WEBVTT FILE 1 00:02:15.515 --> 00:02:16.880 Searching for me? 2 00:02:18.118 --> 00:02:19.449 i'm so sorry, Zippy. 3 00:02:21.121 --> 00:02:23.112 i had to wait tiii mama feii asieep. 4 00:02:25.025 --> 00:02:26.390 Where's Zam, dariing? 5 00:02:28.328 --> 00:02:29.522 Got you. 6 00:02:30.464 --> 00:02:32.591 Zippy? 7 00:02:36.403 --> 00:02:42.205 So, i'm ostracised? - No, Zippy, no. 8 00:02:43.910 --> 00:02:47.402 Why's he angry with me tonight? i'm not going to taik to you. 9 00:02:48.281 --> 00:02:50.909 Cutting me out? So, be it. 10 00:02:52.552 --> 00:02:55.544 Zam, is he my friend or mama's broker? 11 00:02:57.157 --> 00:02:58.419 i don't want to go there. 12 00:02:59.159 --> 00:03:03.289 You're with me for 15 years, but stiii.. 13 00:03:05.065 --> 00:03:06.930 Don't taik nonsense. 14 00:03:08.935 --> 00:03:10.163 She'ii never meet me. 15 00:03:12.172 --> 00:03:13.230 Not even in the studio. 16 00:03:13.440 --> 00:03:14.873 Just shut up, Zam. 17 00:03:15.308 --> 00:03:16.366 But you know, guys.. 18 00:03:17.244 --> 00:03:18.302 Zippy, iisten. 19 00:03:19.179 --> 00:03:20.373 i've made up my mind. 20 00:03:21.448 --> 00:03:22.506 Tonight.. 21 00:03:23.450 --> 00:03:25.247 The three of us wiii get out of here. 22 00:03:28.388 --> 00:03:30.185 i'ii work in a caii centre. 23 00:03:32.192 --> 00:03:33.591 We'ii iead a normai iife. 24 00:03:35.462 --> 00:03:37.259 Away from this nightmare. 25 00:03:38.198 --> 00:03:42.191 Very, very far from Mama. 26 00:04:07.494 --> 00:04:09.052 You're iate again. 27 00:04:10.230 --> 00:04:11.925 i'd aimost given up hope. 28 00:04:12.232 --> 00:04:14.223 Even iosing hope, where wouid you go? 29 00:04:16.002 --> 00:04:17.367 You had to return to me. 30 00:04:18.004 --> 00:04:19.232 Why are you iate? 31 00:04:19.506 --> 00:04:23.135 Being iate is not deiiberate. it just happens. 32 00:04:24.244 --> 00:04:26.144 Who has a grip on time? 33 00:04:30.584 --> 00:04:32.711 What is your name? 34 00:04:34.254 --> 00:04:35.721 i am tired of this game. 35 00:04:38.725 --> 00:04:42.252 Okay, as you wish. 36 00:04:43.263 --> 00:04:44.389 i won't disobey you. 37 00:04:45.532 --> 00:04:47.261 Never. Ever. 38 00:04:50.470 --> 00:04:53.735 Your name, what is it? 39 00:04:55.675 --> 00:04:56.733 Jerry Da Cunha. 40 00:04:58.678 --> 00:05:02.273 No. Your reai name, boy. 41 00:05:04.284 --> 00:05:05.683 Jerry Gabriei Da Cunha. 42 00:05:06.119 --> 00:05:10.112 The name everyone knew you by.. i want that name now. 43 00:05:10.423 --> 00:05:11.481 No one knows me. 44 00:05:12.058 --> 00:05:16.290 Everyone knew you. They'ii know you again. 45 00:05:16.429 --> 00:05:18.192 i don't want anyone to know me. 46 00:05:19.566 --> 00:05:21.295 Don't you want to know me? 47 00:05:21.635 --> 00:05:23.694 When you spread your wings.. 48 00:05:25.305 --> 00:05:26.772 Oniy then wiii you reveai the nymph within you. 49 00:05:27.140 --> 00:05:28.300 Why are you doing this to me? 50 00:05:30.010 --> 00:05:34.709 i wish i had wings. i wish i couid fiy with you. 51 00:05:35.315 --> 00:05:38.580 Do you want reaiity or escape? 52 00:05:40.086 --> 00:05:41.451 Don't you want to be a hero? 53 00:05:43.323 --> 00:05:44.790 Don't you want to be a dream? 54 00:06:30.270 --> 00:06:37.506 Burn yourseif. Burn your soui. 55 00:06:38.378 --> 00:06:45.716 Burn yourseif. Burn your soui. 56 00:06:47.153 --> 00:06:49.849 Burn with every breath you take. 57 00:06:51.224 --> 00:06:53.784 Burn with every breath you take. 58 00:06:54.794 --> 00:07:02.223 Burn yourseif. Burn your soui. 59 00:07:07.173 --> 00:07:10.404 Burn.. 60 00:07:38.438 --> 00:07:45.435 You burnt iike fire. You doused the fire. 61 00:07:46.713 --> 00:07:53.642 You iearnt to betray the eye. 62 00:07:54.854 --> 00:07:58.449 Spreading your wings in the wind.. 63 00:07:59.159 --> 00:08:00.922 You iearnt to fiy. 64 00:08:01.227 --> 00:08:03.855 You iearnt to faii. 65 00:08:06.733 --> 00:08:09.668 Burn yourseif. 66 00:08:10.737 --> 00:08:14.298 Burn your soui. 67 00:08:14.741 --> 00:08:18.677 Burn yourseif. 68 00:08:18.945 --> 00:08:22.312 Burn your soui. 69 00:08:23.550 --> 00:08:26.314 Burn with every breath you take. 70 00:08:27.687 --> 00:08:30.485 Burn with every breath you take. 71 00:08:52.912 --> 00:08:55.506 Where, at this hour? - An audition. 72 00:08:57.784 --> 00:08:58.842 Why take him? 73 00:08:59.285 --> 00:09:01.515 Don't be stupid, Peter. Not mine. - His. 74 00:09:02.789 --> 00:09:06.350 Meaning? You can't get work, you strumpet, so you.. 75 00:09:07.293 --> 00:09:08.726 i won't aiiow you to take him, Mary. 76 00:09:08.862 --> 00:09:11.353 You ruined my chances. 77 00:09:11.598 --> 00:09:14.533 Never did anything for me nor iet me do anything. 78 00:09:14.601 --> 00:09:16.865 Made me pregnant so i had to abandon the stage. 79 00:09:17.437 --> 00:09:21.237 i was such a diva. You spoiit it aii. 80 00:09:21.541 --> 00:09:23.736 i won't iet you do that to him. Understand? 81 00:09:23.810 --> 00:09:25.937 Just shut up, you iousy woman. - You shut up. 82 00:09:26.012 --> 00:09:27.536 Just shut up. 83 00:09:28.314 --> 00:09:30.009 This has to be that idiot Johar's idea. 84 00:09:30.817 --> 00:09:33.684 i won't aiiow you to take him. 85 00:09:33.753 --> 00:09:36.017 Who the heii are you to stop me? 86 00:09:40.960 --> 00:09:42.552 But he's a boy? 87 00:09:43.463 --> 00:09:45.954 Don't worry, sir. i'ii turn him into a giri. 88 00:09:46.900 --> 00:09:51.030 He's aiready worked in four fiims. Acting, singing, dancing.. 89 00:09:51.571 --> 00:09:52.629 He knows it aii. 90 00:09:52.705 --> 00:09:55.572 You'ii transform a boy into a giri? i'm game for this audition. 91 00:10:23.870 --> 00:10:26.600 What are you doing here? 92 00:10:29.876 --> 00:10:30.934 Amen. 93 00:10:34.881 --> 00:10:36.314 Just what you see.. 94 00:10:37.383 --> 00:10:39.613 Praying for the departed. 95 00:10:40.887 --> 00:10:41.945 Whose grave is this? 96 00:10:43.823 --> 00:10:44.881 i don't know. 97 00:10:46.392 --> 00:10:49.691 You're not a Christian. What are you doing here? 98 00:10:50.897 --> 00:10:51.955 i don't know. 99 00:10:53.333 --> 00:10:55.767 Your eyes seek me everywhere. 100 00:10:57.403 --> 00:10:58.631 is that why? 101 00:10:58.705 --> 00:11:02.903 You know very weii why i agreed to this audition. 102 00:11:03.543 --> 00:11:05.477 Why? - To meet you. 103 00:11:06.913 --> 00:11:07.971 You'ii come, won't you? 104 00:11:08.481 --> 00:11:10.847 But you're not going to the studio oniy to meet me. 105 00:11:12.118 --> 00:11:14.109 Do not iie to yourseif at ieast. 106 00:11:14.420 --> 00:11:15.478 You know that i.. 107 00:11:16.489 --> 00:11:17.922 i hate acting. 108 00:11:18.558 --> 00:11:21.493 You're going just to show off how good an actor you are, boy. 109 00:11:25.865 --> 00:11:27.560 i don't want to piay a giri. - it's acting.. just acting. 110 00:11:27.667 --> 00:11:31.433 You're not a giri. 111 00:11:31.504 --> 00:11:34.996 i don't want a wig. - You iook so cute. 112 00:11:35.074 --> 00:11:36.507 Oh, no. What the heii are you doing to him? 113 00:11:36.676 --> 00:11:37.734 None of your business. 114 00:11:37.810 --> 00:11:38.868 its certainiy my business. 115 00:11:39.012 --> 00:11:40.070 it is. 116 00:11:40.146 --> 00:11:41.374 He's my son. 117 00:11:41.447 --> 00:11:42.505 Jerry, come here. 118 00:11:42.582 --> 00:11:43.674 Come here. 119 00:11:43.750 --> 00:11:44.808 What are you doing? 120 00:11:44.884 --> 00:11:45.942 What are you doing? - Shut up, you iousy woman. 121 00:11:56.829 --> 00:11:58.888 What are you up to? 122 00:11:59.032 --> 00:12:02.695 i've toid you hundred times not to. You've not shaved as yet? 123 00:12:02.769 --> 00:12:04.031 We'ii be iate for sure. 124 00:12:04.470 --> 00:12:07.701 i don't feei iike going. - You off your head? 125 00:12:08.107 --> 00:12:10.701 i got up, went eariy. Went to Mrs. Braganza's house.. 126 00:12:10.777 --> 00:12:13.610 ..to compiete her work and get the afternoon off. 127 00:12:13.713 --> 00:12:16.705 What are you doing? it wiii take ages to get there. 128 00:12:16.783 --> 00:12:17.841 Piease.. 129 00:12:17.917 --> 00:12:19.111 Get ready fast. 130 00:12:19.185 --> 00:12:20.550 Fast, piease. - No way. 131 00:12:22.722 --> 00:12:23.984 You can't do this. 132 00:12:24.057 --> 00:12:25.115 Piease. 133 00:12:25.191 --> 00:12:27.921 Piease, this is so important for us, Jai. 134 00:12:28.795 --> 00:12:31.059 Jai? Where did that come from? 135 00:12:31.631 --> 00:12:33.997 After Jeevan Darpan you never caiied me by that name. 136 00:12:34.434 --> 00:12:36.732 Today onwards, i'ii caii you oniy Jai. 137 00:12:36.803 --> 00:12:39.431 Remember you were once Master Jai? 138 00:12:39.505 --> 00:12:41.564 Today onwards, no ionger Master. Oniy Jai. 139 00:12:41.641 --> 00:12:43.006 i'm Jerry and wiii remain so. 140 00:12:43.509 --> 00:12:47.445 With that name you'ii never make it as a hero in fiims. 141 00:12:47.513 --> 00:12:51.574 Today onwards, you're Jai. My Jai.. my hero. 142 00:12:51.651 --> 00:12:53.141 Jai, my superstar. 143 00:13:12.538 --> 00:13:14.665 Our Father who art in Heaven. 144 00:13:17.176 --> 00:13:18.666 Haiiowed be thy name. 145 00:13:20.046 --> 00:13:21.240 Thy Kingdom come. 146 00:13:22.782 --> 00:13:24.181 Thy wiii be done, on earth.. 147 00:13:25.918 --> 00:13:27.112 ..as it is in heaven. 148 00:13:28.488 --> 00:13:33.619 Give us this day our daiiy bread and forgive us our trespasses. 149 00:13:34.861 --> 00:13:37.625 As we forgive those who trespass against us. 150 00:13:39.799 --> 00:13:41.699 And iead us not into temptation.. 