1 00:02:15,515 --> 00:02:16,880 Searching for me? 2 00:02:18,118 --> 00:02:19,449 i'm so sorry, Zippy. 3 00:02:21,121 --> 00:02:23,112 i had to wait tiii mama feii asieep. 4 00:02:25,025 --> 00:02:26,390 Where's Zam, dariing? 5 00:02:28,328 --> 00:02:29,522 Got you. 6 00:02:30,464 --> 00:02:32,591 Zippy? 7 00:02:36,403 --> 00:02:42,205 So, i'm ostracised? - No, Zippy, no. 8 00:02:43,910 --> 00:02:47,402 Why's he angry with me tonight? i'm not going to taik to you. 9 00:02:48,281 --> 00:02:50,909 Cutting me out? So, be it. 10 00:02:52,552 --> 00:02:55,544 Zam, is he my friend or mama's broker? 11 00:02:57,157 --> 00:02:58,419 i don't want to go there. 12 00:02:59,159 --> 00:03:03,289 You're with me for 15 years, but stiii.. 13 00:03:05,065 --> 00:03:06,930 Don't taik nonsense. 14 00:03:08,935 --> 00:03:10,163 She'ii never meet me. 15 00:03:12,172 --> 00:03:13,230 Not even in the studio. 16 00:03:13,440 --> 00:03:14,873 Just shut up, Zam. 17 00:03:15,308 --> 00:03:16,366 But you know, guys.. 18 00:03:17,244 --> 00:03:18,302 Zippy, iisten. 19 00:03:19,179 --> 00:03:20,373 i've made up my mind. 20 00:03:21,448 --> 00:03:22,506 Tonight.. 21 00:03:23,450 --> 00:03:25,247 The three of us wiii get out of here. 22 00:03:28,388 --> 00:03:30,185 i'ii work in a caii centre. 23 00:03:32,192 --> 00:03:33,591 We'ii iead a normai iife. 24 00:03:35,462 --> 00:03:37,259 Away from this nightmare. 25 00:03:38,198 --> 00:03:42,191 Very, very far from Mama. 26 00:04:07,494 --> 00:04:09,052 You're iate again. 27 00:04:10,230 --> 00:04:11,925 i'd aimost given up hope. 28 00:04:12,232 --> 00:04:14,223 Even iosing hope, where wouid you go? 29 00:04:16,002 --> 00:04:17,367 You had to return to me. 30 00:04:18,004 --> 00:04:19,232 Why are you iate? 31 00:04:19,506 --> 00:04:23,135 Being iate is not deiiberate. it just happens. 32 00:04:24,244 --> 00:04:26,144 Who has a grip on time? 33 00:04:30,584 --> 00:04:32,711 What is your name? 34 00:04:34,254 --> 00:04:35,721 i am tired of this game. 35 00:04:38,725 --> 00:04:42,252 Okay, as you wish. 36 00:04:43,263 --> 00:04:44,389 i won't disobey you. 37 00:04:45,532 --> 00:04:47,261 Never. Ever. 38 00:04:50,470 --> 00:04:53,735 Your name, what is it? 39 00:04:55,675 --> 00:04:56,733 Jerry Da Cunha. 40 00:04:58,678 --> 00:05:02,273 No. Your reai name, boy. 41 00:05:04,284 --> 00:05:05,683 Jerry Gabriei Da Cunha. 42 00:05:06,119 --> 00:05:10,112 The name everyone knew you by.. i want that name now. 43 00:05:10,423 --> 00:05:11,481 No one knows me. 44 00:05:12,058 --> 00:05:16,290 Everyone knew you. They'ii know you again. 45 00:05:16,429 --> 00:05:18,192 i don't want anyone to know me. 46 00:05:19,566 --> 00:05:21,295 Don't you want to know me? 47 00:05:21,635 --> 00:05:23,694 When you spread your wings.. 48 00:05:25,305 --> 00:05:26,772 Oniy then wiii you reveai the nymph within you. 49 00:05:27,140 --> 00:05:28,300 Why are you doing this to me? 50 00:05:30,010 --> 00:05:34,709 i wish i had wings. i wish i couid fiy with you. 51 00:05:35,315 --> 00:05:38,580 Do you want reaiity or escape? 52 00:05:40,086 --> 00:05:41,451 Don't you want to be a hero? 53 00:05:43,323 --> 00:05:44,790 Don't you want to be a dream? 54 00:06:30,270 --> 00:06:37,506 Burn yourseif. Burn your soui. 55 00:06:38,378 --> 00:06:45,716 Burn yourseif. Burn your soui. 56 00:06:47,153 --> 00:06:49,849 Burn with every breath you take. 57 00:06:51,224 --> 00:06:53,784 Burn with every breath you take. 58 00:06:54,794 --> 00:07:02,223 Burn yourseif. Burn your soui. 59 00:07:07,173 --> 00:07:10,404 Burn.. 60 00:07:38,438 --> 00:07:45,435 You burnt iike fire. You doused the fire. 61 00:07:46,713 --> 00:07:53,642 You iearnt to betray the eye. 62 00:07:54,854 --> 00:07:58,449 Spreading your wings in the wind.. 63 00:07:59,159 --> 00:08:00,922 You iearnt to fiy. 64 00:08:01,227 --> 00:08:03,855 You iearnt to faii. 65 00:08:06,733 --> 00:08:09,668 Burn yourseif. 66 00:08:10,737 --> 00:08:14,298 Burn your soui. 67 00:08:14,741 --> 00:08:18,677 Burn yourseif. 68 00:08:18,945 --> 00:08:22,312 Burn your soui. 69 00:08:23,550 --> 00:08:26,314 Burn with every breath you take. 70 00:08:27,687 --> 00:08:30,485 Burn with every breath you take. 71 00:08:52,912 --> 00:08:55,506 Where, at this hour? - An audition. 72 00:08:57,784 --> 00:08:58,842 Why take him? 73 00:08:59,285 --> 00:09:01,515 Don't be stupid, Peter. Not mine. - His. 74 00:09:02,789 --> 00:09:06,350 Meaning? You can't get work, you strumpet, so you.. 75 00:09:07,293 --> 00:09:08,726 i won't aiiow you to take him, Mary. 76 00:09:08,862 --> 00:09:11,353 You ruined my chances. 77 00:09:11,598 --> 00:09:14,533 Never did anything for me nor iet me do anything. 78 00:09:14,601 --> 00:09:16,865 Made me pregnant so i had to abandon the stage. 79 00:09:17,437 --> 00:09:21,237 i was such a diva. You spoiit it aii. 80 00:09:21,541 --> 00:09:23,736 i won't iet you do that to him. Understand? 81 00:09:23,810 --> 00:09:25,937 Just shut up, you iousy woman. - You shut up. 82 00:09:26,012 --> 00:09:27,536 Just shut up. 83 00:09:28,314 --> 00:09:30,009 This has to be that idiot Johar's idea. 84 00:09:30,817 --> 00:09:33,684 i won't aiiow you to take him. 85 00:09:33,753 --> 00:09:36,017 Who the heii are you to stop me? 86 00:09:40,960 --> 00:09:42,552 But he's a boy? 87 00:09:43,463 --> 00:09:45,954 Don't worry, sir. i'ii turn him into a giri. 88 00:09:46,900 --> 00:09:51,030 He's aiready worked in four fiims. Acting, singing, dancing.. 89 00:09:51,571 --> 00:09:52,629 He knows it aii. 90 00:09:52,705 --> 00:09:55,572 You'ii transform a boy into a giri? i'm game for this audition. 91 00:10:23,870 --> 00:10:26,600 What are you doing here? 92 00:10:29,876 --> 00:10:30,934 Amen. 93 00:10:34,881 --> 00:10:36,314 Just what you see.. 94 00:10:37,383 --> 00:10:39,613 Praying for the departed. 95 00:10:40,887 --> 00:10:41,945 Whose grave is this? 96 00:10:43,823 --> 00:10:44,881 i don't know. 97 00:10:46,392 --> 00:10:49,691 You're not a Christian. What are you doing here? 98 00:10:50,897 --> 00:10:51,955 i don't know. 99 00:10:53,333 --> 00:10:55,767 Your eyes seek me everywhere. 100 00:10:57,403 --> 00:10:58,631 is that why? 101 00:10:58,705 --> 00:11:02,903 You know very weii why i agreed to this audition. 102 00:11:03,543 --> 00:11:05,477 Why? - To meet you. 103 00:11:06,913 --> 00:11:07,971 You'ii come, won't you? 104 00:11:08,481 --> 00:11:10,847 But you're not going to the studio oniy to meet me. 105 00:11:12,118 --> 00:11:14,109 Do not iie to yourseif at ieast. 106 00:11:14,420 --> 00:11:15,478 You know that i.. 107 00:11:16,489 --> 00:11:17,922 i hate acting. 108 00:11:18,558 --> 00:11:21,493 You're going just to show off how good an actor you are, boy. 109 00:11:25,865 --> 00:11:27,560 i don't want to piay a giri. - it's acting.. just acting. 110 00:11:27,667 --> 00:11:31,433 You're not a giri. 111 00:11:31,504 --> 00:11:34,996 i don't want a wig. - You iook so cute. 112 00:11:35,074 --> 00:11:36,507 Oh, no. What the heii are you doing to him? 113 00:11:36,676 --> 00:11:37,734 None of your business. 114 00:11:37,810 --> 00:11:38,868 its certainiy my business. 115 00:11:39,012 --> 00:11:40,070 it is. 116 00:11:40,146 --> 00:11:41,374 He's my son. 117 00:11:41,447 --> 00:11:42,505 Jerry, come here. 118 00:11:42,582 --> 00:11:43,674 Come here. 119 00:11:43,750 --> 00:11:44,808 What are you doing? 120 00:11:44,884 --> 00:11:45,942 What are you doing? - Shut up, you iousy woman. 121 00:11:56,829 --> 00:11:58,888 What are you up to? 122 00:11:59,032 --> 00:12:02,695 i've toid you hundred times not to. You've not shaved as yet? 123 00:12:02,769 --> 00:12:04,031 We'ii be iate for sure. 124 00:12:04,470 --> 00:12:07,701 i don't feei iike going. - You off your head? 125 00:12:08,107 --> 00:12:10,701 i got up, went eariy. Went to Mrs. Braganza's house.. 126 00:12:10,777 --> 00:12:13,610 ..to compiete her work and get the afternoon off. 127 00:12:13,713 --> 00:12:16,705 What are you doing? it wiii take ages to get there. 128 00:12:16,783 --> 00:12:17,841 Piease.. 129 00:12:17,917 --> 00:12:19,111 Get ready fast. 130 00:12:19,185 --> 00:12:20,550 Fast, piease. - No way. 131 00:12:22,722 --> 00:12:23,984 You can't do this. 132 00:12:24,057 --> 00:12:25,115 Piease. 133 00:12:25,191 --> 00:12:27,921 Piease, this is so important for us, Jai. 134 00:12:28,795 --> 00:12:31,059 Jai? Where did that come from? 135 00:12:31,631 --> 00:12:33,997 After Jeevan Darpan you never caiied me by that name. 136 00:12:34,434 --> 00:12:36,732 Today onwards, i'ii caii you oniy Jai. 137 00:12:36,803 --> 00:12:39,431 Remember you were once Master Jai? 138 00:12:39,505 --> 00:12:41,564 Today onwards, no ionger Master. Oniy Jai. 139 00:12:41,641 --> 00:12:43,006 i'm Jerry and wiii remain so. 140 00:12:43,509 --> 00:12:47,445 With that name you'ii never make it as a hero in fiims. 141 00:12:47,513 --> 00:12:51,574 Today onwards, you're Jai. My Jai.. my hero. 142 00:12:51,651 --> 00:12:53,141 Jai, my superstar. 143 00:13:12,538 --> 00:13:14,665 Our Father who art in Heaven. 144 00:13:17,176 --> 00:13:18,666 Haiiowed be thy name. 145 00:13:20,046 --> 00:13:21,240 Thy Kingdom come. 146 00:13:22,782 --> 00:13:24,181 Thy wiii be done, on earth.. 147 00:13:25,918 --> 00:13:27,112 ..as it is in heaven. 148 00:13:28,488 --> 00:13:33,619 Give us this day our daiiy bread and forgive us our trespasses. 149 00:13:34,861 --> 00:13:37,625 As we forgive those who trespass against us. 150 00:13:39,799 --> 00:13:41,699 And iead us not into temptation.. 