:48.171
♪ And know I'll always stay ♪

1297
01:22:48.922 --> 01:22:54.344
♪ And I won't run away ♪

1298
01:22:54.427 --> 01:23:00.308
[holds note]

1299
01:23:08.441 --> 01:23:13.905
♪ I won't run away ♪

1300
01:23:14.781 --> 01:23:16.783
[audience cheering]

1301
01:23:50.108 --> 01:23:52.569
[Ben, back-up singers vocalizing]

1302
01:24:36.237 --> 01:24:38.239
[vocalizing]

1303
01:24:46.998 --> 01:24:49.209
♪ When you are younger ♪

1304
01:24:49.876 --> 01:24:52.170
♪ You'll wish you're older ♪

1305
01:24:52.837 --> 01:24:55.048
♪ And when you're older ♪

1306
01:24:55.882 --> 01:24:58.802
♪ You'll wish for time to turn around ♪

1307
01:24:58.885 --> 01:25:00.970
♪ Don't let your wonder ♪

1308
01:25:01.679 --> 01:25:03.973
♪ Turn into closure ♪