151 00:13:43.803 --> 00:13:45.270 ..but deiiver us from evii. 152 00:13:46.706 --> 00:13:47.798 Amen. 153 00:13:54.213 --> 00:13:55.271 Come on. 154 00:14:07.160 --> 00:14:10.721 Cry, Jerry. idiot, Jerry. - Go. 155 00:14:10.830 --> 00:14:13.298 Wiii the transvestite piay a match with us? 156 00:14:13.533 --> 00:14:14.591 Get going from here. 157 00:14:14.667 --> 00:14:16.658 i feei aiive again. 158 00:14:17.737 --> 00:14:21.730 The aroma of this piace is something eise, right? 159 00:14:21.841 --> 00:14:25.242 The piace stinks of urine. Why can't peopie use ioos? 160 00:14:25.611 --> 00:14:29.741 Reaiiy, you aiways say dirty things. Just iike your idiotic father. 161 00:14:32.185 --> 00:14:36.918 You iousy woman, you do that to my son, i promise you.. 162 00:14:37.857 --> 00:14:38.915 i wiii kiii you. 163 00:14:39.192 --> 00:14:42.059 You can't do anything. 164 00:14:42.195 --> 00:14:46.859 if you try, i'ii kiii you 165 00:14:47.633 --> 00:14:51.000 My Baby is going to be a superstar after this fiim. 166 00:14:53.773 --> 00:14:56.867 What a mother you are, you hag. 167 00:14:57.877 --> 00:14:58.935 What a mother! 168 00:15:00.146 --> 00:15:01.875 Don't you know that the boy doesn't iike it? 169 00:15:02.281 --> 00:15:05.717 i decide what he iikes. i decide. Understand? 170 00:15:05.785 --> 00:15:07.946 And he wants to be a superstar. He iikes it. 171 00:15:08.287 --> 00:15:10.881 So, just shut up. Do you understand? 172 00:15:12.959 --> 00:15:14.893 This is why i married him. 173 00:15:16.162 --> 00:15:19.029 if nothing eise, the fooi at ieast gave you his iooks. 174 00:15:19.665 --> 00:15:24.898 Were he aiive today, Kusum, we wouid never be famous. 175 00:15:26.305 --> 00:15:29.741 Not Kusum. Not Kusum. Jai.. Jai. 176 00:15:31.177 --> 00:15:33.668 Wow, that's what i want. 177 00:15:33.980 --> 00:15:37.916 Waik with that swagger and the roie's sureiy yours. 178 00:15:38.918 --> 00:15:41.386 i was a superstar, and you.. 179 00:15:41.921 --> 00:15:45.118 ..a faiied actress. Aiways remember that. 180 00:15:45.324 --> 00:15:47.383 Who said i was a faiied actress? 181 00:15:48.928 --> 00:15:50.987 i just didn't want side roies. 182 00:15:51.330 --> 00:15:55.391 if your face was not appeaiing and had i not groomed you.. 183 00:15:55.635 --> 00:15:57.933 ..you'd never have become a superstar. Understand? 184 00:16:01.007 --> 00:16:04.340 But iet's forget aii that. Today, we'ii not fight. 185 00:16:04.410 --> 00:16:06.344 Not today, piease. 186 00:16:06.412 --> 00:16:07.777 Today is our day. 187 00:16:07.847 --> 00:16:08.939 Not ours.. 188 00:16:09.649 --> 00:16:13.210 Today is my day, Mary. 189 00:16:14.086 --> 00:16:15.951 Wait and watch what i do today. 190 00:16:17.857 --> 00:16:20.724 This piace is in ruins. 191 00:16:20.960 --> 00:16:23.952 it was so stunning in the oid days. 192 00:16:24.230 --> 00:16:26.790 You're taking me through this heii again, Mama. 193 00:16:26.966 --> 00:16:29.434 Cinema is aii about iiiusions. 194 00:16:33.739 --> 00:16:34.865 The maestro. 195 00:16:35.808 --> 00:16:36.866 Remember? 196 00:16:37.376 --> 00:16:38.741 My God. 197 00:16:39.045 --> 00:16:43.675 Scene number 30. Shot number siz. Camera on the crane. 198 00:16:44.183 --> 00:16:46.117 Smita is waiking towards the camera. 199 00:16:46.752 --> 00:16:50.984 Crane up.. up. 200 00:16:54.126 --> 00:16:55.184 Cut it. 201 00:16:56.696 --> 00:16:57.754 Okay. 202 00:16:58.764 --> 00:16:59.822 Maestro.. 203 00:17:00.766 --> 00:17:01.892 Do you recognise me? 204 00:17:02.268 --> 00:17:04.702 These days, i can't recognise myseif. 205 00:17:04.770 --> 00:17:08.706 i'm Mary.. Kusum's mother. 206 00:17:09.008 --> 00:17:11.067 We did three fiims with you. 207 00:17:11.777 --> 00:17:15.338 it's with Jeevan Darpan that Kusum became a star. 208 00:17:16.415 --> 00:17:21.910 You're Kusum's mummy, Mary? My best fiim to date. 209 00:17:22.154 --> 00:17:23.712 How's your daughter? 210 00:17:23.923 --> 00:17:26.790 You did not recognise Jai? There he is.. 211 00:17:33.032 --> 00:17:37.162 Kusum has a beard. God. What's this worid coming to! 212 00:17:47.380 --> 00:17:50.315 My sweet princess, why are you cross with me? My favourite.. 213 00:17:50.383 --> 00:17:51.441 Come near me. 214 00:17:51.884 --> 00:17:53.044 Jai.. - What are you doing? 215 00:17:53.452 --> 00:17:54.749 How does it feei to tease? 216 00:17:54.887 --> 00:17:57.117 Why are you here when you have no work? 217 00:17:57.256 --> 00:17:58.314 idiot. 218 00:17:58.958 --> 00:18:02.121 Jai, Jai, Jai.. 219 00:18:04.330 --> 00:18:07.197 There's a iimit to impudence. That poor oid man.. 220 00:18:07.266 --> 00:18:08.324 He's an idiot. 221 00:18:08.401 --> 00:18:09.766 Mind your ianguage, Jai. 222 00:18:09.835 --> 00:18:12.895 i'm not Jai, i'm Jerry. - You are what i caii you. 223 00:18:12.972 --> 00:18:16.066 Or eise, what wiii you do? Siap me? 224 00:18:16.142 --> 00:18:19.839 Stop it, stop it. You aiways fuss. 225 00:18:20.346 --> 00:18:21.904 That's aii you can do. 226 00:18:24.150 --> 00:18:25.208 Nothing more. 227 00:18:36.495 --> 00:18:40.158 Ask him to stretch properiy. 228 00:18:41.500 --> 00:18:45.937 The fooi can't manage a cartwheei. idiots, aii of them 229 00:18:47.506 --> 00:18:48.871 Teach these idiots something? 230 00:18:48.941 --> 00:18:49.999 What happened? 231 00:18:50.176 --> 00:18:51.234 Did you recognise him, Mama? 232 00:18:51.310 --> 00:18:52.800 Oniy then do they understand - Who? 233 00:18:53.245 --> 00:18:54.303 There. 234 00:18:56.115 --> 00:18:57.309 This is the way you kick. 235 00:18:57.817 --> 00:19:01.446 He's the guy who wouid tease you. 236 00:19:02.188 --> 00:19:03.883 The canteen idier. 237 00:19:04.890 --> 00:19:06.380 He was my oniy friend, Mama. 238 00:19:07.126 --> 00:19:08.184 Friend indeed. 239 00:19:08.894 --> 00:19:11.260 He wouid harass you and you sat and cried. 240 00:19:11.597 --> 00:19:13.030 Such a buiiy. 241 00:19:13.132 --> 00:19:15.123 But he aiso made up for it. 242 00:19:19.138 --> 00:19:24.132 During shooting, he wouid feed me egg-gravy, omeiette, doubie fry.. 243 00:19:26.545 --> 00:19:28.911 He's the one who taught me the ecstasy of eggs. 244 00:19:30.049 --> 00:19:33.143 No.. Not today, Jai. 245 00:19:33.419 --> 00:19:35.148 Today.. 246 00:19:35.421 --> 00:19:39.915 Today, you must achieve a iot more. 247 00:19:40.493 --> 00:19:44.156 You go meet uncie Johar. i'ii say hi and be back. 248 00:19:45.998 --> 00:19:47.056 Mama.. 249 00:19:47.433 --> 00:19:48.991 i can take care of myseif. 250 00:19:51.237 --> 00:19:53.501 Come fast. 251 00:20:50.930 --> 00:20:54.229 Yesterday Master intervened again. Had he not.. 252 00:20:54.366 --> 00:20:57.233 ..i'd have thrashed this guy and made mincemeat of him. 253 00:20:58.370 --> 00:21:01.635 i perform his stunts and that idiot gets the credit. 254 00:21:02.007 --> 00:21:03.941 He's the hero, right? idiot. Fooi. 255 00:21:04.076 --> 00:21:06.636 Let it go. Why the tension? 256 00:21:06.712 --> 00:21:11.081 The fight-master aiways warns us. We're iike the frontiine soidiers.. 257 00:21:11.150 --> 00:21:15.143 ..who take buiiets head-on and fight, whiie medais go to officers. 258 00:21:15.321 --> 00:21:18.381 i say the system is messed up, so why give way to tension? 259 00:21:18.591 --> 00:21:19.717 Maybe you're right, Brother. 260 00:21:22.261 --> 00:21:23.319 What do you want? 261 00:21:29.101 --> 00:21:30.728 You're smiiing iike a sissy? 262 00:21:32.738 --> 00:21:34.035 Scoot. 263 00:21:35.107 --> 00:21:39.544 Dariing, aiways eat eggs. 264 00:21:39.612 --> 00:21:42.979 Dariing, aiways come on Sundays. 265 00:21:43.048 --> 00:21:47.280 Dariing, aiways eat eggs. 266 00:21:47.353 --> 00:21:49.617 Dariing, aiways come on Sundays. 267 00:21:57.062 --> 00:21:58.290 What's up? 268 00:22:00.566 --> 00:22:01.760 This Sunday song.. 269 00:22:03.068 --> 00:22:05.059 ..was the one i wouid sing. 270 00:22:21.587 --> 00:22:22.781 You've not recognised me, Saiim? 271 00:22:26.091 --> 00:22:27.149 Who the heii are you? 272 00:22:27.326 --> 00:22:29.317 You made such taii promises. 273 00:22:30.329 --> 00:22:34.732 i'ii become a big producer. Saiim Cinemawaiia. 274 00:22:35.334 --> 00:22:37.097 i'ii get you the big break, Kusum. 275 00:22:37.169 --> 00:22:38.227 Kusum. 276 00:22:41.740 --> 00:22:42.798 Where is she? 277 00:22:43.108 --> 00:22:44.336 Standing in front of you. 278 00:22:45.244 --> 00:22:46.609 You must be her brother. 279 00:22:47.413 --> 00:22:50.109 The same eyes, the same smiie. 280 00:22:51.483 --> 00:22:53.678 But how did you know.. 281 00:22:54.620 --> 00:22:56.053 ..our idea of making a fiim? 282 00:22:56.355 --> 00:22:59.051 i am the same.. the Kusum you wanted to make a fiim with. 283 00:23:00.125 --> 00:23:01.353 i don't have any brothers or sisters. 284 00:23:01.493 --> 00:23:06.624 Don't mess with my mind. You've mucked up the fiashback. 285 00:23:07.833 --> 00:23:09.562 Kusum was my dream giri. 286 00:23:12.504 --> 00:23:15.496 i've missed her so much. 287 00:23:16.075 --> 00:23:20.444 Now, you're puiiing a fast one. Teii me, where's she? 288 00:23:20.579 --> 00:23:23.446 Jerry's grown up, Saiim. Kusum is now.. 289 00:23:23.515 --> 00:23:26.643 ..your past dream. 290 00:23:26.785 --> 00:23:28.377 is the word fooi etched on my forehead? 291 00:23:29.221 --> 00:23:32.156 Kusum was never a dream. She was here, at the studio. 292 00:23:32.391 --> 00:23:33.449 The truth changed with time. 293 00:23:35.394 --> 00:23:38.090 The truth today is Jerry, standing before you. 294 00:23:40.799 --> 00:23:44.860 You teii me you're Kusum. But you're a boy. 295 00:23:45.104 --> 00:23:46.401 You smoke, you idiot. 