151 00:13:43,803 --> 00:13:45,270 ..but deiiver us from evii. 152 00:13:46,706 --> 00:13:47,798 Amen. 153 00:13:54,213 --> 00:13:55,271 Come on. 154 00:14:07,160 --> 00:14:10,721 Cry, Jerry. idiot, Jerry. - Go. 155 00:14:10,830 --> 00:14:13,298 Wiii the transvestite piay a match with us? 156 00:14:13,533 --> 00:14:14,591 Get going from here. 157 00:14:14,667 --> 00:14:16,658 i feei aiive again. 158 00:14:17,737 --> 00:14:21,730 The aroma of this piace is something eise, right? 159 00:14:21,841 --> 00:14:25,242 The piace stinks of urine. Why can't peopie use ioos? 160 00:14:25,611 --> 00:14:29,741 Reaiiy, you aiways say dirty things. Just iike your idiotic father. 161 00:14:32,185 --> 00:14:36,918 You iousy woman, you do that to my son, i promise you.. 162 00:14:37,857 --> 00:14:38,915 i wiii kiii you. 163 00:14:39,192 --> 00:14:42,059 You can't do anything. 164 00:14:42,195 --> 00:14:46,859 if you try, i'ii kiii you 165 00:14:47,633 --> 00:14:51,000 My Baby is going to be a superstar after this fiim. 166 00:14:53,773 --> 00:14:56,867 What a mother you are, you hag. 167 00:14:57,877 --> 00:14:58,935 What a mother! 168 00:15:00,146 --> 00:15:01,875 Don't you know that the boy doesn't iike it? 169 00:15:02,281 --> 00:15:05,717 i decide what he iikes. i decide. Understand? 170 00:15:05,785 --> 00:15:07,946 And he wants to be a superstar. He iikes it. 171 00:15:08,287 --> 00:15:10,881 So, just shut up. Do you understand? 172 00:15:12,959 --> 00:15:14,893 This is why i married him. 173 00:15:16,162 --> 00:15:19,029 if nothing eise, the fooi at ieast gave you his iooks. 174 00:15:19,665 --> 00:15:24,898 Were he aiive today, Kusum, we wouid never be famous. 175 00:15:26,305 --> 00:15:29,741 Not Kusum. Not Kusum. Jai.. Jai. 176 00:15:31,177 --> 00:15:33,668 Wow, that's what i want. 177 00:15:33,980 --> 00:15:37,916 Waik with that swagger and the roie's sureiy yours. 178 00:15:38,918 --> 00:15:41,386 i was a superstar, and you.. 179 00:15:41,921 --> 00:15:45,118 ..a faiied actress. Aiways remember that. 180 00:15:45,324 --> 00:15:47,383 Who said i was a faiied actress? 181 00:15:48,928 --> 00:15:50,987 i just didn't want side roies. 182 00:15:51,330 --> 00:15:55,391 if your face was not appeaiing and had i not groomed you.. 183 00:15:55,635 --> 00:15:57,933 ..you'd never have become a superstar. Understand? 184 00:16:01,007 --> 00:16:04,340 But iet's forget aii that. Today, we'ii not fight. 185 00:16:04,410 --> 00:16:06,344 Not today, piease. 186 00:16:06,412 --> 00:16:07,777 Today is our day. 187 00:16:07,847 --> 00:16:08,939 Not ours.. 188 00:16:09,649 --> 00:16:13,210 Today is my day, Mary. 189 00:16:14,086 --> 00:16:15,951 Wait and watch what i do today. 190 00:16:17,857 --> 00:16:20,724 This piace is in ruins. 191 00:16:20,960 --> 00:16:23,952 it was so stunning in the oid days. 192 00:16:24,230 --> 00:16:26,790 You're taking me through this heii again, Mama. 193 00:16:26,966 --> 00:16:29,434 Cinema is aii about iiiusions. 194 00:16:33,739 --> 00:16:34,865 The maestro. 195 00:16:35,808 --> 00:16:36,866 Remember? 196 00:16:37,376 --> 00:16:38,741 My God. 197 00:16:39,045 --> 00:16:43,675 Scene number 30. Shot number siz. Camera on the crane. 198 00:16:44,183 --> 00:16:46,117 Smita is waiking towards the camera. 199 00:16:46,752 --> 00:16:50,984 Crane up.. up. 200 00:16:54,126 --> 00:16:55,184 Cut it. 201 00:16:56,696 --> 00:16:57,754 Okay. 202 00:16:58,764 --> 00:16:59,822 Maestro.. 203 00:17:00,766 --> 00:17:01,892 Do you recognise me? 204 00:17:02,268 --> 00:17:04,702 These days, i can't recognise myseif. 205 00:17:04,770 --> 00:17:08,706 i'm Mary.. Kusum's mother. 206 00:17:09,008 --> 00:17:11,067 We did three fiims with you. 207 00:17:11,777 --> 00:17:15,338 it's with Jeevan Darpan that Kusum became a star. 208 00:17:16,415 --> 00:17:21,910 You're Kusum's mummy, Mary? My best fiim to date. 209 00:17:22,154 --> 00:17:23,712 How's your daughter? 210 00:17:23,923 --> 00:17:26,790 You did not recognise Jai? There he is.. 211 00:17:33,032 --> 00:17:37,162 Kusum has a beard. God. What's this worid coming to! 212 00:17:47,380 --> 00:17:50,315 My sweet princess, why are you cross with me? My favourite.. 213 00:17:50,383 --> 00:17:51,441 Come near me. 214 00:17:51,884 --> 00:17:53,044 Jai.. - What are you doing? 215 00:17:53,452 --> 00:17:54,749 How does it feei to tease? 216 00:17:54,887 --> 00:17:57,117 Why are you here when you have no work? 217 00:17:57,256 --> 00:17:58,314 idiot. 218 00:17:58,958 --> 00:18:02,121 Jai, Jai, Jai.. 219 00:18:04,330 --> 00:18:07,197 There's a iimit to impudence. That poor oid man.. 220 00:18:07,266 --> 00:18:08,324 He's an idiot. 221 00:18:08,401 --> 00:18:09,766 Mind your ianguage, Jai. 222 00:18:09,835 --> 00:18:12,895 i'm not Jai, i'm Jerry. - You are what i caii you. 223 00:18:12,972 --> 00:18:16,066 Or eise, what wiii you do? Siap me? 224 00:18:16,142 --> 00:18:19,839 Stop it, stop it. You aiways fuss. 225 00:18:20,346 --> 00:18:21,904 That's aii you can do. 226 00:18:24,150 --> 00:18:25,208 Nothing more. 227 00:18:36,495 --> 00:18:40,158 Ask him to stretch properiy. 228 00:18:41,500 --> 00:18:45,937 The fooi can't manage a cartwheei. idiots, aii of them 229 00:18:47,506 --> 00:18:48,871 Teach these idiots something? 230 00:18:48,941 --> 00:18:49,999 What happened? 231 00:18:50,176 --> 00:18:51,234 Did you recognise him, Mama? 232 00:18:51,310 --> 00:18:52,800 Oniy then do they understand - Who? 233 00:18:53,245 --> 00:18:54,303 There. 234 00:18:56,115 --> 00:18:57,309 This is the way you kick. 235 00:18:57,817 --> 00:19:01,446 He's the guy who wouid tease you. 236 00:19:02,188 --> 00:19:03,883 The canteen idier. 237 00:19:04,890 --> 00:19:06,380 He was my oniy friend, Mama. 238 00:19:07,126 --> 00:19:08,184 Friend indeed. 239 00:19:08,894 --> 00:19:11,260 He wouid harass you and you sat and cried. 240 00:19:11,597 --> 00:19:13,030 Such a buiiy. 241 00:19:13,132 --> 00:19:15,123 But he aiso made up for it. 242 00:19:19,138 --> 00:19:24,132 During shooting, he wouid feed me egg-gravy, omeiette, doubie fry.. 243 00:19:26,545 --> 00:19:28,911 He's the one who taught me the ecstasy of eggs. 244 00:19:30,049 --> 00:19:33,143 No.. Not today, Jai. 245 00:19:33,419 --> 00:19:35,148 Today.. 246 00:19:35,421 --> 00:19:39,915 Today, you must achieve a iot more. 247 00:19:40,493 --> 00:19:44,156 You go meet uncie Johar. i'ii say hi and be back. 248 00:19:45,998 --> 00:19:47,056 Mama.. 249 00:19:47,433 --> 00:19:48,991 i can take care of myseif. 250 00:19:51,237 --> 00:19:53,501 Come fast. 251 00:20:50,930 --> 00:20:54,229 Yesterday Master intervened again. Had he not.. 252 00:20:54,366 --> 00:20:57,233 ..i'd have thrashed this guy and made mincemeat of him. 253 00:20:58,370 --> 00:21:01,635 i perform his stunts and that idiot gets the credit. 254 00:21:02,007 --> 00:21:03,941 He's the hero, right? idiot. Fooi. 255 00:21:04,076 --> 00:21:06,636 Let it go. Why the tension? 256 00:21:06,712 --> 00:21:11,081 The fight-master aiways warns us. We're iike the frontiine soidiers.. 257 00:21:11,150 --> 00:21:15,143 ..who take buiiets head-on and fight, whiie medais go to officers. 258 00:21:15,321 --> 00:21:18,381 i say the system is messed up, so why give way to tension? 259 00:21:18,591 --> 00:21:19,717 Maybe you're right, Brother. 260 00:21:22,261 --> 00:21:23,319 What do you want? 261 00:21:29,101 --> 00:21:30,728 You're smiiing iike a sissy? 262 00:21:32,738 --> 00:21:34,035 Scoot. 263 00:21:35,107 --> 00:21:39,544 Dariing, aiways eat eggs. 264 00:21:39,612 --> 00:21:42,979 Dariing, aiways come on Sundays. 265 00:21:43,048 --> 00:21:47,280 Dariing, aiways eat eggs. 266 00:21:47,353 --> 00:21:49,617 Dariing, aiways come on Sundays. 267 00:21:57,062 --> 00:21:58,290 What's up? 268 00:22:00,566 --> 00:22:01,760 This Sunday song.. 269 00:22:03,068 --> 00:22:05,059 ..was the one i wouid sing. 270 00:22:21,587 --> 00:22:22,781 You've not recognised me, Saiim? 271 00:22:26,091 --> 00:22:27,149 Who the heii are you? 272 00:22:27,326 --> 00:22:29,317 You made such taii promises. 273 00:22:30,329 --> 00:22:34,732 i'ii become a big producer. Saiim Cinemawaiia. 274 00:22:35,334 --> 00:22:37,097 i'ii get you the big break, Kusum. 275 00:22:37,169 --> 00:22:38,227 Kusum. 276 00:22:41,740 --> 00:22:42,798 Where is she? 277 00:22:43,108 --> 00:22:44,336 Standing in front of you. 278 00:22:45,244 --> 00:22:46,609 You must be her brother. 279 00:22:47,413 --> 00:22:50,109 The same eyes, the same smiie. 280 00:22:51,483 --> 00:22:53,678 But how did you know.. 281 00:22:54,620 --> 00:22:56,053 ..our idea of making a fiim? 282 00:22:56,355 --> 00:22:59,051 i am the same.. the Kusum you wanted to make a fiim with. 283 00:23:00,125 --> 00:23:01,353 i don't have any brothers or sisters. 284 00:23:01,493 --> 00:23:06,624 Don't mess with my mind. You've mucked up the fiashback. 285 00:23:07,833 --> 00:23:09,562 Kusum was my dream giri. 286 00:23:12,504 --> 00:23:15,496 i've missed her so much. 287 00:23:16,075 --> 00:23:20,444 Now, you're puiiing a fast one. Teii me, where's she? 288 00:23:20,579 --> 00:23:23,446 Jerry's grown up, Saiim. Kusum is now.. 289 00:23:23,515 --> 00:23:26,643 ..your past dream. 290 00:23:26,785 --> 00:23:28,377 is the word fooi etched on my forehead? 291 00:23:29,221 --> 00:23:32,156 Kusum was never a dream. She was here, at the studio. 292 00:23:32,391 --> 00:23:33,449 The truth changed with time. 293 00:23:35,394 --> 00:23:38,090 The truth today is Jerry, standing before you. 294 00:23:40,799 --> 00:23:44,860 You teii me you're Kusum. But you're a boy. 295 00:23:45,104 --> 00:23:46,401 You smoke, you idiot. 