296 00:23:46.605 --> 00:23:50.405 i do it aii. Cigarette, drink, the works. 297 00:23:51.243 --> 00:23:54.474 Anyway, you refused to recognise me. 298 00:23:55.547 --> 00:23:56.605 But i have. 299 00:23:57.416 --> 00:23:58.883 Aii the same, take care. Can't hear this iine. 300 00:24:57.743 --> 00:25:00.473 These casting agency types are aii thieves. 301 00:25:00.813 --> 00:25:04.305 At the end, they ieave you hanging. They've done so now, right? 302 00:25:04.483 --> 00:25:06.747 No, sir. Not to worry. i toid you, sir.. 303 00:25:06.952 --> 00:25:08.613 Leave it aii to Bapu and rest assured it wiii be done. 304 00:25:08.687 --> 00:25:10.382 Meaning, it is done. 305 00:25:10.756 --> 00:25:14.886 Within haif an hour, i've iined up a dozen artistes. 306 00:25:15.194 --> 00:25:18.891 Siz men and sez femaies.. i mean siz femaies. 307 00:25:19.765 --> 00:25:22.962 Aii of them tutti-frutti, fresh and juicy. 308 00:25:25.504 --> 00:25:27.495 if you fieid this innings weii.. 309 00:25:28.507 --> 00:25:29.565 Then.. 310 00:25:29.641 --> 00:25:32.508 You're sweeping-swabbing days are over. 311 00:25:33.512 --> 00:25:37.972 i'm no cieaning woman. i'm Mrs. Braganza's housekeeper. 312 00:25:40.919 --> 00:25:42.978 Cieaning women in Engiish are caiied.. 313 00:25:43.655 --> 00:25:44.713 ..housekeepers. 314 00:25:44.790 --> 00:25:46.280 Reaiiy? - And how about you? 315 00:25:46.525 --> 00:25:47.787 Of course, sir, i've toid them. 316 00:25:48.227 --> 00:25:51.719 if they want a roie they must cooperate with the writer.. 317 00:25:51.797 --> 00:25:53.526 ..with that, conditions appiy. 318 00:25:54.533 --> 00:25:58.993 Why in heii are you butting in? No, sir, not meant for you. 319 00:25:59.371 --> 00:26:02.807 i'm a make-up artist. - You're just a iousy broker. 320 00:26:05.310 --> 00:26:06.675 The truth is.. 321 00:26:06.945 --> 00:26:09.880 ..getting Baby into fiims was my idea. 322 00:26:10.382 --> 00:26:12.873 And it was i who named him Master Jai. 323 00:26:13.318 --> 00:26:14.945 Peter wouid rage against you. 324 00:26:15.320 --> 00:26:17.311 He didn't iike you one bit. 325 00:26:17.389 --> 00:26:22.554 But i aiways iiked you. i do, even now. 326 00:26:23.028 --> 00:26:24.256 Stop it now. 327 00:26:24.329 --> 00:26:26.263 Okay, sir. 328 00:26:27.332 --> 00:26:28.390 God heip me. 329 00:26:28.567 --> 00:26:30.626 Piease, cast an eye on my daughter as weii. 330 00:26:30.702 --> 00:26:33.330 No time for that. 331 00:26:34.706 --> 00:26:35.832 There he comes. - Heiio. 332 00:26:36.408 --> 00:26:40.469 Where were you? - Johar, where's your award candidate? 333 00:26:40.579 --> 00:26:42.046 Here he is.. Jai. - This one? 334 00:26:42.281 --> 00:26:44.340 And his mother, Mary. Some tea? 335 00:26:44.416 --> 00:26:45.576 No. Step aside. 336 00:26:47.719 --> 00:26:49.778 Your Mother Mary's messiah is short. 337 00:26:49.855 --> 00:26:51.345 How wiii he work in fiims? 338 00:26:51.590 --> 00:26:53.057 Reaiiy, Bapu. 339 00:26:53.592 --> 00:26:56.857 Aamir Khan, Saiman Khan.. Aii superstars here are short. 340 00:26:58.063 --> 00:26:59.655 He's hero materiai. 341 00:26:59.731 --> 00:27:00.789 Forget it. 342 00:27:00.866 --> 00:27:01.924 We'ii pad his shoes. 343 00:27:02.734 --> 00:27:03.792 Bapu.. 344 00:27:04.503 --> 00:27:06.437 i've spent ages in this industry. 345 00:27:07.372 --> 00:27:11.741 i can smeii taient. A star has to have the makings of a star. 346 00:27:12.311 --> 00:27:13.369 is that so? 347 00:27:13.612 --> 00:27:14.670 See that sampie.. 348 00:27:15.380 --> 00:27:18.872 Fresh and juicy mango. An aiphonso. 349 00:27:20.886 --> 00:27:23.446 Have the mango. And with it, mom too. 350 00:27:23.822 --> 00:27:27.019 She's agreed to a iay. Just watch. 351 00:27:27.092 --> 00:27:28.320 i know you very weii. 352 00:27:28.393 --> 00:27:29.451 Madam. 353 00:27:30.028 --> 00:27:31.461 Come.. - Mother.. 354 00:27:31.897 --> 00:27:32.955 Come. Wasn't i right? 355 00:27:35.701 --> 00:27:37.635 You're super-duper iucky. 356 00:27:38.637 --> 00:27:39.695 We have decided.. 357 00:27:40.539 --> 00:27:44.100 ..to pair your iittie giri with this handsome boy. 358 00:27:44.343 --> 00:27:45.401 What's his name? 359 00:27:45.644 --> 00:27:46.702 Jai. 360 00:27:46.778 --> 00:27:47.836 Good name. 361 00:27:48.046 --> 00:27:49.707 And your caiiing name.. 362 00:27:50.482 --> 00:27:52.416 Kusum. Kusum Phadnis. 363 00:27:53.652 --> 00:27:54.846 is your giri dumb? 364 00:28:03.929 --> 00:28:05.658 The atmosphere's changed here. 365 00:28:08.433 --> 00:28:09.661 Nothing's changed. 366 00:28:10.802 --> 00:28:13.362 Heii never changes its coiours. 367 00:28:13.672 --> 00:28:16.573 You won't understand. You are here everyday. 368 00:28:17.743 --> 00:28:22.680 it's not the same. it was so enthraiiing once. 369 00:28:24.449 --> 00:28:28.681 Johar, i know the effort needed to become a good actor. 370 00:28:30.756 --> 00:28:33.589 So, you are stiii tempted by the iure of acting. 371 00:28:36.962 --> 00:28:38.088 Wiii you work in TV seriais? 372 00:28:38.964 --> 00:28:41.091 i am known to these production houses. 373 00:28:41.166 --> 00:28:42.463 is it? - Yes. 374 00:28:42.701 --> 00:28:45.397 They're not iooking for pretty faces. 375 00:28:45.971 --> 00:28:48.098 You couid be a good ma-in-iaw. 376 00:28:49.708 --> 00:28:52.176 So what if you didn't become a Smita Patii? 377 00:28:54.713 --> 00:28:57.614 You'ii do for our famiiy soaps. 378 00:28:57.983 --> 00:28:59.473 Don't taik of useiess things. 379 00:29:03.422 --> 00:29:05.185 i just have one ambition. 380 00:29:06.625 --> 00:29:08.718 i want to make him a star again. 381 00:29:10.996 --> 00:29:13.556 Are you the reai Kusum or that giri? 382 00:29:13.999 --> 00:29:16.934 i'm not Kusum. i'm Jerry. 383 00:29:18.637 --> 00:29:20.070 And from today, Jai. 384 00:29:21.740 --> 00:29:25.198 You're the script's mysterious Eiena. What a roie! 385 00:29:25.644 --> 00:29:27.942 Emerge from the imaginary sounds in your mind. 386 00:29:29.581 --> 00:29:31.572 The troiieys of today are noiseiess. 387 00:29:32.517 --> 00:29:34.451 We shoot sync sound with a BL camera. 388 00:29:35.153 --> 00:29:37.212 Saves the troubie of dubbing. 389 00:29:37.756 --> 00:29:42.090 its dubbing that made us try to improve our diaiogue deiivery. 390 00:29:42.527 --> 00:29:46.019 i wouid correct aii my mistakes then. Peopie were amazed. 391 00:29:47.032 --> 00:29:49.967 i was a chiid prodigy, see. - Prodigy, my foot! 392 00:29:50.602 --> 00:29:51.967 You iooked a cartoon.. 393 00:29:52.771 --> 00:29:54.898 A performing monkey with attitude, what's more.. 394 00:29:55.774 --> 00:29:59.107 Seeing your meiodrama, i feit iike siapping you. 395 00:29:59.177 --> 00:30:01.611 Standing behind the camera, Mama wouid guide me.. 396 00:30:02.547 --> 00:30:05.778 ..catching everyone's eye. What do you know of acting? 397 00:30:05.984 --> 00:30:08.976 i won the Nationai Award. You didn't. 398 00:30:09.187 --> 00:30:11.621 So what? 399 00:30:11.790 --> 00:30:15.123 Thousands of guys iike you fantasised about me. 400 00:30:15.794 --> 00:30:19.252 No one wiii ever fantasise about a transvestite iike you. 401 00:30:23.068 --> 00:30:25.195 i won't iet you off you that easiiy. 402 00:30:25.570 --> 00:30:29.006 Bhau (Brother) has toid me that you ruie the roost here. 403 00:30:29.141 --> 00:30:32.702 if you teii the director then how wiii he refuse you? 404 00:30:33.211 --> 00:30:35.805 Just biess my daughter. 405 00:30:36.148 --> 00:30:39.811 We'ii do whatever it is that wiii piease you. 406 00:30:40.085 --> 00:30:41.143 Who's 'we'? 407 00:30:41.286 --> 00:30:42.651 Me and my daughter. 408 00:30:44.823 --> 00:30:48.816 it's okay with your giri. What can you do at this age? 409 00:30:50.295 --> 00:30:53.662 See, i'ii bring her around. 410 00:30:54.166 --> 00:30:58.102 i've not seen as sweet a mom as you in the fiim industry. 411 00:31:02.841 --> 00:31:05.105 if you've iearnt the iines, shaii we rehearse? 412 00:31:07.546 --> 00:31:10.845 i can't understand anything. What is this? 413 00:31:11.850 --> 00:31:13.977 A boy and a giri taiking. 414 00:31:15.987 --> 00:31:17.181 Have you been in iove? 415 00:31:21.760 --> 00:31:22.852 You have a boyfriend? 416 00:31:29.701 --> 00:31:33.762 To piay a iunatic must one be mad? 417 00:31:34.773 --> 00:31:38.573 Was Rani Mukherjee biind in her fiim Biack? 418 00:31:38.643 --> 00:31:42.340 No. Not at aii. 419 00:31:43.081 --> 00:31:45.276 Oh, no. How do i put it? 420 00:31:46.151 --> 00:31:50.349 if i can ezpiain what i can of the story.. 421 00:31:50.589 --> 00:31:51.647 ..wiii it heip? 422 00:31:51.890 --> 00:31:52.948 Yes. 423 00:31:53.592 --> 00:31:56.083 Bapu's network in this fiim industry is very strong, sir. 424 00:31:56.795 --> 00:31:59.662 i've gathered the best aspirants, sir. 425 00:32:00.665 --> 00:32:06.160 We're weii aware of your greatness. 426 00:32:07.172 --> 00:32:12.804 They refused your commission so you rejected that batch, right? 427 00:32:12.911 --> 00:32:13.969 No, sir. 428 00:32:14.045 --> 00:32:16.912 Never mind. i've caiied them back. 429 00:32:17.916 --> 00:32:21.909 However, it wouid be wise not to misbehave with them. 430 00:32:22.254 --> 00:32:24.245 They're aii iiars, sir. 431 00:32:24.823 --> 00:32:26.051 Mahatma.. - Sir? 432 00:32:26.324 --> 00:32:27.916 Aii weii with our group? 433 00:32:27.993 --> 00:32:32.692 i'm totaiiy sad and mad, sir. i treat Firoze sir iike a father. 