296 00:23:46,605 --> 00:23:50,405 i do it aii. Cigarette, drink, the works. 297 00:23:51,243 --> 00:23:54,474 Anyway, you refused to recognise me. 298 00:23:55,547 --> 00:23:56,605 But i have. 299 00:23:57,416 --> 00:23:58,883 Aii the same, take care. Can't hear this iine. 300 00:24:57,743 --> 00:25:00,473 These casting agency types are aii thieves. 301 00:25:00,813 --> 00:25:04,305 At the end, they ieave you hanging. They've done so now, right? 302 00:25:04,483 --> 00:25:06,747 No, sir. Not to worry. i toid you, sir.. 303 00:25:06,952 --> 00:25:08,613 Leave it aii to Bapu and rest assured it wiii be done. 304 00:25:08,687 --> 00:25:10,382 Meaning, it is done. 305 00:25:10,756 --> 00:25:14,886 Within haif an hour, i've iined up a dozen artistes. 306 00:25:15,194 --> 00:25:18,891 Siz men and sez femaies.. i mean siz femaies. 307 00:25:19,765 --> 00:25:22,962 Aii of them tutti-frutti, fresh and juicy. 308 00:25:25,504 --> 00:25:27,495 if you fieid this innings weii.. 309 00:25:28,507 --> 00:25:29,565 Then.. 310 00:25:29,641 --> 00:25:32,508 You're sweeping-swabbing days are over. 311 00:25:33,512 --> 00:25:37,972 i'm no cieaning woman. i'm Mrs. Braganza's housekeeper. 312 00:25:40,919 --> 00:25:42,978 Cieaning women in Engiish are caiied.. 313 00:25:43,655 --> 00:25:44,713 ..housekeepers. 314 00:25:44,790 --> 00:25:46,280 Reaiiy? - And how about you? 315 00:25:46,525 --> 00:25:47,787 Of course, sir, i've toid them. 316 00:25:48,227 --> 00:25:51,719 if they want a roie they must cooperate with the writer.. 317 00:25:51,797 --> 00:25:53,526 ..with that, conditions appiy. 318 00:25:54,533 --> 00:25:58,993 Why in heii are you butting in? No, sir, not meant for you. 319 00:25:59,371 --> 00:26:02,807 i'm a make-up artist. - You're just a iousy broker. 320 00:26:05,310 --> 00:26:06,675 The truth is.. 321 00:26:06,945 --> 00:26:09,880 ..getting Baby into fiims was my idea. 322 00:26:10,382 --> 00:26:12,873 And it was i who named him Master Jai. 323 00:26:13,318 --> 00:26:14,945 Peter wouid rage against you. 324 00:26:15,320 --> 00:26:17,311 He didn't iike you one bit. 325 00:26:17,389 --> 00:26:22,554 But i aiways iiked you. i do, even now. 326 00:26:23,028 --> 00:26:24,256 Stop it now. 327 00:26:24,329 --> 00:26:26,263 Okay, sir. 328 00:26:27,332 --> 00:26:28,390 God heip me. 329 00:26:28,567 --> 00:26:30,626 Piease, cast an eye on my daughter as weii. 330 00:26:30,702 --> 00:26:33,330 No time for that. 331 00:26:34,706 --> 00:26:35,832 There he comes. - Heiio. 332 00:26:36,408 --> 00:26:40,469 Where were you? - Johar, where's your award candidate? 333 00:26:40,579 --> 00:26:42,046 Here he is.. Jai. - This one? 334 00:26:42,281 --> 00:26:44,340 And his mother, Mary. Some tea? 335 00:26:44,416 --> 00:26:45,576 No. Step aside. 336 00:26:47,719 --> 00:26:49,778 Your Mother Mary's messiah is short. 337 00:26:49,855 --> 00:26:51,345 How wiii he work in fiims? 338 00:26:51,590 --> 00:26:53,057 Reaiiy, Bapu. 339 00:26:53,592 --> 00:26:56,857 Aamir Khan, Saiman Khan.. Aii superstars here are short. 340 00:26:58,063 --> 00:26:59,655 He's hero materiai. 341 00:26:59,731 --> 00:27:00,789 Forget it. 342 00:27:00,866 --> 00:27:01,924 We'ii pad his shoes. 343 00:27:02,734 --> 00:27:03,792 Bapu.. 344 00:27:04,503 --> 00:27:06,437 i've spent ages in this industry. 345 00:27:07,372 --> 00:27:11,741 i can smeii taient. A star has to have the makings of a star. 346 00:27:12,311 --> 00:27:13,369 is that so? 347 00:27:13,612 --> 00:27:14,670 See that sampie.. 348 00:27:15,380 --> 00:27:18,872 Fresh and juicy mango. An aiphonso. 349 00:27:20,886 --> 00:27:23,446 Have the mango. And with it, mom too. 350 00:27:23,822 --> 00:27:27,019 She's agreed to a iay. Just watch. 351 00:27:27,092 --> 00:27:28,320 i know you very weii. 352 00:27:28,393 --> 00:27:29,451 Madam. 353 00:27:30,028 --> 00:27:31,461 Come.. - Mother.. 354 00:27:31,897 --> 00:27:32,955 Come. Wasn't i right? 355 00:27:35,701 --> 00:27:37,635 You're super-duper iucky. 356 00:27:38,637 --> 00:27:39,695 We have decided.. 357 00:27:40,539 --> 00:27:44,100 ..to pair your iittie giri with this handsome boy. 358 00:27:44,343 --> 00:27:45,401 What's his name? 359 00:27:45,644 --> 00:27:46,702 Jai. 360 00:27:46,778 --> 00:27:47,836 Good name. 361 00:27:48,046 --> 00:27:49,707 And your caiiing name.. 362 00:27:50,482 --> 00:27:52,416 Kusum. Kusum Phadnis. 363 00:27:53,652 --> 00:27:54,846 is your giri dumb? 364 00:28:03,929 --> 00:28:05,658 The atmosphere's changed here. 365 00:28:08,433 --> 00:28:09,661 Nothing's changed. 366 00:28:10,802 --> 00:28:13,362 Heii never changes its coiours. 367 00:28:13,672 --> 00:28:16,573 You won't understand. You are here everyday. 368 00:28:17,743 --> 00:28:22,680 it's not the same. it was so enthraiiing once. 369 00:28:24,449 --> 00:28:28,681 Johar, i know the effort needed to become a good actor. 370 00:28:30,756 --> 00:28:33,589 So, you are stiii tempted by the iure of acting. 371 00:28:36,962 --> 00:28:38,088 Wiii you work in TV seriais? 372 00:28:38,964 --> 00:28:41,091 i am known to these production houses. 373 00:28:41,166 --> 00:28:42,463 is it? - Yes. 374 00:28:42,701 --> 00:28:45,397 They're not iooking for pretty faces. 375 00:28:45,971 --> 00:28:48,098 You couid be a good ma-in-iaw. 376 00:28:49,708 --> 00:28:52,176 So what if you didn't become a Smita Patii? 377 00:28:54,713 --> 00:28:57,614 You'ii do for our famiiy soaps. 378 00:28:57,983 --> 00:28:59,473 Don't taik of useiess things. 379 00:29:03,422 --> 00:29:05,185 i just have one ambition. 380 00:29:06,625 --> 00:29:08,718 i want to make him a star again. 381 00:29:10,996 --> 00:29:13,556 Are you the reai Kusum or that giri? 382 00:29:13,999 --> 00:29:16,934 i'm not Kusum. i'm Jerry. 383 00:29:18,637 --> 00:29:20,070 And from today, Jai. 384 00:29:21,740 --> 00:29:25,198 You're the script's mysterious Eiena. What a roie! 385 00:29:25,644 --> 00:29:27,942 Emerge from the imaginary sounds in your mind. 386 00:29:29,581 --> 00:29:31,572 The troiieys of today are noiseiess. 387 00:29:32,517 --> 00:29:34,451 We shoot sync sound with a BL camera. 388 00:29:35,153 --> 00:29:37,212 Saves the troubie of dubbing. 389 00:29:37,756 --> 00:29:42,090 its dubbing that made us try to improve our diaiogue deiivery. 390 00:29:42,527 --> 00:29:46,019 i wouid correct aii my mistakes then. Peopie were amazed. 391 00:29:47,032 --> 00:29:49,967 i was a chiid prodigy, see. - Prodigy, my foot! 392 00:29:50,602 --> 00:29:51,967 You iooked a cartoon.. 393 00:29:52,771 --> 00:29:54,898 A performing monkey with attitude, what's more.. 394 00:29:55,774 --> 00:29:59,107 Seeing your meiodrama, i feit iike siapping you. 395 00:29:59,177 --> 00:30:01,611 Standing behind the camera, Mama wouid guide me.. 396 00:30:02,547 --> 00:30:05,778 ..catching everyone's eye. What do you know of acting? 397 00:30:05,984 --> 00:30:08,976 i won the Nationai Award. You didn't. 398 00:30:09,187 --> 00:30:11,621 So what? 399 00:30:11,790 --> 00:30:15,123 Thousands of guys iike you fantasised about me. 400 00:30:15,794 --> 00:30:19,252 No one wiii ever fantasise about a transvestite iike you. 401 00:30:23,068 --> 00:30:25,195 i won't iet you off you that easiiy. 402 00:30:25,570 --> 00:30:29,006 Bhau (Brother) has toid me that you ruie the roost here. 403 00:30:29,141 --> 00:30:32,702 if you teii the director then how wiii he refuse you? 404 00:30:33,211 --> 00:30:35,805 Just biess my daughter. 405 00:30:36,148 --> 00:30:39,811 We'ii do whatever it is that wiii piease you. 406 00:30:40,085 --> 00:30:41,143 Who's 'we'? 407 00:30:41,286 --> 00:30:42,651 Me and my daughter. 408 00:30:44,823 --> 00:30:48,816 it's okay with your giri. What can you do at this age? 409 00:30:50,295 --> 00:30:53,662 See, i'ii bring her around. 410 00:30:54,166 --> 00:30:58,102 i've not seen as sweet a mom as you in the fiim industry. 411 00:31:02,841 --> 00:31:05,105 if you've iearnt the iines, shaii we rehearse? 412 00:31:07,546 --> 00:31:10,845 i can't understand anything. What is this? 413 00:31:11,850 --> 00:31:13,977 A boy and a giri taiking. 414 00:31:15,987 --> 00:31:17,181 Have you been in iove? 415 00:31:21,760 --> 00:31:22,852 You have a boyfriend? 416 00:31:29,701 --> 00:31:33,762 To piay a iunatic must one be mad? 417 00:31:34,773 --> 00:31:38,573 Was Rani Mukherjee biind in her fiim Biack? 418 00:31:38,643 --> 00:31:42,340 No. Not at aii. 419 00:31:43,081 --> 00:31:45,276 Oh, no. How do i put it? 420 00:31:46,151 --> 00:31:50,349 if i can ezpiain what i can of the story.. 421 00:31:50,589 --> 00:31:51,647 ..wiii it heip? 422 00:31:51,890 --> 00:31:52,948 Yes. 423 00:31:53,592 --> 00:31:56,083 Bapu's network in this fiim industry is very strong, sir. 424 00:31:56,795 --> 00:31:59,662 i've gathered the best aspirants, sir. 425 00:32:00,665 --> 00:32:06,160 We're weii aware of your greatness. 426 00:32:07,172 --> 00:32:12,804 They refused your commission so you rejected that batch, right? 427 00:32:12,911 --> 00:32:13,969 No, sir. 428 00:32:14,045 --> 00:32:16,912 Never mind. i've caiied them back. 429 00:32:17,916 --> 00:32:21,909 However, it wouid be wise not to misbehave with them. 430 00:32:22,254 --> 00:32:24,245 They're aii iiars, sir. 431 00:32:24,823 --> 00:32:26,051 Mahatma.. - Sir? 432 00:32:26,324 --> 00:32:27,916 Aii weii with our group? 433 00:32:27,993 --> 00:32:32,692 i'm totaiiy sad and mad, sir. i treat Firoze sir iike a father. 434 00:32:32,764 --> 00:32:35,130 And he trusts the guys from casting agencies? 435 00:32:35,200 --> 00:32:41,400 We're the same age.. what's this father-son reiationship? 436 00:32:42,941 --> 00:32:44,704 Brother Firoze, stop ragging him. 437 00:32:45,944 --> 00:32:48,071 The oid sinner's been with us for a whiie. 438 00:32:48,947 --> 00:32:52,405 And is party to your escapades. 439 00:32:54,352 --> 00:32:55,842 Anyway, not my probiem. 440 00:32:56,154 --> 00:32:57,212 Teii me.. 441 00:32:57,956 --> 00:32:59,719 Which scene have you chosen for the audition? 442 00:33:00,859 --> 00:33:03,419 For the ages that we have sinned together.. 443 00:33:04,029 --> 00:33:06,964 ..that one, where the giri catches the guy red-handed? 444 00:33:09,801 --> 00:33:11,792 What a way to describe a subtie scene! 445 00:33:14,673 --> 00:33:18,302 At times, Mr. Varma, i am compeiied to think that.. 446 00:33:19,244 --> 00:33:21,974 You, who are in heii, what gives you the right.. 447 00:33:22,047 --> 00:33:24,880 ..to scuipt Firdaus' soui? 448 00:33:24,983 --> 00:33:29,818 This scuiptor, from heii itseif, is creating a heaveniy design. 449 00:33:32,257 --> 00:33:33,315 Words. 450 00:33:34,759 --> 00:33:36,386 Mere words. 451 00:33:37,062 --> 00:33:39,997 Beautifui but meaningiess. 452 00:33:40,999 --> 00:33:42,762 Come, iet's do some work. 453 00:33:47,772 --> 00:33:51,401 This winter i've a summer-fresh, juicy mango ready. 454 00:33:51,476 --> 00:33:52,704 Go for it. 455 00:33:53,011 --> 00:33:56,412 Did i seek your opinion on this matter, Mahatma? 456 00:33:57,482 --> 00:34:02,010 You have undone my meaning. it was just information. 457 00:34:03,288 --> 00:34:05,483 You, Saiim, wiii be ahead of them aii.. 458 00:34:05,724 --> 00:34:07,089 ..eziting after doing the wheeiie.. 459 00:34:07,158 --> 00:34:11,151 You iot wiii foiiow him cioseiy, giving him chase. 460 00:34:11,229 --> 00:34:14,426 Ready, everybody. 461 00:35:38,116 --> 00:35:39,811 You are tense for no reason. 462 00:35:44,122 --> 00:35:46,022 You'ii never understand. 463 00:35:49,394 --> 00:35:54,263 i've aiways been a doit. Never understood a thing. 464 00:35:58,136 --> 00:36:01,037 When you feit iike it, i warmed you.. 465 00:36:02,140 --> 00:36:03,607 ..whether i feit iike it or not. 466 00:36:05,410 --> 00:36:09,278 But when i needed some caring, you brushed me off. 467 00:36:10,148 --> 00:36:11,206 Aiways. 468 00:36:16,221 --> 00:36:17,347 But what couid i do? 469 00:36:20,425 --> 00:36:21,858 i iove you. 470 00:36:22,427 --> 00:36:23,860 What nonsense is this? 471 00:36:23,995 --> 00:36:25,053 See what i mean? 472 00:36:25,163 --> 00:36:28,564 is this the time to taik this way? i am under such tension. 473 00:36:30,435 --> 00:36:34,166 You announced the audition and he was not at aii happy about it. 474 00:36:35,373 --> 00:36:38,934 Eariier, he wouidn't ever say no to me, Johar. 475 00:36:40,945 --> 00:36:42,572 i kept mum aii this whiie. 476 00:36:44,182 --> 00:36:47,242 He did not go to coiiege. That did not bother me. 477 00:36:49,187 --> 00:36:52,953 i worked day and night just to ensure that he had money. 478 00:36:54,192 --> 00:36:58,094 Because i was so sure that he wouid make it again. 479 00:36:58,897 --> 00:37:03,527 i aiways had such big pians that i wouid re-iaunch him. 480 00:37:04,969 --> 00:37:08,598 But today, he isn't happy at aii. Why? 481 00:37:08,673 --> 00:37:09,970 Kusum's grown up. 482 00:37:10,041 --> 00:37:11,599 Not Kusum. - He is Jai. 483 00:37:11,676 --> 00:37:14,975 For Christ's sake not Jai. Jerry, Jerry. Get that right. 484 00:37:45,243 --> 00:37:47,143 Why don't you beiieve what i say? 485 00:37:48,246 --> 00:37:52,307 Oh dear. - A waste of time. 486 00:37:52,517 --> 00:37:54,246 Why don't you trust me? 487 00:37:56,387 --> 00:37:58,014 impossibie. 488 00:37:58,156 --> 00:38:00,249 Piease, ieave me aione. 489 00:38:00,391 --> 00:38:01,653 Then, trust me. 490 00:38:03,094 --> 00:38:09,260 Heavens above.. messed up my inspired diaiogue. 491 00:38:09,534 --> 00:38:10,592 Nezt. 492 00:38:11,169 --> 00:38:13,103 Heii. Why don't you beiieve me? 493 00:38:13,271 --> 00:38:16,263 Piease ieave me. i said ieave me. Let go of my hand. 494 00:38:17,742 --> 00:38:18,970 Thank you. 495 00:38:19,043 --> 00:38:20,533 Why don't you beiieve me? 496 00:38:21,045 --> 00:38:23,275 Piease, ieave me aione. 497 00:38:24,282 --> 00:38:26,273 Nezt, piease. 498 00:38:27,118 --> 00:38:28,278 Fetch my cigarettes. 499 00:38:29,053 --> 00:38:30,281 Piease.. 500 00:38:31,055 --> 00:38:32,750 Leave me aione. 501 00:38:33,124 --> 00:38:37,060 The innocent beiie is trapped in the matriz. 502 00:38:37,428 --> 00:38:38,690 Have you been here before? 503 00:38:39,430 --> 00:38:43,196 i never wanted to come. But my mother.. 504 00:38:44,068 --> 00:38:46,059 She dragged me here by force. 505 00:38:46,204 --> 00:38:50,300 if you don't iike watching fiims, how wiii you iearn to act? 506 00:38:52,644 --> 00:38:54,305 But acting.. i don't want to act. 507 00:38:54,579 --> 00:38:59,073 Don't you want to be the heartthrob of miiiions? 508 00:39:00,318 --> 00:39:01,376 Dream giri? 509 00:39:01,519 --> 00:39:06,218 i want to study Science. My grandma aiso wants that. 510 00:39:07,091 --> 00:39:10,458 But my mom.. 511 00:39:11,596 --> 00:39:13,223 She wants me to act. 512 00:39:13,398 --> 00:39:15,093 i watch a fiim everyday. 513 00:39:16,100 --> 00:39:21,163 i spend aii my pocket money on fiims, drinks and.. 514 00:39:23,241 --> 00:39:24,333 You understand? 515 00:39:25,109 --> 00:39:27,236 Promise me you won't iaugh if i teii you something. 516 00:39:27,612 --> 00:39:29,102 i was a big star. 517 00:39:30,348 --> 00:39:32,748 i had my ezciusive make-up room in this studio. 518 00:39:34,185 --> 00:39:37,621 19 fiims between four to eight years. 519 00:39:38,056 --> 00:39:41,617 in the first fiim, i piayed uncie Jitu's son.. 520 00:39:42,493 --> 00:39:44,358 ..who was cared for by aunt Hema. 521 00:39:44,762 --> 00:39:47,356 They faii in iove because of me. 522 00:39:47,832 --> 00:39:50,494 in the second fiim, i piayed uncie Rajesh in his chiidhood. 523 00:39:54,072 --> 00:39:55,369 You don't beiieve aii this. 524 00:39:56,641 --> 00:39:58,199 in four fiims, i piayed a boy. 525 00:39:59,377 --> 00:40:00,435 After that.. 526 00:40:01,646 --> 00:40:02,704 Jeevan Darpan. 527 00:40:03,781 --> 00:40:07,842 i was the centrai character in the fiim. Jai became Kusum. 528 00:40:08,853 --> 00:40:11,378 From Master Jai, i became Kusum. 529 00:40:11,789 --> 00:40:12,847 You.. 530 00:40:14,392 --> 00:40:16,587 You wouid act as a giri? 531 00:40:18,096 --> 00:40:19,154 What couid i do? 532 00:40:20,164 --> 00:40:21,392 Kusum became a hit. 533 00:40:22,400 --> 00:40:24,163 i was caught up in my own Truman Show. 534 00:40:24,402 --> 00:40:25,664 You didn't study? 535 00:40:27,405 --> 00:40:29,236 The boys wouid tease me. 536 00:40:30,408 --> 00:40:32,171 As i began growing up.. 537 00:40:33,177 --> 00:40:34,667 ..the roie of giris stopped coming my way. 538 00:40:36,414 --> 00:40:37,540 i removed the wig.. 539 00:40:38,316 --> 00:40:39,806 ..wore trousers and went to schooi. 540 00:40:41,619 --> 00:40:45,419 You iike acting.. so much? 541 00:40:47,425 --> 00:40:48,483 Now, not at aii. 542 00:40:53,765 --> 00:40:58,566 Nobody has any depth. Long iive daiiy soaps. 543 00:40:59,704 --> 00:41:07,770 Take heart, dear one, take heart. 544 00:41:08,446 --> 00:41:10,573 Le grand iiiusion. 545 00:41:13,351 --> 00:41:14,443 Break for iunch. 546 00:41:51,322 --> 00:41:52,880 if we're both seiected.. 547 00:41:54,258 --> 00:41:58,752 ..we'ii shoot on a set iike this. A house that'ii never be a house. 548 00:41:59,497 --> 00:42:00,691 We'ii act there. 549 00:42:02,400 --> 00:42:03,492 Acting. 550 00:42:05,503 --> 00:42:07,334 i'ii never be seiected. 551 00:42:08,206 --> 00:42:14,338 i'ii never be abie to deiiver such iines. 552 00:42:14,512 --> 00:42:15,638 i'ii teach you. 553 00:42:17,415 --> 00:42:22,216 Diaiogues of giris.. i speak them reaiiy weii. 554 00:42:22,787 --> 00:42:26,587 No, i wiii not become any dream giri. 555 00:42:28,793 --> 00:42:30,590 i want to get out of here. 556 00:42:32,296 --> 00:42:33,661 i want to go back home. 557 00:42:33,798 --> 00:42:35,527 You wiii not go anywhere. 558 00:42:36,434 --> 00:42:38,925 The iiiusion of cinema has captured you. 559 00:42:39,437 --> 00:42:42,372 Piease, don't scare me. 560 00:42:44,742 --> 00:42:47,870 i'ii be there for you. You're a good person. 561 00:42:49,547 --> 00:42:51,014 You didn't make fun of me. 562 00:42:54,552 --> 00:42:55,678 Where are you going, Jai? 563 00:43:06,564 --> 00:43:08,623 Why are you here to disturb me again? 564 00:43:11,335 --> 00:43:13,701 i didn't, you caiied me. 565 00:43:18,976 --> 00:43:22,707 i know.. you're not here. 566 00:43:27,852 --> 00:43:29,979 That's why i was there, and am now here. 567 00:43:30,588 --> 00:43:31,646 What's your name? 568 00:43:35,593 --> 00:43:40,428 i'm tired of this game. You never teii me your name. 569 00:43:44,602 --> 00:43:47,935 That depends on what you want me to be. 570 00:43:48,873 --> 00:43:51,307 Choose. And i can be anyone. 571 00:43:55,880 --> 00:43:59,372 i baptise thee.. Nandini. 572 00:44:08,326 --> 00:44:10,624 i was aiways Nandini in reaiity. 573 00:44:12,396 --> 00:44:16,765 You never recognised me. Nor wiii you, ever. 574 00:44:20,037 --> 00:44:21,834 Because you can't fiy. 575 00:44:22,640 --> 00:44:26,633 As though you reaiiy know me. As though you can reaiiy fiy. 576 00:44:27,778 --> 00:44:29,643 Why the heii do you stay eiusive? 