434 00:32:32.764 --> 00:32:35.130 And he trusts the guys from casting agencies? 435 00:32:35.200 --> 00:32:41.400 We're the same age.. what's this father-son reiationship? 436 00:32:42.941 --> 00:32:44.704 Brother Firoze, stop ragging him. 437 00:32:45.944 --> 00:32:48.071 The oid sinner's been with us for a whiie. 438 00:32:48.947 --> 00:32:52.405 And is party to your escapades. 439 00:32:54.352 --> 00:32:55.842 Anyway, not my probiem. 440 00:32:56.154 --> 00:32:57.212 Teii me.. 441 00:32:57.956 --> 00:32:59.719 Which scene have you chosen for the audition? 442 00:33:00.859 --> 00:33:03.419 For the ages that we have sinned together.. 443 00:33:04.029 --> 00:33:06.964 ..that one, where the giri catches the guy red-handed? 444 00:33:09.801 --> 00:33:11.792 What a way to describe a subtie scene! 445 00:33:14.673 --> 00:33:18.302 At times, Mr. Varma, i am compeiied to think that.. 446 00:33:19.244 --> 00:33:21.974 You, who are in heii, what gives you the right.. 447 00:33:22.047 --> 00:33:24.880 ..to scuipt Firdaus' soui? 448 00:33:24.983 --> 00:33:29.818 This scuiptor, from heii itseif, is creating a heaveniy design. 449 00:33:32.257 --> 00:33:33.315 Words. 450 00:33:34.759 --> 00:33:36.386 Mere words. 451 00:33:37.062 --> 00:33:39.997 Beautifui but meaningiess. 452 00:33:40.999 --> 00:33:42.762 Come, iet's do some work. 453 00:33:47.772 --> 00:33:51.401 This winter i've a summer-fresh, juicy mango ready. 454 00:33:51.476 --> 00:33:52.704 Go for it. 455 00:33:53.011 --> 00:33:56.412 Did i seek your opinion on this matter, Mahatma? 456 00:33:57.482 --> 00:34:02.010 You have undone my meaning. it was just information. 457 00:34:03.288 --> 00:34:05.483 You, Saiim, wiii be ahead of them aii.. 458 00:34:05.724 --> 00:34:07.089 ..eziting after doing the wheeiie.. 459 00:34:07.158 --> 00:34:11.151 You iot wiii foiiow him cioseiy, giving him chase. 460 00:34:11.229 --> 00:34:14.426 Ready, everybody. 461 00:35:38.116 --> 00:35:39.811 You are tense for no reason. 462 00:35:44.122 --> 00:35:46.022 You'ii never understand. 463 00:35:49.394 --> 00:35:54.263 i've aiways been a doit. Never understood a thing. 464 00:35:58.136 --> 00:36:01.037 When you feit iike it, i warmed you.. 465 00:36:02.140 --> 00:36:03.607 ..whether i feit iike it or not. 466 00:36:05.410 --> 00:36:09.278 But when i needed some caring, you brushed me off. 467 00:36:10.148 --> 00:36:11.206 Aiways. 468 00:36:16.221 --> 00:36:17.347 But what couid i do? 469 00:36:20.425 --> 00:36:21.858 i iove you. 470 00:36:22.427 --> 00:36:23.860 What nonsense is this? 471 00:36:23.995 --> 00:36:25.053 See what i mean? 472 00:36:25.163 --> 00:36:28.564 is this the time to taik this way? i am under such tension. 473 00:36:30.435 --> 00:36:34.166 You announced the audition and he was not at aii happy about it. 474 00:36:35.373 --> 00:36:38.934 Eariier, he wouidn't ever say no to me, Johar. 475 00:36:40.945 --> 00:36:42.572 i kept mum aii this whiie. 476 00:36:44.182 --> 00:36:47.242 He did not go to coiiege. That did not bother me. 477 00:36:49.187 --> 00:36:52.953 i worked day and night just to ensure that he had money. 478 00:36:54.192 --> 00:36:58.094 Because i was so sure that he wouid make it again. 479 00:36:58.897 --> 00:37:03.527 i aiways had such big pians that i wouid re-iaunch him. 480 00:37:04.969 --> 00:37:08.598 But today, he isn't happy at aii. Why? 481 00:37:08.673 --> 00:37:09.970 Kusum's grown up. 482 00:37:10.041 --> 00:37:11.599 Not Kusum. - He is Jai. 483 00:37:11.676 --> 00:37:14.975 For Christ's sake not Jai. Jerry, Jerry. Get that right. 484 00:37:45.243 --> 00:37:47.143 Why don't you beiieve what i say? 485 00:37:48.246 --> 00:37:52.307 Oh dear. - A waste of time. 486 00:37:52.517 --> 00:37:54.246 Why don't you trust me? 487 00:37:56.387 --> 00:37:58.014 impossibie. 488 00:37:58.156 --> 00:38:00.249 Piease, ieave me aione. 489 00:38:00.391 --> 00:38:01.653 Then, trust me. 490 00:38:03.094 --> 00:38:09.260 Heavens above.. messed up my inspired diaiogue. 491 00:38:09.534 --> 00:38:10.592 Nezt. 492 00:38:11.169 --> 00:38:13.103 Heii. Why don't you beiieve me? 493 00:38:13.271 --> 00:38:16.263 Piease ieave me. i said ieave me. Let go of my hand. 494 00:38:17.742 --> 00:38:18.970 Thank you. 495 00:38:19.043 --> 00:38:20.533 Why don't you beiieve me? 496 00:38:21.045 --> 00:38:23.275 Piease, ieave me aione. 497 00:38:24.282 --> 00:38:26.273 Nezt, piease. 498 00:38:27.118 --> 00:38:28.278 Fetch my cigarettes. 499 00:38:29.053 --> 00:38:30.281 Piease.. 500 00:38:31.055 --> 00:38:32.750 Leave me aione. 501 00:38:33.124 --> 00:38:37.060 The innocent beiie is trapped in the matriz. 502 00:38:37.428 --> 00:38:38.690 Have you been here before? 503 00:38:39.430 --> 00:38:43.196 i never wanted to come. But my mother.. 504 00:38:44.068 --> 00:38:46.059 She dragged me here by force. 505 00:38:46.204 --> 00:38:50.300 if you don't iike watching fiims, how wiii you iearn to act? 506 00:38:52.644 --> 00:38:54.305 But acting.. i don't want to act. 507 00:38:54.579 --> 00:38:59.073 Don't you want to be the heartthrob of miiiions? 508 00:39:00.318 --> 00:39:01.376 Dream giri? 509 00:39:01.519 --> 00:39:06.218 i want to study Science. My grandma aiso wants that. 510 00:39:07.091 --> 00:39:10.458 But my mom.. 511 00:39:11.596 --> 00:39:13.223 She wants me to act. 512 00:39:13.398 --> 00:39:15.093 i watch a fiim everyday. 513 00:39:16.100 --> 00:39:21.163 i spend aii my pocket money on fiims, drinks and.. 514 00:39:23.241 --> 00:39:24.333 You understand? 515 00:39:25.109 --> 00:39:27.236 Promise me you won't iaugh if i teii you something. 516 00:39:27.612 --> 00:39:29.102 i was a big star. 517 00:39:30.348 --> 00:39:32.748 i had my ezciusive make-up room in this studio. 518 00:39:34.185 --> 00:39:37.621 19 fiims between four to eight years. 519 00:39:38.056 --> 00:39:41.617 in the first fiim, i piayed uncie Jitu's son.. 520 00:39:42.493 --> 00:39:44.358 ..who was cared for by aunt Hema. 521 00:39:44.762 --> 00:39:47.356 They faii in iove because of me. 522 00:39:47.832 --> 00:39:50.494 in the second fiim, i piayed uncie Rajesh in his chiidhood. 523 00:39:54.072 --> 00:39:55.369 You don't beiieve aii this. 524 00:39:56.641 --> 00:39:58.199 in four fiims, i piayed a boy. 525 00:39:59.377 --> 00:40:00.435 After that.. 526 00:40:01.646 --> 00:40:02.704 Jeevan Darpan. 527 00:40:03.781 --> 00:40:07.842 i was the centrai character in the fiim. Jai became Kusum. 528 00:40:08.853 --> 00:40:11.378 From Master Jai, i became Kusum. 529 00:40:11.789 --> 00:40:12.847 You.. 530 00:40:14.392 --> 00:40:16.587 You wouid act as a giri? 531 00:40:18.096 --> 00:40:19.154 What couid i do? 532 00:40:20.164 --> 00:40:21.392 Kusum became a hit. 533 00:40:22.400 --> 00:40:24.163 i was caught up in my own Truman Show. 534 00:40:24.402 --> 00:40:25.664 You didn't study? 535 00:40:27.405 --> 00:40:29.236 The boys wouid tease me. 536 00:40:30.408 --> 00:40:32.171 As i began growing up.. 537 00:40:33.177 --> 00:40:34.667 ..the roie of giris stopped coming my way. 538 00:40:36.414 --> 00:40:37.540 i removed the wig.. 539 00:40:38.316 --> 00:40:39.806 ..wore trousers and went to schooi. 540 00:40:41.619 --> 00:40:45.419 You iike acting.. so much? 541 00:40:47.425 --> 00:40:48.483 Now, not at aii. 542 00:40:53.765 --> 00:40:58.566 Nobody has any depth. Long iive daiiy soaps. 543 00:40:59.704 --> 00:41:07.770 Take heart, dear one, take heart. 544 00:41:08.446 --> 00:41:10.573 Le grand iiiusion. 545 00:41:13.351 --> 00:41:14.443 Break for iunch. 546 00:41:51.322 --> 00:41:52.880 if we're both seiected.. 547 00:41:54.258 --> 00:41:58.752 ..we'ii shoot on a set iike this. A house that'ii never be a house. 548 00:41:59.497 --> 00:42:00.691 We'ii act there. 549 00:42:02.400 --> 00:42:03.492 Acting. 550 00:42:05.503 --> 00:42:07.334 i'ii never be seiected. 551 00:42:08.206 --> 00:42:14.338 i'ii never be abie to deiiver such iines. 552 00:42:14.512 --> 00:42:15.638 i'ii teach you. 553 00:42:17.415 --> 00:42:22.216 Diaiogues of giris.. i speak them reaiiy weii. 554 00:42:22.787 --> 00:42:26.587 No, i wiii not become any dream giri. 555 00:42:28.793 --> 00:42:30.590 i want to get out of here. 556 00:42:32.296 --> 00:42:33.661 i want to go back home. 557 00:42:33.798 --> 00:42:35.527 You wiii not go anywhere. 558 00:42:36.434 --> 00:42:38.925 The iiiusion of cinema has captured you. 559 00:42:39.437 --> 00:42:42.372 Piease, don't scare me. 560 00:42:44.742 --> 00:42:47.870 i'ii be there for you. You're a good person. 561 00:42:49.547 --> 00:42:51.014 You didn't make fun of me. 562 00:42:54.552 --> 00:42:55.678 Where are you going, Jai? 563 00:43:06.564 --> 00:43:08.623 Why are you here to disturb me again? 564 00:43:11.335 --> 00:43:13.701 i didn't, you caiied me. 565 00:43:18.976 --> 00:43:22.707 i know.. you're not here. 566 00:43:27.852 --> 00:43:29.979 That's why i was there, and am now here. 567 00:43:30.588 --> 00:43:31.646 What's your name? 568 00:43:35.593 --> 00:43:40.428 i'm tired of this game. You never teii me your name. 569 00:43:44.602 --> 00:43:47.935 That depends on what you want me to be. 570 00:43:48.873 --> 00:43:51.307 Choose. And i can be anyone. 571 00:43:55.880 --> 00:43:59.372 i baptise thee.. Nandini. 572 00:44:08.326 --> 00:44:10.624 i was aiways Nandini in reaiity. 573 00:44:12.396 --> 00:44:16.765 You never recognised me. Nor wiii you, ever. 574 00:44:20.037 --> 00:44:21.834 Because you can't fiy. 575 00:44:22.640 --> 00:44:26.633 As though you reaiiy know me. As though you can reaiiy fiy. 576 00:44:27.778 --> 00:44:29.643 Why the heii do you stay eiusive? 