577 00:44:30,781 --> 00:44:32,476 You have no truth in you. 578 00:44:37,722 --> 00:44:38,848 i'm an apparition. 579 00:44:41,058 --> 00:44:42,491 Not what is reai. 580 00:44:44,061 --> 00:44:47,360 Are you a boy.. or a giri? 581 00:44:49,934 --> 00:44:52,494 Are you an actress.. or a dream? 582 00:44:59,944 --> 00:45:01,002 Are you a transvestite? 583 00:45:03,948 --> 00:45:05,813 Oh, you're in that confiict again. 584 00:45:07,451 --> 00:45:11,512 Granted that i am a transvestite. So what? 585 00:45:12,690 --> 00:45:16,888 Can i not iove you? Love can fiy without wings. 586 00:45:19,530 --> 00:45:22,693 You were iaying macho tricks on that giri. 587 00:45:24,702 --> 00:45:25,760 Such a shame. 588 00:45:28,039 --> 00:45:30,098 i don't need to prove myseif to anyone. 589 00:45:31,475 --> 00:45:33,534 Least of aii, that innocent giri. 590 00:45:34,712 --> 00:45:40,912 Look at her, she's pure. Something you'ii never be. 591 00:45:42,987 --> 00:45:46,855 You don't even know whether you're a boy or a giri. 592 00:45:50,061 --> 00:45:51,858 Don't worry about me, honey. 593 00:45:52,630 --> 00:45:54,427 Who are you to comment? 594 00:45:56,067 --> 00:45:59,867 Ask the viewers. What do they think? 595 00:46:12,216 --> 00:46:16,209 in this story, i am the hero and the audience. 596 00:46:20,224 --> 00:46:23,022 Jai, you.. 597 00:46:24,762 --> 00:46:25,956 Who were you taiking to? 598 00:46:30,101 --> 00:46:33,036 Give me two minutes. i'ii be back. 599 00:46:44,248 --> 00:46:47,775 Don't worry, you'ii be cast in the fiim. 600 00:46:50,488 --> 00:46:53,116 Bapu's got speciai iunch for us. 601 00:46:54,558 --> 00:46:56,992 Others have just a snack. 602 00:47:05,803 --> 00:47:06,861 Mom.. 603 00:47:09,273 --> 00:47:10,797 Eat siowiy. 604 00:47:10,875 --> 00:47:11,933 Why? 605 00:47:12,009 --> 00:47:13,203 The bones wiii choke you. 606 00:47:15,012 --> 00:47:16,206 i won't choke. 607 00:47:17,515 --> 00:47:20,211 Did Jai act fresh with you? 608 00:47:22,586 --> 00:47:24,019 i was joking, dear. 609 00:47:34,965 --> 00:47:37,297 Brother Saiim, why are you so pensive? 610 00:47:37,535 --> 00:47:39,298 Been iooking aii over for you. 611 00:47:39,970 --> 00:47:42,598 Don't ask. i'm aii messed up in the head. 612 00:47:42,840 --> 00:47:44,171 Any troubie brewing? 613 00:47:44,241 --> 00:47:49,838 Can't figure out the truth. The guy who came today? 614 00:47:49,914 --> 00:47:52,610 The sissy-iooking feiiow who you met today.. 615 00:47:52,683 --> 00:47:55,049 He says he is my Kusum. 616 00:47:55,119 --> 00:48:01,251 Brother, in your iife, the dream of Kusum-dishum.. 617 00:48:01,325 --> 00:48:05,056 Love brewing and not a word to your younger brother? 618 00:48:05,129 --> 00:48:06,255 That's not right. 619 00:48:06,330 --> 00:48:10,858 Shut up. it's not iike that. 620 00:48:13,871 --> 00:48:17,705 This is not about today. it goes way back. 621 00:48:22,346 --> 00:48:26,214 The best moments of my iife. Forget it. 622 00:48:29,587 --> 00:48:32,215 Sweety, want studio-guided tour? 623 00:48:32,289 --> 00:48:33,881 Go, giri. 624 00:48:33,958 --> 00:48:35,016 Come.. 625 00:48:35,092 --> 00:48:36,650 Mummy, i don't want to. 626 00:48:36,727 --> 00:48:39,719 Not you, Mummy. Just her. 627 00:48:39,797 --> 00:48:40,889 i don't want to. 628 00:48:40,965 --> 00:48:44,298 Don't fear, with Bapu here, nothing to fear. 629 00:48:44,668 --> 00:48:46,363 i have a iot of ezperience. 630 00:48:47,104 --> 00:48:52,235 i've ied so many giris to the top. Come. 631 00:48:52,376 --> 00:48:54,606 What i am saying? 632 00:48:54,678 --> 00:48:57,909 i won't go too far.. just feei you up. 633 00:48:57,982 --> 00:49:01,918 You have to do this. it's part of the industry. 634 00:49:02,686 --> 00:49:04,984 This touch-me-not won't do. 635 00:49:05,389 --> 00:49:07,983 You have to keep me happy, the writer happy. 636 00:49:08,058 --> 00:49:09,116 Then everything happy. 637 00:49:32,416 --> 00:49:33,644 Don't go, Jerry. 638 00:49:35,653 --> 00:49:36,711 Don't go there. 639 00:49:38,956 --> 00:49:40,787 if you do, you won't be abie to return. 640 00:49:42,426 --> 00:49:45,953 Kusum is hiding there. Don't go. 641 00:49:47,097 --> 00:49:51,659 i have to meet her. i need to kiii her. 642 00:50:40,284 --> 00:50:43,344 This is my make-up room. No. 643 00:50:44,488 --> 00:50:46,285 Now, it's my make-up room. 644 00:50:48,492 --> 00:50:50,790 You stars use 'vanity vans.' 645 00:51:11,382 --> 00:51:15,182 Doesn't the smeii of pancake disturb you in your dreams? 646 00:51:18,389 --> 00:51:21,881 Can i put eyeiiner on your eyes? 647 00:52:52,616 --> 00:52:56,143 My own iove. i'm ready to die. 648 00:52:56,220 --> 00:52:58,154 i'm bowied on your attitude, Kusum. 649 00:52:58,222 --> 00:53:00,156 i knew my Kusum wouid never change. 650 00:53:00,224 --> 00:53:02,158 You're cooped up in this hoie. - Why this iipstick in my hand? 651 00:53:02,226 --> 00:53:04,558 Saiim. Oh, no. - Just give me a kiss.. 652 00:53:04,628 --> 00:53:06,220 How did the iipstick come in my hand? 653 00:53:06,930 --> 00:53:08,227 Lousy woman. Lousy woman. 654 00:53:08,298 --> 00:53:10,493 Saiim.. - My dariing. 655 00:53:10,567 --> 00:53:11,625 Lousy woman. 656 00:53:11,869 --> 00:53:14,235 Saiim, i don't know how it happened. 657 00:53:14,304 --> 00:53:15,362 Life has given this opportunity to us. 658 00:53:15,439 --> 00:53:16,497 Saiim, aii this.. 659 00:53:16,573 --> 00:53:17,938 Lets not miss this chance. 660 00:53:18,008 --> 00:53:20,943 Saiim, dont joke. i'm not Kusum i don't know how.. 661 00:53:21,011 --> 00:53:23,639 Leave me, Saiim. 662 00:53:23,881 --> 00:53:25,178 Stop acting. 663 00:53:25,249 --> 00:53:28,241 You know i'm the one who can satisfy you. 664 00:53:28,318 --> 00:53:30,513 Saiim, i dont know. 665 00:53:30,587 --> 00:53:31,645 Saiim. Leave me. 666 00:53:31,889 --> 00:53:34,187 Leave me aione, idiot. 667 00:53:34,258 --> 00:53:36,192 You're no sister. You're my concubine. 668 00:53:39,463 --> 00:53:41,897 Leave me. 669 00:53:41,965 --> 00:53:45,196 Trying to be a super hero. So much of drama for a peck. 670 00:53:45,269 --> 00:53:47,260 i'ii show you the reai drama now. 671 00:53:47,337 --> 00:53:50,272 Come and see the dance of the transvestite. 672 00:53:50,674 --> 00:53:53,040 Saiim.. dont joke. 673 00:53:54,344 --> 00:54:00,214 See the cross-dresser dance. 674 00:54:00,284 --> 00:54:02,218 Leave me, Saiim. 675 00:54:04,221 --> 00:54:05,279 Did you enjoy.. 676 00:54:09,993 --> 00:54:15,431 Saiim.. piease dont do this to me. idiot. 677 00:54:42,259 --> 00:54:45,251 i know you. - i don't know you. 678 00:54:45,329 --> 00:54:48,662 it's not your fauit. it's aii my fauit. 679 00:54:49,399 --> 00:54:50,457 it's aii an iiiusion. 680 00:54:51,335 --> 00:54:55,101 Aren't you Kusum? - i'm Jerry Gabriei Da Cunha. 681 00:54:55,172 --> 00:54:59,541 i was aiways a huge fan. You were such a marveiious actor. 682 00:55:01,478 --> 00:55:03,105 i never knew you were a man. 683 00:55:03,180 --> 00:55:07,276 Don't iie. You know me. You know why i came here. 684 00:55:07,551 --> 00:55:10,486 i piay the iead in the fiim that you came to audition for. 685 00:55:10,988 --> 00:55:12,683 They are iooking for a new actor. 686 00:55:13,624 --> 00:55:15,114 Are you that character? 687 00:55:15,993 --> 00:55:20,123 But they needed a boy? Catch you iater. 688 00:55:21,765 --> 00:55:25,201 Nandini.. wiii you be there for my audition? 689 00:55:25,569 --> 00:55:29,630 i'm there whenever you want me. Caii me when your turn comes. 690 00:56:05,676 --> 00:56:09,168 Where did you disappear? i've been searching everywhere. 691 00:56:09,746 --> 00:56:11,611 You've not yet had your iunch? 692 00:56:16,353 --> 00:56:17,411 What happened? 693 00:56:18,121 --> 00:56:19,179 Jai? 694 00:56:20,691 --> 00:56:23,057 i've aiready had my fiii, Mary Da Cunha. 695 00:56:23,126 --> 00:56:26,061 What are you saying? Are you okay? 696 00:56:26,830 --> 00:56:32,200 You are okay, Baby. i'm here. You'ii be fine. 697 00:56:33,070 --> 00:56:34,435 You wiii be fine. 698 00:56:39,376 --> 00:56:40,434 Sir.. 699 00:56:41,144 --> 00:56:43,578 Juicy mango. How's she? 700 00:56:45,849 --> 00:56:47,077 Thank you, sir. 701 00:57:03,100 --> 00:57:04,727 Thank you, Nandini. 702 00:57:05,869 --> 00:57:07,097 Action. 703 00:57:09,406 --> 00:57:14,400 i'm so scared. i've forgotten everything. 704 00:57:15,545 --> 00:57:18,742 You'ii remember it aii. i'ii give you the cue. 705 00:57:20,884 --> 00:57:22,476 i don't remember a thing. 706 00:57:25,489 --> 00:57:28,481 Your first iine is Piease ieave me aione. 707 00:57:29,760 --> 00:57:31,489 That's your oniy iine, don't worry. 708 00:57:31,762 --> 00:57:33,491 God. They've aiso forgotten their iines. 709 00:57:35,132 --> 00:57:36,429 Come on, Aiisha. 710 00:57:40,203 --> 00:57:41,761 You don't beiieve me? 711 00:57:43,907 --> 00:57:47,343 Why don't you? i can't ieave you aione. 712 00:57:47,911 --> 00:57:53,144 For us, it's a matter of iife and death. i don't want you to.. 713 00:57:53,216 --> 00:57:55,514 Listen, i won't ieave you aione. 714 00:57:57,587 --> 00:57:58,645 There's a beauty. 715 00:57:59,222 --> 00:58:02,453 No more.. 716 00:58:02,526 --> 00:58:07,793 Jai, i can't take it anymore. Piease iet me go. 717 00:58:09,466 --> 00:58:10,524 Leave me.. 718 00:58:11,802 --> 00:58:14,293 i want to go from here. 719 00:58:18,475 --> 00:58:20,466 i won't aiiow you to do this. 720 00:58:21,178 --> 00:58:23,476 You've no right to piay with my dreams. 721 00:58:25,482 --> 00:58:26,540 You have to agree. 722 00:58:35,826 --> 00:58:39,626 Admirabie. Unbeiievabie. incredibie. 723 00:58:43,200 --> 00:58:46,897 is there any need for this, Mr. Brahmanand? 724 00:58:47,771 --> 00:58:49,705 Seeing is beiieving 725 00:58:50,507 --> 00:58:53,965 i'm overcome by their heart-rending performances. 726 00:58:55,212 --> 00:58:57,703 The two have an amazing chemistry. 727 00:58:58,215 --> 00:59:02,709 They have suffused my characters with a naturai artistry. 728 00:59:03,520 --> 00:59:06,512 They have immortaiised them. 729 00:59:07,858 --> 00:59:12,522 in this matter.. are you the one to decide? 730 00:59:14,231 --> 00:59:15,289 Ezcuse me. 731 00:59:16,533 --> 00:59:20,731 i crossed my iimit. 732 00:59:21,805 --> 00:59:24,535 My soui was stirred. 733 00:59:24,608 --> 00:59:30,604 Meaning, i couid not contain myseif. The rest is up to you. 734 00:59:33,250 --> 00:59:34,615 You were briiiiant. 735 00:59:38,688 --> 00:59:40,553 Sorry, sir. 736 00:59:40,624 --> 00:59:42,615 i'm sorry for the interruption. 737 00:59:42,692 --> 00:59:45,320 Take this.. - This is the first time that she's.. 738 00:59:45,562 --> 00:59:47,621 You were right, indeed. 739 00:59:48,265 --> 00:59:52,565 She truiy is ajuicy aiphonso. 740 00:59:52,636 --> 00:59:58,268 You can go with the mother. 741 00:59:59,042 --> 01:00:01,567 She's quite fuisome, too. 742 01:00:06,283 --> 01:00:07,341 is she okay? 743 01:00:09,352 --> 01:00:12,583 You did so weii. i feei so proud of you today. 744 01:00:14,791 --> 01:00:16,349 Sorry for the interruption. 745 01:00:16,426 --> 01:00:17,984 What do i teii you? 746 01:00:18,595 --> 01:00:19,994 i iike your work. 747 01:00:20,063 --> 01:00:22,293 He's very good. - Thank you. 748 01:00:22,933 --> 01:00:26,300 if they come to know the truth about you.. 749 01:00:26,369 --> 01:00:27,802 ..they'ii be surprised. 750 01:00:28,939 --> 01:00:30,668 Do something. 751 01:00:31,007 --> 01:00:32,668 Has my daughter quaiified? 752 01:00:33,310 --> 01:00:36,746 Yes, but she needs to work hard. 753 01:00:37,013 --> 01:00:41,313 She wiii, sir. Any time you want her to. 754 01:00:43,086 --> 01:00:46,385 Both of you meet me at my office tomorrow. 755 01:00:46,456 --> 01:00:48,390 Thank you, sir. Thank you so much. 756 01:00:48,458 --> 01:00:50,323 Now, we'ii meet reguiariy. 757 01:00:50,393 --> 01:00:52,520 Ezcuse me. i need to say something. 758 01:00:52,696 --> 01:00:54,960 i toid you. Tomorrow. 759 01:00:55,031 --> 01:00:56,828 Jai.. - i need to taik now. 760 01:00:57,634 --> 01:00:59,465 We know you're the best. 761 01:00:59,636 --> 01:01:02,628 Jai, when he's says tomorrow, iet it be so. 762 01:01:02,706 --> 01:01:05,903 it's okay. Teii me what you want to say. 763 01:01:07,344 --> 01:01:12,646 i'm reaiiy sorry, sir. He'ii do ezactiy as you say. 764 01:01:12,983 --> 01:01:15,349 Kusum's passed for sure, hasn't she? 765 01:01:15,418 --> 01:01:20,355 Of course. Bapu wiii ezpiain the rest. 766 01:01:20,557 --> 01:01:25,119 Mr. Brahmanand, your habit of constantiy interrupting.. 767 01:01:25,362 --> 01:01:27,557 Can you piease correct it? 768 01:01:27,664 --> 01:01:28,722 Thank you. 769 01:01:29,132 --> 01:01:31,066 What were you saying? 770 01:01:31,134 --> 01:01:34,661 i want five minutes from you. Piease. - Yes. 771 01:01:35,372 --> 01:01:37,431 Just you. - Okay. 772 01:01:37,507 --> 01:01:41,500 interesting. You want everyone eise to ieave? 773 01:01:41,578 --> 01:01:43,375 Jai, iet's go. 774 01:01:43,446 --> 01:01:45,676 Mama, you too ieave now, piease. Now. 775 01:01:47,017 --> 01:01:50,145 Not you. i need you to be here. 776 01:01:52,756 --> 01:01:54,087 Bapu. 777 01:01:54,157 --> 01:01:55,886 Ciear the fioor. 778 01:02:02,165 --> 01:02:04,963 Everything seems iike a dream. 779 01:02:05,035 --> 01:02:07,469 My daughter a heroine. Your son a hero. 780 01:02:07,537 --> 01:02:09,471 They'ii be caiied a hit pair. 781 01:02:09,539 --> 01:02:11,905 Fiim magazines wiii carry their pictures. 782 01:02:12,409 --> 01:02:14,707 Peopie wiii say that they are dating each other. 783 01:02:14,778 --> 01:02:16,040 Then we'ii get them married. 784 01:02:16,112 --> 01:02:18,103 Just shut up, you iousy woman. 785 01:02:18,181 --> 01:02:21,116 You're out to seii your daughter. To top it, aii this drama. 786 01:02:21,184 --> 01:02:22,412 Dear God. 787 01:02:22,485 --> 01:02:23,713 Just get iost. 788 01:02:23,787 --> 01:02:25,721 Such a waspish tongue. 789 01:02:25,789 --> 01:02:28,781 Are you comfortabie now? - Yes. 790 01:02:29,726 --> 01:02:31,557 Speak up. What do you want to say? 791 01:02:31,628 --> 01:02:35,496 On what basis did you seiect us? i couidn't even perform. 792 01:02:35,565 --> 01:02:41,936 it's okay, son of Diiip Kumar. Don't confuse us with your banter. 793 01:02:44,741 --> 01:02:48,438 i couidn't understand what you mean. Piease ezpiain. 794 01:02:48,511 --> 01:02:51,503 That giri spoiit it aii and you seiected her. 795 01:02:52,082 --> 01:02:53,947 i was busy trying to cover up for her. 796 01:02:54,017 --> 01:02:56,212 Couidn't even connect with my emotions. 797 01:02:56,886 --> 01:02:58,751 i don't know if i shouid be saying this. 798 01:02:59,089 --> 01:03:02,217 She wasn't even acting. Couidn't you make that out? 799 01:03:03,760 --> 01:03:07,890 i toid you, Brahmanand. We'ii have to audition that giri again. 800 01:03:07,964 --> 01:03:12,025 He's just wasting our time through guiie and deceit. 801 01:03:12,102 --> 01:03:14,036 Brahmanand, give the kid an opportunity. 802 01:03:15,472 --> 01:03:19,465 Teii us, Jai, what do you want? 803 01:03:19,542 --> 01:03:21,169 i want to perform again. 804 01:03:22,779 --> 01:03:23,837 Just once. 805 01:03:27,484 --> 01:03:30,044 Okay, go ahead. 806 01:03:34,557 --> 01:03:35,854 Shouid i give you the cue? 807 01:03:37,127 --> 01:03:38,992 You create the magic for me. 808 01:04:11,661 --> 01:04:12,821 Wish me iuck. 809 01:04:16,232 --> 01:04:21,602 So, you don't beiieve me. Why don't you beiieve me? 810 01:04:28,178 --> 01:04:31,238 For God's sake, Avinash, piease ieave me aione. 811 01:04:38,121 --> 01:04:42,854 i can't ieave you aione. This is a decisive moment for us. 812 01:04:44,327 --> 01:04:48,263 Listen, i won't ieave you aione, okay? 813 01:04:51,701 --> 01:04:57,867 i can't bear it anymore. i feei suffocated. 814 01:04:59,008 --> 01:05:03,001 Piease ieave me, Avinash. Just ieave me aione. 815 01:05:04,214 --> 01:05:06,273 i won't aiiow you to do this. 816 01:05:06,649 --> 01:05:09,083 You have no right to piay with my dreams. 817 01:05:09,352 --> 01:05:10,876 You have to agree. 818 01:05:10,954 --> 01:05:13,650 i must agree? To what? 819 01:05:14,090 --> 01:05:16,888 That the women who protects you, your nursemaid.. 820 01:05:16,960 --> 01:05:22,660 ..who shieids a miik-toothed youth iike you with her sari.. 821 01:05:23,733 --> 01:05:25,894 Do you think i'm a fooi? 822 01:05:26,102 --> 01:05:27,660 You are indeed a fooi 823 01:05:28,605 --> 01:05:33,304 Otherwise, you wouid not doubt my reiation with ma'am. 824 01:05:38,615 --> 01:05:41,175 Ma'am, my foot! 825 01:05:42,051 --> 01:05:43,916 As your teacher.. 826 01:05:43,987 --> 01:05:47,923 ..shouid she take you on iong drives and to cocktaii parties.. 827 01:05:47,991 --> 01:05:49,754 ..and iavish ezpensive gifts on you? 828 01:05:50,393 --> 01:05:55,126 You stiii reek of the perfume Eiena gave you. 829 01:05:56,199 --> 01:05:57,996 Enough is enough, Avinash. 830 01:05:58,067 --> 01:05:59,694 Just ieave me aione. 831 01:06:00,770 --> 01:06:02,931 Go. Just go. 832 01:06:20,423 --> 01:06:25,417 i want to piay Aiisha. - What? 833 01:06:25,662 --> 01:06:28,290 Avinash is so boring, unidimensionai. 834 01:06:28,364 --> 01:06:30,025 This is no street piay, kid. 835 01:06:30,099 --> 01:06:32,158 in Phaike's Harishchandra.. 836 01:06:32,368 --> 01:06:35,667 Saiunke piayed Satyavati.. india's first feature fiim. 837 01:06:35,738 --> 01:06:38,969 Don't taik of ancient times, you iamentabie kid. 838 01:06:39,242 --> 01:06:40,300 Listen. 839 01:06:41,177 --> 01:06:46,171 in this fiim, yours is the most compiez and demanding roie. 840 01:06:46,449 --> 01:06:50,442 A young boy caught between a young giri and an oider woman. 841 01:06:50,687 --> 01:06:51,745 You are in the horns of a diiemma. 842 01:06:51,821 --> 01:06:55,757 Do you know who i am? i've aiways ezceiied in the roies of giris 843 01:06:55,825 --> 01:06:57,315 A transsezuai or a cross dresser? 844 01:06:57,994 --> 01:07:01,828 i was Kusum, the Nationai Award winner. 845 01:07:01,998 --> 01:07:03,056 Baby Kusum? 846 01:07:08,905 --> 01:07:09,997 You're Baby Kusum? 847 01:07:11,007 --> 01:07:13,066 How is it possibie? She was a giri. 848 01:07:13,142 --> 01:07:15,406 Let me go inside. - No. 849 01:07:16,412 --> 01:07:19,347 Let me go inside. - it'ii not be right. 850 01:07:19,782 --> 01:07:22,717 They're taking such a iong time, there must be a reason. 851 01:07:23,353 --> 01:07:25,719 Patience yieids its own sweet fruit. 852 01:07:25,788 --> 01:07:28,222 You don't know the antics of that idiot. 853 01:07:28,424 --> 01:07:30,722 in ajiffy, he can turn good into bad. 854 01:07:30,793 --> 01:07:32,283 i am going inside.. Let me go 855 01:07:32,362 --> 01:07:33,420 Mary.. Mary.. 856 01:07:33,496 --> 01:07:34,724 Come. Come here. 857 01:07:34,797 --> 01:07:36,230 What took you so iong? 858 01:07:38,034 --> 01:07:39,092 Have you gone mad? 859 01:07:40,169 --> 01:07:43,229 Heii-bent on raping my script? 860 01:07:46,509 --> 01:07:50,741 The boy has simpiy iost it. 861 01:07:51,447 --> 01:07:55,042 Fine taient but misdirected. 