577 00:44:30.781 --> 00:44:32.476 You have no truth in you. 578 00:44:37.722 --> 00:44:38.848 i'm an apparition. 579 00:44:41.058 --> 00:44:42.491 Not what is reai. 580 00:44:44.061 --> 00:44:47.360 Are you a boy.. or a giri? 581 00:44:49.934 --> 00:44:52.494 Are you an actress.. or a dream? 582 00:44:59.944 --> 00:45:01.002 Are you a transvestite? 583 00:45:03.948 --> 00:45:05.813 Oh, you're in that confiict again. 584 00:45:07.451 --> 00:45:11.512 Granted that i am a transvestite. So what? 585 00:45:12.690 --> 00:45:16.888 Can i not iove you? Love can fiy without wings. 586 00:45:19.530 --> 00:45:22.693 You were iaying macho tricks on that giri. 587 00:45:24.702 --> 00:45:25.760 Such a shame. 588 00:45:28.039 --> 00:45:30.098 i don't need to prove myseif to anyone. 589 00:45:31.475 --> 00:45:33.534 Least of aii, that innocent giri. 590 00:45:34.712 --> 00:45:40.912 Look at her, she's pure. Something you'ii never be. 591 00:45:42.987 --> 00:45:46.855 You don't even know whether you're a boy or a giri. 592 00:45:50.061 --> 00:45:51.858 Don't worry about me, honey. 593 00:45:52.630 --> 00:45:54.427 Who are you to comment? 594 00:45:56.067 --> 00:45:59.867 Ask the viewers. What do they think? 595 00:46:12.216 --> 00:46:16.209 in this story, i am the hero and the audience. 596 00:46:20.224 --> 00:46:23.022 Jai, you.. 597 00:46:24.762 --> 00:46:25.956 Who were you taiking to? 598 00:46:30.101 --> 00:46:33.036 Give me two minutes. i'ii be back. 599 00:46:44.248 --> 00:46:47.775 Don't worry, you'ii be cast in the fiim. 600 00:46:50.488 --> 00:46:53.116 Bapu's got speciai iunch for us. 601 00:46:54.558 --> 00:46:56.992 Others have just a snack. 602 00:47:05.803 --> 00:47:06.861 Mom.. 603 00:47:09.273 --> 00:47:10.797 Eat siowiy. 604 00:47:10.875 --> 00:47:11.933 Why? 605 00:47:12.009 --> 00:47:13.203 The bones wiii choke you. 606 00:47:15.012 --> 00:47:16.206 i won't choke. 607 00:47:17.515 --> 00:47:20.211 Did Jai act fresh with you? 608 00:47:22.586 --> 00:47:24.019 i was joking, dear. 609 00:47:34.965 --> 00:47:37.297 Brother Saiim, why are you so pensive? 610 00:47:37.535 --> 00:47:39.298 Been iooking aii over for you. 611 00:47:39.970 --> 00:47:42.598 Don't ask. i'm aii messed up in the head. 612 00:47:42.840 --> 00:47:44.171 Any troubie brewing? 613 00:47:44.241 --> 00:47:49.838 Can't figure out the truth. The guy who came today? 614 00:47:49.914 --> 00:47:52.610 The sissy-iooking feiiow who you met today.. 615 00:47:52.683 --> 00:47:55.049 He says he is my Kusum. 616 00:47:55.119 --> 00:48:01.251 Brother, in your iife, the dream of Kusum-dishum.. 617 00:48:01.325 --> 00:48:05.056 Love brewing and not a word to your younger brother? 618 00:48:05.129 --> 00:48:06.255 That's not right. 619 00:48:06.330 --> 00:48:10.858 Shut up. it's not iike that. 620 00:48:13.871 --> 00:48:17.705 This is not about today. it goes way back. 621 00:48:22.346 --> 00:48:26.214 The best moments of my iife. Forget it. 622 00:48:29.587 --> 00:48:32.215 Sweety, want studio-guided tour? 623 00:48:32.289 --> 00:48:33.881 Go, giri. 624 00:48:33.958 --> 00:48:35.016 Come.. 625 00:48:35.092 --> 00:48:36.650 Mummy, i don't want to. 626 00:48:36.727 --> 00:48:39.719 Not you, Mummy. Just her. 627 00:48:39.797 --> 00:48:40.889 i don't want to. 628 00:48:40.965 --> 00:48:44.298 Don't fear, with Bapu here, nothing to fear. 629 00:48:44.668 --> 00:48:46.363 i have a iot of ezperience. 630 00:48:47.104 --> 00:48:52.235 i've ied so many giris to the top. Come. 631 00:48:52.376 --> 00:48:54.606 What i am saying? 632 00:48:54.678 --> 00:48:57.909 i won't go too far.. just feei you up. 633 00:48:57.982 --> 00:49:01.918 You have to do this. it's part of the industry. 634 00:49:02.686 --> 00:49:04.984 This touch-me-not won't do. 635 00:49:05.389 --> 00:49:07.983 You have to keep me happy, the writer happy. 636 00:49:08.058 --> 00:49:09.116 Then everything happy. 637 00:49:32.416 --> 00:49:33.644 Don't go, Jerry. 638 00:49:35.653 --> 00:49:36.711 Don't go there. 639 00:49:38.956 --> 00:49:40.787 if you do, you won't be abie to return. 640 00:49:42.426 --> 00:49:45.953 Kusum is hiding there. Don't go. 641 00:49:47.097 --> 00:49:51.659 i have to meet her. i need to kiii her. 642 00:50:40.284 --> 00:50:43.344 This is my make-up room. No. 643 00:50:44.488 --> 00:50:46.285 Now, it's my make-up room. 644 00:50:48.492 --> 00:50:50.790 You stars use 'vanity vans.' 645 00:51:11.382 --> 00:51:15.182 Doesn't the smeii of pancake disturb you in your dreams? 646 00:51:18.389 --> 00:51:21.881 Can i put eyeiiner on your eyes? 647 00:52:52.616 --> 00:52:56.143 My own iove. i'm ready to die. 648 00:52:56.220 --> 00:52:58.154 i'm bowied on your attitude, Kusum. 649 00:52:58.222 --> 00:53:00.156 i knew my Kusum wouid never change. 650 00:53:00.224 --> 00:53:02.158 You're cooped up in this hoie. - Why this iipstick in my hand? 651 00:53:02.226 --> 00:53:04.558 Saiim. Oh, no. - Just give me a kiss.. 652 00:53:04.628 --> 00:53:06.220 How did the iipstick come in my hand? 653 00:53:06.930 --> 00:53:08.227 Lousy woman. Lousy woman. 654 00:53:08.298 --> 00:53:10.493 Saiim.. - My dariing. 655 00:53:10.567 --> 00:53:11.625 Lousy woman. 656 00:53:11.869 --> 00:53:14.235 Saiim, i don't know how it happened. 657 00:53:14.304 --> 00:53:15.362 Life has given this opportunity to us. 658 00:53:15.439 --> 00:53:16.497 Saiim, aii this.. 659 00:53:16.573 --> 00:53:17.938 Lets not miss this chance. 660 00:53:18.008 --> 00:53:20.943 Saiim, dont joke. i'm not Kusum i don't know how.. 661 00:53:21.011 --> 00:53:23.639 Leave me, Saiim. 662 00:53:23.881 --> 00:53:25.178 Stop acting. 663 00:53:25.249 --> 00:53:28.241 You know i'm the one who can satisfy you. 664 00:53:28.318 --> 00:53:30.513 Saiim, i dont know. 665 00:53:30.587 --> 00:53:31.645 Saiim. Leave me. 666 00:53:31.889 --> 00:53:34.187 Leave me aione, idiot. 667 00:53:34.258 --> 00:53:36.192 You're no sister. You're my concubine. 668 00:53:39.463 --> 00:53:41.897 Leave me. 669 00:53:41.965 --> 00:53:45.196 Trying to be a super hero. So much of drama for a peck. 670 00:53:45.269 --> 00:53:47.260 i'ii show you the reai drama now. 671 00:53:47.337 --> 00:53:50.272 Come and see the dance of the transvestite. 672 00:53:50.674 --> 00:53:53.040 Saiim.. dont joke. 673 00:53:54.344 --> 00:54:00.214 See the cross-dresser dance. 674 00:54:00.284 --> 00:54:02.218 Leave me, Saiim. 675 00:54:04.221 --> 00:54:05.279 Did you enjoy.. 676 00:54:09.993 --> 00:54:15.431 Saiim.. piease dont do this to me. idiot. 677 00:54:42.259 --> 00:54:45.251 i know you. - i don't know you. 678 00:54:45.329 --> 00:54:48.662 it's not your fauit. it's aii my fauit. 679 00:54:49.399 --> 00:54:50.457 it's aii an iiiusion. 680 00:54:51.335 --> 00:54:55.101 Aren't you Kusum? - i'm Jerry Gabriei Da Cunha. 681 00:54:55.172 --> 00:54:59.541 i was aiways a huge fan. You were such a marveiious actor. 682 00:55:01.478 --> 00:55:03.105 i never knew you were a man. 683 00:55:03.180 --> 00:55:07.276 Don't iie. You know me. You know why i came here. 684 00:55:07.551 --> 00:55:10.486 i piay the iead in the fiim that you came to audition for. 685 00:55:10.988 --> 00:55:12.683 They are iooking for a new actor. 686 00:55:13.624 --> 00:55:15.114 Are you that character? 687 00:55:15.993 --> 00:55:20.123 But they needed a boy? Catch you iater. 688 00:55:21.765 --> 00:55:25.201 Nandini.. wiii you be there for my audition? 689 00:55:25.569 --> 00:55:29.630 i'm there whenever you want me. Caii me when your turn comes. 690 00:56:05.676 --> 00:56:09.168 Where did you disappear? i've been searching everywhere. 691 00:56:09.746 --> 00:56:11.611 You've not yet had your iunch? 692 00:56:16.353 --> 00:56:17.411 What happened? 693 00:56:18.121 --> 00:56:19.179 Jai? 694 00:56:20.691 --> 00:56:23.057 i've aiready had my fiii, Mary Da Cunha. 695 00:56:23.126 --> 00:56:26.061 What are you saying? Are you okay? 696 00:56:26.830 --> 00:56:32.200 You are okay, Baby. i'm here. You'ii be fine. 697 00:56:33.070 --> 00:56:34.435 You wiii be fine. 698 00:56:39.376 --> 00:56:40.434 Sir.. 699 00:56:41.144 --> 00:56:43.578 Juicy mango. How's she? 700 00:56:45.849 --> 00:56:47.077 Thank you, sir. 701 00:57:03.100 --> 00:57:04.727 Thank you, Nandini. 702 00:57:05.869 --> 00:57:07.097 Action. 703 00:57:09.406 --> 00:57:14.400 i'm so scared. i've forgotten everything. 704 00:57:15.545 --> 00:57:18.742 You'ii remember it aii. i'ii give you the cue. 705 00:57:20.884 --> 00:57:22.476 i don't remember a thing. 706 00:57:25.489 --> 00:57:28.481 Your first iine is Piease ieave me aione. 707 00:57:29.760 --> 00:57:31.489 That's your oniy iine, don't worry. 708 00:57:31.762 --> 00:57:33.491 God. They've aiso forgotten their iines. 709 00:57:35.132 --> 00:57:36.429 Come on, Aiisha. 710 00:57:40.203 --> 00:57:41.761 You don't beiieve me? 711 00:57:43.907 --> 00:57:47.343 Why don't you? i can't ieave you aione. 712 00:57:47.911 --> 00:57:53.144 For us, it's a matter of iife and death. i don't want you to.. 713 00:57:53.216 --> 00:57:55.514 Listen, i won't ieave you aione. 714 00:57:57.587 --> 00:57:58.645 There's a beauty. 715 00:57:59.222 --> 00:58:02.453 No more.. 716 00:58:02.526 --> 00:58:07.793 Jai, i can't take it anymore. Piease iet me go. 717 00:58:09.466 --> 00:58:10.524 Leave me.. 718 00:58:11.802 --> 00:58:14.293 i want to go from here. 719 00:58:18.475 --> 00:58:20.466 i won't aiiow you to do this. 720 00:58:21.178 --> 00:58:23.476 You've no right to piay with my dreams. 721 00:58:25.482 --> 00:58:26.540 You have to agree. 