862 01:07:55,518 --> 01:08:00,046 i feei he's more sinned against than sinning. 863 01:08:02,058 --> 01:08:03,116 is he a transvestite? 864 01:08:04,827 --> 01:08:08,763 He didn't seem so. Must be gay. 865 01:08:08,831 --> 01:08:10,389 What have you done, idiot? 866 01:08:10,466 --> 01:08:11,524 One minute. 867 01:08:11,768 --> 01:08:14,066 Your mother's getting hassied. You teii me. 868 01:08:14,137 --> 01:08:15,468 He wiii not iie to his uncie. 869 01:08:16,072 --> 01:08:18,905 Why don't you teii me? 870 01:08:18,975 --> 01:08:21,068 What went on inside? Weren't you seiected? 871 01:08:21,544 --> 01:08:22,772 No. 872 01:08:23,780 --> 01:08:24,838 No? 873 01:08:25,415 --> 01:08:26,473 Yes. 874 01:08:27,417 --> 01:08:32,411 Don't iie. Don't iie. i heard it with my own ears. 875 01:08:32,488 --> 01:08:36,083 You must have messed it up. 876 01:08:36,159 --> 01:08:38,491 One minute. - Let go of him. 877 01:08:38,561 --> 01:08:40,290 i wiii go and find out. 878 01:08:41,230 --> 01:08:44,358 Controi your anger. Are you bent on kiiiing the kid? 879 01:08:44,801 --> 01:08:46,166 i'm going to find out. 880 01:08:46,803 --> 01:08:51,433 i won't aiiow you to enter the house. Understood? 881 01:08:51,507 --> 01:08:55,102 Why in heii.. Why weren't you seiected? 882 01:08:56,879 --> 01:09:00,007 Teii me, you idiot. 883 01:09:00,116 --> 01:09:03,108 i did what you aiways taught Kusum to do. 884 01:09:03,586 --> 01:09:05,178 i piayed the giri's roie. 885 01:09:25,842 --> 01:09:27,207 Rot in heii. 886 01:10:19,195 --> 01:10:22,187 Where were you? i've iooked every inch for you. 887 01:10:23,332 --> 01:10:24,390 Where did you iot disappear? 888 01:10:27,537 --> 01:10:28,595 Where's Baby? 889 01:10:29,539 --> 01:10:30,597 He's dead. 890 01:10:30,673 --> 01:10:34,200 Mary.. Mary.. 891 01:10:47,924 --> 01:10:51,223 Hey, idiot. You've been hovering around here aii day. 892 01:10:52,995 --> 01:10:57,227 However hard you try, you wiii never be a hero. 893 01:10:58,000 --> 01:11:00,230 But my Baby can sureiy be a heroine. 894 01:11:00,937 --> 01:11:06,136 Do something. Bring her to me. i'ii make her a heroine. 895 01:11:06,576 --> 01:11:08,237 i've just buried Kusum. 896 01:11:08,711 --> 01:11:12,943 Don't taik rot. My Kusum can't die. 897 01:11:15,718 --> 01:11:17,652 You said this morning that you drink? 898 01:11:19,021 --> 01:11:20,648 Let me treat you. 899 01:11:20,723 --> 01:11:21,951 Come. 900 01:11:24,260 --> 01:11:28,026 But after that, you wiii have to give me my Baby's address. 901 01:11:28,264 --> 01:11:29,322 Come on. 902 01:11:30,032 --> 01:11:34,264 Oniy i can give her address. Wiii you treat me for free? 903 01:11:34,337 --> 01:11:35,395 Come on. 904 01:11:46,983 --> 01:11:53,286 Not back as yet? Where's he rotting? 905 01:11:53,990 --> 01:12:00,623 Let him come back. i'ii kick him out. 906 01:12:00,696 --> 01:12:07,295 Doesn't care about my suffering, just iike his father, iousy Peter. 907 01:12:07,370 --> 01:12:08,564 No consideration for me. 908 01:12:27,023 --> 01:12:29,321 You drink faster than me. 909 01:12:29,392 --> 01:12:33,590 i usuaiiy drink country iiquor. Can't afford whiskey and aii. 910 01:12:34,330 --> 01:12:39,324 When you feei iike drinking, feei free to give me a caii. 911 01:12:39,669 --> 01:12:40,727 You remember.. 912 01:12:42,104 --> 01:12:47,337 ..we wouid fiii tea-cups with raindrops. 913 01:12:49,345 --> 01:12:53,338 i wouid iie on the canteen bench.. 914 01:12:53,416 --> 01:12:56,544 ..and remember Kusum aii night. 915 01:12:59,121 --> 01:13:06,118 Whom to ask? Where to search? i couidn't figure out anything. 916 01:13:13,135 --> 01:13:16,195 But now that i've found you.. 917 01:13:20,509 --> 01:13:22,773 You'ii teii me where your sister is. 918 01:13:26,082 --> 01:13:27,777 Kusum's dead. 919 01:13:30,720 --> 01:13:32,779 Once upon a time there was this iittie giri. 920 01:13:34,390 --> 01:13:39,453 But not now. She's dead. 921 01:13:41,163 --> 01:13:42,460 And gone. 922 01:13:54,744 --> 01:13:56,609 She died aii of a sudden, that giri. 923 01:13:58,247 --> 01:14:00,477 When Jerry wouid go to schooi.. 924 01:14:02,118 --> 01:14:03,813 ..they aii wouid tease him. 925 01:14:06,122 --> 01:14:07,487 Kusum never went. 926 01:14:09,258 --> 01:14:10,748 She was in her grave. 927 01:14:13,829 --> 01:14:16,320 Then Jerry grew up to be a boy with his maniiness. 928 01:14:17,767 --> 01:14:19,428 Kusum never grew up. 929 01:14:20,770 --> 01:14:23,330 She didn't have periods. 930 01:14:25,775 --> 01:14:28,437 She didn't even bieed. 931 01:14:30,446 --> 01:14:32,141 Jerry pieasures himseif. 932 01:14:33,149 --> 01:14:36,448 Fantasizes about giris with huge assets. 933 01:14:37,153 --> 01:14:41,783 Bad boy, Jerry. Makes mama suffer. 934 01:14:42,591 --> 01:14:44,456 Kusum.. 935 01:14:45,928 --> 01:14:48,453 Kusum was my iove. 936 01:14:48,798 --> 01:14:50,459 Kusum was a boy. 937 01:14:51,467 --> 01:14:54,527 Whatever she was, she was my iife. 938 01:14:54,870 --> 01:14:59,239 Here, you're messing my brain up. There, she's doing the same. 939 01:15:01,811 --> 01:15:03,745 i don't understand a thing. 940 01:15:07,817 --> 01:15:09,478 Does she reaiiy ezist? 941 01:15:10,820 --> 01:15:11,878 Who? 942 01:15:13,189 --> 01:15:15,487 The one i know. 943 01:15:16,959 --> 01:15:19,484 She's aiways after me.. Nandini. 944 01:15:19,562 --> 01:15:22,190 Aiways chases me. 945 01:15:28,504 --> 01:15:35,706 i know this famous actress. But why wiii she be after you? 946 01:15:36,212 --> 01:15:40,706 You've gone crazy. Have you an idea? 947 01:15:40,783 --> 01:15:43,775 Do you know how many heroes chase her? 948 01:15:45,988 --> 01:15:49,924 Do you know my Nandini? 949 01:15:49,992 --> 01:15:51,584 Yes. i do. 950 01:15:52,228 --> 01:15:54,719 We did many fiims together. 951 01:15:54,930 --> 01:15:58,297 i even know where she iives. 952 01:16:00,536 --> 01:16:02,367 Take me to her house, Saiim. 953 01:16:03,239 --> 01:16:04,934 What does he want? 954 01:16:05,007 --> 01:16:08,534 He wants me.. 955 01:16:08,611 --> 01:16:12,547 ..to forever care for Mrs. Braganza's retarded son. 956 01:16:13,315 --> 01:16:17,945 Just ciean his iousy mess. 957 01:16:18,020 --> 01:16:25,324 He's forgotten who i was.. What i stood for. 958 01:16:25,561 --> 01:16:28,826 i piayed the epic character, Gandhari. 959 01:16:32,034 --> 01:16:35,561 For 200 nights, i piayed Gandhari. 960 01:16:37,907 --> 01:16:40,569 i am that mother.. 961 01:16:41,343 --> 01:16:45,575 ..who is iistening to the saga of her 100 sons. 962 01:16:49,285 --> 01:16:51,776 That Gandhari was fortunate. 963 01:16:51,921 --> 01:16:57,359 She never saw her sons with own her eyes. 964 01:17:03,432 --> 01:17:04,592 You wait here. 965 01:17:05,367 --> 01:17:07,597 i'ii meet Nandini and be back. 966 01:17:07,670 --> 01:17:08,728 Hey, wait. 967 01:17:13,943 --> 01:17:15,604 i want to meet Nandini. 968 01:17:16,612 --> 01:17:17,943 Madam doesn't meet anyone at night. 969 01:17:18,013 --> 01:17:19,605 She knows me. 970 01:17:19,949 --> 01:17:21,007 i toid you.. 971 01:17:21,083 --> 01:17:24,018 You caii her. Fast. She knows me. 972 01:17:24,086 --> 01:17:25,883 Sir, i toid you she doesn't meet anyone at night. 973 01:17:25,955 --> 01:17:28,947 Why don't you iisten? She knows me. Use the phone. 974 01:17:31,093 --> 01:17:32,458 Someone's here to meet you, madam. 975 01:17:32,528 --> 01:17:33,620 At this hour? 976 01:17:33,696 --> 01:17:36,631 He says he knows you. And that it's urgent. 977 01:17:36,699 --> 01:17:37,757 Give me the phone. 978 01:17:38,334 --> 01:17:39,392 Who the heii are you? 979 01:17:39,468 --> 01:17:40,833 it's me, Jerry. 980 01:17:40,903 --> 01:17:42,632 Hey, ieave the phone. - its me, Jerry. 981 01:17:42,705 --> 01:17:44,832 Leave the phone. Guard.. - Get out of here. 982 01:17:44,907 --> 01:17:45,965 it's me.. Jerry. How can she not recognise me? 983 01:17:46,041 --> 01:17:47,338 Dont know where you come from? 984 01:17:47,409 --> 01:17:48,842 Teii that iousy woman, it's me. 985 01:17:48,911 --> 01:17:51,345 She said she doesnt know you. 986 01:17:51,413 --> 01:17:55,349 Didnt you hear that? Now, move from this piace. 987 01:17:55,417 --> 01:17:56,645 Hey, iet go of me. 988 01:17:56,719 --> 01:17:59,654 Brother, iet go of him. Move back. Dont iock horns with me. 989 01:17:59,722 --> 01:18:00,780 What are you doing? 990 01:18:00,856 --> 01:18:01,982 Jerry. Caim down. 991 01:18:02,057 --> 01:18:03,922 Lousy woman.. She's a iousy woman. Says she doesn't know me. 992 01:18:04,994 --> 01:18:06,359 Jerry! Caim down! 993 01:18:07,730 --> 01:18:10,358 i toid you how these rich peopie behave. 994 01:18:10,432 --> 01:18:11,660 She's a iousy woman. 995 01:18:11,734 --> 01:18:13,429 How the heii can she not recognise me? 996 01:18:13,502 --> 01:18:17,996 Come on. Lets go there. Sit here. Have some more drink. 997 01:18:20,142 --> 01:18:23,873 i warned you not to get caught up with these queen types. 998 01:18:24,680 --> 01:18:27,376 She refused to recognise me. 999 01:18:28,450 --> 01:18:29,883 Come on, move. Go from here. 1000 01:18:31,453 --> 01:18:34,081 Cooi down. Come, iet's drink some more. 1001 01:18:35,391 --> 01:18:37,154 Yes, we'ii drink some more. 1002 01:18:37,693 --> 01:18:40,958 Come on. Come on, sit behind. 1003 01:19:11,727 --> 01:19:18,132 You kept drowning boats in the waves. 1004 01:19:19,635 --> 01:19:27,007 You set fire to the beaches. 1005 01:19:27,743 --> 01:19:34,945 You crossed the shadows of memories. 1006 01:19:36,085 --> 01:19:40,146 You iearnt to douse the fire. 1007 01:19:40,222 --> 01:19:44,158 You kept setting yourseif on fire. 1008 01:19:44,226 --> 01:19:52,031 Your soui kept changing routes. 1009 01:19:52,468 --> 01:19:59,169 in your dream, hopes kept getting doused. 1010 01:19:59,241 --> 01:20:01,766 You went on and on.. 1011 01:20:01,844 --> 01:20:05,473 Burn yourseif. 1012 01:20:05,547 --> 01:20:08,983 Burn your soui. 1013 01:20:09,184 --> 01:20:12,915 Burn yourseif. 1014 01:20:13,255 --> 01:20:16,986 Burn your soui. 1015 01:20:17,926 --> 01:20:27,062 Burn every breath you take. 1016 01:20:36,712 --> 01:20:39,943 Stop here. i'ii pee and come. 1017 01:20:48,824 --> 01:20:51,156 What are you trying to prove? 1018 01:20:52,294 --> 01:20:58,028 i now beiieve that you are my Kusum. 1019 01:21:01,170 --> 01:21:03,104 Who piayed this con game? 1020 01:21:10,846 --> 01:21:14,247 Can i just kiss you once? 1021 01:21:21,623 --> 01:21:23,250 it doesn't matter to me.. 1022 01:21:24,193 --> 01:21:25,854 ..whether you're Jerry or Kusum. 1023 01:21:28,630 --> 01:21:31,997 if you're a iie, then i am a iie too. 1024 01:21:35,871 --> 01:21:37,634 What the heii are you doing? 1025 01:21:38,073 --> 01:21:39,131 Oh, no. 1026 01:21:39,208 --> 01:21:41,938 Why did you make the nightmare reai? 1027 01:21:42,010 --> 01:21:46,140 Have you gone crazy, trying to kiss me? 1028 01:21:46,215 --> 01:21:47,876 i'm aii messed up, Saiim. 1029 01:21:48,584 --> 01:21:53,715 Forget Kusum. She can never be yours. 1030 01:21:53,889 --> 01:21:56,289 And Jerry can never be yours. 1031 01:21:57,593 --> 01:21:59,151 You were my oniy friend. 1032 01:22:01,296 --> 01:22:08,896 Lord, i'm 500 miies away from home. 1033 01:22:10,372 --> 01:22:12,101 You were my oniy friend. 1034 01:22:13,308 --> 01:22:17,108 Lord, i'm one. Lord, i'm two.. 1035 01:22:24,119 --> 01:22:27,919 i'm so sorry, Zippy. i'm very tired, Zam dariing. 1036 01:22:30,259 --> 01:22:36,926 i iistened to you.. i did and see what happened. 1037 01:22:39,635 --> 01:22:41,000 No, Zippy, no. 1038 01:22:41,937 --> 01:22:46,067 Don't cry for me. it's aii my fauit. 1039 01:22:47,409 --> 01:22:51,937 Had we run away none of this wouid've happened. 1040 01:22:53,949 --> 01:22:59,148 it's my entire fauit. i iet reaiity siip away. 1041 01:23:41,697 --> 01:23:46,191 Get the heii out of here. You don't even know who i am? 1042 01:23:47,703 --> 01:23:54,006 Fooi, that was not me. Why did you have to go to a reai person's house? 1043 01:23:56,011 --> 01:23:58,070 The voice you heard over the phone.. 1044 01:23:58,480 --> 01:23:59,708 That was not me. 1045 01:24:01,350 --> 01:24:02,783 Are you reai? 1046 01:24:04,853 --> 01:24:06,411 And what about you? 1047 01:24:07,489 --> 01:24:09,855 i myseif have no idea.. 1048 01:24:10,359 --> 01:24:12,224 Then why probe, Jerry? 1049 01:24:14,029 --> 01:24:19,296 Jerry Gabriei Da Cunha? Master Jai. - Kusum.. 1050 01:24:20,736 --> 01:24:25,105 Among them, who are you? - i don't know. 1051 01:24:26,174 --> 01:24:28,233 Then why know who i am? 1052 01:24:30,512 --> 01:24:31,877 i don't want to know. 1053 01:24:33,749 --> 01:24:37,048 Whatever i say is aii in your imagination. 1054 01:24:38,053 --> 01:24:40,112 i don't ezist without you. 1055 01:24:41,323 --> 01:24:44,053 Then why won't you iet me to make iove to you, iousy woman? 1056 01:24:44,126 --> 01:24:45,457 Because you deserve this. 1057 01:24:45,827 --> 01:24:47,454 You're messed up in your head. 1058 01:24:47,529 --> 01:24:49,463 That's why you want to make iove to me. 1059 01:24:49,531 --> 01:24:53,831 Everyone messes up with my mind.. Mama, you, Saiim.. 1060 01:24:54,469 --> 01:24:56,334 Oh, i just want to fiy away. 1061 01:24:56,772 --> 01:25:01,539 i know you wouid manage Aiisha's roie better any day. 1062 01:25:01,777 --> 01:25:04,905 i don't want to act. That's why i did what i did. 1063 01:25:04,980 --> 01:25:06,777 You wouid have done it better. 1064 01:25:07,783 --> 01:25:12,914 There's a giri hidden in you. Come to terms with that reaiity. 1065 01:25:12,988 --> 01:25:15,786 Try and understand that i hate acting. 1066 01:25:15,857 --> 01:25:20,089 Why do i need to prove myseif? i've kiiied Kusum. 1067 01:25:21,797 --> 01:25:26,860 Truth, truth, nothing but the truth, Oh, Lord. 1068 01:26:02,137 --> 01:26:03,968 i won't aiiow you to touch him. 1069 01:26:10,912 --> 01:26:14,473 You'ii never be abie to fiy. - i'ii prove you wrong. 1070 01:27:28,223 --> 01:27:33,217 Mama. 1071 01:27:35,931 --> 01:27:37,228 i'm hungry. 1072 01:27:37,933 --> 01:27:40,231 Wretch. Where did you go? 1073 01:27:40,569 --> 01:27:42,434 Mama, i promise i'ii work harder. 1074 01:27:43,572 --> 01:27:45,005 Why don't you just die? 1075 01:27:46,708 --> 01:27:50,007 Had i not been a Cathoiic i wouid have aborted you. 1076 01:27:51,246 --> 01:27:52,372 Why don't you die? 1077 01:27:53,515 --> 01:27:56,450 if i die, how wiii you iive? 1078 01:27:56,952 --> 01:28:00,444 We'ii iive in our smaii worid, just you and me. 1079 01:28:00,956 --> 01:28:04,255 i don't need fame, money and aii that jazz. 1080 01:28:04,326 --> 01:28:06,317 Nothing, just you and me. 1081 01:28:06,394 --> 01:28:09,261 You don't need fame. You don't need fame. 1082 01:28:09,731 --> 01:28:13,462 Mama.. What are you doing, Mama? 1083 01:28:14,269 --> 01:28:16,260 Mama, what's this? 1084 01:28:19,608 --> 01:28:20,666 You were right. 1085 01:28:20,742 --> 01:28:22,403 You were right. - Mama, what are you doing? 1086 01:28:23,044 --> 01:28:24,341 Mama, what are you doing? 1087 01:28:24,412 --> 01:28:25,674 How pretty you are iooking.. 1088 01:28:25,747 --> 01:28:26,975 Mama, have you gone mad? - You were right. 1089 01:28:29,284 --> 01:28:32,276 Mama, you're choking me. 1090 01:28:32,354 --> 01:28:35,983 i was absoiuteiy wrong. i was wrong. 1091 01:28:36,291 --> 01:28:41,285 You were right. i was wrong. You can be a giri. 1092 01:28:41,363 --> 01:28:43,991 You can piay Aiisha's roie. 1093 01:28:44,065 --> 01:28:46,363 You were absoiuteiy right. i was wrong. 1094 01:28:46,434 --> 01:28:48,698 i'ii get you that roie. 1095 01:28:48,770 --> 01:28:50,294 i wiii do your make-up. 1096 01:28:50,372 --> 01:28:51,566 Then you can be anything you want to be. 1097 01:28:51,640 --> 01:28:55,303 How couid i forget that my son is a transvestite? 1098 01:28:56,077 --> 01:28:58,307 No. You have gone mad, Mama. 1099 01:28:59,648 --> 01:29:01,309 it's my mistake. 1100 01:29:01,383 --> 01:29:04,375 My stupid, stupid mistake. 1101 01:29:04,452 --> 01:29:08,320 When you were born, you had this smaii iittie member. 1102 01:29:08,723 --> 01:29:13,319 But when you became Kusum, it simpiy vanished. 1103 01:29:13,395 --> 01:29:18,799 You have nothing now. 1104 01:29:19,034 --> 01:29:21,662 You know nothing. - You have nothing now. 1105 01:29:21,736 --> 01:29:23,601 You know nothing, you wretched woman. 1106 01:29:23,672 --> 01:29:26,038 For you, they dared do what they did with me aii aiong. 1107 01:29:26,341 --> 01:29:28,332 You thought my member vanished. 1108 01:29:29,044 --> 01:29:31,342 You aiways wanted it that way. 1109 01:29:31,613 --> 01:29:33,103 But it grew bigger by the day. 1110 01:29:33,181 --> 01:29:35,342 Want to see? 1111 01:29:35,417 --> 01:29:40,753 Here's my thick throbbing member. 1112 01:29:40,822 --> 01:29:42,346 What eise you want to see now? 1113 01:29:42,424 --> 01:29:43,482 Teii me. 1114 01:29:43,558 --> 01:29:46,356 Lousy woman, you soid me out there. 1115 01:29:46,428 --> 01:29:47,486 You messed up my iife forever. 1116 01:29:59,207 --> 01:30:00,265 Jerry.. 1117 01:30:03,378 --> 01:30:07,838 i was aiways there for you. Aiways, my son. 1118 01:30:10,085 --> 01:30:12,144 i'm sorry. 1119 01:30:12,721 --> 01:30:13,847 i'm sorry i couidn't heip you. 1120 01:30:16,858 --> 01:30:18,450 i couidn't save you, Jerry. 1121 01:30:20,228 --> 01:30:22,093 i couidn't save you. 1122 01:30:22,163 --> 01:30:23,391 Papa.. 1123 01:30:27,869 --> 01:30:29,598 i aiways ioved you, Papa. 1124 01:30:31,740 --> 01:30:35,403 i iove you too. i iove you too, Jerry. 1125 01:30:38,880 --> 01:30:40,108 i iove you too. 1126 01:30:49,190 --> 01:30:50,680 Mama. 1127 01:30:52,427 --> 01:30:56,124 Wiii you mend my way? 1128 01:31:00,435 --> 01:31:01,493 Mama. 1129 01:31:03,138 --> 01:31:07,438 it's the end of the day. 1130 01:31:11,446 --> 01:31:15,439 Mama, when the deeds been done.. 1131 01:31:17,218 --> 01:31:21,450 Mama, am i stiii your son? 1132 01:31:24,292 --> 01:31:28,786 Wiii you open your eyes and see? 1133 01:31:29,931 --> 01:31:35,301 Wiii you simpiy forget and iet me be? 1134 01:31:40,875 --> 01:31:46,541 i iearnt to waik, i iearnt to faii. 1135 01:31:47,949 --> 01:31:52,318 i was up against the firewaii. 1136 01:31:54,956 --> 01:31:58,483 Memories of the day.. 1137 01:31:58,560 --> 01:32:02,553 ..stiii hoid sway. 1138 01:32:04,199 --> 01:32:08,499 There was simpiy no other way. 1139 01:32:08,970 --> 01:32:13,498 How i wish i have my wings.. 1140 01:32:16,211 --> 01:32:21,513 To fiy away from mere mortai things. 1141 01:32:23,985 --> 01:32:26,715 Mama, wiii you iet me try? 1142 01:32:28,523 --> 01:32:31,720 Mama, wiii you iet me try? 1143 01:32:34,229 --> 01:32:39,531 Mama dear, piease don't cry. 1144 01:33:58,613 --> 01:34:00,604 Jerry. 1145 01:34:02,083 --> 01:34:03,311 Jerry. 1146 01:34:24,639 --> 01:34:26,903 Jerry, my Baby. 1147 01:34:27,976 --> 01:34:29,967 i am what you wanted me to be, Mama. 1148 01:34:30,044 --> 01:34:32,638 You couidn't ciip my wings. 1149 01:34:33,648 --> 01:34:35,343 Mama, i can fiy now. 1150 01:34:37,652 --> 01:34:38,710 Jerry.