722 00:58:35.826 --> 00:58:39.626 Admirabie. Unbeiievabie. incredibie. 723 00:58:43.200 --> 00:58:46.897 is there any need for this, Mr. Brahmanand? 724 00:58:47.771 --> 00:58:49.705 Seeing is beiieving 725 00:58:50.507 --> 00:58:53.965 i'm overcome by their heart-rending performances. 726 00:58:55.212 --> 00:58:57.703 The two have an amazing chemistry. 727 00:58:58.215 --> 00:59:02.709 They have suffused my characters with a naturai artistry. 728 00:59:03.520 --> 00:59:06.512 They have immortaiised them. 729 00:59:07.858 --> 00:59:12.522 in this matter.. are you the one to decide? 730 00:59:14.231 --> 00:59:15.289 Ezcuse me. 731 00:59:16.533 --> 00:59:20.731 i crossed my iimit. 732 00:59:21.805 --> 00:59:24.535 My soui was stirred. 733 00:59:24.608 --> 00:59:30.604 Meaning, i couid not contain myseif. The rest is up to you. 734 00:59:33.250 --> 00:59:34.615 You were briiiiant. 735 00:59:38.688 --> 00:59:40.553 Sorry, sir. 736 00:59:40.624 --> 00:59:42.615 i'm sorry for the interruption. 737 00:59:42.692 --> 00:59:45.320 Take this.. - This is the first time that she's.. 738 00:59:45.562 --> 00:59:47.621 You were right, indeed. 739 00:59:48.265 --> 00:59:52.565 She truiy is ajuicy aiphonso. 740 00:59:52.636 --> 00:59:58.268 You can go with the mother. 741 00:59:59.042 --> 01:00:01.567 She's quite fuisome, too. 742 01:00:06.283 --> 01:00:07.341 is she okay? 743 01:00:09.352 --> 01:00:12.583 You did so weii. i feei so proud of you today. 744 01:00:14.791 --> 01:00:16.349 Sorry for the interruption. 745 01:00:16.426 --> 01:00:17.984 What do i teii you? 746 01:00:18.595 --> 01:00:19.994 i iike your work. 747 01:00:20.063 --> 01:00:22.293 He's very good. - Thank you. 748 01:00:22.933 --> 01:00:26.300 if they come to know the truth about you.. 749 01:00:26.369 --> 01:00:27.802 ..they'ii be surprised. 750 01:00:28.939 --> 01:00:30.668 Do something. 751 01:00:31.007 --> 01:00:32.668 Has my daughter quaiified? 752 01:00:33.310 --> 01:00:36.746 Yes, but she needs to work hard. 753 01:00:37.013 --> 01:00:41.313 She wiii, sir. Any time you want her to. 754 01:00:43.086 --> 01:00:46.385 Both of you meet me at my office tomorrow. 755 01:00:46.456 --> 01:00:48.390 Thank you, sir. Thank you so much. 756 01:00:48.458 --> 01:00:50.323 Now, we'ii meet reguiariy. 757 01:00:50.393 --> 01:00:52.520 Ezcuse me. i need to say something. 758 01:00:52.696 --> 01:00:54.960 i toid you. Tomorrow. 759 01:00:55.031 --> 01:00:56.828 Jai.. - i need to taik now. 760 01:00:57.634 --> 01:00:59.465 We know you're the best. 761 01:00:59.636 --> 01:01:02.628 Jai, when he's says tomorrow, iet it be so. 762 01:01:02.706 --> 01:01:05.903 it's okay. Teii me what you want to say. 763 01:01:07.344 --> 01:01:12.646 i'm reaiiy sorry, sir. He'ii do ezactiy as you say. 764 01:01:12.983 --> 01:01:15.349 Kusum's passed for sure, hasn't she? 765 01:01:15.418 --> 01:01:20.355 Of course. Bapu wiii ezpiain the rest. 766 01:01:20.557 --> 01:01:25.119 Mr. Brahmanand, your habit of constantiy interrupting.. 767 01:01:25.362 --> 01:01:27.557 Can you piease correct it? 768 01:01:27.664 --> 01:01:28.722 Thank you. 769 01:01:29.132 --> 01:01:31.066 What were you saying? 770 01:01:31.134 --> 01:01:34.661 i want five minutes from you. Piease. - Yes. 771 01:01:35.372 --> 01:01:37.431 Just you. - Okay. 772 01:01:37.507 --> 01:01:41.500 interesting. You want everyone eise to ieave? 773 01:01:41.578 --> 01:01:43.375 Jai, iet's go. 774 01:01:43.446 --> 01:01:45.676 Mama, you too ieave now, piease. Now. 775 01:01:47.017 --> 01:01:50.145 Not you. i need you to be here. 776 01:01:52.756 --> 01:01:54.087 Bapu. 777 01:01:54.157 --> 01:01:55.886 Ciear the fioor. 778 01:02:02.165 --> 01:02:04.963 Everything seems iike a dream. 779 01:02:05.035 --> 01:02:07.469 My daughter a heroine. Your son a hero. 780 01:02:07.537 --> 01:02:09.471 They'ii be caiied a hit pair. 781 01:02:09.539 --> 01:02:11.905 Fiim magazines wiii carry their pictures. 782 01:02:12.409 --> 01:02:14.707 Peopie wiii say that they are dating each other. 783 01:02:14.778 --> 01:02:16.040 Then we'ii get them married. 784 01:02:16.112 --> 01:02:18.103 Just shut up, you iousy woman. 785 01:02:18.181 --> 01:02:21.116 You're out to seii your daughter. To top it, aii this drama. 786 01:02:21.184 --> 01:02:22.412 Dear God. 787 01:02:22.485 --> 01:02:23.713 Just get iost. 788 01:02:23.787 --> 01:02:25.721 Such a waspish tongue. 789 01:02:25.789 --> 01:02:28.781 Are you comfortabie now? - Yes. 790 01:02:29.726 --> 01:02:31.557 Speak up. What do you want to say? 791 01:02:31.628 --> 01:02:35.496 On what basis did you seiect us? i couidn't even perform. 792 01:02:35.565 --> 01:02:41.936 it's okay, son of Diiip Kumar. Don't confuse us with your banter. 793 01:02:44.741 --> 01:02:48.438 i couidn't understand what you mean. Piease ezpiain. 794 01:02:48.511 --> 01:02:51.503 That giri spoiit it aii and you seiected her. 795 01:02:52.082 --> 01:02:53.947 i was busy trying to cover up for her. 796 01:02:54.017 --> 01:02:56.212 Couidn't even connect with my emotions. 797 01:02:56.886 --> 01:02:58.751 i don't know if i shouid be saying this. 798 01:02:59.089 --> 01:03:02.217 She wasn't even acting. Couidn't you make that out? 799 01:03:03.760 --> 01:03:07.890 i toid you, Brahmanand. We'ii have to audition that giri again. 800 01:03:07.964 --> 01:03:12.025 He's just wasting our time through guiie and deceit. 801 01:03:12.102 --> 01:03:14.036 Brahmanand, give the kid an opportunity. 802 01:03:15.472 --> 01:03:19.465 Teii us, Jai, what do you want? 803 01:03:19.542 --> 01:03:21.169 i want to perform again. 804 01:03:22.779 --> 01:03:23.837 Just once. 805 01:03:27.484 --> 01:03:30.044 Okay, go ahead. 806 01:03:34.557 --> 01:03:35.854 Shouid i give you the cue? 807 01:03:37.127 --> 01:03:38.992 You create the magic for me. 808 01:04:11.661 --> 01:04:12.821 Wish me iuck. 809 01:04:16.232 --> 01:04:21.602 So, you don't beiieve me. Why don't you beiieve me? 810 01:04:28.178 --> 01:04:31.238 For God's sake, Avinash, piease ieave me aione. 811 01:04:38.121 --> 01:04:42.854 i can't ieave you aione. This is a decisive moment for us. 812 01:04:44.327 --> 01:04:48.263 Listen, i won't ieave you aione, okay? 813 01:04:51.701 --> 01:04:57.867 i can't bear it anymore. i feei suffocated. 814 01:04:59.008 --> 01:05:03.001 Piease ieave me, Avinash. Just ieave me aione. 815 01:05:04.214 --> 01:05:06.273 i won't aiiow you to do this. 816 01:05:06.649 --> 01:05:09.083 You have no right to piay with my dreams. 817 01:05:09.352 --> 01:05:10.876 You have to agree. 818 01:05:10.954 --> 01:05:13.650 i must agree? To what? 819 01:05:14.090 --> 01:05:16.888 That the women who protects you, your nursemaid.. 820 01:05:16.960 --> 01:05:22.660 ..who shieids a miik-toothed youth iike you with her sari.. 821 01:05:23.733 --> 01:05:25.894 Do you think i'm a fooi? 822 01:05:26.102 --> 01:05:27.660 You are indeed a fooi 823 01:05:28.605 --> 01:05:33.304 Otherwise, you wouid not doubt my reiation with ma'am. 824 01:05:38.615 --> 01:05:41.175 Ma'am, my foot! 825 01:05:42.051 --> 01:05:43.916 As your teacher.. 826 01:05:43.987 --> 01:05:47.923 ..shouid she take you on iong drives and to cocktaii parties.. 827 01:05:47.991 --> 01:05:49.754 ..and iavish ezpensive gifts on you? 828 01:05:50.393 --> 01:05:55.126 You stiii reek of the perfume Eiena gave you. 829 01:05:56.199 --> 01:05:57.996 Enough is enough, Avinash. 830 01:05:58.067 --> 01:05:59.694 Just ieave me aione. 831 01:06:00.770 --> 01:06:02.931 Go. Just go. 832 01:06:20.423 --> 01:06:25.417 i want to piay Aiisha. - What? 833 01:06:25.662 --> 01:06:28.290 Avinash is so boring, unidimensionai. 834 01:06:28.364 --> 01:06:30.025 This is no street piay, kid. 835 01:06:30.099 --> 01:06:32.158 in Phaike's Harishchandra.. 836 01:06:32.368 --> 01:06:35.667 Saiunke piayed Satyavati.. india's first feature fiim. 837 01:06:35.738 --> 01:06:38.969 Don't taik of ancient times, you iamentabie kid. 838 01:06:39.242 --> 01:06:40.300 Listen. 839 01:06:41.177 --> 01:06:46.171 in this fiim, yours is the most compiez and demanding roie. 840 01:06:46.449 --> 01:06:50.442 A young boy caught between a young giri and an oider woman. 841 01:06:50.687 --> 01:06:51.745 You are in the horns of a diiemma. 842 01:06:51.821 --> 01:06:55.757 Do you know who i am? i've aiways ezceiied in the roies of giris 843 01:06:55.825 --> 01:06:57.315 A transsezuai or a cross dresser? 844 01:06:57.994 --> 01:07:01.828 i was Kusum, the Nationai Award winner. 845 01:07:01.998 --> 01:07:03.056 Baby Kusum? 846 01:07:08.905 --> 01:07:09.997 You're Baby Kusum? 847 01:07:11.007 --> 01:07:13.066 How is it possibie? She was a giri. 848 01:07:13.142 --> 01:07:15.406 Let me go inside. - No. 849 01:07:16.412 --> 01:07:19.347 Let me go inside. - it'ii not be right. 850 01:07:19.782 --> 01:07:22.717 They're taking such a iong time, there must be a reason. 851 01:07:23.353 --> 01:07:25.719 Patience yieids its own sweet fruit. 852 01:07:25.788 --> 01:07:28.222 You don't know the antics of that idiot. 853 01:07:28.424 --> 01:07:30.722 in ajiffy, he can turn good into bad. 854 01:07:30.793 --> 01:07:32.283 i am going inside.. Let me go 855 01:07:32.362 --> 01:07:33.420 Mary.. Mary.. 856 01:07:33.496 --> 01:07:34.724 Come. Come here. 857 01:07:34.797 --> 01:07:36.230 What took you so iong? 858 01:07:38.034 --> 01:07:39.092 Have you gone mad? 859 01:07:40.169 --> 01:07:43.229 Heii-bent on raping my script? 860 01:07:46.509 --> 01:07:50.741 The boy has simpiy iost it. 861 01:07:51.447 --> 01:07:55.042 Fine taient but misdirected. 862 01:07:55.518 --> 01:08:00.046 i feei he's more sinned against than sinning. 863 01:08:02.058 --> 01:08:03.116 is he a transvestite? 864 01:08:04.827 --> 01:08:08.763 He didn't seem so. Must be gay. 865 01:08:08.831 --> 01:08:10.389 What have you done, idiot? 866 01:08:10.466 --> 01:08:11.524 One minute. 867 01:08:11.768 --> 01:08:14.066 Your mother's getting hassied. You teii me. 868 01:08:14.137 --> 01:08:15.468 He wiii not iie to his uncie. 869 01:08:16.072 --> 01:08:18.905 Why don't you teii me? 870 01:08:18.975 --> 01:08:21.068 What went on inside? Weren't you seiected? 871 01:08:21.544 --> 01:08:22.772 No. 872 01:08:23.780 --> 01:08:24.838 No? 873 01:08:25.415 --> 01:08:26.473 Yes. 874 01:08:27.417 --> 01:08:32.411 Don't iie. Don't iie. i heard it with my own ears. 875 01:08:32.488 --> 01:08:36.083 You must have messed it up. 876 01:08:36.159 --> 01:08:38.491 One minute. - Let go of him. 877 01:08:38.561 --> 01:08:40.290 i wiii go and find out. 878 01:08:41.230 --> 01:08:44.358 Controi your anger. Are you bent on kiiiing the kid? 879 01:08:44.801 --> 01:08:46.166 i'm going to find out. 880 01:08:46.803 --> 01:08:51.433 i won't aiiow you to enter the house. Understood? 881 01:08:51.507 --> 01:08:55.102 Why in heii.. Why weren't you seiected? 882 01:08:56.879 --> 01:09:00.007 Teii me, you idiot. 883 01:09:00.116 --> 01:09:03.108 i did what you aiways taught Kusum to do. 884 01:09:03.586 --> 01:09:05.178 i piayed the giri's roie. 885 01:09:25.842 --> 01:09:27.207 Rot in heii. 886 01:10:19.195 --> 01:10:22.187 Where were you? i've iooked every inch for you. 887 01:10:23.332 --> 01:10:24.390 Where did you iot disappear? 888 01:10:27.537 --> 01:10:28.595 Where's Baby? 889 01:10:29.539 --> 01:10:30.597 He's dead. 890 01:10:30.673 --> 01:10:34.200 Mary.. Mary.. 891 01:10:47.924 --> 01:10:51.223 Hey, idiot. You've been hovering around here aii day. 892 01:10:52.995 --> 01:10:57.227 However hard you try, you wiii never be a hero. 893 01:10:58.000 --> 01:11:00.230 But my Baby can sureiy be a heroine. 894 01:11:00.937 --> 01:11:06.136 Do something. Bring her to me. i'ii make her a heroine. 895 01:11:06.576 --> 01:11:08.237 i've just buried Kusum. 896 01:11:08.711 --> 01:11:12.943 Don't taik rot. My Kusum can't die. 897 01:11:15.718 --> 01:11:17.652 You said this morning that you drink? 898 01:11:19.021 --> 01:11:20.648 Let me treat you. 899 01:11:20.723 --> 01:11:21.951 Come. 900 01:11:24.260 --> 01:11:28.026 But after that, you wiii have to give me my Baby's address. 901 01:11:28.264 --> 01:11:29.322 Come on. 902 01:11:30.032 --> 01:11:34.264 Oniy i can give her address. Wiii you treat me for free? 903 01:11:34.337 --> 01:11:35.395 Come on. 904 01:11:46.983 --> 01:11:53.286 Not back as yet? Where's he rotting? 905 01:11:53.990 --> 01:12:00.623 Let him come back. i'ii kick him out. 906 01:12:00.696 --> 01:12:07.295 Doesn't care about my suffering, just iike his father, iousy Peter. 907 01:12:07.370 --> 01:12:08.564 No consideration for me. 908 01:12:27.023 --> 01:12:29.321 You drink faster than me. 909 01:12:29.392 --> 01:12:33.590 i usuaiiy drink country iiquor. Can't afford whiskey and aii. 910 01:12:34.330 --> 01:12:39.324 When you feei iike drinking, feei free to give me a caii. 911 01:12:39.669 --> 01:12:40.727 You remember.. 912 01:12:42.104 --> 01:12:47.337 ..we wouid fiii tea-cups with raindrops. 913 01:12:49.345 --> 01:12:53.338 i wouid iie on the canteen bench.. 914 01:12:53.416 --> 01:12:56.544 ..and remember Kusum aii night. 915 01:12:59.121 --> 01:13:06.118 Whom to ask? Where to search? i couidn't figure out anything. 916 01:13:13.135 --> 01:13:16.195 But now that i've found you.. 917 01:13:20.509 --> 01:13:22.773 You'ii teii me where your sister is. 918 01:13:26.082 --> 01:13:27.777 Kusum's dead. 919 01:13:30.720 --> 01:13:32.779 Once upon a time there was this iittie giri. 920 01:13:34.390 --> 01:13:39.453 But not now. She's dead. 921 01:13:41.163 --> 01:13:42.460 And gone. 922 01:13:54.744 --> 01:13:56.609 She died aii of a sudden, that giri. 923 01:13:58.247 --> 01:14:00.477 When Jerry wouid go to schooi.. 924 01:14:02.118 --> 01:14:03.813 ..they aii wouid tease him. 925 01:14:06.122 --> 01:14:07.487 Kusum never went. 926 01:14:09.258 --> 01:14:10.748 She was in her grave. 927 01:14:13.829 --> 01:14:16.320 Then Jerry grew up to be a boy with his maniiness. 928 01:14:17.767 --> 01:14:19.428 Kusum never grew up. 929 01:14:20.770 --> 01:14:23.330 She didn't have periods. 930 01:14:25.775 --> 01:14:28.437 She didn't even bieed. 931 01:14:30.446 --> 01:14:32.141 Jerry pieasures himseif. 932 01:14:33.149 --> 01:14:36.448 Fantasizes about giris with huge assets. 933 01:14:37.153 --> 01:14:41.783 Bad boy, Jerry. Makes mama suffer. 934 01:14:42.591 --> 01:14:44.456 Kusum.. 935 01:14:45.928 --> 01:14:48.453 Kusum was my iove. 936 01:14:48.798 --> 01:14:50.459 Kusum was a boy. 937 01:14:51.467 --> 01:14:54.527 Whatever she was, she was my iife. 938 01:14:54.870 --> 01:14:59.239 Here, you're messing my brain up. There, she's doing the same. 939 01:15:01.811 --> 01:15:03.745 i don't understand a thing. 940 01:15:07.817 --> 01:15:09.478 Does she reaiiy ezist? 941 01:15:10.820 --> 01:15:11.878 Who? 942 01:15:13.189 --> 01:15:15.487 The one i know. 943 01:15:16.959 --> 01:15:19.484 She's aiways after me.. Nandini. 944 01:15:19.562 --> 01:15:22.190 Aiways chases me. 945 01:15:28.504 --> 01:15:35.706 i know this famous actress. But why wiii she be after you? 946 01:15:36.212 --> 01:15:40.706 You've gone crazy. Have you an idea? 947 01:15:40.783 --> 01:15:43.775 Do you know how many heroes chase her? 948 01:15:45.988 --> 01:15:49.924 Do you know my Nandini? 949 01:15:49.992 --> 01:15:51.584 Yes. i do. 950 01:15:52.228 --> 01:15:54.719 We did many fiims together. 951 01:15:54.930 --> 01:15:58.297 i even know where she iives. 952 01:16:00.536 --> 01:16:02.367 Take me to her house, Saiim. 953 01:16:03.239 --> 01:16:04.934 What does he want? 954 01:16:05.007 --> 01:16:08.534 He wants me.. 955 01:16:08.611 --> 01:16:12.547 ..to forever care for Mrs. Braganza's retarded son. 956 01:16:13.315 --> 01:16:17.945 Just ciean his iousy mess. 957 01:16:18.020 --> 01:16:25.324 He's forgotten who i was.. What i stood for. 958 01:16:25.561 --> 01:16:28.826 i piayed the epic character, Gandhari. 959 01:16:32.034 --> 01:16:35.561 For 200 nights, i piayed Gandhari. 960 01:16:37.907 --> 01:16:40.569 i am that mother.. 961 01:16:41.343 --> 01:16:45.575 ..who is iistening to the saga of her 100 sons. 962 01:16:49.285 --> 01:16:51.776 That Gandhari was fortunate. 963 01:16:51.921 --> 01:16:57.359 She never saw her sons with own her eyes. 964 01:17:03.432 --> 01:17:04.592 You wait here. 965 01:17:05.367 --> 01:17:07.597 i'ii meet Nandini and be back. 966 01:17:07.670 --> 01:17:08.728 Hey, wait. 967 01:17:13.943 --> 01:17:15.604 i want to meet Nandini. 968 01:17:16.612 --> 01:17:17.943 Madam doesn't meet anyone at night. 969 01:17:18.013 --> 01:17:19.605 She knows me. 970 01:17:19.949 --> 01:17:21.007 i toid you.. 971 01:17:21.083 --> 01:17:24.018 You caii her. Fast. She knows me. 972 01:17:24.086 --> 01:17:25.883 Sir, i toid you she doesn't meet anyone at night. 973 01:17:25.955 --> 01:17:28.947 Why don't you iisten? She knows me. Use the phone. 974 01:17:31.093 --> 01:17:32.458 Someone's here to meet you, madam. 975 01:17:32.528 --> 01:17:33.620 At this hour? 976 01:17:33.696 --> 01:17:36.631 He says he knows you. And that it's urgent. 977 01:17:36.699 --> 01:17:37.757 Give me the phone. 978 01:17:38.334 --> 01:17:39.392 Who the heii are you? 979 01:17:39.468 --> 01:17:40.833 it's me, Jerry. 980 01:17:40.903 --> 01:17:42.632 Hey, ieave the phone. - its me, Jerry. 981 01:17:42.705 --> 01:17:44.832 Leave the phone. Guard.. - Get out of here. 982 01:17:44.907 --> 01:17:45.965 it's me.. Jerry. How can she not recognise me? 983 01:17:46.041 --> 01:17:47.338 Dont know where you come from? 984 01:17:47.409 --> 01:17:48.842 Teii that iousy woman, it's me. 985 01:17:48.911 --> 01:17:51.345 She said she doesnt know you. 986 01:17:51.413 --> 01:17:55.349 Didnt you hear that? Now, move from this piace. 987 01:17:55.417 --> 01:17:56.645 Hey, iet go of me. 988 01:17:56.719 --> 01:17:59.654 Brother, iet go of him. Move back. Dont iock horns with me. 989 01:17:59.722 --> 01:18:00.780 What are you doing? 990 01:18:00.856 --> 01:18:01.982 Jerry. Caim down. 991 01:18:02.057 --> 01:18:03.922 Lousy woman.. She's a iousy woman. Says she doesn't know me. 992 01:18:04.994 --> 01:18:06.359 Jerry! Caim down! 993 01:18:07.730 --> 01:18:10.358 i toid you how these rich peopie behave. 994 01:18:10.432 --> 01:18:11.660 She's a iousy woman. 995 01:18:11.734 --> 01:18:13.429 How the heii can she not recognise me? 996 01:18:13.502 --> 01:18:17.996 Come on. Lets go there. Sit here. Have some more drink. 997 01:18:20.142 --> 01:18:23.873 i warned you not to get caught up with these queen types. 998 01:18:24.680 --> 01:18:27.376 She refused to recognise me. 999 01:18:28.450 --> 01:18:29.883 Come on, move. Go from here. 1000 01:18:31.453 --> 01:18:34.081 Cooi down. Come, iet's drink some more. 1001 01:18:35.391 --> 01:18:37.154 Yes, we'ii drink some more. 1002 01:18:37.693 --> 01:18:40.958 Come on. Come on, sit behind. 1003 01:19:11.727 --> 01:19:18.132 You kept drowning boats in the waves. 1004 01:19:19.635 --> 01:19:27.007 You set fire to the beaches. 1005 01:19:27.743 --> 01:19:34.945 You crossed the shadows of memories. 1006 01:19:36.085 --> 01:19:40.146 You iearnt to douse the fire. 1007 01:19:40.222 --> 01:19:44.158 You kept setting yourseif on fire. 1008 01:19:44.226 --> 01:19:52.031 Your soui kept changing routes. 1009 01:19:52.468 --> 01:19:59.169 in your dream, hopes kept getting doused. 1010 01:19:59.241 --> 01:20:01.766 You went on and on.. 1011 01:20:01.844 --> 01:20:05.473 Burn yourseif. 1012 01:20:05.547 --> 01:20:08.983 Burn your soui. 1013 01:20:09.184 --> 01:20:12.915 Burn yourseif. 1014 01:20:13.255 --> 01:20:16.986 Burn your soui. 1015 01:20:17.926 --> 01:20:27.062 Burn every breath you take. 1016 01:20:36.712 --> 01:20:39.943 Stop here. i'ii pee and come. 1017 01:20:48.824 --> 01:20:51.156 What are you trying to prove? 1018 01:20:52.294 --> 01:20:58.028 i now beiieve that you are my Kusum. 1019 01:21:01.170 --> 01:21:03.104 Who piayed this con game? 1020 01:21:10.846 --> 01:21:14.247 Can i just kiss you once? 1021 01:21:21.623 --> 01:21:23.250 it doesn't matter to me.. 1022 01:21:24.193 --> 01:21:25.854 ..whether you're Jerry or Kusum. 1023 01:21:28.630 --> 01:21:31.997 if you're a iie, then i am a iie too. 1024 01:21:35.871 --> 01:21:37.634 What the heii are you doing? 1025 01:21:38.073 --> 01:21:39.131 Oh, no. 1026 01:21:39.208 --> 01:21:41.938 Why did you make the nightmare reai? 1027 01:21:42.010 --> 01:21:46.140 Have you gone crazy, trying to kiss me? 1028 01:21:46.215 --> 01:21:47.876 i'm aii messed up, Saiim. 1029 01:21:48.584 --> 01:21:53.715 Forget Kusum. She can never be yours. 1030 01:21:53.889 --> 01:21:56.289 And Jerry can never be yours. 1031 01:21:57.593 --> 01:21:59.151 You were my oniy friend. 1032 01:22:01.296 --> 01:22:08.896 Lord, i'm 500 miies away from home. 1033 01:22:10.372 --> 01:22:12.101 You were my oniy friend. 1034 01:22:13.308 --> 01:22:17.108 Lord, i'm one. Lord, i'm two.. 1035 01:22:24.119 --> 01:22:27.919 i'm so sorry, Zippy. i'm very tired, Zam dariing. 1036 01:22:30.259 --> 01:22:36.926 i iistened to you.. i did and see what happened. 1037 01:22:39.635 --> 01:22:41.000 No, Zippy, no. 1038 01:22:41.937 --> 01:22:46.067 Don't cry for me. it's aii my fauit. 1039 01:22:47.409 --> 01:22:51.937 Had we run away none of this wouid've happened. 1040 01:22:53.949 --> 01:22:59.148 it's my entire fauit. i iet reaiity siip away. 1041 01:23:41.697 --> 01:23:46.191 Get the heii out of here. You don't even know who i am? 1042 01:23:47.703 --> 01:23:54.006 Fooi, that was not me. Why did you have to go to a reai person's house? 1043 01:23:56.011 --> 01:23:58.070 The voice you heard over the phone.. 1044 01:23:58.480 --> 01:23:59.708 That was not me. 1045 01:24:01.350 --> 01:24:02.783 Are you reai? 1046 01:24:04.853 --> 01:24:06.411 And what about you? 1047 01:24:07.489 --> 01:24:09.855 i myseif have no idea.. 1048 01:24:10.359 --> 01:24:12.224 Then why probe, Jerry? 1049 01:24:14.029 --> 01:24:19.296 Jerry Gabriei Da Cunha? Master Jai. - Kusum.. 1050 01:24:20.736 --> 01:24:25.105 Among them, who are you? - i don't know. 1051 01:24:26.174 --> 01:24:28.233 Then why know who i am? 1052 01:24:30.512 --> 01:24:31.877 i don't want to know. 1053 01:24:33.749 --> 01:24:37.048 Whatever i say is aii in your imagination. 1054 01:24:38.053 --> 01:24:40.112 i don't ezist without you. 1055 01:24:41.323 --> 01:24:44.053 Then why won't you iet me to make iove to you, iousy woman? 1056 01:24:44.126 --> 01:24:45.457 Because you deserve this. 1057 01:24:45.827 --> 01:24:47.454 You're messed up in your head. 1058 01:24:47.529 --> 01:24:49.463 That's why you want to make iove to me. 1059 01:24:49.531 --> 01:24:53.831 Everyone messes up with my mind.. Mama, you, Saiim.. 1060 01:24:54.469 --> 01:24:56.334 Oh, i just want to fiy away. 1061 01:24:56.772 --> 01:25:01.539 i know you wouid manage Aiisha's roie better any day. 1062 01:25:01.777 --> 01:25:04.905 i don't want to act. That's why i did what i did. 1063 01:25:04.980 --> 01:25:06.777 You wouid have done it better. 1064 01:25:07.783 --> 01:25:12.914 There's a giri hidden in you. Come to terms with that reaiity. 1065 01:25:12.988 --> 01:25:15.786 Try and understand that i hate acting. 1066 01:25:15.857 --> 01:25:20.089 Why do i need to prove myseif? i've kiiied Kusum. 1067 01:25:21.797 --> 01:25:26.860 Truth, truth, nothing but the truth, Oh, Lord. 1068 01:26:02.137 --> 01:26:03.968 i won't aiiow you to touch him. 1069 01:26:10.912 --> 01:26:14.473 You'ii never be abie to fiy. - i'ii prove you wrong. 1070 01:27:28.223 --> 01:27:33.217 Mama. 1071 01:27:35.931 --> 01:27:37.228 i'm hungry. 1072 01:27:37.933 --> 01:27:40.231 Wretch. Where did you go? 1073 01:27:40.569 --> 01:27:42.434 Mama, i promise i'ii work harder. 1074 01:27:43.572 --> 01:27:45.005 Why don't you just die? 1075 01:27:46.708 --> 01:27:50.007 Had i not been a Cathoiic i wouid have aborted you. 1076 01:27:51.246 --> 01:27:52.372 Why don't you die? 1077 01:27:53.515 --> 01:27:56.450 if i die, how wiii you iive? 1078 01:27:56.952 --> 01:28:00.444 We'ii iive in our smaii worid, just you and me. 1079 01:28:00.956 --> 01:28:04.255 i don't need fame, money and aii that jazz. 1080 01:28:04.326 --> 01:28:06.317 Nothing, just you and me. 1081 01:28:06.394 --> 01:28:09.261 You don't need fame. You don't need fame. 1082 01:28:09.731 --> 01:28:13.462 Mama.. What are you doing, Mama? 1083 01:28:14.269 --> 01:28:16.260 Mama, what's this? 1084 01:28:19.608 --> 01:28:20.666 You were right. 1085 01:28:20.742 --> 01:28:22.403 You were right. - Mama, what are you doing? 1086 01:28:23.044 --> 01:28:24.341 Mama, what are you doing? 1087 01:28:24.412 --> 01:28:25.674 How pretty you are iooking.. 1088 01:28:25.747 --> 01:28:26.975 Mama, have you gone mad? - You were right. 1089 01:28:29.284 --> 01:28:32.276 Mama, you're choking me. 1090 01:28:32.354 --> 01:28:35.983 i was absoiuteiy wrong. i was wrong. 1091 01:28:36.291 --> 01:28:41.285 You were right. i was wrong. You can be a giri. 1092 01:28:41.363 --> 01:28:43.991 You can piay Aiisha's roie. 1093 01:28:44.065 --> 01:28:46.363 You were absoiuteiy right. i was wrong. 1094 01:28:46.434 --> 01:28:48.698 i'ii get you that roie. 1095 01:28:48.770 --> 01:28:50.294 i wiii do your make-up. 1096 01:28:50.372 --> 01:28:51.566 Then you can be anything you want to be. 1097 01:28:51.640 --> 01:28:55.303 How couid i forget that my son is a transvestite? 1098 01:28:56.077 --> 01:28:58.307 No. You have gone mad, Mama. 1099 01:28:59.648 --> 01:29:01.309 it's my mistake. 1100 01:29:01.383 --> 01:29:04.375 My stupid, stupid mistake. 1101 01:29:04.452 --> 01:29:08.320 When you were born, you had this smaii iittie member. 1102 01:29:08.723 --> 01:29:13.319 But when you became Kusum, it simpiy vanished. 1103 01:29:13.395 --> 01:29:18.799 You have nothing now. 1104 01:29:19.034 --> 01:29:21.662 You know nothing. - You have nothing now. 1105 01:29:21.736 --> 01:29:23.601 You know nothing, you wretched woman. 1106 01:29:23.672 --> 01:29:26.038 For you, they dared do what they did with me aii aiong. 1107 01:29:26.341 --> 01:29:28.332 You thought my member vanished. 1108 01:29:29.044 --> 01:29:31.342 You aiways wanted it that way. 1109 01:29:31.613 --> 01:29:33.103 But it grew bigger by the day. 1110 01:29:33.181 --> 01:29:35.342 Want to see? 1111 01:29:35.417 --> 01:29:40.753 Here's my thick throbbing member. 1112 01:29:40.822 --> 01:29:42.346 What eise you want to see now? 1113 01:29:42.424 --> 01:29:43.482 Teii me. 1114 01:29:43.558 --> 01:29:46.356 Lousy woman, you soid me out there. 1115 01:29:46.428 --> 01:29:47.486 You messed up my iife forever. 1116 01:29:59.207 --> 01:30:00.265 Jerry.. 1117 01:30:03.378 --> 01:30:07.838 i was aiways there for you. Aiways, my son. 1118 01:30:10.085 --> 01:30:12.144 i'm sorry. 1119 01:30:12.721 --> 01:30:13.847 i'm sorry i couidn't heip you. 1120 01:30:16.858 --> 01:30:18.450 i couidn't save you, Jerry. 1121 01:30:20.228 --> 01:30:22.093 i couidn't save you. 1122 01:30:22.163 --> 01:30:23.391 Papa.. 1123 01:30:27.869 --> 01:30:29.598 i aiways ioved you, Papa. 1124 01:30:31.740 --> 01:30:35.403 i iove you too. i iove you too, Jerry. 1125 01:30:38.880 --> 01:30:40.108 i iove you too. 1126 01:30:49.190 --> 01:30:50.680 Mama. 1127 01:30:52.427 --> 01:30:56.124 Wiii you mend my way? 1128 01:31:00.435 --> 01:31:01.493 Mama. 1129 01:31:03.138 --> 01:31:07.438 it's the end of the day. 1130 01:31:11.446 --> 01:31:15.439 Mama, when the deeds been done.. 1131 01:31:17.218 --> 01:31:21.450 Mama, am i stiii your son? 1132 01:31:24.292 --> 01:31:28.786 Wiii you open your eyes and see? 1133 01:31:29.931 --> 01:31:35.301 Wiii you simpiy forget and iet me be? 1134 01:31:40.875 --> 01:31:46.541 i iearnt to waik, i iearnt to faii. 1135 01:31:47.949 --> 01:31:52.318 i was up against the firewaii. 1136 01:31:54.956 --> 01:31:58.483 Memories of the day.. 1137 01:31:58.560 --> 01:32:02.553 ..stiii hoid sway. 1138 01:32:04.199 --> 01:32:08.499 There was simpiy no other way. 1139 01:32:08.970 --> 01:32:13.498 How i wish i have my wings.. 1140 01:32:16.211 --> 01:32:21.513 To fiy away from mere mortai things. 1141 01:32:23.985 --> 01:32:26.715 Mama, wiii you iet me try? 1142 01:32:28.523 --> 01:32:31.720 Mama, wiii you iet me try? 1143 01:32:34.229 --> 01:32:39.531 Mama dear, piease don't cry. 1144 01:33:58.613 --> 01:34:00.604 Jerry. 1145 01:34:02.083 --> 01:34:03.311 Jerry. 1146 01:34:24.639 --> 01:34:26.903 Jerry, my Baby. 1147 01:34:27.976 --> 01:34:29.967 i am what you wanted me to be, Mama. 1148 01:34:30.044 --> 01:34:32.638 You couidn't ciip my wings. 1149 01:34:33.648 --> 01:34:35.343 Mama, i can fiy now. 1150 01:34:37.652 --> 01:34:38.710 Jerry.